#(read: daddy issues) (some yes some no) and she's trying really hard to make him feel safe and secure (causing accidental regression)

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im aware this is a very deeply basic concept but for some reason can't actually stop overthinking clef getting tag-teamed by konny and draven (both of whom are Very Normal about this) and draven afterwards needing to be held and freaking out about that fact that it's his dad pulling him into a hug as clef calls draven a good puppy.

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I'm Stressin'

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~synopsis~ A concerned BlackFemPre-school teacher x Idol! Daddy Cheol. She was trying to contact Cheol about his kid Nabi's bad grades, only to find out he's a busy man.

Word Count- likeee abttt 8k?

~Warnings~ There's boutta be some toe-curling smut in dis bitch. Size kink! Unprotected sex. WRAP IT UP FOLKS! Praise kink! will be referred to as she/her, calls her cutie, and dimples.

"Alright! Kids file line! Recess is starting!" The kids started to line up in a single filed line. Of course, my wonderful line leader Duho was at it again, usually quiet and reserved.

The complete opposite was true for... my favorite student. Nabi. She was quiet too, but she had her loud moments. She was sensitive, kind, creative, and had a knack for thinking outside the box.

She had attention issues though. She would get antsy, and when she got stressed she'd quietly get up and pace the room.

Apart of me is happy I gave her an environment to safely feel an outlet, but it was still upsetting.

I could tell that recently she was going through some stuff because her grades, which were always low, started dropping even lower. She would go through this seasonally, and every time she did, I would help her through it.

This time felt a little different though, she seemed sad. I can't have my girl sad.

The children filed out the classroom one by one after the bell, and I asked Nabi to stay back.

"Hi sweetie? How you been doing?" She rocked in the chair with a bright smile. She had dimples just like me. I never knew how cute they were until I saw it on her.

"Ms. L/N... I'm stressin'!" I laughed. She learned that phrase from me. I'd use it on the kids when they'd start to get overwhelming.

"Well tell me about it." She poked her lip out into a cute pout. "My daddy left for a business trip." I let out a half smile, "It's making you sad, huh?" She nodded. Those big doe eyes hadn't left mine since she started talking.

She confessed, "I think Daddy is mad at me." I raised an eyebrow, "Why do you say that?" She took a deep breath, "Because school is hard!" I laughed, "Let me tell you something," I relaxed better in my chair, "School isn't meant for a lot of people. Some things don't make sense. But, your job is to find what make sense, for you."

Nabi nodded as response. She hated my lectures, a fun fact about her. She would always daydream off to the clouds. I filled the silence, "Go enjoy your recess."

She ran off smiling. "Thank you Ms. L/N." I waved and watched her run off.

The silence in the room took over, and I could finally do my work. I heated up my lunch and walked to my desk. I had my spoon in my mouth while I read the emails from the principal.

I rolled my eyes at his new policies I had no care for.

I moved on to grading worksheets. Again, Duho, straight A student. His work was always organized and correct. Next page, Jin-young, great work. Next page, Suho, mid tier, but the effort was there. Next page, Nabi...

I looked at the empty sheet. There was a tear on the sheet of paper.

Was she really that stressed about the work?

I moved onto my computer to quickly call the parents. I wanted to make sure my baby was okay. I called to hear the ring go through once. Then, it turned off.

Her dad must be in a meeting or something.

The next day in class, Nabi hadn't showed up at all. There was a pit in my stomach, something felt off. I went through my lessons, and let the kids go off to recess as I called the emergency contact number.

First ring, and an answer. The voice was deep. Unexpectedly deep. It sounded smooth, and in the background I could hear cheering.

Is he partying?

"Yes? Who's calling?" I cleared my throat, "Uhm, sorry! Yes, this is Nabi's teacher, Ms. L/N... I just wanted to make sure everything was okay with her. She's not at school."

There was silence, except, I heard him heavy breathing.

He was definitely partying. Erm, what type of funky ass father is at party?

"Yeah. Her nanny decided to let her stay in, I agreed. I'm not home right now, so she usually gets upset about it."

Yeah but you're leaving her alone for months on end.

"Understandable. Well, you have a good day sir." I could hear the smile in his voice, "We should have a meeting about her grades."

Oh, so he's heard my voicemails and countless emails about asking him for a meeting. Perfect!

"We should..." The phone call ended awkwardly. The way he worded that phrase... it sounded like he was excited to see me.

Seungcheol's POV

"Another day, another slay!" I laughed at my younger bro Dino. He learned that from Shua. I have no clue what it means.

Speaking of English, one day my kid came home and told, 'she was stressin', and I've been curious about what exactly her teacher has been teaching her.

"Shut up Dino." I threw off my shirt, and switched to some different clothes. Seokmin slid next to me, "How's my favorite niece?" I shrugged unbothered, "She's been upset that I've been gone, but nothing unusual."

I grabbed a bottle of water and chugged it down. "Someone's thirsty." Seungkwan added, "For his daughter's teacher." I spit my water out, and it came out my nose.

"What the fuck!" Vernon' eyes widened. I coughed, "Shut up Kwannie." He laughed while pointing at me manically, "I caught him scrolling through her instagram!"

Jihoon looked at me disgusted, "Really? your daughter's teacher?" I rolled my eyes, "I saw a school post, and my daughter was in it..." Shua asked with his eyes squinted and a smirk, "How'd you end up on her page though?" Joshua pulled off his shirt between words to throw another one on.

"I clicked on her, and her at came up! That's all! I wanted to see if she had any photos of the classroom or something...." Seugkwan rolled his eyes, "Sureee buddy..." I scoffed, "Close your mouth!"

He saw the seriousness go through my eyes and let out a nervous chuckle. "Yes sir."

Y/N's POV

Weeks had passed since our phone conversation. I didn't expect him to actually reach out. I figured he'd be too busy partying. But he did. the notification popped up while I was teaching my kids.

Mr. Choi

This is Nabi's father. I can't do calls, I can only text periodically throughout the day.

Ms. L/N

Alright, well when do you wanna start?

Mr. Choi

Don't you have class?

Ms. L/N

There in lunch, what's up?

Mr. Choi

That made me laugh. You wanted to talk about grades?

Ms. L/N

Oh, yes! Finally

Mr. Choi

Finally...?

Ms. L/N

Yes, finally. She's doing horribly in school, the only class she's good at is Art.😁

Mr. Choi

A blunt way to describe my daughter's academic skills.

Ms. L/N

Yeah well it's true. Has she been doing the homework?

Mr. Choi

I think so?

Ms. L/N

I'm sorry? You think so...?!

This is her father right?

Mr. Choi

Ha ha

I've been busy

Ms. L/N

The girl thinks your mad at her

Mr. Choi

Hm? She talks to you?

Ms. L/N

Duh! I'm her teacher

Mr. Choi

These messages are getting less and less professional

Ms. L/N

Good. I've been wanting to give you a stern talking too for a while.

You need to be more present in her life, that's your only job as a father.

I mean I don't even wanna know where her mom is for you to be the only reliable parent!

Mr. Choi

She's dead

Ms. L/N

OH MY GOSH! I'm so sorry sir, I got too carried away!

Mr. Choi

It's cool. We'll talk again soon.

I moved away from my phone a little embarrassed.

Holy shit, my big mouth has made me look like an asshole.

I had my music playing in the background, Collision by Stray Kids. I loved this song more than my own mother, and I never met her!

I painted quietly to myself humming along to the soft melody. I hadn't had time to just paint. Relax, and paint.

I bit my lip, and backed away from my painting to make sure everything was centered. I bit my lip as my music was abruptly ended by the ring of my phone.

I wiped my hands and picked up the phone. I put it on speaker, and put it back on my stool.

"Hello?" The deep voice answered back, "Hello? This is Nabi's father, I had time to call." I rolled my eyes, "This is a very unprofessional time to call me." He laughed softly, "Well, mentioning my dead ex fiancé wasn't professional." I said, "It's been two weeks of me apologizing about that. It won't mean much if I keep doing it."

His deep laugh came through the phone again. It sounded so sexy. Every time I made him laugh, I got goosebumps. I felt like a stand-up comedian.

"Your calls are getting too casual now." He said absentmindedly, "What do you mean?" I laughed, "We talked about Nabi's grades last week." Choi huffed, "And what's the progress this week?"

She had been doing really well. Like so well that it doesn't even look like her hand writing.

"You're letting her cheat." He said childishly, "Nu-uh. You can't prove that." I rolled my eyes putting the paint into the water. "What's that noise in the background? What are you doing?"

I answered simply, "Painting." There was silence before Choi said, "Is it unprofessional to ask for you to send me pics?" I smiled, "Yeah, it would. But I'm flattered."

Comfortable silence took the room. I guess he could hear the sounds of my painting through the phone.

He said, "Well, I'll call or text you tomorrow. Enjoy your painting. Goodnight Y/N."

He didn't wait for my goodbye. He just hung up.

My eyes widened as I processed what just happened.

Did he just call me by my first name?

As another week went by, I was met with Nabi running into the classroom excitedly. "Ms. L/N!" She ran to give me a hug, "GUESS WHAT?!" Her small body hugged onto my leg. She was so tiny compared to all the other kids too.

"What am I guessing?"

"My daddy is coming back tomorrow!"

Oh, me and him were talking about a meeting for Wednesday.

"AND SO ARE MY 12 UNCLES!"

I'm sorry? 12 UNCLES?! Her grandma's were getting busy.

"Really, odd of him to come back on a Tuesday." She raised an eyebrow, "Don't worry about it. I'm happy for you! Does this mean you'll pay attention in class."

Her doe eyes softened as she shook her head. She was so good at using her puppy dog eyes.

I can only imagine how adorable her mom was. Mr. Choi seems like the type to like cuter girls...I'm not on the cuter side though... at least I don't think so. Would he like me when he saw me? EW! WHY AM I THINKING ABOUT HIM LIKE THAT!?

"AHEM! Okay, today class, we're going to be talking about family members." The class focused up as I handed out a work sheet. "Ms. L/N? Do you have any family?"

I thought whether I should trauma dump to a bunch of four year olds, or keep quiet.

"Maybe some of you will relate, since you all act like them. But I'm what you call an orphan." Duho pouted, "You don't have a mommy and daddy?"

I shook my head, "Nope," I popped the P. Nabi raised her hand, "How did you grow up all alone? I need my nanny for everything."

"I lived in different people's homes until, they put me in a group home, and I made my own family."

Everyone seemed so fascinated, "What about a boyfriend?" The girls in my class gasped. Soojin shoulted, "EW! Don't they kiss?! Ms. L/N doesn't kiss people!" I laughed, "You're right! I don't! Neither should you Sooji." Nabi blurted out, "My daddy doesn't have people to kiss, maybe you should kiss each other."

I froze in embarrassment.

This girl just casually shipped me with her father! How do I even act? I don't even like her dad, I don't even know what the man looks like! I mean, he's pretty funny, has a sexy voice, and he's a crazy party animal. Doesn't sound like my type at all!

"Okay, we're getting side tracked." Soojin said with concern, "You guys! Ms. L/N is stressin'..." I chuckled, "Right, I'm stressin'."

I was in my own room alone, I was cleaning up, cooking food, and doing laundry. I looked at my unfinished painting.

I did commission work on the side. Someone said they'd pay me 3,000 dollars if I painted there favorite BTS member. I get those a lot! I know there faces like the back of my hand at this point.

My promotion page is now all K-pop paintings. I accidentally attracted the wrong group of people.

I looked at the Jungkook painting and sighed. "If only... I was him so I could obsess over RM closer." I laughed.

My phone began to ring, and I answered it.

"Choi?" "I told you to start calling me Cheol." I grumbled, "We're not friends." He laughed, "So when do you plan on showing up?" I furrowed my eyebrows while turning down the pot, "For what?" He laughed, "You're more forgetful than me. We had a date." I laughed, "You mean the meeting- HOLY SHIT- I MEAN fuck- NO, I'm sorry."

"It's okay." His voice sounded soft. It made me feel bad for forgetting, "I'm coming right now!" Cheol laughed softly, "Okay, sounds good." My phone beeped with his location.

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Insanity.

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(Hitting you with that Tumblr time skip)

"I would ask if you're my daughter's teacher but you just sat down."

"Holy shit you're S.Coups."

He smiled, "Does that change your opinion on me?"

Every thought ran through my head that turned to out loud, "What if it looks like we're on a date? You had a Fiancé?! YOU HAVE A DAUGHTER?!" I started to whisper shout at him.

"First, we are on a date, yes I had a fiancé, and yes I have a daughter." I shrunk, "Oh my god." He looked at me curiously, "Again, does it change you're opinion on me?"

I corrected, "No this is not a date! Just because you're insanely hot doesn't mean that I like you."

He leaned in closer, and quirked his bum ass eyebrow, "Insanely hot?" I held both my arms up and crossed them. "NO!"

He leaned back into his chair, "Most people would be happy to be on a date with me." I said in a matter-of-fact tone, "Adding self obsessed to the list."

He rolled his eyes, "So, my daughter's grades?"

"She getting better." He clapped, "That's great."

I took him in and... wow. He smelled expensive. He had the bright red hair, his eyebrows were so thick, lips were so red and pretty, and his arms were so buff.

Holy shit this man was everything I needed and more.

"You're staring." I rolled my eyes, "I spaced off because you talk to fucking much." He laughed, "Yeah, okay. I hadn't said a word."

He hadn't. The whole time I was staring at his lips, they didn't move.

"I get it though. I didn't expect my daughter's teacher to be so gorgeous." He smirked while holding his glass to his lips.

"You're gross." He raised an eyebrow, "Can't find a woman beautiful?" He drank his water and looked back at me.

"Fuck you." "When?" "Ew, never!" Honestly, it was fun to banter with him. He was a fun person.

Even before I knew what he looked like, he seemed like a funny man.

"I'm really enjoying this date Y/N."

I laughed, "Wow, you're more delusional than I thought." He leaned back in his chair, let out a sexy manly grunt, and crossed his arms.

The server gave us our food and we quietly ate. It wasn't like it was awkward either. It was comfortable silence.

"So, Y/N? You from the states?" I looked up, mid noodle slurp. "Mhm." He laughed at how full my cheeks were. He then asked, "Where are you parents from?"

"I don't know. I don't like to talk about them."

He said quietly, "Nabi mentioned you were an orphan." I stared at him.

I honestly didn't know how to feel in that moment. Offended, annoyed, angry... usually when people bring it up I get defensive.

