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shout out to that au in my head where these two experience manmade horrors beyond their comprehension together đŁ
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#postal 1#postal 97#postal 1997#postal redux#postal dude#postal 1 dude#p1 dude#postal redux dude#redux dude#digital art#digital drawing#digital doodle#drawing#doodle#art#my art#fan art#fanart#image edit#Like an hour ago or something I was thinking about them in the trenches⊠they are struggling#I think my version of redux dude is so far removed from the original that heâs basically an ocđđ oops..#I mean his still looks like that version of redux dude with that hazbin hotel bob.. itâs fiiiineđ
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#I draw two redux dudes for a reason..#Ok but like I literally created a whole different narrative for this redux dude in my headđđ#Iâve been thinking about how I would write his journal entries and what made him go postal⊠Iâve been thinking about an alternate gameđ#I just donât want him to be like a bootleg p1 dudeđ€·#Whatâs with me and ranting in tags today my goodness đđ
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I tried to give myself a little break from writing because I thought that's what I needed, but turns out the writing is load-bearing at this point. what I really needed was a break from writing stuff that I ever intend to polish up and show anyone. tapping out random comfort daydreams full of square brackets and 0 context is vitally necessary in fact
#talking#a while ago i was telling my therapist how i just can't do any kind of journaling even though i know it'd be good for me#and they were like hm but you've told me you feel like you understand yourself and what you're feeling better after you write fiction#so maybe that's your version of journaling#and I'm still very !! about this#I'm also mulling over a bunch of stuff idk how to put into words yet about like#the idea that writing should always be about Improvement#and that it's somehow a failure to have and start a bunch of ideas you never actually do anything with#vs that thing of like. creating as just a thing people do. like how birds sing#i have no coherent conclusions but the thoughts are sloshing around in my head like a washing machine you know
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give me chance aná»chikwena Ễzá» i kwỄchikwee m Ễzá», na aga m ajamỄkwa gá», kpowaá»!
#* mine.#* melanin.#* ijeawele.#hallasimss#my sims#ts4#the sims 4#ts4 alpha#ts4 sims#black simmer#black simblr#simblr#ts4 edit#sims 4 edit#ts4 portrait#sims 4 portrait#ts4 cas#ts4 create a sim#alpha cc#( * POV: she's headed to the mall with her girls fresh off an exam and still eating all of you up. melanin for days oooohhhhhh#| anyway. this is your local journalism student at the University of Greenwich. born in Port Harcourt raised in Newcastle currently#| living in London and crying about the state of xyr bank account. if there is anything Mx. Ijeawele Akuoma Nwogu knows how to do#| it is serve and serve well amen. AND she's Igbo we love to see it Nigerians come get your food#| when this song comes on on the playlist tho. literally no one fucking talk to me the ancestors take over and i fuck it up on the#| [imaginary] floor try me. beg nuh. try see how i will go off )
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so so so so I just picked up my SXSG pre-order copy and read through the entire journal. they surprisingly share quite a bit about Gerald's family. Spoilers under cut.
So there's a photo right at the beginning of Gerald and his sons at their graduation. I can only assume they are Maria and Eggmanâs parents, the man with the blond hair and beard likely being hers, and the balding one Ivo's.
He mentions a couple times that he's under a lot of pressure from his son on the subject of Maria's health, which likely suggests that they weren't on great terms, even before her untimely death.
Oh, and an even bigger bombshell is that they confirmed that Maria has a younger sister!
I am so curious as to whether or not we're ever gonna see any of these characters in any other game or tie in media. This is the kind of lorebuilding stuff I adore.
#sonic x shadow generations#sonic x shadow generations spoilers#sonic x shadow spoilers#pre-order bonus#gerald robotnik's journal#maria robotnik#gerald robotnik#dr ivo robotnik#dr eggman#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#sapph talks#sapphanimates#shadow the hedgehog#kinda hilarious how gerald created the eclipse cannon to spite g.u.n.
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DAILY REMINDER:
Every time you believe, something comes true.
If you believe that brushing your hair will make it longer, it will automatically become true.Â
Every object you own can function in the same way.
#manifestation#manifesting#shifting methods#loa methods#manifestation method#spiritual development#manifesation#journal#explain the method#explained#daily reminder#daily life#daily memes#daily noods#daily drawing#daily tarot#create#notes#postaday#trying#manifesting tips#tips and tricks#tips and strategies#tips and advice#manifesting appearance#how to manifest#law of assumption#self concept#neville goddard
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DECEMBER 2023 â A journal entry written by other people; trying to explain what is currently incommunicable.
