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[midnightswillow]

I can still make the whole place shimmer...

[thembeau]

One thing I don’t like about my job is that the food looks and smells fantastic but even with an employee discount I can’t afford to taste it

[escortingsecrets]

In my sick in and out hazy mind I have come to realize something- the reason I dont write with @shinrascomputer as much as I do here. I'll put it below the cut, it is drama but not from Tumblr at all. So people dont have to look at the whole thing I have a TLDR too below. Just. It explains a lot and he'll be on a hiatus until I can figure out my own mind and what to do here.

TLDR; I had a toxic and abusive roommate years ago, and thats why my joy for Lucas' muse isnt there

To explain it better: I moved out of my parents house to go to college. I moved in with a friend from way back in high school grade 9- at that time I had known them for about ten years, give or a take a break of a few years in the middle there as we both graduated from different high schools when they moved.

The problem didn't star right away- now, as I've joked, Lucas is one of my oldest OCs. I was 13, in a French Class, and doodling dumb characters while waiting for the teacher with friends. Then, I made Lucas. He just,,, Never went away I suppose. Doodled him more and more, he became a full character and not just a doodle.

When I went to college at 23, Lucas was one of my favourite characters, an intro in OCs and the amount of creation they can have. Then, the roommate made a second Hojo experiment, combining different DNA into a child, and... Named him Luke. I assumed it just a coincidence, shrugged it off. Heard more and more about them, how the mom was horrible, how Hojo raised them, and, I started to have the nagging feeling it wasn't just a coincidence. They claimed they made Luke years ago, but we'd been writing for ages, they'd written with Lucas and other OCs, shared their own. But never mentioned this sudden favourite character they wanted to include in everything.

Fast forward a few years in the pandemic, and we were on the Twitter RPC. Things started to happen, drama was flying all over the place. I left the rpc quietly, too tired and exhausted, keeping in touch with people through other socials. They kept writing, kept mentioning all these things about stuff I told them not to do. Their treatment of myself and my (now ex) partner got terrible. We moved in with my parents, and they shot every bad mouth thing they could at us both, screamed at us to gtfo. We left when they were at work, defeated and tired, and blocked them on everything. I later learned the dramas were, mostly, by their hand, their toxic and manipulative behaviour ruined quite a few characters for me that I still dont write as I used to (Tseng, and Rufus, are also on that list).

But I've never let go that they had a character named Luke, that they made after countless rps with Lucas, tried to claim they were years old and such a special muse for them. I can't write Lucas without thinking of that, I can't enjoy my little gremlin like I used to anymore, because now, his character is tainted with a past I don't know how to wipe away to find the joy I used to.

That's also why I'm so cautious about writing characters and sharing my ideas, why I don't like discussing them or feel like I need to be vague. I know people won't steal him, everyone here is so lovely and has been a very welcoming community, I see so many others that have faced the same problems of ideas being taken and it pains me to know that someone I thought a close friend was actually just a thief, and a manipulator like that.

[electraheartonvinyl]

I have to believe our worst moments don’t make us monsters

[josephthesnailshow]

:]

[heartbreakincident]

nothing but respect for our troops (smut writers) but listen. i dont want to be the person to tell you this, but not every character is going to be a dom or a sub. some people. and i know this is hard to hear. but some people do have vanilla sex. and some of those people might even be The Character.

[camilla-ssasjj]

I raise my hand, its been a year and a couple days, 25 currently, cant help but circle a number of these, been a very wild year for me

Is there any love for trans girls who didnt know? Who never had signs? Who went through life comfortable with their gender until one day suddenly they werent? Where all of a sudden after years of going “auhh yeah i wanna have a sick beard and be a cool guy” it all swapped and facial hair makes you hate yourself and you feel trapped in the body that once used to make you so unbelievably happy. Is there any love for those trans girls?

The girls who see all these girls going “hehe i always was stealing skirts to wear them and i always felt like a girl since the beginning” and get sad and dejected because they just dont feel like they belong?

Is there any love for us?

[aropride]

did… did she do that?

[noodles-and-tea]

Don’t worry, bud, Bruce will get it eventually…

[platypaws]

pnf revival challenge day 4: driver’s license!

Hosted by @howtonerdoutovereverything!✨

I wanted to add a page where they get pulled over by cops but ironically I spent 10 hours driving myself today and I’m falling asleep at my desk kfbshckm anyway here’s a bonus meme:

[midnightswillow]

Say it once again with feeling...

[irate-iguana]

For those who don’t know, Elon Musk has recently been directing his assholery towards Wikipedia — calling them ‘Wokepedia’ due to the amount they spend on Diversity, Equity, and Inclusion, and calling for people to stop giving them money “until they restore balance to their editing authority” —, now is a great time to consider donating to Wikipedia!

[viorel-lette]

— Melora (played by Brian Murphy), Not Another D&D Podcast Campaign 1, Episode 97

[aznisure]

belly of the beast

[neil-perrys-suicidal-tendencies]

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