But for some reason the sympathy in his eyes was comfortable.

"A robbery gone wrong. I was about three when it happened. The memory is still a blur, but I just remember that barrel to my face. He spared me. The guy couldn't bare to kill a kid."

Cheol's face went serious, "That's a scary situation."

I nodded, "I traveled home to home. Nobody wanted someone like me. Somehow I ended in Asia, and now I have a huge family."

He smiled, "You the maknae?"

"The second youngest of 10. I was, and still am, the favorite."

"That's scary. Any older brothers?" I nodded, "All boys."

"Fuck." I raised an eyebrow, "Why do you care?" "Because, I'll probably get jumped when they find out about us." I laughed, "Us? WE aren't a thing."

He simply smiled and followed me with his eyes, "Those dimples are killer. You're a cutie, you're honest, and you're gorgeous. We WILL be something."

I shrugged, "Whatever you say."

I continued, "Anyways, we're all adopted from around the world. So, there were a lot of cultures going on in my house hold."

He nodded seemingly interested, "Mm." He ate his food.

Silence settled in. "Now it's your turn."

He looked up from his steak, "Turn for what?" I asked, "Trauma dump."

He sighed as he sat there and thought about his own life. "Well, I had a fiancé. She got hit by a car K-drama style. I thought I lost her and my baby. But they did an emergency C-section, and the baby lived. That night, it happened... a butterfly flew in the room."

I nodded along to his words. His face contorted into confusion, "It was the strangest thing. I'd never seen a butterfly at night, it was this bright blue color. I took it as a sign, honestly. You know, Nabi means butterfly, so when I held my precious child in my hand, that's all I could do."

"That's poetic. Naming your child something that possibly could've been her soul." He asked, "You think? Maybe that butterfly was her."

"Maybe."

The next few weeks went by crazy. I hadn't seen Cheol in a while, but he texted me everyday. Goodnight, and morning text photo's to keep me updated. Everything.

Today, I took a day off from work because I had a family emergency.

My older brother Dylan had gotten injured. I picked up groceries and drove to his house. Only my oldest brother was there. He was cooking in the kitchen.

"Did you get the rice?" I put the bag on the counter, "I got everything. Is Dylan sleep?" He nodded, "Y/N-ah, you shouldn't have taken the day off. Don't let your big brother's worry you."

Both my hands was on my hips when I said, "Fuck you. You're my brothers... The only family I have. I don't want you to die too."

He added, "plus, mom is coming... you know she's gonna ask about marriage." I rolled my eyes groaning, "Can't wait."

He laughed at he stirred the soup. "Are you seeing someone?"

I looked at him like he was crazy, "uhm, no. Not even close." He smiled, "That's what I like to hear." A knock went to the door, and my mom came in. "AHHH! MY favorite daughter!" I smiled as she hugged me. "How's my boy doing?" Sammy, my oldest brother said, "Yeah, he's just being dramatic now."

I giggled, and my mom looked at me. She cupped my face and smiled. "You look so pretty." My cheeks filled her hands, "Thank you, Mom." She nodded, "I mean it! You should be a model."

She brought her hands to her sides as she lesiurley watched Sammy cook.

My Mom asked, "You get a boyfriend with all this beauty? You know, you're getting to that age where you need to get married. I want grandkids!" Sammy's grip on the pan tightened as he let out a sigh.

Sammy cut in, "Mom, can you do me a favor and check Dylan's temperature?" She looked at Sammy. There was a slight pause, and she was on her way to his room.

"Thank's Sammy." He waved me off, "Don't mention it. I hat hearing about you even having kids. Now text Miller and ask when he's getting here." Miller was the rebel of the family. He was the youngest, and the craziest one.

I texted Miller and updated Sammy. "He said he'd be here in 15 minutes." Sammy just grunted. I helped him cook in the kitchen and set up the table.

Soon enough, we were at the table eating. Dylan made a whole fuss as he grunted over to the table in crutches, He ate shit when he was playing soccer.

He was a sports player, he broke his ankle, and bruised his hip.

"When is Will and everyone else coming?" Sammy said, "They'll be here later tonight. They're busy so they'll just stop by.”

I ate my food in silence. Maybe my mom would stop talking about having a boyfriend and babies.

Miller was currently in the bathroom doing god knows what.

"So, Dylan. How's you and Yunhee?" He smiled, "She's still the love of my life."

Then, my mom gave me that damn look. "You should tell Y/N about it. She's my only daughter, and yet still no boyfriend. She's my most prize possession. She is so beautiful, but yet..."

I felt so annoyed. Like, WE GET IT! I SLEEP IN A COLD BED ALONE AT NIGHT!

"I have a boyfriend!"

Miller came out the bathroom, "I'm gay!"

Everyone turned around to stare at Miller. My mom continued to look at me, "Nobody cares Miller! Who is this boyfriend?" "Mom! Miller..."

She sighed, "Miller Honey, you weren't hiding it very well. Remember the time you invited your friend home? I heard you two making out."

Miller was frozen in fear. "Huh?" "Yeah, there was a lot of tongue. But anyways, your sister has a boyfriend!"

She excitedly turned back to me and I groaned. I heard Miller mumble under his breath, "I'm not even gay, just didn't want you harassing my sister."

"Wait, what?" My mom asked. She then thought back, What about your friend!?" He raised his hands in the air, "Mom! For the last time! she was a girl!"

Dylan and Sammy faces both turned serious. I could tell they didn't like the news of me having a boyfriend.

Y/N-innie

I did a bad thing

Cheollie

What did you do?

Y/N-innie

my mom was so pressed and asking if I had a boyfriend and I LIEDDDD I LIEDDD OKAY

So you free tomorrow at 7?

Cheollie

Yes

but just know

I definitely am taking this as you like me

I groaned as I realized the endless teasing I'd get tomorrow. I lay in my bed and got ready for this Saturday.

It's. About. To go. Down.

When I finally fell asleep, my third oldest brother had called me.

He was in the military and stationed in the States.

"Hey Minhook. What's been going on with you?"

"What's this I hear about you having a boyfriend? Sammy told me."

"I swear to god I lied so mom would leave me alone! She tryna get my pregnant all the damn time!" Minhook laughed, "You had me scared! I thought I was gonna have to kill someone."

I laughed nervously, "No need to worry. I swear I am lying. I already have a guy friend aligned and everything."

"Yo, that's lit. Alright love you little sis. I'll talk to you later, I'm on watch."

I was putting on my lip liner and puffed out my curls. Cheol was blowing up my phone in the process.

Cheol

Can I come in your home!?

Cheol

PLZZZZ I'm BEGGING!

Cheol

Y/N PLEASE ANSWER!!!!!

Dimples

Wtf u need to come into my house for?

Cheol

I HAVE TO SHIT SO BAD MAN!

Dimples

omg? Idols shit?

Cheol

Y/n.

Dimples

fourth floor, room 44

Cheol

coming!!!!

I opened the door to Cheol rushing down the hallway already.

"YOU'RE ELEVATOR TAKES TOO FUCKING LONG!"

How the fuck he get up here so fast?

He ran to a random door and slammed it closed. He let out a calm sigh and I laughed. "You need anything?" "No. Just silence."

I walked back to my room to finish getting ready.

Cheol's POV

It was an awesome shit. Toilet flushed.

I walked out and looked around. Her place was so messy. It was cute, it felt like I was inside her mind. Half done paintings, grades and homework on the floor, and sneakers all around her floor.

I noticed there wasn't a single dish in her sink though.

I checked her freezer and fridge for food. There was none.

I did notice a 3 huge tubs of mint chocolate ice cream, though.

Then, I heard music coming from a room.

I walked toward the room to see the cracked door. She looked so focused doing her makeup. She was softly humming a familiar tune.

"left and right.... left and right..."

It made me laugh that she was singing the song so well and confidently. I knocked on the door and she looked up. She paused the song.

"You listen to my songs?"

"Well, they're not YOUR songs... technically their Woozi's." I chuckled, "Wow, you're so obsessed with me that you even know my member's names?"

She quickly humbled me with a smirk, "How was your shit?"

"Just about as a good of your voice. Nice and smooth."

Her face turned to frightened disgust, "You're fucking nasty. If I see any shit streaks in my toilet, you're cleaning it." He smiled, "Another reason to come over? I'm gonna go take another shit, I'll be right back."

"You're fucking insane Cheol." I walked to her mirror. I looked at her cute big doe eyes. She reminded me of Bambi with how big her hair is.

"When's the last time you ate?" She blinked as she rubbed her makeup brush on her face. "We're going out to eat at my family's house. That doesn't matter."

"Your whole house is dirty."

"Fuck you."

I laughed, "Not how I meant it. Your sink is completely clean." She said seriously, "Because it can cause roaches. I used to live in infested homes. Like rats roaches, all of it."

I stayed silent.

She has definitely been through some stuff.

Soon she was done and we made our way to my car. "Of course you own this expensive ass car." I closed the door behind her.

"What the fuck am I gonna own? A buggy?" She crossed her arms, "I own a buggy bitch."

"Okay, if we're gonna be dating, we need to stop bickering."

She quickly calmed down, "Right. How'd we meet?"

Haha, she means business.

I shrugged, "I think how we did is pretty romantic." She rolled her big, pretty eyes, "I thought you were an intense partier when I first called you."

"I just finished my show when you called."

"Makes sense. So, how long have we been dating?"

"Let's go with two months."

I nodded as we pulled into her family house. "You don't live that far away from your mom." "She gets parinoid." I took in the huge home.

Wait, she's rich? I mean how else is she supposed to live with ten people.

"There's a lot of things you shouldn't do when you get in the house. When someone does something weird, don't make it weird; the majority of us are not from Korea. We all have different backgrounds and cultures."

I nodded and followed her in the house. She opened the door and I saw a black male walking around with shoes on.

I didn't make it like a big deal like Y/N said. "Dylan. Feeling better?" He turned to me and nodded giving Y/N a sweet hug.

"Hello, my name is Choi Seungcheol, Y/N's boyfriend." He looked at me and bowed. "Don't worry, I know you two aren't actually."

I looked at her upset, "What the hell was the point of me being here if everyone knows we're lying! I wanna fake date."

She smacked my head lightly, "Boy! Shut yo ass up!" Dylan just laughed, "You two already act the part." A girl came from the kitchen excitedly screaming.

"Y/N! ...OH MY GOD!" She was now staring at me, "OH MY GOD! YN?!" She slapped her arm repeatedly. Y/N casually introduced her, "This is Yunhee, she's Dylan's girlfriend." Dylan grabbed Y/N away from Yunhee's slapping.

"What? Why are we abusing my sister." I laughed, "She recognizes me from Seventeen, right?" She nodded assertively.

"He's the man I'd leave you for." She was now facing Dylan when she said that. Dylan said, "C'mon man, that's fucked up."

Y/N laughed loudly. A woman's voice called from the kitchen, "IS THAT Y/N I HEAR?!" I followed everyone as they walked into the kitchen.

"Hi Mom," Y/N said. She sat on the bar seats. "This is my boyfriend Seungcheol," Y/N grumbled the boyfriend part, but it was still just as satisfying to hear. Her mom whipped her head around. "Oh my! What an attractive man!"

She ran to me and held both my hands. "Oh my goodness! And tall too." I only laughed, "Hello, I'm Y/N's boyfriend."

Her mom asked, "What do you do for a living? It's hard to get a job with that hair." I smiled, "I'm an-" I looked to see Y/N aggressively signing no to me.

Her mom turned around, and Y/N's hands went straight to her sides.

I smirked, "I'm a K-pop Idol." Ms. Lee eyes grew bigger. "Hold me, I'm about to have a stroke."

I held her in my arms as she fake passed out. Yunhee said, "Mommy, get out her man's arms!" Mrs. Lee got back up, "Y/N dun brought home a stripper."

My eyebrows furrowed in shock. "Wha-" Y/N mumbled, "I'm stressin'..."

A younger-looking boy skipped down the stairs. "Hey, ya'll!" Y/N rolled her eyes at the sight of him.

"Did you take my offer sis?" She crossed her arms, "Try your hardest."

Who is that? And what the hell are they bickering about?

He looked at me with this Cheshire Cat smile. "You're not actually dating my sister, right? I don't know how she got a real K-pop artist in our house. But you two are faking it." He continued, rightfully impressed, "She's good."

Mrs. Lee said, "Of course they are Miller. What are you yipper yapping about?" I shrugged, "I'm definitely dating Y/N."

"Oh yeah?" Miller asked. Y/N warned, "Miller. Don't." He smiled, "Kiss her." A scoff came from behind him. It was a taller and older man. "You tryna get the little guy killed Mills?"

Y/N smiled, "Sammy, please don't kill my boyfriend."

Sammy only laughed in my face. I didn't take too nicely to being called 'little'.

I rolled my eyes, "He couldn't kill me."

Y/N bickered, "Well obviously dumbass?!" Dylan laughed at her slick ass mouth. I plopped on the dining table seat. "When we eating?"

Mrs. Lee smiled, "Foods ready hun."

I witnessed Miller and Y/N having a hushed conversation in English. I was barely understanding it.

Y/N's POV

"You piece of fucking shit! I swear to god if you snitch I'm snatching that toupee and making it my bitch!"

"HEY! Making fun of my balding is crossing a line!"

I grabbed Miller by the collar and lifted him up a little. "You put me down!" "Not a chance little hoe! You snitch I'm slapping the black off your skin."

"You can't make jokes like that!" "Since WHEN? I AM BLACK!?"

"Don't matter! I'll leave it alone if you give me what you owe me!" "I don't owe you shit! you broke my phone! I broke yours! I ain't paying for your shit."

I threw him into the fridge and everyone turned to look at us. I smiled waving, "Just friendly horse playing." Dylan waved us over, "Get your friendly horse playing asses over here." I laughed and walked over.

I was going to sit next to Sammy but he nodded his head toward Cheol.

I sighed and sat next to Cheol. My mom was first to speak, "So, how'd you two meet?"

I smiled, "He's a stalker." He playfully slapped my thigh, "She's a stalker! She called my phone non stop." I rolled my eyes, "You didn't answer the phone! His daughter is a student of mine."

My mom's heart melted. "That's so cute. When are you two going to have kids? What happened to the child's mother?"

I watched Cheol carefully. My family is a little blunt. So, I don't want my mother's disregard for her words to hurt his feelings. As much as I like to pretend like I don't give a fuck, I actually do. I care about Cheol a lot...

"She died tragically." I stayed silent, along with the rest of the table.

