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alexwesterman · 1 day ago
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I've always been fascinated whether meaning travels with objects through time.
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anistarrose · 3 months ago
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the owl house has some diabolical parallels via framing of scenes but none make me cry more than plant glyph dead dad vs. light glyph dead dad. what if i was never normal about luz and her dead dads (both biological and non-biological) again
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Luz drawing a plant glyph in Reaching Out
Luz and Amity watching as they send the flowers into the air with a balloon
Luz touching an inert light glyph in Watching and Dreaming
Luz watching with a tearful smile as she releases the light glyph into the wind. The scene has the exact same framing as the scene in Reaching Out.
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cent-scratchnsniff · 5 months ago
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something bad did indeed happen to that man. spent abt 25 minutes trying to find a better picture of that one (1) offical piece with his eyes open that wasnt compressed or tiny
#library of ruina#yan library of ruina#getting comfortable doodling some objects and mannequin shapes for very obvious reasons. i read the keypage story and now it has a grip on#my brain. wanting to go ahead and plan it out and then draw the mangled memory and nightmare that replays behind the eyelids in the darknes#it was cool to see the reason confirmed from my speculation. twas indeed another reason of blocking out present pain with closing of eyes#considering they made angela have a plot important reason for doing so it would only make sense for another to have a reason for it as well#well. after having a prominent part inside the thumb/index story line. its just going to be yapping about yan now i think#let me add a spoiler tag i suppose? vauge but just incase i dont want to be an asshole. even if most already have played rhe game#library of ruina spoilers#lor spoilers#i really liked the typewritter effect over the voice after distortion. especially so when the effect finishes before the actual garbled voi#does. it makes it feel as if it were being read out after it being written down rather than of own words or volition. along with the text#upon the screen during the fight being just prescripts rather than anything relating to the man himself like the other instances with such#text had been. paired w the name of distorted yan being untranslated to keep the intent of the name being unreadable or not understandable#more into the idea of stripping away of the self or any sense of a self. not personal and not even him anymore. the following of a goal for#the goal for it is given and there isnt any hope of having the ability to not do such a thing. people yearn for a reason and something to d#and for it to be given to them to not hold responsibility nor have to do their own choices anymore. once a crushing weight weighs down#inside the face of an absolute cruelty that is perpetuated and that crushed the dreams or even desires having them be but nothing how can#one move on? it was really nice to see at the end of the fight. its easier to just say such things than to actually do them. even if the ac#ions dont even feel as if they are ones own or that there isnt any say in the matter having to endure all the pain for seemingly nothing it#still is pain. that feeling inside is still real. it still happened. regardless of the circumstances that brought them about#the thumb/index or just fingers seem to be an exaggerated to the extreme showcase of how the colletivist mindset in an unhealthy manner#could be exhibited. the thumb with its hierarchy and absoluteness and the demand for respect along with its strict layers of showing who is#below and who is above. the ability to have power over those underneath . the participation inside of it and the already brought up yearnin#to be apart of a group and to have a title and position inside of a group and of power and even a desire like from pete to join one iirc#the index being of the cruel perpetuating cycle of pain people inflict upon one another a behavior beaten and upkept by the systems as they#drift and desire to live. which causes them to partcipate in that cycle out of necessity. cruel acts upon another in order to live and seei#a need to go ahead and do such things for if they dont they die and another will just do the same to them. social sciences talk and rolands#talks abt how the city opperates reinforce that fact. the index and prescripts are really just a show inside that extreme manner and in a#more literal sense of that. it was really cool to read it..
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trannypresident · 1 year ago
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happy valentine's day i guess but you caught me at a bit of a bad time :(
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thisshitisridiculous · 4 months ago
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i can't take another "buck sleeping in eddie's bed post-texas move" post i'm going crazy eddie is gonna take his bed with him why the hell would he buy a new bed in texas when he's already up the ass in paying for the move in the first place and buck already owns a bed! probably a nice one! that he likes! why would he get rid of his bed just to keep eddie's when eddie needs his in texas!! people move beds! the damn u-haul literally saids 'holds queen sized bed!' on the back! i deeply love the unreality you live in its so sweet and full of angst but i can't join you im so sorry
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shallowseeker · 2 months ago
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So, he HAS thought about this.
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The only way for them not to be in danger, logically, is if the two of them not viscerally attached to Dean's head/memories. So, you'd think he'd have asked Cas to remove them from his own memories, too.
(And even that might not be fool-proof.)
But that's clearly not the case because...
