#02.08.23

[sleepsucks]

[liamnews]

liampayne: Wow I just got told we’re about to make a billion streams on wmyb! Never in the making of this song so early in our career did I think I would be looking at those numbers what an achievement boys! I’m so lucky not only to share this with you but also this amazing fanbase everyday I’m learning about myself and what was all of this for but now when I listen back and think of the power we all had including you as a fanbase I’m so happy that for 5 years we made such a great soundtrack to life for myself and everyone who got to listen sharing laughter pain and everything in between miss you boys. Lots of love me x

[dreamings-free]

Rich Smedley - keyboard player for Andrew Cushin - talking about opening for Louis in America and giving shout outs to Louis, his team, crew and each member of Louis’ band individually 2/8/23

[pagetgram]

Arden Myrin, Paget Brewster, Jaquis Neal & Anna Hossnieh for "Will You Accept This Rose?" Podcast | listen

@̲ardenmyrin: What can I say? I get EXCITED when @pagetpagetgram & @jacquisneal come play with us on WILL YOU ACCEPT THIS ROSE? Podcast. Brand new episode up NOW on @iheartpodcast or wherever you get your podcasts! #wyatr

[umi-no-onnanoko]

-umi-no-onnanoko (@umi-no-onnanoko )

[umuthalavar]

"Seni tanıdığım için herkesten nefret ettim."

Bunlar bir mağdurun sözleriydi. Sevmişti, severek evlenmişti. Ve 25 yılın ardından artık onun sevdiği adam olmadığını görmüştü. Bunu kabullenmişti. İyi olmaya çalıştıkça bir darbe gibi iniyordu eşinin sözleri. Sesi beni tetikliyor, duydukça ilaç içmek istiyorum diyordu. Söylesenize, hangi sevgi insanı bu kadar hayattan soğutabilirdi...

[krimitastisch]

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[ririnyann]

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[slythdiaries]

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[blmpff]

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[liamnews]

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[dreamings-free]

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[solussitterum]

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Bro has been exhausted for several months

[popchyk-oui]

[02.08.23] currently reading ☁️ the starless sea by erin morgenstern goal is to finish it on the 5th of aug 🔖

[lighthouseofstories]

Ocean's Sorrow Pt 2

02.08.23

TW: Body mutilation, Depression, Ace's overwhelming guilt, Imprisonment.

The time seems to endlessly drag on, your food is delivered to you once in a while. But with the state of your throat, you barely manage to get anything down apart from the water. 

Living several days in the dark, with barely any food and water and now your throat wound, you feel sick. All you manage to do is lay on the floor and take in gasping breaths, your body feels like it is on fire and you are so tired.

Is this it? Is this how you will die? Everyone… You really miss them. 

Just then you hear a commotion from where the doorway is located and suddenly see an explosion of fire. 

“Ace…” His name appears in your head as your strength finally leaves you and your eyes close. 

Ace can do nothing as he watches you sleep in the infirmary bed, iv in your arm and bandages wrapped around your throat. He sits there tightly squeezing  your hand, reassuring himself that you haven’t left the world of the living, that you are still with him. 

He hears a sigh behind him and then a hand squeezes his shoulder. “Ace, this isn’t your fault yoi. I’m sorry we were unable to find her faster.”

Ace tightly shuts his eyes but lightly shakes his head. “If I was able to come back sooner.. Maybe there would be something I could do…”

Knowing the difficulty that Ace is facing right now, Marco just closes his eyes and walks out of the infirmary, giving Ace time alone with you. The whole crew was suffering at the news of what was done to you but Marco knows that none of them no more than Ace.

Ace brushes some hair out of your face with his free hand and then sighs heavily as he gets himself comfortable in the chair. 

Ace is later woken up by the feeling of movement and a slight tugging on his hand. He groggily straightens up and sees you struggling to sit up. 

“Careful! Marco says you shouldn’t overexert yourself!” Ace frets as he helps you to sit up concern painting his face. 

He watches you with red swollen eyes as your eyes scrunch up and ran along the bandage on your throat, your eyes questioning. 

Ace’s rough hands gently pull yours away and then he tightly grips them. “Don’t try to talk, it will cause you pain and can open up your wound again. Marco told me everything that happened once we returned to the ship with you. They~” 

Ace’s voice breaks and he stops to take a deep breath, one of his hands letting go of yours to rub at his eyes, but a few tears still escape. 

“They cut your vocal cords out. They also did such a botched job of it that the wound was infected and without more surgery, your life would be in danger. Marco had to perform surgery on you immediately just to make sure you wouldn’t die from complications. You’ll have to eat soup for a few weeks to get your throat to heal. Marco will check up on you daily and don’t worry, we dealt with those bastards so no one else has to suffer.”  

Ace just continues to talk and talk, his voice getting more and more choked up until he buries his head in your lap and breaks into sobs the sound breaking your heart. “I’m so sorry. I’m sorry I was away, I’m sorry I wasn’t able to search for you from the start, I’m sorry~” 

Unable to take the pain he’s going through anymore, you cut him off by hugging him, tears spilling out of your own eyes. Not being able to talk, You try to get Ace’s attention by squeezing his hand. You point at him and then at yourself, shaking your head, hoping desperately to try to get your meaning across, that this was not his fault. 

Ace looks at you and his eyes widen before he crushes you to him and burying his head in your neck lets out a wail of pain. He put you through this, he couldn’t rescue you on time and you still don’t blame or hate him. Ace just doesn’t understand, he doesn’t deserve such a forgiving person in his life. 

The two of you just stay this way, tightly holding onto each other, both sharing your pain and reassuring yourselves that you have each other and this is not a dream.

With Marco’s daily checkups and mothering and his healing flames, your wound healed in no time. But the psychological trauma and problems as a result of having no vocal cords remain. You struggle to eat anything that isn’t soup or a liquid, and there are instances where you try to talk but like cold water being dumped over you, comes the reminder that you can’t. 

Your crew and your family are all doing their best to be there for you and help you, Ace is glued to you 24/7 but you just don’t know how to move on from here. Marco is trying to research if there are ways for you to talk again, but for now, using a pen and board is incredibly frustrating. Not to mention that if you ever do find a way to talk once more, singing is something which you will never be ever to do again. 

You always thought you’ll grow up and be able to sing to any children you might have same as your mother and grandmother did to you, but that dream was also ripped away from you. 

Hiding in the room you share with Ace, you hug your knees and let yourself freely cry for the first time in days. Trying to stay strong in front of everyone has taken its toll on you. 

The door gently creaks open and you look up to see Ace with a worried expression on his face. “I thought I’ll find you here. I brought you some tea to drink.” 

You smile at him and sniff as you go to curl up in Ace’s arms. Automatically his hands starts brushing through your locks, the feeling soothing. 

There’s silence between you for a while before Ac gently starts to sing, “Yoho ho ho, yoho ho, making a delivery of Bink’s sake across the sea. Sea wind blows, who knows where? The waves will be our guide.” 

You smile widely at the song that Ace is singing. Sad you can’t sing along but at least you can clap along and smile. 

Once he finishes the song he apologises, “Sorry, my voice is no match for yours. But at least it made you smile a bit.” Ace says sheepishly as he nuzzles into your hair. 

You shake your head and sign to him that it lifted your mood. 

Ace smiles widely at that, “Then, whenever you want, whatever song you want, I will sing it for you. I might not be a very good signer, but if it cheers you up then that’s all that matters.” 

You smile and enthusiastically nod your head. You might not be able to sing again and that brought you more pain than imaginable, but at least with Ace around, you will still hear music when you miss it.