âYou do not deserve this,â he said. âWho can say what I deserve or no?â I said. âIâve done nothing; but that may be sufficient reason for condemning me.â âYou disobeyed him,â he said. âThat is sufficient reason for him to punish you.â âI only did what he knew I would.â âLike Eve,â he said.
â ANGELA CARTER, âThe Bloody Chamberâ
The hangman is not such a bad fellow. Afterwards he goes to the refrigerator and cleans up the leftovers, though he does not wipe up what he accidentally spills. He wants only the simple things: a chair, someone to pull off his shoes, someone to watch him while he talks, with admiration and fear, gratitude if possible, someone in whom to plunge himself for rest and renewal. These things can best be had by marrying a woman who has been condemned to death by other men for wishing to be beautiful. There is a wide choice.
â MARGARET ATWOOD, âMarrying the Hangmanâ
Even through the haze he could see that the nurse was angry and he thought he said, Sheâs not the leper, please donât think that, sheâs only eating me because she loves me, but perhaps nothing came out because the nurseâs angry face didnât change.
â STEPHEN KING, It
Didnât I split my motherâs side? Who am I? Who am I? Didnât I drink her nipple dry? Who am I?
And no one taught me how to cry Who am I? How to cry for what I wanted in the night
â ANAĂS MITCHELL, âTailorâ
That day, I decided that I was a disease, and I was gonna give her a full case of it; that whatever it was that I was, she was gonna have it.
â BILL GUNN, Ganja & Hess (1973)
Crowd screaming like hounds in the heat of the chase All the colors of the rainbow flood my face I lift right off into space I can see the future, itâs a real dark place
â THE MOUNTAIN GOATS, âChoked Outâ
Shriek when the pain hits during interrogation. Reach into the dark ages to find a sound that is liquid horror, a sound of the brink where man stops and the beast and nameless cruel forces begin. Scream when your life is threatened. Form a noise so true that your tormentor recognizes it as a voice that lives in his own throat. The true sound tells him that he cuts his flesh when he cuts yours, that he cannot thrive after he tortures you. Scream that he destroys all kindness in you and blackens every vision you could have shown him.
â JENNY HOLZER, âInflammatory Essaysâ
#it speaks!#this is as close as i can get right now. incommunicable isnt my way of being cute; i have told some people what happened and have found ->#<- that i'm not able to describe it on a literal level.#however it created me in my current form! one day i will know how to say it but im not losing sleep over that. this is mainly an experiment#saint in the city#<- this predates my time here obviously but thats my current 'journal' tag + im here bc of the events following this one
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making my way through clair obscur trying to figure out WHO IS WHO and WHY IS THI S HAPPENING
#clair obscur: expedition 33#spoilers in the tags#general idea is Family Drama TM of course but how does it all fit togetherrrrrrrrr#and then there was the monster that said it could see the one that oversees from the sky#IS EVERYONE HERE A CONSTRUCT AND A REFLECTION OF THE PAINTRES'S GRIVING MIND?? Th paintress IS right there sitting and crying at the monoli#a painting come to life??wait wait#the nevrons and stuff are suggested to be human souls so the paintress is creating her own little world using the people#what i don't know is why the specific year countdown but i guess we'll see#but WHO is the one that died or is dying??#Was it one of the children was it the Mother was it Renoir WHO WAS IT#Renoir's journal made me think that he was talkign about a possible wife that was grieving and pushing him away despite him grieving too so#so it sounded kinda like they were grieving a dead child#i thought at first that Renoir was trying to keep the paintress alive#but i found the boy that said his sister is killing everything and the paintress said she was trying to do it for him to preserve what thyd#created together#And then theres Visages/Real Verso? who might also be the young vanishing man? And also Gustave/Maelle parallel too so it would make sense#Is renoir the original Gustave?? I did think they looked very similar but#id the one who is dead is Brother TM#i also refuse to watch maelle's dream on youtube for clues whetever i was able to glance thats what i get until ive finished the game#alas i just have to keep going to put things together ill figure it out ill figure it out#or not alive exacly but keep her occupied giving her everything she needs to make her creations (im thinking the tailor and SirĂšne parallel#Alicia/Maelle got burned badly but doesn't remember yet n Renoir doesn't want maelle to be there and remember who#she really is cause that'd...what? remind the paintress of what happened irl? Is she so deep in her grief that she's not aware she's mourni#but if thats the case why would Renoir kill gustave and not her? I also thought of the possibility of the Paintress being maelle#with maelle being her LumiĂšresona so to speak lol and the part of her that's trying to remember and move forward but also#maelle is Alice but we've already seen alice but the Alice we've seen might have been just a vision because of the greyness i dunno
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Royals dead and fled! The end of the most important Reverie in history! Pt 1
Feathers on metal. Itâs a very uncommon sound in the world, a sound any normal person would go their whole life without hearing.