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#spn 6x01#spn 6x21#of course dean cares#but the implication of this... isn't great#he's either being (a) stupid in the midst of his own angst or he realizes that (b) he CARES but not at a level that requires...#it's painful either way#i do wish lisa had had one more arc that centered around BEN in danger because it would've been the crunchy logical end to her arc#and re: truth serum what lisa wants IS dean but critically... dean with no strings!!!!#and what lisa craves is no-strings attached dedication which IMHO may be why she sought validation from loner type dudes in the first place#a persistent interest of hers to the point of dressing her kid up like her youth-focused object(s) of validation and affection#i know it was played for laughs but it's much crunchier to see lisa's hands at work in her 8 yo kid’s interests!!!! spiderman? no!! acdc!!!#anyway lis stated TO dean that she did not want the way he lived with his hunting and esp his connection to feeling responsible for sam#she should have been allowed to completely own it by seeing all of dean's world and understanding it at its deepest roots#OR easy solution might've been dean asking who???? to sam in the last scene though re: lisa and ben to imply his own memories were gone#ask adjacent#she does try to meet him halfway in a checklisted list of *so understanding* and all the right words#but it's so crunchy bc while she will tolerate grief and alcohol and the idea of saving the world in abstract#she IS threatened by what she perceives as dean having *other* familial obligations#and THAT'S the fuel for her as main character energy right there#sam and ben are paralleled in episode 6x01 right down to their clothing#anyway i just think her hyperboles of best night... best year... make a LOT of sense for how she moves through the world#when you stop to think about it#lisa is a study in hyperboles on some levels and it's beautiful how matt slows into that eventually
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gingermintpepper · 10 months ago
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hi I love your tags so so much! they were so sweet and so interesting and creative and the whole Aphrodite type of beauty thing sounds really interesting do you have any articles and recommendations to read further into it??
-hogoflight
Hello my fine feathered (I am assuming possession of feathers if you are, indeed, capable of flight) @hogoflight! I'm always always happy to hear that people appreciate my frenzied rambling in the tags :D! I have a lot of articles and recommendations :D!! Ancient Greek notions of beauty and representations of it in their art and sculptures is a pretty well studied topic! There isn't any way for us now to know definitively what the beauty standard was (it varied widely from region to region and culture to culture after all) but here are a couple of my favourite reads about Aphrodite and what her representations tell us about idealised beauty!
Probably the most empirically extensive one I can list is Krönström's thesis which compares statues of Aphrodite and literary text referring to both the goddess and mortal women to determine physical ideals for women in five specific eras of Grecian antiquity. Including measurements of the statues there are many descriptions of Aphrodite as 'curvy' with a 'voluptuous figure' and with 'ample buttocks and bosom'.
"When the beauty traits are described in the texts, they are never extreme or anything that could not be found in normal people just that they are more beautiful in every aspect. Furthermore, the sculptures’ physical forms look healthy, they are tall and have distinct curves. Great examples of this are the Knida sculpture and de Milo (the Melian) sculpture."
Of course, these images are still idealised, and there was still a concept such as 'too fat' or 'too skinny' found in written records (and this thesis even includes analysis of pornographic writings and descriptions of the fashion and stylings of pubic hair of women from different regions!!) but from an interpretational standpoint? There is absolutely no reason why these can't refer to a fuller figure. Height was also a very important factor after all and over the course of many eras, it seems like being well proportioned in addition to the length and appearance of one's hair were the most important factors (and, like Apollo, greater beauty was given to those with curlier hair)
Mireille M. Lee's 'Other Ways of Seeing' essay which talks about the forgotten female viewers of Knidian Aphrodite which is also extremely illuminating on how Aphroditic sexuality and sensuality was perceived totally differently from the well documented male voyeuristic gaze (which was overly preoccupied with the statue's nakedness and therefore over-sensationalised the statue's physical appearance) vs women's perspective on the statue which is more centered on the beauty of simplicity in Aphrodite's garment and decoration and in her power and ability to captivate both in her finery and without it. I think it's especially useful in exploring the importance of finery, jewellry and adornment in representations of Aphroditic beauty.
"Some of the small-scale copies are heavily jeweled, especially those from the eastern Mediterranean, for example the Hellenistic gilded terracotta statuette in the Çanakkale Museum (Fig. 5) in which the goddess wears, in addition to the armband on her (right) arm, the following: a necklace with multiple pendants; cross-bands extending over both shoulders and hips, with a cascading pendant in the center; a coiled snake armband on the left arm and another snake on her left thigh, and a twisted anklet on her right leg. (The left leg has been restored, and might also have featured an anklet.)"
