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playing-pauls-mel0dy · 4 months ago

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y'know. at least a couple of times now, i've seen the theory that, potentially, Rainer was another victim of Marvin's (whether that be of rebirthing or just abuse in general). and my brain has decided to latch onto it for some reason.

so uh. There's That.

#petscop #rainer hammond #daniel hammond #marvin mark #dandy's rambles #gonna go with the latter because. i dunno who Marvin would even try rebirthing Rainer into #but y'know. i find the idea interesting. would definitely add an extra layer of WHY Rainer holds so much Utter Disdain for Marvin #(aside from. Everything Else obviously)#and y'know. i have my thing in my interpretation/headcanons for it where i make Paul and Rainer parallel/mirror each other a bit.#so it even fits my interpretation that way too.#Rainer every time he is Marvin's vicinity from when he was 14-before Care Was Kidnapped: hm. Discomfort. i'm sure this means nothing.#(< repressed a lot of shit from What Happened)#Rainer post-Care's Kidnapping when he sees Marvin: HATE. LET ME TELL YOU HOW MUCH I'VE COME TO HATE YOU-#(< the shit is No Longer Repressed + The Same Shit Happened To Care Now. Rainer's Understandably Pissed)#anyway off to go write now. see y'all later #ALSO. JUST THOUGHT OF THIS:#something something Rainer calling both Himself and Paul the Newmakers.#but he only ever tells Paul that he can 'close the loop.' that only Paul can end the cycle and find happiness.#something something Rainer going 'fuck me as well' and saying 'i'm a piece of shit.' because he continued the cycle (with Belle)-#-and also he just. feels like he can never go back. He Views Himself As Too Far Gone. He's Unfixable.#but Paul's not too far gone yet. He's The (other) Newmaker. He Can Turn Care NLM Into Care A. He Can Close The Loop.#i dunno. take my rambles. Now i'm off to go write

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ahotknife · 9 months ago

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the thing is that childhood doesn't just end when you turn 18 or when you turn 21. it's going to end dozens of times over. your childhood pet will die. actors you loved in movies you watched as a kid will die. your grandparents will die, and then your parents will die. it's going to end dozens and dozens of times and all you can do is let it. all you can do is stand in the middle of the grocery store and stare at freezers full of microwave pizza because you've suddenly been seized by the memory of what it felt like to have a pizza party on the last day of school before summer break. which is another ending in and of itself

#lucinda.txt #when i was 20 my theater teacher died and i thought i was also going to die #when i was 23 my childhood cat died and it was awful #all my grandparents are dead. liam payne from one direction has died.#it's like... okay. and you still have to wake up and go to work!#& i guess the idea is one day you'll get better at losing things #one day you just won't CARE that your childhood is over #i guess. but i doubt it.#1k #2k #5k #10k #20k #30k #50k #100k

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cafeyote · 6 months ago

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me and gang at the haunted house

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icewindandboringhorror · 4 months ago

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(also feel free in the tags to clarify Why you made the choice you made!! :0c)