Jackie was not given such a pleasure. At much too early o'clock the sound of feathers on metal hit her ears. She tossed the blanket over her head and scrunched her knees to her chest, ignoring it as best she could. Alas, the sound continued.
âUp and at em Jackie! Big News is happening!â
âKindly sod off, itâs too early for this!â
âItâs 1:30pm.â
True, it was well past noon at this point but she had gotten back at 5am! And was only able to go to bed at 7am! Is it so wrong to want 8 hours of rest? She certainly didnât think so!
âIrrelevant, Iâm sleeping right now and thereâs no news big enough in the world to-.â
âItâs about the Reverie.â
âŠ.
The door opened, revealing the Living Log Pose in all her Victorian nightgown glory. She leaned on the doorframe, a petulant frown on her lips but that sly sparkle of interest in her eyes.
âWhat about the Reverie exactly?â
Morgan grinned. âA inside source seemed to have run into some trouble and has agreed to divulge some insider information in exchange for sanctuary.â
Jackie's eyebrows shot up. While the World Economic Journal does get to report on the Reverie, itâs never anything particularly surprising: itâs always playing paparazzi for incoming royals, changing policies sheâs never heard of and swearing to crack down on the ever growing pirate population.
This year promised more, with the arrival of the Royal Family from Fishman Island with the first topside appearance of the Mermaid Princess herself and the reinstatement of the Riku family as the proper rulers of Dressrosa, there had been so much to report on that first day. But, as usual, they were âasked to leaveâ as âthe royal families do not feel comfortable with the heavy scrutiny of the press looming over them.â
(Jackie would have argued that people in their positions that hold the power they do should have tougher skin if a little street interview has them shaking in their crowns but at the time she was too busy placing free roaming Den Den mini cameras around the area, yknow, just in case.)
âIgnoring the moral dubiousness of only letting them seek refuge because they have information we want..â
âItâs just good business! Push and pull, we scratch their back and they scratch ours.â
âIâm still ignoring it, who exactly is the mystery contact?â
A brief, almost comedic silence overtop them. Big News Morgan had quite the obvious tell when he was trying to soften whatever blow he was about to deliver to his apprentice. Be it more overtime or a last minute meeting with Germa Princes that she had no choice but to attend, he always found a way to sneak a suspiciously comforting feathered hand on her shoulder. Now was no different.
She shrugged him off. âSir, who is the contact who's going to be living with us on this ship for the foreseeable future?â
ââŠKing Wapol of the Evil Black Drum Kingdom.â
A quick slam and she was back to relocking her door. âNever come to my door with such nonsense again or Iâm putting in my two weeks notice.â
âSave the dramatics for the headlines, heâs not that bad!â
âA man who abandoned his kingdom to flee from pirates, got lost, the kingdom both survived and got better without him, eventually returns only get quite literally kicked out does not fill me with confidence in his honesty.â
âAll true but heâs really turned his life around since then! Weâve written all about his climb to success, it was a very popular issue! Plus heâs too much of a blubbering coward to lie to us. Anyway him and his companion need our help.â
âFirst of all, that issue was only popular at the time and forgive me I donât want my ear drums constantly bleeding from his âOh thank you Miss Jackie-chan, oh itâs no problem Miss Jackie-chan.â or whatever fresh hell his fiancĂ© is going to bring-.â
âHis fiancĂ© is still at the Reverie.â
Jackie stopped mid rant. She glared at the door, her hand once again hovering over the locks.
âWhoâs with him then?â
âYour guess is as good as mine, but I do know a way we can find out.â
Ugh, damn her curious nature. She kept the latch chain but cracked the door just slightly open.