"Jewelry is especially associated with Aphrodite in Greek literature. As seen above, in the Homeric Hymn to Aphrodite, the goddess adorns herself with gold jewelry, dress-pins, and earrings in the shape of flowers (162–3)..."
Finally, and to me, the most important one in the argument for an interpretation of Hyacinthus as fat, beautiful and fundamentally Aphroditic comes from Brilmayer's brilliant brilliant thesis done on Aphrodite's work and influence in Archaic Greek Poetry which does away with all of that masculine preoccupation with physical proportion, measurement and bodily ideals for a focus on a Sapphic Aphroditic ideal centered in clothing, ornamentation and, most importantly cunning as symbols of Aphrodite and ultimately a feminine idealised form of beauty. This paper also discusses Pandora and Helen in these terms and it is just kind of a wonderful read tbh.
"Combining Homeric and Hesiodic elements with her own ideas, she [Sappho] alters the way female beauty is viewed. For example, the Homeric war chariot – a symbol of male, military prowess - comes to symbolise the totality of Aphrodite’s power uniting in itself male and female qualities. Having addressed the concept of beauty directly, Sappho then concludes that beauty lies in the eye of the beholder. With the help of Helen of Troy and her beloved Anaktoria, Sappho sets out to reinvent the concept of female beauty as a godlike, subjective quality that may be expressed in many ways, yet remains inspired by Aphrodite."
The conclusion to all of this of course is that Aphroditic ideal beauty is much more fluid compared to its stricter Apolline masculine standard. The nuances and understandings of both are of course, constantly being studied, analysed and scrutinised but really, if Dionysus who was both bearded and clean shorn, effeminate, birthed and rebirthed (and twice gestated!) and strongly associated with vegetation can be popularly portrayed as fat and handsome, why can't Hyacinthus?!
#ginger rambles#ginger answers asks#Once again I do not care how it happens or who I have to pay#I don't even care how much research I have to do#All I care about is more unique portrayals of Hyacinthus#Literally that's it#I will go through every academic hoop to make that possible if that's what peeps need TRUST#No because there's a genuine conversation to be had about a Hyacinthus who is split between masculine and feminine qualities#Likewise there's a wonderful conversation to be had wrt Apollo's fluidity in terms of presentation and how it does not reflect on his gende#the way Dionysus' fluidity reflects on his#Apollo is ALWAYS masculine no matter his ornaments garments makeup or action#It doesn't matter that he has the prettiest curls or wears elaborate dresses for his kitharody and dances#or values the deep dyes of the lapis - Apollo is ALWAYS male and that cannot be concealed by any finery or garment#Aphrodite however is an ally in this measure because through her beauty bridges the gap between the mortal and the divine#And we see this constantly in the way mortal beauties are able to attract the eye of many gods and how glory and ultimately immortality#are gained from these things#After all even after their deaths or betrayals or tragedies#We still tell their stories and remember their names#And what is Apollo if not the one who recites all of these beautiful memories - what is Clio if not the one who records these histories#ANYWAY PLEASE DRAW FAT HYACINTHUS#PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE#I AM ON MY KNEES I AM BEGGING (no pressure seriously I'm being very lighthearted) BUT ALSO PLEASE PLEASE PLEASEEEEE#TOGETHER WE CAN KILL THE PATROCLES/HYAPOLLO VISUAL PARALLELS WE CAN DO IT I KNOW WE CAN#ANYTHING SO THAT XANTHIAN DEVIL ARISTOS ACHAION DOESN'T GET ANY MORE PARALLELS WITH APOLLO P L E A S E#This is of course entirely because of my own biases and such there's nothing objectively wrong with comparing and paralleling#Hyapollo and Patrocles - however and I cannot stress this enough#P l e a s e#Thank you for the ask <33 Always a pleasure to provide more relatively obscure references mmhm#Hope this helps!#oh almost forgot
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optimistic-autistic · 1 month ago
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does any other autistic person here have a permanent feeling of Disconnect from their surroundings and the people in their life
#idk man just#i've always seen a lot of posts that are like “i always felt so lonely/left out/excluded/outcasted/etc”#about growing up autistic. and like yeah i did go through all of that but#i hardly noticed#because it was only me in my little world and i did not care or even notice#and i feel bad and are kind of objectively a shitty friend half the time because#i forget people. i forget to actually connect with them#i don't miss people. i can't feel that. like actually have never felt it#i don't have empathy which isn't bad on its own but it makes me feel so far away from others#i don't feel anything when others do and i have to verbally remind myself that other people have different experiences#and different emotions whenever i don't understand someone. it's something i physically don't understand#so i need to do it cognitively and conciously instead#and then there's the issue of if i actually feel like this or if i just can't remember#because i know the concept of emotional amnesia exists but idk if it's like system exclusive (which. i'm not going to unpack)#and i definitely have that. i have a handful of traumatic memories i can kind of recall and. i don't feel them#it's like watching a video kind of#and the general amnesia too like once a week or even less passes i forget the general idea of what happened during that time#that one is not too bad but whenever i talk to people it does kind of show#i feel platonic stuff strongly i guess but not all the time#so half the time i feel like i don't care about anything or anyone and the only thing that makes me think i do#is the sense of justice#and the only strong emotions i feel anymore are like anger and jealousy which i hate#i just feel weird. and everyone is so weird to me#and i hate everything#vent#actually autistic#autism#neurodivergent#i just need to know if this is normal#there's more but like
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ncfan-1 · 4 months ago
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Osha’s “I will find you!” and Anakin’s “I won’t let this dream come to pass”: same principle. (Resolving to go down a dark path to find the strength to save the person they love most from peril.)