"Mom, let's not talk about his family life, yeah?" She sadly smiled, "I know what that feels like. I'm sorry, Choi. I lost my husband three years ago. I joke and say I killed him for his insurance money, but it's still difficult to think about."

Cheol related, "I lost her four years ago. I still cry on my daughter's birthday." I rubbed his back. Miller cut in, "Enough of the water works. If you two are really dating, what is Y/N's favorite ice cream flavor."

Shit... we didn't go over that.

"Mint chocolate."

I stared at him in shock. I never told him that info... is he a stalker or...

I was thinking back at how he could know that.

"She buys three huge tubs of ice cream and shoves it in her messy ass freezer." Oh so he's a nosy bitch.

I rolled my eyes, "Shut your ass up." Miller said, "Yeah... when is her birthday." I rolled my eyes, "Shut up Mill-"

"XX/XX/XXXX."

I turned to him.

Okay, how the fuck he know that.

"I think you two should kiss to prove it to me." I rolled my eyes, and Dylan said, "Enough Mills."

My mom smiled, "Nono, kiss." My eyes widened in shock, "Are you serious?"

My mom said, "You're looking at him in shock that he knows information on you. Your last boyfriend and you were so affectionate last time."

"I'm not kissing him in front of-"

I felt his warm lips on mine. They were so soft as they moved against mine. My eyes slowly fell shut in the comfort of his kiss. My head moved along with his as I slid my hand to his cheek.

I pinched it as a way to tell him to stop.

He pulled away, "There." Dylan, Sammy, and Miller, had there eyes wider than I've ever seen.

"What the shit!?" Cheol only laughed, "I love this girl. I don't know why that's so hard for you to believe. She's so adorable, and her personality is the complete opposite. I love it."

I looked at him shocked, "Yeah, I wanna go home now." Cheol smiled, "Then let's go."

Dylan was bawling his fist, "Hold on..." I waved him away, "No, I want to go home. Miller is pissing me off." Miller quirked an eyebrow at me.

"Are you serious?!" I nodded, "Let's go home babe." Cheol gave me that devious smirk. I began walking away, but I saw Cheol snatching leftovers.

Once we got in the car, I started slapping his shoulder. He raised both his arms in defense. "WHY'D YOU FUCKING KISS ME?!"

"The lies were getting hot! What was I supposed to do?"

"I can't fucking believe you" "You enjoyed it..." I turned to him in annoyance, "The fuck are you on about?" Cheol smiled, "You know what I'm talking about. You closed your eyes."

"I was acting...Everyone closes their eyes." Cheol leaned in close to me. I could feel his breath on my nose. My eyes fluttered shut as I heard his warm voice say, "Only if they like it." I shoved my hand in his face and pushed it away.

He giggled, "We're gonna kiss again." Cheol turned on the car and it began to warm up. I shook in the cold. He threw me his jacket. He was wearing a short-sleeved shirt underneath showing me his buff and veiny arms.

"Fuck," I mumbled under my breath. He turned to me, "sorry, I forgot to warm up the car. I'll bring you home."

I didn't respond. I was a little mad. "I'm sorry about kissing you. I didn't wanna make you uncomfortable."

"I wasn't uncomfortable! I'm just mad that that's how it happened." He looked at me like I was crazy. "Excuse a fucking me?" I laughed, "Just shut up. I need to think."

I hadn't talked to Cheol for about two days since the kiss. Mostly because I've been slowly realizing I definitely have non platonic feelings for him.

While the kids were on winter break I was home catching up on grades. Nabi's grades were sky rocketing and she had become the top of the class in just two months. I was so proud of her.

But I still needed to make a lesson plan for them when they returned.

I sighed in annoyance as I made it. I honestly didn't feel like teaching, I was just gonna let the kids watch movies until the next day.

I got a call from Cheol's phone. I debated whether I should answer and opted to answer. A little girl's voice came through, "Ms. L/N?"

I smiled hearing my little Nabi's voice. "Hello?" She said excitedly, "Ms. L/N?! You wanna come with me and my Daddy to the amusement park!? He asked if you could come." I smiled, "Of course."

She squealed, "Okay! We'll be there in an hour!"

I heard her giggle to herself before she hung up. "What the hell is Cheol planning?"

I had finally arrived at the amusement park, and I texted Cheol.

Dimples

Where are you?

Cheollie

at the amusement park with my daughter

Dimples

Duh ik that.

Cheollie

How do you know that????

Dimples

You invited me here

Cheollie

Nabi is a sneaky little fart

She called you and told you to come didn't she?

Dimples

K got ready for nothing but I'll be on my way home

Cheollie

Nono just...

ARGHUGH

We're coming to the entrance

Dimples

mmk

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.

.

Well this is embarrassing.

I stayed there for a while just thinking about how I wanted to dig myself into a whole

"MS. L/N!" The sound of my name broke me from my inner monologue. Cheol waved sheepishly. He was wearing a black hoodie with black sweats. It was too cold to only be wearing that.

Literally, there was snow all around us.

As the impact of Nabi slapped into my leg, my eyes were still on Cheol.

Lookin' all domestic.

I hugged Nabi back. "Hey," He said with an easy smile. I smiled back, "Hey."

The simplicity of the sentence only covered up the complicated feeling that was bubbling inside of me.

"Ms. L/N! You wanna go on a roller coaster ride with me?!" I smiled and picked her up. I nested her on my hip as she pointed at the ride.

I squinted my eyes, "That one goes really high. I don't even think you're tall enough to go on." She said, "Well you and Daddy go."

Cheol moved closer, "I think she might be scared." Nabi looked up at Cheol, those doe eyes staring at his.

Looking at both of there faces, I started to realise how similar they look. Dark eyebrows, button nose, pouty lips... very similar.

"Ms. L/N isn't scared of anything." I laughed, "That's not true. It's good to be scared of things, it stops you from getting hurt."

I pointed behind Cheol "What about that ride right there? You get to drive a car!" She smiled, "I wanna drive like a big girl!" I skipped over, "Okay, let's do it then!"

We stood in line, and I put Nabi down. She held my hand and Cheol's finger as she waited. "We're next!" Nabi said excitedly. She fit the surprising height requirement.

As tall as Cheol is, he made a really short daughter.

She hopped in the car, and we followed suit. We strapped in, and waited for the light to turn green.

When it did, we started crashing into each other immediately. I cackled as I slammed into Cheol. He jerked foward crashing into another lady in front of him.

Nabi was just screaming as she drove around. I laughed as nobody seemed to wanna stop her thunder. That was until a a little boy crashed into her.

She reversed the car like a pro and slammed into him back. The game ended and I watched as Nabi threw up the middle finger at the kid.

"HEY THAT'S A BAD WORD!" I held my laugh as I snatched up Nabi. "You can't be doing that!" I set her down as Cheol walked behind me. "Where'd you learn to stick your middle finger up like that?"

She confessed, "You daddy."

I face palmed. Nabi said, "Can we get something to eat? I'm starving." I nodded while looking at Cheol. She skipped ahead of us leading the way.

I asked, "How you been?"

He looked at me from the corner of his eye as he said, "I should be asking you that. You hadn't answered any of my text." I laughed, "I told you I needed to think."

He turned to me completely, "We've known each other for two months, what is there to think about?" I asked, "Are you ready to know all of me?" He looked me up and down, "Y-yeah." To heard him studder was shocking.

He was usually overly confident, and would get adorable when he needed to get his way. Actually getting anxious was insane.

"You really like me?" He asked me with this pleading look in his eyes. I was gonna answer but I got cut off from Nabi's excitement. "I wanna eat here! they have ice cream!"

I smiled and read her the menu out loud. "You want tenders and fries?" She thought, "Yeah, but... I want ice cream, too." "You can get that later, honey. Right now, you need to eat real food."

She sighed in defeat, "Fine." I smiled and looked at the woman in the front desk. "This your daughter?" I shook my head, "I'm her teacher. She'll have the chicken tenders." Cheol smiled at the woman as he reacher over my hand, and gave her his card.

"Don't even think about paying." I rolled my eyes. Cheol smiled at the front desk lady, and I held Nabi's hand as we walked over to the table. I sat with her, and she asked, "Why does my Daddy have your number saved as 'Dimples'? Are you gonna be my new Mommy?" I laughed, "Not a chance. You need to leave space for your real Mommy. I have your dad's number so we can talk about you and how you're doing in school." She smiled, "But I want you to be my new mommy."

I shrugged, "I can't. Your mom worked so hard to make you sure you were brought to earth. I can't be her." "I never met my mom."

I smiled, "Me neither. But I still love and appreciate her." Cheol placed the food down. Nabi rubbed her hands together like a fly and excitedly dug in. "What are you two gossiping about?"

When I looked in his eyes, I could tell that he knew. He heard us somehow. His eyes were glistening.

"We were gossiping about that Suho boy in class, right Nabi?" I nudged her, and she gave me a quick thumbs up.

I laughed.

When Nabi finally finished her food, we were off to another ride. She insisted to try one rollercoaster. I was telling her no, but Cheol caved.

We walked her to the ride, and she insisted on going alone. It was a kiddie ride, so I didn't expect it to go crazy.

Cheol smiled while looking at her scream dramatically despite the slowly paced ride.

I nudged him, "You know she gets the dramatics from you, right?" I watched as he rolled his eyes in disagreement. "Yeah right. You've spent more time with my daughter than me."

I was looking up at him when he spoke to me. The way he was looking at me made me feel a spark between us. Cheol said softly, "Hey, you look really beautiful right now."

I was shocked he said that. He really toned down on the flirting since the kiss. Granted I hadn't spoken to him in a couple of days, but something between us changed.

It doesn't help that the last thing I said to him, was basically a confession. Maybe I've kept him wondering.

"Thank you, that's sweet of you." I opted to compliment him back, "You're a great Dad." His eyes widened, "Really?" I smiled with an innocent nod. "I know I gave you a lot of shit when I first met you. But for raising her with the career you have, all alone, is impressive."

He rubbed behind his ear, "Well, I definetly had your help."

The ride stopped, and Nabi came back. She was wobbling all the way to us until she threw up right on my shirt.

"AHH! I threw up!" I picked up the shirt away from my skin so the wetness wouldn't seep through to my skin.

"Okay, it's time for us to get home. Y/N, I have a change of shirt in the car." I smiled as Nabi began to cry.

Cheol was comforting her. His soft voice, and the way he reassured her that it wasn't her fault made me feel bittersweet.

I looked at Nabi, "It's okay Nabi! I'm used to being thrown up on." Cheol looked at me as if I wasn't helping.

But Nabi lifted her head from her Dad's chest and asked, "Really?"

I nodded. She wiped her tears, "I'm still sorry." I shrugged, "I accept your apology. No worries kid. Let's get you home, yeah?"

We somehow made it to the parking lot. I strapped Nabi into the seat and moved back to look at Cheol. "Shirt please." He dug in his trunk, "You wanna go to the bathroom or-?" I cut him off as I started stripping right then.

Cheol cautiously covered me. He had his eyes squeezed shut as he made sure nobody looked.

I realized how much it smelt like him as I put it on. It was this woody scent that smelled so sweet.

"Thanks... for the shirt." Nabi yelled, "Is Ms. L/N coming with us?"

Cheol yelled back, "No, she has other things to do."

I said, "Well, it would give us some time to talk."

His face turned to shock as he confusedly asked, "Wait, wait.... you wanna talk?" I nodded, "We have some things to talk about.... you know? Nabi's grades."

Cheol quirked an eyebrow at me. He sighed, "Get in the car Y/N." He opened the door for me, and I got in. He strapped me into the seatbelt this time.

"Y/N is coming with us."

Nabi cheered in the back. The drive was short, we made it to there house.

Should I even call it a house. It was a mansion, it was huge.

Cheol got out of the car, and Nabi cheerfully ran inside. I looked at Cheol as he took the car seat out, "Can you get the plastic bag?" I reached for the bag with her change of clothes inside.

I guess he keeps a change of clothes in case of an accident. He's a smart Dad.

She surprisingly didn't get any throw up on herself, just me.

I followed Cheol inside. The huge staircase, the big chandelier, the tiled marbled black floors.... it was beautiful.

"Wow." He glanced at me with that silly smile. "You like?" I nodded, "I like very much!"

He smiled at me as he followed Nabi upstairs, "I'll get her ready for bed and then we'll talk." I nodded as I awkwardly stood in foyer. He looked back one more time, "Take a look around, make yourself at home."

I smiled and looked around. His kitchen was HUGE! Like, I could cook three meals a day in here for fun. Cheol mentioned in passing once that he doesn't know how to cook well.

The living room had the longest couches I'd ever seen. Not to mention the flatscreen TV that was INSIDE the wall. This house was insane.

I giggled as I plopped onto the couch. I covered myself in blankets and relaxed. I heard footsteps walking downstairs after about an hour.

I was endlessly scrolling on my phone feeling the nerves build up again.

My heart was beating, my face was hot, and my hands were sweaty.

"Hey... so you wanna talk?" I nodded, "Yeah, I do... About us."

He quirked that eyebrow at me making me melt on the spot. "I get it... I mean it's awkward as a teacher to be dating your students Dad." I furrowed my eyebrows, "What? No. That's not what I wanted to say."

Cheol asked, "Then what did you want to talk about?" I confessed, "I wanted to make this work. I want us to be together. I love Nabi so much and... I don't want her to just be another student I see go. I want to be around you, I want an excuse to talk to you and touch you. I want to be with you." His smiled spread across his face as his eyes widened into that puppy dog face.

"Y/N, can I kiss you?" I grabbed his face and pulled it into mine. His lips crashed with mine.

The moment created a spark. It felt like the denial, and bubbling feelings were finally finding closure.

He was soft, so gentle. His hands traveled to explore my body under the layer of blankets.

I felt myself slowly getting up. Before you know it, I was on his lap kissing him. His sturdy thighs, and his big strong arms. The way his hands roamed my body sent electricty through me. My clit tickled with excitement.

I could feel him getting hard too. I slowly grind into his lap, and Cheol let out a groan. His hands straddled my hips in an attempt to keep me still.

"I want you." His eyes rolled to the back of his head in agony. "Y/N. I've been wanting to say this all day. You look so good in my shirt. So small."

I gripped my hand on his shoulder, and whispered in his ear, "We should go to you room. Nabi might hear us."

He kissed my cheek lovingly. "Her room is soundproofed. I'm pretty loud." I got up from his lap. His hand traveled from my arm to my fingertips as he gave me pleading eyes.

