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how-about-some-more-whump · 22 days ago

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Sugarless シュガーレス (2012) - Whump List

Whumpees: Mukai Shiro, Shiiba Gaku, Marumo Taiji, Urabe Osamu

Synopsis: At Kushima High School, the only law that reigns is that of the strongest. Shiiba Gaku is a student who recently transferred there. His goal is to defeat "Shake", the school's strongest student, in order to take control of it. The only thing is that Shiiba Gaku isn't as good of a fighter as he seems to think, but it doesn't stop him from relentlessly picking up fights in order to prove his strength without ever admitting defeat. His unique demeanour inspires some other students, Marumo Taiji, Urabe Osamu and Shiro Mukai, who gather the courage to run after the same dream.

Notes: Probably one of the worst opening credits I’ve ever listened to (well, I actually found myself dancing along after a few episodes lmao, so not that bad I guess?). This drama is absolutely ridiculous, but it’s funny and hella whumpy, why would I ask for more? I just wish women were not so objectified but, well, it’s Japan. Have fun and always keep fighting y’all!

NB: Timestamps might be off (< 1mn) depending on where you watch the show. I do not disclose any character death on purpose. The characters are listed by chronological order of whump in each episode.

------ EPISODE 1 ------

Shiiba Gaku

2:33 Trips, punched in the face, knocked out

3:57 Wounds treated in the infirmary

5:28 Thrown back

12:40 Punched in the face

14:15 Provocative (I swear this guy has a death wish), getting beaten with a baseball bat, panting, getting beaten more, unconscious on a pile of trash, struggling to get up, punched in the face, knocked out again, lying on a pile a trash

17:31 Limping

18:13 Beaten, surrounded, groaning in pain, kicked, stepped on, beaten more, passes out

21:38 Helped to stand, punched in the face

Marumo Taiji

8:58 Pushed to the ground, hand stepped on, hit in the stomach

17:06 Punched in the sternun, wound tended to

20:58 Hit with a baseball bat

21:48 Punched in the face

------ EPISODE 2 ------

Shiiba Gaku

0:34 (Continued from previous ep) Still limping, face covered in bruises

1:58 Face grazed by a kick, bleeding, angry, held back

13:52 Fights alone against a group of students, beaten up, kicked, beaten more, drooling blood, still beaten, kicked in the face, moaning in pain, failing to get up, barely conscious

17:35 Wincing in pain

18:12 Failing to get up again, moaning

22:20 Limping

Urabe Osamu

7:05 (In a flashback) Beaten, covered in bruises, adandoned by his friends

14:38 Pushed back

17:05 Abandoned by his minions

20:01 Thrown back, knocked out, wakes up weak, helped to stand

Marumo Taiji

14:04 In a fight against Shiro, kicked a few times

15:39 Still fighting, panting

Mukai Shiro

14:04 In a fight against Marumo, punched a few times

15:39 Punched in the face, panting

------ EPISODE 3 ------

Shiiba Gaku

8:00 (This nickname suits him lmao) Kicked in the stomach

13:37 Punched in the face, hit in the stomach, kicked, trying to catch his breath

16:34 Tasered, loses consciousness

Urabe Osamu

8:47 Attacked from behind, angry, tasered, grunting in pain, collapses

10:01 Found lying on the ground after being beaten

16:25 Tasered again

Marumo Taiji

12:53 Beaten in a fight, wincing in pain

14:50 In a serious fight with Shiro, takes a few hits

Mukai Shiro

14:50 In a serious fight with Marumo, takes a few hits

17:13 Wakes up in the school infirmary, bruises on his face, remembers his defeat against Marumo, upset, falling after trying to get up, hurting his knuckles by punching the floor

------ EPISODE 4 ------

Mukai Shiro

0:03 Getting his knuckles bandaged

6:26 Attacked, hit on his wounded fist

9:09 Still attacked, has a hard time defending himself because of his injured fist, punched in the face, knocked out

Urabe Osamu

0:23 Sick, panting, unsteady, has a fever

5:41 Still sick, punched in the face, nosebleed

8:32 Blurry eyesight, unsteady, punched and kicked, has a hard time defending himself because of his disease

Shiiba Gaku

1:00 Carried into the infirmary unconscious

7:04 Angry, trips, kicked in the face, thrown back, moaning in pain, kick in the head again, curling up

Marumo Taiji

8:04 Attacked, pushed back against a locker, in a serious fight

17:13 Cornered

------ EPISODE 5 ------

Shiiba Gaku

4:12 Punched in the face

11:42 Violently punched in the face, flying backwards, dazed, struggling to stand, punched again, bloody mouth, repeatedly punched, coughing, beaten, violently punched again, rolling backwards, passes out

19:37 Unconscious, carried on someone’s back, in the infirmary

------ EPISODE 6 ------

Shiiba Gaku

2:14 Punched in the face

15:22 Falling to his knees, wincing in pain, held up, punched in the stomach, collapses, coughing

17:51 Hands tied behind his back, put in the trunk of a car

Mukai Shiro

14:45 Punched several times in the face with brass knuckles

18:03 On the ground, bloody head injury, failing to get up

19:40 Still trying to get up, panting

Urabe Osamu

15:06 Pepper spray in his eyes, screaming in pain, repeatedly punched

17:58 Lying on the ground, failing to get up

19:33 Still trying to get up, in pain, blood all over his face

------ EPISODE 7 ------

Shiiba Gaku

6:25 (Continued from previous ep) Still tied up in the trunk of a car, punched, knocked out

10:03 Punched several times in the face

12:05 Getting beaten in a fight

13:48 Struggling to stand, unsteady, panting, beaten more, moaning in pain, punched, knocked out

Mukai Shiro

8:09 Hit in the stomach, collapses

------ EPISODE 8 ------

Shiiba Gaku

14:33 Punched in the face, briefly knocked out

15:55 Shoved to the ground, kicked, punched, collapses, hit on the back while protecting someone, screaming in pain, beaten up, passes out

------ EPISODE 9 ------

Shiiba Gaku

5:36 Punched in the face (it’s just how people say hi to him at this point)

7:16 Punched several times, collapses, passes out

14:59 Punched in the face, collapses, hit again, beaten up by several people, dazed, bloody, struggling to stand, uppercut to his chin, thrown backwards, briefly knocked out, gets up again, knocked out again

Urabe Osamu

6:18 Lying on the ground covered in bloody bruises after being beaten, coughing, barely conscious

Mukai Shiro

6:24 Surrounded and attacked by a group of students, kicked in the stomach, coughing

------ EPISODE 10 ------

Shiiba Gaku

3:58 (Continued from previous ep) Found unconscious and bloody, struggling to stand up

5:39 Limping, wincing in pain, collapses

8:40 Unsteady, panting, collapses

12:22 Violently punched, thrown down the stairs, moaning in pain, failing to get up, crawling up, punched again

16:06 Unconscious on the floor

16:48 Carried on someone’s back

17:28 Wakes up, unsteady, trips and falls

22:09 Helped to walk, wincing in pain

Urabe Osamu, Mukai Shiro

6:05 In a fight, takes a few hits, panting

8:24 Overpowered, pushed against a wall

------ EPISODE 11 ------

None (surprising, I know).

------ EPISODE 12 ------

Mukai Shiro

2:57 Elbow to the face, almost knocked out

4:21 Thrown back, rolling on the floor, failing to get up, passes out

Shiiba Gaku

4:00 In a fight against Taiji, severely beaten, struggling to get up

10:18 Wounds treated on an infirmary bed, covered in bruises, struggling to stand, wincing in pain, limping

15:38 Unsteady, collapses, helped to stand, limping

18:13 Panting, collapses

Marumo Taiji

4:00 In a fight against Gaku, panting, punched

9:27 Covered in scratches and bruises

13:44 Beaten, grunting in pain, kicked, collapses

17:28 Knocked out after a long fight

Urabe Osamu

6:09 High kicked in the head, struggling to get up

8:41 Lying on the floor after being beaten

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misunhye · 1 year ago

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DREAM( )SCAPE

HIGHLIGHTS

when she first heard the demo, she didn’t think it’d be her favorite song ever 😭 but she ended up really liking it!

misun wrote a little bit of box and unknown !!

and so her ranking goes unknown > breathing > box > smoothie > icantfeelanything > carat cake 🤭

her hair was blonde this era!! she had a moment where she had pink hair ?? but then it was back to blonde so like??

she did multiple tiktoks with other idols !! txt’s taehyun, kiss of life’s julie, illit’s yunah and minju. even idols that weren’t promoting like aespa’s karina

she was on the k-star next door with jaemin, jeno, chenle and jisung 🎉 she loves jonathan it was so fun

she met zb1’s hanbin who she knew already bc she was the one who got chenle to watch LOL she was also a sung hanbin stan ^_^

misun was on eunchae’s star diary LOL it was fun misun had to do most of the talking and she insisted eunchae called her unnie. and like of course eunchae had to say misun and chaewon looked like twins…

eunchae: misun unnie, you and my chaewon unnie look alike

misun: … i have no clue what youre talking about *literally clueless*

eunchae: ??? … okay anyways

okay and when they had their fansign (240407 withmuu fansign), misun had like ?? sports gear on. don’t ask me what sport but you can see it below !! ↓

misun did dream vs dream with jisung!! FINALLY. jeno and her will be next, trust. (insert link here when i post it…)

she also went on inssadong sulzzi with lee chaeyeon!! she had sm fun and she loves interacting with other idols

she wanted to go on jaefriends but figured sm would’ve told her no

she also kinda hinted to a nct xs comeback?? she posted multiple pics of the girls in the practice room and studio on her instagram story but no comeback news yet

she’s super excited for tds3!!! she enjoyed spoiling the setlist with chenle

smoothie era was rather eventful for her? she tried her best not to go on social media and mostly just interacted with fans through weverse. it was her safe space

as soon as smoothie promos were over, though, she went silent lol per usual

surprisingly no headline worthy dating rumors this era!!

