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Crush, crush, crush!

#atla#zutara#avatar the last airbender#zuko#atla fanart#atla art#prince zuko#katara#jet atla#zuko art#zuko fanart#atla zuko#katara art#katara fanart#atla katara#katara of the southern water tribe#jetkotara#jetko#zutara fanart#Gotta love these mutual crushes#Love triangle? What is that???#In this house ZK is the ultimate OTP but we can appreciate the beauty and charm of the Mutual Ex Jet trope.#If only for the comedic potential.#Okay but seriously. Jet had the biggest crush on Zuko ever and it's so embarrassing. It's not even subtle.#“Hey so I saw you from across the deck and I think you just might be my soulmate. Wanna join my gang and be my partner for life?”#“Wait why not. We can be hot and moody and dark and rebellious toge—what do you mean you don't want to be with me.”#“Why does being dismissive make you hotter—oh spirits you're a firebender. I'LL KILL YOU.”#“I know you're up to something you evil bastard—no I won't stop stalking you. Stop asking. What did you just—FUCK ME YOURSELF YOU IDIOT.”#(He doesn't.)#jetara
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unorthodox murder mystery
#zosan#one piece#roronoa zoro#sanji vinsmoke#fanart#okay so basically this concept is ok so basically#its a murder mystery where those who are murdered on the ship actually turn into VAMPIRES#but theyre like#guys. how the fuck do we not know who the vampire is#like what do you mean you are literally still alive after being 'killed' and somehow you dont remember who killed and turned you#zoro: well whatever. im still gonna be the greatest swordsman#sanji: right ok so hello FUCKFACE. DUMBASS. GREATEST SWORDSMAN THAT IS ONLY AVAILABLE DURING THE NIGHT OR WHAT–#sanji: CAN WE FOCUS ON THE FACT THAT WE JUST DIED THAT WE JUST CAME BACK TO LIFE THAT WE'RE IMMORTAL NOW. THAT I CANT TASTE THE FOOD I MAKE#zoro: wat dat gotta do wit me#sanji would be suchhhh a good vampire feeder but a terrible vampire I think#thats my opinion stop throwing rocks at me what the hell#anyway i dont actually know who the vampire on the crew woudl be#thats the mystery#its a mystery to the creaotr of the au as well obviously... or else whats the point.....
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⭐🎀🏆🎉 a wa wa winner! 🎉🏆🎀⭐
i'm running late on getting this out, but i'm still reeling over the results of the @kirbyoctournament! i can't quite believe that starstruck- my pint sized waddle dee- made it all the way to the tippy-top against such intense competition. the roster was full of such an incredible selection of wonderful, loveable, and creative characters!
it's heart-warming to know that people out there really love my little wanya and her story, and i'll carry that with me always! 🥰💖
i am so grateful to everybody who voted for and supported starstruck (and i!) throughout the tournament, and i'd also like to give my thanks to everybody- moderators, participants, spectators- who made this community event as cool and fun as it was!! i met many new people and learned about so many wonderful new characters!
this piece in particular is dedicated to and features all of starstruck's competitors in the tourney, starting with jakkle doo from round one, right up to valfrey in the final round. it was a fantastic honour to compete against all of your OCs, and i look forward to hopefully seeing them around plenty more in the future!!
thank you again!!
characters are listed from bottom to top; round 1 vs jakkle doo by @ninjakirkki, round 2 vs galacchio by @tatonslice, round 3 vs atlas by @unleashedsonic, round 4 vs mama d by @chibifox2002, round 5 vs parhelion knight by @aseuki, round 6 vs techie by @ivynajspyder, and the round 7 final vs valfrey by @gethoce
#my art#starstruck dee#others ocs#prize of the tourney is of course a fancy ribbon; who'd have guessed! works out perfectly for starstruck; it's in tourney colours!#this was such a wild ride!! can't believe it lasted six months! sorry this art is running almost a full month late#but i really hope you'll love it! thanks again for being my competitors during this event!! i truly love all your ocs!#7 friendly sunbeams- or at the very least folks who can play nice- and then parhelion knight. smooshed as he deserves#i did try but just a heads up that these characters are probably not totally size accurate i'm so sorry! i think atlas esp should be bigger#anyway i gotta stop typing before i get sappy again but once again thank you thank you thank you!!!! this truly means so much to me!! 💖💖💖#giving starstruck a little crown is probably not the best idea; but we'll let it slide this once!#ps: finally drew the oft requested full colour picture of stell with their wings out. at long last. for u aseuki 😘#edit: forgot starstruck's cheek constellations here for an embarrassingly long amount of time. oops. fixed now!
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No but there’s actually something so poetic about Theo’s approach to Liam’s anger post-hell. Like, the way he immediately hones in on that as a Problem he can Fix just by being the way he is (locker room scene my beloved) after everything that happened in S5, everything he did to rark Liam up and drive him to such intense rage he tried to kill his own Alpha.
For Theo to come back, see Liam losing it a little bit and falling back on his rage and the violence that comes with it and be the one to get in his way, to stop him from doing something he’d regret by knocking him out (five times :) ), to show up in that locker room and talk him down just by being a sarcastic little bastard.
I don’t think Theo feels guilty as such about a lot of what he did in S5, but I do think he saw Liam after he pulled Theo out of hell and saw the anger that he himself weaponised and maybe felt a little bit of regret, a little bit of responsibility for where Liam is now, and realised that he was uniquely equipped to actually help him.
#theo raeken#teen wolf#liam dunbar#teen wolf meta#thinking about these freaks way too hard again#Theo and Liam and their complicated relationship with anger and violence and being used as weapons#because what do you mean Theo set Liam on Scott like a weapon. like a killer. his own alpha. his mentor. his friend.#but then stopped him from killing a bully. an abuser. later down the road.#‘we’ve been here before and neither of us got what we wanted’#brb I gotta go chew some glass
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WHO IS THIS PINK HAIR GENTLEMAN YOU JUST POSTED? HES SO PRETTY???
he's Hayate from Ride Kamens! 🦩 he is my bird son a very silly guy who's part of a superhero (well...hero-ish) group trying to take down a cult, although his real passion is lattes. also, he is very pink!
(the fancy outfit was just for a game event, alas, although I spent way too much time grinding to get the pink variant so now it is mine forever, mwahaha. >:)
#ride kamens#joseimuke games are serious business#i think koki is my favorite of the wisdoms just because he's such a little freak#(leave him alone!!! he's just a goth who wants to cook!!!!!)#but hayate is SO pink and SO silly i can't help but love him#i mean yes it's a calculated silliness but he is also just kinda silly#look SOMEBODY'S gotta be the fun one here okay#time for another night of hayate carrying the entire lounge on his back#(wisdom has really grown on me...they were probably the group i was least interested in based on the promos)#(but now i'm like yes please more of koki pretending to poison everyone and nobody being entirely sure if he's serious or not)#(and i've got THEORIES about them!!!!)#(though i do need to catch up on event stories because they might drop some ridiculously huge reveal just at total random)#(AGAIN)#(AS IS THEIR WAY)#(takahashi no stop putting important lore in totally missable places i'm begging you)#(i mean i'm loving the drama. but also.)
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pouring one out for luo binghe in my disciple SQQ fic, poor guy has taken a backseat here. we're nearly 30k words deep and he hasn't even shown his face once. it'll be much longer before he even actually talks to Shen Qingqiu.
