#Existence Without Cause
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“Don’t… don’t tell him you think dingbat fonts are cool.”
AUGH @forgettable-au fanart :3 been on another roll with it (in agony constantly)
theres some untranslated wingdings cause i love translating it myself, hope others do too :D
not confident on how “canon” or in-character this is but- I HAD FUN this AU has really got me in the rendering spirit, I really enjoy taking inspiration but also adding mu own silly twists on it and AAA everything looks even more tasty now
I view this as them in New Home after getting something to eat (after the last page update) and heading back the same way since Alphys’ place is on the way to The Lab. The font convo comes back up again and then yeah
Alsoooo if youre interested in behind the scenes stuff heres the speedpaint :3
also i never poster about this- but i had another forgettable dream. it didn’t make any godamn sense. I woke up and drew the only scene I could remember:
Wingdings and Sans had a fight and ig wingdings killed Sans 😭😭😭 in a stairwell for some reason
and current Sans, Papyrus brother Sans, is like watching all of this and was brought here by Lancer like a Ghost Of Christmas Past type situation. Idk why. I choose not to attempt to make sense of this anymore. But i swear this is an actual dream i had 😭
#undertale#undertale fanart#undertale au#forgettable au#forgettable au fanart#wingdings i hate you#/pos#wingdings is the bane of my existence#/aff#it doesnt look like New Home#ignore that#angst?#more funny than sad#but still sad#Cause I imagine wingdings was so bothered by the fact that he couldnt talk to anyone without Sans’ help#and he couldnt get the hang of speaking in a different font for the longest time#so he just kinda became apathetic to the idea of making any kind of connection#with anything that wasnt science#like now he ‘doesnt care’#but before DUDE WAS STRUGGLING#i have a sneaking suspicion he still is struggling#like mans is lying to himself fr fr#but also THE FUNNY#I love just thinking about the inflection on how they would say their lines#yeaaaaaaahhhhhhhh… ‘cooool’#i got this idea from how I always thought of Gaster as really cool before this au#like omg bro can speak in SYMBOLS??? THATS RAD#but then- oh yeah if you really think about it…#thats not all that cool. cause yknow#talking to people and making connections is a thing.
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Alley Drunk! Danny AU- Pt. 4
[Pt.1] [Pt.2] [Pt.3]
Danny blinked down at the cart, where a red hoodie and pants with red stripes along the side laid over the lip of the cart. Considering they’re in this universe’s brand of Marget- seriously, who names a store Target? If anything in Amity Park was named that, Skulker would have wrecked it in five seconds flat- it’s hilariously on brand. Though, to be fair, this was Gotham’s version too, which meant a lot of security guards (who definitely doubled as goons for the Rogues, Danny was sure) and the vibes were spooky.
“I’m guessing red’s your favorite color.”
Instead of the humorous way he meant the sentence, Jason looked up anxiously and Danny immediately hated himself a little bit more.
“Sh- I can put it back..?” Jason hunched in on himself.
Danny tracked the movement with clearer eyes than he’s had in a long while and ancients, does it remind him of how Dani was in front of Vlad all those years ago. And Danny has spent his entire half life being not like Vlad, so he’s not going to start now.
“Nah, you should definitely add some more stuff. This is no where near enough clothes.”
It really wasn’t. Danny had taken Jason to the store to pick out clothes- “Ther’s a second hand store down the stree’, ya know,” Jason had mumbled when they went through the doors- but the kid had only tentatively put in a small red hoodie and some pants in the cart. Now he had to put this in a way that’ll wipe the stubbornly hesitant look on Jason’s face off.
“Think about it this way, then. You’re repping me now, and while I might be the alley drunk, I’m not the poorly dressed alley drunk, yeah?”
“Oh. Tha’ makes sense.” Jason nodded to himself determinedly, and the kid strode over to the t-shirt section. For all of his confidence, he still glanced back to see if it was okay with Danny.
Well, Dani was the same way before she found her confidence (when she knew Danny wouldn’t abandon her or hurt her) so Danny just gave him a thumbs up before reaching into the rack and sweeping an armful of clothing straight into the cart. Then, he strode over to the jackets and grabbed the ones in Jason’s size and slightly bigger. Oh, he has to grab shoes. He’ll leave that for later, but Danny was going to get those ratty trainers off of Jason’s feet and into the nearest trash can if it was the last thing he does.