"Why are you leaving?" I tugged his arm. "c'mon." Cheol got up and led me to his bedroom.

He gently pressed his lips to mine as he led me closer to his bed. I sat down, and he got on his knees. He started unzipping my pants.

I let out a whimper of desperation. "Mm." He looked up at me, "Hold on for me." He helped me pull down my pants and I let out a relaxed sigh.

He gave me these eyes, an unreadable expression. Usually he was so flirty and confident... so masculine. But right now, he just looked so adorable. I couldn't help but give him another kiss on the lips.

"Hey, I'm gonna start touching you, is that okay?" Both his hands stayed at my thighs until I gave him the go-ahead. "Please, Cheol."

I felt myself getting wetter by the second. He rubbed my clit in a gentle circular motion. I let out shaky moan as he watched for my reaction.

"That feel good?" I only could let out a strangled moan. I could see him growing increasingly larger in his pants. I dove my head back, fully laying on the bed.

He dove his head in, and I felt his warm, grainy tongue flick my clit. I shuddered from the sensation. I sat back up, and my hands gripped both his shoulders. I didn't want him to stop or go away. I wanted him to hold me.

He pulled me closer to his face by my thigs so he'd suffocate in my folds. I felt his tongue slip into my hole. I let out another whimper as I closed my eyes.

"Mm, fuck. So close Cheol." He shoved two fingers into my hole to speed up the process. I know what he wanted. He wanted to stuff me.

I felt the knot in my stomach grow tighter as he continuedly ate me out. The lewd sounds echoed through my ears.

My pussy began to flutter around his fingers as I let loose on his fingers. "Fuck. Cheol." He smiled and kissed me again.

I could taste myself in his mouth. His fingers still playing with the cum on his fingers. He spread it like jam on my pussy. It felt colder on my skin.

"You're so wet, baby. You're such a cutie when you cum on me like that."

I didn't know I had a praise kink until he started talking to me like this. Those pretty doe eyes saying the sweetest things to me.

I pouted, "Cheol." He asked, "What's wrong?" I shook my head, "Nothing... You're just... you-" I couldn't comprehend the feelings I was having.

It felt like falling in love. Seeing him on his knees in front of me with those worrying eyes made me feel so seen and understood.

He sat on the bed, "What do you like?" I looked at him, confused, "What do you mean?"

"What do you like to do in the bedroom?" I confessed, "I don't really know. I just know how to please." Cheol shook his head as he pulled me on his lap again.

He was laying flat, "I like to give, that won't do." I fought the moan that wanted to escape me throat. He playfully thrust into me, sending me up. I steadied my hands on his chest.

I started to grind on his clothed cock. I was already so wet from him, I needed more.

He was grinding with me as I pulled away to tug on the hem of his shirt. He practically ripped it off. I bit my lip as my hand slid down his abs.

It was starting to feel so intimate. I felt like we were making love more than anything else. He pulled me down on his chest and kissed my ear. "You wanna be on top, or bottom?" I felt embarrassed when I said it, "Bottom."

He flipped us over with ease. His already low V line was easy to stare at as he towered over me. He gripped my thigh as he stuck his two fingers in to check.

He then sucked his fingers, and tugged down his pants. When I saw it, I audibly gasped. It was so long and thick, his tip was a soft pink, just like his lips. I bit my lip as I tried to hold back saying anything crazy.

Cheol slid down slowly as he pushed his dick into my hole. The pain made me shake because it felt so good. The pain felt like an orgasm itself.

My eyes rolled to the back of my head as he stuffed me. I let out another whimper. Cheol leaned down and kissed and sucked on my neck. He left hickey's all over my neck and chest as he whispered in my ear, "You're mine."

My body heated up. He bottomed out, and then, dug his first thrust into me. I cried out, "OH! Cheol!" His thrust were precise and deep. My arms and legs wrapped around him quickly.

"Fuck! Oh my god!" His pace was slow, but so effective. He stretched me out, and my walls were so sensitive from before. I didn't want him to stop.

My grip on him didn't leave as he went faster. "I got you." I started cumming around him as he went harder. The squelch of my pussy mixed with the claps of our bodies colliding made me cum on it's own.

My grip tightened, my legs shaked, and the cries that left my mouth were loud.

He kept going until he finished. He pulled out, and I could feel the mix of our cum pooling out of me. I sighed in satisfaction. My half lidded eyes were relaxing behind my eyelids.

"C'mere." He pulled me into his chest and kissed my head, "You did such a good job." I snuggled deep into his chest. "date tomorrow?" I nodded, "Yes, I'd love to."

The END! I probably well make another fic in this universe with the two of them. Seems like they have to get to know about each other.

[sparklingelectricblue]

From the Ashes: Marvel Infinity #13

For those who don’t know, Marvel has a subscription service where you can read back issues of comics digitally. This service is called Marvel Unlimited. I really enjoy it. I’s nice to read comics without handling my comics or comics that I have not yet gotten ahold of.

Another part of unlimited is their infinity comics. These are short weekly comics that are online only. They tend to be silly short stories or they explain some missing back story from a main comic book. This week’s issue focuses on Magneto and is meant (I think) to fill in some back story on how Magneto went to young and powerful after being resurrected and fighting Orchis to now old and wheelchair bound.

I know not everyone has access to this so I thought that I would write up a summary about it.

There’s not going to be a lot of screenshots because the comic is meant to be read on a tablet where you scroll down through the story. It makes it so that it’s hard to capture a whole scene. But I’ll try to add some good ones. Plus, I don’t want Disney coming for me. I'm not going beat by beat but I do the major points. Anyways, I talk too much…

We start with this image:

Only to see Max scream “no” as he wakes up. He was having a nightmare. He looks over to the hover chair that he has been using in the new X-Men series. The helmet sits on the chair and seems to be daring him to wear it. “But he is Magneto… …he dares.”

Next scene, Max is hovering around in the chair as Hank is bouncing around him, asking Max if he plans to going Merle. Max confirms, “not that it’s any of your business, but yes”. That’s when Hank asks him if he could not go wearing his helmet and floating chair.

Max has a good response:

Honestly, I just love that Max calls his helmet gaudy. Hank responses that the helmet sends a signal that might be distressing given Max's "checkered" history. “At least try to put our new neighbors at ease.”

Next scene is Max in town in a normal wheelchair sans helmet. He compares the townspeople of Merle who worked or ignored the sentinel factory to the “neighbors” who willingly ignore the concentration camps outside their towns or the trains that passed through during the Holocaust. Honestly, a pretty fair comparison. “And so he will never trust a “neighbor” again.”

At this point someone bumps into Max causing him to drop what he was holding. The person is saying sorry but Max is calling him an idiot. A random girl picks up what Max dropped and gives it to him. Girl: “Here you go Mister Magnet. You dropped your pretty hat.” The art makes the girl look preteen but the dialogue makes her seem younger.

Max responds like this:

The girl’s dad says to her, “Don’t worry about it Anna. That old man’s probably just having a bad day.” Anna responds, “*sniff* he seems so sad, Daddy”. None of that seemed sad to me. Just angry and cranky. Maybe justifiably cranky given how things have changed for both him and mutant kind and he is stuck in a town where people worked towards the eradication of mutants. And it's cold. And someone bumped into him.

Maybe the writer was trying to reference that scene in Son of M where Luna says that Max is not a bad man, just sad.

But look at this face! It just makes me laugh.

Why does Max have a kippah? He’s going to a temple. Maybe the dream made him decide to go to temple.

Once inside, there’s a person who approaches him, “I was wondering when you’d drop by”. Max says he's been busy and that Merle was the last place he expected to find a temple.

The person is Rabbi Rachel Sagan and she offers Max a cup of coffee and to listen to him. She calls him "Mr. Eisenhardt", which I didn't know Max's real name was public knowledge or not. I guess it is now.

Max takes her up on it and over coffee he lists all the various places that he's seen destroyed: "Asteroid M. Utopia. Avalon. Genosha... Oy, Genosha. And now Krakoa."

So Rabbi Sagan asks how this brings Max back to temple.

It's really understandable why he would feel this way and everything he's been through.

"When Genosha fell, I looked out over the ruins and I knew we only had one or two chances left to marshal our factions together in the pursuit of a common dream. That chance will never come again."

Rabbi Sagan compares Max to Moses, leading his tribe though the wilderness. Max states, that was Charles. "The bald schmuck with the eyebrows? No, he never saw himself as an instrument. You can tell. It's you. It's always been you. But there's a problem..."

The show Rabbi Sagan put her hand on Max's, "Moishe was a humble man, Max. Are you?"

Pfft! No! He's the Master of Magnetism!

Max responds. "I... have been humbled. Over and over."

Rabbi Sagan says that's not what was asked, and prompts him to remember his Torah; how Moshe was was commanded to climb and was told him he would not live to cross the River Jordan.

Max: "What are you insinuating, Rabbi?"

Rabbi Sagan: "I'm suggesting that your fear is a consequence of your pride. Do you really fear that there is no promised land for your people, or do you fear that they will not be able to reach it without you?"

Max doesn't respond well to this.

Everyone has probably seen the scene where Max is then zooming out on his wheelchair while stating, "This was a mistake. I should never have come." so I'm not going to include it here.

The next scene is him outside in the street. He's angry about what the Rabbi said. A caption box says, "The Gall! Why if he was still himself, he'd..." . When suddenly, a truck sliding at full speed in the snow with a loud "Skreeeeee". Someone yells, "Billy, get outta the road! It can't stop!" and Max is surprised.

Bam! The truck hits him throwing him from his wheelchair before hitting a telephone pole and bursting into flames.

There is a close up of Max's face with blood on it. A caption box says "Yes, in dreams, he is a founder and feller of nations."

Then we end on this scene.

What's going to happen? We'll find out next week!

[zai-doodles]

In your fairy tail will Laxus be different, guy was too much of a prick to accept his change of heart or that "deep down, he's a good guy", he threatened to kill the entire city just because he had daddy issues.

i have so many opinions ive been avoiding answering this until i had time to write an essay so here you go.

So, i personally, feel like fairy tail has a really weird habit of having characters do extremely irredeemable shit, say several times that the character is enjoying what their doing, then have their character do a 180 several arcs later because after fighting fairy tail they just saw the light or some shit.

Like i was rewatching the Battle of Fairy Tail arc and lauxus is just... so awful? and the way they try to redeem him with the spell shit not working like sir he was going to kill everyone maybe we dont give him a pass?

all this to say heres how I would rewrite the battle of fairy tail:

Ok so i'd keep Laxus' resentment of Makorav over the banishment of his dad, the only thing keeping laxus in ft is knowing one day hes going to inherit the guild. He works his ass off to become as powerful as he can in order to live up to that legacy but also...

He hates it there.

Specifically, the ones who grew up in the guild (ie erza, mira, natsu, gray, etc) because he always felt like makorav embraced them more than laxus.

So he works hard and keeps his head down, picking fights more out of resentment than anything the other guild members did. I think some of the older guild members who remember Ivan are very wary of Laxus but not afraid just... keeping an eye out.

Laxus reads it as pity.

Once Laxus grows up, hes arrogant, entitled, and selfish. He puts his everything into becoming the best and surrounds himself with yes men (the thunder legion im getting to them) who boost his ego.

Then one day he overhears some fairy tail members spreading a rumor that Makorav is going to retire...

And Erza is going to become the next guild master.

And it fucking breaks something inside him.

I think Laxus resents Erza the most because its just so clear Makorav favors her over everyone. Shes so perfect and humble and honorable and...

Everything Laxus isn't.

So he sets up a plan. He's going to take the guild by force.

ok so it happens basically the same as canon right up until the end. Before the timer runs out Laxus demands Makorav hand the guild over to him before all these people get hurt.

Makorav shows up to confront laxus and instead of doing or saying anything, he just quietly walks up to laxus and stands in front of him.

Laxus starts to panic and yells about how the old man has to give up or everyone is going to die. Outside fairy tail is taking down the dome but its not enough.

Laxus grows more erratic but Makorav says nothing.

The timer runs out and nothing happens.

Laxus sighs in defeat. He's been caught.

He was bluffing.

See the plan laxus and the thunder legion made was simple, they'd prove themselves the strongest by beating the entire guild and once everyone was taken out, makorav would have no choice to hand the guild over since no one was left to stop the thunder dome.

the body link magic still hurt any attackers just to make them seem more real, but they were only really there to pressure Makorav into caving.

Laxus didnt account for his grandpa having faith in him.

However the power grab couldn't be ignored, attacking the guild and even just threatening the city leads to laxus getting banished.

The thunder legion decide to leave fairy tail but laxus forbids them from following him anymore, not feeling worthy of being their leader anymore. So the thunder legion kinda just go off on their own as a trio for the time being.

Idk if this feels lame to others but to me its better than having laxus fully believe hes going to kill everyone and go through with it (even if the spell didnt work) only to redeem him later. It just feels weird to me? idk im not a great writer but this is just my lil rewrite.

as a treat have my bickslow redesign

shhh ik its not v good im still work shopping it but this is like, my third attempt so just take it for now

[closetnerd62]

who is your current favorite outsiders character and why? Is it different from your long term, overall fav?

