#A…new dynamic for Nightmare and YN

[phantomialie]

Eugh…

What no the hands aren’t lazy whaaaaaaaaat crazy talk.

Bonus!

[azulpitlane]

american wedding l ln4

summary: lando dating zak brown's daughter leads to a lot of pr disasters, like getting married in vegas

notes: can be read as a part two to boss' daughter or a stand alone

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yourusername

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yourusername wasnt gonna drink tonight but i miss my bf like a mf.

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user real tbh

user i miss u like a mf. show ur face at a race already queen.

user no cause it's been forever since she went to one and i miss the chaotic content with her and lando

user you know damn well you were gonna drink regardless liked by yourusername

landonorris i miss u more😓 just drop out of uni and come to all my races

zbrownceo excuse me?

landonorris JUST A JOKE! ha ha ha.

user LANDO😭😭

landonorris but i just booked a flight to nyc because of this post btw. see you this weekend😈

yourusername i was about to start crying until i realized what emoji you used😐

oscarpiastri dont we have be at the mtc this weekened??

yourusername SHHHH OSCAH

landonorris yeah oscar shhh

user poor oscar is always getting tag teammed by those two

user lando getting that in-law privilege by skipping important meetings to see his boss' daughter😭

user i love this relationship's dynamic theyre so perfect for each other

f1gossip

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f1gossip Lando and Y/n's Brown's weekend in New York City! It seems Lando skipped his trip to the MTC to be with his girlfriend where they were pictured clubbing and walking around the city multiple times.

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user IN THE CLURB WE ALL FAM

user he finally met his match lol

user lando is a clingy drunk confirmed✅

user i really want to know what their drunk conversations sound like

user hot take but if she wasnt zaks daughter most of you guys would hate her

user shes making him blow off important meetings so he could be with her? she sounds like a distraction from racing

user girl what- her dad is literally the ceo? if there was an issue im sure he wouldve let them know bffr

user zak brown is probably tired of these two😭

user is partying all they do together?

user no cause she lowkey seems like a bad influence

user i agree🫣 shes always posting herself partying and drinking, thats not wag material

user she might be a pr nightmare but i stand with my canceled wife💜

landonorris

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landonorris nyc to vegas🛩 aaaand i brought the bad influence with

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user the caption IM-

user nah hes lowkey dissing y/n haters😭

user how did he bag someone 10x cooler than him

user the bottle of alcohol and the vape, she really is ready for vegas

user Y/N'S BACK!!!

yourusername vegas aint ready for us

landonorris no they arent😈

yourusername enough.

user no hate to the other wags but y/n is truly the realest one out of all of them

user fr she truly is just a normal girl in her twenties

oscarpiastri 🙂

yourusername what is that suppose that mean OSCAH!!! my father will hear of this

oscarpiastri ok calm down draco malfoy

user why is there lowkey beef between y/n and oscar LMFAO

yourusername he hates my swag!!!

oscarpiastri she brings a lotttt of energy to the garage when shes here🙂

user im crying at oscars response😭😭😭 hes had enough of yn and lando

user idk if her holding a bottle of alcohol is appropriate to post!

user pls grow up omg

yourusername

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yourusername postt race partoes >>>>>> the avtual race

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user THEE party girl

user i need to party with them so bad

user lando.jpg when???

user the typos😭 shes already drunk

user yup theres already videos of her and lando drunkly dancing together all over twitter

user yeah and oscar was in the background of those videos looking miserable LMFAOO

user oh to be a wag partying in vegas with lando

yourusername posted a story

user i voted fall to my knees and cry btw…if you even care

user um this is a random question to ask at 3am…

user what stores are even open rn😭😭

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oscarpiastri Y/N??? IVE BEEN LOOKING FOR YOU AND LANDO FOR LIKE A HALF AN HOUR AT THE CLUB AND YOURE NOT EVEN HERE??

oscarpiastri if you guys dont pick up your phones i swear to god…

oscarpiastri of course i get stuck as babysitter to the two most drunk people at the party

yourusername heY oscah😊😊 sendingg u my lpcation now cuz we need a witness so come ASAPPPPPP

oscarpiastri WITNESS FOR WHAT?

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danielricciardo if this means what i think it means, youre both so dead🤣

user babes didnt u just post at the club like an hour ago

yourusername

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yourusername do u guys thonk my dad will be mad thaT oscar walked me down the aislee?

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user OH MY GOD??

user mclarens pr team are going to have a rude awakening in the morning😭

user shes never beating the bad influence allegations i fear

user crazy to think that this time last year he was flirting with her through her instagram comments😭

user and now theyre married omg i remember everyone was teasing lando but he truly got the last laugh

carlossainz55 i dont know if i should congralute you guys or be concerned?

user mind you, its almost four in the morning in vegas

danielricciardo getting married is crazy, you should be at the club

yourusername u mak a grrat point! otw now

mclaren we cannot congratulate until the boss says its okay sorry😕

zbrownceo answer your phone.

oscarpiastri sir, i would like it to be known that she blackmailed to be there

yourusername okay snitch!

zbrownceo im not kidding y/n

danielricciardo ouuu youre in trouble

user its so over for them

user zak finally putting his foot down with these two LMFAO

f1gossip

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f1gossip Wedding celebrations at the club! Seems like the newlyweds are back partying after their wedding announcement was made just a few minutes ago. Congrats to them?