#polls #tumblr polls #For me I think the top ones would be the House. The Money. or the Friend Group. But I ultimately might would go for the house #JUST becuase it would be my Dream House which means it would already meet mostly all of my specifications #and what I might be looking for. which would save a lot of time searching or customizing/rennovating.#Also because I could use that as a way to leave the US lol.. like .. if I get to choose my dream location.. couldnt I just choose some othe #country?? But I wonder how that works. Can you legally 100% have full ownership of a property in a country yet not be a citizen of that #country?? Would you show up and be like 'erm.. i own this house.. so i shall now live in it' and theyd be like 'uh no. you cant live here #despite owning the house. leave.' ??#So I think the initial process of 1. scraping together funds to actually MOVE myself and my most valuable belongings physically #TO another country. and 2. figuring out how to STAY in that country . might end up being difficult.. BUT. if I could just work that #part of things out then.. dream house?? security for once in my life?? stability?? :0 #Though the $1mil is enticing it's also like.. I feel .. with the way housing prices are now... that's not much???#it's a lot I guess if you plan on like.. investing half the money and staying in an apartment for 5 years while you grow your wealth #or something. but if you're a 'I Need Stability NOW' ready to settle down person who would be most interested in owning a property rather #than nice clothes or a car or whatever other investments you could make then.. eh..?? It seems like unless you're okay with living in #a small town or kind of far away from the city - even some SMALL houses in majorly populated areas in the US will be like #$600.000 - $900.000 or something. like that would be MOST of my money. Which I know you could just pay partially and make #payments on it but idk.. in the option of just outright owning the house it seems like it'd end up being cheaper.#Plus I would want to own it fully asap because I'd be afraid of losing it somehow otherwise. like it being taken for medical bills or #something. which I thought was supposed to be - not IMPOSSIBLE - slightly more complicated legally if you actually have #paid off the house in full. I guess the issue then would be utilities and property tax and such. But I feel like thats overcome-able??#Like I could just stipulate that my Dream House has a little furnished addition or something and then find someone #with money and be like 'Look you can live in this extremely nice area with amazing ameneties and updated everything and ALL you have #to do is give me money to cover the utilities and property tax.'' or something like that. Like the little furnished addition is nicer #than the actual house. they have their own pool and spa and movie room or something and Ill also cook all their meals for them #or whatever (how luxurious it would be depeneds on how high the property tax actually is/how much I would need to entice them into #why it's a good deal for them to pay it for me lol). idk... something like that.. ANYWAY #I asked a few people I know though and one of them answered they'd rather have a romantic partner. the other one said they'd like #to be able to choose someone to die lol.. So I'm curious what people value the most

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hinamie · 4 months ago

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newest issue of first years fashion just dropped

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk fanart #yuji itadori #nobara kugisaki #fushiguro megumi #itafushikugi #jujutsu kaisen fanart #jjk art #this quickly got away from me #taking hina from 3 days ago who thought 'yeah ill do 3 outfits for each of them what's the harm' and strangling her w my bare hands #original concept fr this was drawing the kids each matching a different outfit w gojo #but i got frustrated by th heights and placement so i said no tall people allowed and scrapped gojo from plans <3 #tbh it wouldnt have been /that/ much better in terms of workload but the 3 drawings it would have saved me isnt nothing #but im just complaining fr nothing atp lmao i love all of these sm i love playing dress up with my tuoys (the jjk first years)#love treating them like mannequins i love coming up w outfits layer those kids UP #nobara especially i have so much fun brainstorming she looks good in everything To Me #i dressed megumi more smart casual than normal bc he's got gojo's credit card info and if i want him in balenciagas gdi he's gna get them #also listen i love megumi we know this but fr the sake of not dressing him in solid colour slacks and sweaters 3 different ways #i gave him the workout fit. it cant b yuuji all the time ok i think we deserve megumi in a compression shirt as a treat #speaking of yuuji good god where do i start #he's definitely stylish but in a 'got dressed in the dark/threw on the first articles of clothing i saw' way and i adore him so much for it #wears things tht make him happy w no regard for how they may or may not look tgt bless his heart #also i drew th skateboard fr posing purposes entirely forgetting my prior hc that yuuji cant skate so i roughed him up fr consistency #th boy just ate concrete but is ready to get back up and try again what a champ #anyway bless this line and shading style i lov u less detailed render i love u sharp swoopy fabric lines #saved me sm time fr #also this is my application fr the mappa jjk marketing team they should hire me and let me dress the chars id be so good i promise #ill even take out the vocaloid and pop culture references i wont infringe on any ip i sweaaarr

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butchfalin · 2 years ago

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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

#yeehaw #1k #5k #10k #posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference #edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense #also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags #1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now #he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic #2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign #like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock #3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing #it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is #extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once #it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life #i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about #Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect #if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it #aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week

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sopuu · 3 months ago

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possessive x obsessive

#just like last time caption goes both ways #drawing mutually insane for each other poses is harder than i thought ashfjfk #sopuuart #good soup #arcane #arcane jayce #jayce talis #jayvik #arcane viktor #arcane fanart #ALSO HI. sorry for slow art life is hard etcetera. i hate toiling for capitalism i just want to draw my stupid gays #one more month (hopefully) of jail and i’ll be drawing so much jayvik it’ll be crazy

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skoofie · 1 year ago

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Friendly reminder that you should

Write that fic

Draw your OC

Redesign that blorbo

Plan that comic how you want

Create the content you want to see

Be cringe

Be free

The only thing that matters is you having fun! Not what others think!