âFine, how exactly am I getting them on board?â
âWe're heading over to them as we speak. Theyâve apparently snuck onto the cargo hold of some oblivious aristocrats. Iâll be âconducting an interviewâ while you put the Arrow Arrow fruit to good use.â
She sighed but couldnât contain the thrum of excitement coursing through her. Despite the Wapol-ness of their most current harebrained scheme, she wasnât the kind of person who wouldnât follow through, especially with the potential scoop of a lifetime on the line.
âAlright you bossy bastard Iâm in. I can be ready in 30.â
âGlad to hear it! Oh and take your time, weâve still got 5 hours before we get there.â
ââŠ..SO WHAT IN THE HELL POSSESSED YOU TO WAKE ME UP NOW?!â
It was too late, he had already began striding off muttering fake interview questions to himself and cooing over their guests arrival. She was left hovering in her own doorway steaming mad and unfortunately very awake.
(Sheâd let his transgressions slide, but only for now. Later sheâd find a chance to have him see her reading âThe big book of bird recipes: Albatross edition.â That always freaks him out.)
#been thinking about how Vivi and Wapol got onto the ship and realized I can really easily insert Jackie so I did#also itâs a fun excerise in writing her and Morgan as the weird father-daughter adjacent dynamic theyâve got#when in doubt create ig#havenât decided if this gonna be 2 or 3 parts so stay tuned!#one piece#one piece oc#Jackie#big news morgans#one piece wapol#nefertari vivi#world economic journal
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i do use letterboxd like some kind of deranged diary im realizing
#it feels exactly like how i used to journal along with my meal tracking like using my innate desire to ramble in order to create routine#its embarassing ive been more successful at this. however! it does mean im eating more regularly bc i always make a meal b4 a movie so haha#my posts
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i love how knitting patterns have super detailed and exact instructions on what to use etc etc and every time i look at one im like. what if i....didn't exactly do that? and just kinda fucked with your instructions a bit hm?
#personal tag#i know thats the joy of creating etc#everything is guidelines. there's no rules. i can do whatever i want#i just also need to be okay with things not turning out how i'd want them then lmao#anyway i have set my eyes on THREE new projects#two cardigans; one for me n one for my sister#and then i might also try my hand. at SOCKS#sister is paying me for my time i will put into making her cardigan by getting me yarn for me#and i got this super soft one that i see people use a lot for crocheting plushies#but i dont understand crochet. maybe i can give it a try with this yarn again since its not like. a bunch of strands together#its like one string so that might make crocheting easier to understand#ANYWAY. cardigans and socks. moving up into the world#im also repairing my relationship to this first cardigan i made#she's not perfect but nobody is. i still hate the huge sleeve on one side but i refuse to take it apart to make a smaller one like the othe#so i just gotta live with it#she's warm and big and i poured a lot of hours into it and she does look cute!#anyway knitting. i like it. have begun a little knitting journal to keep track of my comments on patterns#organized every free pattern ive downloaded on a whim too#đ
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with the discussion of what exactly is true and whats false with BoB i can't help but think about stan going
"--yâknow make her see the real me because sometimes the truth is hiding within a lie. Yâknow like, you might tell a lie, like uh, âI fought a monster for your pigâ and the truth is youâre directly responsible for the pig getting stolen b-but the deeper truth is you wouldâve fought a monster, right? Itâs like a, itâs sorta like a truth turducken; lie, truth, lie, truthâ yâknow whoâs really to say what is real and what is not?"
what does this mean in terms of the book? idk man i'm just thinking about truth lie turduckens....
#two sides of the same dollar bill#part of this commentary was directly referenced in the website so idk!!!#personally i think the lost journal pages are like created from a partial truth but are pretty untrustworthy#like for one ford's meeting with bill happened in journal 2 which made the first pages immediately confusing to me#plus the 'all of the journal pages were restored so these can't be real' thing#dunno what would bill's angle be going 'haha look at how much i manipulated and tortured this guy! anyway help me kill him and his fam' tho#(of course maybe it did work cos all i see from some folks is just ship talk....)