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user everyone is freaking out and theyre literally at the club im cryingg

user "congrats to them?" is literally all of us rn😭

user they are not real omg

user zak is probably blowing up their phones and they do not care at all lmfaooo

user truly winning the idgaf war

user real question is are they getting an annulment once they sober up???

user i really wanna know what zak will make them do

f1gossip

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f1gossip Newly weds update! The two were seen this afternoon leaving Las Vegas with Zak Brown himself. Neither were seen wearing wedding rings, possible divorce?

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user well that was fun while it lasted

user damn they beat kim kardashians record of the shortest marriage

user at least theyre still dating😭

user they definitely got yelled at lmfaoo

user cant tell if zak is happy or angry that his daughter married norris considering how much he loves him

user oh hes def happy about it but not happy they posted it LOL

user good for him for getting an annulment. shes a mess

user and hes not? bye theyre both messy

landonorris 📍qatar

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landonorris annulment? we're in our honeymoon

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user oh so theyre fr about this marriage😭

user does bro know theres a race on sunday

user they look so in love im honestly really happy for them

yourusername we beat the fraud marriage allegations💜

mclaren now thats its been approved by the boss, congratulations to the best papaya couple theres ever been🧡

user wow so zak approves! im shocked tbh

user i wish i couldve seen their reactions the morning after the wedding

yourusername ohhh we didnt remember any of it tbh but were happy now!

user LMFAO OMG....

user she finally got her ring!! and here you guys were thinking they got a divorce bc she didnt have one

danielricciardo never thought id see the day

yourusername me neither tbh

landonorris excuse me WHAT

landoupdates

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landoupdates Lando was questioned on his Vegas wedding in new interview.

"We decided not to get any annulment or anything and just keep this Vegas marriage as sort of like a promise for a real one in the future." 🧡

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user omg😭😭they are too cute

user not to be dramatic but i would honestly cried if they broke up

user no literally they mean everything to me

user "i really do think y/n is the one" DO YOU HEAR ME SOBBING

user he gets so smiley when y/n is brought up ughhh me and WHO

user and to think y/n has haters is crazyyy this man is so in love with her

user if oscar isnt the best man ill riot for him, he was there for the og wedding

user imagining them trying to convince zak to not get a divorce is the cutest but funniest thing ever

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more notes: has anyone seen anora?? it inspired this haha A FRAUD MARRIAGE!!!

[erodasfishtacos]

harry adores yn with his entire being and i can tell that she loves him just as much but the poor thing is just so scared, and by what you have showed us she has a fair reason to have struggles

Through Hell and Back

warnings: cheating, mentions of domestic violence, this could just be overall triggering if you have experienced trauma or family struggles.

this is a very important blurb to understand dynamic and history of the characters.

PLEASE let me know your thoughts.

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Harry’s out at a bachelor party for his friend, Jack, at a noisy bar downtown where there is a mechanical bull and half-naked waitresses.

His phone rings at two-thirty in the morning, he already knows who it is and why she’s calling him so late.

He steps outside the noisy bar, “Hi puppy, y’alright?”

Harry already knew she wasn’t.

Her voice is shaky, “Er, are you still out at the bachelor party?”

If he says yes, she’ll just try to say have fun and was just calling to check in - a lie because she felt like such an inconvenience at all times.

“No, just got home,” He lied smoothly, he could hear her trying to hide a sniffle - she must have had a bad dream.

Every since she started trauma therapy, they’d been getting worse, as she worked through her struggles with a therapist.

—

“I-I don’t want to g-go in,” YN whimpers as she sits in Harry’s passenger side outside the clinic, “I can’t talk about it.”

“Baby, you need to do this. You need to talk to someone who’s trained to help you, okay? You promised you’d try it f’me,” He hums, rubbing a thumb over her wet cheekbone.

She shakes her head stubbornly, “It’s all going to come back.”

“Yes, it will. Because you didn’t work through it, you repressed it. There is a difference, okay?” Harry’s heart feels like it’s being ripped in two as YN looks like a caged animal.

YN squeezes Harry’s hand so hard it hurts but he doesn’t mind, he can feel her fear being shared through the rough touch.

She wipes her eyes with the sleeve of her sweater, “Please, H. I don’t want to remember.”

He sighs softly, “I would never force you to do something you don’t want to do. If you really want to leave, we can.”

YN searches his eyes, sees his sadness and she knows she has to push through because she loves him so much, “Will you walk me in?”

“Of course, s’fucking proud of you. My strong girl,” Harry praises, kissing the top of her head, and shutting off the car.

He walks her in, watches her as she hesitantly goes back in with her new therapist, and sits in the waiting room for the hour and a half until she comes out.

He does that every week without miss.

Drives her, walks her in, sits in the waiting room, and then drives her home.

She doesn’t usually talk much after the sessions, her eyes swollen and puffy which is a telltale sign she cried during the appointment.

Harry holds her hand on the ride home, sometimes draws her a bath or tucks her in for a nap under his covers.

One day, after therapy, they crawled into his bed together. She hadn’t said one word since she walked out of the office but she looks tiredly at Harry.

“Why?”

Harry frowns, “Why what?”

She hides her face into the fluffy pillow, words mumbled, “Why do you want me? I’m so broken.”

“Hey,” Harry responds loudly, pulling her up and giving her a serious look, “You are not broken. Even if you were, I’d love every broken piece, okay? I want you because I’m so in love with you it doesn’t make sense.”

YN shakes her head, “I don’t deserve you. You-you have to drive me to therapy every week, leave work early, have to make it up the next day.”

And well, his heart breaks a little because she truly believes that.

Harry grips her jaw, gently, “If you need to go to therapy for the rest of your life, I’ll drive you until I’m ninety. I’ll drive you five days a week if you need it.”