icantfeelanything teasers

SMOOTHIE OUTFITS

PHOTOCARDS

LEFT TO RIGHT: icantfeelanything, smoothie

POPULAR FANSITE SHOTS

LINES

icantfeelanything

Erased from my mind [ 0:50 — 0:52 ]

두려움을 딛어

자신을 믿어 [ 0:59 — 1:02 ]

Erased from my mind [ 1:40 — 1:41 ]

Smoothie

가차 없이 비틀어 논 다음

삼켜 sip, watch how I blend it up [ 0:15 — 0:19 ]

Smoothie, smoothie, smoothie

가볍게 씹어 삼켜

Smoothie, smoothie

Smoothie, smoothie [ 0:53 — 1:01 ]

Shower that in all this ice

결국엔 녹아 fade out [ 1:15 — 1:20 ]

거칠게 mess up, yeah [ 1:50 — 1:53 ]

달콤함만 기대한 적 없어 난 [ 2:26 — 2:30 ]

(가볍게 씹어 삼켜 smoothie) [ 2:53 — 2:56 ]

BOX

Nobody lockin' me up [ 0:37 — 0:39 ]

더 자유롭게

멈추지 않을래, ooh [ 2:06 — 2:12 ]

Carat Cake

넌 못 감춰 saying "Wow!"

외쳐 asking how [ 0:22 — 0:25 ]

That's a carat cake [ 1:01 — 1:02 ]

Oh, 손에 잡힌 그 순간 [ 1:35 — 1:36 ]

투명한 그 빛 hit the heart likе clink [ 1:58 — 2:00 ]

UNKNOWN

Why'd you ever doubt it?

No never be scared of trying [ 0:27 — 0:30 ]

Dive in, dive in, into the unknown [ 1:01 — 1:04 ]

다시 널 찾아가 into the unknown [ 1:10 — 1:12 ]

Don't change, let go

Be brave, be strong

But take it easy, no rush

I know you got it [ 1:58 — 2:05 ]

But take it easy, no rush

I know you got it [ 2:48 — 2:51 ]

(I know you try) [ 3:20 — 3:23 ]

Breathing

아주 당연했던 감각, oh

잊어버린 것만 같아, oh [ 0:36 — 0:41 ]

I've been searching for another meaning

나아갈 수 있을까 [ 0:55 — 1:01 ]

I know I'm no good without you

Baby, can you stay all night? [ 2:50 — 2:53 ]

따스해

마주 잡은 손 느낄 때

And my heart starts beating [ 3:55 — 4:04 ]

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abby118 · 9 months ago

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Behind the scenes & interviews

A response to this post. Of course, these are not all of them, there are many, but it's a list. I will probably update this later.

Thor 1 behind the scenes: ‣making of Thor (20:02 min) ‣(8:07 min) ‣modern legend featurette (5:17 min) ‣Frost Giants featurette (5:58 min) ‣Mjölnir featurette (6:36 min) ‣bts pt. 1 (5:13 min) ‣bts pt. 2 (5:15 min) ‣Tom Hiddleston's b-roll (1:00 min) ‣Tom Hiddleston with Mjölnir (0:16 min) ‣trailer (2:26 min) / X The Avengers behind the scenes: ‣TA Thor featurette (12:05 min) ‣behind the scenes (14:39 min) ‣behind the scenes (15:09 min) ‣behind the scenes Chris H. Chris E. (10:26 min) ‣assembling the ultimate team (8:06 min) ‣gag reel (4:05 min) ‣trailer (2:04 min) ‣second screen: Loki cell (0:19 min) ‣second screen: Loki (0:18 min) ‣TH & ChrE fight practice (0:41 min) Thor The Dark World behind the scenes: ‣making of/bts pt. 1 (5:01 min) ‣making of/bts pt. 2 (5:13 min) ‣Dark Elves featurette (6:56 min) ‣Tom Hiddleston b-roll (2:40 min) ‣Chris Hemsworth b-roll (4:01 min) ‣Zachari Levi b-roll (0:32 min) ‣bts (14:43 min) / X (15:02 min) ‣beyond realms featurette (1:30 min) ‣villains featurette (6:53 min) ‣VFX breakdown (4:15 min) ‣Tv spot (0:31 min) ‣Blu-ray disc menu (3:57 min) ‣ending credits (2:05 min) ‣making of TDW score (4:43 min) / live (2:37 min) / X (6:36 min) ‣trailer (2:31 min) ‣bloopers/making of (4:10 min) ‣the lost and unused clips of TDW (10:21 min) ‣TDW previsualisation effects-design (2:48 min)

Interviews & misc.: ‣Thor 1 int. (14:49 min) ‣Thor 1 press conference (37:49 min) ‣Kenneth Branagh casting int. (7:17 min) ‣Anthony Hopkins T1 (2:40 min) ‣ChH & NP T1 int. (4:19 min) ‣Tom Hiddleston Thor 1 int. (6:57 min) ‣Tom Hiddleston Thor 1 int. (2:33 min) ‣Jamie Alexander & Tom Hiddleston Thor 1 int. (10:54 min) ‣Tom Hiddleston The Avengers on set int. (3:36 min) ‣Tom Hiddleston The Avengers int. (2:18 min) ‣Tom HIddleston The Avengers int. (7:44 min) ‣Tom Hiddleston The Avengers int. pt. 1 (12:10 min), pt. 2 (12:39 min) ‣The Avengers movie panel (43:03 min) ‣The Avengers press conference (23:10 min) ‣Tom Hiddleston Q&A pt. 1 (24:10 min), pt. 2 (30:47 min) ‣disney channel TDW int. (1:15 min) ‣TDW Chris Hemsworth on set int. (4:33 min) ‣TDW Tom Hiddleston on set int. (6:29 min) ‣TDW premiere press conference (27:30 min) ‣TDW ChH, TH int. (6:15 min) ‣TDW int. about Loki (1:24 min) ‣TDW Tom Hiddleston int. (7:50 min) ‣TDW Tom Hiddleston int. (5:45 min) ‣TDW uncle Vili int. (11:49 min) ‣TDW int. TH, AT, KF (33:28 min) ‣SDCC (4:07 min) / SDCC featurette (4:51 min) / TH interview (13:34 min) ‣Tom Hiddleston & Zac Levi "Conversations for a Cause" (1:08:53) ‣Tom Hiddleston int. pt. 1 (5:02 min), pt. 2 (7:39 min), pt. 3 (4:49 min) ‣Tom Hiddleston on working with KB & ChH (9:15 min) ‣Thor & Loki panel from Philadelphia 2016 (44:05 min) (list of filmed deleted scenes)

#the link post #Thor 1 #The Avengers #Thor The Dark World #Tom Hiddleston #Chris Hemsworth #interviews #behind the scenes #on set #Let me know if something's linked wrong. I haven't checked all of them.

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1ris5starlight · 3 months ago

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🤩❗

(0:22) (Ptff- for real, man🤚) "ADHD goes hard" - Moon 2025

(0:41) At this hour-?

(0:52) Huh, nice!

(1:29) Oh ok

(1:50) Oh! That would really interesting to see!

(2:04) Huh. Ok-

(2:41) Oh, neat!

(3:07-3:13) Ptff-!🤭💞

(3:16-3:18) Aww!🤭💞

(3:27) Oh wow- I didn't expect that-!

(4:02) Oh god- IS THE MULTICOLOR SFERE IN THE SKY THE STAR?!

(4:17) OH GOD- IS THAT SUN?! (He sounds more happy and serene here...)

(4:33) oh- this Sun is actually gay! Neat!

(4:46) I feel like Moon is gonna tease Sun about this-

(5:17) By yourself..? Are you..alone here..?

(5:22) Oh! Ok! (I got scared for a second-)

(5:26) Huh?! There are only these Moon and Sun here?

(6:33) Oh-

(6:35) ptff-🤭

(6:40) PTFFF-🤭🤣🤣

(7:45) Ptff- even this Sun doesn't think his rays are hair-

(8:01) WHAT- A COUPLE OF HUNDERS THOUSAND YEARS OLD- HUH?!

(8:26) Ptff- ok-🤭

(8:35) what are you doing Moon with that star-....PTFFFFFF-🤭🤣🤣🤣💞

(9:28) 🤭💫 (I'm loving this so much-!)

(10:05) WHAT-

(11:00) oh- that's sad-

(11:08) Ya know? That might actually be a good idea-

(11:45) Ptff-🤭💞

(12:02) Well, Sun had said it multiple times he's not gay, but I really thought the percentage would have been like 10-20% or something-

(12:30) *snores* 🤣

(12:49) D@mn it-

(13:04) What do you mean you don't know where your Moon is?!

(13:29) WHAT?! HE'S THE ISLAND?!

(14:25) ....this is kinda sad... this Sun alone for so long that he just got to the level can't distinc what's real and what's not...

This was interesting and kinda sad to watch-..