(i say im pouring one out but in reality im sitting in my director's chair chewing on a cigar and wearing a beret as he tearily and unsuccessfully pleads with me for more scenes with Shen Qingqiu)
#svsss#disciple shen yuan#scum villain#shen qingqiu#shen yuan#SQQ: building his found family on QJP and Plotting#LBH: idk off sniffing rocks somewhere while on one of his protagonist adventures#i say im pouring one out for him but in reality im laughing at him. sorry my guy you are just NOT my priority. be a better peak lord#tell your disciples to stop with the institutionalized peak hierarchy and the internal political intrigue and MAYBE we'll talk#oh he cant hear me he's wearing airpods. welp. *stares at LQG and YQY* more SQQ time for you then!#its funny because i do love bingqiu i just decided to write a fic exploring a roleswap concept i saw where LBH wasnt a good peak lord#and the concept itself didnt explore what consequences might occur if LBH was as inactive a PL as LQG was before redeeming him#like if BZP can go lord of the flies while unsupervised what happens if you leave QJP the same way?? political court intrigue and sabotage#being the protagonist and going on many adventures is great and all.... if you aren't tied down with the responsibilities of a peak lord.#binghe. binghe. binghe. binghe. your head disciple has instated a hierarchy on your peak and routinely sabotages the cultivation of the#junior disciples by actively disrupting their learning by sending them off to do menial chores that should be distributed equally across#the peak. binghe. he's gonna get someone killed. binghe. BINGHE. you're inadvertently creating a generation of cultivators who harbor#resentment against you specifically bc you failed to care and protect them as their shizun. BINGHE. DO YOU HEAR ME? BINGHE#oop. i guess not. SQQ time to organize a covert resistance group. i mean a secret study group that also doubles as an organization dedicate#to ruining Li Tao's reputation and standing amongst the rest of the sect. by boys! have fun storming the castle!#tldr unsweetened lemonade is: 'i force SQQ into a position of no power where keeping his head down is not an option bc neither the system#+ nor his surrounding peakmates will let him fade into the BG. and there's no LBH around for him to wifebeam into the Fave Disciple spot'#its also a 'SY and SJ are the same person' fic bc i love the trope and having a disciple SY where he's also SJ is such a specific niche#that i'll just have to write it myself in order to see it. im having a blast with it. im gonna give him SO much found family.#liushen and yueshen(? qijiu?) are fighting for 1st while poor bingqiu is trying to claw its way out of 3rd with minimal success#good fucking luck babe you gotta fight SQQ's seven evil disciples first. THEN you gotta fight Liu Qingge and Yue Qingyuan.#and then you gotta fight me. romance isnt even in the cards for this fic they're fighting for the SUBTEXT.#roll for disadvantge binghe
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his fuckass loafers im losing it
#snap chats#ill take like ninety personal screenshots once he's available in-game i just ripped this from a skin showcase vid#see i dont totally hate the beard anymore now that its been rendered and i can see it better. id still prefer clean but whatever#he kinda cute all regal an lookin like rudolf from fire emblem he makin me giggle a lil 🥰 ok ill stop idk what came over me#they didnt wanna put him in chanel boots they knew i woulda made a comment .....#anyways. I CANT BELIEVE I GET WANDA AND MAGS SKINS FOR MY BIRTHDAY LIFE IS SO GOOD#my brother is not being subtle in the slightest in saying he'll get me the battlepass despite my protests so. LOL 💀#the past three weeks he be like So What Do You Want For Your Birthday 👁️👄👁️#and then we find out the skins dropping my birthday and he be like SO WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY 👁️👁️👄👁️👁️#LIKE GO AWAY STOP that so diabolical both of them are dropping this week tho .... i thought id have more time but no#marvels trying to kill me. beautiful woman and her cunty father thats so fucked up#i wish i could say this means i should play wanda more but the guilt id feel picking dps when 90% of the time we'd need a tank or support#just gotta bet he fastest hand in the west and have no guilt and pick dps ig ervkLEAJEAKL#anyways. im gonna go back to work FOCUS YOU FUCKER
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Growing closer than expected (Patreon)
#Doodles#Pokemon#Kabu#Larry#Firebland#Silverstreakshipping#To the shock of no one this is Zarla's fault (lol)#Bad influence! Too inspiring! Stop this! I'm totally not culpable for Being Inspired for the [X]th time now definitely lol#I kept finding little ideas popping into my head with them and I mean if I've already doodled them Once I guess I could try a couple more#Learned them just well enough to keep finding things for them pft#Although I am surprised by just how easy I find Larry to Draw - not necessarily that I'm fully Confident in drawing him yet but like#There's very little struggle to the shapes I put down here and I'm fairly pleased with their configuration haha#Kabu on the other hand!! Why is he so hard to draw!!! What!! Like I know his clothes are complex but no his face!#He's got a really cute and difficult-to-draw face! Why! I cannot figure him out#It's probably the do with the shape and size of his head...his hair........ I really enjoy fluff and he's Kind of but Not Really fluffy??#And his white streaks aren't intuitive to me - but Larry's floofs are??? I don't know#The only thing I can figure it that I Kind Of draw Dexter the same way - Larry's streaks are like an exaggerated version of how I floof Dex#And then a suit is second nature by now but I've already talked about my difficulties with Kabu's clothes lol#Didn't stop me from putting him out front for this hug tho! It's cute... Kabu asking Larry to come play with him but Larry has stuff to do#May or may not have felt a little that way myself - made most of these doodles during Requestober haha so busy!#The brightly shining brilliant glow boyfriend setup-payoff returns ♥ He glows like a fire! Overwhelming!#I still really love that glow cutaway style around the low-bouncing flower haha - just don't draw there and it gives the impression! Fun :)#Hugs <3 Unsurprisingly been in the want of cute fluff and sweetness and hugs were very on the menu#It really is fun to think of Larry being just a Little weird about how much he feels for Kabu#Acting childish as that part of him hasn't had the chance to grow and mature! Stuck awkward and gangly in otherwise full development#Feelings so big and strong and immediate for the first time in too too long <3 Gotta express them all somehow#And ending off with a bit of silliness haha - was Kabu prompting him just to hear such an answer? Who knows ♪#Larry just too straightforward haha - why else would he do or say things unless he felt like it! Pfsh obviously#Haha
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If SIkuna will get the Heian era form later, can he change his appearance? I mean, it will be weird to see a guy with four arms hanging in public.
Assuming he were to do that,
(who knows, not me (I do lol) , if the hypothetical timeline where he and Yuji get separated is gonna be Canon to the Series *HeeHee HoHo's mysteriously*)
yup!
His alternate, 'human' form would be strongly based off of Yuji still, but with some differences.
(I've kinda drawn that as well, but I can definitely imagine it not exactly being clearly explained lol)
For one, he's significantly taller than Yuji (at least for now, the kid is most likely gonna grow to be not as much shorter lol) - although he can be shorter.