He continues,“I don’t deserve you, sweet girl. Strongest, bravest, most resilient person I’ve ever met. You are my soulmate and I believe that wholeheartedly.”

“I want to nap now,” She whispers, crawling back into her shell where she’s safe from the world, from facing her fears.

Harry just stares at her, the girl he’s had a crush on since fourth grade, the girl he’d been in love with since ninth.

When she felt broken, well so did he.

—

“Mum, I want to do more for her,” Harry cries to his mother one night at dinner after school.

“I know you do, Harry. There is only so much you can do. She has parents tha-“

“Those aren’t parents, mum! You know that!” He shouts angrily, “I need to do more for her. Help her!”

Anne looks at him with a soft, understanding expression, “You’re doing all you can, Harry.”

—

He was still doing all he can.

“I wa-was wondering if you wanted to come over and watch a movie?” YN acts casual despite the tremor but he won’t call her on it - on the phone at least.

“I’d love to pup, I’ll be over on a tick,” already walking away from the busy bar.

Harry can hear the relief in her voice when she says, “Okay, I’ll see you soon.”

When he uses his key to open the door, she sat on her couch with all the lights in the house on, not one off.

“Oh, pet,” Harry murmurs, all the blinds were drawn shut and he knew she’d already triple checked that the windows were locked - despite the state of the art security system he had installed for her.

“Um, so are we feeling a scary movie or romcom?” She ignores his words, picking up the remote, and pulling up Netflix.

He flicks a couple of the bright lights off until it’s normal dim and he sits next to her on the couch, taking the remote and turning off the television.

“Talk t’me,” Harry coaxes, unraveling her from the heavy weighted blanket, and tugging her into his chest.

“M’fine,” YN lies on a choked whimper.

“Y’safe, you know I’d never let anythin’ happen to you . Please puppy, tell me,” He’s not to manly to beg for her to open up.

He allows her to nuzzle her face into his neck, “He cam-came back an-and he -,” her voice drops, “broke in here and I wo-woke up as he was opening my door.”

Harry holds her for a very long time that night.

-

With Harry and her therapist’s constant encouragement she’d been able to be more open and up front with Harry - which made him feel unexaplainably proud of her.

Anna almost fucked everything up, all the hard work without even realizing it.

It was nearly three in the morning this time.

Harry was stuck at Anna’s house with her and her friends for a movie night.

He’d gotten up to go to the bathroom when his phone rings.

Anna sees who it is and picks it up, “What do you want? Harry’s busy and doesn’t have time for you right now. You know it’s not all about you, right?”

Then she hangs up, all of her and her friends giggling at how she just treated YN.

Harry is unaware of the call for a few minutes when he gets back until he gets a text from YN.

I’m sorry I bothered you. I am okay. Have fun tonight x

He scrolls through his phone in confusion until he sees the call, he glares over at Anna, “Did you answer my phone?”

She has a cocky look on her face, “Yeah, I told YN that the world doesn’t revolve around her and to leave us alone.”

All the friends are giggling - but that comes to an abrupt halt when Harry stands up, knocking over the little table of drinks with his anger, “Where the fuck did you get the idea that you could touch my phone, let alone answer it?”

All of them are quiet.

He scoffs, “Now all you annoying prats are going shut up? Get the fuck out of my way,” he orders to Anna who’s pouting.

“C’mon, it was a joke. Don’t leave,” She whines, grabbing at Harry’s arm which he instantly rips out of her grip.

“Don’t touch me. I can’t fuckin’ stand you,” He tells her honestly before storming out of her house without a look back at her teary face.

-

When he arrives at YN’s house, a book is automatically been hurled at the front door when he opens it, then another.

“Hey, puppy, stop tha’. S’just me, you’re okay. S’just me,” He coos, rearming the security system to make her feel better.

She is only in one of his shirts with the company logo on it and soft cotton boy shorts, hair frizzy atop her head.

“Y’have another nightmare?” Harry asks softly, all the lights were on again, every single one.

YN clenches her jaw, “No.”

He hardens his expression too, “I was in the bathroom when she answered that call. As soon as I found out, I came over here. Don’t be sour with me.”

“I didn’t have a nightmare.”

“I know y’bloody lying because your legs are still tremblin’. Now cut the bullshit and talk t’me, we’re not going backwards,” Harry tells her seriously, with all firmness he can muster.

“I love you.”

It takes him aback. YN told him how much she adored him but it was something that didn’t come easy for her.

To hear it flat out, well….he nearly almost melted on the floor into a pile of goop.

“I love you too, puppy.”

She takes a deep breathe, “It’s been that same nightmare, but it’s not really a nightmare? It’s a flashback to…”

YN swallows before she continues, “Remember when….when I ran from my parent’s house to yours and my dad came and found me…”

Harry doesn’t want to remember but he does.

—-

“Harry, he-he just pulled up,” YN cries, peeking out his window, “I don’t want to go home.”

“Harry, he’s screaming at your mum. I have to go.”

“Harry, I have to go before he does something stupid. I’ll be okay, I promise.”

“Harry, don’t cry. I’ll be fine, he’s just really upset. I’ll just deal with it and it will be over before we know it, okay?”

——

“I remember,” He wavers like he normally doesn’t, feeling like a helpless sixteen year old again.

It was moments like this were no matter how hard he wanted to be angry or scream at her for making their relationship so difficult, that he couldn’t be.

How could he blame her for her commitment issues?

Why she struggles to trust?

Why she never feels good enough?

“I’m sorry to bring that up-“

“Do not apologize,” Harry interrupts, “I want to know everything you experience or feel no matter how traumatic or upsetting.”