#fnaf #fnaf daycare attendant #fnaf security breach #fnaf sb #sams #sun and moon show

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maddogofshimano · 1 year ago

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Hello! Seeing this blog was an insta-follow. JW, did u do a translation somewhere of…whatever this is? https://youtu.be/tfAqq15hv5s?si=xXzvWG1ImZ_qGGGb

I’d love to know what she’s saying, I’m scraping and scrounging for more Goromi content. There *is* a translation in the comments section, but it’s worded strangely…

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hey thanks!! I am waaaaaaaaay less confident in translating spoken stuff, especially with Goromi's wildly fluctuating accent and general screeching but at one point I did go through and do some of the easier ones. however!! a kind soul has transcribed everything in the comments since the last time I checked so I'm doing this proper now. under a cut because it got long lol

italics is Goromi dropping into the masc Majima-style voice

0:00 どーもーゴロ美でーす。真島? あ? 誰やそれつべこべ言わんとはよドンペリ入れんかい! Hiii I'm Goromi. Majima? Huh? Don't talk about whoever that is, hurry up and bring out the Dom Perignon! 0:13 はぁあん仕事もできる女それがゴ・ロ・美またモテてまうわぁはぁ参るなぁ Haaa~ A woman can do work too. That's Go - ro - mi. She'll be popular again. Haa~ Give me a call~ 0:28 めっちゃジロジロ見られたわぁ嫌やわぁセクハラちゃうー? I'm gettin' stared at so much. I don't like it. Is this sexual harassment? 0:35 よっしゃー! 暴れるでぇお前らー! All right! I'm gonna go ballistic on you all! 0:39 あ? パンツ見えてる? だからなんやねん Huh? Ya can see my panties? Watch where you're lookin'! 0:46 あーあ早う桐生ちゃん来んかのぉー Ahhhh… won't Kiryu-chan hurry up~? 0:53 なんや俺は安い女とちゃうで　 What is it? I ain't a cheap gal. 0:59 あ? パンツ見えてる? いやーんこのドスケベー目ん玉くり抜いたろかぁ! Ya can see my panties? Ooooh ya perv~! I'll gouge out your fuckin' eyes!* 1:08 いやーんええ飲みっぷりやないかぁちょっと見直したでぇ Oooh, you seem like ya can hold your drink~ I'm startin' to come around on ya~ 1:16 うち強い奴が好きやねんうちをその気にさせたいんならぁ殺す気で来いやぁ! Me, I like strong guys. If ya want me to like you… then ya better come at me like ya want me dead!* 1:27 やだゴロ美ったらドキドキしてる気に入ったでぇおぉ! ドス持ってこいやぁ! いっちょやり合おうやないかー! No way, ya got Goromi's heart all flutterin'. Oh! This is perfect for my dagger! Time to fight!" 1:39 うちも一杯もらってええか? 今日はなんだか飲みたい気分やねん Is it alright if I get one too? Today I'm in the mood to drink. 1:48 はいどーぞっ! ゴロ美特性ゲロマズカクテルやでぇなぁ飲めや Here you go! Goromi's special super yucky cocktail! …Hey, drink it. 1:57 桐生ちゃん驚くやろなぁ Kiryu-chan's a surprisin' guy~ 2:01 ゴロ美ドキドキしちゃう You're gonna make Goromi's heart flutter.* 2:04 うちがナンバーワンキャバ嬢ゴロ美や覚えときー I'm the number one cabaret girl Goromi, ya better remember that. 2:12 ヒーヒッヒヒヒー惚れても知らんでぇ Hehehehee not my fault if you're fallin' for me~* 2:16 ますますべっぴんになってくでぇ I'm becoming more and more beautiful~ 2:20 奇麗なバラにはトゲがあるんやでぇ A beautiful rose still has its thorns. 2:26 魔性の女それがゴロ美やでぇ Goromi, a woman with a devilish nature~ 2:31 ゴロ美の新たな魅力感じてやぁ Experience Goromi's fresh new glamor. 2:36 ふぉーんなかなか見どころあるやないかぁま、けどアフターはお預けや There's a lot of good things to see, aren't there? Well, that will have to wait for the after hours date. 2:45 やるやないかぁへえぇゴロ美アフター権進呈したるわこのボケがぁ! Well it can't be helped. I'm presentin' ya with the rights to an after hours date with Goromi. Ya dumb ass! 2:56 ご指名おおきに Thank ya for requestin' me.* 2:59 男女がやる事いうたらー喧嘩しかないやろがぁ! There's a thing that men and women do together… They fight each other! 3:06 か弱いレディーに何するんじゃボケェ! This weak lady, what the hell are ya doin' to her, idiot! 3:10 あかーんそんなんじゃゴロ美は濡れへんでぇ! Siiiilly, that kind of thing won't get Goromi wet! (tl note: I……………………. I feel like there's something I'm misreading here. but. turns out I'm not!!) 3:14 当店はお触り禁止じゃぁ! We don't allow touching in this establishment!!! 3:17 野暮な男は嫌いやでぇ! I hate men with no manners!!

(tl note: the rest of these are various battle callouts) 3:24 ボトル入りまーす! Bottle comin' through! 3:26 これうちの名刺! Here's… my business card! 3:30 ゴロ美に惚れたら火傷するでぇ! If ya fall for Goromi… You're gonna get burned! 3:35 お客様は神様なわけあるかボケェ! The customer is king… what a stupid idea! 3:41 イーヒッヒヒヒー太客認定したるわぁ! Eeehehehehee, I just bagged a big spender! 3:46 シャンパン入りまーす! Champagne comin' through! 3:49 花はいつか散るんやでぇ Flowers will… always scatter… 3:54 終わりがあるから美しいんやでぇ Because they must end… They are beautiful… 4:01 またのご来店お待ちしてまーす! We look forward to seeing you agaaaaiiiin! 4:05 はぁうちをもっと燃えさす奴はおらんのかいなぁ Haaa… is there no one left who can get me fired up? 4:11 ゴロ美の「み」は皆殺しの「み」じゃぁ! The "mi" in "Goromi" is… from the "mi" in "minagoroshi"! (tl note: wholesale slaughter) 4:16 稼ぎ時を逃さん女それがゴロ美じゃボケェ! Goromi, a woman who's never let a chance to make a profit escape her! 4:23 ヒヒッゴロ美ほてってきたでぇ Hehe, Goromi's burnin' hot! 4:29 ヒヒッ延長やぁ当たり前やろ! Hehe, an extension. Obviously! (tl note: for using a continue in a fight) 4:36 ごっついのぉ Real strong, huh… (tl note: for losing)

whew! as usual if I fucked something else please tell me some of this stuff gets real in the weeds. all I can do is my best

thanks again for the follow and for suggesting this! I'm real glad I took another look, that minagoroshi line really made me laugh. unrelated to Goromi but I'll have a new event up in a week or so because the one going on right now is so incredibly funny to me. it's a Saejima event. look forward to it * Edit: a couple of line corrections thanks to @imustbenuts Thank you again!!!

#rggo #ryu ga gotoku online #yakuza #ryu ga gotoku #like a dragon #Goromi #majima goro #trickinabucket #majima

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patopq · 17 days ago

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Nott & jester supercut timestamps

TLDR: for my first c2 watch, i wrote down every timestamp of every nott-jester moment in the campaign and.. here they are

so, a friend told me we could split work, so now there ARE chances im ever doing this in video form at some point. in the meantime ill just leave them under the cut if anyone wants them at hand.

disclaimer: it WOULD be only timestamps but i left notes for myself so i could find these moments later. there's a mix of spanish and this is not really.. made to be understandable, its a guide for future me but i also find it hilarious.

there are also sam & laura moments

this genuinely helps me as a tool to look up what happens in what episode. its like.. uh when was that moment?? oh right around the time jester and nott send a letter to caleb's ex girlfriend.. i prob wrote that down XD

yes, you can find every nott & jes moment that has ever fucking happened and if theres something missing absolutely tell me so i can add it!! the video is not being made yet (at times i did have to think to myself.. ok maybe this moment isnt worth adding or it'll be TOO long)

TIMESTAMPS:

Ep1 0:37:52 are you guys staying here? "Dont move tiefling can only see movement" Ep1 55:43 look at all these friends we're making here Ep2 3:41:40 Ep2 4:01:13 "it was Ornna" Ep3 1:53:57 good cop / bad cop Ep4 3:54:57 "beau, let the detectives figure this out" Ep5 0:37:35 jester gives nott flowers Ep5 2:55:04 jester cura a nott "oh no nott 😔" Ep7 2:17:34 nott & jester HDYWTDT Ep9 0:36:22 "i was desanitising him" Ep10 0:40:07 nott borrows jesters ring NOTT moment Ep10 46:20-46:26 / 48:09-48:38 Ep11 0:48:21 laura sees sam's cask Ep12 2:22:38 trying to throw a grappling hook Ep12 3:15:20 "i save nott" Ep13 3:49:30 pumat reading tary's book Ep14 1:27:36 Jester's fartsEp16 1:24:35 nott & the rings Ep16 3:49:54 "make out with him" Ep16 3:52:30 "gee, i should take baths more often" Ep17 0:52:44 & 53:42 "ill bet agaisnt her" Ep17 1:38:13 "jester! should i shoot him?" Ep19 0:25:12 & 0:27:18 nott betting for jester Ep20 0:14:31 nott pukes whiskey Ep22 3:07:04 "maybe mermaids rescued you" Ep22 3:09:32 Ep23 1:17:08 "kiri do you want some human jerky" Ep24 0:13:25 jester gives nott a sparkler Ep24 1:01:10 but caleb. We want to dance with you Ep24 1:47:09 J&N macarena dance (drinking game) Ep26 2:36:43 'jester says im a great detective' Ep29 3:43:37-:42 & 44:08-:24 & 44:48 "case closed" Ep30 0:13:58 "case closed" (again) Ep30 0:27:38 "snuggle up for body warmth" Ep30 3:09:14 "afraid? Im not afraid of anything!" Ep31 18:56-21:39 sending a letter to the solstryce academy concerning Astrid Ep31 1:53:38-54:00 & 58:13 & 58:39 & 59:14 2:00:37 N&J sullying a temple Ep32 1:55:35-1:56:55 Nott meets Jester's mom Ep32 1:57:43 "she CAN heal, she's able to" Ep32 2:18:28 J&N draw the gentleman Ep36 0:30:11 "no, you go next" Ep36 0:35:02 J&N interrogan a un pirata Ep37 1:20:51 Laura y sam whispering uk'otoa Ep37 1:43:26-44:41 & 44:53 checking fjord's abs Ep38 0:28:13 nott trying to lie to jester about rubies Ep39 1:30:04-1:30:30 Nott on (fruit) drugs Ep39 2:34:21-36:34 & 38:01-39:02 & 39:58 & 42:04-42:37 J&N awesome shot, fluffernutter Ep39 3:29:11 Fluffernutter shot going off Ep41 0:21:14-26:11 J&N talk the kiss Ep41 2:07:34-48 & 08:30 descubren el potencial del pincel magico Ep42 2:44:32-42 "dont let go nott" "oh im letting go" Ep42 2:51:29-52:40 "are you saying.. that we made a mistake?" Ep44 1:02:33 "auto-tuna" nott moment Ep45 2:08:02 "are we being replaced?" Ep45 0:38:15-39:46 meeting twiggy & the flower in jester's hair Pt1 Ep45 4:33:57 "i think it worked" flower Pt2 Ep46 0:43:04 is he hitting on you Ep46 2:37:16- nott fears going to the water Ep47 1:32:45-33:15 "thanks mom" Ep47 1:57:18 "that's if there's ANY LEFT 🗣️" (money) Ep48 3:18:02 "no, there's people out there he knows, you dummy" Ep48 3:53:26- laura after seeing notts backstory Ep52 1:10:57-11:12 J&N & the minotaur Ep52 3:39:19 J&N ringing 2 bells Ep52 3:47:12-49:21 & 50:43-52:40 & 53:06-:49 J&N talk to that lady "we're a dinamyc duo" Ep54 0:55:07-:32 "so what's yer name, ey?" "Ohhh" Ep54 1:41:59-42:57 "we might need a man to take care of us, fjord" Ep57 1:20:01-21:54 & 23:16-:25 & 23:53-26:07 & 26:31-:44 & 26:50-27:02 & 29:15-30:00 & 33:24-:30 & 35:02-:23 nott reunites with yeza Ep57 3:01:47 "a bone?" Jester tattoos yeza & Nott Ep58 2:34:42-35:58 Ep58 2:37:37-39:24 calling luc (Veth's son) Ep58 2:40:58-41:43 "I LOVE YOU" Ep60 3:46:25 watching yasha, sleeping under leaves Ep61 0:55:51 thinking of a way to humiliate bodo

Ep61 1:03:25-:55 half the party dressed as Bodo and 2nd half as his lover, performing his poem Ep62 1:12:22-14:53 caleb finds out J&N sent a letter to the solstryce academy regarding Astrid 17:18 N&J regret doing the letter Ep63 0:47:11 CYCLE BROKEN Ep64 0:29:28-30:00 bcs you are shiny, blue and beautiful? Ep64 1:05:04 "im real drunk" "oh nott :(" Ep65 2:55:07 jester is rlly bad at sending messages Ep66 1:10:35 jester steals nott's flask (pay attention to laura and sam here) EP69 0:18:58 nott asks about her flask Ep70 2:31:29-32:11 deciding who's talking to the birght queen Ep71 57:50 my sam riegel is showing Ep71 2:23:08-:30 lauras reaction to nott possibly leaving the m9 Ep76 2:46:13-:50 & 47:16-:38 & 47:56-50:03 killing the innocent guard Ep77 2:25:30-26:56 updating yeza on details Ep77 2:28:56-29:18 yeza didnt understand the message Ep77 2:38:04-39:30 checking on ~~the gentleman~~ dad Ep80 0:20:06-:30 & 21:04 who stole the beacon Ep80 0:22:01-:53 J&N try to act normal Ep80 1:34:10-:25 (beau just discovered where the heart that obann is seeking is but jester had said it before) Ep81 1:01:07 jester throws nott into the abbys of doom Ep81 1:15:22-:34 "r u gonna throw me into the abbys (again)?" Ep81 3:26:41-:55 there have been attacks in hupperdook "thats where kiri is you guys" "was" Ep82 is jester in love with the traveler? Ep83 59:27 ask me a question only i would know Ep83 1:12:35 this is essentially a crime scene Ep84 2:56:47-47:00 jester wants to pull fjord aside Ep84 2:58:41 what do you think they're talking abt? Ep84 3:01:26 what do you think they're talking abt? Ep85 1:39:29-40:23 & 40:47 & 43:14-34 discussing if they want to go see the gentleman or not Ep85 3:19:27-20:08 & 20:40 nott and brave lawfirm got mail Ep86 3:59:28-:47 entering the weird ass obann cult, they took nott Ep90 0:25:36 thats what we do best, steal and solce mysteries Ep91 im trying to find my place in the world Ep91 1:21:45 howndis the lady that teansformed nott look like Ep91 1:39:41 what am i doing wrong you guys Ep92 2:43:02-47:27 Ep93 2:37:16 "we're listening to matt" Ep93 2:49:35 sneaking into the hag's hut Ep93 immidietaly after dealing with the hag Ep95 "i mean, how old are you?" Ep96 1:50:49 talking to eremis stone. ep96 3:18:00 "im asking you to open your heart to chaos :)" Ep97 1:40:58-41:35 Ep97 2:57:41 talking to lord dezrain thain Ep97 1:44:16-45:07 & 1:46:30 notts ritual to becoming veth :) Ep98 0:44:12 an advice for jester sendings Ep99 1:02:48 Ep100 0:26:58 no explanation needed Ep101 0:31:11 Ep101 2:14:40-16:08 Ep103 27:13 Ep104 1:46:19 talking to the trees in rumblecusp Ep106 51:30-:34 & 51:56 good use of control water Ep106 1:35:05 the traveler con people are arriving the island Ep106 1:43:17 "we have a probletunity" Ep107 26:34 brainstorming traveler con (oh god) Ep107 1:16:28 about dick-hunt Ep107 2:09:43-10:17 deciding if to go hubt the big or small Trex Ep108 44:47-45:03 whats going to happen at traveler con? Ep108 1:33:33 nott anouncing jessie at trav. con Ep108 3:15:44 "give it to her now!" (the great 108-115 depression. i prob binged so much i forgot i was making this. i had vacations ok) Ep115 49:47-51:48 asking abt dagen's love life Ep118 2:01:49 jester getting used to being 5 years older now Ep119 3:17:17-:24 Ep122 36:58-37:17 & 37:33 Ep123 2:48:29 veth find out about fjorester Ep123 3:09:23 veth gives jester a lil something Ep126 31:31 Ep129 1:17:17-19:10 & 19:34 heavily considering a detective agency Ep131 3:14:07 jesters death wishes Ep133 2:56:40 deadnaming veth Ep134 1:07:56 "i wish i had jester here" Ep134 2:33:30 beau is great tho Ep135 2:27:05 saying goodbye to the aeormaton Ep139 40:01 but you've stolen from me.. Ep140 4:38:57 wanna paint a big dick? Ep141 47:54 sending a message to yeza as veth Ep141 3:46:09 jester, you're the painter Ep141 4:15:21 veth, the one with the giant tots Ep141 4:34:32 detective agency Ep141 5:14:35 tattoo req

shortcuts or stuff:

N&J = nott & jester This is unrelevant to you as a viewer but in case you were wondering what the signs meant, they are a guide for me: [ _:_ - _:_ ] means: 'starts in _ and ends in _' [ _:_ & _:_ ] means: 'starts in _, then it starts pt2 with a gap between those 2 clips' (but its all the same scene. im just skipping unrelevant moments) if there's no "_:_ - _:_" then its bcs i trust future me to have the same train of thought as i did when i wrote down the timestamp, thats why i end up not writing down the "when to finish the clip"; future me will know what to do

#look this shit was a COMMITMENT ok. im more of a jester fan than my fucking widogast-filled blog gives me credit for i swear #nott & jes what if we were friends like... irl #a lot of this is left like ehh ill know what to do later. because im me and i share a brain with myself so. to ME this is completely #understandable. but if someone tried to do something with these notes alone im afraid they wouldnt understand shit #also if enough ppl are interested i could attach links to it but that would take time to do. so yk. a LOT of ppl better want that. srry #CHAOS CREW #not rlly #just chaotic duo #nott the brave #veth brenatto #jester lavorre #critical role #mighty nein #patopq #critical role spoilers

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simply-whump · 10 months ago

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Strange Tales of Jiang Cheng (江城诡事) - Whump List

Whumpee : Qin Huo Le played by Xia Zhi Guang and Song He played by Caesar Wu

Synopsis : In the early years of the Republic of China, the situation in Jiangzhou in the southwest region was chaotic, which led to frequent spies. Qin Huo Le, who returned from studying abroad, met detective captain Song He and with the help of the quirky female forensic doctor Fan Xiao Fan, the three of them worked together to solve 8 bizarre murder cases and bring justice to the world. (MDL)

Genres : Thriller, Mystery, Investigation, Bromance

Warning! Possible spoilers below!