The halfa hummed, pausing at the first decidedly not miserable sound he’s made in a while. Dammit, if that wasn’t a sign of Danny’s attachment to Jason, he doesn’t know what would be. To be fair… Danny already committed murder for the kid, which was pretty much something he thought he’d never do, so in for a penny out for a pound or whatever.
He put a significant amount of the budget aside for the section labeled “JASON” so Danny shopped without a worry. Charlie’s ill-gotten assets were a good monetary compensation for his crime of existing near Jason or existing, period.
He picked up toiletries, toothbrushes and the like, when Jason came back sans t-shirt. Instead of a shirt- Danny had actually hoped that Jason would try to get multiple shirts- Jason was clutching a book.
Before he could even voice anything, Danny plucked the book out of his grip and put it into the cart with a disarming smile.
“Oh, good idea. We should get you books too. Wanna go pick out some more?”
“Uh- y’re just gonna get a book, just like that?”
“More than one book, I should hope. You are going to school, right?”
“…Yeah!” Danny couldn’t fathom ever being excited at the thought of school, but as Jason bounced away to peruse the admittedly poor selection of books, Danny couldn’t help but think that maybe he should give this education thing another try. Who knows? Maybe it’ll be less stressful now that he’s not Phantom.
Danny walked to the aisle next to the books and promptly proceeded to shove every single piece of stationary he thought was nice- pens, gel pens, cooling pens and pencils, a thick stack of notebooks, flash cards, etcetera- into the rapidly getting full cart.
Jason came back with three more books- nice, the classics- and froze at the sight of the cart.
“Oh, hey. Getting all of those?”
“Wha’- wha’s wit’ the stuff?”
“School supplies! Quality education starts with quality supplies, you know!” Danny said, a sliver of the grin that used to come so easily to him making an appearance on his face. "Don't worry, I budgeted. See?"
Danny handed Jason a piece of paper, confident that the kid would know if it was good or not.
"Where'd... ya get all of this?"
"Hmm... here and there."
Jason looked up at him, squinting suspiciously. "I hear' Charlie's gone poofed up."
Danny shrugged and put a calculator in the cart. "Oh, I'm sure he's busy."
Yeah, Danny thought vindictively. Busy being dead.
"Ya sound like a walking con," Jason said as he visibly decided to give up fighting against Danny's spending. "We nee' food."
"Gotcha. Well, if you need anything else, just bring it into the cart."
"I want veggies. Frozen, 's cheaper."
Danny nodded, resisting the urge to ruffle Jason's hair.
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"Hey, you's the Alley Drunk, right? 'Bout that boy you've been toting ar-"
Danny punched the guy in the face, dropping him like a stone. He looked up slowly and swayed.
"Any of you ask about my kid brother again, and I won't bother with being drunk when I hit you."
Rapid nods. Danny shuffled away, satisfied.
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Two weeks later, after a school day, Danny finds Jason heading to the bathroom with a box of...
"Hair-dye?"
Jason, who was marginally more relaxed and assured that Danny wasn't going to kick him out, nodded.
"Dye's fadin' n' I dun wanna get nabbed on the streets for having red hair."
Danny blinked. "You have red hair?"
"Sure do. See? Roots are showin' again." Jason pointed at his scalp where Danny could see the hair was getting lighter.
"Right. Well- I'll leave you to it. Let me know if you need help, kiddo." Danny said, desperately hoping he hid how off kilter he was feeling well.
"I don't need help, ah've been doing this for ages." The kid went into the bathroom and closed the door harshly. When the lock clicked and the faucet began running, Danny let himself slide down the wall into a crouch, hands cradling his head.
Red hair. Blue eyes. Tan skin. The facial features. The intelligence and empathy.
Danny chuckled hysterically under his breath.
Was Jason this universe's version of Jazz?
"Fuck."