YN despite her own struggles, when she heard Harry say things like that…well she knew full heartedly that he loves her with no conditions.

She knew this was so hard on him, “I am so in love with you, H.”

His eyes automatically soften and he reacts like he’s being praised. His face lights up without him even knowing it does.

“I’ve been in love with you since I was sixteen, thank you for being my person. I appreciate everything you do for me.”

It was something she had been also working on in therapy, expressing gratitude- specifically to Harry.

And it works because Harry actually starts tearing up, eyes watering with emotion, “I love you. I’d walk through hell and back for you.”

He would and he has.

[buckystevelove]

Three Musketeers

Part 8

Pairing: Stucky x Reader

Warning: fluff & angst

A/N: hope you like it, please leave comments and reblog!!

The next morning you decided to make breakfast for YOUR boys, god you were in cloud nine, you couldn´t believe you had two amazing men, both of them wanted to be with you. You were making pancakes with chocolate chips, and eggs for them. You have been dating Bucky for 5 months now, you knew he needed to eat a lot.

You were flipping the pancakes when you felt a pair of strong hand wrap around your waist. “Hey beautiful, that smells incredible.” Steve said kissing you cheek, you loved that he was so sweet, even when you just got together yesterday, he was loving with you, the three of you just clicked together; it was perfect.

“Well, I hope you like it, there is so coffee on the pot if you want.” You turned around and placed a kiss on his lips. “Where is Bucky?” you asked him while placing the last pancake on a plate and taking it to the table.

“He is still sleeping, he was like this when we were young, sleeping till noon when we didn´t have

work.” He chuckles at the memory. “I used to wake up earlier and look at him, trace with my eyes his face, his perfect jaw line, his nose, the way his eyebrows frowned. He is so pretty, one of that mornings was when I realized I was in love with him, staring at this gorgeous pouty lips, I wanted to feel them against my own, to just come a little closer to him and place my head in his chest. I thought that he would never feel the same way, we are from the 30s, you could go to jail for being with people the same gender as you, you could even get killed. Then the war came and I lost him, I blamed myself, I hated that I never had the chance to tell him how I felt. When we reunited in this century, things were different, we could be together, but I convinced myself that he didn´t feel that way.” Steve had tears in his eyes, you grabbed his hands and rubbed them with you thumbs, telling you this, opening this way, must be really hard for him. “When he came back from the blip, I would hear him walking around the compound at midnight because he had nightmares, it broke my heart. I wanted to hold him and tell him that everything would be ok, that no one would hurt him because I would always be there to protect him. Then you came around and God, YN, you are to most amazing woman I have ever met, I feel in love with you since the moment I saw you, so did Bucky. And you helped him so much, since you started dating he returned to his happy and charming way. I hadn´t seen him smile so bright since before the war. You brought my Bucky back, that only made me fall in love with you harder. I now that I have been rambling for a while now, but what I am trying to say is thank you. Thank you for loving him, thank you for taking me in. YN, I now that we haven’t been together for that long, but you are it for me, I love you.” You looked at his beautiful blue eyes, just like Bucky´s, yet so different. He looked so vulnerable, he looked at you with such love, there and then you knew, that they were it for you too. You wanted to spend the rest of your life with them, you LOVE them.

“I love you too Stevie, you are it for me too.” You stand up and took his face I your hands, and kissed him passionately, pouring all this new and exciting love in it. Then you heard Bucky´s footsteps.

“I see you are starting the day the right way.” You pulled apart and pulled him to a group hug.

“Would you go on a date with me? you asked them.

“Of course honey.”

“I wouldn´t want anybody else.”

You went to dates the three of you for the next month, going to private public places, the media knew that you and Bucky were dating, but they didn´t knew anything about Steve, neither did the team, just Sam. So most of your dated consisted on going to your apartment, eating dinner, watching a movie, and end up having sex. You were loving every single minute of it.

The dynamic between the three of you was perfect, nobody felt left out, or got jealous, like I said PERFECT.

Today were the day that you were going to meet the team, you decided to present you as their girlfriend, both of them. To say you were nervous would be an understatement, you were going to meet The Avengers. Yeah, you were dating two of them, but they are the closest thing they have to a family, you wanted them to like you. That was important to you, also, you didn´t know how they would react to your unusual relationship. You decided to wear a red dress, with your leather jacket, the three of you would be matching.

While you were getting ready, Steve and Bucky didn´t stop sending you cute selfies, since you reached them how to take pictures with their phones they would spam you with pictures.

Three Musketeeres❣️ (group chat)

Buckaroo♥️:

Dollface💜💗: You are so pretty! Can´t wait to see you two and shower you with kisses.

Stevie💙: You almost ready?

Buckaroo❤️: You are missing here, in our arms.

Dollface💜💗: Almost. You coming to pick me up?

Stevie💙: We arrive in 10min.

Dollface💜💗: Ok, see ya.

After you finished you make up and your ponytail, you heard some knocking at your door.}

“Hello, my love.” Steve said placing a peck on your lips.

“Hey handsome.” You gave him one last kiss.

“Ready to go, Bucky is waiting in the car.”

“Let’s go!” You locked you apartment door and took Steve´s hand.

Bucky was in the driving seat, Steve opened you the passengers door to you, always a gentleman.

“Thank you.” You gave him one last kiss before sitting down.

Once inside the car, you greeted Bucky with a tight hug, kissing all his face, placing a last one on his lips. “How are you baby?” He loved when you called him baby, and when Steve called him sweetheart. It made him warm and fussy.

“Good doll, I missed you.”