Qin Huo Le

Ep 1 : None

Ep 2 : (01:35) Arm twisted — (11:35) Throwing up

Ep 3-4 : None

Ep 5 : (12:5) Choked

Ep 6 : (08:55) Crying

Ep 7 : (11:30) Am twisted — (11:55) In handcuffs

Ep 8 : (06:10) Knife at his neck, captured, hands and feet tied, gagged (Gif Set)

Ep 9 : (0:50) Still tied up —(04:45) Knife at his throat — (06:23) Found, untied, taken hostage

Ep 10-23 : None

Ep 24 : (03:05) Arm twisted

Ep 25 : None

Ep 26 : (05:05) Thrown to the ground, attacked, knife at his throat

Ep 27-35 : None

Ep 36 : Missing, suspect in a case

Ep 37 : None

Ep 38 : (00:45) Tied up with rope the whole episode

Ep 39 : (09:30) Still tied up, black hood on his head, gagged, saved — (13:40) Restrained

Ep 40 : (05:25) Wakes up from a nightmare

Ep 41 : None

Ep 42 : (06:45) Fighting, hit — (09:10) Shot at, more fighting, gun pointed at his head — (12:50) Hit several times, choked, punched, Song He comes to the rescue

Ep 43 : (08:25) Handcuffed (wants to infiltrate a prison)

Ep 44 : (03:00) Handcuffed, about to infiltrate a prison (very dangerous), hugged by his friends — (10:25) Manhandled, restrained, force fed something disgusting, coughing

Ep 45 : (01:00) Glass cup smashed on his head, knocked out — (07:10) Wakes up in a cell, holding his stomach, in pain — (12:35) Stomach hurting, sweating

Ep 46 : None

Ep 47 : (02:50) Fighting, hit

Ep 48 : (04:05) Walking unsteadily, holding his stomach, passes out, wakes up in bed, concern for him — (09:10) Crying, vision blurry passes out — (11:30) Wakes up tied up

Ep 49-50 : None

Ep 51 : (01:00) Teary-eyed, fighting — (10:20) Teary-eyed

Ep 52 : (00:50) Teary-eyed, crying — (10:20) Crying

Song He

Ep 1-2 : None

Ep 3 : (10:35) Fighting, choked, in an explosion, found collapsed on the floor, concern for him, helped up, stumbling — (11:30) Wound treated, in pain, alcohol dumped on his wound, screaming in pain (semi-comedic)

Ep 4-12 : None

Ep 13 : (07:30) Feeling unwell, collapses unconscious, concern for him, surrounded by some poison miasma — (09:15) Wakes up, slightly disoriented

Ep 14-27 : None

Ep 30 : (08:55) Surrounded by smoke, coughing, collapses, passes out, concern for him, woken up

Ep 31-38 : None

Ep 39 : (01:50) Fighting, hit

Ep 40 : (02:00) Surrounded by enemies — (03:45) Just had a tough fight, injured, tired, bleeding, saved — (09:20) Grabbed on his injury, wincing in pain

Ep 41-46 : None

Ep 47 : (11:30) Drugged, stumbling, vision blurry, cut with a knife multiple times, hit, fighting, pinned to the ground, stabbed in the chest, jumps through a window, shot, still manages to escape (Gif Set)

Ep 48 : (03:35) Bleeding, barely conscious, concern for him — (09:45) Carried unconscious, concern for him — (12:00) Unconscious in bed, wakes up, pale and feverish, in pain, concern for him

Ep 49 : (00:50) In bed, weak

Ep 50 : None

Ep 51 : (01:25) Slight concern for him, fighting — (06:25) Shot, collapses, bleeding, concern for him

Ep 52 : None

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lipshits-continuous · 1 year ago

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Explanation Posts

I explain my url (continuity in ℝ) 05/06/2022

Definition of a Ring 07/10/2022

Definition of a Metric Space 16/10/2022

Open and Closes sets in a Metric Space 16/10/2022

Convergence and Continuity in Metric Spaces 22/10/2022

Bounded and Compact sets in a Metric Space 23/10/2022

I show 0.9999...=1 30/11/2022

Linear Maps and Isomorphisms 18/01/2023

Ring homomorphisms, Ideals, Quotients, and the First Isomorphism Theorem 12/03/2023

Mutamorphic Functions (technically not an explanation post but still belongs here) 29/06/2023

Second Countability of ℝⁿ 04/07/2023

The Weierstrass Function 23/08/2023

Unbroken Workbrooks (A post about continuity written in Anglish) 19/09/2023

Countable Sets have 0 Lebesgue Outer Measure 17/10/2023

Introduction to Homotopy 05/02/2024

The Fundamental Group 16/02/2024

Continuity in Terms of Open Sets 16/02/2024

The Set of Finitely Generated Free Groups as a Monoid 01/03/2024

Intro to Topology: Metric Spaces 12/03/2024

Intro to Topology: Topological Spaces and Continuity 19/03/2024

Intro to Topology: Closed Sets and Limit Points 26/03/2024

Intro to Topology: Hausdorffness 26/03/2024

Intro to Topology: Connectedness 27/03/2024

Intro to Topology: Path Connectedness 28/03/2024

Intro to Topology: Compactness 11/04/2024

Intro to Topology: Bases and Second Countability 12/04/2024

Intro to Topology: Product Spaces 23/04/2024

Intro to Topology: The Heine-Borel Theorem 24/04/2024

Intro to Topology: Quotient Spaces 25/04/2024

Intro to Topology: Important Examples 26/04/2024

Intro to Topology: Conclusions and Remaining Questions 26/04/2024

The Dirac Delta Distribution is not an Extended Real Function 03/05/2024

The Fundamental Group of a Topological Group is Abelian 10/06/2024

Proof of the Factor Theorem 30/06/2024

A Short Intro to Category Theory 23/10/2024

An Example of When Connectedness Implies Path Connectedness 17/11/2024

Relative de Rham Cohomology 13/06/2025

#lipshits posts #maths posting #mathblr #mathematics #maths

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coffeegnomee · 9 months ago

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I wanted to write about how far Zam has come with his character for like a week now and now he’s acknowledged it himself so I finally grabbed all the quotes.

Let’s go down memory lane shall we?

DAY 1

24:00 “There’s a ghost that haunts my dreams [...] I see him in my sleep. He tells me to kill people. But I don’t want to kill anyone”

“I have to hold it in.. [...] I wish I had like horror sound effects to play and images of every lifesteal member dead and I could flash them across the screen” does that.

ZAM: “*lights armadillo on fire* “give it a slow, painful death” PENTAR: “for someone against the whole idea of killing, you seem to have a gruesome way around killing things.” ZAM “I’m still me” [armadillo dies.] “I can only resist the urges so much [evil giggle]”

10:07:00 after Pentar kills him “It’s not about being above anyone by not killing people, I would just prefer not to. Because last season I feel like I was.. Something else. And I don’t want to do that again. I don’t want to be that again. You know?”

“Because it’s not supposed to be some morality, ‘I’m better than you’ kind of thing, you know? I don’t want to be on some like high horse. It’s more of like, I just don’t wanna let the demon out, you know, that type of thing”

Reflecting on the first two days, I wrote this about Zam: This season looks like an internal battle of his personal desire to complete a minecraft challenge™ (no kills) vs his desire to do lore and change his character multiple times. And I just don’t think the challenge wins long term. A challenge isn’t what makes him love lifesteal, it’s the lore.

Day 4 7/9/24

1:01:05 “‘zam has no enemies’ no, it’s not that I have no enemies, it’s just that if I kill people, I’m going to become like a monster. Like way worse than anyone else on the server. You know? And I like don’t want that reputation if I’m like just peacefully building. [...] ‘oh bro’s scared to hurt others then?’ yup! [...] ‘bad things will happen…. (meep)’ yea last time I hurt someone, last time i tried to hurt someone, bad things happened. And i just… can’t do that again, you know?”

1:21:40 killing bogged in trial chamber. “It feels nice cutting things down, I don’t think I’ve been doing enough of this. [...] I’m going to kill all of you, I’m going to kill every single one of you. [...] is it weird to say that I’ve missed this? Even though ‘this’ is just cutting down a bunch of skeletons, just jumping up and down and left clicking [...] [evil giggles (and not to anything in chat)] [...] my sword might say “im so sorry’ but I’m not sorry, I’m not even a little sorry right now”

2:19:05 “”also Zam is emo’ (chips) “no i’m not! I’m so happy! I’m the happiest i've been in a long time. That’s why I have my nipple out. That’s not true why did i say that”

4:04:50 Wemmbu killed Spoke. ZAM: “[opens statistics] it still says zero. It still says zero. It still says zero it still says zero. So I’m fine. I’m fine. Cause it still says zero.. [walks around base] I’m fine. It’s perfectly fine. ‘0 plants potted’ (arch) okay actually that’s what I got the clay for so.. Thank you for saying that actually, very convenient timing. [goes to shed to smelt] [blows out breath] I’m just gonna chop down trees. I’m just gonna chop down trees and I’m just gonna leave this group and I’m gonna chop down trees and I’m gonna have a fun time and nothing bad’s gonna happen. And everything’s gonna be a-okay [hannah logged on] I thought Mapicc logged on I cannot lie. Okay maybe I’m scared. [Mapicc logs on] [gasp, crouches] motherfucker. Motherfucker [under breath]”

Dies to Mapicc three times.

5:26:00 is thinking about how he’s doing a character nobody else on lifesteal has done before. Puts on a lore song. “‘If there’s one thing you’ve been consistent in the last two seasons, it’s been steady in your morals until the end’ (chips) yea. But here’s the thing though [giggle] does it matter? Or like, what’s it called. Am I restricting myself? Do you guys think? Most definitely, right. And it’s like. I dunno, a big part of me feels like it would be nice to like, let go, and just like, join in on all the violence, and everything, and all that stuff. You know? Like it would be nice. It would be nice, I think. Maybe. Maybe not, I don't know… [evil giggle] ahhh. [long pause, arch in chat said ‘once you do it you can’t go back though’ he doesn’t read it out] [lore music cuts out] [very seriously] no that’s stupid. No. I’m not gonna. I’m not gonna. [blows breath] I’m not gonna let myself go as far as I did last season. I’m not gonna let myself do anything like that again [tehe giggle] [huffs out breath]”

5:28:18 “‘it was fun tho’ (chips) it was, but it was fun at the expense of others. It was fun… but it was damaging to the server.. It was. I dunno. I don’t think it’s who I want to be. I don’t think I was born to be…That. you know? I don’t know. I feel like that’s not who I am. I feel like that was never who I was.”