Same result? (Eternal separation via death and/or pushing their loved one further and further away with every action they take trying to keep them close and keep them safe, until their loved one doesn't recognize and can’t stand what they’ve become.)
#The Acolyte Star Wars#Osha Aniseya#Mae Aniseya#Osha is such a strong Anakin analogue#and that would likely have taken her to some deeply unpleasant interpersonal places in S2 vis a vis Mae#I said it before and I'll say it again as many times as required#Osha has poisoned any prospective reunion with Mae by allowing the separation to happen in the first place#she was willing to sacrifice her sister to save herself#Mae always resurrects after being sacrificed#(because it's not her purpose in life to be sacrificed for her sister no matter how many people serve her up on that altar#and I WILL die on that hill)#but after you've thrown someone away that thoroughly#even with their consent#(which you should never have taken them up on#when someone is that detrimentally self-sacrifical you should never take advantage of their lack of self-worth like that#not if you truly love them)#do you really have any claim left to their love and their loyalty?#do you really think that their love and loyalty is something you can presume upon?#Osha's going down a path where she's unlikely to understand that when she meets up with Mae again#and is a lot more likely to just try and steamroll over any objections Mae might have#wrapped up in the selfish perspective that because SHE got out okay Mae should just be cool#with having her mind and memories ripped apart#because she agreed to it didn't she?#Osha is going to walk up to her sister thinking that they can just pick up where they left off#and Mae is going to want to know where the hell she gets off thinking that#when the last time they met Osha sacrificed her for her own sake#and unless Osha is willing to do some serious self-reflection about that#yeah no that reunion is completely poisoned
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the downside to being a sitcom neighbour sort of person is that when rough things happen and emotionally fuck u up a lil bit, it also sounds completely made up
#bert's dead dad tag#found out today the way my dad told mom he wanted a divorce?#he wrote her a letter and left it on the dining room table for her to find on the morning of her fortieth birthday#who the fuck does that dead father#like that is the sort of thing i would entirely make up if i needed everyone at the table to fuckin hate an npc#and at least one person would go 'you're laying it on a little bit heavy'#i know he did work to become a better person as he got older#which is good because BOY howdy was that man a piece of shit in the early 90s#and we are having Complicated feelings about it tonight and also for the last nine months#something something when i was writing his eulogy i came across an old article discussing something he did in the 90s#YDIP (your dad is problematic)#like yeah this is the sort of thing that would have been vaguely acceptable in the cultural context#but like. still objectively bad. potentially ruining several lives sort of bad.#learned this and then wrote the rest of his eulogy about how he was a great guy and how i'm lucky to have been his son#(which was rough enough on its own because i've never said 'i'm [dad's name]'s son' as many times as i did that trip home)#but like what else do you do? i sent off a message looking for more information#and that information if it comes is just gonna sit with me i guess#sure as hell not telling my sister and this whole thing i've been getting through without really having anyone here for me to talk to#(hence the big fuckoff tag rant. your problem now losers who like clicking the read more button)#so even if i get all the answers i want about this one thing it's not gonna do any good except putting an end to one question#but part of having a dead dad who's been out of the business of forming new memories since you came out is having more questions#answering this one's just gonna add even more questions to the pile#but. got fuckall else to do
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dumvixerum · 1 year ago
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Damn. I suck at color theory 🤩
Anyway here's Alice's Jojo stand his name is Carousel and he's just a little silly fox (he won't hesitate to take all your sanity away and destroy it if Alice is mad 🫶)
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I prefer the traditional version honestly it's better without the colors 💀
Rant about Carousel in the tags sorry not sorry
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mummer · 2 years ago
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ten needs to be trapped in a torture chamber forever for what he does to martha. I hope jakey the time lord fucking dies