Steve was on the back seat, you switch seat with Steve, sometime he would sit in front sometimes you would, Bucky would normally drive. Sometimes when you were horny, Steve and you would seat in the back and make out, to Bucky´s dislike, things got heated sometimes. You were lucky you haven’t been stop by the police, Imagine trying to explain that Captain America got hot and bother and that was why his girlfriend was giving him a blow in the middle of the day, while their boyfriend (The Winter Soldier) was driving, ha ha. Not great for their reputation.

After a few minutes of listening to music in the car, you arrived to the compound. That’s when the nerves kicked in, you started fidgeting with your fingers, something Bucky caught up, he took you hand in his and gave it a kiss. “Don´t worry darling, they will love you.” You still had worry eyes.

“How are you so sure?” You looked at him with pleading eyes.

Steve placed his hand on your shoulder and gave you a kiss on the cheeks, “Because we do.”

A/N: I put some Steve and YN time, so you can see them bond and have a stronger relationship. Massage me if you want to be tag.

Tags: @tenaciousperfectionunknown @bibliophile-life @classyunknownlover @authentically-rue @commonintrest

[cherryblossomflowers]

DDD Week #7

Pairing: Dean x Sister!Reader, Sam x Sister!Reader

Summary: YN must choose which brother lives and which brother dies. Who will she choose?

Warnings: Angst, Fluff, Cursing, Gun, Blood, Anxiety

A/N: Week #7 of DDD is here! Make sure to check out @mlovesstories​ Week #7 and their masterlist! This is kind of the kickstart to a new series I'll be working on. Feedback is greatly appreciated! Enjoy!

Dean: 42 Sam: 38 YN: 15

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"I don't want God's job."

The Winchesters were in an abandoned warehouse late in the night. Dean and Sam were unconscious and tied to chairs on either side of YN while she held a pistol in her hand. Dean and Sam had cuts and bruises all over their faces and a few on their arms as well.

Dean slowly started waking up first and groaned as he opened his eyes. He pulled on the ropes on his wrists and ankles. Then he looked up squinting and saw his little sister standing in front of him.

"YN? What's going on?" then he looked down at the gun in her hand, "Why do you have that?"

Tears instantly filled YN's eyes, "I'm sorry, big brother. I really am."

Dean gave her a confused look, "Sorry? Sorry for what?"

Sam groaned and opened his eyes, instincts making him pull at the rope on his wrists. He struggled for a moment before looking at his surroundings. His eyes caught Dean's and panic covered his face.

"Dean? What's-"

"It's fine, Sam," Dean turned his attention back on YN, "Untie us, YN."

YN sighed, "Dean I can't."

"Why not?"

Sam interjected his own thoughts, "Why are we tied up? Why are we here?"

"I told you two there was a case here. And because you believe everything I say since we're family, you fell for it. When we walked inside, I pistol whipped you and you fell unconscious. Then I tied you both to these chairs and-"

"But why, YN? We just want to know why," Dean interrupted his sister.

YN immediately started shaking from fear and sadness, "I don't have a choice, Dean!"

Sam looked between his siblings, "Choice about what? YN, please, tell us what's going on. We can help you."

YN took a deep breath, "Remember a few weeks ago when I was trapped in that cell? Well, I summoned Billie and she helped me get out of there. But she told me that in order to save me," a sob wracked her body, "a Winchester must die."

Dean and Sam sat back in their chairs and stared at each other. They were concerned of YN's actions and confused as to why she'd resort to them.

"YN, why didn't you tell us sooner?" Sam asked.

YN wiped her tears, "Because I wanted to spend as much time with you both as I could."

Dean and Sam thought back to the past few weeks. YN had been strangely nice to them lately, but they thought nothing of it.

There were a couple nights when YN would have nightmares and sleep with one of the brothers, that was nothing new. She asked Dean to teach her how to fix the Impala, which he was more than happy to do. Sam even broke down and took her dancing one night. They did so many things that they'd never done before.

But the brothers never looked into it.

The best was the night they all three cooked a meal together. Dean taught her how to properly cook steaks, Sam helped her make baked potatoes and fresh salads, and YN decided to even make her homemade apple pie.

There were so many signs that something was going on, but Sam and Dean were oblivious.

"Billie said I had a month to make my decision. So, one of you has to die before tomorrow," YN said fighting her tears.

Dean leaned forward, "YN listen to me. Look at me."

YN looked her eldest brother in the face, "What?"

"Just...just do it. Kill me. It's okay."

YN's eyes grew wide, "What?! Have you lost your mind?"

"YN's right Dean," Sam spoke softly, "She shouldn't kill you. She should kill me instead."

YN covered her face with her hands, "Guys, stop. This isn't the way-"

"No, Sam. I haven't been the best big brother to her. I didn't even know what her favorite movie was until we watched Mean Girls," Dean said to Sam.

"Dean, stop-"

"You're joking right? Dean, when was the last time I took YN dancing? Never! I took her last week because the dragged me along with her," Sam exclaimed.

"Sammy-"

"Please. She doesn't even know how to drive yet because I refuse her to sit in Baby's driver's seat," Dean rolled his eyes.

"Guys, this isn't helping-"

"Oh really? How about the fact that she had her first broken heart 2 years ago and we didn't know until yesterday?" Sam asked.

"That's totally different. I didn't even know she was into guys yet," Dean paused, "Oh, there's another reason-"

"Guys!"

Dean and Sam whipped their heads to YN who had her gun pointed to Dean's head.

"One more word, and I swear to God I'll kill you both," YN growled.

Sam and Dean sat in silence.