#ski thoughts #i am cringe but i am free #this isnt directed at anyone btw #just been seeing a lot of people feeling too scared to share their thoughts (me too bestie) and sometimes we (also me) need a reminder that #we can do what we want forever #whos gonna stop you?#haters?#they want u so bad it makes them look silly

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pyrus-salicifolia · 4 months ago

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“Normal” test results are not the relief people think they are. When you wake up in pain and continue to be in pain for hours every day and your tests come back normal you don’t stop being in pain.

#chronic pain #I guess #cripplepunk #crip punk #<— correct me if that’s overstepping #what do I tag this with #I obviously didn’t get a diagnosis #personal but I’m also really scared of needles #and having to go through the fear and pain and crying and screaming #for nothing #doesn’t feel good #people tell me it’s not “nothing #but I know exactly what I did before the tests #which is nothing!!#and I didn’t have to go through that pain for that!!!#also å few months ago I genuinely thought it was completely normal #later I realised that spending hours each morning warming up my hands to feel usable might be more pain and stiffness than other people #experienced #I genuinely didn’t expect all of my friends to say they didn’t feel ANY pain at all #and now I’m just hyper aware of how not normal this is #and I’m still in pain #and now I’m not gonna get any help other than a “try heat therapy from the doctor #which is what I was already doing #like no im not crying cause I’m not sick #it would be great if I wasn’t sick #but clearly something’s wrong

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elysiuminfra · 4 days ago

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my transfem coworker yesterday said "i can't wait to get on hrt so i can be a lesbian" and i was like hand on her shoulder. girl..... you're already a lesbian. i see you with my dyke eyes. you are already a beautiful lesbian dont let anybody take that from you.

#it is my civic duty to tell pre hrt dolls that theyre just as much of a lesbian as i am #i also get so worried about her bc it seems like she mostly knows transmasc people and the uh #transmasc people that she knows are kind of fucking insane #somebody said the term sapphic is only for afabs and i looked her dead in the eyes and said No the fuck its not. thats transmisogyny.#trying desperately to make sure she knows more transfems bc the way her transmasc friends treat her is so weird. take my hand girl lets go #thoughts #shes so sweet im really glad were friends at work.......#and she invited me to a house show next week. so we are going to fucking mosh

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yeepof · 1 year ago

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Local PHD student at wizard school HARRASSED!! FOR SHAME!!

#laios touden #falin touden #marcille donato #farcille #arts #dungeon meshi #hello Im back again! to tumblr #also Im pretty shamlessly using beebfreeb 's falin outfit. I like it a lot I think thats how she is #delicious in dungeon #obviously influenced by some other peoples designs of modern designs figured Id put that disclaimer i do love those #i have no idea what the canonicity of laios going to the library is. like. he knows a lot #but i dont know if thats from books necessarily? jsut thought it was funny just pretend its this particualr libraary if that bothers u I gu

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pcktknife · 1 month ago

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i miss the static youd get from kissing old tvs and the buttons and the av cable ports and how some of em had built in vhs or dvd players and the volume they had and huggability

#kae.txt #i brought this up to my mother the nostalgia of having one and she was like yeah...ive thought about getting #one just to have cause i feel like it might be something i would be able to understand how to repair easier than a modern tv #no basis for why she thinks this but i get it. that and also for an old game system she might want lol #genuinely do feel this way but i cant act like it wasnt a thought spurred on by The Character. speaking of

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psyduckbuttercup · 7 months ago

