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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "šš¼šš¼ā" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) āwhy didn't he use š«µš¼?ā didn't exist yet. āwhy didn't he use š?ā dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. šš¼ is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent šš¼šš¼ as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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āNormalā test results are not the relief people think they are. When you wake up in pain and continue to be in pain for hours every day and your tests come back normal you donāt stop being in pain.
#chronic pain#I guess#cripplepunk#crip punk#<ā correct me if thatās overstepping#what do I tag this with#I obviously didnāt get a diagnosis#personal but Iām also really scared of needles#and having to go through the fear and pain and crying and screaming#for nothing#doesnāt feel good#people tell me itās not ānothing#but I know exactly what I did before the tests#which is nothing!!#and I didnāt have to go through that pain for that!!!#also Ć„ few months ago I genuinely thought it was completely normal#later I realised that spending hours each morning warming up my hands to feel usable might be more pain and stiffness than other people#experienced#I genuinely didnāt expect all of my friends to say they didnāt feel ANY pain at all#and now Iām just hyper aware of how not normal this is#and Iām still in pain#and now Iām not gonna get any help other than a ātry heat therapy from the doctor#which is what I was already doing#like no im not crying cause Iām not sick#it would be great if I wasnāt sick#but clearly somethingās wrong
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SO RIGHT. LOOK AT HIM. SERVING.
#genuinely crying at this intro#like im autisticly spinning in circles while sobbing (positive)#THEM ALL OF THEM TOGETHER RAISING MONEY IN MOJANG OFFICES#joe hills#hermitcraft#joehills#i never know which joe tag to use or whichever one i use#my small posts
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ARCANE LEAGUE OF LEGENDS: 2x06 - āThe Message Hidden Within the Patternā
#hi vi simps <3 i have a gift for you guys#i have a different version of the second gif which i'll post next time#arcane#arcaneedit#vi#vi arcane#arcane vi#arcane s2#arcane season 2#arcane league of legends#league of legends arcane#league of legends#ykw im tagging it#vi abs#vis abs#LMFAO#anyways#type: gif#media: arcane#s2 ep6#there is a reason why this is my fave vi fit#emo vi my beloved
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Keep thinking about that one scene in secret life
#it was so silly i've had this visualised in my head for ages#actually sick of this comic now tho the colouring made me question tf I've been doing for 10 years#anyway#the sillies#not set on any of these designs btw and Scott isn't in his band outfit BC he isn't part of it yet in the series#which is the excuse I'm using bc I haven't solidified that design yet#tag time#secret life#life series#scott smajor#smajor1995#trafficblr#jimmy solidarity#goodtimeswithscar#this probably the second comic I've ever finished ever so#IM LEARNING OK#fandumb fanart#ALSO ALSO guess where I got the death messages the
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Just some more thoughts on that jayvik dbh au
#I got a lot of people saying that Viktor should be the Android#which I did mention in the tags last time#but after thinking about it I just think that the human experience is such an integral part of viktor as a character#(aside from the fact that it makes every character ever)#his pain and suffering due to his illness and disability and class#like I canāt take that away from him#not that Jayce doesnāt go through his own things too#but I think Jayceās naĆÆvetĆ© from season one lends itself well to an Android in awe of human life#and a jaded but wise Viktor who still has a good heart and sense of humour#I mean this is just my version of the au and like I think I said in my tags last time im pretty sure Iāve seen a few around with android V#definitely got recommended some fics that Iām excited to check out!#sorry for rambling - this isnāt to discredit any other interpretations!! just kind of exploring my thought process behind it :)#oh also sorry that this is angsty lol#itās fine#my art#arcane#jayvik#Jayce talis#jayce arcane#Viktor arcane#dbh#detroit become human#arcane au#noodles talks#(in the tags)
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happy gojoday to all who celebrate
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#gojo satoru#jjk gojo#jujutsu gojo#satoru gojo#characters need to stop being born in december ive only got 2 hands and only 1 of them can hold a stylus#i will b so real i fully did not plan on drawing anything for his birthday but then as with most things gojo i went sigh fiineeee#and then i desecrated a designer item for jjk purposes as u do#thank u versace 2022 pre-fall letterman for your service and for having red blue And purple u rly helped a gal out#in other news forget sukuna honestly if im his barista im killing him im spitting in his coffee and then im killing him#i held back bc /i/ didnt want to draw a massive drink but u kno that tag wld b longer than the gd cup#anyway kinda different style aka i lined again after weeks of painting which youd think would lose me time but its sm faster#id forgotten i can b fast when i want to im so happy ive still got it in me 2 finish a draws in a day#looks at the week spent on megumi's upcoming bday piece........cries#anyway hbd goe joe my feelings 4 u r complicated but u r very fun to draw and for that i thank u
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Lantanas (blue bg version!)