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something something early seasons sam&dean when they were looking for john and wondering if he was even alive and then his death and every horrible thing that comes after it with the caption as âBut there's no other explanation. He's gone for good.â âYou're lying.ââAm I? Do you remember the twentieth century? Think the twenty-first is going any better? Do you think God would have let any of that happen, if he were alive?â something something
#PROBABLY been done before but. the god and john mirroring is just sooooooo good it tickles my brain wonderfully#particularly was thinking abt this bc. ok so i started watching percy jackson. and i never read the books growing up so its new to me#and percy talking about the life long neglect from his father and how all the other kids at camp dont Know their parent. they have gifts#from them and Thats it. and from the way they behave when they are taken/broken (clarisseâs spear breaking. annabeth not wanting to lose her#cap) leads me to believe its one gift and thats all you will probably ever have of your parent#(and the journal and car being the Only things sam&dean have of john are like the gifts in that way)#your parent is a GOD a faceless god that you are to worship and follow without question. to not go against them or slight them in any way#(medusaâs head in the mall to olympus)#and it all made me think of john winchester and how he really doesnât have that many episodes and hes still so PROMINENT#and in the flashbacks especially hes just barely out of sight out of reach. hes unknowable and will never be within graspâŠ#and still the chokehold he has on his childrenâŠ. even in death#and like. i dont believe personally that john being dead led to sam&deanâs tragedies following in every season after that but the neglect#and treatment in life did. it shaped who they are and he let it happen. he created them#/revelation
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I'm helping customers as much as I was a few months ago, I'm still providing good service and good outcomes and I'm more knowledgeable than ever. And I care about my job and we work well as a team and I generally feel like I know what I'm doing.
But, new management have brought in measures to track every single thing we do, we're being observed almost daily by managers, we have targets that aren't technically targets, but "why haven't you done the recommended amount this week?"
There's so many extra things to do, which don't actually add anything to the service we provide, just make us all more on edge and stressed. I'm being made to feel like if I do something wrong, they'll close our department and it will be my fault - because it couldn't possibly be anything to do with the stupid decisions that have been passed down from people making five times my salary.
This doesn't even scratch the service in terms of redundancies and extra training and extra work load and extra responsibilities and reduced benefits and just. Fuck it all.
#feel not good today#i do think maybe hormones aren't helping#i dont want to quit my job because so many things are great#but it's becoming worse and worse so so quickly#i've been put on a sort of plan#but my service isnt even bad#in fact i would say it's above average#i just refuse to lie about what i've achieved#and im anxious when being observed#and i don't know how to talk highly of myself in manager meetings#theres so much i havent ranted about here#like resourcing. or the culture of competition it's created#or the disconnect between departments#just. FUCK#i'm going to stop ranting now#but i had to write this somewhere or I'd send it directly to the manager idk#ik the place i should write this is probably like. in a journal. or whatever#but i'm clearly not in a place for healthy decisions rn and in the scheme of things there are less healthy choices than this#woes of emily
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Im slowly learning z*modeler, almost to the point where now im creating a more efficient set up beyond the basics \o/ i will say one thing for the horror show that was this weekend - after watching ALL those presentations (so many presentations) it was nice to realize that this shit everybody else is ooooh-ing and ahhhh-ing over as 'new' and 'wow!' is shit i was doing 5 years ago. Confidence boost, after all this fucking rejection and nobody believing that i CAN do this shit.
#Journal shit#This one team was demonstrating a hard surface sculpting technique and i was watching it so confused like#There is so much wasted work in this why are you taking all these steps what????#Also nobody seems to use the h polish brush like i use it which is interesting#Thats one of thte biggest limitations of these gaming companies#They only reference each other and never create anything truly new#And they have such strict guidelines for how things are Supposed To Be Done and for the Look and they think anybody#who creates personal work outside of these boundaries must not be able to conform to the boundaries#When hellloooooooo thats not how art fucking works#I have had to conform to SO MANY sculpting/texture styles over the past three fucking years its not even funny
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#ADAM WAS NOT THE FIRST MAN THOUGH THE BIBLE TELLS US SO THERE WAS ONE CREATED BEFORE HIM WJOSE NAME WE DO NOT KNOW HE ALSO LIVED IN THE GARD#EN BUT HE HAD NO MOUTH OR EYES ONE DAY ADAM CAME TO KILL HIM AND HE DIED BENEATH THESE SKIES I FIND IT SO AMAZING HOW I GO WHERE IM LED I GO#WHERE IM LED I GO WHERE IM LED I GO WHERE IM LED I SUSPECT WE COULD BE LOSING NOW PLEASE GUARD MY BED PLEASE GUARD MY BED PLEASE GUARD MY BE#DAVIDDDD đđđđđđđđđđđđđđđđđ#journal
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