#danny phantom#batman#dc x dp#dpxdc#danny adopts jason todd#jason todd#bamf danny phantom#alley drunk! danny au#danny: i'm grieving#jason: wanna bet?#that's right jason's this universe's jazz fenton#this universe's danny fenton died and that's why danny can exist here without causing issues#danny: i have adopted a random child#danny: this child is jazz wtf
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this kinda shit happens like every week
#xmen#xmen comics#charles xavier#magneto#he's there. in spirit. and hand#erik lehnsherr#professor x#snap sketches#almost uploaded the inapropro version OOPSIE#just wated to draw everyones favorite comic cover... or like... whatever...#i mean lbr the only reason this version exists cause i wanted to make a nsft ver jvaELKVJAERLKJ BUT i respect the public too...#had big debates on how to draw magns' powers so like. forgive me#i was just gonna leave it without effects but my soul refused so we just gotta deal#anyway yeah thats all i got. i graduate tomorrow and i spent all night staying up to draw this vjaLKVJAKLJ#now excuse me while i go get ready to drive to school. i am NOT waking up at 6AM tomorrow to drive fuck that
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Like one of the reasons I'm so entranced by daring is a character is how he's so self-centered but sooooo unapologetically kind and earnest to other people. He acts with a frankly egregious sense of grandeur that is definitely in part an act an act, yes, but he's willing to admit his mistakes so easily. He's so quick to accept and forgive and it's so clear the happiness of other people is something he deeply values. Prince Charmings are raised to be grand heroes with zero fear, but at their core they're about helping others and being there for them. Daring might not be a destined prince charming anymore, but he exemplifies the core aspect of kindness for kindness's sake without ever asking for anything in return. There's something poetic about it. He couldn't save someone when acting as Prince Charming, but when he was just being himself, genuinely just trying to help someone in danger, he did save them. Daring has a bleeding heart and hides it under the illusion of self-importance. I don't believe that it's all an act, I think he does very much love himself (even if it can get unhealthy) but it's so clear he loves other people just as much. There's a reason he's the gold standard of prince Charmings, and it's not his brevity or combat skills.
#DARING THE CHARACTER YOU ARE.....#AND THE WAY HE KEEPS CARING AND KEEPS LOVING DESPITE THE WORLD DENYING HIM TIME AND TIME AGAIN#THE WAY HE HOLDS NO GRUDGE TOWARDS DARLING THE WAY HE HOLDS NO GRUDGE AGAINST FAYBELLE THE WAY HE CARES!!!!!#Daring is genuinely so emotionally strong and I love him for it#He's so big brother <33#Ever after high#Eah#Daring charming#Daring charming eah#When I'm in an 'unconditional love' competition and my opponent is daring charming#Not to mention that to live a life predetermined to the servitude of others means you need to develop a strong sense of self to cope#How are you going to survive being a narrative tool if you don't uphold your personhood yourself cause nobody else will#Which is why his breakdown in the mirror realm was so poignant to me#For the first time in his life he existed outside the context of other people's perception of him and had to reconcile with a sense of self#So focused on his image that to exist outside of it was as much a death sentence as an imprisonment#To be handcuffed while your life purpose is being bereft from you as you can do nothing but watch#To be imprisoned in the only tool of your personhood as if you're a mockery of everything you tried to be#Wouldn't you break down? Wouldn't you falter and collapse under the weight of contextless existence? Wouldn't you?#Minty talk about daring without bringing up the mirror realm once challenge level impossible
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How are there people still arguing that the veil needs to come down because it somehow caused the elves to be enslaved as if elf slavery was not quite a large feature of pre veil society
#like this is another thing veilguard explained in detail#every reason that the veil needs to come down is completely deconstructed#slavery existed before#the oppressive circles aren’t necessary even with the veil up#spirits and mortals can coexist peacefully with the veil still up#spirits are not suffering because of the veil being up#all of these problems are caused by people and not the veil. they can be abolished without the veil being removed
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Mizi & Luka Friendship AU
Also known as Same Class AU
Context for this au
#can you tell hes the slightest bit salty hes considered on the same level as the other guy#cause theyre both technically her friends#hope og anon sees this and knows this wouldnt have existed without them#alien stage#alnst#alnst mizi#alnst luka#mizi & luka friendship au#same class au#my art#<- just a tag for archival purposes obv its a redraw
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this scenario has been on my mind for a long while; specifically with togame or hiragi but it really could be any windbreaker man :3 totally unedited and totally not even trying to make it sound good just getting the idea off my chest !!