He usually isn't much 'shorter', because it's more comfortable - any much lower and it'd feel a bit like a too-tight shirt, but for your whole body lol
('down' to 6~ft/182~cm (wherein he usually stays at 6.4-5ft/193-195~cm) is the min. of proper comfiness)
He also wears earrings (I usually imagined some simple black ones, but he could just as well wear something Hello Kitty related lol (both for the Meme and just because) or just cute, or more colourful), and his left eyebrow has two slits - to kinda connect him visually to his Big Form heh
(I'm kinda contemplating adding some other things but yeah that's the bigger things heh)
And, although usually he only has these whilst in the Bigg form, he can have four arms, stomach mouth, and such whilst 'small' as well - but yeah, that's not exactly something that'd be useful/possible to use in public 😂
As shown in Chapter 2 of Visuals (although it is a different timeline, SIkuna is SIkuna lol), he can sometimes forget to close his secondary eyes, especially at the beginning of the Separation or when kinda mentally tired - it's just much more natural for them to be open
Some random person is more likely to assume they imagined it or he just had good cosplay than actual four eyes though, so hey at least there's that saving him
Not to mention interference from the kids he's likely hanging out with lol, Nobara is a quick-thinking Queen when her older familial figure is being a dum-dum and forgoring 💀 how to Human properly and we love her for it 👏
Since I imagine her dragging SIkuna out for clothes shopping relatively often, perhaps with other kids as well - and SIkuna doesn't mind it at all, he loves actively participating in the kids' hobbies 🥺 - she probably had to cover for his spookiness and such quite often lmao, even if he tries his best 😂
He is very respectful and polite to any workers they might encounter during their shopping though (well, assuming they aren't being unreasonably rude themselves but that's rare, especially in Japan I'd imagine), so fortunately even despite his Vibes being Very Off the two (or more) usually end up being a nice surprise to them actually lmao
- the fact that SIkuna likely takes everything that isn't chosen back perfectly into place whilst waiting for Nobara/other kids to put another outfit on probably makes their spookiness easier to deal with as well 😂😂😂
(He's not 'spared' from dressing up, but he can lighten the load on the workers' shoulders a little bit while he waits his turn, you know - he might be partially old as hell and from a time where that would have been unheard of to do for the sake of 'servants', but he also is partially someone from the 2020's lmao, he gets the pain)
(Imagine crossovers with Canon whilst he's in this form though lol, I feel like one Quite painful Misunderstanding that could happen is that This Other Sukuna apparently completely took over an older Yuji or something (since he clearly isn't there but Sukuna looks. like he looks.) OOF-)
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#Ask#Thinkings™#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#jjk fic#jjk fix it#jjk fix it fic#SIkuna#(deliberate misspell)#syuuya#jjk sukuna#ryomen sukuna#ryoumen sukuna#jjk nobara#kugisaki nobara#nobara kugisaki#(She accidentally took over a large part of the Ask lol; gotta love her absolute Queen self 👑)#Also just in case anyone was worried over that; I have decidedly not given up on the story or anything like that#despite it all taking longer than I thought it'd be heh - unless I make it clear somewhere that the story is on Hiatus#it means I'm at least slowly working on the next Part (sometimes it's going perfectly sometimes it just doesn't you know 🤗) still#Sadly I doubt Part 9 is gonna be even close to the Behemoths that Part 7/8 ended up being but I hope it'll be a satisfying read regardless🤗#Even if it takes me years; I will definitely finish the main part of the story (and very likely not stop there lol#- post-main-plot Shenanigans; not to mention so many possible Canon/Canon-adjacent crossovers; are definitely a thing I'd wanna get into🤗)
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If the Graveyard kids were demigods, which Greek god would they be the child of? (Riodanverse AU)
For Ashlyn, I believe she would just be another of Apollo's kids, keeping to herself most of the time. Nobody really paid her any mind because out of the dozens of Apollo kids, there wasn't anything particularly remarkable about her. She wasn't the Head Counsellor or anything. She liked it that way. Ashlyn discovered she was a demigod when she was young and spent two full years at the camp to fully prepare for living as a demigod in the mortal world before becoming a summer-only kid. Her sensitivity to sound is one of the strange abilities she inherited but isn't fully able to control, which is why she wears enchanted earplugs that keep sounds at a more tolerable level. Beyond that, she was a pretty average Apollo kid. She was good at the basics like Archery and Music but not beyond that of a normal Apollo kid. The only thing that really stood out was her dancing. It was her special interest, incorporating it into her daily life as a demi-god as often as she could. Her fighting style was based on ballet in canon and she preferred fighting with her legs over her hands--even going as far as putting a weapon in her shoes so she could still use her legs to attack. So she is an average demigod overall. Until one day she discovers that she was one of the few to inherit Apollo's nosokinesis, the ability to create and control diseases (like her ability to open rifts and trap people in them in canon). There's also the fact that her name literally means 'dream' or 'vision', so considering the fact that Apollo is literally the god of prophecy, I think being a child of Apollo fits her very well.
For Logan, I feel that for a long time, he would just be another unclaimed kid. He didn't know anything about his real parents and his grandparents were always super cagey about it until he was older and got attacked by a monster and they finally took him to the camp. He still doesn't know who his biological mother was. Then one day after being pushed too far by bullies, he snapped just like in canon, and was claimed by Ares, the god of war. Much to his and Barron's (another child of Ares) dismay because what the fuck do you mean this dickhead is my half-brother?! He had initially believed that his parent was related to his love for space and astronomy or maybe even his intelligence and love for math but Ares?!
For Aiden, I think being a child of Hermes suits him best. I've done some tests and got answers like Ares or the Big Three, which I don't think those really fit him. But for some reason, I like the idea that he has the favour of/is a legacy of Hades or Hecate from his dad's side while being completely unaware of it until much later (the unexplained connection his dad has to Maverick). Children of Hermes tend to be more hyperactive than other demigods and are often referred to as a jack of all trades and I think those things really suit Aiden. When he was younger, his parents sent him to camp year round in hopes that it would help him and he came back with dyed blond hair, red eye contacts and a reckless streak a mile wide.
For Ben, I believe that this kid is and always will be a child of Apollo. His deep love and talent for singing and music, his rage and hurt at having this taken away from him. His knack for medicine despite only having experience through taking care of Aiden. He only discovered he was a demigod after his voice was destroyed so he never learned that he could heal people with his voice/singing until one of the others, maybe Taylor, were fatally injured and he had no supplies to save them so as one last attempt to comfort them, he breaks his years of silence and sings for them. To his complete astonishment, they started healing and were able to stay alive long enough to get the medical help they needed. He felt pressued to sing and use his voice after that because it could heal people but Aiden or one of the others nipped that in the bud and told him he didn't have to do anything he didn't want to. The idea of him also having premonitions when something bad is going to happen is cool, especially if it's the reason why he ends up catching little details the others fail to notice (a little nod to Canvas Ben for being so goddamn observant). His relationship with Aiden is also cute because children of Apollo and children of Hermes tend to get along, although not all of them do (Aiden and Ashlyn lol).
For Taylor and Tyler, I believe the twins would be children of Hephaestus. In some cultures, identical twins are treated as one entity/soul that was separated into two people and the same could be said about the Hernandez twins in this AU. Although they are different people with different interests and goals, that is how they are perceived as mortals. On the divine side of things, however, they are seen as a single soul split into two. That's why their connection goes far beyond that of regular mortal twins. Their abilities also reflect this. Taylor is a brilliant craftswoman and has a way with technology that separates her from the rest. She's also extremely fire-resistant, which proves to be useful considering her brother has the ability to manipulate fire. Tyler, on the other hand, has the basic skills needed to be a mechanic due to growing up with Taylor but it isn't instinctive in the same it is for Taylor. He is one of the few children of Hephaestus to have pyrokinesis, something he had to learn to master on his own because there wasn't anyone to teach him. They complete each other.
Although Aiden and Ashlyn spent a year or two in the camp, their paths never crossed and they were just another faceless person in the crowd of campers until they officially met when Ben and Aiden began to go to her high school in her sophomore year. Aiden clocked her as a demigod as soon as they met at the bus and was excited to meet another one of them outside of camp. He was also curious to know if she figured out what she was yet and if not, he could protect her from monsters and lead her to camp! Ashlyn recognized both Aiden and Ben as demigods but preferred to avoid mixing her mortal life with her mythological one so she avoided Aiden's needling to the best of her ability. When Ben finally told Aiden that she was another child of Apollo at camp, Aiden doubled down on the pestering which irritated Ashlyn beyond belief. Unfortunately for her, this wasn't the last she was going to see of him.
Mid-way through the first semester, Ashlyn received a prophecy from the Oracle stating that she and five others were to go on a quest. It was a shock to her and everyone in the camp because she was pretty unremarkable yet she was the one that had to go on the quest? It was ridiculously vague beyond the fact that she specifically had to go to Savannah with a group of five others. So she had to pick five other members for her team.
Nearly everyone tried to volunteer and because Ashlyn didn't particularly care who went along, names were drawn out of a bowl. With her luck, Aiden and Ben's names were both drawn out of the bowl, along with the Hernandez twins and Logan. She wasn't particularly happy with those chosen but she supposed it could be worse. Especially when she considered the fact she could've been going with him.
Barron was throwing a fit about how an unclaimed coward like Logan couldn't have possibly been picked but Tyler told him that no one would even want to go on a quest with him considering the only thing he cared about was glory and honour for himself.
And so, the six of them packed their things and started their journey to Savannah, Georgia where it all went to hell.