"Look, there is absolutely no way I'm going to be able to choose which of you lives or dies. I don't want God's job. You two are the ones who need to live and continue saving the world," YN sighed, "Without me."

Dean pulled at the ropes again, "YN, don't even think about it."

"If a Winchester must die, then it should be me," said YN as tears rolled down her cheeks.

"No, YN. Stop," Sam said sternly.

Just then, Billie appeared behind YN. She stood tall with the scythe in her hand. A smile creeped on her lips as she looked between the Winchester siblings.

"Now, YN. You know that's not what we agreed on," Billie said coldly.

"I know," YN said, "But how else was I going to get you here?"

YN quickly spun around, grabbing the scythe in her hands. She reared back and stabbed Billie in the chest.

Billie gasped and looked at YN, "You little bitch. You'll pay for this."

Then she disappeared in a puff of black smoke.

YN dropped the scythe and fell to her knees. She was shaking from everything that just occurred. Her mind was racing. Then she remembered her brothers.

She stood up, ran to Sam, and untied his wrists and ankles. Then she ran over to Dean and did the same.

Dean stood and picked up his sister in a hug, "Ha! I didn't think you had it in ya, kiddo."

"Have what in me?" YN asked.

"I knew you couldn't kill us. You love us too much," Dean exclaimed.

He set YN on the ground as Sam hugged her from behind.

"Nice job, YN. You really had us scared there for a second," Sam said.

YN crossed her arms and looked between her brothers, "It's cute that you think that was my plan all along. Until you two started arguing about who was the worse brother, I already had my mind made up."

YN started walking out of the warehouse as Dean and Sam looked between her and each other.

"Wait a second," Dean yelled as he chased YN down, "who were you going to kill?"

"Yeah, YN. Who was it?" Sam said chasing after Dean.

YN laughed, "You two will never know."

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[jjunis-moved]

BABY HYUNJIN MARRY ME THANKS !!!

these three updates were so soft and just a bit angsty and I'm so happy because of it!!! I'm so on board with ynjin dynamics and friendship. On the surface they are incredibly different from each other but they just work to find a middle ground each and every time and it's amazing to see them interact and be wholesome 💗

The small bit with yn and her nightmare broke me a little. She really does care about Beomgyu but her fears and worries are so spot on. Beomgyu is too impulsive for his own good and just dreaming of him getting his ass beaten is reasonable in a sense. If Taehyun hadn't stopped him this could have been his fate tbh. I'm glad he promised not to do anything stupid at all. Also Yn just straight up telling him made me happy, even if it took her hours lol

Honorable mention to Yeonjun. The best boy #2 after Hyunjin because I also adore him to bits and he seriously needs to become closer to yn and hyunjin and everybody else 👏🏻👏🏻

Honorable mention #2 to the softest character ever Lia, whom I'd die and kill for

hyunjin best boy award if you don't like him then you're WRONG!!! he's my little dumb precious angel, my comfort character 🤧

yn really didn't wanna tell him but then when he talked to her she couldn't really hold it in lol they're getting less awkward tho! beomgyu's even trying to be playful again aw it's ok bg

hyunjin + yeonjun best duo #real #confirmed

i'm glad yeonjun is getting closer to them tbh, he's kinda the bridge between the groups rn since he's so outgoing and friendly so!! let's see how it goes

lia is so cuteeeee she's like a kid all happy that she got a new friend :( i love her

[bts-ficrecs]

whew!! yall!!! where do i even start?! should i start with my undying and obvious love for big brother mafia boss kim namjoon? should i start with my fierce loyalty and protection for little sister kim y/n? should i start with my slow growing love and appreciation for mafia man and protector jung hoseok? the growth of yn and hoseok’s relationship throughout each chapters was 😙👌 

don’t read under the cut if you haven’t read the series yet bc i’ll b talking about each chapter meaning there’ll be lots of spoilers

but plsplspspslps if u luv mafia!aus or if you have an interest in them but can’t deal with extreme angst/hurt then this fic is for you!! you’ll definitely hurt! :D it’s a mafia au after all LOL but it won’t be unbearable 😂😂

ONE:

fuck u hyejin. lmfaodf akjfaej now that i know what a SNKE U ARE !!!! BEGONE!!!! also yes. i fell in lov with joonie from the very begining. growing up in such a cold hearted lifestyle, anyone is bound to become hardened. esp namjoon, as a male and as the heir. and especially after his sister left. one would think after the only person who came close to understanding him leaves him to bear the burden alone, he would completely close up. but no, he grew into a far superior and intelligent man than his father. and the proof lies in his leadership. as ana wrote it “Namjoon single-handedly pulled the crime syndicate into a new era, dusted it off and dressed it up.” 

coming into this series, not really knowing much about their sibling dynamic, i wasn’t expecting such... respect and idk how to put it?? but that they can speak comfortably to each other? i mean, i’ve finished the series so i obviously know now the reason why their relationship never soured but when i first read this, i was kind of amazed that neither held any bitterness towards each other. and now knowing why namjoon was insistent on having hoseok stay with her at all times, even living with her -- truly he cares for her so so much. but also, because we’re reading from y/n’s pov, i was like “ugh, insufferable overprotective big brother at it again” LOL i still wonder why namjoon assigned hoseok though. and why not another man that they both knew. 

and of course, the introduction to hoseok. i don’t blame him for his preconceived opinion of her. after all, he knew next to nothing about her so he formed an opinion based on what he knew and how she presented herself. of course, i wish he hadn’t been so quick to judge her but it makes for good character development later in the series hehehe

TWO:

fuck you donghyuk. idk who i hate more. him or hyejin. djfalskd. maybe hyejin. bc donghyuk was just a casual hookup. hyejin was y/n’s trusted friend and coworker. fuck her. fuck them both. dsfhakajef

LOL @ y/n stealin looks at hoseok when he’s driving. the stealth.... is non existent LOL

ok but moving onto hoseok’s pov. it hurt to see him thinking that way about her and himself. that he thinks she thinks of him that way. And that he's having to constantly remind himself of it so he doesn't yknow do the normal thing one would do when you have a roommate. Talk. Ahshwj. not @ y/n being surprised seeing him in his sleep clothes hahahaha. that forreal made me LOL when i first read it. 