he doesn't really know why you broke things off; it was sudden and unexpected, things had been going good. but he wants what's best for you so he lets you go begrudgingly, and just as he's starting to move on, he spots you at a festival, or a street fair, or window shopping in town. and all that emotion comes racing back, heart pounding in his chest because you look so pretty like always. and maybe he hadn't been moving on, he just didn't realize how much he actually missed you.
and as his feet carry him closer to you against his will, his heart drops to his stomach when he finds endo and takiishi trailing after you and it's like everything stops. whatever he was in the middle of doing is an afterthought, your safety is first priority, and just as he's within reach to pull you by your arm or deck one of those nasty fucks in the jaw, you turn your head to smile at endo the way you used to smile at him. it's genuine, it's warm, your eyes are crinkling at the edges. your arm is loosely linked with takiishi's, like how you used to hold him so he wouldn't lose you in the crowd.
you don't notice him, but they sure do. two sets of eyes shoot him a warning glare, one pair filled with mirth, the other, bloodlust.
#it just fucks me up bc like. i think he'd be so fucking confused wondering how he couldve been stupid enough to lose you in the first place#and then you've gotten caught up with them of all people? worst fucking case scenario#he can't cause a scene surrounded by so many innocent people but he isn't letting them get away with you#i think even in the rare case that reader isn't being manipulated and willingly chose them he is still so fucking livid#like you left without a care in the world....did you already plan to be with them even when you were still together?#like he's so hurt. whether you're being roped into something dangerous or if it was your choice he is heartbroken#this is hashtag not written well but i've been thinking of it forever and at least it exists somewhere now#wind breaker x reader#wind breaker <3
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Controversial statement: Nacho ruined Lalo's life.
#lalo ruined Nacho's too? Yeah but#Nacho essentially caused the fall of the Salamanca empire#a decaying one. but still#in a nacholess world the Salamancas kept their influence in mexico and fought against fring#Would they have won? maybe not#but nacho put tuco in jail. hector on the chair. and (indirectly) lalo on his grave#lalo salamanca#nacho varga#you can't discuss the fall of the Salamancas without discussing nacho varga too#and every trace of Nacho's existence is gone by the time Saul screams: It was Ignacio#auxilio
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✨💐 Mother's Day 💐✨
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Machine. Gabriel omegaverse male pregnancy art.
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I'm two days late... *gasp* Did Minos finally..?
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Did Sisyphus finally..?
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Don't come to my server.
Don't pray to me.
Don't "V1 pregnant" react me.
We're done.
*vine boom*
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Guys, stop giving birth in vc.
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You know.
I'd really like to say all of the pregnancy jokes catch me off guard.
But to tell you the truth, I was expecting.
i hate it here
Omegaverse clip
Minos clip
Sisyphus clip
Divorce clip
Literally 1984
He was expecting :]
#ultrakill#gabriel ultrakill#wow. 2 posts. in 1 day. thats a lot of clips. im going to jail.#hey guys.#great posts these past 48 hours right.#i mean. real good.#surely this wont spawn any art ri-#guys i dont know what fucking chemicals are being put into the water supply that is causing all this but its chats fault#Due to Tumblrs audio upload limit that exists to spite me specifically#i am only uploading the non edited versions#again i havent seen fridays stream so im SORRY if i missed any clips that would have fit here.#i need the weekends as a break surely you understand i would go insane without one
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Jason’s comms aren’t working when he gets to the thick of the fight. Tim is facing off against some sort of discredited scientist with a fancy gun that shoots energy instead of bullets. Whoop-de-fucking-do.
The night of a fucking Arkham breakout.
Just his luck.
So Jason jumps into the fight until another fight basically crashes into them.
Jason is hiding behind cover and trying to find a clear shot when he hears it. The laughter.
He’d been doing better, controlling the pit, but suddenly it feels like green floodlights have been turned on and his vision is swirling. Someone is shouting but he can’t hear them over the kill kill kill.