#the idea of speedy son of hermes aiden amuses me to no end#he went to camp had his first rush of adrenaline and made it his whole personality#is that mean to joke abt😭#if so sorry#can unclaimed children go on quests???#nothing i searched up answered my question so I just kinda assumed yes#school bus graveyard#school bus graveyard webtoon#sbg#sbg (webtoon)#ashlyn banner#aiden clark#logan fields#ben clark#taylor hernandez#tyler hernandez#graveyard kids#riodanverse au#sbg au#demigod au#if you guys have different ideas for this AU I would love to hear them!#logan and baron being half-sibling and absolutely fucking despising each other is amusing af#like Logan was unclaimed the whole time and Barron was dissing him for it then it turns out they had the same fucking dad??#he would hate it so much#i love it#the soul thingy for taylor and tyler was highly inspired by Maki and Mai in the jjk manga#I love them 😭#hermes and apollo going for the clark sisters cause they got taste✨#daniel and william gotta respect the game cause pulling a whole god is crazy#their quest could have something to do with mist being lifted and stopping the mortal and divine worlds from being forced to combine
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it me birthday once more !!
i wont write up a whole thing cuz im still tired and congested as hell BUT getting to see Everything Everything live front stage AND meet them in person was so insanely life changing that i highly doubt i can beat that as far as birthday celebrations go T_T
#guy whos been obsessive about this band since highschool seeing them live: what the fuck do you mean the guys from my music are real#BUT EVERYONE IS WAS SO FRIENDLY!!! i chatted with so many fellow ee fans along with being able to meet my friend Hal irl for the first time#i also gave out most of the bracelets i spent the entire previous night making just for the concert which was really nice#i gotta stop here lest i go on about the show for pages IT WAS REALLY GOOD OKAY
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A Tale From Two Hedgehogs
So just thinking about Sonic 3 and depending on which Hedgehog you're following, the movie is so very different, its hilarious.
Many spoilers ahead.
First is Sonic's perspective and yeah, you would think its obvious the movie he's in, except this whole movie and his actions are HELLA informed from his experiences and Sonic makes that clear in the when he decides that no, they are NOT working with GUN until he knows what's going on.
The movie, for Sonic, starts with GUN asking for help in a presumed deal with GUN where they leave his family alone in Green Hills (thus why Knuckles leaving in the minseries is granted as an opportunity, Green Hills is considered a containment zone of sorts), where Team Sonic helps deal with big threats. (And also probably are providing rings to GUN since Knuckles and Tails would have the information on how to get more.)
So Sonic gets recruited to help save the world and he's fine with that! He likes helping the world and it could be fun fighting aliens. Sure, GUN isn't giving him any details, seriously what is UP with their communication, but that's fine. If he can restrain the threat, he can see if there's a problem and decide from there, for now, time to meet a new alien!
And then he sees another alien hedgehog and while he knows other alien hedgehogs should exist, its the first one he's seen in a long time, perhaps the first one he's ever actually REMEMBERED seeing, and he sees all the GUN agents on the ground and vehicles all over the place so he knows the Hedgehog is dangerous, but he just wants to keep Shadow still and TALK to him.
Sonic doesn't want to fight, but then Knuckles starts it and well, now he just has to go with momentum and oh shit, he's fast and strong and does the same sparky thing as Sonic and he gets away, but notably, he doesn't do any permanent damage to them.
Sonic finally has to slow down with the handcuffs and he has to take stock of what happened and he wants answers because he has a lot of questions and doesn't have a threat to deal with in front of him, so he talks to Walters.
And Walters tells him his name is Shadow, he's been on Earth for FIFTY YEARS, and he only found pain where Sonic found family.
And Walters says Shadow was too dangerous to let walk around, but too valuable to destroy and boy, the CHILL that must have sent down Sonic's spine.
Confirming for Sonic that his seven years AVOIDING the government was absolutely the right fucking call.
Because that is the thing to consider throughout this whole movie. The reason why Sonic chose to live in a cave alone for seven years. I've seen people comment on Sonic's paranoia of GUN and how interesting it is that he was the one making certain tactical decisions before Tails whose undoubtedly smarter than Sonic, but that's the thing about THIS Sonic. This Sonic has a whole lot more justified paranoia he's been working under.
So he hears Shadow has been in cyro and he picks up someone had to have let him out.
Sonic sees the writing on the wall already, especially after the Knuckles miniseries where he already knows there's some agents who really don't see the aliens as people and will use them for their own profit.
Someone freed Shadow. That someone is associated with GUN and wants to use Shadow. Because that is what Sonic is used to watching out for. People to use him for his power.
Then Egg Drones show up and he's being handed a key to a superweapon that, AT THIS POINT, he has no reason to think as important for what he's dealing with.
Like okay, Walters, he'll hold it and protect it, but he has a hedgehog to hunt down. He'll talk to GUN later about handing it over after he knows what's going on with SHADOW because he has no his priorities THANK YOU.
He already doesn't trust GUN. GUN didn't see fit to mention the alien he was dealing with was another hedgehog. GUN didn't tell him they had another hedgehog they had for FIFTY YEARS on ice. Shadow hadn't done them any serious harm. Shadow told Sonic to not follow.
Shadow had been RUNNING AWAY and frankly he has zero reason to want to stop Shadow from doing so.
Maybe Shadow is dangerous, but I think at this point, Sonic has zero desire to capture Shadow. His concern is whoever FREED him.
Then he meets Robotnik and he has to deal with THIS GUY, but someone has stolen his tech, thus proving this person has some serious knowledge and connections with the government and GUN and he doesn't trust Robotnik at all.
But he wants to find Shadow because someone absolutely wants to use him and he doesn't want that to happen.
So FINE, he agrees.
And they go to the GUN base and look around and oh hey.
No, it wasn't that Shadow didn't just found pain. He DID have someone who cared about him. Who treated him like a person. Like family as he sees a picture with a smiling girl.
And Sonic likely wonders how much that Incident Walters mentioned was at all Shadow's fault. After all, Shadow is the valuable asset. Shadow was the science experiment. Shadow is the one who has a friend he cared about. Shadow is the one who just wanted to run away. What set off the incident and how much was it Shadow wanting to cause harm and how much was it other people using him.
Sonic has little reason to believe GUN was in the right for whatever the incident was. GUN, so far, has done very little to earn any of Sonic's trust. So far the only thing they have done in canon is try to offer some aid in dealing with Emerald Robotnik after TASING him and refusing to give Tails MEDICAL ATTENTION as he begged for it.
He had to save the world to be given the grace to live his life in Green Hills.
GUN is not to be trusted, and as he sees the laboratory, and the solitary room with signs of a home. There was a home. But it was a carved out oasis in the middle of Sonic's darkest nightmares.
Her name is Maria and he picks this up from a drawing on the wall. (According to the novelization and well, we don't know where else he could learn her name. Sonic is A+ at reading environmental storytelling.)
Then Shadow appears, and talks about being tired of giving him warnings and there is confirmation, Shadow was WARNING him. Shadow wasn't trying to kill them at first, he wanted them to BACK OFF.
And then he wakes up and OF COURSE Robotnik is betraying him, he can't say he's surprised, but there is a second one and NOW he finds out whose using Shadow.
Oh.
And GUN after him to design a superweapon and then LET HIM GO.
After keeping him imprisoned for fifty years.
And you know, expected Nothing Could Go Wrong with THAT.
The amount of mental screaming Sonic is doing at how much grace GUN offers up HUMANS versus HIM, the alien who SAVED THE WORLD.
And Shadow blames GUN for whatever happened to Her, presumably the girl, Maria, and yep, yep, okay, so GUN got her dead and either it was the incident they blamed Shadow for or it CAUSED that incident.
Oh, also that key? MATTERS RIGHT NOW apparently,
He should have given that thing more attention, how was he supposed to know the superweapon Walters was concerned about would be the same thing the person who freed Shadow wanted, WHO EXPECTS TRYING TO GET TWO SUPERWEAPONS AT ONCE.
And then he almost dies from a black hole and FUCK.
Shadow is being used, he is still Concerned about that, but now there is a superweapon to be worried about and Sonic has to shift priorities.