original
#illustration#art#plants#lantana#flowers#digital illustration#my art#nature#id in alt text#image described#artwork#flora#lantanas#artists on tumblr#non fandom tag#i couldn't decide which version i liked better so im posting both!
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announcing a new The Dynamic for 2025 which is āwhy do you get to be freeā and āwhy cant you just be freeā. All compelling relationships can be sourced to this single well
#everything is about rhaenicent except rhaenicent which is about glory to president ryan condal#if there isnt resentment what is the point of it all.#i have talked about this before but im starting to think it might be much more far reaching than my girls.#of course you can get one without the other but they will be off balance forever#a Why Do You Get To Be Free character is my favorite type of character ever. wdygtbf es numero uno#this is also jackennis and qhorinmance and a lot of things. let me think#and every relationship in black sails basically.#AND GELPHIE. THANK YOU TAGS
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rrrworl.....
#sorry i got nothing clever to say#rain world#rain world downpour#rain world the watcher#rain world spoilers#well technically these are made for last year's art month which i didnt get finished#because i was busy with my grad project and other things#but im putting the spoilers tag just so
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the party is over but I'm still #here
#nyamutsumortis world domination#im scared of the bandori fandom which is why i dont tag my posts with ave mujica#thought abt it when someone asked me who anonsoyo is....#nyamu yuutenji#mutsubi wakaba
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idk its, like a shadow
#I really loved thunderbolts yall#I loved it so much#Bucky Yelena and bob especially my beloves#thunderbolts spoilers#Tbh i was soooooooo worried they were gonna do a homelander type villian#Which personally wouldve been really boring to me#They had me in the first half ngl#Maybe the treasure was the depsession we beat along the way!#Gosh i know it was on the nose but the whole you cant get better by beating yourself up#šššššš#And bucky who was the one to acknowledge that and say this isnt right#Yo im eating this film up dude#This movie has it all depression found family some guy named bob#Thunderbolts#Marvel#Mcu#Sentry#My art#Sorry im gonna be annoying and tag the whole cast i like this sketch and want people to see it š
#Bucky barnes#yelena belova#robert reynolds#ava starr#John walker#alexei shostakov
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even dogs pass the mirror test
#hello again everyone. how's it going#isat loop#in stars and time#isat fanart#in stars and time fanart#isat#lucabyteart#isat spoilers#so. had this idea Before getting my hands on the artbook and being validated. literally have a voice note from 4:30am on the 8th where#i frantically noted down this just horrid horrid horrid caption because i'd been musing on the sasasap Dress line all day i suppose#just kind of rotating in my brain the way any kind of first time trying on new clothes for them would be .#just absolutely mental breakdown material and not one i think would be recovered from quickly. they hate being in their own skin#like. a lot? like a lot. the collateral of any kind of transfemme read was barely in my mind until it ended up relevant again while i was#actively working on this. because christ that's a bad combo. 2x different forms of body dysphoria in one. maybe even 3x somehow#plus any scenario where they get clothes is... likely gifted. something they react viciously negatively to in game and i doubt#would improve thereafter. just a veritable katamari of disgust and self-loathing#like i was mostly just thinking abt how a lot of our collective depictions of loop being alienated from their body are rather abstract#in a body horror way mostly. on account of loop being more of a metaphor than a person half the time. so i think i wanted to depict#something closer to just. a human level of body dysphoria. no focus on the whole duplicate thing just... raw disgust for the self#but with the addition of recent discussion and playing ball more with the she/her loop and transfem loop angle...