There’s a sudden silence and Jason finally has a second to realize that’s not a good thing and when he looks back at the fight from behind cover he realizes that discredited crazy scientist is holding Tim with the ray gun pressed to his head and Bruce and Dick are trying to talk him down while the Joker is out cold at their feet. Nightwing is restraining him but clearly doesn’t want to take his eyes off the man holding a gun to Red Robin’s head.
Batman appears to be speaking to the man as quiet and calmly as possible. Which is of course when Mr. Discredited spots Jason and tenses all over, trying to back away.
Jason stands, but stays where he is.
Batman and Nightwing seem shocked to see him, given how they both went still when he entered their periphery, and he realizes that he’s only in a domino and Tim must’ve been too busy to convey much over the comms.
Without his vocoder, Jason asks in the closest approximation of his old Robin voice, “What’s the gun even do?”
The guy turns towards him and Jason hopes Batman is able to get closer if he’s serving as the distraction. It’s been a while since he’s tried to act out this narrative, and never while fighting down the odd echoes in his head telling him the Joker is right there and chanting kill kill kill kill.
“It’s a permanent solution! It will fix everything! If I could just prove -“
“Hey man, if you’re looking for someone to use a permanent solution on, we got a spare rogue right here? Why pick one of the Bats?”
“It’s not about them! I didn’t,” he seems to finally realize who Nightwing is restraining and says, “Jesus is that the fucking Joker?”
Alright, so Jason’s finding himself hoping the guy is better at science than his observational skills, or whatever skill level allows Tim to walk away and not end up all glowy and gone.
“Yeah man, seriously. What do you have against the Bats and not the rogues?”
“Well it’s not like I had access to Arkham! But now that you say it-“
Batman was surging forward but the gun was no longer aimed at Red Robin. The body that Nightwing had restrained was engulfed in a flash of light and then gone.
The gun was out of the man’s hands and Red Robin was stumbling towards Nightwing. Jason felt numb. Maybe he was smiling. He had no clue what his face looked like.
“What the fuck were you thinking? Do you know what you just did?”
“What? The Joker’s dead and gone - permanent solution. What’s wrong with that?”
“Hood, if you’d fucking heard Oracle over comms you’d know the man was experimenting with dimension travel! Now we have to go retrieve the fucking Joker!”
“Oh shit.”
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In a different warehouse, in a different universe, Bruce Wayne stands alone in a room lit by a single bulb. There’s a man tied to a chair in front of him covered in blood. There are teeth on the ground.
A bloodied and stumbling man covered in white paint and an exaggerated smile flashes into the room. He’s looking about, trying to get a grasp on his surroundings. He sees Wayne and grins.
“Hello, Brucie. Fancy seeing you here!”
“How did you make it past my guards?”
“What? Oh, you’d have to ask the Bats. Seen any ultra-serious assholes in spandex come through here? Anyways, what’re you up to? Beating a man to death?”
“Getting one to talk. As I’m assuming I’ll have to make you do in a moment. Nightwing!”
The last part was a shouted order and a smiling Dick Grayson came into the room moving with the grace of a shark, fluid and predatory.
“We’ve got unexpected company. Maybe a witness. Could you take him?”
“Sure thing, Boss.”
“Nightwing? Are you telling me Nightwing is Dick Grayson? Where the hell am I?”
“You know his name?”
“Where I’m from Nightwing is one of the Bats.”
At the blank look the men’s faces he adds, “You know, the fucking vigilantes of Gotham. Running around pretending to be heroes. Batman? Nightwing? The other little birdies?”
Bruce Wayne goes rigid at the mention of others.
“What other birds?”
“Oh you know, Robin! There’s been at least three more of those goddamn brats since I killed the second one. And what a pleasure it will be to-“
He’s cut off by Dick Grayson grabbing him under the collar and hauling him off his feet.
“You ever had a crazy like this before, Boss?”
There was something cold and calculating on Bruce’s face.
“No. But I think I have an idea of where he came from. Could you pass me your piece?”
One of Dick’s hands reached behind him and removed the gun he had secured.
“You’re telling me that where you’re from you killed Robin?”
All he got was a wheeze as a response. There was a frantic look in the man’s eyes.
“Well, how fortunate you’re here now.”
There was a single, silenced, shot.
