#Fitz+Taylor swift=perfect

[jirsungs]

NO IDEA ☆ l.dh

pairing: loser!donghyuck x fem!reader

no idea synopsis: a story where both you and lee donghyuck seem to get what you want. he's the perfect pawn in making your ex-boyfriend jealous and the smarty pants tutor helping you pass your math class. donghyuck has it easy too, he's finally able to seek out and experience the world of dating through you, his long-devoted crush and surprisingly enthusiastic tutoring student. but then again, when meaningless tutoring sessions soon evolve into reciprocated feelings, is it really that easy?

genre: college au, nonidol au, fake dating au, social media au (includes written chapters), classmates to friends to lovers, he's a nerd & she's a popular cheerleader (you see where this is going), he fell first but she fell harder trope, kinda based off to all the boys i've loved before, fluff, crack/humor, angst, one-sided pining that turns into mutual pining

warnings: explicit language, unrealistic college partying, talks about family issues (this does NOT reflect any of the idol's families!), yuqi has an ex gf, some alcohol consumption, kys and sexual humor, bullying, hyuck and his buds are mistreated ☹️, hyunjin is a bad bf!!!, cheesy af, unrequited love, bad insults that sound like they're from the 2000s, HELLA miscommunication

no idea playlist: btr's no idea, taylor swift's you belong with me, the vamps + demi lovato's somebody to you, james arthur's can i be him, ariana grande's daydreamin, fitz & the tantrums' out of my league, shawn mendes' treat you better, bruno mars' just the way you are, lonely god's marlboro nights, the 1975's i'm in love with you, sam smith's like i can, arctic monkeys' wanna be yours

author's note: FIRST HYUCK SMAUU! how we feeling 😏 i needed to get this idea out of my system! plus, i love this type of trope, and haechan just fits the nerdy role 😭 I HAD TO! but happy reading :D <3

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profiles: "ncu freaks" + jeno 🤔 | gal pals & two men

intro. #manifestationiskey 🩷

ep 1. but a FAILING?

ep 2. i guess i'm her tutor

ep 3. WHY IS HE ATTRACTIVE

ep 4. COUGH y/n bag him COUGH

ep 5. i know i can treat youuu bettterr

ep 6. YNHYUCK PLOT IS FINALLY SAILING!

ep 7. bro texts with his 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂 𝓪𝓵𝓹𝓱𝓪 mode on 🐺👅

ep 8. bro fumbled HARD 🤦‍♂️

ep 9. LET THE BOY LIVE!! HES IN LOVE!!

ep 10. THE HARD LAUNCH GOES CRAZY

ep 11. lemme guess, fake boyfriend responsibilities? (written)

ep 12. jeno got me up... plotting

ep 13. AMAZING fake boyfriend

ep 14. meeting the ncu freaks? (written)

ep 15. #1 worldwide bitch

ep 16.

ep 17.

ep 18.

more to come. . .!

started: 09/06/24 finished:

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[c1phra]

⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀─── ⠀𝐌ELODIES ⠀& ⠀𝐌EMORIA ✦ ⠀main post.

there's a cd in your hands. scrawled on the back of the case is a list of songs—seemingly handwritten. the selection is a mix of genres, but each seems to tell a story of its own. so what do you say? have someone you want to dedicate a song to? go ahead and press play.

mari's note : this is a songfic mini-event! please see below for the selection of prompts + characters i'm accepting this time. as of now, 10/10 slots have been filled. REQUESTS ARE CLOSED. masterlist -> here!

✦ ・ TRACK LIST ( 01 — 20 )

TRACK 01 : Blue Hair⠀ · ⠀TV Girl ( QUEUED )

“Nothing I could do to stop her from cutting... her beautiful blue hair off—” They’ve changed. You’ve changed too, no doubt. It was inevitable perhaps—knowing someone for that long, they’re bound to change at some point. But sometimes when you look at them, it’s hard to recognize who they are anymore.

TRACK 02 : Your Best Friend⠀ · ⠀Boyish ( QUEUED )

“We wasted nights, pretending not to kiss when we walk home—” Best friends. That’s all you’ve been, and all you will ever be. As much as you loathe to admit it, the stealthy kisses, the longing looks, the barely held back ‘I love you’s… they never made a difference at all.

TRACK 03 : The Exit⠀ · ⠀Conan Gray

“Feels like, we had matching wounds but, mine's still black and bruised and yours is perfectly fine now—” You share the same scars of the past. You're so alike, so perfectly matched. So why did you heal so perfectly, when they're stuck ten paces behind, trapped by a past that used to haunt you both? It isn't fair. Why do you get to move on? Why can't they? And why does seeing you like this—so happy—hurt so much?

TRACK 04 : Twilight⠀ · ⠀bôa

“You feel the same way that I do for you, about her—” Oh that look in their eyes, the lovestruck, soft look that makes your heart flutter... it's beautiful. It's breathtaking. And it's sickening, knowing that look will never fall onto you—not when it's so fixated on someone else.

TRACK 05 : Work Song⠀ · ⠀Hozier ( PLAYED )

“No grave can hold my body down, I’ll crawl home to her—” Longing is too simple a word for what they feel. It's an ache, buried deep between the bars of their rib-cage, a soothing pain that yearns for you. The thought of you is the sweetest relief; knowing they have you to come home to is the only thing keeping their head up and legs moving forward. They'll always come home to you.

TRACK 06 : Cruel Summer⠀ · ⠀Taylor Swift

“I love you, ain't that the worst thing you ever heard—” A summer fling, a whirlwind romance. It's temporary, it's fun; you knew it wouldn't last forever, but god does it feel good while it lasts. If only you could draw it out a little longer, hold back the farewells for just a few more weeks... but the end of summer is quickly approaching.