There were so many lines that caught my attention in this chapter. So much to unpack. With the way yns

THREE:

ana i have a question. did you already know the bottle shatter info before this series or did you have to do some research? and if so, how was the research? LOL. what else did you learn that you didn’t include?hahahaa........oooohkay it got dark real quick. i remember reading this i was like oh shit oh shit another piece of the puzzle is revealed to us. how terrible to live with a physical reminder of such a nightmare that you can see every time you see your reflection for the rest of your life....

again, we get to see y/n and hoseok’s perceived opinions about each other. ah, the human mind. how judgmental we all are lol.

donghyuk was annoying before i found out who he really was. now that i know and am revisiting this series, he’s just... so pathetic. lol. i’m getting ahead of myself but i was actually happy? that she did not give a fuck that he died. (now i’m REALLY getting ahead of myself but not @ her getting turned on knowing hoseok beat his face jsdklfalefah pLZ)

i love that even though y/n really... doesn’t want anything to do with her family and particularly their... family business, she doesn’t appreciate the way people talk shit about them and refer to them as mere dirty thugs.

also props to hobi for staying calm and helping yn to stay calm when getting that snek sjdfka plz. props to all people who have to feign calmness bc they know if they freak out too nothing would get done. i could feel y/n’s tense fear bro. cause i was tense reading it lol. scary!! finding out the snake isn’t poisonous doesn’nt make me feel any better either.

FOUR:

tHE WHIPLASH I GOT FROM THE OPENING SCENE OF THIS CH JSDLFJKWAEKJFE it’s nice seeing them... communicating with each other finally. even if it’s stilted and awkward and barely verbal.

“Not once have you ever seen this man smile, and he’s certainly never smiled at you.” -oof. that line hurted.

OH HEY LOOK ITS THE BITCHASS MR PARK! FFUUUUCCKKKK YYYOOUUUUU!!!!1111 WORST BOSS AWARD !! GOES TO MR FUCKING PARK! what the honest fuck it really really appalled me to find out that he was dirty too. that he berated her made her feel terrible and made it out to be her fault when he was the one at fault. and the AUDACITY he had to come @ hoseok!!! omg. makes me so angry. mrs park do you know ur husband is trash. cause he’s trash. 

also oOoOFFF!!!!!!!! the fight!!! danggg those words they both lashed out HURTED! that was painful to read through. 

FIVE:

....and then he left. “That’s when it hits you. You don’t smell coffee.” -that hURTed. obviously i know that he didn’t leave because of her - i mean, yes because of her. but like, not bc he couldn’t stand to be around her anymore. i knew -- before i found out the reason why he left -- that he left to deal with something and i was glad to find out i was right. 

“When he gets down on one knee and reaches out a hand to brush your cheek you don’t see the grown man at the helm of Seoul’s largest criminal empire.  You see the brother who took care of you when no one else would.” 🥺😭😭 have you realized how much i love namjoon yet? cause if not let me say it again. i love kim namjoon. and after finding out more about their past and all the hardships they went through together,,, the goodness in his heart for his sister. oh my glob. i’ve melted into a puddle. i’m weak. and i’m grateful for getting the chance to witness their first real, honest conversation in so long. the love and respect they have for one another is palpable. i love them. they deserve everything good and more.

I cannot believe the trauma they went through as children. To the point where yn almost died. Oh ny god. That's some scary shit man. And namjoon protecting her the best way he could. By threatening his position as heir. When he said "one of us should have gotten to choose" and that he knew it would never be him 😭😭😭😭 that this life isn't what he chose. And yet here he is now. A man so powerful and yet still so human especially when it comes to his beloved sister.

“Just know that there is a part of me that will always be waiting for you to come back.” SQQUUUEUEEEWHKJWHHJEHWKJEWAF I’M GETTING AHEAD OF MYSELF AGAIN BUT HSDJFKAE !!!!! SHE DOES NAMJOON JUST YOU WAIT SHE WILL COME BACK TO YOU AGAIN DSJKFHLEKWJHA BOSS BABIE SIBLINGS!!! 😭🤧💙💙💙

“Namjoon picks up his desk phone to reach his assistant, who makes quick work of finding a bottle and a clean glass.  She delivers both with practiced silence before slipping out of the room.  Hoseok can’t help but notice his boss’s gaze lingering on the pretty young woman as she retreats. He keeps his mouth shut because he’s not an idiot.” --EEEEKKK I WAS ALREADY A WEAK SIMP FOR JOON BUT AFTER THIS I BECAME AN EVEN WEAKER SIMP. SDJAKFAHLWKEJ HOW I DAYDREAMED OF BIG BOSS MAN FALLING IN LOVE WITH HIS ASSISTANT DSJKFKHAL AND NOW ITS COME TRUUUU DJKFHALWKEJ I FORREAL CANNOT WAIT FOR MORE UPDATES OF GUILTY!!!WHAT R U GUILTY OF?!?+ OTHER THAN WANTING TO FUCK THE BEJEEZUZ OUTTA HER?!?×?@*×(@ WHICH I AM 100% OK WITH NAMJOONIE JFALJSDHFLA whew ok. i am calm. :-)

the guilt hoseok must’ve felt after his conversation with namjoon. “I know what people say about my sister, Hoseok” and he was one of them. 