7/13/24 end fight day

~2:38:00 ZAM: “‘its not ok to kill people but it's ok to ask people really nicely to kill people you don't like’ I’m allowed to persuade people’s opinions, I think, and I can only do that when I’m really really mad. [...] But i dunno. [sigh] I’ve messaged both opposing teams so i dunno, I don’t care enough though. Whatever. This is beyond me."

“Joker zam went back into his closet’ (meep) that’s true. I was possessed for a second there. [messages MC chat saying that] ‘my evil self wishes for me to kill everyone. I won’t tho.'

7/14/24 day he kills planet

Hour and half of Pangi messing with him while he gets more and more frustrated at the shulker farm.

1:28:50 Zam flies after Pangi and crits him out, but he stops. “I can’t crit him out like that, I’m gonna get my first player kill and it’s gonna ruin all my lore”

1:40:00 pangi is still singing, Zam bows him, then tries fishing rodding him. He comes up the farm PANGI: “hey PrinceZam, do you need therapy?” ZAM: “shut up you always got some noise to make, shut up. [...] I bet you’re my first kill this season” PANGI: “BAHAHAA” ZAM: “just kidding I won’t kill anyone. Just kidding. Just kidding just kidding. That was a joke. That was a joke. I won’t kill anyone. [blows out breath]” PANGI: “okay PrinceZam.”

1:47:00 ZAM: “what the fuck just happened to me. Dude, I need to stop. He keeps, he keeps trying to get me to get my first kill, bro. He’s trying to get me to get my first kill. I can’t. I can’t do it. I can’t do it. It’s getting harder and harder, with each and every day, to hold back [sigh] oooh kay. ‘Why aren’t you killing anybody’ because as soon as I kill one person, I go down a dark dark path. And you don’t want to see that dark dark path. ‘WE DO’ I don’t. K fine, maybe you do. I don’t. A great darkness lurks within me. A great darkness lurks within me. It’s consumed me, ever since, ever since I was young. ‘Your dark side is banging on the door, let the poor guy in’ no. noo. I’m gonna build a closet in my house. ‘PLEASE DO IT’ where could I even, oh I know where I could actually build a closet right now, let’s do that right now actually hold on. Unironically lets do that right now”

6:24:44 zam goes to bacon in his base, “Whenever I sleep, he comes to me. So i try not to sleep in that bed anymore” BACON: “[baffled] how did that even start. Like how did you even, what, how did this even become a thing in your head” ZAM: “[ignoring] there’s a demon in my closet, any time, any time I die he comes closer to possessing me.” BACON: “okay what is the demon trying to get you to do.” ZAM: “kill everyone” BACON: “oooohhh. Oh I like that. Okay okay” `

Then there’s the fated Bacon stream

2:39:00 bacon and planet meme around about the build battle rules and Zam snaps, “if you want to be a bitch about it you don’t have to fucking play, goddamm. Dumbass fucking planetlord and baconnwaffles. I hate both of you. Fuck you guys. I’m going back into the house… i’m going into my closet”

They clean up spawn a bit, he comes back out swinging at them. Then goes on top of the lighthouse and starts shooting them from a distance.

Planet takes off all his armor and pops like a grape.

Then on Spep’s stream he stalks Spep around to the End islands, generally just looks really threatening. Says he won’t remember this when he wakes up, but Spep will.

7/15/24

~14:00 ZAM: “[strained] dude, pangi I killed planet” PANGI: “[strained too]I know. Hey, it wasn’t your fault” ZAM: “i shouldn’t have even had a bow”

He builds the tree and writes his first oath

In the first draft he wrote “I cannot do anything that goes against the interest of the entire server”

he changed “entire server” to “majority of players” to “most players”

And changed “attack any player” because chat went crazy about him not being able to punch anyone, to “kill any other players”

7/18/24

Flame and mapicc start fighting

22:40 ZAM: “dude I did give mapicc a heads up there, I can’t lie. [realizing] I’ve been playing all sides, I can’t lie. This is interesting. I’m just chummy with everyone, I dunno, i don't do it intentionally. I do it a little intentionally, i can’t lie, but not like, intentionally”

33:20 ZAM: “I really don’t like the idea of playing both sides, but like, like- I’m trying my hardest not to, [...] Like if you shove 100 dollars in my face like I’m probably gonna take it right? Like like [giggling], it’s just like, ugh, it’s so stupid [laughing] i don’t like this. I don't know, I’m opportunist I guess. I’m just an opportunist I guess because I'm pacifist and I don't wanna die." So. But like also I really just don’t like the idea of being someone who plays both sides, it’s so awkward” while watching the fight from a distance. "

7/20/24

From 2:43:00 to 3:15:00 hops between group chats and instinctively gets information and relays it to everyone else. Actually just leaks every word he hears lol.

4:51:10 “imagine flame goes on a killing spree just so he can pay you to make more builds lol’ (citrus) dude. Is the blood on my hands then? That’s something I was wondering, what if this becomes bad. To where they’re like murdering people just for the sake of like, whats it called, paying me. ‘Yes you're evil then’ (sin) aw shit. It’s my fault. I mean I guess it depends on how bad it gets. I felt really bad when they killed jepex for me. I can’t lie, in the moment I thought it was really funny but looking back, it’s literally the same as like. Like I think me asking them to kill someone is the same as me killing them myself, it lowkey does not matter. So I’m lowkey like having another moral dilemma right there, on that one. ”

“I’m gonna stop asking people to fucking kill people for me that’s stupid, i don’t want to do that anymore”

This is so interesting, because day 1 he just wanted the statistic, and it was okay for him to do traps or gaslight people and all that. Then it was no traps, no violence. Then it was it’s okay to influence the opinions of people who already want to kill the people I want dead. Now it’s like, even that is not okay.

7/21/24 building Flame’s volcano in one day

45:00 [unprompted] “do you know something I was thinking of, which like, i just feel like it would be so easy to turn like, any tree, at spawn, into a trap. It would be so easy right? [...] I’m not gonna do it! Just like a fun idea. [..] [starts making the trap] but then it would make it real. I shouldn’t do this actually. I- i shouldn’t do this. This isn’t a good idea. Nevermind. Nevermind. [rubs face] Ooh my god, back to building back to building. I’m building I’m just building. [puffs out breath] I’m just building. I’m building a castle. I’m not why would I - why would i even make a [giggles] why did I even do that in the first place.”

2:43:00 breaking the bedrock of the end fountain to make a concrete duper “i feel really good at this. Like too good at this. It’s just holding down q, it’s not that special. But fuck. ‘It’s in your blood’ I don't want to be the guy that left behind, that broke all that bedrock, you know? I don’t want that to be my legacy, I don't want that to be my reputation. I don’t want that to be what I leave behind. Aw geeze. [breaks last bedrock] oh my god. [frustrated] That was effortless”

7:31:30 “‘it’s ok you can blame all your blunders on the demon’ (seri) [lore] what if there was no demon. [not lore] new headcanon. Just me trying to justify my acts. [soft giggle] waittt.. [pause] thank goodness the demon is real, so. the demon is real. Only i can see him”

8:23:00 crashout over not being “able” to defend himself. “‘its okay zam we saw how you are at the end of every single season’ (citrus) yea, you guys have. The deep darkness that’s within me, [giggle] ugh. ‘They’ll see… one day’ (mer) I don’t want them to see, no, that’s the thing, i don’t want them to see. [..] It’s just like, like I Could fight, it’s just such a hassle, to like, get into it, and then not, you know. Cause like, okay, okay, here here, let’s envision it, lets say I do want to fight people, right? theoretically, but, I don’t want to let out the evil evil darkness that’s within me, right? How the hell am I gonna do that when I’m constantly taking fights, constantly losing, constantly getting overly attached, overly invested in conflict, like how am i gonna, how am I gonna contain the demon within, if I, what’s it called, if I, if I’m constantly getting myself into fights? You know? ‘Getting good’ (chips) no but like I’m being dead serious, like cause, what’s it called, eventually they’re gonna hit me in a way that is gonna make me want to go full force, there’s no point in trying to fight if I’m not gonna go 100% all in, you know? So. I dunno. Maybe if I get better at my self control and discipline”

So there’s two things. One, “it’s a hassle” is classic burnout. And you just have to wait for burnout to leave. And two, he is very self aware that someone will do something that will make him get invested. But he won’t flip that switch until that happens because there is no point. Which is very valid and wise.

It’s such an interesting conversation, because it’s the first time he hasn’t made breaking his oath into a silly lore moment. It’s really settling into being a real part of him. He’s being honest about what fighting would actually do.

10:36:00 talks to jumper about his pacifism and their parallels. He tells her about how he knows he’ll get too invested and he wont want to hold back. As opposed to being unable.

7/24/24

53:10 Zam goes to the trial chambers again “dude wait these slimes have strength, are they gonna kill me? Dude I wanted to feel something but now I’m just not feeling anything actually. I was, I was, I was expecting more of a challenge”

7/25/24 day 1 peace trials

16:30 “do you think SB737 is going to kill me if he finds me? His layer’s off, I think he ran away from spawn after that one. I could see him trying though. I’ve lowkey, dude, lowkey i've been wishing someone would kill me, unfortunately I did starve to death, so now I don’t wish someone would kill me anymore. But like, it’s just been sooo peaceful, building these past few days you know? Like i haven’t ran into any kind of metal peril in soooo long like that’s crazy you know. It’s been a hot minute.”

First time he talks about wanting to be chased.