TRACK 07 : Sweet Talk⠀ · ⠀Saint Motel ( QUEUED )

“Everything you say, is sweet talk to my ears—” They're so head-over-heels in love that anything that comes out of your mouth makes them smile, no matter what it is. You could yell at them, laugh, or even ignore them entirely, but it doesn't matter—the fact that they're able to be in your presence is enough.

TRACK 08 : Out Of My League⠀ · ⠀Fitz and The Tantrums

“Yeah, you were more than just a dream—” Sometimes it feels like they're dreaming. They pinch themself, but it doesn't make it feel any less surreal; after all, how could they possibly end up with someone like you? Someone so perfect, and so unbelievably out of their league.

TRACK 09 : Memories⠀ · ⠀Conan Gray

“Can't be your friend; can't be your lover—” It would be a lot easier to move on from them if they didn’t keep showing up in your life, time and time again. And it would be a lot easier if you didn’t relent and let them creep back in, time and time again.

TRACK 10 : My Love Mine All Mine⠀ · ⠀Mitski ( QUEUED )

“Nothing in the world belongs to me but my love, mine all mine—” They're not used to having things to themself, things that won't break or be discarded, so this love—this tender, delicate sort of love, it's something new. But oh, they will treasure it. It's something for them—and you, of course... all for yourselves.

TRACK 11 : Waste⠀ · ⠀Oh Wonder ( QUEUED )

“Waste, what a waste... what a waste to be so alone—” It takes every ounce of self-control to not go crawling back. Maybe it was worse before, but maybe you had each other before, and maybe that helpless thought lingers, as much as you try to dismiss it. You'd give anything to rid yourself of this aching loneliness.

TRACK 12 : Casual⠀ · ⠀Chappell Roan

“I thought, you thought of me better... someone that you couldn't lose—” "Casual". One word that's been haunting your life for months. It's your own fault for agreeing so quickly when they brought it up, but you can't help but long for more. They have to know by now, just how deep your feelings run, but it'll never go any further. It's casual, it's always been just casual.

TRACK 13 : lacy⠀ · ⠀Olivia Rodrigo ( QUEUED )

“And I despise my jealous eyes, and how hard they fell for you—” You can't fathom it. It feels like every part of them is perfect; perfect looks, perfect poise, perfect charm. You're nothing standing next to them. And all that resentment and envy and admiration seems to cloud your gaze—do you want them, or want to be them?

TRACK 14 : The 30th⠀ · ⠀Billie Eilish

“You were scared... and so am I—” It still scares you sometimes, just how close it was. In a heartbeat you could have lost them—you almost did lose them. And it still hits you sometimes, that wave of panic, the sight of their face. You're alive, you're both alive; that's all that you can focus on, now.

TRACK 15 : Do I Wanna Know?⠀ · ⠀Arctic Monkeys ( QUEUED )

“The nights were mainly made for saying things you can't say tomorrow day—” You're stuck in a limbo; both of you know there's something there, just a little deeper, but neither of you are willing to dig for it. Instead, you save your unspoken words for late nights and chance encounters, always crawling back to the other no matter what.

TRACK 16 : Favorite⠀ · ⠀Isabel LaRosa ( QUEUED )

“Darling, can I be your favorite—” It almost hurts, how badly they want to be yours. Your favourite, your treasured one, the one you call your own. They'd give you the world, if only in exchange for those few simple words; "You're mine. I'm yours."

TRACK 17 : Broken Waltz⠀ · ⠀Holden Laurence ( QUEUED )

“Bitter tears on a white dress; make-up stains on the sheets in protest—” 'Love', as they called it, is not something the universe deigned to give you. Not the fairytale, flawless kind of love you saw in romances. The 'love' that you two shared was nothing but fool's gold, a perfect replication of a relationship with none of the affection attached. And you're trapped, dancing this broken waltz 'til the music cuts out.

TRACK 18 : Anything You Want⠀ · ⠀Eliza McLamb

“You could eat me alive, and I'd let you do it 'cause it's all I know... but you wanna do it right—” They aren't accustomed to love. They're not used to the feeling of being wanted. They don't understand why you look at them so adoringly, they don't understand why, out of anyone, you'd choose to love them. They don't deserve you, but if they could be a little less of themself for just a bit... they'd be anything for you.

TRACK 19 : The Other Side Of Paradise⠀ · ⠀Glass Animals

“Bye-bye baby blue, I wish you could see the wicked truth—” The lover you once knew has grown up now, and grown out of your love. Too busy chasing the stars, it seems they forgot all about you... it's too bad then, that your attachment didn't fade as easily. It's too bad, that even though you still try, they've already slipped away. You only know them in hindsight, now.

TRACK 20 : get him back!⠀ · ⠀Olivia Rodrigo

“Oh, I want sweet revenge, and I want him again—” Is it a bad idea, reconnecting with your ex? According to every one of your friends, undoubtedly yes. But oh, don't you miss those good times? Even with the rocky parts, they had a way of making everything so exciting... What's wrong with wanting that again?

✦ ・ VOLUME SETTINGS

for fem!reader, please select [volume: high]

for gn!reader, please select [volume: low]

✦ ・ DEDICATION

who's this track playing for? see below the selection of available characters to dedicate your song to. please note, this list is limited to characters i will definitely want to write for, so i don't lose motivation.

honkai star rail : anaxa. aventurine. boothill. cipher. jiaoqiu. kafka. moze. reca. robin. sunday.

genshin impact : alhaitham. chiori. furina. heizou. kaveh. kokomi. tighnari.

zenless zone zero : harumasa. hugo. lighter. seth. vivian.

mari's note : make sure to specify a track, volume, and dedication in your song request! i'm only planning on writing one drabble per prompt, so tracks that have been selected are crossed out. if a character name has been crossed out too, it means they've already been requested twice and can no longer be selected!