GUN's already let Gerald go, they clearly don't think he's a threat and don't know Robotnik is alive and they are a whole other kind of threat than Team Sonic because again.
GUN gives grace to HUMANS.
Not the ALIENS.
Sonic doesn't even know Rockwell blames him for Walters dying, he just knows that without Walters, he's unlikely to get GUN to LISTEN to him about Gerald and Robotnik and he knows they're going to be moving fast, so they have to move FASTER.
If they can get the key, they can keep the superweapon from being used and that gives them time to either get Shadow or talk to GUN, he can smooth over things with GUN when there isn't a potential cataclysm about to happen.
BUT APPARENTLY ROCKWELL EXPECTED SONIC TO COME FOR THE KEY?
He still doesn't know he's being blamed for Walters death.
He doesn't know why Rockwell expected him here right now, but he chocks it up to the usual 'he's an alien and isn't trusted' and yeah, FINE, but he is NOT interested in being captured, and he knows Shadow and Stone are still free and both are far too dangerous. He needs OUT.
Thank you Knuckles.
And less thank you Knuckles.
He needs to escape, he needs to figure out a way out, and-
His family is in danger.
Nothing else matters in this moment. His family is in danger and he can't move he can't move he can't move and he HAS TO MOVE.
And a power he so rarely uses, not his speed, but the power to short out machines and he pulls up the strength to MOVE and his family is saved.
And he's shaken. He almost lost his family, but there is-there is the KEY. Shadow and Stone are still out there, he can't trust GUN to keep the Robotniks contained, they still needed the key and to protect it.
Tom has an idea and Sonic watches him go and there is fear around his heart, but his dad his capable. His dad has managed all the other drama before. He will be fine, even if he did almost lose him.
He would be fine.
He got the key. So see! He's fine!
Except then he wasn't.
Tom was trying to help Sonic, and then he was put to the ground.
Like Longclaw protecting him as a child.
Like Tails on the mountain.
Now Tom was on the ground and the one who did it was Shadow. This hedgehog who had wanted to run away.
This hedgehog who had been pulling his punches until Gerald got him and pulled him into whatever he wanted to use him for.
This hedgehog who had a family and lost them.
This hedgehog who had suffered the fate Sonic had desperately hid from for SEVEN YEARS.
And now this hedgehog may have just taken the first person who Sonic had been able to connect with since Longclaw.
His DAD.
And before this moment, Sonic is doing what Sonic does. Sonic who offers empathy and sympathy to everyone he meets. The Sonic who offers his hand and understanding even to those who have tried to hurt him if he gets even a hint they might be receptive.
Shadow is Sonic if Sonic hadn't hid away. Shadow was taken in and treated as an experiment, a resource to use, and asset. Too dangerous to let walk free, too valuable to destroy. Who can say what kind of horrible experiments were done to him. Maybe they were fairly mundane. Maybe they were terrible. The only hope of mercy Sonic could have that they weren't the worst was Maria's existence. Surely there must have been SOME restraint if they allowed a child to interact with him.
But Shadow was never a person to most of those people. He was a subject.
Shadow had just wanted to be free. He wasn't looking to kill, he was only seeking peace for himself and had no option, but to try and escape GUN for it. GUN who didn't accept no, as he knows, he hid from them for MONTHS and they didn't back off. He was someone who had bonded with a girl enough to take pictures with her. He had family and lost it and at first only wanted to be away from those who hurt him.
He doesn't know if it was easy for Gerald to manipulate him or hard, but he's sure there was manipulation. After all, Ivo did the same with Knuckles. Sonic may not always be the smartest, but he's proven in the movie series, time and again, to be a fairly good reader of PEOPLE. He's never been wrong when he's decided to offer trust.
Then his dad is on the ground and he throws away all that understanding because he hurts and he doesn't WANT to feel anymore sympathy.
He wants to hurt the person who might have taken away someone so important to him. Who he owes his whole life too.
He outright rejects the idea they might be the same because he knows they're the same. He's spent this whole movie knowing it, but he doesn't WANT to be the same because he knows how he is when he empathizes and he wants to be angry.
The smart thing would have been to focus on the cannon.
He already flew through it once. Sure, Shadow can teleport, or manipulate time, but Sonic is moving faster than he can normally, and Shadow can only be in one place and a space station will only have so many contingencies for breaches in the hull. A few more passes through the thing and he could have wrecked it before it was done.
Now maybe the explosion would have still be dangerous.
But Sonic isn't thinking about the Cannon.
All he wants is to hurt Shadow for what he did, so he goes for him.
And SO FRUSTRATINGLY, they hit the Earth and Shadow knocks out the gems and then the gems are between them and he knows he can't fight Shadow and win on his own, he needs them BACK and for a moment, he thinks he has the power he needs.
But then Shadow also has it.'
....and Sonic decides that no. The fight is still going to happen. He doesn't care. He doesn't CARE. He just wants Shadow to HURT and PAY for everything he did.
And then he's losing steam and Shadow is talking about how he's being a poor hero and Sonic is still too angry to listen even as some part of his words are getting through, digging at his heart, until he says TOM and all that rage surges back and then they're on the Moon and never before has Sonic has truly wanted to KILL.
Debatably he's done things that risked people's lives, with San Fransisco and letting Robotnik fall with the robot.
But he's never wanted to END a life ON PURPOSE.
And he has Shadow and he could do it. Shadow's down, he's won, and he has the power to do it and Shadow-
Shadow is basically begging for it. has been provoking Sonic to do it.
Because Sonic is good at reading people and he understands this Shadow so well and even if he's never so acutely wished for death, there has almost certainly been moments where he's wished for an end in those seven long years.
A realization that breaks momentum as he looks to Shadow's heart and remembers what Tom told him, what Tom would want, what Longclaw would want.
What HE wants.
And he understands that even if Tom is dead in the hospital, killing Shadow will not do anything for him. Shadow is already following through on his revenge plan and its done nothing for him except make him want to die.
And Sonic lets go of his want for revenge, sitting on the Moon as he realizes his anger has gotten him nothing. Even as Shadow demands he take his revenge, to win, he knows it wouldn't be a win.
He's silent, not sure what he wants in that moment, until Shadow finally speaks.
And the thing Sonic had been wanting until Tom was on the ground, they finally talk.
Shadow speaks of pain and not knowing what to do and Sonic's empathy hits him full force.
A lonely soul who had been unfortunate enough to be found by the wrong people, but got lucky enough to have one shining light. Just to lose it again.
Just like when Sonic lost Longclaw and was lost in the pain and loneliness, but no target to take it out on. Only able to find a way to move on so he didn't die alone in that cave.
And he offers Shadow the thing that kept him going. That Longclaw and him had loved each other and let it shine brighter than the pain.
And Shadow speaks of stars and light and Sonic sees it. He sees Shadow opening up the door that had been shut tight since Tokyo and Sonic feels hope that Shadow could be helped.
He WOULD be helped. Sonic would do it.
And then they remember the cannon and they have to go and this time, Sonic is all too happy to share the power and its frankly amazing how in synch they are. They don't have to talk, its just easy to fight with each other.
The new hedgehog is even sassy and he loves it.
And they stop the cannon, even if his plan is just hold the laser. There isn't more, other than hope. That either Tails and Knuckles are making up for his reckless actions as they usually do, or who knows, maybe Robotnik. He knows the mad genius isn't for the destroy the Earth plan and surely he knows the deal by now. Luckily the cannon is starting to move away from the Earth, but its getting drawn out and Sonic can feel it. He's losing his grip on the god form and he tries, he fights to hold it.
But he can't.
And the next thing he knows, he's on Earth, looking at the sky, and hears Shadow and Robotnik had sacrificed themselves to stop the cannon and all he can remember is there is always a choice.
Shadow had made a choice to do the right thing.
A choice Sonic pushed him into being able to make.
Because when people help Sonic, they end up getting hurt.
And that definitely isn't becoming a worrying trend.
