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Congratulations! You have just acquired a map of Heartslabyul. Heartslabyul is one of the seven nations, and the first in which you will venture into for your search for a way home. It is the nation that worships King Rosehearts, the Pyro Archon and God of Law.

Choose your path carefully.

Ashen Fells is an area located in Heartslabyul. 

This region includes Brunweld Lake, Cradle of Fables, Chesswick, Hobbletide Shore, Mabloch Isle, Pat Port, Tanglewood Shrine, Tatterfell Cliffs. The area consists of shores and cliffs along with rivers and lakes.

   ♥ Brunweld Lake is a subarea located in Ashen Fells, Heartslabyul.

It's said that this lake was formed by a crater left by an ancient god of chaos. A god that had the ability to forge legendary weapons, and in testing one of particularly astounding strength, they created a depression within the earth’s surface that would become Brunweld Lake.

   ♥ Cradle of Fables is a subarea located in Ashen Fells, Heartslabyul.

It is just across the waters from Mabloch Isle and the nearest Heartslabyul settlement is Pat Port. 

A dense forest where no mortals venture and come back from. The shadows and shade cast by the dense foliage create an intense darkness, making it easy for even the most skilled navigators to get lost. 

It is said to be a safe haven for immortal beings, and the birthplace for many entities and deities including the current Archon of Pyro.

   ♥ Chesswick is the capital and a subarea located in Ashen Fells, Heartslabyul.

Located in the central part of Ashen Fells, Chesswick boasts the largest city in the world both by size and population. It’s only five hundred years old, but it showcases castle walls and flowing rivers.

          ❧ Castle of the Court of Hearth is located in Chesswick, Ashen Fells, Heartslabyul.

It is the headquarters of the Court of Hearth and the Knights of the Gavel. Inside are many offices of court members, such as the Head of Investigation and Regent among others. On the same grounds, the castle also houses those loyal to the crown in the Knights of the Gavel. 

It is one of the oldest buildings still standing in Heartslabyul, built even before the Fyrosian Palace. When executions occur, they most always take place here or in the palace.

          ❧ Chesswick’s Market District is located in Chesswick, Ashen Fells, Heartslabyul. 

Located at the gates of the city, it’s a convenient location for merchants and other travelers. The several two story buildings house multiple shops, restaurants, and other establishments but are all strictly kept up to code to avoid punishment by patrolling knights. 

          ❧ Furnace is located in Chesswick, Ashen Fells, Heartslabyul.  

It is an underground fighting rink run by a figure nicknamed the Blue Brawler. The location is a closely guarded secret and only heard in rumors thought to be outlandish. Gambling and brawling are high crimes, so this type of establishment is highly illegal. Despite that, it is a very popular place, as many find thrill and entertainment in these activities that are outlawed. 

          ❧ Fyrosian Palace is located in Chesswick, Ashen Fells, Heartslabyul.

It is the home of the Archon of Pyro, god of law, King Rosehearts. Located in the heart of Chesswick, it is a common stop for travelers to marvel at the sight but never step past the towering gates. Knights of the Gavel patrol the grounds at all hours, and they only allow a select few pass. These select few include council members, knights, emissaries, the occasional guest, or a rule-breaker escorted in cuffs.

          ❧ Monastery of the Divine Flame is located in Chesswick, Ashen Fells, Heartslabyul. 

The monastery is run by the Church of Heart and is used in worshipping the Pyro Archon Rosehearts. It is a holy place managed by the devoted adherents of King Rosehearts who treat his laws as commandments. It is thought by the most zealous believers that sins will be punished by strings of eternal flames which he wields.

          ❧ Pyro Archon Statue is located in Chesswick, Ashen Fells, Heartslabyul. 

It can be found at the plaza in front of the Monastery of the Divine Flame. The statue is in the image of the Pyro Archon, Rosehearts, with a crown and a scepter.

          ❧ The Teapot is located in Cheswick, Ashen Fells, Heartslabyul. 

It is the oldest pub in the nation, even predating Roseheart’s reign, or so they claim. It is one of the best managed establishments, as the distribution of alcohol is carefully regulated by law to prevent misuse. The Teapot has not a single mark tarnishing their perfect record. 

However, recently, it seems as if there are shady dealings and whispers of unrest floating throughout the historic pub. Ask around enough without gaining suspicion, and some tipsy folks may let it slip that the Red Thief apparently frequents the establishment.