[crippling-pages]

random kotlc headcanons :p

*clears throat* *puts fancy suit on* *pulls out whiteboard* @swans-chirping-in-the-distance you wanted headcanons, right? sooooooooo

Tam wears glasses, mainly to see things farther away better. He didn't know it until sometime during Flashback, he just thought everyone sees stuff that way. Tiergan helped him figure out that he needed them and helped get the perfect pair.

Biana buys Tam flower bouquets. He mentioned that he really liked flowers, and the next day she comes up to the door of Solreef, and blushing very, very hard, she gives Tam the bouquet. Linh had to spend a full 15 minutes with a dazed Tam.

When Keefe comes back from the Forbidden Cities, he uses all these weird slang words. One time, he told Councilor Emery that "You have no rizz, man. If you wanna become the alpha, you need to up your aura."

Emery is scarred for life after that exchange.

Sophie is a Red stan. She doesn't listen to Taylor Swift often, but she is forever a fan of the album Red.

When Fitz was looking for Sophie, he found a video of one of those kids baking competitions, and he was just amazed. It's how he started to get into baking.

Tam and Dex have this amazing friendship no one really knows about. It's not like they kept it a secret, it's just no one really notices either of them.

Tam can be chaotic as heck when he wants to be. Most of the time, he's the quiet and chill yet quite comfortable introvert. Though if he's got the right energy, BOOM he's as crazy as the triplets with enough energy to make the world explode.

One time, Dex asked Tam to watch the triplets (feeling pretty bad because the triplets are you know, the triplets) for him and his parents because they all were out that day, and when he came back home, they were asleep. And they stayed asleep, for hours.

It was one of the best days ever in the Dizznee household.

The reason Tam got them to sleep was because his chaotic side clicked in. It was a hour and a half game of tag.

(It was only that one time though. Next time Tam babysat, the triplets were prepared).

Even after making up with Tam, Linh still didn't really trust Rayni. But for every little conversation they have, they both start to ease up on each other.

One morning, when everyone's up for breakfast, Linh comes down and Rayni grins and goes, "What's up, Water-Gir?" and everyone is doing a double take because Linh was gonna kill Rayni. But it gets worse when Linh replies, also grinning, with "Good morning, RayRay."

Everyone else almost had a heart attack because it seemed like yesterday they were about to kill each other.

At one point, Keefe cracks a joke about Tam having a crush on Rayni (before he knew about Tam and Biana already dating), and Tam says, "Okay, for one: She's like, 25 and I'm like 16, I think, so that's disgusting, and secondly: Rayni is old and ugly, and-"

But he doesn't get to finish because Rayni hears and runs downstairs, pissed and yelling "WHAT THE HECK TAM?! WELL, AT LEAST I DON'T USE THE OVERUSED SHADY AND EMO IMAGE" and then that gets Tam pissed, so then there's this whole argument that goes on for about 10 minutes.

Basically, Tam and Rayni are siblings. Rayni is the oldest sister, and Tam is the annoying little brother.

Marella and Tam have gossip sessions during lunch; they also just have this really great friendship. (And by friendship, I mean they each have blackmail on each other and are forced to interact so the other doesn't spill their secrets).

Keefoster and Tiana double dates :>

At Solreef, Tiergan has this huge library, filled with elven books and even human books.

Tam has read almost every book in there. His favorites are the fantasy books.

His favorite book series ever is Percy Jackson. He's read every single PJO book in the library.

When Sophie finds out, oh boy do they geek out about it.

Forkle set them up on a sleepover one time, because "You kids need to be kids" or something like that.

None of them expected to have much fun, but they did. They even made a plan that once a week, at someones house they'd meet up and have a sleepover or just have fun.

TA-DA!!!!!!! KOTLC HEADCANONS YAYYYYYYYYY!!! Most of the are about Tam but Tam's amazing so its fine <3

hope you enjoyed! <3

[afantasyoffiction]

Alright this is on you for reblogging that post about getting random asks. Prepare to be infodumped.

I don’t have pets rn, used to have a cat but she died a couple years ago :( would love to have one again but my living situation isn’t perfect for it unfortunately :(

I like all kinds of music, so many things scratch my brain from Skillet and Måneskin to Enya or Chapell Roan or Mozart. Literally anything as long as it‘s good. Fun fact tho (please don’t hate me🫣): i don’t like Taylor Swift… there, I said it. It’s not even that I have anything against her or swifties or literally anything („I have swiftie friends! I‘m diverse!!“) it’s just literally her music itself that somehow just doesn’t click for me?? Idk why. Some of her songs are bangers (No body no crime,,,, ahh banger) others I can’t stand??? Dw it confuses me too. My brain is wierd. (And so am I)

Also i had waffles for breakfast. Fancy, I know😌

Okay there. Get infodumped. Boom.

first of all thank you and i love youuuuuuuuu i could subsist entirely on fun facts i think

i’m sorry about your pet cat. my cat fitz is sending you a boop! he’s a trans icon pls ask me how

i think i aspire to have such cool music taste but i find listening to new music emotionally tiring so i basically have basic bitch taste but like in four different genres. i love taylor swift and journey and noah kahan and hozier and bastille and ac/dc and metallica i’ve never had original music taste in my LIFE. i love taylor mostly for the lyrics its the english major in me, but i do think sometimes you have to listen a few times to get in the rhythm and some ppl can’t be bothered which is honestly fair

now i want waffles but its past my bedtime…maybe in the morning

[myfairkatiecat]

KOTLC Songs

(ft. a lot of Olivia Rodrigo, but there are some other artists)

@iggydancebreak since you mentioned living these sorts of things!

(Feel free to add onto the list)

FIRST ORDER OF BUSINESS! Fitz’s Olivia Rodrigo breakup music with Sophie!