“Can you handle the body? I’m almost done here. Then we can go find the boys and update them. Take a blood sample before you’re done.”
“Sure thing. See you back at the manor.”
“Be safe, son.”
#jason todd#batman#bruce wayne#dick grayson#redhood#tim drake#nightwing#red robin#mob!bruce wayne#mob!dick grayson#dimension travel#god how fucking funny would it be to send the joker to a dimension where bruce was a mob boss and just kills him???#the bats go to try and retrieve him without letting the joker cause havoc on some poor unsuspecting dimension and find he really is dead#turns out jason had died in this universe when he was still using the nickname for the kids too young to be “in the business’’#and superheroes totally exist but they don’t handle organized crime just the big world ending shit#still not sure if they should accidentally discover that ras and talia are the same here so mob boss!bruce has two kids lost in nanda parbat#ofc mob boss!bruce would off joker for knowing his sons identities and thinks he’s doing vigilante bruce a favor once he figures it out#(if you want to take this idea go for it i don’t write full fics but would totally read anything!)#joker
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i don’t think rhyme’s relationship to her gender identity is particularly important to the larger picture of twewy, but i do think beat’s perception of her as a girl, as his younger sister, is very very important. cause masculinity as equal to strength is important to beat, and it explains a lot of his relationship to rhyme. rhyme protecting beat, her kindness when they were alive, succeeding at pushing him out of the way in the same way beat failed, it’s an indignity. rhyme, a young girl, his family, then his partner in the Game, like every category of ‘what a man should protect’, is stronger than beat. beat fails to protect her time and time again. and he resents that. that he’s so weak. that she had to protect him.
liiiike, what kariya says to beat after ganking rhyme, “[rhyme] isn’t gone because of us. she’s gone because of you. you failed to protect your partner. […] she protected you. gave her life for you. […] you want payback? then man up” <- thats what its all about. and ‘she’s gone because of you’ stinging twice cause he failed and that’s why she was in the Game at all. later, as a reaper, beat says to neku “you man up any yet? cause i don’t believe in hittin’ women and children” it’s cyclicalll and beat clinging to the ideal of masculinity in the face of his own powerlessness
#‘it got old— being pitied by my lil sister. so i pushed her away’#it’s an indignity!!! paved with good intentions but a blow to his pride nonetheless#beat#rhyme#twewyposting#twewy#daisukenojo bito#beat bito#rhyme bito#such to say. nonbinary rhyme could be real sure. but i do think her being a girl as far as the text is concerned is important#like as far as beat knows#the eng localization obviously uses she/her up the wazoo cause english is like that#but afaik in the orig jp rhyme isn’t obviously gendered until beat calls her his sister#so nonbinary rhyme is a fairly popular reading#which is cool and fine i just think it exists under fairly limited parameters without contradicting the text or undermining the bito’s deal#rambles#actually i recind that last bit. i think it works in way more possibilities than i first thought#but i do think ‘rhyme is out and their gender identity is respected without comment or any other changes’ specifically Would undermine stuff
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See Hua Cheng himself is actually not pathetic but people would call him that if that makes sense
#Like if you told someone ‘my entire existence is basically tied to this one guy’ I think ppl would look at you like you’re crazy#Or look at you with pity#Like Hua Cheng is pathetic in the way that his blood weapon is just shaking crying and throwing up at the sight of Xie Lian#But he himself is actually not pathetic he’s quite good at flirting and is in tune with his feelings and is a gentleman#He’s the type to put down his jacket over a puddle so Xie Lian can walk over without his shoes getting dirty#But people would look at him so set on this ONE guy and be like ‘damn thats pathetic’ but he isn’t cause he himself has no shame in it#Like he would 100% giggle and twirl his hair at Xie Lian being like ‘wow you’re so strong <3’ for the smallest things#and if you call him out on it he’s like ‘ok? And?? Sorry you can’t see beauty when it’s right in front of you :|’#Like Hua Cheng is actually more of a huge romantic but ppl would see him as pathetic if that makes sense#Tgcf rambles#tian guan ci fu#hua cheng#tgcf#heaven official's blessing
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monstrilio – gerardo sámano córdova
[TEXT: Our son died before the dogwood pushed out its first flower, a bloom so simple with four white petals and a burst of yellow-green in the center—a beginner’s flower. I believed that flower was my son reincarnated. One believes the stupidest things in grief. I spoke to the flower and called it my son. And then I laughed because how ridiculous—how cruel, really—it would have been if my son was reincarnated as something so ephemeral, frail, and beautiful. I killed that first bloom with one swoop of my hand. Dead again, my son could become something else: the shell of a tortoise, strong and ancient, or a hideous fanged creature deep in the sea where he’d see wonders even he could’ve never imagined.]