   ♥ Hobbletide Shore is a subarea located in Ashen Fells, Heartslabyul. 

A stretch of shorelines along the coast facing east and north toward the unknown. Along these shores there’s some woods, but not much else. 

   ♥ Mabloch Isle is a subarea located in Ashen Fells, Heartslabyul.

An island technically part of Heartslabyul, but it is inhabited mainly by Havfolk and Hydrians, the people of Octavinelle. While they themselves are not an issue, the Pyro Archon is keenly aware of the shady businesses practically encouraged by the Hydro Archon. That is unacceptable. If there are shady dealings taking place, it is only happening because the island is distant. However, every few years, Rosehearts takes it upon himself to travel there and make doubly sure everything is in order while also punishing those that do break the law.

   ♥ Pat Port is a subarea located in Ashen Fells, Heartslabyul. 

A port city where most incoming travelers and goods coming from off the continent arrive. It is said that a feathered minor deity now long passed was once friends with the Pyro Archon. This feathered deity was an expert in ocean voyages while the archon detested the waters due to his element. So, Rosehearts entrusted him with the responsibility to handle ocean-related issues and incoming merchants by boat. When the deity passed, the Archon renamed the location after his companion.

   ♥ Tanglewood Shrine is a subarea located in Ashen Fells, Heartslabyul. 

It is an ancient amphitheater that predates the Roseheart reign, all the way back to the time when the god of chaos ruled. Here is where all sorts of activities took place, such as gambling, drinking, fighting, and even illegal exchanges. It is a dark reminder of the past when the god of chaos allowed forced fights, indentured servitude, and all sorts of other activities.

   ♥ Tatterfell Cliffs is a subarea located in Ashen Fells, Heartslabyul. 

There are a few scattered villages and towns here that specialize in livestock farming.

Brackenreach Highlands is an area located in Heartslabyul. 

This region includes Broken Bridges, Feygrass Springs, Foxglove Glen. The area consists of meadows and ruins, and is a region where many beastfolk outside of Savanaclaw dwell.

   ♥ Broken Bridges is a subarea located in Brackenreach Highlands, Heartslabyul. 

Ruins of an empire lay here. There is hardly anything left, it’s so ancient that it predates not only the Rosehearts reign but also the Age of Chaos. One of the only remaining pieces of the empire whose name is lost to time, is a marble inscription within the floor of an abandoned temple just barely standing. The inscription is oval shaped, and appears to be the side profile of a mysterious entity. The only thing known is that they were a god of black and white.

   ♥ Feygrass Springs is a subarea located in Brackenreach Highlands, Heartslabyul. 

A land of flowers, one of the smaller scenic flora areas. There are many fields here that supply the world with bouquets, honey, and other goods.

   ♥ Foxglove Glen is a subarea located in Brackenreach Highlands, Heartslabyul.  

A city populated heavily by beastfolk of all manner, from both continents and all seven nations.

Butterfly Vale is an area located in Heartslabyul. 

This region includes Crookedspire, Jaws of the Wildwood, Maze of Madness, Tulgey Thicket. The area consists of meadows and dense woods, and is a region where threats and beasts may still lurk, hidden in the wilderness to avoid divine wrath.

   ♥ Crookedspire is a subarea located in Butterfly Vale, Heartslabyul. 

A city established by the Pyro Archon himself. In the early days of the Rosehearts reign, he faced a fresh rebellion that accused him of cruelty and tyranny. These rebels even utilized an uncontrollable beast in an attempt to defeat him. In response, Rosehearts quashed the rebellion and slayed the beast, building a settlement upon the ashes that remained of his enemies.

   ♥ Jaws of the Wildwood is a subarea located in Butterfly Vale, Heartslabyul. 

Here is where many beasts dwell, hidden by the mountains and forests, as they wish to remain hidden to avoid the searing divine flame of the Pyro Archon that would quickly execute them without trial.

   ♥ Maze of Madness is a subarea located in Butterfly Vale, Heartslabyul. 

It is a natural maze of forests, almost meticulously arranged into a confusing and seemingly endless labyrinth. It was thought that one of the God of Chaos’ subordinates was an entity of dendro that made the maze.

   ♥ Tulgey Thicket is a subarea located in Butterfly Vale, Heartslabyul. 

A strange and odd forest home to arcane individual beasts and people. It is a place said to be rich in treasures, but full of dangers. Many mythical entities and monsters dwell in the dark here.

Crown Ridge is an area located in Heartslabyul. 