Traitor (“you talked to her when we were together” and “guess you didn’t cheat but you’re still a traitor” and “remember I brought her up and you told me I was paranoid” and “I wish you would have thought this through before I went and fell in love with you”

Happier (“I hope you’re happy but not like how you were with me, I’m selfish I know, I can’t let you go, so find someone great but don’t find no one better, I hope you’re happy but don’t be happier” tell me that’s not his reaction to Sophie and Keefe)

Drivers License (“and you’re probably with that blonde guy who always made me doubt”)

Deja Vu (different lyrics but basically about how Keefe gives her gifts and chats with Sophie telepathically but that was Fitz and Sophie’s thing first)

OK NOW THAT FITZ HAS GOTTEN TO SING HIS ANGSTY BREAKUP MUSIC

Next up, Keefe Sencen’s complicated everything feelings!!

You Belong With Me by Taylor Swift (specifically in the early books!!) (“can’t you see that I’m the one who understands you, been here all along so why can’t you see, you belong with me” also that song talks all about being with that person who is perfect on paper but isn’t the right person)

That’s what makes you beautiful by One Direction is just objectively a Sokeefe song! (“You’re insecure, don’t know what for, you’re turning heads when you walk through the door” and “Everyone else in the room can see it, everyone else but you” and “you don’t know you’re beautiful, that’s what makes you beautiful”)

Enough for You by Olivia Rodrigo is Keefe to his parents, all you have to do is change the early lyrics about dating !! (“You say I’m never satisfied but I don’t think that’s true, you say I’m never satisfied but that’s not me it’s you, cause all I ever wanted was to be enough, but I don’t think anything could ever be enough, for you”)

The Grudge by Olivia Rodrigo is Keefe singing to his mother (“the trust that you betrayed, confusion that still lingers, you took everything I loved and crushed it in between youre fingers” and “I hear your voice every time that I think I’m not enough” and “I try to be tough but I want to scream how could anybody do the things you did so easily” and “I say that I’m fine, but you know I can’t let it go, I’ve tried I’ve tried I’ve tried” and “I try to understand how you could do this all to me” and “I know in my heart hurt people hurt people, we both drew blood, but man those cuts were never equal” and “do you think I deserved it all, your flowers filled with vitriol”) just ahdkfhskahddk

ALL THE THINGS SHE SAID!!! I cannot stress how KEEFE this song is. But specifically the bridge: “mother looking at me, tell me what do you see? Yes I’ve lost my mind… daddy looking at me, will I ever be free? Have I crossed the line? All the things she said, all the things she said, running through my head, running through my head, running through my head…” especially with “have I crossed the line” being the betrayal and “all the things she said” being his mother talking about Keefe’s legacy, embracing the change……… IT’S HIM.

Family Line by Conan Gray I have already mentioned before, but just. “All that I did to try to undo it, all of my pain and all youre excuses, I was a kid but I wasn’t clueless, someone who loves you wouldn’t do this” I’m gonna cry it’s him and I’m gonna cry

And now onto random Olivia Rodrigo songs that make me think of kotlc!

Lacy is Stina singing about Sophie. (“Lacy oh lacy, skin like puff pastry, aren’t you the sweetest thing on this side of hell. Lacy oh lacy, eyes wide as daisies, did I ever tell you that I’m not doing well” and “I care I care I care” and “you’ve got the one thing that I want” “aren’t you the greatest thing to ever exist” and “Lacy oh lacy, it’s like you’re out to get me, you poison every little thing that I do”) IS THAT NOT PROVIDING SO MUCH PERSPECTIVE. IS THAT NOT HOW STINA FEELS

Can’t Catch me Now is Jolie haunting Brant. (“There’s blood on the side of the mountain, there’s writing all over the wall, shadows of us are still dancing, in every room in every hall” and “all of the messes you made, yeah you think that you got away” and “I’m in the trees, I’m in the breeze, my footsteps on the ground, you’ll see my face in every place, but you can’t catch me now” and “you think I’m gone cause I left” and “you can’t, you can’t catch me now, I’m coming like a storm into your town, you can’t, you can’t catch me now, I’m higher than the hopes that you brought down” and “sometimes the fire you founded don’t burn the way you you’d expect, oh you thought that this was the end”) SCREAMING CRYING IS THAT NOT RUEDACTED IN A SONG

I WANT TO HEAR EVERYBODY’S THOUGHTS

[v1olent-l1ttle-th1ng]

Alright y’all so I’m someone who likes to associate songs with character relationships so I figured I’d share some of my favourites on here. I have playlists for most of these so if you want more songs let me know!

Violet and Xaden:

Stand By You - Marlissa. This song gives me Onyx Storm vibes so hard. Like I actively squeal every time I listen to it it’s so good. “The hurt in your eyes” “I will stand by you.” Ugh. PERFECTION.

The Last Time - Taylor Swift. Listen to it. Need I say more.

Castles Crumbling - Taylor Swift. Again. Just listen to it. So. Good.

Sinners - Lauren Aquilina. “The world may disapprove but my world is only you.” Um hello. Yes.

Little Do You Know - Alex and Sierra. Pure. Gold.

High, high, high. - Camylio. This one’s from Xaden’s POV for me. “You get me high, high, high oh with just your smile, my love.” I mean ya. Basically all of Xaden’s feeling in summary.

In The End - Beth Crawley

I Did It For You - David Cook

Also, spoiler alert if it wasn’t already obvious, these two are my literally faves so apologies if I have more favourite songs for them than for others. I think my Riorgail playlist is several hours long at this point.

Feyre and Rhys:

Rescue - Lauren Daigle. “I will send out an army to find you, in the middle of the darkest night.” Cassian and Azriel coming to rescue Feyre and Lucian. Like hello. I swear this song was made for them.

You Say - Lauren Daigle. Again, just listen to it.

Right Here, With You - David Cook. Rhys accepting Feyre and her trauma and comforting her. Ugh. Amazing.

Broken - Isak Danielson. Basically how I think Rhys feels towards Feyre about Tamlin.