(Bonus points for head cannons!!!) :D

recently i’ve been on a darry kick because i’ve been super stressed and because of brent’s concert but my overall favorite is probably Marcia

both are consistently in my top three favs but they’ll sometimes switch around. I really love darry because I feel like I’m naturally a caretaker so i tend to take on more than i should for the benefit of others and I also struggle to vulnerable like he does (also i just really love brent comer and his performance). I think marcia is my fav though because we only get bits of her personality but the bits that we do get I heavily relate to and it allows me to kind of project everything that i’m struggling with into her and be like ‘look at us, we’re getting through it together’ (also i’m a sucker for the marbit dynamic)

headcannons

darry

has hypoglycemia (low blood sugar) (yes i’m projecting again) that can be triggered by forgetting or choosing not to eat or hydrate but also from things out of his control like stress and temperature. he’s nearly passed out a few times and now his brothers make him carry snacks and make sure that he eats when they can.

will only ever break down in front of two bit. those two have been best friends since they were kids and while they’ve grown and that relationship has changed, he’s still the only member of the gang darry will be real with when it comes to emotions

always helped his dad put the christmas lights on the roof since age 8

kind of likes mowing the lawn. it reminds him of the drills they would run at football and it’s one of those tasks where you’re just kind of forced to be doing one thing so he can use the time to think or sort of meditate

is always humming and does not know that he’s doing it. and it’ll get kind of loud too. like pony will be doing his homework while darry’s doing dishes and he’s like “dar can you turn down the humming a bit? it’s distracting” and darry’s just like “huh?”

apd darry is so important to me. it’s half of the reason he’s so frustrated by the end of the day, not only is he working really hard physically, his brain is working really hard trying to focus enough to hear and understand his coworkers and then he comes home to all of the boys talking fast and talking over each other and pony getting frustrated with him

Marcia

i’ve said this before but both her and cherry have the middle name elaine and that’s how they became best friends in kindergarten

she can read anyone to FILTH. she’s trained herself to hold it back but if you piss her off enough she’s going for the THROAT and everything she says is accurate

in addition to that she can just really put together the pieces as to why someone acts the way they do like two bit will be talking shit about some guy that marcia herself has only met once or twice and she’ll be like “he’s probably acting out because of his daddy issues” and two bit is like “his what?”

she has a stuffed lamb from when she was a baby and it gets priority on the bed. she has made two bit apologize to it on multiple occasions for sitting in his spot.

when she hears a baby babbling she acts like it’s telling her the craziest gossip she’s ever heard. she all “no way, he did not say that to you.” while the baby is just babying. and yes, she does think it’s hilarious

she has no pets if her own but when she’s at parties you WILL see her petting the dog.

[stevie-petey]

okay hello hi, took entire 24 hours to process (it's 1am yet again) and now im here for insights !!!

firstly, i LOVE hopper and bug SOOOOO MUCH DUDE. YOU ATE WITH THEIR SCENES, THE CONCERN, THE CONNECTION, THE HUGGGGGGGG I FUCKING LOVE IT !!!! (can u tell i have daddy issues) and just now that their relationship was getting good, he goes & dies (lol) and will come back in the end of s4 ://///

also really wish to see more of murray x bug too, chaotic duo would love it !

the. casual. fucking. intimacy. between stug omg, it was there before too but it just HITS after they've kissed. lovely.

the seperation goodbye, especially with jon & nance <3

mind flayer is such a cockblock bruh, they're at a hill looking over hawkins and talking like screech later bitch.

reaching the mall, her sitting in steve's lap & SINGING NEVER ENDING STORY HELLO?????? kinda rlly wanted a suzie bug interaction (hoping you pull it off somehow)

the fucking mall scene. holy shit i had goosebumps, m. her running down AFTER KISSING STEVEEEEE and shit dude shit your foreshadowing went HARDDDDDDDD. billy saying he tried to find her?!?!?! still hate him but OMG?!?!?!?!

genuinely the foreshadowing is insane, bug already carries so much guilt but now billy AND hopper ON TOP OF will and maybe barb???? wow m wow i cannot fucking wait for s4 im so excited for EVERYTHING !!!!!! the vecna angst is gonna be CRAAAAAZZZZYYYY AND OH EXCITED ESPECIALLY FOR EDDIE X BUG !!!!! pls be a friendship pls be a friendship pls be a friendship pls be a friendship-

okay ANYWAY back to the chapter, steve and bug's conversation about her luck running out THEN THE LOVE CONFESSION !!!! I WENT FUCKING FERAL I TELL YOU LIKE GENUINELY I WAS SCREECHING IN THE DEAD OF THE NIGHT. literally could not be more PERFECT.

ik max and bug in s4 will be closer than ever, cannot wait to see that dynamic <3

okay the LOVERS LAKE SCENE ?????????????????? THE MAKING OUT ???????? THE I LOVE YOUS ???????? THE FUCKING BRACELET ???????? i was literally fanning my eyes trying not to cry because it was just so adorable and wholesome and i was MELTING. couldn't be anymore perfect.

the finding out of jon moving :((((

AND the goodbye scene :(((((

with joyce, with WILL !!!! love how she already knows about him and im sure she will be the first person he'll confide in :'))) i love their relationship so much, i will need some will x bug blurbs pls m.

and the goodbye with jon <!3 it was so emotional, alsoooo FOREHEAD TOUCHES ????? (loved it. adorable.) but nancy you're one STRONG soldier, i would NOT have tolerated lmao

anyway got real teary eyed during the end. and one tear dramatically rolled down my cheek as i finished reading but very grateful we have season 4 coming up next BUT THE BONUS CHAPTER BEFORE THAT I WILL BE WAITING EAGERLY FOR THAT !!!! bonus chapters are literally my favourite since it's completely m original and im a big m fan :3

so yes ! we're done with s3 insights, thanks for tuning in and thanks for DELIVERING. i will see you when the bonus drops, bye goodnight love you <3

TRUST if i ever get a chance to foreshadow ,,, im always taking it <333 i looooove foreshadowing its my drug tbh

and i LIVE for ur insights oh my god i giggled so hard reading everything

the main takeaway here im gonna focus on is jon n bug ,,,, because i really do want yall to know that theyre besties BUT (and i say this lightly) theyre obsessed with one another. nancy is also stronger than me, and i think season 4 will really show how lenient shes been with jon n bug. while theyve done well refraining from how they used to be (reminder they would cuddle and kiss each others cheek every day), theyre still realllllly close in a very uncomfortable way and bug will get a taste of her own medicine when nancy does it with steve lmao. yes, theyre childhood best friends, but christ they can be a lot to be near. bless nancy

AND BONUS CHAPTER !!! i have a few ideas where i want it to go, specifically a scene with bug and all the kids for their first day of high school. besides that: its fair game since we have a good few months to cover between seasons 3 and 4

[otobabe]

Omg girlie (gender neutral) I was not expecting you to include Kondou!!! If you have others you’re thinking ab def tell us!

ugh kondou is just so good!!!! and that's not just my daddy issues talking!!!

More praise thoughts/headcanons~

(from) Harada: He's infatuated with his partners, that much is certain. Especially in the beginning of a relationship (or fwb situation) he's full of compliments that make you feel like you're in the center of a nsfw fairytale, examples like "oh my god you're adorable" and "you really know how to get me going". Later on, if you express interest in exploring~ and more praise, he'd get really into praises that emphasize size differences or age differences. "I love to see your little hole taking my big cock so well", "My older man/woman/partner is so good at teaching me new things", "What a cute little princess/prince/majesty you are, riding daddy's big dick so well " (yes i am assigning sano both milf fucker and daddy kink, this is my barbie dream house)

(to) Souji: in the right moments you'll send shivers down Souji's spine with a "Souji-kun~ you look so cute like this~", praises with a teasing edge, almost on the brink of sounding degrading, can get him blushing and embarrassed from how hard he gets hearing it come from your mouth. He likes to banter and has more attitude and walls up than most can bear, just make sure if your praising him it's playful and not too serious or accidentally hurtful ;)

from) Amagiri the type to kiss you mid-moan then send you reeling with his low voice telling you "Quiet now, I want to hear how wet you are for me/I want to hear you take in my thrusts". Erotic, deep, sensual, that's the game Amagiri plays, but it comes out naturally. Nothing he says will sound like he read it from some '50 ways to get in their pants' how-to book. He's kinky, but classy, urging you on both with his words and his fingers, and it's a pleasant surprise when you catch him teasing you with a hint of a smile like, "don't give in now, I'm just getting started".

to) Motoyama: To be friends with Iba and to have taught Iba many many things over their lives, Motoyama has got to have some special characteristics, one of those is that he loves to be praised. Iba might praise his partner often, but as far as his bestie goes it doesn't happen often but is very genuine when it does, and that's something Motoyama craves in romantic experiences too! I know I said this about Nomura as well, but it's true for both of them: Motoyama looooves to be called a "pretty boy", he doesn't have that haircut for nothing. He's also a reader and though he's not normally reading romance, he does love praises with a little more substance to them, "You're intoxicating", "i love how obedient you are", "you look so silly squirming like that, but don't worry, I know you can endure this<3", all examples of words that will keep him straining in his pants 💖

more praise headcanons below the cut!

from) Ootori: Ahhhh Ootori Keisuke, my sassy "30-something" plot device lol. He's such a tease, you'd be surprised how much filth can come out of his outwardly-polite mouth. This tea drinking, romance novel reading, aristoCAT is all about shmoozy words in bed. Honestly, he's quoting from stuff he's read before and hoping you won't notice. "You look as beautiful as the morning glory's flower, my love~ Your legs are opening up for me quite nicely~", whenever he opens his mouth it makes you question whether or not you should expect better from him, or whether it's exactly the kind of charming corniness you need in your life (it is). He wants to come home to you trying on some new lingerie and praise "what a thoughtful little slut you are<3", he wants to bring you almost to orgasm over and over again and then tease that he "loves how needy you are".

from) Kimigiku: Ugh the most perfect femdom is here!!! She can give you gentle or kinky, it's all about giving YOU what YOU want. While not exclusively a service top, she does love to give a lot of coaxing like "doing so good, princess/prince/majesty" and "i'll take care of you cutie, i promise, just give me one more, I know you can". Now let's say you've touched her nerves a little this week: stayed out a little late with your coworkers, or gave her attitude a couple times... She's more than willing to tie you up and taunt you, telling you "Oh, I'm sure you can get out of those restraints yourself, right? Such a big strong man/woman/lover that I have". She'll degrade you and make it sound like the most enchanting curse you've ever heard; "I love using you", "No one else could ever match up to you, my biggest whore<3", "You don't need to cum, right? It's enough just to please me, right?"

from) Yamazaki: Hakuouki's own sweet little romantic nerd + killer spy <3 Idk if anyone else was surprised that he's canonically supposed to be 30 but I was when I first saw it lol! He's experienced: with sneaking around, one night stands, keeping things quiet, but when he finds someone special he turns into a blushing mess. His duality also pertains to praise, he likes hearing it and giving it, and he also likes giving and receiving degradation, just not normally at the same time ;). If you want him to he'll definitely put on his spy persona in bed for you! That said, he loves to assure you "Don't worry, you're safe with me, you can let it all out, you sound so beautiful", and loves to make little promises in bed when you're pleasing him like "That's my baby, I'll reward you so well for this. I love to see you full of me".

to) Yamazaki: Like I said, I think he's a duality-pleasing man. Praise him in bed and he's working double time to please you. Very enthusiastic when hearing what you like, if you tell him "I love it when you give me head", he'll make sure to spend extra time pleasing you down there~

to) Miki: Beat up his ego a little bit. Unlike Souji, Miki is a brat who can take what he gives. He's down with being called a slut/whore/etc or being referred to as your sex toy. If you top him it's a secret turn on of his to get embarrassed so saying "I know it hurts but you're taking it so well!" is an insta-nut. He's also into hearing you egg him on when he's being a brat and rub it in when he gives in, "You're such a good listener when I give you what you need, huh?" and "Can't you beg sweeter than that? Or is it beneath you even when you're already on your knees for me?"

from) Miki: Aaaaand he gives as good as he gets~ His mouth is filthy, and he's shameless when it comes to fucking you. Brash and abrasive, he'll tell you that "you look so beautiful with my cock in your mouth" with a haughty smirk on his face and he knows his confidence is a turn on in this case. He's not pussyfooting around what he means, with "you can beg better than that, little slut" often proceeding a later groan of "your screams sound so good baby". If you've been flirting or sexting before meeting up, he loves to throw in a "I've been waiting all day to put my cock in you" as soon as he walks through the door.

[d8nielaa]

could we get something similar to the dan berry with his kid but with my husband Kevin William Paul 🥹🫶

Authors Note: yess absolutely my dear! Also I don't know if Kevin's last name is just "Paul" or "William Paul" Someone please lmk and forgive me!! 🥺

Victoria William Paul was born on October 31st, 2018, making her 6 years old. She was Kevin and I's heart and soul.

She was so sweet and considerate. She was shy, and had a really hard time coming out of her comfort zone.

A natural A student, who loved to read and write. She loves movies, always needing to watch at least two per day.

She has a good singing voice, but is again, really shy.

We tried to get her into sports, but she wasn't all that interested. We had no issue with that because we didn't want to force her into anything that she didn't want to do.

She loves Kevin, adores him. She's proud that he's her father, but she's humble and doesn't brag about him or anything off the sorts.

She was just a go with the flow type of girl, a very sweet and smart daughter of ours.

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It was Victoria's birthday, and we had invited her class to come for a small but fun party.

Unfortunately, nobody showed up or rsvp'd.

So, me and Kevin took matters into our own hands.

While Victoria was sitting on the couch, bummed out while watching her third movie of the day, Kevin and I called and texted the cast. Every text went something along the lines of..

"Heyy Emma, sorry for the late notice. Victoria was supposed to have a birthday party today, but nobody showed up and we don't want her to be sad so, would you wanna come and hang out with us and the cast?"

Surprisingly, everybody was available and said yes.

Victoria was shy around the cast, and was still getting used to them since they were so social and could be a bit loud every now and then.

Regardless, everyone loved her and was always happy to be with her.

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Everyone soon arrived, either with a small gift or a card with some money, they came prepared and ready to celebrate Victoria.

"Hey Vicky, mommy and daddy have a surprise for you." I said, smiling softly as I beckoned my daughter forward. She instantly came forward, sleepily rubbing her eyes as I picked her up. She was now on my hip, Kevin approaching us while placing his hand on my hip, giving it a gentle squeeze as he kissed my cheek. He then turned to Victoria, rubbing her arm gently as we walked to the kitchen, where everyone was.

"Happy birthday!" Everyone said happily, cheering as they all saw the sweet little girl.

Victoria smiled softly, looking around at everyone as she muttered a quiet, 'thank you.'

I gently let her down on the floor, giving her the opportunity to walk to whoever she wanted.

She chose Daryl Tofa, who was standing next to his girlfriend.

"Hey babygirl, happy birthday. Me and Sydney got you a little something." Daryl said sweetly, picking up the 6 year old and holding her on his hip as Sydney gently caressed her cheek.

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The day went on smoothly, and Victoria had a great time with the cast.

By the end of the night, she was dead asleep on Kevin's lap.

Kevin stood up, cooing at her softly when she stirred, before carrying her to bed.