This region includes Gryphon Spires, Mad Ring of Fire. The area consists of mountain ranges and volcanoes, along with cliffs and ruins. This is the border between Heartslabyul and Savanaclaw.

   ♥ Gryphon Spires is a subarea located in Crown Ridge, Heartslabyul. 

The southern part of the peaks contains the remaining ruins of the city where the God of Chaos dwelled, which was formerly the capital of the nation.

          ❧ Wonderfall Ruins is located in Gryphon Spires, Crown Ridge, Heartslabyul. 

It was once the capital of Old Heartslabyul, ruled by the God of Chaos. After he was executed in an uprising, the rebel who slayed him, Rosehearts, took his place and reshaped the land. It’s been said that Rosehearts gathered all his supporters in Wonderfall during the fall of the Chaos God’s empire, and upon his enemy’s death, Rosehearts rained hellfire upon every settlement that never swore allegiance to him. Only once he burned the enemies to ash, did he lead the people north where they settled to build a new capital called Chesswick. 

It is said that Riddle never burnt Wonderfall to the ground, because he wished for all to see the ruins of the empire he tore down. To see evidence of his past, and never turn traitor unless they wished to meet the same fate the Chaos God and all his followers did.

   ♥ The Mad Ring of Fire is a subarea located in Crown Ridge, Heartslabyul. 

The range of mountains extends from the western most point of the ridge spanning across the entire space and ending only just before the Gryphon Spires. It is speckled with volcanoes that were supposedly formed when there was conflict between the God of Chaos against the God of Strength and God of Intellect.

Fiddlewood Hills is an area located in Heartslabyul. 

This region includes Liddleshire Village, Mimsyford, Puddlebrook Town. The area consists of rolling hills and pastures along scattered towns and villages. 

   ♥ Liddleshire Village is a subarea located in Fiddlewood Hills, Heartslabyul. 

Liddleshire Village is a small community where there are more animals than people. It’s a quaint and quiet little village at the high end of the hills bordering the woods.

   ♥ Mimsyford is a subarea located in Fiddlewood Hills, Heartslabyul. 

Mimsyford is a city where many new travelers arrive, as it’s the closest to the other nations. It is the city with the most diverse magic users, here there is a wielder of every element and all sorts of styles. From here, most make their way to Chesswick.

   ♥ Puddlebrook Town is a subarea located in Fiddlewood Hills, Heartslabyul. 

Puddlebrook Town is a fishing community settled along the shores. When merchants do not arrive at Pat Port, they arrive here.

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I originally played on the drive home but spotify shuffled and played oceans and engines instead which frankly pissed me off at first but it somehow made haji’s hit home harder than it already did. I’ve read it three times over in the past 6 minutes 😭

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"love, keep your eyes on the road, 'cause when I stare, all I see is two foggy windows to a lost soul. and maybe, maybe it's all my fault. that it's so quiet on the drive home" from on the drive home by niki

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content warnings: angst/comfort, crying, hyperventilating, all that jazz

hajime.

"like any unloved thing, i do not know if i'm real when i'm not being touched."

he can tell something is wrong immediately. 

you think you’re hiding it so well, but he can see it the moment you walk into class.

and in all honesty, seeing him and your friends helped you feel a little better, but the moment the lecture starts, you’re left to your own thoughts again. and he sees the way your face drops when you think no one’s looking.

he sees the way you start to stare at your notebook absentmindedly, picking at the clip of your pencil, and then your skirt, and then you're bouncing your knee erratically.

he sees the way your shoulders rise with every breath, and the way you bite your lip, blink rapidly, close your eyes, do anything to try to ignore the feeling in your chest. it feels like something desperately trying to claw out of your chest, threatening to explode at any moment.

and when the class is dismissed to sit silently and work individually, you stand up, trying your best to keep your composure until you make it out of the class. you slide the door shut behind you and haven’t even made it down the hallway before you stop, one hand on the wall to steady yourself as a sob escapes your mouth. even hearing the sound reach your ears is painful, and it’s the crack in the wall that breaks into rapid breathing and hot tears running down your face. your breaths are shallow and inhales so sharp and loud you don’t hear the classroom door close again. 

you barely even feel the hands on your shoulders, and you’re not quite sure when exactly you fell to the ground. “y/n, y/n. breathe. look at me. breathe with me,” he’s in front of you, and you hear his own inhale, deep and steady in contrast to your hiccups. “breathe. just take a breath,” he repeats, and you try your best to follow his instructions. you can barely see, tears blurring your vision, but he’s in front of you, kneeling and rubbing the sides of your arms comfortingly.

eventually, your breaths steady. they’re still shaky with every breath in, but your able to think again, and you try to wipe the tears from your eyes. they keep coming, but not nearly as frequently as before.