He focuses on apologizing to his friends, trying to not make the team so him focused and maybe that will change things, but he still mourns the hedgehog who was him if he had been caught earlier.
By the end of the movie, while Sonic is missing some of the details, he knows so much about Shadow, knows how alike they are.
And then there's Shadow.
Who is having a very different experience and knows basically JACK SHIT.
He arrives on Earth in a meteor. Spends who knows how much time in a tube, being experimented on, boy doesn't even know how to emote most of the time. (The autism vibes so strong in this boy.)
He does what he's told most of the time, sits for the tests, runs the tracks, doesn't know any better.
Then Maria comes in and decides he's friendshaped and they are gonna have SO MUCH FUN because Shadow is a KID and he deserves to be a kid. They get into hijinks and watch movies and see stars.
Also maybe have a misadventure where they go see a bowling tournament, IS THIS WHERE SHADOW LEARNED HOW TO DRIVE A MOTORCYCLE.
Anyway, its honestly probably the best case scenario for the scientists because other than Maria dragging this boy into games, he's obedient and cooperative because Maria is here, he loves Maria, so any discontent or rebellion he was feeling is easy to quell by letting him spend time with her.
And then some higher ups decide that they're not getting ENOUGH out of Shadow, or they think Gerald is doing something shady, whatever the reason, they want to take Shadow away from Maria and it honestly would probably be hellish for Shadow because they were already getting PLENTY out of this boy so if they were unsatisfied, anything more wouldn't be a great time.
All Shadow knows is despite him being SUCH a good boy for them, they wanted to take him away from them and he didn't want that and they try to run and then there's an explosion and he realizes that Maria is GONE and he's in pain.
And I don't think he fights, even then.
If Shadow wanted to get away from them, he could have, but when we see him corralled into the tube, he just looks defeated. He's lost. He doesn't know what to do.
Maria is gone.
The Professor is carted away in cuffs.
The soldier who had been most patient with Maria and his shenanigans is giving orders for him to be contained and Shadow wonders when the experiments will start again as he's still getting over the shock.
And then he realizes they're just going to put him to sleep.
Indefinitely.
They took away Maria and then they were going to put him to sleep and that's when he starts to recognize his rage because the soldier who had been kindest to them was giving this order.
Its that agent that recognizes Shadow will no longer cooperate with them.
That is when he recognizes the feeling of betrayal.
But its too late. He's in the sleep, stuck in dreams of that horrible day. Because even with potentially terrible experiments, nothing compared to the memories of losing his family.
Then he wakes up and if he stays, if he STAYS, he will be stuck in those dreams and so he escapes. He runs as fast as he can so he doesn't have to experience those dreams anymore and then he finds out its been FIFTY YEARS of those dreams.
And again, GUN soldiers show up and he just wants them to leave him alone, let him try and deal with the pain instead of being trapped in it.
And he's not even fighting to kill. He is just fighting to make them STOP. So he can run.
He's fighting, he even sets off an explosion and he sees another GUN helicopter and more agents are coming down and WHY. Why won't they leave him ALONE and he throws a car because maybe these new guys will just get the DAMN MESSAGE ALREADY.
He's surprised when there's no crash and he climbs the pile to see what happened and-
For the first time ever-
He sees someone who looks like him.
And Shadow doesn't remember anything before the meteor. He doesn't know there's more of his species. He's only ever known humans, and now there's a coloful bunch and he has NO IDEA where they came from.
And one looks like him.
But they came out of a GUN helicopter and that means he can't trust them.
Because he had trusted GUN, had listened to them, did everything they wanted, and then they tried to take him away from Maria and then killed her and put him to sleep to suffer his dreams.
Nothing good could come from someone associated with GUN, even if one looked like him. For all he knew, this could be some cloning program or something.
Either way, he wanted to escape, but he's not looking for a fight, so he just tries to walk away and one attacks him and despite sending the red one flying, he is still able to get up.
They're hardier.
So he makes a fucking POINT in his beatdown of them and tells them to not follow him.
And they're definitely hardier as the blue one is back on his feet and KEEPING UP WITH HIM ON A MOTORCYCLE?
Clearly he needs to go for shots that would kill humans because this guy would NOT back off and keeps TALKING and from his perspective, its been hours since Maria died and an eternity of watching her die and he wants this guy GONE.
And still.
He doesn't want to actually kill him.
Even if he goes for a big hit, he knows Sonic is capable of taking a lot of punishment just from the chase, and so just locks him to the railing when he has him down for a moment and he leaves under the cover of darkness.
The blue one has chaos energy like his.
But any curiosity he has is second at best compared to his need to escape and try and process his pain.
He ends up at the lab. He doesn't know why, exactly. Probably because its the only place he's ever known.
He sees it abandoned and its a relief in a way. He could see the place that had once been home without agents on him and maybe that would let him escape the hurt.
Maybe some part of him hopes that maybe, just maybe, he will find out his nightmares were wrong and there was some evidence she survived, though that is a foolish hope.
He explores the halls and his memories, he starts to let himself mourn.
Then the Professor shows up, the only other person who would at least sometimes treat him as a person, or maybe even most of the time. At least enough to address Shadow as a kid and that was better than subject or asset.
And he may not even realize him being so old is weird.
Either way, Shadow trusts this man and he asks for help. Help with the pain. Help to find a way to move on.
And the Professor speaks of revenge and justice and its what Maria deserves and what reason does Shadow have to question him?
He has none, so he listens to the plan. Seeks out an end to pain and justice for Maria.
And then there's another family member to arrive.
AND THE COLORFUL BUNCH.
They're persistent and he's to capture them.
And you know....
He has a little fun with it as he looks for an opportunity. The red one is afraid of ghosts? He's seen ghost movies before.
He says boo and takes him down.
The fox and the...other guy? He's not the grandson so who cares. The fox was the least combat able of the three, so he's not concerned. Listens to them talk.
The fox talks about them being a team and best friends. So the colorful bunch are close.
He waits, let's them notice him and get scared.
Its kind of fun to pretend to be ghost.
And then there's the MOTOR MOUTH.
And he can't play the same game with this guy. He's too fast. If he gives him a chance to react, he'll be a lot harder to capture, so he IMMEDIATELY jumps him and throws him around, he HAS to focus on disabling this one as QUICK as possible.
He's the most frustrating to contend with. He warned him. He WARNED THEM not to follow and now they're here and whatever little curiosity existed about the other hedgehog is nothing compared to his pain and the relief that the Professor has promised.
He supposes it doesn't matter. The blue one would have been gone anyway, its no different if its earlier.
He doesn't even know his name.
After all, the only one to say his name was in a whisper, asking to fight. All he knows is there is a blue hedgehog.
It doesn't matter. He will at least let them know this is for his loss, but he leaves the black hole generator behind and leaves with the only person alive he trusts.
There are no life signs as his old home is erased. The first step in erasing everything to end his pain.
He tells himself he doesn't regret it. That this is right. This is what he should do.
His home is gone.
The only other being he's seen who looks like him is gone.
There is revenge. He will focus on that.
He hates being left behind for the heist, but the grandson's assistant talks of Guac and a food would probably be good with revenge.
Its even served cold, he finds out. Fitting.
He watches telenovelas, keep himself distracted. Watches a woman be treated as a prize and he hates it.
How long had he let GUN treat him as an object? How long did he do what he wanted, and it just resulted in his happiness taken away?
Really, Gabriella could do better.
The assistant talks of ruling.
He might wonder if the Professor told the grandson the plan was to die. Was it just the assistant in the dark, or was it both of them?
Then the Fox is on the screen and THEY'RE NOT DEAD?
He has no idea how they got away. If they could teleport, they would have done it while chasing him, wouldn't they?
Much like Sonic's name, he'll never learn of the rings.
They are set down the sewers and Shadow leaves the assistant behind. If he doesn't know of the plan to die, this is better. He would just be in the way.
But if the colorful bunch, if the blue one, are here, they could be a problem. the Professor and the grandson believe they're dead, they wouldn't be in the calculations.