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Authors Note: hiii guys!! I've had pink eye/eye infection for the past couple of days, and have just been resting and trying to get it to go away before Monday cause I already missed two days 😥

[wanderingpages]

Noooo chapter 5😪😪😪😪 we’re coming to a close, fellas. I cannot… and yet. I can. We move forward my sisters in god

Oh…not him spending winter break with her…in the same house… as their parents…with all this…tension…. (Ive seen this [adult] movie before)

Aww he holds the door open for her… helps her take off her socks…walks her to class/.., it really is the little things. His actions… Peach said show dont tell 😮‍💨❤️

Not Cardan being fluent enough in french to have La Chute in its original publishing bye thats so hot of him and dare i say,..timothee chalamet core…. @iknowitwontwork wya (This is rockstar anon btw i am on medication (dont worry abt it peach this a little inside comradery bby)) anyways have i mentioned you write and its like a movie?

““Is it your favorite?” I ask. I wiggle my brows, “Do you think you, too, have fallen from grace?”” – first, not babygirl being versed in Camus 😛 secondly, ohhohoo i love all the biblical references 

“His smile is Cheshire in response, “Since the day I met you, little sister.”” - u know what…. At least he honest, like its really now hitting me that hes soooooooo honest about it. Playing  a little game as jude said when he was leaving her dorm after the party… like its a game but an honest one. Like am i crazy or is he just trying to see how far he can provoke her w their situation and honesty? 

Omg wait not him CLOCKING HER the very next paragraph  (By the way i feel like u should know, i have the chapter open on one half of my split screen and the other half is your ask box lol i am literally typing as i go like this is the wattpad comments section fr)

i feel so smart and validated that cardan literally says all of that ^^^ like wow i should have held my tongue (fingers) and read the next paragraph lmao

ALSO BAD THING SBY CULT DIDNT I LITERALLY SAY SHE KNOWS DOT MP3 BEFORE???? 

I like that his jewelry comes up frequently because its part of him, just like her knuckles come up cus its part of her fr like both of them are so natural abt it too like her playing w his chain and him rubbing her fingers like ugjhhfh SHOW DONT TELL IS SO IMPORTANT

Whoaaa not him clocking ASHA now!! Not jude saying her mamma dead or alive she dont really care, RESPECT 

Wait not him pulling up to the gas station to get a first aid kit….like he really doesnt say a word about it at allllllll

And jude said oh, more time alone with him? In a diner? Count me in ❤️

Oh shit cardan has moneeeyyyyyy – “I guess, there really is a lot about him I had no idea of. “I'm an honorary member,” he shrugs, “It’s kind of hard not to be when Daddy funds their lifestyle.”” purrrrr

Oop!!! “ “Ghost is my best friend. It would have been a fight had it been Locke or anyone else,” he divulges, and though I shouldn't be startled by his honesty, it still makes me feel a little too warm. Then he admits, maybe selfishly considering his track record for the past few weeks, “If he had gone further, I would have buried him.”” HELLO

Lol jude got some balls to say ““That's a visceral reaction,” I come to terms with. “Your best friend?” I blush when I remind him quietly, “you’re the one who told me to open my mouth.”” cus like she right tho

Ahhh! I squeaked ! ““Plus, I think you look cute with a dick in your mouth.””

When hes a feminist 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨 – ““What makes you think you have any right over my body?” / “I know I don't.””

Hold on hold on hold on wait a minut wait a minute hold on, when did cardan transition from little sister/dear sister to baby? It happened so naturally how am i this far in and catching it???? I love him

Lol jude said fuck condoms we fucking raw or not fucking at allll 😤😤😤😤 

“After a while, I notice him staring. “Do you want some of my pie,” I offer. / “Is that a euphemism?” / [..]“Do you want it to be?”” – yes, i do, i wsnt it.

““What's the pipeline between mommy issues and wanting to bend your sister over the bathroom sink?” “ - HELP ME?! – ““Stepsister,” I tell him.” – emphasis on step fr okayyyyyyyyyyy 

““It makes no difference to me, Jude. Sister or not, I’d want you the same way I wanted you then, the same way I want you now.” ” - wait why is there butterflies in my tummy 🫣🥺

““I want you to copy me,” he says, huskily, startling me, my eyes growing wide. “I want you to stick your fingers in your panties and do what I do.” ” - PEACH…the gasp i gasped ….  !!!! PEACH

IN THE DINER!?

IN FRONT - ACTUALLY !! ACTUALLY IN FRONT OF MY SALA D IN THE DINER?! .. do continue 

““I think…I want to do to you what Spring does to cherry trees,” he murmurs. “Open you up…watch you bloom.” ” – DO NOT BE QUOTING PROFOUND POETRY RIGHT NOW IM GONNA FALL IN LOVE. 

His fingers in her mouth jus - 🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶PUT MY FINGER IN UR MOUTH CUS U LOVE THE TASTE 

“He pulls out of my mouth, a trail of spit losing connection when he finds his way under the jacket, following my hand, and adding his finger to my two. I whimper at his intrusion, and think, disoriented, three. Three fingers.” – no fuc me for real PEACH PEACHERLY ANNE POSSIBLE i dont care that its dirty as hell this shit is poetic

NO NOT THE WAITRESS !!! NOT HIMS STILL GOING TOOO AHH PEACH

My heart racing rn 

Oh god.. The soft forehead kiss…like he didnt just rock her world in a booth in the diner… im literally and figuratively unwell

“He kisses me sweetly when we get to his car, and I kiss him back, because we can, for right now. ” – why did this hurt?!

AND ALL THIS TIME HE DIDNT EVEN LIKE CHERRIES

Not is it out of your system!!!! Twk ate w that fade to black fr tho

““Cherries?” / “Me,”” - STOP hes so fucking cute 

Okay this might be the longest ask yet 💀 my sisters in god is sending me💀

I think in any fic I’ve ever written, cardan is always holding doors for her lol

Not timothee chalamet core 😭😭😭 @iknowitwontwork ur friend is here, come get her ❤️

lol that is a nice piece of info to be made aware of 💀 I was lowkey wondering if you were switching through tabs lmao meanwhile I’m scrolling up and down trying to respond 💀 lol it would be soooo much h easier if this was the Wattpad comments section. Like they ate w that…that one little thing. They ate.

You did mention the song!

I really do try so hard to show not tell cus I hatttteee reading tell not show in books😭 like don’t tell me he loves her, show me!!! Where’s the build up?? The tension??

lol if cardan is blunt, Jude is ballsy (I hope it comes across this way lol)

Actually don’t know when that transition happened I just be typing stuff 💀

Always emphasis on STEP lmao he’s not the step brother he’s the brother that STEPPED up lmao lemme stop that was uncalled for anyways yes the diner, yes infront of your salad, ues the waitress, yes that song lmao

Also you should know the first time you called me peacherly anne possible, something in me changed like the stars alined and now peacherly is my go to user name for websites and stuff cus slayyyy who tf else being called peacherly ????!!!

Two really did eat w that lmaooo

[unearthlytwilight]

sorry for the delay, art happened

Four-Fanged Offense: Linus edition!

no Pent. he's busy with travel time espionage stuff

Eliwood learning about borders as social constructions like

(from Lloyd's version, but I like it and it's my playthrough. so)

Legault screentime? yes give it to me

a wild Nino appears! she's running messages for Sonia, but wants to do something fun with the brothers once they're off work. she leaves, and Lloyd says she's a nice girl. Linus agrees and says it's hard to believe that Sonia's her mother. haha about that

they notice Eliwood and co., and Lloyd goes off to get reinforcements, telling Linus to not do anything stupid. Linus waits until he leaves and tells henchguy Igor that they're attacking. he says to try to keep the fighting out of the villages

note: bring Dart to recruit Geitz

oh, Heath. my homesick little murder machine. I love you. we are getting that B with Kent immediately

Geitz's recruitment is Dart recognizing him and asking him what he's doing. Geitz has daddy issues and says he's wandering before asking Dart if he can join. Dart says OK. prepromote Berserker acquired!

nice little worldbuildy details about the Black Fang

cutscene time! Nino complains that she wants to be fighting evildoers. Jaffar rolls up to the house late. Nino says this is weird, and he says that something delayed him. Nino is shocked that he's super bleeding everywhere, but he asks for the next mission and then collapses. oops

(you can actually visit the house. Nino asks whoever visits to keep their voice down. it's implied they ask about the Black Fang, because she denies knowing about them and yells at them to get out)

this guy wears Black Fang clothes, but is "a loyal citizen of Pherae". also he gives you a Silence staff. cool, thanks man

Murdock cameo!

first instance of the Black Fang boss theme, Softly with Grace. more on that naming later

...you've met Sonia, dude. if she had any more red flags she'd be marching in a Soviet parade. heck, she probably does in her free time

normal battle dialogue. interesting stuff

... and he dies! shouldn't have existed around Heath and equipped a sword, my dude. this is all your fault

supports obtained:

Lucius + Raven B + A

Eliwood + Ninian A

Erk + Priscilla C

Linus takes Eliwood hostage to do one last murder, which is bad because that's a game over.

honestly a pretty cool moment. I really like it!

a lot of conventionally "badass" guys snap off a pithy one-liner or are otherwise defiant when facing certain death, but Eliwood makes a pretty good case for quiet confidence

anyway! he says that he noticed that the mooks tried to keep the battle out of the village and asks why they're fighting, since they're both good people

note: when Linus lets him go, Eliwood says "What?!" implying he wasn't expecting to be released. man was totally ready to die for his friends and didn't even blink. moments like that are why I like him so much. he's not as loud as Hector, but I'd argue that he's just as brave

Linus backs off, sensing that Weird Stuff is happening, and resolves to go ask Brendan about it

(also in this chapter: Nino and Jaffar! he asks her why she didn't follow "the law of the Fang" [read: kill the wounded and skedaddle]. notice the quotes. anyway he starts bleeding again and she asks him not to die.)

unfortunately for Linus, Limstella teleports in and kills him. rip dude, I like your chapter better than Lloyd's

wow that got dark immediately. suicide is not the answer (also murder is not the answer)

meanwhile, in Bern, the happy royal couple. Hellene takes a couple shots at Desmond for putting her and Zephiel outside the palace and shacking up with some lady. though she's mean to Guinevere :(

title drop! this game's Fire Emblem is a big ol' gem Bern has that's necessary for the coming-of-age ceremony. so that's a problem. Hellene says it's his fault and asks why he sucks so much

Desmond peaked in high school, prove me wrong

the detail of her moving to the right is a nice touch!

Louise girlbossing for the greater good

a royally sponsored fetch quest. interesting

next time: yet another support episode!

[rarepears]

Eeee SY!OPM is sooo cursed (tell me more!!). Wait so this is pre-canon where SXY is still alive?

But but but! I really like the idea of him spoiling his disciples with genuine A+ parenting/Grampa-ing behaviour. Bonus points for all the gifts/discipline being actually appropriate grandparental behaviour, and it’s actually wifebeam halo making things harder for SY. (Like SY really trying his best to untangle those daddy issues here, why are u screwing me over like this, System?)

And I know you said trophy husband but I really want to know if the wifebeam works on SXY? I really like girlboss!SXY takes and idk Binghe had to get his Yandere tendencies from somewhere lol. Did SXY approach TLJ in this AU for help in seducing her Shizun!SY after finding out about his Kakashi-esque reading habits?

Also also didn’t you write LQG breaking into OPM’s bedroom once? Does he do so in this AU as well?

Let's do pre-canon so we can have the Cang Qiong Qing generation of peak lords, newly ascending, struggling with their Big Fat Crush on the Old Palace Master, now that they get to really interact with Shen Yuan on a 1:1 level instead of through their shizun's.

Wife-beam halo makes Shen Yuan's life Harder. Firstly, it only works on guys. All the ladies do feel like they are being treated as daughters and granddaughters. Guys on the other hand... there's twinks who think they have found the perfect Sugar Granddaddy and tops who want to push down an older bottom. (I do love me a good younger!top X older!bottom dynamic. Well, that's Bingyuan in a nutshell, but this is a bigger age gap which is 👌)

Of course, because this is PIDW, Airplane wrote in some sort of plant that allows cultivators to regain their youthful appearance again. This was the chapter where Luo Binghe acquired a hot grandma-MILF for a wife.

(Bonus points that Luo Binghe also has a crush on his mom's shizun and his mom is HORRIFIED but also intrigued because she's dealt with her shizun's Whole Ass Situation And Problem With Men and her scientific heart has been testing 5 different hypothesis to understand how her shizun has developed this kind of physique to attract all men. Yes that's correct, Su Xiyan is in the back of the room taking notes on Shen Yuan's interactions with other sect leaders, but unlike Liu Mingyan, it's not for writing stories but for Scientific Inquiry.)

Also the reason why Tianlang Jun didn't develop a crush on Old Palace Master is because he wanted to get Topped Hard and Su Xiyan asserted dominance first over the heavenly demon.

I guess in this AU, we ALSO NEED Liu Qingge to break into Old Palace Master's bedroom -but that's by accident. He was looking for his shizun's guest room in Huan Hua palace Anyhow, that's the start of Liu Qingge's crush...

[More in #Shen Yuan transmigrated into the Old Palace Master]

[ayeitsjustme-writes]

Enough for You - JJ/Rafe

Part One - Part Two - Part Three, Final Part.

Pairing - JJ x Reader / Rafe x Reader

Prompt - 7. “Why is she naked in your bed?” + 73. “I have been second best to ___ my whole life.” + 74. “I won’t be the person you settle for just because you cannot have her.”

Summary- a story in which Y/N has been in love with JJ for a couple of years and has realise that along with everything else in her life, she’s still living in Kiara’s shadow - even when it comes to loving JJ. It seems that Rafe notices this and decides to take her mind off it. The perfect escape from her own mind.

Requested? - Yes / No

A/N - Rafe’s going to be known as a douche in this, with his usual daddy and family issues - but he’s not a psychopath in this. Mainly because I’m worried I’d be too good at writing him this way and ultimately end up revealing some of my other personalities. 🙂 Also, sorry about the blurry GIF.

Ward and Rose had taken Wheezy away to the Bahama's for a work related visit, leaving Sarah and Rafe unattended to at home. Which obviously meant they needed to have a party. It was a right of passage.

Fortunately for you, you knew the Cameron house like the back of your hand and this was very handy when it came to situations like the current one. Being completey overwhelmed at a party is never fun, but thankfully, you had made your way into the forbidden zone (upstairs) and into one of many bathrooms you had to choose from.

You look in the mirror and let out a deep breath.

You've spent the last 2 hours trying your best to avoid watching JJ and Kie. You’ve been aware of your feelings for JJ for around a year now and to say it’s draining you would be an understatement.

You see, from the outside looking in, the pogues are all naturally paired up. There’s Sarah and John B, for obvious reasons. Then there’s Pope and Kie, due to Pope’s obvious feelings for Kiara. Lastly, there’s you and JJ. You are the available ones as everyone brandishes you. You two are also the impulsive and explosive ones, and a little bit unpredictable.