37:00 annoyed about SB butting him in D teir for how easy he would be killed. “‘zam is the most aggressive pacifist’ yea! Cause I mean how else am I supposed to let my anger out other than with my words. I still have emotions. They're still there”

7/29/24

1:07:24 still ignoring Bacon “If I’m gonna be a pacifist and not kill people, I should be able to hold a grudge somehow” “my only fighting method”

Plotting the shift in zam’s mindset is like making a color spectrum and it’s just ever so slightly gradient-ed and before you know it it’s just all red.

8/17/24

58:00 MANE: “but think about how many hearts I’ve given you before Zam” ASH: “WAIT. ZAm is accepting hearts from people That Kill? That’s not very peaceful of you zam. That goes against your oath. You’re just accepting heart that has, that puts blood on your hands. I’m not even joking about this” ZAM: “I-, I don’t. I don’t think it does.” ASH: “You’re benefiting from the spoils of the death that you claim to be so against” Zam jumps away from the conversation at the same time. nervously?

ZAM: “[calmly] if kills have already happened what am I supposed to do to stop it. I only care about myself not killing people” [parkouring over to the roof of the house] ASH: “You literally” ZAM: “not other people. The server can do whatever the fuck it wants. I don’t care” PANGI” aaahhhhh” ASH: “That’s the most. That’s the most selfish view”

ZAM: “I learned from you! The best side to play is all sides, right? That’s what you said [...] hypocrytical as fuck” ASH: “I mean, I’m not claiming to be any good person, I’m just saying your whole oath and code of honor is” ZAM: “I’m not either. I’m trying to be a good person but, hey” PANGI: “You’re doing a really bad job I can tell you that, Zam” ZAM: “yea. [swings around to look at pangi] coming from you is crazy”

1:03:00 “‘you’ve only done build commissions for incredibly violent people huh’ (arch) that is something to consider huh, am I [sharp breath in] let me put on the lore music hold on. Am I. and I, I don’t think I’m the worst person to- okay. No. you know what? It doesn’t matter. Because there are worse people on this server. So I’m not that bad by comparison [...] You know I’m doing better than I did last season [...] So I’m okay. I’m happy with my choices I feel like. I dunno. I mean like gaining, gaining hearts is not the worst thing in the world, it’s kind of like the point of the server is it not? I dunno. Hmmm ‘i mean violent people are the ones who have the hearts’ (citrus) exactly! Yea, my only, the only people I CAN do business with is the violent people”

“But by taking hearts from them am I not encouraging them to kill more? Yea, that’s something to consider as well, you know? Cause, but it’s like. Ugggghhh let me read through the oath again. ‘Are they killing other violent people or innocents’ (arch) that’s true! I mean. They kill innocents when they feel like killing innocents it depends on the person i’m dealing with. [...] I can’t control what other people do. It’s not selfish [heavy emphasis. Meaning ashsawg’s comment] it’s just like, me controlling what I can control. You can only control, you should only worry about what you can control, and what I can control is limiting myself.”

“I mean shit. What do I even want these hearts for”

“‘you got one kill’ ‘you killed planet’ okay okay okay you killed planet okay. I hate how many people are talking about that. [..] ‘YOU CANNOT DENY IT ZAM’ yes I fucking can! Yes I fucking can! Because I shot at him as a fucking like bit, because was obviously never to kill him, and he took off all his fucking armor. I’ve been over it! I have been over it like a million times it’s insane! I gave back the heart too like what. [opens statistics] Like it doesn’t even count. [closes statistics] It does not count. ‘You’re still killing’ [mocking] you're still killing. Okay actual like bot opinion. Bot take. Actual bot take is what this is. Insane. Like actually insane. The fact that people are still on this is craaaazy like actually crazy. ‘PANGI HASN’T’ oohhhh that’s what this is about. That’s what this is about. That’s what this is about, it’s about pangi, and and pangi being better than me okay.”

“That’s what this is about. It means nothing to me. Means nothing to me. I don’t care. PANGI LITERALLY- okay. Okay. okay. Okay. okay. Okay. okay. Okay. [giggle laugh] pangi is a pacifist because he wants to be. But that’s like. Dude, woogie 1 for 1 took my thing. Dude, it’s crazy how many people are pacifist why did everyone like take my thing I mean like the whole point is proof of concept is prove that it’s possible, right, but like heh heh. It’s also lame that other people are taking my thing. [more deranged leaning giggles] ‘everybody wants to be princezam.’ (mer) oh my god. “

8/19/24

~1:11:00 found Mapicc in his base. MAPICC: “and i just like, when are you gonna kill people” ZAM: “pppffff [mocking/flabberghasted] ‘when are you going to kill people?’ [reduced to laughter] MAPCIC: ”mmhmm” ZAM: “I’m not!” MAPICC: “see that's so weird.” [...] ZAM: “you start critting me out I don’t fight back” MAPICC: “actually?” ZAM: “no like genuinely, yea” MPAICC: “wait. Okay [pots up and takes all armor off but helmet and boots]”

1:34:00 “a little terrifying i can’t lie. it’s weird. I feel like after an encounter like that I’d have a teammate to go talk to about this. But there really isn't anyone like that this time around”

8/22/24

3:30 about the mapicc infestation “It was a very interesting fight. Honestly one of my favorite fights of the season”

19:40 “ohh ‘kaboodle the pacifist’ (evi4) Wait kaboodle the pacifist? Are we fucking serious. Yo. okay. Okay. i’m not even going to say nothing bro. I’m not even going to say nothing. I’m. I’m not even going to say nothing. I’m not even going to say nothing. I’m not. I’m not even [starting to laugh] going to say nothing, bro [deep breath in and out] how come the one season. Like the one season, that i do it and it’s like interesting, everyone else decides to do it. In season 4 no one copied subz. Everyone made fun of him. But now, but now i do it and everyone wants to fucking be me okay. Okay. no okay. No okay. No like. Bro. [so sad] [...] ‘Everyone is just scared of the big pvp-ers’ (arch) that’s true. It’s not even. It’s not even like me. Oh my god. It’s not even because i’m cool. No it’s not even because of me, it’s just they don’t want to get killed”

27:00 kab asks if she can talk to zam and get advice “oh bet. Oh i love giving advice to my fellow pacifists. My favorite thing to do ever” /sarcastic

31:40 Woogie drops in “Zam is amazing at making people peaceful”

34:00 “if your goal is pacifism, then yea, he’s passing, but if your goal is to not get murdered by people then you probably shouldn’t be destroying other people’s builds, you know. That’s how you start wars” about pangi’s pacifism.

Which is ALSO interesting. Because zam cares about not starting wars because he doesn't want to get emotionally pulled into a fight.

ZAM: “its like i’m in a skit. And like, as soon as i start questioning one character, and another character comes out and is like “ooh i’m also a remake of you!” what the fuck is happening”

“You know what’s keeping me going is that i’ll probably outlast them”

42:40 “is this a bad thing? Am i bad for not wanting them to be a, [laugh] to be peaceful like me? Is that a bad thing? I mean like, i feel like, uhg. But it’s like, they- [sharp breath in] what is- what have THEY gone through? To want this change”

“Like kaboodle is doing it to save her skin. Woogie is doing it to save his skin, like. It’s very different i feel like. It’s just very different. I [whispers] oh my god. [spins around] what did. What do they know! What do they know. Oh my god. Fuck damn. I think that’s why i’m upset. It’s not that like, [long pause] bruh.”

“How can i rise about the rest. That's what i want to do now. That’s what I wanna do now. I want to rise above the rest. That’s what i’m thinking about right now, i’ll be honest. How do I [sharp breath in] [blows air out] like. This is-. [grumble] this is stupid. This is dumb. I shouldn't even think about this. You know what this is dumb."

48:00 “it’s not like a fun thing to do. Like. I- being a pacifist has been like, it’s it’s had its moments i guess. I dunno though. Definitely, i’ll admit it, not the most.. fun. But uh. Thats. that’s besides the point. That’s okay. That’s.. that’s fine [deep breath in and out]”

“‘being a pacifist isn't for everyone, you have to truly believe in the rules and know your own limits so you can be pacifist’ (hexlarry) but like that’s the thing, do i even like, fully believe in it? Cause now i’m starting to question myself. I mean I did it not so that i could save my own skin. I did it so that i could, i dunno, just avoid repeating prior mistakes. And things like that. Sooo. because getting myself into fights would probably lead me down a very very dark path and i don't want to [sharp breath] i don't wanna do all that so by avoiding conflict at all costs I, I can, what’s it called, hmmm [spins around] fuck [princezam distress noises] [...] ‘has something changed’ i dunno. I’d hope not”

“‘it feels like they’re mocking you a little’ (evu) a little bit! I guess so. That’s kind of true as well honestly. I dunno. Hmmm, it’s very. Very interesting. Very interesting turn of events. I dunno. It’s not that i feel like it’s my thing. I feel like everyone should be allowed to do it, it just feels like the way that they’re doing it kind of is like, i guess it is, i dunno. It’s a little bit like.. Hmm yea ‘it’s an easy way out to them’ (arch) to them, to them it doesn't have any of the same significance it does to me. They're doing it because they want to live longer, they want to hold onto their hearts longer, i’m doing it because I like- i essentially need to- ugh. I dunno. I’m doing it- hrmmm. No, i’m doing it because… Because i want to. Because I want to. I want to. It’s my decision. I want to do it. I dunno [jumps around thinking for a while]”

The last part is said in the same tone he used during the Abyss arc when his team wasn't logging on to help him.

“It’s not about what other people have done though. It’s about me upholding an oath i guess. Me.. avoiding [giggle] repeating mistakes and stuff. Umm. i dunno ‘it’s a conflict with myself’ (mer) exactly. It’s entirely. Entirely within me. And that was a situation that, admittedly, I had control over. I could have just not shot my bow at him. It’s a lesson learned i guess. But. I dunno. I- I just hate it. I hate it so much because that was not meant to happen at all. Like. it’s ridiculous. Its just ridiculous i feel like. I dunno. ‘Bro is still talking about this’ yea because I care about it.”