He heads to GUN headquarters, but he's patient. He tries to take stock of the situation, see if the Professor and the grandson have been fully compromised.
There is a sudden explosion as something hits the building and was it the red one?
Why is he attacking GUN headquarters????
Doesn't matter. Shadow watches the building, looking for some sign of the Professor, some sign of the key, and the Ultimate Lifeform has some great eyes because through the window, he sees someone familiar.
He's older. A lot older, but his face had been burned in his face for fifty years, the traitor. Because he wasn't surprised in that hallway.
He's on the move.
He doesn't see when the disguise flashes down, bursting through the ceiling as Tom puts it back up.
He gets his first taste of real revenge, and he gets the key. Maybe he even feels some kind of satisfaction for those few moments.
Then the disguise lowers and he's confused. That wasn't Walters. Why was someone disguised as Walters? Another thief?
And then that VOICE.
Calling for Tom, saying they had to go and Shadow sees the blue hedgehog whose focused on him at first, until he sees the figure that's now on the ground.
Whose Tom.
And when that's all the blue one can focus on.
Shadow is processing what he sees. This Tom was stealing the key, thus the disguise. The blue one was trying to steal the key, that's why the red one attacked the building.
Were they...not apart of GUN?
But before he could really process that, he watches the blue one begging for Tom to wake up. Holding him with love and utter desperation.
Just like he had when Maria would no longer move.
Except this time, he was the reason why the person was no longer moving.
The blue one looks to him, demanding what did he do.
For the first time, Shadow sees it. Every other time the blue one and him had faced off, there had been no true hostility. Determination, challenging, but there was no rage, no personal desire to cause harm.
He knows because he can see the rage and hate in his eyes now.
Now he wanted to cause harm.
Shadow looks to the key and he tells himself its for Maria, this is what he had to do and its the only answer he can give the blue one before he runs.
But he can't stop thinking about it.
He had caused his pain in someone else.
He has no idea what relationship the colorful bunch has with GUN, but they were trying to steal form them. Likely to stop them from getting the superweapon.
Tails spoke of them as a team, as friends.
Tom was clearly in that vein.
He took that away.
He asks the Professor if this is what Maria would have wanted. He can't imagine Maria would ever want to cause the harm Shadow was suffering. To separate a family like that.
But the Professor doesn't speak of Maria's wants. Just what those who took her away deserve.
And it hurts.
It HURTS.
He remembers his own pain. What he lost. The anger he saw on the blue one's face, the hate he must feel now. Its just what people do who hurt like this.
The hurt will end soon enough, at least. For him. For the Professor.
For the blue one.
He charges the cannon.
Ah, the grandson didn't know after all.
That seems unkind, but at least it would only be for a few minutes.
And then there is a streak of gold coming for the cannon.
And its the BLUE ONE, now gold for SOME REASON and a hitting a whole lot harder and he has no idea where THIS came from or how.
The blue one yells about Shadow taking his family.
Oh.
The colorful bunch aren't just friends.
They're family.
He took his family away.
The gold one doesn't even pay the cannon any mind. This isn't about saving the world, this is about hurting Shadow.
After all, this is what people who are hurt DO.
He calls out the blue one even as he tries to deny it, but that's fine. He knows the truth.
The blue one just proves his actions right. If someone with family still alive would make this choice, then its only expected he does as well.
There is a part of him that thinks he could just let the blue one kill him. The cannon is charged. It will destroy the earth. His revenge is assured.
....no.
Mostly assured.
There is a chance that the blue one will go back for the cannon.
Shadow will give the blue one what he wants, but he would have to wait a few minutes.
He fights back. There are gems that suddenly appear and the blue one is blue again and he doesn't understand, but he can feel it.
There is chaos energy in those gems.
The reason for his power he can only assume and if the blue one has it, then he might be too much for Shadow to keep distracted a few minutes.
So he reaches for them and he feels the surge of power and he sees the blue one has the surge too. That's fine. Things will be over in a few minutes, he just needs the blue one focused on him.
They fight across the world.
He's seen more of the Earth in these few minutes than he has in his whole life.
Part of him wants to give the blue one his revenge. Let him have that one last thing.
Another part of him is, admittedly, angry.
The blue one still had family. The fox and the red one. They weren't there. They didn't agree with what the blue one was doing. They had likely tried to talk him down. He doesn't know their relationship with GUN, but their group was clearly interested in playing hero.
The blue one still had family and he was here, trying to kill Shadow while the world was in danger, making the same choices Shadow did and even as he wants to give the blue one his revenge, he also hates him.
Just like he hates himself.
He wants the blue one to hurt before his satisfaction.
He twists the knife, mocks him for abandoning his friends for revenge when he tried to talk Shadow down in the base, like he was somehow better when they're the same.
The hit is a lot harder than the others, hard enough he loses his grasp on the extra power he had been getting from the gems.
He hits the Moon and he loses the white gold to his fur.
Ah.
He's done.
Hopefully it will be enough time for the cannon.
The blue one is there, pinning him to the ground and murder in his eyes, but he's hesitated and he doesn't know why.
He challenges him. Tells him to end it. Points to the same place Maria had said where he was and challenges him (begs him) to end his suffering once and for all.
And of all things...
The blue one doesn't.
Let's him go.
And the golden light fails as he walks away, curls up, looking defeated.
And Shadow doesn't understand. He's won. He should have his revenge.
It is the only kindness Shadow can offer anymore, the means to end the source of the blue one's pain. To let him win.
And the blue one says there are no winners in revenge.
Simple. Concise. No motor mouth. No heroic platitudes.
And Shadow...
Can't argue.
He is about to have his revenge and he doesn't feel like he's won either.
He just hurts.
And for a few moments, they have stopped and all he can do is feel that hurt. He looks to the sky, sees the stars, and remembers Maria.
And like in the base...
He talks about her. Speaks of his pain. How its all he knows.
Like he did with the Professor. Who told him revenge was the way, the only way, and he expects that, or silence, made to live with pain.
Instead the blue one speaks of a Longclaw. Someone he lost, and how he felt like all he could know is pain.
Sympathy. Empathy.
Shadow asks if the pain went away.
And the blue one said no.
For a moment, he's disheartened, but the blue one continues to speak.
The pain didn't go away, but there was something stronger. The love they felt for each other, and he tells Shadow he needs to hold onto that.
Says she'll never be gone as long as he holds onto that love.
The blue one knows Maria's name. He doesn't know how. He never said it, nor the Professor
He still learned it.
It feels a little more real that way.
And he sees his first sunrise in person, over the Earth, bathing the dark blue in brilliant light.
The light shines even though the star is gone.
The love could still shine bright and finally, there is something more in his heart than pain.
Then he sees the cannon and he realizes that everything is about to be gone. How grave a mistake he's made. How he thought he didn't have a choice.
And the blue one, who had wanted to kill him not even two minutes ago, says there is always a choice. Assures him he can make them now and stands up, and says its normal to need help to give the big mistakes.
He offers him his hand and his help and Shadow finally looks at the blue hedgehog and lets himself take that hand. Even lets his curiosity about the other shine through as he asks if he has a catch phrase of all things.
He lets out the part of himself that would hang out in pillowforts and make food angels, finding himself teasing and snarking with the blue, finding it fun to challenge and provoke him and to fight with him.
He doesn't feel so alone, even with how dire things are.
But they're running out of time and he calls for the blue one and he's there for the last of the clean up and has a ridiculous plan to just hold the laser in hopes something will happen on the space station.
Shadow doesn't know what.
Except then the laser starts moving????
He has no idea how the blue one accounted for THAT.
Except the cannon is a lot of energy, and the blue one is starting to go blue again.
They have to hold.
And he does, just long enough for the laser to not hit the Earth, but he falls and without his help, Shadow feels himself hit by the laser and he's sent flying away.
It
Doesn't hurt as much as he thinks its should.
(The cannon, after all, is using HIS energy. His power. And much like Sonic, and much like Knuckles, he can take back his own power, so getting it blasted into his face doesn't hit as hard as it should.)