You and JJ have always been close, but the last few months, it's been hard to ignore your feelings for him. Which ultimately makes it even harder to ignore the way he's pining over Kie.

As you wipe off any smudged makeup, you glance in the mirror and stare at your reflection.

Just relax Y/N. You’re not jealous and it’s just a dumb little crush. There are plenty of boys here that would kill for a shot with you, are you really going to keep turning them down, just to watch him whilst he's looking at her?

You sigh and exit the bathroom. As you shut the door and head down the hall, you crash ino a familiar body. Your body stiffens, and you glance up. Rafe.

“Oh- sorry Rafe.” You say glumly.

“Are you okay y/n?” He asks and tilts his head down to get a better look at your complexion. You don’t reply so he nudges you gently.

“Huh? Oh - yeah, I’m fine Rafe. See you.” You reply, unconvincingly may I add, and scurry away downstairs, not glancing back at all.

You head straight for the kitchen with the hope of finding the strongest alcoholic drink in the house and swallowing it down as quick as possible. You find said liquid and pour it into the plastic cup you’d accumulated along the way. You bring the cup to your lips and glance up into the room ahead of you. Instantly, you meet JJ’s eyes. Involuntary, you roll your eyes at him and chug down your drink before making another.

Completely missing the way JJ frowned at your negative expression towards him, you then chug your second cup and make your way over to your group of friends. You feel yourself getting a little dizzy, but keep your composure as best as possible. They cheer when they see you again, as if you’d been gone for ages, when really it was 10 minutes maximum.

“Hey, you.” JJ greets and you simply flash a small smile before being passed a drink by Pope. As if you actually needed one - it still seemed he read your mind though. You smile at Pope, only this time it’s real. Again, JJ notices this instantly.

You hear JJ sigh deeply and you watch as he goes to speak to somebody who he knows from working at the country club. You smirk to yourself, knowing any minute now he will return once Kie comes back from getting a drink. And like clock work, Kie returns and JJ runs back like a lost puppy. Pathetic. You sip your drink and try to ignore the feeling in your stomach.

“I have cups, and I have beer.” Kie’s statement gets everybody’s attention. Everyone turns to look at her and Sarah grins.

“And I have a ping pong table.” Sarah urges.

“Beer pong?” John B suggests and everyone cheers.

You grinned and made your way to the table because you knew you’d be playing. You love beer pong and seem to be pretty damn good at it too! John B splits the teams, 3 v 3. Him, Kie and JJ on a team. Then Sarah, Pope and you on a team. Normal rules never apply in pogue party games.

*****

The whole game was almost torture for you. As if you were being punished. You could picture it now. Someone is out there torturing you through voodoo Haha, this is what you get for being a dickhead and falling for your best friend. You clearly drew the short straw somewhere along the line.

The hardest thing to do is to try and avoid the person you have feelings for at a party because there’s only one way to distract yourself: hooking up with someone else. Quite frankly, that wasn’t something you were thinking about right now but the temptation to do so as you watch JJ engulf Kie in his arms every time their team gets a shot, well it was difficult not to consider it really.

You lean against the window, taking a bit of a break from the game and watch your friends. Kie gets the ball in our final cup and Sarah is forced to drink up as the other team win. She launches herself in the air and John B starts twerking slightly in front of her. She then pushed herself against JJ and dances against his body as Sarah cheers happily. You clap your hands and laugh at your friends, ignoring the stinging sensation in your chest.

Rafe however… well he’s been watching the whole game. More specifically, he’s been watching you. At first he thought you were just frustrated because you weren’t winning the game but right now, following your eyes, he realises that he’s a long way from being correct with his theory. In fact no, he admits it - he is completely wrong.

“Ah.” He silently says, laughing and shaking his head as he chugs his beer. How did he not realise sooner? “That’s why she’s always played so hard to get.” He thinks and bites his cheek.

For the rest of the night you end up talking to a whole group of new people before heading down to the pier to smoke a joint on your own. You stare out into the water and finally feel at ease. You’ve never been afraid of being alone in the dark. In fact, it’s when you feel most at home. After a couple of drags, you finally sit down and dangle your legs over the edge.

Then, you hear a creak on the wood behind you and your head shoots round to spot the culprit. Heart beating ten to a dozen, you see Rafe again.

“Jesus fucking Christ Rafe!” You yell and grasp at your chest. Goosebumps appear all over your body and you groan whilst rubbing your arm. “Anymore jump scares hidden up your sleeve tonight?” You say with a tiny smile which makes him finally laugh.

“I’m sorry Y/N, I was trying not to scare you.” He laughs lightly and you smile as you take another drag on the joint.

You hold it out and offer him a drag. He nods and takes it out of your fingers and places it between his teeth. You watch him take a drag. The way his lips close around it and his Adam’s apple bobs during the inhale. The way he takes it out of his mouth, closes his eyes and leans his head back before he exhales.

NO. Stop it. You shake your head gently and play it off as a shiver as he opens his eyes and grins, taking in the hit. He looks you in the eyes as he hands you back the nub of your joint and you don't completely look away, instead you take a quick glance at his lips.

This is the first time you’ve ever really taken in Rafe’s appearance and you’ve known the boy for a VERY long time. Yet it never seemed to be something you’d ever had the chance to do before.

“So.” He breaks the silence and your eyes dart back up to his. You sigh and turn back to the ocean once you spot that classic smirk on his lips. “You we’re totally looking at my lips.” He accuses and you scoff.

You turn to face him now, crossing your legs in front of you. “You we’re totally looking at my ass that day when you zipped my dress up for me.” You fire and his mouth gapes open.

“That’s not tru-“ he objects and you laugh at him loudly.

“I was just messing with you Rafe.” You explain with a giggle and look down at your feet.

He laughs gently and it goes silent for a couple of minutes. Not awkward though, a very comfortable silence actually.

He clears his throat “So...How long have you liked JJ?” He blurts after a couple of minutes debating whether or not to ask.

“What?” You ask as your eyebrows crease, taken by surprise.

“I’d never realised before tonight, but it all makes so much sense now.” He says.

“Rafe, stop. I’m not in the mood for your games.” You sigh, trying not to let out any tears.

“I’m sorry. I just- it’a just that I thought it would help for you to talk about it you know?” He suggests and bites his lip. Your eyes fell back onto his lips now and you bite your own, fighting to urge to talk about it. You’d never told anyone.

“About a year, give or take.” You admit and he looks at you sympathetically. “It’s just a crush, like it will go away eventually right? They all have done before.” You shrug. He knew you were trying to convince yourself more than him so he just nodded along.

“Hey y/n?” He says and you hum in response. “Have you ever thought about a distraction?” He suggests with an unreadable expression. You frown slightly and shake your head.

“Well no, not really. I wouldn’t know where to start and who to start with.” You laugh awkwardly but as you glance back up at him, you realise what he’s hinting at and you instantly start to sweat. Again, you find yourself staring at the boys lips as you take your own in between your teeth - trying to resist the urge to kiss him. But hey, you could blame the alcohol right?

You lean in closer and closer until you’re leaning over, hovering your lips over his. He lets out a hoarse breath as you breathe lightly onto his lips, sending shivers down his spine. Impatiently, he closes the gap himself and places his hand around the back of your neck to pull you closer. His other hand grabs your hips, pulling you forward so you were now straddling his lap. He deepens the kiss and you groan as he bites your lip ever so slightly.

Things get heated pretty quickly and he is soon pushing his hands firm against your hips, making sure to press your bodies closer together. As you finally relax around his lap, his hands go to your ass and squeeze gently, making you moan into the kiss. Even more so when you feel him, solid as a brick, beneath you. You pull away and sit upright and he instantly attacks your neck, nipping at your sweet spot.

“Rafe.” You say through moans as he stops kissing your neck.

You see the fear flash through his eyes. Instantly he's filled with guilt and regret. He didn’t mean to do this to you. He felt like he had completely abused your vulnerable state and that was wrong. Maybe he’d have felt less bad if it were someone else, but that fact that it was you made it even worse.

“I’m so sorry Y/N. Let’s stop.” He stutters and goes to remove your bodies from one another. You laugh and he stops moving, an eyebrow raised.

“I don’t wanna stop.” You smile, nipping at your bottom lip slightly. “Do you?” You ask and look into his eyes.

His body relaxes again and his hand trails round your hip, under your shirt and up your back before he looks at you once more. “Not at all.” He grins and you blush.

“Boat?” You suggest as you look around for a place to continue.

“Absolutely.” He deadpans and you laugh, getting off him and holding a hand out to stand him up.

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A/N - I'm so sorry if this is crappy!! -.-

@a-j-stuffs

[idllytarott]

𝕗𝕣𝕖𝕤𝕙 𝕠𝕦𝕥 𝕠𝕗 𝕗𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕤 𝕨𝕙𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣 (astrology notes)

it's my mars return, i will no longer hide my opinions

Listen to this song while reading this non fact-checked astrological nOtes🎶🎶

My Catalog

Let's get started, bombarulina

👹 whoever said Pisces placements are liars, you're completely right I'm only a Pisces mercury and I lie unprovoked

👹 actually cardinal placements do have a 5+ year plan they want to accomplish, yes they have no idea how they're going to get it, but THEY WILL!!!!1! annoyingly resilient i hate them (is a cardinal dominant)

👹 Taurus placements, specially suns are so fixed in their ideas and so stubborn they're SO annoying, like i don't have much experience with Taurus people but the few i know are insufferable when they're like "this is this way and this is this way" ugh like shut the fuck up, Taurus with Aries placements? Scare the shit out of me

👹 Doja cat is perfect for Venus/Pluto and, or Venus/Mars people because she makes u feel sexy and I just know that's really hard for us to accept for ourselves

👹 Capricorn and Cancer men are a menace to society, Cancer's obsession to wanna find a mom in a girlfriend is very disturbing and Capricorn's men need to prove they know or are better than their partner is giving small dick energy, ion like it

👹 i don't care if I get cancelled from tumblr astrology i will let air sign men do anything they'd please with me there's something very hot about them being so detached rawr (dating air sign men in theory: 🥰🥰, dating air sign in practice: 😭😭)

👹 Aquarius and Sagittarius moons are attracted to each other like bees to honey it's like.... Very weird their dynamic, like Virgo and Aries moons, there's SOMETHING there

👹 going back to the topic, I always liked people with mutable moons knowing damn well my fixed moon can never understand them or their emotions, imagine liking a mutable moon person, baby you did that to yourself

👹 Lilith dominant men are.... Something, they ALWAYS have some sort of mommy issues, either because the mom doesn't pay attention to them or they rely on them too much! It's kind of like emotional incest? I believe that men feel jealously around them and the women want to be close to them lol, maybe they're the guy that has all female friends because the guys treat him like shit :/

👹 to what placements would you attribute having a voice kink? Because I am highly thinking about Virgo/Taurus/Gemini in the 8H or having Mercury in 8H, also this people have a hand kink i just know, they're like the Quentin Tarantino of hands

👹 I'm a firm believer that if you ask a Virgo placement for help on anything their dick grows three inches

👹 Scorpio women never look like their sign, they always give off Libra or Pisces vibes, while Capricorn women give off exactly that Scorpionic vibe we all talk about, we should study more people around us and not talk out of our asses, anyways I'm going to CONTINUE talk my ass off

👹 do you really have daddy issues you simply have a 0° in your big three? The thing with, TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️⚠️ (mention of parents omg 😳😳) father figure in people who have the 0° is that everything goes back to them, whether you have this degree is what your relationship with your dad is, if it's in the Sun the relationship is always ego based, you boosted his ego or made him question his beliefs, with the Moon you two trigger each other's flight or fight response, when it comes to emotions you are very wary of expressing to the other, while also knowing that ultimately the problems could be fixed if you just talked about it. With ASC in 0° his perception of you and viceversa is very distorted to fit the other's mindset, you never really see each other the way you truly are, this is very difficult because you and your father feel like you barely know each other, the more you try to understand each other the wider the gap

👹 of course Moon in 0° could be problems with the mother too, a suffocating mother who won't let her kids have thoughts and opinions and experiences of their own without her input or consent, she just can't tolerate her kids having anything that she isn't a part of, but ofc this is my opinion

👹 Libra and Taurus mercury people..... Your voice is what sex feels like

👹 the sign in your Venus is what you are attracted to, i REPEAT, it's what you're attracted to, because I've been seeing this Aries sun women and I honestly can't describe how i feel around them I won't go into heavy detail let's not be too lgbtq. I highly recommend you to see where the sign that's on your Venus falls in the houses because that's going to give you an insight of what turns you on or calls your attention the most

👹 a lot of fire sign men are boiling hot incredibly sexy make you go bark bark but once you get to know them.... It's like.... Okay? They're very superficial and i think most men are like this anyways, fire sign men are literal infants, emotional annoying ass little bitches who act so childish, god gave you a beautiful jawline and you're acting like this? Absolutely not

👹 earth stellium people can be telling you the funniest weirdest shit ever with a straight face or the most fucked up thing while laughing, they're effortlessly funny because they are irrevocably traumatized

👹 i rapidly need to know what Taylor Swift and Jake Gyllenhaal's synastry is like because those two were something else, the definition of astrotwitter toxic tw**fl**e connection, this isn't even an astrology observation i just need to know immediately what kind of crack were the stars having when these two got together

👹 people with Ceres in 7H, I'm sorry that you will never not feel the caretaker in the relationship, it happens sweetie

👹 whoever said Aries Venus people are promiscuous or don't last long in bed 🤨🤨🤨🤨 I'm going to find you and kill you with my bare hands

[rainbowsky]

Hello! This is kinda a “panic” ask as you would put it, but I just wanted to ask. I know about the whole scandal lately and I recently talked to my mom (who knows more about Chinese culture and media than I do since I grew up in the US and she grew up in China). She told me that gg has been accused of a lot recently and because he hasn’t been appearing in many shows/performances lately, people are suspecting him even more (while dd’s projects are going great and he’s appearing a lot in public). I thought dd was the one who was going thru a bigger scandal, but it seems gg is experiencing a lot too. Obviously, I trust both of them utterly but I’m really concerned about gg especially because it seems that less people are believing him and I’m scared the scandal might get out of hand. I really don’t want something like 227 to happen again. I was wondering what you know about this situation and your thoughts? So sorry about this long ask.

Hi Anon!