#its about grief and the way we act in grief#its about the unfair expectations and the ideology of strength and normality even in the memory of your child#your son is not allowed to be fragile and gentle even in death because then he'll always be that fragile in your memory#which twists the tragedy of his death into something that was inevitable and lessens the weight of that loss#and how that pressure of views is reflected upon M's life. going from free and themselves while feeling loved loved#to hiding within themselves to not be a disappointment before they remember who you truly are (an imposter unworthy of love)#which causes M to flee so they can exist without the restraint of whats socially expected which will kill you before you are deemed normal#but okay okay im done. for now.....#Monstrilio#Gerardo Sámano Córdova#cryptcites
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Is there a Drarry fanfiction in which there is a parents day at Hogwarts where the parents watch how their kids do in class and Scorpius and Albus do everything together so Draco and Harry have to sit and do shit together and in potions the four of them somehow fuck up a potion so they all get bound together in a way that they have to be in close proximity all the time or they die or whatever so they have to live together until there’s an antidote and everyone’s like „I’m so sorry for you Harry/Draco“ cause they loath each other but while living together Harry sees how loving Draco is to Scorpius, hugging him and helping him and teaching him and reading him bedtime stories, and paying Kreacher (they are at Grimmauld Place since Harry has more children and that just makes it easier and Harry is ignorant towards elf enslavement ig) and Draco sees how Harry is playing with the boys and cooking them food and just treating them real good so they kinda fall in love with each other? Cause I need that. With all my heart. I need a detailed explanation of how much they hate doing shit together at Hogwarts (cheering their kids on for Quidditch, eating together and just spending time together), how they fight in potions and causing the accident, how they get scolded for it and how devastated they are to have to live together. And how Scorpius and Albus are so excited living together! And of course about how for example Harry sees Draco hug Scorpius and he feels this weird feeling and he doesn’t know what it is so he thinks he’s disgusted but it’s obviously attraction. You know? Plus points for adding Lucius somewhere in there in a way that doesn’t paint him as the most evil bastard, just you know, the Canon annoying, spineless, but still family loving, „my family is too good for you, but I love my son even though he’s annoyingly obsessed with you so whatever“ kind of way.
#is there a fanfiction like that? cause i need it#fanfiction idea#fanfiction#please someone#write this#please write it#i need it#im desperate#save me from this useless existence without this fanfiction#harry potter#drarry#draco malfoy
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Thinking of phil dyeing everything green while dan was away and... they can never break up neither of them would be able to survive it
as much as i clown on people who think they're just living together as exes i do think that's what they'd have to do if they ever broke up. like as fucking if they would survive without each other they would lose their minds in an instant
#pretend this doesn't sound incestuous i don't mean it like that but:#dan and phil are like those twins who do everything together and grow up unable to be apart#cause they just haven't ever learned how to exist without the other#the twins who still live together at 60 yknow#answered
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Figured out Wu’s hair at last
Don’t ask me what hes wearing, decided he deserved some casual clothing and thought he’d be the type to wear oversized comfy clothing.
Anyway, his hair is so fluffy….
#this is for an au tbh#where somethin somethin happens#so wu dies (oof)#before the main storyline#then reincarnates into a world where a grieving garmadon rules#without his memories (double oof)#idk why i made this au#its from a few years ago i think#but i remembered it existed#and made some art#im thinking wu dies cause of the time twins but who knows tbh#ANYWAY#ninjago#lego ninjago#sensei wu#ninjago wu#ninjago fanart#ninjago au#reincarnated wu au#master wu#young wu#young master wu#young sensei wu#imagine the comedy & angst when Garmadon sees his brother again#yikes
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