The Dark - Aracana

Kai and Paedyn:

Just Cause I Love You - Avery Anna. I just get SO MANY kaipae vibes from this. “Just cause I love you, don’t mean I want to.” UGH MY BABIES.

Hurts Like Hell - Fleurie and Tommee Profitt. If you’ve read these books and love these two like I do, seriously listen to this.

Jude and Cardan:

I like TCP, don’t get me wrong, but it’s definitely not my fave. I know it’s pretty popular on here though so I figured I’d add one.

Letting Someone Go - Zach Bryan. Honestly summarizes their feelings for basically the whole series after Cardan’s initial confession in my opinion.

Tris and Tobias:

I don’t know if anyone is still into Divergent, but this series (minus Allegiant because we pretend it doesn’t exist) literally gave me life when it came out. Like I re-read it so many times.

Just Give Me A Reason - Pink. Literally all of Insurgent. Like I don’t even think this requires an explanation.

June and Day:

Last Kiss - Taylor Swift. The ending of Champion absolutely wrecked me when I first read it but after I found out about Rebel (literally only like 2 years ago) I was saved.

I also have several TV show couples that I have playlists for too so buckle up:

Grey’s Anatomy:

I legit have like a 10 hour Grey’s Anatomy playlist so if this is something you want just message me. Early Grey’s Anatomy had me in such a chokehold in high school it’s not even funny.

Once Upon a Time:

I’m a sucker for Emma and Killian. I watched OUAT so much growing up.

Arms - Christina Perri

The Words - Christina Perri

Olivia and Fitz:

I have also been obsessed with Scandal for like ever! I’m also currently rewatching and ugh, Olitz, my babies.

The Only Exception - Paramore

Deep End - Birdy

Elizabeth and Ressler:

I don’t know how popular the Blacklist is on here, but I became OBSESSED with these two during covid lockdown. And no, I have not seen any of the latest seasons because I refuse to watch the last episode of season 8 so that I can pretend it doesn’t exist.

Break My Heart Again - Finneas. If you know these two, you know.

Don’t Give Up On Me - Andy Grammer

Start A Riot - Banners

Anyways, that’s all for now! Message me if you want playlist links :)

[emmalovesfitzloved]

Can you tell me about Fitzloved?

"OH MY GOSH, AM I ABOUT TO INTRODUCE YOU TAYLOR SWIFT?!"

that's what i first meme when i saw your lovely ask! hahahah

Introductions

So its a fandom based on the epic fantasy series that follows for the most part, 2 soulmates, from their childhood all the way to their older years as they grow from friendship, partners to lovers. And I have to admit, the way it's written is almost euphoric. It's utterly lyrical.

So introductions now put aside, 'Fitzloved' is the ship name for "Beloved" (one of his many names) name of the characters and "Fitz". They are the two ongoing protagonists in one of the most respect and wonderful high fantasy series ever created, Realm of the Elderlings by Robin Hobb. They are the main couple shall we say that span the 16 book series. I think a lot describe it as the "mona lisa of fantasy series" within the genre. It's aesthetic is very much evermore meets folklore meets Merlin. Its veryyyyy cozy fantasy and perfect for the season but also the Fall/winter.

The big 5 writers of fantasy rn i have been told are: Brandon's, Robin Hobb's, GRRM (Although he's lost a lot of respect in the community because of his insane hiatus!), Steven Erickson's (Malazan series) and Joe Abercrombie. While you will see with the Cosmere, Brandon is very much straight to the point, prioritises fights, magic system building and very cohesive ensamble casts. Unlike her peers, Robin Hobb on the other hand, is a delicacy. A slowly made dessert that has sweet and salty tastes if you will. And another defining feature is that her series does not involve a massive war at the epicentre of the fantasy plot, which ironically is rare in high fantasy now a days.

Of Cats and Closed Doors by @tragediegh

HOWEVER. The WAY in which i was introduced to this series is kind of dumb and silly, i.e. very me lol. i stumbled across a fiction on ao3 under 'in a the cabin era way' tag and stumbled across @tragediegh's soul-binding, amazing wonderful fiction called Of Cats and Closed Doors that is still ongoing and she updates mostly weekly! At first, not joking i thought it was an original work, but only well into crying, loving, reading, laughing, did i realise when i looked better at the tags it was actually based on ROTE lol. I was new to ao3 that's my only defence :P

And what @tragediegh and Hobb are doing probably tell from my handle, is make literally my roman empire. Like I reread chapters everyday before going to sleep. It's fr fr my safe space. and what i love is the maturity in which they both write, as they create stakes in different ways. She creates a very tangible atmosphere, a world you can touch, the foods cooked, how they smell, and what the character's rely on. From banquet halls, to the wood carvings the Fool leaves behind, the well lit fireplaces, mugs of ale and coffee on the table, through jewels adorned, to how the dragons gleaming like jewels in the sky… it's simply amazing. You get me. There is NEVER a moment where you feel like it's a slog or dull moment. Like I did sometimes while reading the Stormlight Archive or Outlander (those books in their defence, are longer individually).

And like I said, the thing I LOVE the most with how they make us and fall in love with Fool (one of the protagonists) through the eyes of naive and a socially sometimes challenged Fitz. Fitz himself, is the most passionate, handsome, humble hero i've ever read. He is a bastard prince who from day 0 was neglected, abused, unwanted, un-named, manipulated, gaslit just all around most traumatised character one could read. Which most people end up overlooking and resenting bc he is riddled with insecurities (despite him being a hotttie hot chiseled smokie pie that everyone wants to cuffff) and developed unhealthy copying mechanisms that can effect the readability of the main series. Which is entirely relatable. I strongly believe the hero of Stormlight Archive by Brandon Sanderson that everybody loves, is heavily inspired by Fitz in ROTE. In fact I think Brandon said it was one of his fav series.