AKKAAKKDAKJAKSDJKLASHDF AND THEN!!!! AND THEN!!!!!!!!!!!11 HE COMES BACK!! HE COMES HOME!!! AND HE SEES HER!! AND HE’S SO! i dont know when it happened. when their feelings for each other changed. from dismissive to this absolute care for one another. But i am liVING FOR IT! and then the confession that slipped from his lips ajehlfkja AND HIM BRACING FOR REJECTION BUT SHE DOESNT AND THEN !!!! AND THEN!!!11 HOT AND HEAVY MAKEOUT SESSION! 1AND !! HE KISSES HER SCAR! OH MY GLOB I AM MELTING! IHAVE MELTED! AND THEN!!! HE POPS A FUCKING BONER AND THEY BOUTTA BONE!!!!! AND THEN!!!!!!!!

and then namjoon and yoongi and jk have to come cockblock him.... oh boy. pretty sure joon knew what was up lmaaoooo. he’s too smart not to know. pretty sure they all knew what was up. hahaha

SIX:

not @ joon egging hoseok on bc he knows something’s going on between him and his sister LOL

everything after this moment is just intense and fast paced and my mind oculd barely catch up and by the time i knew it y/n and hobi are sharing a moment and yoongi makes it all the more better with his amazing self HAHA

anD THE SEX! WHEEW!!! SO HEATED!!! SO FULL WITH WANTING AND DESIRE AND CARNAL LUST WHEEWWWW FUCK YEAH! YOU GET THAT DICK YN! YOU GET THAT PUSSY HOSEOK! YALL DESERVE ! when y/n was like “i wanna make you feel good” -- FELT THAT GURL! i will fully 100% admit i pictured a sweaty hoseok fucking into yn with sweaty hair clinging to his forehead and his chains bouncing off his chest 🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵 omg 🥵🥵🥵🥵 wheewww

SEVEN:

this epilogue is honestly the best cherry on top of a wonderful series concluded. kim taehyung i love you so much my dear. “this is just my face?????” LOOLLL. i lov ehim. 

“You don’t wait for the pitiful bitch to choke out a response, turning on your heels and leaving her in the dust.“ ooOOOFFFF yES !! LET THAT BITCH TASTE THE DUST OFF UR SHOES! !! 

“You’re worth a hundred times that amount.” 😭😭😭😭 NAMJOONIE OH HOW I LOV UUU!!!!!!!! WHEN HE ASKS IF SHES HAPPY 😭😭 WHEN SHE ASKS WHAT ABOUT HIS HAPPINESS 😭😭😭 

ALSO I'M SO SO DO DIDI SO SO DO SO HAPPY THAT SHE CAME TO WORK FOR THE GAJOG. IT'S ALL COME FULL CIRCLE YOU KNOW?! All her life she'd been running from the gajog. And it's a slow revelation but she eventually realizes it's not what it used to be. The source of her pain and terror is gone and replaced with someone who loves her very very much. The fact that she was always regretful for leaving her brother behind. I had a feeling she'd one day return - if for no reason other than namjoon. And I'm glad to know i was right. But also that she came to the conclusion that all people are selfish sneks. But at least the gajog- or more importantly, her brother doesn't try to pretend. She's learned to accept this life and now lives to protect them the way they protected her. :")

ALSO ALSOS ALSO SJJDWKDLEL CAN U IMAGINE THE MOMENT WHEN HOBI GIVES THE DOGTAGTO HE ROMGKEK ;;w;; i know he's not physically present in this epilogue but his thick aura is plenty tangible with his chains on her. What was once nothing but jewelry attached to a cold man now serves as a constant warm reminder that they love and trust each other. I've imagined every fluffy scenario possible and my heart flounders each time. Did you have a scene about this ana? Or have you thought about when he gave it to her? I'd like to know your thoughts:") ....if you've even read this far 😂😂😂

 EXTRA:

i think @evierecs said it perfectly about wanting to know more more more about this mystery man hoseok. and his background, his home life, his childhood, his life in the military, why he joined the Gajog, everything about him. “but at the end of the day we didn’t need it because his character was fully fleshed out without it - his sense of honor, his personal moral code, his practical experience and ruthless (in a good way) behavior.” - YES to all of this. I couldn't have said it better myself

it’s been a long while since i’ve read a series and i’m really glad i found this one. i hope i’ve conveyed just a little how much i enjoyed this beautiful series. i’ve enjoyed watching not just y/n and hoseok but also namjoon grow as individuals and as pairings.

Also the titles for each chapter are genius. I especially love the champain one. Ngl it took me a minute to get it LOL and i forget who it was but they said something great about the nicknames you chose for the kim siblings and im very inclined to agree that the names are so very fitting. And it really warmed my heart anytime they addressed each other that way ;;w;;

masterlist: guarded

you’ve tried to separate yourself from your infamous crime family, but a new case has your carefully-constructed world crashing down around you.  now you have to figure out how to heal old wounds and handle the new man who enters your orbit.

Chapter One: Fan Mail

Chapter Two: I’m Screwed

Chapter Three: Exotic Pets

Chapter Four: Cham-pain

Chapter Five: Italian Leather Gloves

Chapter Six: No One But You

Chapter Seven: Epilogue