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sskk-manifesto · 1 year ago
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Atsushi's back in the game!!! ۶( ˆ o ˆ )
#And Kouyou!!!!#Also. I can say Steinbeck is kinda 👀👀👀#King of the specific category of “I forget I like him until he's on screen”#I'm seriously unlocking memories with this rewatch. Like I haven't thought about it in two years–#but I just know when I was watching the anime for the first time I was being like#“Of COURSE the villains need to spend several minutes each episode explaining in detail how their own superpowers work so that the–#protagonists can get a perfect idea of how to best counter them. Why are villains made so freaking stupid in this show” aljhvwslchvqliyqwb#But. Eh. I guess that's just bsd to you.#Alsoooooo random thought of the day: I don't really favour how Tanizaki's ability was adapted in the anime.#I very well understand they were going for this green Matrix-like illusion effect‚ but every time someone says “... Snow?”#I'm like please explain where do you live that has snow glowing green.#Aamsjgvfaskjhfv sorry this is me being very. Cranky and nitpicky and having terrible audience etiquette in refusing to–#engage in suspension of disbelief. It just bugs me akvakcvqkyb I just feel like... Green is such a non-snow color–#that quite of completely disrupts the Light Snow / Sasame Yuki aesthetic. I would have liked it much better light blue or simply white.#What else. The way the Guild just goes on at stereotypes still troubles me a lot. The “usamericans can't be touched by laws–#because they use money to corrupt anyone” “foreign criminal organization come in our country to corrupt our pure and untouched soil”#Idk. Maybe all of it is true. Can it still be deemed a stereotype when it's objectively something that's happened before–#and will probably keep happening?#I suppose I'm just not a fan of the constant hostility against any foreigner. Idk.#This situation besides is extremely ironical. If you meet me irl it probably won't take long to see me being very outspoken about–#how much I despise usa cultural colonization of all other countries. It's something that really bothers me‚ how rooted and pervasive–#their influence is. So in a lot of ways I can relate to the author's sentiment#I just feel that. If you start treating them as stereotypes and ignore the complexity of a country and the wide spectrum of causes–#that contribute to its attitude in international relations. You end up practicing precisely what you're trying to criticize.#Okay this is the last time I'm getting into the politics of the Guild arc lol#random rambles#This time I took watching the episode slow I feel a little late
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funnyscienceman · 2 years ago
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i think one thing i'm never gonna get over about the movie is that the memorial wall full of art — some of the drawings are of shadow nimona. i can't get screenshots right now but like. shadow nimona smiling. beaming. getting hearts and smiles and hugs, from the kids, from other shadow creatures. it's just. it's so sweet. like it's the kids who drew that taking all that raw hurt and vulnerability from the final act and giving it the hug and empathy and solidarity it needed. and it's like, look at nimona's line after the kwispy incident, look at the cereal ad, the board game billboard; look at gloreth being taught hate, and then look at the drawings. and i just lose it every time i think about it
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cuteniarose · 10 months ago
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thoughts on ming-hua x p'li??
Unfairly attractive OTP rare pair that deserve a lot more love than they get, what else can I say?
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billygoat26 · 1 year ago
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Ocean Blue Elephant
Dedicated to Nani, my grandma. <3
Everyone has that special something.
That "something" could be nothing
But a memory in their head,
Or something they lie with in bed.
For me that special something
Is a stuffed blue elephant.
One that holds all the memories
Of the past in it's glossy black eyes
And it's fluff, blue as the tears we cry
When we remember why.
The elephant, blue like the ocean
You loved to visit.
The sound of the waves is calming,
Isn't it?
The ocean you shall always be sitting by
Reflected in the blue of the stuffed elephant.
There's so much more I wish to say,
But I can't.
So for now, as I lie next to your blue elephant,
All I can say is "thank you."
Thank you for all the memories
That we shared,
And that you always cared.
Memories forever embedded
In your ocean blue elephant.
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