At least, he's still conscious. Disorientated, but the laser has stopped. He looks for the blue one.
He can't see him.
He doesn't know where he is.
Without the golden light, there was every reason the laser killed him.
Could he survive re-entry even if he survived?
The cannon is starting to explode and he doesn't know where the blue one is, and he doesn't know if the cannon exploding is good or bad and he has to KNOW.
He teleports onto the cannon.
The Professor is gone.
He can't ask about that.
The grandson is there and he asks what will happen if the cannon explodes.
This close, it would destroy the Earth.
He can't try to find the blue one. There is no time.
The blue one would want him to save his family. He imagines, at least.
The grandson was at least invested in saving the world, so Shadow tells him to buy him time so he can get the cannon away.
He takes off his inhibitor rings. The things that let him control his energy so he doesn't burn himself out. He takes that boost and he pushes with all his might and he thinks of Maria.
Thinks of all the happy times and love.
He find the strength to push, sure he would die doing this one last thing, but content with his decision until the explosion.
(He doesn't know how much connection to others has proven to allow both Sonic and Knuckles to reabsorb their energy and again, the cannon is HIS power.)
He wakes up on the Earth, rings nearby. He puts them on.
And by the end of it all...
All he knows about this blue hedgehog whose been showing up all over the place and knows Maria's name is that he has a family that includes a fox, whatever the red thing is, a human that he may have killed, may or may not be working with GUN, has someone named Longclaw he lost, is a motor mouth, some weird super gems, and ABSOLUTELY NOTHING ELSE. Not why there's this blue hedgehog here, if he's an alien or a clone or something else, why he wants to save Earth, just none of his life story. He knows basically nothing about Sonic.
Including his fucking NAME.
And he came in and just became the second more influential person in all of Shadow's life.
The entire movie, Sonic is just piecing together like eighty percent of Shadow's life and he can make some pretty solid educated guesses on the other twenty percent post meteor. Sonic has Shadow's whole deal ON LOCK.
And from Shadow's perspective, this GODDAMN PEST would just keep showing up everywhere even after seemingly dying, someone keeping pace despite the fact they're crossing continent, whose allegiances are confusing as hell, and then instead of murdering Shadow like he wants, he decides to forgive him and gives him more care and understanding than anyone else besides Maria.
And they both end the movie probably thinking the other is dead and Shadow has no idea how to find Sonic and Sonic doesn't know to even look for him.
Like these two got a wildly amount of different information on the situation and each other and its hilarious Sonic has all the Solid Information and Shadow is running on Vibes.
God I hope their reunion is a disaster spiderman meme pointing at each other 'WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU'RE NOT MCFUCKING DEAD???'
#sonic the hedgehog#live action sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#the movie is so funny when you think what people see and know#And like outside the hedgehogs#The Wachowskis looking at Sonic mourning this boy who almost murdered Tom#WHOOPS ALIEN EXPERIMENT TRAUMA#MOON BONDING CHANGES MINDS#I mean#they're used to it because look at Knuckles#But it really is like#'we gotta stop leaving Sonic with his villains he keeps on befriending them'#or maybe leave him with them faster#Tails and Knuckles genuinely surprised GUN base trip didn't end in Robotnik being Sonic's new best friend
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love thinking kipperlilly spends her afterlife looking for lucy in a familiar forest
#not art#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#like. does she have a mean of knowing lucy and yolanda got sent to cassandra's domain to hang out for a bit#kipperlilly's isolation means so much to me. she is punished for everything she's done she just doesn't pick up on it#until the moment she dies! one more funky thing that mirrors riz in which he's actively tried to cultivate a community and denied it#until the bad kids. while kipperlilly does not want or care about a community she just wants someone who validates her#but she does Need a community so she latches onto the person she lets closer to her to fulfill her emotional needs#she took the ritual willingly so this might genuinely be her first death. probably terrifying#probably not even enough bandwidth to feel mortified. maybe immediately seeking something comforting out of instinct alone#lmao honestly thinking too much abt fantasy high afterlifes gives me a headache And a visceral fear#Im not religious but I grew up in a culture with a dominantly buddhist/taoist cosmology its Scary that u just go to A Place after u die!!#and then ur still urself!!! thats scary to me what do u mean u stay like that forever. thats fucked#but yeah I think this influences how I see kipperlilly turn out a little bit. in a sense I think of her as being a ghost now#yknow. trying to solve something from life so she can move on and. stop living this life etc#man the reveal that lucy took being killed pretty seriously and is like yeah the others are decent and even sweet#and probably was just trying to hold her party together and do what she thinks is moral by hearing kipperlilly out#lol lmao etc. gods I gotta wonder how kipperlilly's mindset handled jawbones' help#it really is damn tragic tho. I stand by what I said folks like this will complain and be nasty to be around#but they dont have enough desire to inconvenience themselves to off the bat do something abt what they find unfair or whatever#its when theyre handed the seemingly very easy means to be right that they'll start being dangerous#its horribly tragic that the supposed metaplayer and the self-perceived mastermind turned out to ultimately be just an useful idiot#yknow what. I think personally in my heart kipperlilly moves on from her afterlife the moment she says sorry#doesnt even have to be to lucy but that's probably gonna be who received it#ah.... teenage rebellion. teenage gamejacking
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wrote out plans and stared at my calendar, putting my hands together and mutter a quiet "you do need a break"
#i am#insanely bad at time management#ive been actively burnt out since 2025 i think#i have the mindset and ideas as the 19 y/o me but energy and productivity of late 20s#meaning. my current hands and energy can't keep up the expectations and hype of the better past me#but both of me hope. and that's where it's going downhill#LMAO#I talked with my mom#very hard talk. lots of tears involved. but I just gotta work harder#its a weird feeling bcuz im actively sabotaging and healing myself what the hell man#really /really/ need to shake off the guilt of doing nothing and the habit of doing everything so i don't feel like im lagging behind#it feels like im being swallowed every day#idk what doing but i know what im doing#im self aware but im not enough#GRAH#long story short. im going to FORCE MYSELF to let go a few things and take shit one step at a time#AND STOP. JOINING. MORE. OBLIGATIONS.#burnt the contract and prob pissed off my boss but we balling#i think i just dont want to feel#dont want everything to catch up#but that just leads to accumulation and when i do stop and pause everything just crash over#with an intensity that i cannot bear but have to sit it through#being in 20s is weird....i thought it would be easier...in same capacity it is but other times no....#doesn't help with the *gesture* current state of things too#im sorry i dont mean to vent but. im. idk just felt like sharing#to more people than i should bcuz duh its gomz#ASDHGK#anyways i will now forget about this by inhaling my sushi plate#having inari set :3#gummmyspeaks
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i've said this before and i'll say it again, the left fucked themselves over when they started using sociological frameworks and theory but not IRL discoursing (literal use of the word) with other folks about how to APPLY those frameworks. discussion is so central to the understand of sociology and how to apply larger concepts on the real world. it ALSO teaches folks the vital skill of being able to discourse in a way that doesn't like... focus on the individual and instead is ABOUT the discussion and the topics itself.
#i mean this so seriously you need to talk to people#it is insane how anti-sex the left has become while decrying the right like#babe you are wearing the same stripes#the kneejerk societally imposed response of 'sex impure' doesn't Go Away because you read a twitter thread you know#it jsut gets worded a different way#to create a moral high ground against a perceived enemy#and for the left that's so often the right and those entrenched in the conservatism which is actively and rn destroying the country#AND it is so often those perceived as different or deviant#deviant being the most reductive term#baby honey we're in a purity culture none of us are immune to propaganda#anyway i'm freak4freak but i still gotta check myself too#anyways#sorry#the state of things is deeply despairing but we must be together with folks and never stop giving a shit!#delete later
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we could have had a beautiful world of fanart of beatrice kissing herself reflected in water like a magical girl if they hadn’t started calling each other sisters 😔
#i mean that doesn’t have to stop anyone but then you gotta worry about being problematic and all… sad!#frogs.txt#umineko liveblogging
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