Why did you have to bring your mother into this? I don't want to have to rip into someone's mother! Sometimes my job can be so hard... 😅

Fake, fan fiction, CPN.

I think it's important to remember that our impressions about things can be radically altered based on the company we keep, the news programs we watch and the online circles we run in. Someone who watches BBC News and reads the New York Times is going to have an entirely different perspective on what's happening than someone who listens to Joe Rogan and watches Fox News.

If your mother is spending a lot of time on YouTube gossip channels or rubbing elbows with anti circles or hanging out in certain Facebook groups, she's going to get a very distorted idea about what's happening with GG.

Yes, it's true that there are some people out there who genuninely believe some of the rumors about GG (and about DD), but that just goes with the territory. When you have antis out there trying to infect people with bad ideas, sometimes they'll get a hit. This is a huge part of why I'm always telling people to stay away from anti rumors.

These 'doubts and suspicions' aren't as widespread as your message makes it sound. GG and DD always have antis, and they will always be out there trying to smear them both. It's just part of being a star at their level. It's true that the latest attacks seem to have been pushed harder than we're used to seeing, but they aren't getting so much traction that fans need to start panicking.

There will always be credulous people who believe crazy things, but as I said recently, I think the fan wars and their resulting backlash are a far bigger threat than these anti messages are.

I know you said that you believe in GG and DD and I don't doubt it, Anon, but I still feel the need to point out the obvious: The idea that GG has a sugar daddy is completely ridiculous to anyone who gives the issue a moment's coherent thought.

'Sugar daddies' in the industry are big money backers with a lot of political and financial influence who can buy opportunities and bend rules to ensure that someone becomes a success. They can open doors for a wannabe star and put them places where they have no business being based on their level of ability and degree of popularity. They pave the way for someone's success.

Which begs the question, if GG had a sugar daddy looking out for his career, why has his career path been so damn rocky and so much of an ongoing struggle?

GG has had constant setbacks and barriers, and has caught no real breaks. The biggest break he had was CQL, which no one thought was going to be a huge project. It was the quality of the storytelling and the strength of GG and DD's chemistry that made that project a success. And shortly afterward he fell into a scandal that nearly destroyed his career - one that still haunts him to this day.

If anything, it's his lack of solid backing in his earlier career that led to a lot of struggle and probably still makes it harder for him to get his foot in the door at times. He's had to prove himself far beyond what a lot of other actors - even traffic stars - have had to. He wasn't some well-connected baby face fresh out of acting school. He was an inexperienced, untrained outsider coming into it as a second career, later in life than most.

Coming from where he came from, he's done really well for himself. But he had to work hard to get where he is. And he's had to endure a hell of a lot of BS.

And GG is massively, massively popular. He doesn't need to buy his way into anything. He has a lot of dedicated, active fans. He doesn't need someone to wrangle him endorsements or roles. The roles will come to him because people like to make money. The endorsements will come to him because any product he endorses sells out within seconds. He has a massive influence on brand sales. Other artists can't even come close.

Endorsements (above) Brand star with goods ranking (below)

GG is in many ways a victim of his own popularity. His fans are constantly causing problems for him and drawing attention to him at times when he least needs to be in the public eye. In fact, THAT is why I suspect GG has been laying low lately. Not because he's 'cowering amidst some sort of scandal', but rather because now is not a time to be taking up a lot of oxygen in Chinese media.

The National Congress is just a month away, and it's a time when certain officials want to be #1 in the hearts and minds of the citizens, and to look good in front of peers. It's not a good time to be stealing the spotlight or reminding people that you are widely viewed as the biggest traffic star with notoriously disruptive fans - something that the government has heavily targeted in recent policy as they try to rein in fan behavior and fan culture.

GG is a smart man. He's not going to do anything to put his career in jeopardy. Laying low is his best move right now.

And GG went through 2/27, surely the most 'cleansing' experience any star could go through. Let me tell you - if there was any dirt on GG, it would have come out then, when everyone was out to get him and he was on the brink of being cancelled. If there was any dirt on him, he would not have been able to recover from the scandal the way he has. Slowly, painfully.

And if he had big backing there's no way he would have been dragged in the media and online as hard as he was, or for as long as he was, during that scandal. He wouldn't have been made a scapegoat quite the way he was during that scandal.

Anyone who genuinely believes those hateful anti rumors needs an urgent brain transplant (no disrespect to your mother).

Everyone needs to take their own path as a fan. Everyone needs to decide for themselves what they believe, what they want and need from fandom, etc. etc. I can't do those things for other people. I wouldn't even want to try.

When we become fans we make our own choices about where we stand with our idols. We either believe in them, or we don't.

Doubt is understandable, wariness is understandable. It doesn't take a lot of years or life experience to have found oneself the fan of someone whose worthiness turned out to be questionable. I think we all need to realize that there is a lot more to our idols than we will ever be aware of (than we ever should be aware of).

But anti messages... they're just bullshit. Most of it transparently so. Like I said in my recent post about this topic, the same so-called 'evidence' is being photoshopped to implicate GG, to implicate DD, to implicate other stars as well. It's all blatantly fake.

Some antis have been spreading around pictures of GG with an older man who is pampering and preening GG, claiming it's 'the official who was his sugar daddy' when in reality the man in the photos is the makeup artist GG has been working with for years.

They don't even try to make the 'evidence' realistic, because they don't need to. They know that a lot of people will eat idiotic claims up without doing even the barest minimum of analysis. And turtles are the credulous victims of this kind of thing all the time.

People need to cultivate some critical thinking skills and develop intellectual self-defense. There is 'having healthy skepticism about artists and being realistic about fandom', and then there is 'being incredibly gullible and susceptible to anti messaging'. Too many people flatter themselves that they're doing the former when they're actually doing the latter.

As for GG and his well-being, Anon, GG is tough as nails. He's been through a lot, he's learned a lot, and he is surrounded by people who are highly qualified to give him expert advice.

I trust him to know what is best for his career. I trust him to take care of himself and do what is best for him. He has a highly capable team working for his best interests, and friends and loved ones who support him. I leave it all in their capable hands.

The best that any of us can do is just trust him to handle his shit. If he hasn't already proved his ability to do so, then no one can!

[thatbanditqueen]

Here to leave my review on the long awaited Chapter 3 (its okay we forgive you) -

FIRST OF ALL, Ida and Saul are my spirit animals and favorite characters seriously. They so help in keeping the story light hearted and comedic even when Elvis is making me wanna slap him on behalf of Becky! It was relatable and hilarious when Saul was the last one to find out who Elvis was the men in my family are exactly the same. Ida is Captain of the Becky Butt x Elvis ship please she was all for her niece getting some under her roof, we love a supportive queen. And Elvis is a ridiculously charming man - but ridiculous nonetheless. Poor Jerry having to drive them down there, look for a nonexistent lost ring and then give up his comfort all so Elvis could get some. And Becky Butt, baby, my heart is breaking for you already because yes I want them to be happy but I can only imagine how much heartache is to come before Elvis opens his damn eyes!!! That man can be so stubborn. Also, the conversation they had, the way Elvis is always trying to deflect and distract and go on the offensive it gave me Anita phone call vibes 101 I lived for it. Elvis winning over Ruth so quickly, why am I not surprised? The man is a child himself. But with time I know he’s gonna be the best step daddy. Ruth picking up the Becky Butt moniker - LMAO. That names gonna stick and I’m 100% for it. Becky’s such a good mom, always putting her daughter first and making sure she’s comfortable/okay. She’s got a child streak in her that I think pulls Elvis in because he does as well but she has a maturity he never mastered in my opinion due to everyone in his life bending to his every whim. And can I please tell you how grateful that I am that you really lean in to the gorgeous physicality that was Big Daddy. Talking about his stomach, about his largeness, all of it, so many fics hardly allude to it meanwhile I want to suffocate underneath that man. Becky is living my dream. Thanks for updating, what a delightful read it was 💗

Dear Bri,

Thanks for taking the time to write this, it is so very reaffirming to hear what you think! Ida and Saul are so fun to write, I can hear their voices in my head, they are sort of a composite of different family members/friends i grew up with. For some reason, a lot of older women in my life, including my grandmother, were absolute sex instigators. My granny once told me, with all seriousness, that all i needed to do to solve a relationship issue with my partner at the time was just to have sex and forget about the whole fight.... hahaha. SO, yes, Becky may have gotten knocked up young, but she has never been as carefree or in tune with her sensuality as Ida, and Ida wants to really make that happen for her :) I don't know, I could just see Elvis pulling something like this with Jerry, I see it as part of his ego/inferiority duality, like he's somewhat drunk the koolaid that he's some sort of really cool rock star, but also, if he was really confident, he'd just tell people what was really going on, ughh, he was such a cute, clueless dork/ total dick in so many delectable ways, I really enjoy playing with him and writing this fic. And I love love LOVE BDE's physicality, though I will be the first to admit that @eliseinmemphis's posts about worshiping big daddy elvis were fundamental to my own burgeoning fixation with this era Elvis. I need him to crush me. I need to play with his tummy and the waddle under his jowls. Becky is all of us.... and I think her earthy, latent sensual earth mother nature finds BDE attractive and is drawn to him both as a lover, and as wounded boy she wants to nurture.... or will be moreso when/if he gets his head out of his ass and gets over himself enough.

Thanks again for taking the time to give me this feedback!!!! I know it was hard to wait for this chapter, although, in my defense, the wait between ch 1 and ch 2 was a lot longer, life is a little more settled and i think it shouldn't be more than two weeks or so until I post ch 4. I already have somewhat of an outline/set of ideas. But I hate giving a date, because I always seem to miss any deadline I set for myself, and then I publish as soon as I finish, when I really should let things sit and do a proper proofreading job. But don't be afraid to give me a nudge, I've finished chapters because someone asked for it and it motivates me.

all my love,

norAHHHH

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[xbeezchaos]

My <Harsh> thoughts/headcanons of your faves

Yes I'm serious so take a seat and get ready. I firmly belive a lot of these are Canon in my heart and cannot be persuaded otherwise.

This will be multi Fandom but I'm starting with genshin because I have a lot to say about certain characters. Also, this may be multi parts and some of this won't be explained.

Kamisato Ayato

Look I know he's some dude everyone loves but like. I can't wrap my head around it. If you think you can help. Please entertain me with it.This man has the most cocky attitude and that isn't even the part that makes me mad.

He has a piss kink.

Would let the right man/woman piss on him and would give EXTRA MONEY if it's stinky

He doesn't shower or bathe often

I wouldn't ever put it past him to not only wear shoes in bed, but to wear dirty white socks on freshly cleaned bedsheets

His bed is dirty. Like. Crunchy dirty.

He gives off high school guy using way too much axe Apollo body spray in the middle of the Hallways to poorly cover up his man must after gym class

Take petty and smart and dial it to to the thousands. He's a smart stink bag

He uses a cringey baby voice with his partner. Don't even fucking try telling me otherwise.

Probably calls himself daddy towards his partner too.

Smells like a wet beach towel

He would eat expired food. <this one pains my soul>

Raiden Shogun

Honestly I do not give a flying fuck how hot she is or what her past is. I'm aware of most of it but still don't get it tbh. Game wise she's cool but in the lore she makes me mad and confused

She quite literally fits the definition of "stick up your ass"

Unjustified and over the top rage. It's calling sister issues. Not even mommy issues

Immature and old as hell

Scatterbrained

She can't read.

She showers, but she takes 4 fucking hours and takes them twice a day without telling anyone so she'll be gone during important times and kill anyone who tells her that

A bad mother. I know you can't read but bro. Get somebody to write your son a damn letter before sending him out next time like??? Going back to the scatterbrained piece lol

Anyone and everyone is on her shit list. No fetus or dust bunny is safe.

Has the same energy of the try hard super competitive kid in gym class that takes all the fun out of the games.

Would purposely step on your phone if it fell on the floor (especially if she's in heels)

She eats uncooked rice as a snack.

Smells like metal 24/7

She really doesn’t understand affection so she bully flirts at best.

Tartaglia <Childe>

I love him and plan on pulling for him in his next rerun but bro the shit I have going on in my head either makes me laugh or mad.

Has freckles

Like to fight pretty women when he's bored so he can get choked out by thighs

Has arthritis/ something like that

Can and will eat anything for the right price <or if you say "i dare you" "you wont">

He's the "where's my hug at"guy but not creepy.

He’s literally just a hyper pit bull, and he does need a leash.

He was and still is a leash kid.

All his shoes wither and fall apart at the soles up. Shoe stores and repair men love him

Would get into bar fights

Cuts his own hair at 3AM with no back mirror

Has gotten into an argument about why the flame in a match doesn't have a shadow with the entire universe

Despite his vision. He doesn't like to drink water. Anything but that.

The closest he’ll get to regular water is flavored water

Can't ride a bike. At all.

Cries at sad scenes of shows or movies like someone shot his dog

Impulsively twerks on people he considers close.

Can and will torment his siblings. Had probably thrown one into a river before

Looks like a twink. But probably eats ass too. Don't question me.

Super easy to rile up. Try gaslighting him. It's funny.

Can't read Roman numerals.

Breaks shit at fatui headquarters a lot and finds people to fix them for cheap

If he has any close friends. He breaks into their homes often to take naps, eat or leave shit there.

Gojo Saturou

I know nothing about this man so it’s purely the vibe I get from him and some of. May be off due to the fact that I’ve only seen fan stuff of him- ANYWAYS TO THE FUN PART BELOW

Personally think he’s a perv. But like. Hell only make perverted jokes to friends or complete strangers

Has a vast knowledge of the human body and fixated on the nervous system for like 3 years

Makes dick jokes.

I feel like this man has ADD/ADHD he just reeks of it. Look at him!!!

Has a raging secret foot fetish. Like. You wouldn’t guess it about him. But he has it.

Sleep talker

He’s very clean. But dear gods he smells either really good like. Has that amazing jaw dropping cologne or he smells like 10 cans of bounce that ass fucked a dumpster fire on a hot summer day and no there isn’t an in between

Despite using the eye cover a lot he falls a lot.

He can’t swim. But if it’s canon he can. You’re lying

Eats raw pasta. For fun.

Chews on plastic. And has accidentally swallowed pieces of it multiple times too

Asks questions with obvious ass answers. Most times it’s genuine, but others it’s to be an ass

Would use “🥺” emoji un ironically

An instigator. Til death may he never stop.

Uses that baby talk shit. He’d baby talk his partner. Sorry I don’t make the rules