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hey so i Fully Believe that telemachus was not afraid of odysseus in Hold Them Down

people may have told him stories of Odysseus, King of Ithaca, Athena's chosen Champion, Hero of Troy

but mama's boy telemachus sat by her feet as she wove tapestry after tapestry; and penelope told her little wolf stories of his father

how they met, how he tripped over himself to woo her, how he cried his eyes out when penelope became pregnant, how telemachus wouldn't sleep in his cot as a baby because he was so used to being in his father's arms because odysseus would not put him down; and yes, how viciously he defended their family when the atrides came to retrieve him for the war

telemachus? the child of the Unhinged Power Couple? who knew very well how horrible those suitors were, how they treated him and spoke of his mother?

took one look at his dad viciously protecting their home, their family, and thought he was the coolest, strongest person ever (after mom ofc)

#epic the musical #epic #greek myths #the odyssey #odysseus and penelope #epic odysseus #telemachus #little wolf #odysseus of ithaca #penelope of sparta #penelope of ithaca #like dont get me wrong #the angst potential of telemachus struggling upon meeting odysseus is great #but i just cant fathom why he would only know the Legend of Odysseus #like would penelope talk about him in such a way? really?#also odypen are unhinged and while telemachus is Baby #hes also Their Kid and thought it was awesome when he decked antinous on his ass #idk just some Epic thoughts #jorge rivera herrans

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iwasbored777 · 7 months ago

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Robotnik saying that he's undesirable to all genders made me realize that he didn't ignore Stone's affection because he doesn't care about him but because he just simply didn't believe that anyone could love him and thought that Stone was only pretending to care about him as a part of his job.

#i mean it was obvious but when he explained it like that and also based on the way he treated stone after everything they've been through #he just thought that he's that unlovable and that someone like stone could never love him #stobotnik #doctor robotnik #agent stone #ivo robotnik #aban stone #doctor eggman #sonic 3 spoilers #sonic movie 3 spoilers #sonic 3 #sonic movie 3 #sonic the hedgehog 3 #sth

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 1 year ago

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Dog Meshi.

#dungeon meshi #falin touden #marcille donato #laios touden #The foreshadowing of the laios's barking is so funny. It isn't even just Marcille's flashback. It's everywhere.#It's the love of dogs. How he intimidates the basilisk. General fascination with creatures and their behaviours.#This is a man who is would not be a furry per say but would own a fursuit for the fascination of the craft.#Laios is the guy in the forums rating people's hybrid fursonas for nothing but the love of creatures.#Dog Laios would use his powers to go into dog-free restaurants.#That human impression is so good. One might say 'Woah who's that confident hairy guy? Alright boss; in you go.'#He would be the no.1 customer of a New York Deli that has no legal business license but makes the best sandwiches in the city.#“Would Senshi run it?” I think he would also be a dog in this theoretical AU. Which...makes the scene even funnier actually.#A comic in which everyone is dogs was never something I thought I'd make but here we are!#Marcille is a borzoi (elf of dogs). Tolden siblings are golden lab-retrievers.#Senshi is a scottish terrier. Chilchuck is harder; I need to think on that one. Another terrier perhaps.#Happy Thistle Thursday once again. I hope this comic makes someone laugh half as much as I did while drawing it.

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entityoffline · 3 days ago

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better this way, you say

#i like my old man yaoi messy and terrible for both parties #i personally love the idea of spamton having genuine feelings for tenna after a while #but he's too focused on his end goal that he either simply refuses to acknowledge them #or buries them so so so so so deep down they're in hell #but whenever those feelings do pop up #whether he wants to realize they're gay asf or what #he just pushes them aside again #and never allows anything to go deeper or to mean anything deeper #(a relationship? with your business partner? REALLY tenna? you crack me up!!)#only ever indulges it halfheartedly #thinking of the relationship only as it is and the romantic stuff as bullshit to pass the time with #a “what the hell sure” mentality to cover up the horrors i suppose #to the dismay of tenna (and himself but dont tell him that)#the prophecy just makes it worse #because what else is he supposed to do when his repressed gay thoughts are directed at the man whos bound to die #can you really blame him for not wanting to acknowledge them?#i sure can #also look closer at the text in the last panel for a surprise #deltarune #spamtenna #deltarune tenna #tenna #tenna deltarune #ant tenna #mr ant tenna #spamton #spamton g spamton #fanart #my art

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