“that’s it, there you go. you’re safe, you’re okay,” he keeps reassuring you, voice soft as he wipes away a stray tear rolling down your cheek with his thumb. “can i hug you?”

you can’t even keep in your sobs when you nod, your eyesight blurring again as a new wave of tears overwhelms you at the question and the strong arms that engulf you. you wrap your arms around his upper back and he has an arm hugging you over your shoulder while the other is on the back of your head, rubbing it gently and holding it close to his shoulder.

“hajime,” you whisper, voice broken. you barely make out the syllables before you sob again, clutching at his shirt.

“i’m right here,” he responds, “i’m right here and i’m not going anywhere. what happened, love?”

his words only make you hold him closer and tighter. at this point, your throat is sore and your cries are barely audible, only coming out as heaves and sighs.

“i don’t know,” you confess, eyes squeezing tightly shut. “i just got overwhelmed with everything. yesterday was bad, and i was alone all night– i thought it’d be okay today, but it just hurts. so bad.”

he takes in a deep breath, exhaling before he speaks, “i know. i know it hurts, baby. call me next time, would you? you’re not a bother. ask me to come over anytime, i will.”

you let out a shaky breath, finally opening your eyes and he pulls back so he can look at you, giving you a small smile before pressing a kiss to your lips. “okay,” you breathe. “you promise? that i’m not bothering you? i’m not holding you back or anything?”

“never,” he promises. “you’ve never and you won’t ever bother me. if anything, you’re helping me get through this all.”

“even right now?” you ask, trying to dry your face. “even though you had to leave class to come find me?”

“y/n, look at me,” he says gently, a hand on the side of your head to lightly guide it to face him. “i’d leave work for you. i’d run across campus for you. i’d come to your room in the dead of night if you asked me to. and of course, i’d skip class for you. you’re more important than anything else in my life. and what else is oikawa good for then making up lies? he’s covering for us right now and he’ll fill us back in on anything we’ve missed.”

a laugh escapes your mouth as you wipe away the last tear, “we’ll have to thank him when we get back. and thank you, hajime, for coming out here.”

“of course, love. i’m glad i did,” he presses another kiss to your forehead. “how’re you feeling? do you want to head back?”

although you’ve calmed down, and the weight in your chest isn’t as strong, your head still feels heavy, and you shake your head, trying not to feel guilty, “no, not yet.”

“that’s okay,” he says, coming to sit next to you on the floor, resting his back against the wall. “take as long as you need, i’ll stay with you.”

he holds one of your hands, running his thumb across your knuckles gently as you take in another breath. “hajime,” you say, and he looks up at you. although his eyes are usually sharp and pointed with determination, in the moment, they are soft and filled with love. “will you hold me again? just for a second, please.”

his arms are immediately around you.

“of course, love.”

koutarou.

"you realize, at last, that you can change without disappearing. that all you had to do was wait until the storm passes over and you find that—yes—your name is still attached to a living thing."

the water is hot when it hits your back. scalding, even, and it seeps into your clothes. you haven’t taken them off, and they stick to your body as you pull your knees to your chest on the floor of your shower. but it feels nice. the water is hot, the sting of the temperature and the noise of the water buzzing out your own thoughts, and eventually you feel numb to the heat.

your tears are mixing with the water dripping down your face, and you can barely hear your cries over the sound of it hitting the floor. 

but you don’t hear him come home, either. and you don’t hear him when he knocks on the door, trying to check on you before he opens the door. you’ve been in there for longer than normal, and he's started to get worried.

“y/n?” he whispers and you look up at him, looking horrified as if you’ve been caught in the act. “what are you doing?” he’s kneeling at the side of the bathtub, hands resting on the edge like he wants to reach out, put his hands above your head and stop the water from falling on you. his tone isn’t accusatory at all, he’s looking at you, face tense with worry and love, and his lip is trembling like he wants to cry with you.

“i’m–” you’re broken off by your own sob as you press your palms into your eyes, trying to stop your tears.

you feel his hand gently wrap around your wrists, pulling your hands away from your face and he’s looking at you with all the care in the world, but that only makes you tear up more. “i’m sorry, kou.”