But really, the masterpiece of this world is obviously the Fool. When I look at the other characters, its a bit like watching a glorious puppet show - I can see how the strings are moving and what the puppets are made of…But not so with the Fool, he is an infinite mystery and creating a character like that is something I`ll never be able to get out of my head. he is other worldly. Put Tolkien fae and beautiful faeries to shame with his grace, elegance, mysticism. His story with Fitz (the other main character) with that @tragediegh and Hobb are doing imo is one of the greatest love stories of all time.

Gender Identity

And I think also, Fool (also known as Beloved to a special someone 😉) is a lgbtq+ individual, and their identity and how they chose to present and address themselves daily (and not address it!) plays a massive role in the ROTE/OCACD overall. It extremely realistic, how it's writen, where for the most part some characters are confused, don't know how to navigate the topic. Which isn't helped by how private and mysterious the Fool remains. But for the most part, is heart warming, as the gender fluidity of the Fool is openly accepted by his mate (YES MATE) with open arms as he accepts it, and it's got me CRYINGGGG as i type this fr....! These characters were created pre-2000's, which just goes to show how timeless these gender questions and acceptances really are i think!

Music

CANON FOR ME swiftie songs that are FOR fitzloved to get a feel r:

ur loosing me

my tears ricochet

invisible string

stay don't go

the lakes

mastermind (YASSS beloved go manipulate ur boy fitzieee ily)

dress (as of chapter 48 and beyond hopefully alkdfjalkdjfj)

and Fitz's song for me for ever will be:

i see fire live and in session by ed sherran (i just feel the literal passion that fitz has through this song not to mention the howl XD)

Conclusion

So yeah, I cannot recommend enough this ongoing story and series to you.

TLDR: Fitzloved is a ship i read myself to sleep every night and cry about how amazing they are XD

Feel free to ask any more questions about them or even my favourite artists that do ROTE work bc ngl this post was 2x as long as i included artistic work but it was getting too long so i decided to leave that for a more specific ask :)) As you can tell i can just dedicate entire evenings singing from the top of these crusty english rooftops how amazing and life changing these two silly beans are. I hope this was enough of a good overview of my love for them and why! :)) Hopefully one day you will give it a go, and i swear your life will be changed for ever ! <333

[ahoyimlosingmymind]

Fitz Vacker is Nothing New, Taylor Swift, Rory Gilmore coded

-Expectations and the promise of perfection. 'They tell you while you're young, girls go out and have your fun' Balancing precariously on a tightrope that was always too thin. 'Then they hunt and slay the ones who actually do it' A rope that was never strong enough to hold anything more than dreams. 'and my cheeks are growing tired, from turning red and faking smiles' Realizing reality is heavy and the rope is fraying. 'Am I only biding time, till I lose your attention?' It's a long way down. And people are betting on the moment you break a sweat. 'Will you still want me, when I'm nothing new?'

Keefe Scencen is Matilda, Harry Styles, Lorelai Gilmore coded

-Expectations and the promise of rebellion. 'And you're trying to lift off the ground with those old two wheels' Dangling precariously off a tight rope 'Nothing about the way that you were treated every seemed especially alarming till now' and white knuckling it to the other side. 'So you tie up your hair and you smile like it's no big deal' But the wind through you hair feels like flying, and you don't know how to land. 'You can let it go. You can throw a party full of everyone you know. And not invite your family 'cause they never showed you love' Never feeling fully secure, one misstep away from plummeting into the abyss. 'You don't have to feel sorry for leaving and growing up.'

They're on the same rope. But Fitz is too afraid to look down, and Keefe too is scared of what he'll find if he looks up.

[taylorswiftfostersitagain]

girl I love Taylor Swift and Kotlc

ME TOO ✨🌈☺️💜💌🎀🩵❤️🎉📣🥳🌟 (im sorry this took so long)

(If you look back through my *many* posts you will find the characters as taylor swift albums so I am picking five ships to give albums)

fitzphie - they are giving off serious red vibes. I’m angry at myself! at the world! at everybody! I also think the ups and downs of the album really provide some of Sophie’s feelings during this relationship. This being said I am not comparing Fitz to Jake Gyllenhaal.

sokeefe - lover. This might be kinda cliche but I truly do not care because they just love each other. (For these purposes we can skip over the denial part of the Lover album.) Also sygb is SUCH a keefe hanging out in the healing center while sophie recovers kinda song. I really have no other explanation.

dexiana - they are fearless, because they’re just both so cute and smol and perfect together. (I’m sorry tiana fans. Please still like me.) The love songs are perfect for them, and the breakup songs are not about breaking up in these circumstances, more about them being angry at their families and friends for keeping things from them and stuff. Anyway I just love them.

tiana - the tiana truthers will hopefully be happy with me giving this ship reputation. This is not based off of Tam’s Vibe™ alone, but on the two aspects of reputation. That being said the two vibes are “fuck the world” and “just chillin with my baby ☺️🌈✨” I don’t think I need to explain more.

marelinh - I believe these two are a mix of several albums, including Lover, Debut, folklore, and Midnights. Lover and Debut only included for the gay references. Folklore and Midnights are included for the cute sweet little songs (seven, sweet nothing) because I feel like they’d have that kind of relationship. NO DENIAL!!!

Anyway thanks for the ask I’m sorry it took so long these usually don’t

[agaypanic]

agaypanic's Eric Forman Playlist

T7S Masterlist | Main Masterlist

if you want something to listen to while you read my eric forman fics, here you go! if yall have any suggestions for what to add on this playlist, lmk in the comments!!