8/23/24

5:38:00 WEMMBU: “you’re profiting off the economy of people being murdered” ZAM: “I don’t know if that’s true at all even. That’s just. [trying to talk while wemmbu is talking over him] Anyone who lives on this server is profiting off the economy bro. I don't know what you’re talking about. [...] That that’s like breathing air on this server is benefitting form the economy bro” WEMMBU: “and you’re the one that’s saying you’re and innocent soul bruh” ZAM: “i’m, somewhat innocent. I’m innocent to the point where I won’t lure someone to spawn so you guys can kill them. That's how innocent I am” WEMMBU: “wah wahh wah”

And he leaves the group

ZAM: “Get me the fuck out of here. I simply participate in society. All i do is live and breathe air and try to live an honest to god living.”

~5:51:00 “‘Oh so you agree you’d be responsible in that scenario’ (arch) yea! If he’s going out of his way to kill people For That [the build he wanted to commission], like to pay For That, I feel like yea, I feel like then I’m definitely responsible. [...] But mane, flame, mapicc, they already have the hearts, I know they withdrew them from their hotbar, they did in front of me, it did the sound. So, yea. And flame just had a heart bank that he went and grabbed. So. yea no, those hearts were already acquired. They were, like, those kills happened, it’s over. It’s good.”

8/24/24

2:13:00 “that was interesting. What a day. I almost hopped into a fight. Probably wont do it again, that was a one time offer. But. i dunno. I was willing to die for a cause. I wasn’t going to hit him.”

“Maybe i faltered. Did I falter? By willing to fight? I wouldn’t hit him. I don’t think. Maybe I’d hit him. I don’t- [scoff] would it be fine as long as i don't kill him?” “it’s my rules”

“Yea mapicc did get really excited when i mentioned pvp. That was really interesting. That was cool. I do have no critting yea. Hmmm. i dunno. I did just want to support my friend flame ‘you're just helping out a friend i think thats in the servers best interests’ (arch) that’s true. Yea. if i, i dunno, cause like the main goal is to just work in the server’s best interests. And i guess in that situation that, specific, little situation, fighting flame was actually in everyone, everyone who’s online’s best interests. Ironically. So yea. Despite it normally being the wrong answer, violence was kind of the answer to fixing that problem there. ”

2:18:00 “I’m worried though. Like I feel like the lack of violence encourages me to like, i dunno”

“I think people should be more violent, i think that’s fair, that’s what this server is about. I haven't changed my stance on that, the server is about killing people. It’s not about [giggle] the atrocities I’ve committed, that’s for sure”

“‘That’s not very pacifist I mean’ like that’s whatever, it’s princezam then. It doesn’t matter. Pacifist is just the moniker I chose, but if it’s not fitting it’s not fitting. I’m doing whatever I believe”

“‘the blowing up builds and killing weaklings was your more problem. not your violence inherently’ (arch) exactly. And unfortunately I feel like with any sort of violence [tsht] unfortunately all paths lead to that road. You know? Everything will just eventually get me there. I think it’s better to swear it off, you know. It’s just, It’s just for the better”

Flame blows up spawn.

2:52:00 “And my heart count too. I was trying to get to 20 but like - what does that even do, what is that even good for, if i can't do anythin- if i’m powerless to stuff like this, if i’m powerless to this. This. Like what’s the point, even like what’s-... I feel like everything I’ve done is just like actually completely futile now. Like, none of it matters. NONE of it matters, not even a little, if other people are just going to take up the mantle. What like, what’s the POINT?... I don't get it. I mean holding out, not giving in, despite all of this, would prove me as a way stronger player than him, but WHAT GOOD DOES THAT ACCOMPLISH. SO WHAT?! Like, he’s just going to do this again, like why does it matter? Why does it even matter? What the- what does moral highground get me? What does moral high ground even get me. Why did i think this was even a good idea even a little bit, [so loud] OH MY GOD. [pause] ‘It doesn't even mean anything to anyone but me’ (arch) exactly. This. oh my god. It’s not just to myself though (arch) it’s ahhh Fuck. It’s supposed to make up for everything I did- For just everything I did in general really. That’s what it’s supposed to be, but, like ah, does anyone care really? Does anyone care? Other than me? At this point I don't think so. There’s bigger problems. ‘Spawn looked the best this season’ it did. It really did. It really really did. It really did. [tabs out for a long time, just silent] i can't’ believe this. I can’t believe this. [sigh] oh my god. [leaning head back] Dude. and like. Oh my god. Yea no one is going to do anything that’s true. The fact of the matter is [laughing as talking] no one is going to do anything about this. Because no one cares. And that’s what he’s going to realize. [...] That’s all fine to me, it doesn't matter. It doesn’t matter. This is definitely the furthest I’ve wavered, on this path of mine. Dear god. [blows out breath] and i was the only one here to do anything about it oh my god [silence] ‘they did call me ground zero’ [puts head in hands while reading it] is it my fault? Is it my- wait you’re right. [breathing heavily] it kind of in a, in a weird, fucked up twisted way, it kind of is my fault. Because my stupid pacifism stuff it it spiraled out of control and got to woogie, got to pangi, it’s it’s like [grrr grumble] (all of chat is screaming that it isn't his fault.) I, oh my god. Oh my god. Dude like. I actually feel so dumb. I feel like I’ve wasted the past month or two. I’ve actually just feel like I’ve been wasting my time. Like, like none of that matters. Actually none of that matters, I feel like, anymore. And like, because I did all that, everyone else copied me. Everyone copied me, they were right! No, they were right. That’s the messed up part of this, is that they’re Right. And that they probably will get a fight out of this, that’s the Fucked up part of this”

3:04:00 “If I fight them I give them exactly what they want. It’s so fucked up. There’s no, there's no winning option here. There’s nothing I can do to win”

Realizes he can just rebuild. Rejuvenated in one second flat.

“Do I just keep rebuilding it over and over? [...] But I don’t care! I’m not giving up. I don't care, I don't care!” “this is literally what I do. What am I tripping for? This is literally what I do”

3:35:30 “I feel like most people would not have the mental fortitude to experience what I just experienced and then Not Fight. Like that is an absurd thing to do. But it’s a me thing to do. So”

3:37:00 “i know i don't have all of my screws together, but i definitely, i think i could win a battle of mental fortitude if I wanted”

Talks to everyone and forms Gaia’s Hand

5:46:00 wrapping up stream along “dude I know like, i’m real confident and real happy and shit, but I , I am terrified. I am terrified [stares into a big cave thinking] i dunno. I'm not gonna second guess myself but. It’s just- it’s a scary battle. It’s a very scary battle. I dunno”

“Mean, I’m not alone. That's true. That definitely helps [...] I feel like the last time I spent a lot of time repairing spawn it didn't end too well. Lowkey that’s when everything went horribly wrong, actually. i feel like it’s just been downhill since there.”

“I am doing this to spite flame, but at the same time the thing I care about the most is just having the server where spawn can't just get destroyed. I dunno. That’s what I care about the most”

5:53:40 “‘you and your attachments to spawn’ (seri) [wistful] it’s, it’s the heart of the server. It’s the heart of the server. And, i dunno, I can’t, i can’t help myself but protect it. In every way that I can. I dunno. It’s just in my nature. Which is ironic, considering the atrocities I’ve committed.”

8/29/24

44:30 “support the people trying to ban them and the builds won’t get destroyed anymore’ (chips) that’s true. But do the ends justify the means? Like sure I will get spawn builds being safe, but I’m, I also am taking some part in someone getting banned off the server. which, i dunno. I feel like i don't want to be a part of”

45:00 “Is it for the greater good, or it for my greater good. It has to be objective, it can’t be a skewed biased point of view”

1:05:20 “i can only control myself, and only the small few who have joined me” “kaboodle and woogie” “Ironically they’re truly the only ones who are part of gaia’s hand”

Week long break for MMCR

9/9/24

11:40 ZAM: “I’ve kind of realigned my look on the server [...] Everyone’s goal goes back to, like, killing. So I feel like if I help anyone I’m like sort of contributing to the violence on the server, which is something I- which I can’t prevent obviously but it’s not also something I’d like to contribute to. The whole point is I don't want to contribute to violence and you know, kill people I guess. I dunno”

How far princezam has come. It was never about actual pacifism… except now it is. He truly is a pacifist now. He used to be a bad pacifist and now he’s just a pacifist for real. How interesting.

19:00 “That’s just the spite and hatred in my heart. I’m full of hatred recently, that’s something i’ve noticed as well. Definitely something i’ve noticed”

44:00 “I feel like nothing accomplishes anything. I feel like anything I would do would just make things worse. I dunno. Maybe that’s just me though. Maybe that's just me and the way I feel. I dunno”

“I just want to win. You know? But how do I go about that even? There’s nothing to win against."

~1:27:00 “An eye for an eye makes the whole world blind” “interesting phrase considering the circumstance I’m in. [...] yea i mean violence is good to those who love it. I’m just unfortunately not one of those people. At least at the moment. [pause] Well I wouldn't say at the moment actually. I would say I’m not one of those people. For sure. Used to be. Not anymore.”

1:53:00 “when i think of goals, the first thing that comes to mind is like, laying in a field of flowers. That’s what I want to do. That’s what I want to do. I dunno”

9/11/24

~40:00 “it makes me question what my path is, cause i’m not, i’m not i’m not i’m not i’m not a killer or anything at least i don't want to kill anyone, i don't want to be doing that. Soo where does that leave me? What am I gonna do, what am I princezam gonna do.”

#lifesteal #princezam #gnome rambles #gnome fireside chat

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