#scenario of leaning into femininity to try throw off suspicion on who they are PLUS realising they might want that PLUS the party#trying to use this to bond with them PLUS body dysphoria PLUS new!gender dysphoria PLUS the usual revulsion for wanting and desire#like. that is a catastrophic combination . not coming out of that one without it getting worse for a few weeks thereafter#that's a real lash out at everyone around them and then recede in shame type breakdown. which im sure looks interesting from#the party's pov because jesus christ that touched a nerve something awful (<- they only have half the context AT BEST)#. so . there's your free scenario to ponder on if you'd want to. seeing as ive done a picture without a shitload of words on it for once#ALSO don't get smart with me in the tags about the mirror test being an absolutely ass test in most regards re: self-awareness#or that things like minnows pass it. i'm a fellow pedant dont worry. it's just that minnow doesn't really have the same ring as dog yknow?#this is supposed to be like an absolutely excruciatingly self loathing thought spoken aloud of a caption. it's pithy and cruel on purpose#and more than a little inspired by (reblogged yesterday) liminal space's 'there is no other dog. it's just you'
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Something about Viktor and Jayce waking up and cuddling in bed idk. I was sleep deprived and finished this at 6am in the morning after being up all night. So thatās why the lighting doesnāt make the most sense.
#jayvik#arcane#jayce talis#arcane jayce#viktor arcane#and theyāre t4t bc why not#I loves them so much im sending pipe bombs to their residence as we speak /j#no but fr I love them so much theyāre so special to me#fun fact this was gonna be no beard Jayce and uhh normal hair Viktor but my hands had other plans lol#idk how the hell I did this#ngl Iām embarrassed about posting this cause I literally JUST drew it this morning and I feel like Iām asking for attention#which is exactly what Iām doing I wanna show it off and thatās okay#be cringe be free#my art#also this is uhh relatively low effort I cleaned it up as much I could before I didnāt want to anymore#bc remember I was very sleepy when I made this#okay im gonna stop adding tags bc now im just stalling bye
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self-indulgent sukuna sheet
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#ryomen sukuna#sukuna#jjk sukuna#jjk spoilers#suku!megu is old news but ill tag it spoilers to be safe ghdfgk#anyway dont look at me >:/ stop it >:/#this started out so innocently in my defense . i saw some1 wearing that cash 4 souls hoodie in public MONTHS ago#and i immediately wanted sukuna in it#but then i got 2 thinking abt how i havent drawn a sukuna sketchsheet like ever and then i got to thinking how ive only drawn 1 suku!megu..#which is tragic by the way i cant believe ive only drawn him one other time smh im so behind on my quota :(((#drawing him sneering is SO fun gsdkgjsdfh i love how expressive sukuna makes megumi#anyway stop looking at me STOP IT i know what i did i know what ive done you're welcome#dedicated to the fakers in the gc who keep telling me theyre 'not sukuna fans' over their raucous barking :/// ok guys
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my march 2025 fanart for fanfic is from
Crawling under skin, my heart offered up to the feast by unacalluna (u must be logged in on ao3)
i rly love this au concept (im a sucker for forensicsā¦) and i was rly cheering luffy on as she tried her best to seduce permanently-married-to-her-work law āŗļø
please please please leave comments and kudos for the author too!
#one piece#luffy#trafalgar law#lulaw#2025fanartforfanfic#girl piece#i was trying to decide which fic to draw for this month. and man i realized it HAD to be this one bc i kept thinking about it#i kinda struggled with art this month but i think ive made it out of the woods at last#yet another case of ādrew 90% of this on call with bree for accountabilityā#una⦠if ur out there⦠i cant tag u on tumblr but i love ur fics ;__;#i hate drawing backgrounds but im trying to be better#i had fun drawing usopp slacking off on discord and having no desktop organization#but drawing trafalgar d electrical fire hazard law was my fave#shes daisychaining power strips. stop!!#usopp#I FORGOT TO TAG MY BOY
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