#🌴 anon cutest bean

[imaginespazzi]

Hello love!! Sorry i’ve been mia for a minute. I’ve had a lot going on but I finally got the chance to read part two of the UCLA fic and wow. I truly loved it i’ve said it so many times but you leave me in awe with your writing. I know you hear this alot but you can never said it enough from me! I really like the way you convey their emotions and how I can almost feel it. Also love the inclusion of how close the Fudds are with Paige. I’m glad she finally realized how much she affected Azzi and not just herself. And Caroline!! I feel as though she kinda helped knocked some sense into her even though she knew Paige was wrong she also knew Paige needed Azzi just as much as Azzi needed her. I will say I’m glad Azzi told paige off on what she did and what she was going through. I’m also glad that she did have someone other than her teammates to help her through it even if it’s not Paige. And I can’t wait for that date to become a reality. Im pretty sure im missing something else and once I remember I will let you know what. But I’ve had some song recs that have just been stuck in my head that I personally feel for them I would like to share!

Red-Taylor swift

“Losing him was blue, like I'd never known

Missing him was dark gray, all alone

Forgetting him was like trying to know

Somebody you never met

But loving him was red”

These are the lyrics I personally feel for them best but the whole song does as well. I also feel they fit paige more so azzi in the sense she believes she lost azzi more than azzi lost her. But it is truly two sided it really does fit both.

I miss you , I’m sorry - Gracie abrams

“You said, "Forever, " and I almost bought it

I miss fightin' in your old apartment

Breakin' dishes when you're disappointed

I still love you, I promise

Nothin' happened in the way I wanted

Every corner of this house is haunted

And I know you said that we're not talkin'

But I miss you, I'm sorry”

Now this one I definitely feel it’s more azzi over paige. Especially when it says “nothing happened in the way I wanted” ain’t definitely conveys azzis emotions in what happened. But once again I definitely feel the whole song displays her emotions.

Marvins room- Drake

“The women that I would try

Is happy with a good guy

But I've been drinking so much”

and

“I'm just saying you could do better

Tell me have you heard that lately?

I'm just saying you could do better

And I'll start hatin' only if you make me”

Now I feel like I don’t need to say this makes me think of paige because the lyrics just suit her in part two. I really thought of this song when paige drunk called azzi. I didn’t include the lyric but “ And since you picked up ,I know he's not around” Makes me think of the part when she asks if zoe is there.

But I just realized how much I really yap. I have a lot more to say but I definitely don’t want to annoy you. Thank you for listening love and sorry for not reaching out or anything!

Bye love have a good day or night!💕

(🌴 anon)

Hi babes, so happy you're back <3 Listen you really and truly could not annoy me like I love long asks and I read them with the biggest smile on my face.

And thank you bestie, it means the world truly and I'll never get tired of saying how much it means that y'all like my writing and that it makes everything worth it. 🫶🏾

Poor Paige like I feel like I'm always putting my favorite blondie through hell in this fic (it doesn't really get better next chapter-) but she needed to hear a lot of those things and Azzi needed to say them. And Carol, doesn't matter what universe, girlie pop is gonna get stuck having to deal with Paige and Azzi's dumbasses every time. 😭

Y'all keep saying that but will I let the date become a reality? *insert evil angst writer laugh here* (jk jk jk....except?)

I LOVE THESE SONG RECS. The first two were already on my playlists but I have to add the 3rd on. Also I love that you said Red because the "losing him was blue" line really fits with the title and also the "remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes" verse is very apt for Azzi in the fic. I love when y'alls minds are tethered to mine!

[imaginespazzi]

hey love first how are you because i’m certainly not good after part 4 😭

You have once again managed to brake my heart in a million pieces. But you have also yet to fail to impress me! I swear you just improve your writing every week babes and I absolutely love it.

But here are my official thoughts on part four!

Zoe ml I swear you will find someone you deserve! And azzi baby girl maybe we shouldn’t have called paige while we was in a bad situation.. (i still love you and you can do no wrong in my eyes)

Paige.. me and you need to have a very very stern conversation baby, like who is rose im sure she is sweet but she isn’t azzi and paige knows that and it mad me very disappointed she made her answer that call.

Thought that made me so glad she finally knows what she put azzi through even though azzi taking back paige stuff literally killed me.

Them playing each other in the final four. I wouldn’t even be that upset if azzi doesn’t go to the game (no i would be devastated) because well paige deserves it.

But really babe I will love whatever you choose to do with it!

Also I was just writing some stuff and literally to music and the very first night by taylor swift came on. And man that gave me instant ucla pazzi vibes especially these parts .

“'Cause they don't know about the night in the hotel.They weren't ridin' in the car when we both fell.Didn't read the note on the Polaroid picture.They don't know how much I miss you.”

“And so it was, we never saw it comin'. Not tryin' to fall in love, but we did like children runnin'. Back then we didn't know we were built to fall apart. We broke the status quo, then we broke each other's hearts.”

“But don't forget about the night out in L.A. Danced in the kitchen, chased me down through the hallway. No one knows about the words that we whispered. No one knows how much I miss you.”

Like it literally screams them (well more in azzis perspective but oh well) bar for bar though

Sorry that I have once again ranted love but please take as much time you need to finish can’t wait for it!!

Have an amazing day/night babe!💞

-🌴

Aww lovely I'm sorry but thank you, I always appreciate your long asks, they make me smile so damn hard <3

I feel like I've made y'all more sad for Zoe than Paige atp oops?

Paige 🫱🏽‍🫲🏿 Azzi: making dumb decisions but they're gonna be less stupid going forward (at least Paige)

YES that's such a UCLA Pazzi coded song omg I have to add that!

Thank you for being you love, come back whenever <3

[imaginespazzi]

hey babe sorry i’ve been gone once again but just wanted to say don’t feel rush and please take your time to relax and rest! but whenever you do/feel like finishing and releasing the next part I’ll be one of the first to read and I can’t to be blessed once again love!🫶

(Also, once I re-read the last part i’ll be back with my thoughts only if you want!)

-🌴

Hi lovely, I've missed you <3

Thank you my love, I appreciate you sayinging all of that. It'll definitely be up by tomorrow. And I always love hearing your thoughts if you wanna share them with me 🥰

[imaginespazzi]

Hello love! Now I know we all asked for it but man I wasn’t prepared for it… Definitely put me in my feeling and water works.

But besides that was probably one of the best things I’ve read! Fanfic or book it was definitely worth the wait! I don’t know how you do it but you’re a really talented writer and I definitely have aspiration to write as well as you do.

I can’t wait for part two because part one really did something to me. But take your time because I don’t want you to try and feel rushed or anything. But just wanted to share my thoughts and I’m sure everyone who reads your work agrees! Thanks for listening/reading to my little rant bye love!💕

(🌴anon)

This is- I genuinely don't really know what to say because it truly might be one of the kindest things anyone's ever said to me. Genuinely, I really, really appreciate it and I'm really happy you liked it bestie. You're literally the sweetes person ever and I'm always so happy to see you. 💗🥹

[imaginespazzi]

as the anon that sent that I literally just died then because from your writing but then somehow came back just at the (possibly) of it being released this weekend but i really can’t wait for this no matter when it’s released because of my love for you’re work and pazzi

(Also sorry if this is over asking but would say I send stuff to you quite frequently so if I was wondering if I could go by 🌴 if not don’t even acknowledge this because I might actually die😭)

You're literally the sweetest person ever omg. Thank you my love and of course you can. You shall be known as "🌴 anon cutest little bean" from now on. 🥰

(also I feel like I know when it's some of y'all by the way you type asks and this pretty much confirms it)