Spotify Link

Paper Rings - Taylor Swift

Cigarette Daydreams - Cage The Elephant

Crush Culture - Conan Gray

Still Into You - Paramore

Lover, You Should've Come Over - Jeff Buckley

Everybody Talks - Neon Trees

She Looks So Perfect - 5 Seconds Of Summer

Out of My League - Fitz & The Tantrums

She - Harry Styles

I Wanna Be Yours - Arctic Monkeys

Video Games - Lana Del Rey

8TEEN - Khalid

Are You Bored Yet? - Wallows (feat. Clairo)

Locked out of Heaven - Bruno Mars

Tongue Tied - Grouplove

Pleaser - Wallows

Daddy Issues - The Neighborhood

Golden - Harry Styles

Peach Pit - Peach Pit

Enchanted - Taylor Swift

Mr. Loverman - Ricky Montgomery

Teenage Dream - Katy Perry

brutal - Olivia Rodrigo

Till Forever Falls Apart - Ashe & FINNEAS

[glowwormsmith]

Spell Your URL

I was tagged by @thefathersbride to spell pout my URL. Thank you for the tag, friend, I always appreciate the tag, even if I'm not as active here as I used to be😊

Tagging @nightwingshero @deputyash @teamhawkeye @meatcrimes @dolphinitley @chazz-anova @unclefungusthegoat @swannscroft @decertatio @lulu2992 @alexxmason @seasidefanasties and to whoever sees this and wants to do it! No pressure, as always😊

Rules: Spell out your URL using song titles that can describe your muse/OC/pairings, then tag as many people as there are letters in your URL!

Girls by girl in red

“I’ve been hiding for so long, these feelings they’re not gone / Could I tell anyone?” for Iris

Little Talks by Of Monsters and Men

“You’re gone, gone, gone away, I watched you disappear / All that’s left is a ghost of you” for Layla Rook and Eli/Hudson

Out of My League by Fitz and the Tantrums

“‘Cause you were out of my league, all the things I believed / You were just the right kind, Yeah, you were more than just a dream” for Maddie and Sanji

Wherever I Go by OneRepublic

“I know I could lie, but I won’t lie to you / Wherever I go, you’re the ghost in the room” for Iris and Faith

What Kind of Man by Florence + the Machine

“You do such damage, how do you manage? Tryna crawl in back for more / And with one kiss, you inspired a fire of devotion that lasted 20 years / What kind of man loves like this?” for Tess Rook-Shepherd and Jacob

Opheliac by Emilie Autumn

“Whether I swim or sink, that’s no concern of yours now / How could you possibly think, you had the power to keep me breathing as the water rises up again / Before I slip away” for Iris

Rhiannon by Fleetwood Mac

“Rhiannon rings like a bell through the night and wouldn’t you love to love her? Takes to the sky like a bird in flight and who will be her lover?” for Layla Rook

Maroon by Taylor Swift

“And I wake with your memory over me / That’s a real fuckin’ legacy to leave” for Tess Rook-Shepherd and Jacob

Slipping Through My Fingers by ABBA

“Do I really see what’s in her mind? Each time I think I’m close to knowing, she keeps on growing / Slipping through my fingers all the time” for Tess Rook-Shepherd and Hazel/Fern Shepherd (her daughters)

Medusa by Heather Dale

“Damn ‘em all, I create my own perfection / Damn ‘em all in the face of their rejection / Damn ‘em all, well this dog will have its day / My garden’s full of pretty men who couldn’t stay away” for Iris

I’m Still Here by John Rzeznik

“And what do you think you’d ever say? I won’t listen anyway, you don’t know me / And I’ll never be what you want me to be” for Kotone Starling

Trouble by P!nk

“You think you’re right, but you were wrong / You tried to take me, but I knew all along / You can’t take me for a ride / I’m not a now, so you better run and hide” for Layla Rook

Hurt by Johnny Cash

“I hurt myself today, to see if I still feel / I focus on the pain, the only thing that’s real…Try to kill it all away, but I remember everything” for Iris

[music-catalogue]

Heartstopper Season 2: A Mixtape

I'm still recovering from how amazing Season 2 was... We are not ready for season 3. Despite this season being absolutely perfect otherwise, I didn't enjoy the soundtrack quite as much as the first, though it was nice to see some of my soundtrack predictions in there. Here's my own mixtape capturing some of those Heartstopper Season 2 vibes <3

Run Away With Me - Carly Rae Jepsen

Colours Of You - Baby Queen

Young - Beon Capital, Kinck

You're So Pretty - Wasia Project

Saturday - All The Damn Vampires, Mint Simon

I Want To Kiss You - The Spook School

Out Of My League - Fitz and the Tantrums

Seven - Taylor Swift

I Only Want To Be With You - The Tourists

Shatter - Maggie Rogers

ILY2 - NewDad

Wake Me - Bleachers

Love Of My Life - Summer Camp

[myfairkatiecat]

Compare your Keefe boy to a song, BUT it can't be Olivia Rodrigo or Taylor Swift >:)

OOOOHHH THIS IS DIFFICULT BUT I CAN DO THIS

all the things she said by tATu!!!

Gonna paste the lyrics here:

All the things she said

All the things she said

Running through my head

Running through my head

Running through my head

All the things she said

All the things she said

Running through my head

Running through my head

All the things she said (all the things she said)

This is not enough (enough, enough, enough)

^^that’s the chorus, and I think it’s about the things his mother said to him growing up, prepping him to have a “legacy,” making him wonder what things might be like if she actually loved him….

I'm in serious shit, I feel totally lost

If I'm asking for help it's only because

Being with you has opened my eyes

Could I ever believe such a perfect surprise?

^^keefe doesn’t ask for help. He hides behind jokes and runs away when his defenses fall. But with sophie… she’s special to him. And he’s less afraid to ask for help.