“for what?” his own voice cracks with how low he’s talking, as if the air between them is fragile.

another cry escapes your chest and that seems to be his breaking point as his arms wrap around you, pulling you to his chest. you try to push back, “kou, you’ll get wet–”

“that doesn’t matter, y/n. you’re the only thing that matters right now,” he whispers, and you can hear how fast his heart is beating. and his grip doesn’t let up, so you let him hold you, taking in deep breaths as you both sit there until you calm down and he lets you pull away.

“i didn’t mean to worry you, kou. i’m sorry you walked in on me like this,” you apologize quietly, looking down at your own clothes, dark and completely soaked. “i was just– feeling overwhelmed, i don’t know. and i came in here so i couldn’t hear anything else.”

“that’s okay,” he reassures, making you look back at him. “that’s always okay. would it be alright for me if i made you tea? do you want to try and take a shower? or maybe just a bath? i can help you start one, and i’ll come back so you’re not alone.”

his words make your bottom lip quiver again, tears threatening to spill from your eyes. “that would be nice, kou. thank you so much.”

he helps you out of the bathtub, letting you sit on the counter in a towel while he runs a bath, and after you promise him it’ll be okay, he leaves you to make you a mug of tea. he’s been attentive to you since the day you met him, when he started his list of things that make you happy to look back to when he needed it. by this point, he never looks at the list anymore. he can recite it from memory, and he knows just what to do whenever you’re hurting.

he will be at your side for whatever you need, he will sit on the floor next to you while you take your bath, holding your hand and letting you know you’re there. when you’re ready to get up, he will help you get out. if you’re feeling too weak to stand up yourself, he will be there to catch you and help you stand up. he will grab you a clean change of clothes and wait patiently for you to dress before he holds your hand, grabbing your mug with the other one and leading you to the couch. he will let you lay on him, he’ll place his arms around you, and kiss your head as you pick something to watch. he will be there to distract you from your thoughts, and he will always be there to love you even when you don’t feel deserving of it.

kiyoomi.

"wasn't that the definition of home? not where you are from, but where you are wanted."

this place was becoming too much.

too much.

too much.

this was not a home. and you ran from it. you’d thrown on the first pair of shoes you saw and ran out with tears in your eyes. no keys, no food, nothing but your phone. it’s cold outside, and the frost makes you aware of hot your entire body is, and you think of sitting down, and lying on the cold sidewalk, maybe staying there, but you keep running. because you know where you're going.

when you show up at his door, breathing hard and tears rolling down your face, he pulls you inside immediately, closing the door behind you. he’s holding your face immediately, concern lacing his eyes as he wipes away the tears escaping your eyes, one after the other. “what happened? what’s wrong?” he asks immediately, leading you by the hand to his kitchen, pulling out a chair for you to sit at, finding a blanket to wrap around you before he stands next to you.

“what do you want? let me make you something. tea?” he suggests, and you nod, wiping away the tears falling off your face.

he places the steaming mug in front of you before sitting next to you, holding your hands between his, trying to warm them up. “what happened, love? talk to me,” he urges again, now that you’ve had time to calm down.

“it was–” you squeeze your eyes shut, trying to focus on your breathing, willing yourself to calm down, “it was just being there. at that house. it was too much. there was fighting and–” the rest of your words get lodged in your throat, but he doesn’t push you. he only hums in acknowledgment of your words, smoothing your hair down with his hand comfortingly. “it was going so well,” you whisper, ignoring the way your voice cracks. “today was nice. and then they ruined it,” you let out a shaky breath, blinking away the tears welling up in your eyes. “i’m sorry i showed up here without saying anything, i didn’t know where else to go. i–” you look up at him, a sob escaping you as you talk, “why do i feel like this? what did i do wrong?”

“you didn’t do anything, love,” he answers, holding your gaze. “you did nothing wrong. you came here because you feel safe, and i’m glad you came. you’ve been pushing this all down for so long it’s all coming out at once. and you’ll be okay. i’ll be right here with you until it's over. and even after that. i'll be here for you whenever you need it.”

he has an arm around you, pulling you close and you let your head rest on his shoulder. “is it okay if i stay here for a little bit?”

“of course, love. you’re welcome to stay here for as long as you need.”

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hiromi and vicky first meeting ficlet

suguru x satoru x ariel tropical getaway

hiromi x vicky: vicky's bachelorette in greece

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chocolate cake to go

dad's best friend

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