#19.8.19

[samsi6]

die front verläuft zärtlich geradeaus, immer dem horizont entgegen, gleich so, als wäre dort ein ziel

die gedanken sind striche, gleich so, als gäbe es sinn

die leichen rechts und links sind ein bagatellschaden im weltgeschichtsbuch

denn dass das individuum die welt ist, merkt es nur an sich, niemals an anderen

[joshhhhhhhhhhhhhhh]

Vinland Saga episode 7 was great, everyone in this show is insane and it’s delightful. Didn’t like the character design for the French leader at all though, he looks so much less human than everyone else and it’s weird.

[devonjwerkheiser]

devonwerkharder “catching the light w/@swainstagram ••• Monday’s are for.....”

[rabbitmilk]

19.8.19

[nimfomanca]

- заглянув в её тоскливые глаза ему захотелось обнять её и сказать: "я никогда тебя не отпущу", но вместо этого он встал и ушёл

2:48 19.8.19

[lydiasoff]

My Beauty Essentials // 19.8.19

Bioré UV Aqua Rich Watery Essence. I only recently started using sunscreen religiously and this sunscreen, I find, is so light and gentle on the skin. It absorbs into the skin easily and doesn’t feel like regular sunscreen that tend to be a little sticky and oily.

Dior Backstage Glow Face Palette - 001 Universal. I got this highlighter as a birthday gift for myself and it’s definitely my favourite highlighter now. It gives a natural-looking but blinding glow.

Nudestix Nudies All Over Face Color - Naughty N’ Spice. I love multi-use products like this. I use it as a blush and lip colour but it can also be used on the eyes. It looks very natural when you match your cheek and lip colour. This is my go-to product when I’m on campus.

L’oréal Lash Paradise Mascara. After I use up my other mascaras, this will be the only one I repurchase and use again. It is the perfect mascara. Many say that this is a dupe for Too Faced’s Better Than Sex mascara but I think it’s better!

Innisfree My Real Squeeze Mask. Whenever I want to have a pamper evening and relax, I reach for these masks the most. My face always feels supple and smooth after using them. They come in so many different ingredients as well.

Fresh Rose Morning Eau de Parfum. I’m not as into overly sweet smells as I used to be. I now like floral and soft scents that you can take a deep breath to and this perfume is it. Another one that I like is Philosophy’s Pure Grace Nude Rose perfume which I’d gotten as a sample and I’m hoping to buy the full size soon.

Clean & Clear Oil Control Film. I have oily skin and have to blot my face throughout the day. I never go anywhere without these blotting sheets.

Mario Badescu Facial Spray With Aloe, Cucumber And Green Tea. I spray this on my face after or before makeup as a setting spray or primer. I even use it to cool down whenever it’s too hot or just anytime I want to feel refreshed.

[godsnameisjoy]

The Quiet

Date : 19 August 2019

Duration : 27 minutes at bedtime

Depth :

Last night’s session began with a low level of concentration. And I was aware that my attention wasn’t as surrendered to the mental exercises as they are usually. Cool. Some nights are like this, I thought. I also felt that the duration isn’t going to be a problem because I was at a low level of concentration. A level that you know you have overcome before is rather easy to sustain for long.

With the super conscious unable to show its true colours, I was not bothered much with its time warping abilities. Thank God. However, when I entered the last phase of my meditation session, my attention made an entry into the next level. The last phase of my meditation sessions is the Hong Sau. I try and practice it for as long as I can. And that is the reason why my meditation app timer settings are set to ‘infinite’. I stop when I feel I can’t go on.

The attention did go beyond the subconscious because I seem to have found a way to keep the tug of sleep away from my attention. The super conscious did arrive. Rather, the right way to say that would be - I arrived at my super conscious mind. Cool. The breath got suspended for long at least once. The mind got into a position of mouthing the chant rather than use a mental voice to whisper.

The super conscious sure is quiet. It’s nice.

[dailytextprompt]

19.8.19

There’s been a lot of talk about your friend.

[rabbitmilk]

19.8.19

[fealtyfaggot]

I wish my blood could turn to brambles

Thorns push through vessels, tendrils bursting

Capillaries, arteries abuzz with mealy petals

So much harder to flow out of me

Kept in, barricaded with spikes through my flesh

Ice picks to keep it in place

And I, a blackberry bush on the inside

Its host, prickle-skinned, one and the same

~~

bramble-blooded | 19.8.19

[havtza]

19.8.19

[medlemm]

19.8.19 [13 days of productivity]

Сходила первый день на отработку. До конца недели такими темпами, я, видимо, не доживу.

Начала изучать Таро. Нашла несколько книг, думаю месяца за 3 успею прочитать все.

Распечатала кучу скриптов. Завтра начну смотреть вебы и заполнять их.

Решила вариант по химии. Пока на 49 баллов, но к ноябрю, надеюсь, буду писать на 80+

[awan-cerah-namun-berdarah]

Agar Tidak Melukai Hati

Mampukah ku peluk Izrail sebelum ia merangkulku

Dan kita beranjak pergi

Mampukah ku ucap selamat tinggal sebelum penanya mencoret namaku

Mampukah ku cium lemah bumi sebelum menyatu membumi

Mampukah ku ucap dengan sungguh bahwa aku pamit dahulu

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Agar hati tak terluka atas apa saja yang belum ku selesaikan dengan sahabat-sahabatku

Agar tak ada berat dalam hati mereka yang di sisi jasadku esok hari

Agar yang ada hanya tangis senyum ceria

Agar yang ada hanya doa doa salam bahagia

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Nd. Sikka, 19.8.19

[studykhaleesi]

19.8.19 // i lost access to this account a little while ago but finally recovered it! anyway, to update you on my academic journey, circumstance meant that i had to take a gap year, and this september i’ll be starting a drama with english degree which i’m very happy about. i’ll also be moving out which means i’ll be spending a lot of time here updating you on my dorms and studies, and i’ve also recently started using my main tumblr again so feel free to follow me there! thank you to those who didn’t unfollow during my accidental hiatus, and i hope everything is going well for everyone, both in studies and in life! 

[linglanglit]

19.8.19

I have exactly one week before I'm going back to uni, so it's time to get back into some sort of study/productivity routine! This is my plan for the rest of the day:

Read one chapter of Effectief leren (for my teacher programme)

Get 50 XP in Korean on Duolingo

Edit a video

Read till page 150 of Neverwhere (I've been reading that book since forever)

Go to bed by 11 pm (I really need to get a better sleeping schedule) 

[joshhhhhhhhhhhhhhh]

Well no Silksong footage at all unfortunately, but Superhot’s coming to Switch today so I might pick that up, and also Ori and the Blind Forest comes to Switch next month, which I also might pick up.