I keep asking myself, wondering how

I keep closing my eyes but I can't block you out

Want to fly to a place where it's just you and me

Nobody else, so we can be free

Nobody else, so we can be free

^^keefe reveals in stellarlune that he tried to ignore Sophie’s telepathic message after he ran away to keep himself from thinking of her and wanting to come home. He doesn’t want to face his reality, but he doesn’t want to be away from sophie either 😭

And I'm all mixed up, feeling cornered and rushed

They say it's my fault but I want her so much

Want to fly her away where the sun and rain

Come in over my face, wash away all the shame

^^Keefe has a lot of things that are his fault. If you’ve seen me post about him, you know he’s screwed up. Big time. And a lot. And of course he cares, he cares, he cares about sophie so so so much and he wishes he could have her but during his time in the forbidden cities he doesn’t think he CAN have her because she has Fitz and he wants her to be happy. He wishes he and sophie could live in this perfect world where he hadn’t hurt her and all his friends and himself. In unlocked, he even refers to the issue with the caches as “the one betrayal he couldn’t seem to fix”—Keefe is trying so hard. But too often, it isn’t enough.

When they stop and stare, don't worry me

'Cause I'm feeling for her what she's feeling for me

I can try to pretend, I can try to forget

But it's driving me mad, going out of my head

^^Keefe knows, since he is an empath, that Sophie’s emotions are torn regarding romance, even before SHE knows it. He tries to not worry about he, he tells himself he wants her to be happy with Fitz, but he knows she has feelings for her because he can feel them and in his nightfall short story he agrees with Ro that it drives him crazy—but he wants sophie to have whatever she wants. (Good thing in stellarlune she realizes she wants him so they can have their happy ending.)

Mother looking at me

Tell me what do you see?

Yes, I've lost my mind

Daddy looking at me

Will I ever be free?

Have I crossed the line?

^^if you haven’t realized by now, KEEFE’S PARENTS ARE THE WORST. His father is abusive and neglectful. His mother is a villain who only wants to use him to her own ends. And he feels as though he’ll never be free of them, either of them, always… and his mother tells him, all the time, to “embrace the change,” to “fulfill his legacy,” and he doesn’t want to be changed by his mom and he’s grieving the mother he thought he knew who wasn’t a good parent but wasn’t THIS either… and he does wonder sometimes. Has he crossed the line? Is this the betrayal he WON’T be able to fix? How many times will sophie forgive him? How many times will the thing he is SURE is right turn out to actually be wrong?

All the things she said

All the things she said

Running through my head

Running through my head

Running through my head

THANK YOU FOR THIS ASK SOPHIE!!! This was so much fun—and now I’m having Keefe feelings!! (But then, when am I not?)

[cheeb-beesters]

the Great War by TS from midnights really reminds me of Fitz’s POV to Sophie these past few books, flashback, legacy and unlocked in particular. About how he’s treated her and about him trying to patch it up. 

I mean, just look at the lyrics!

(I won’t be doing ALL the lyrics)

“My knuckles were bruised like violets, sucker punchin’ walls, cursed you as I sleep-talked”. -Remember is Flashback when he got those bloody knuckles? And in exile when he punched holes in his walls? 

“all that bloodshed, crimson clover uh huh, sweet dream was over my hand was the one you reached for-all throughout the great war”-the “sweat dream” of being a vacker was crumbling and Fitz was in a VERY emotionally turbulent state of war with his family. He still was able to start something with Sophie and there was a lot of hand holding (unless I am recalling wrong).

“I vowed not to cry anymore if we survived the Great War” -when has Fitz ever cried besides Lodestar. But anyways.

“you said I have to trust more freely-but diesel is desire, you were playin with fire”-OH MY GOSH I LOVE THIS LINE. Anyways, Sophie was testing the limits of Fitz’s trust in Legacy by hanging out with Keefe all the time and ignoring all of Fitz’s calls. Fitz wanted to help Sophie with whatever they were working on, and suddenly Sophie decides to stop and not tell him why, asks him to trust her. I mean, I wouldn’t tell Fitz why if I were Sophie’s shoes either, but Fitz is not about to trust ANYTHING freely after where that’s gotten him-not even Sophie’s word. Messing around with matchmaking is huge for fitz, that doesn’t make it justifiable, but it does make Fitzs reactions to Sophie being unmatchable understandable. The Vacker legacy is something larger than Sophie realizes and hasn’t had to live with it on her back and maintain it. In this case, Fitz being in a bad match would absolutely be playing with fire. 

“And maybe it’s the past that’s talking, screaming from the crypt. Telling me to punish you for things you never did-so I justified it.”-For Fitz, he’s got a lot of history and tradition from the Vacker legacy screaming at him, and this lifestyle chokes everything that could tarnish his family’s reputation. Sophie doesn’t understand, she didn’t decide to be unmatchable and it’s not her fault-but Fitz still condemns it. 

“It turned into something bigger-somewhere in the haze got a sense I’d been betrayed”-Fitz was certainly jealous, and most likely knew what Keefe was feeling for Sophie (oof)

“Your finger on my hairpin triggers-slowed you down on that icy ground-“-Sophie was certainly pushing his buttons, but Fitz is now, stellarlune, seeing how he’s treated her is affecting her-how the stress slows them down and makes them less powerful. 

“Looked up at me with honor and truth, broken and bruised, so I called off the troops. That was the night I nearly lost you.”-This line makes me think of that fight scene at the end of legacy. For absolutely no reason, I love reading that scene. I love Fitz I promise.

“I really thought I lost you.”-Fitz comes back at the end of legacy, Fitz comes back in unlocked. He’s still trying in Stellarlune.

“We can plant a memory garden, say a solemn prayer, place a poppy in my hair.”-Maybe they can revive their friendship. After everything has fallen through-the wars been fought-they can move on and be friends again. 

“There’s no morning glory, it was war, it wasn’t fair.”

It wasn’t fair. I mean, they were trying to get together in the middle of an actual war werent they…

[kale-of-the-forbidden-cities]

(little Fitz perfect flashbacks)

hi you said smth bout fedex playlist in the tag and i am here sorry I'm late what do you have so far 👀👀👀

I have three songs, two of them are just songs that someone posted on the tag (I think it was @kale-of-the-forbidden-cities). I'm really bad at making playlist 😭

If you want to add something i can add you on the playlist....?