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WIP Wednesday
What up it's Wednesday my dudes :D Thank you to @labskeever aand @silly-little-diaryfor tagging me. Starting today I'm busy until Sunday so I'll be on tumblr less, but I will get to your lovely stuff <3 No pressure but tagging: @theoneandonlysemla @changelingsandothernonsense @dirty-bosmer @pocket-vvardvark @sanzas-reverie @ladytanithia @sulphuricgrin @friend-of-giants
@heavy-metal-dick @lucien-lachance @sunsettemplar @chiqita @firefly-factory @umbracirrus

Meme is appropriate because they are clowning. I've been working on writing Theodora and Ondolemar's first meeting (from this fic) in her pov because we must examine the blorbos from all angles! Under the cut for suggestive content:
“I can afford to be loose on occasion for if the lesser races want to worship one of their own, it will not change their inferiority. In fact I think it is good, it shall pacify them, making things all the easier.” Oh my Commander. Either he was an idiot himself, yet, with his rank she thinks that cannot be, or he was more drunk than she thought. Or perhaps she was more charming then she gave herself credit for, already far from humble about her social skills. It occurred to her to be funny, insisting she had an amulet of Talos somewhere on her person. Carefully hidden so he must search thoroughly, strip back the layers from her wool dress to her small clothes underneath, just to be certain. He takes his work so seriously so it would be fun and hopefully she will be stripped roughly by him but, she chooses not to speak that yet, deciding to have fun with something else he said. The mer speaks of pacifying the lesser races while rambling to her, grinning at her touch. Not the most versed in Dominion propaganda, Theodora doesn��t expect such behaviour is fitting for a proud Altmer, especially not a Thalmor in a leadership position. So she laughs.
“Yes, yes the famous mer supremacy I’ve heard about. Well Commander if you’re so superior, then why have you been hitting on me half the night?” Theodora lays it on thick, fluttering her eyelashes at him, trying to look both seductive and bashful. It seems she could have the makings of an actor because despite the fact the Imperial is anything but bashful about the carnal pleasures, her mannerisms work perfectly. His gloved fingers brush a piece of hair out of her face and she wants nothing more than to rest her cheek in his hand, except perhaps remove the article of clothing to suck on his fingers; a hint for what else she enjoys doing. But she doesn’t get to do that, nor any other act that’s crossed her mind since their conversation started, for he is an idiot indeed.
“Well, although such relations are frowned upon on the Isle, in the absence of Altmeri women, one must make due with what’s around.”
#wip wednesday#“i have an amulet of talos down my pants” i love her#when you're fliriting with a thalmor and he says something a thalmor would say: 😮😮😮#bro she was thinking about sucking you off this the fumble of the era
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you made me ship shelliot so hard it's not even funny 😭 like normally im not super into rarepairs bc it seems ppl ship them just to ship them but i legit see where you're coming from, especially in the same context as your comic where their story begins after elliot moves in. i actually love your comic i cannot wait for the next part (not trying to pressure you obv). ive never gotten too many hearts with either of them but your characterization just feels so accurate like i feel like I could see your story with their dialogue happening in the game and it wouldn't feel out of place at all. and also finally (oops ive been rambling), your art style isn't overly detailed but the facial expressions/body language/like perspective i guess of the characters, especially shane and elliot on the dock is so well done, the small changes in positioning work so well to communicate the change in their body language and its just really impressive.
sorry i yapped or if it was weird or something i promise i was not trying to come off weird 😭😭😭 i just really admire good fanworks such as yours and it's important to tell authors/creators that they're doing well and yeah
also if you (or anyone else) has any shelliot fic recommendations i would loveee to hear them :>
No but seriously it's so funny that your like "I hope I'm not being weird" meanwhile I reread over and over your super thoughtful message to keep me going 😭
YOU GUYS DON'T REALIZE I NEED THOSE HYPER DETAILED COMPLIMENT or my stupid brain will go like "Okay time to think you're worthless and that what you're doing doesn't matter"
No I can point at the screen and say "See? 👉📱 SEE?! 👉👉📱?" and it's putting another coin in the machine hehe
Anyway, thank you so much 😭
AND YES I HAVE FICS TO RECOMMEND! ONCE AGAIN, @cutethulu you know the drill hehe
Camellia Station, by Awdrey (Explicit - but it's only one short smut scene in the last chapter for now)
Now it's still in progress (updating once a month) and they still didn't smooch yet, but that's what you get when you fall into the Shelliott rabbit hole, hehe, you can't be picky
It's really well written and the author and I have a lot of similarities in our interpretations of Shane and Elliott :) Go give it some love!
Also some one shots by @mongoosingisme that I really love :
Untitled Shelliott Ranch Project
Herding cats (Explicit - Shane/Elliott/fem!farmer)
And UHHH maybe you've seen it already but I wrote one about Shells, it's an alternate ending to part 34 (it's my first one and I'm really proud of it teehee)
Shells, alternate ending, by shells_stardew (Explicit)
Also @visionofthebees wrote this one for me on the same concept :
One Shell of a Night, by Visionofthebees (Explicit)
Be warned it's EXTREMELLY SILLY and she didn't even reread it before posting, but I love it with all my heart it's so so funny hahaha
I love her so imma also recommend her Clint x Elliott fic too (yes yes you read that right, she's 10 degrees further than me on the crack ship scene) :
Falling Ore You (Explicit) (46 chapters, completed)
LISTEN SHE MAKES IT WORK OKAY! SHE REALLY DOES!
And also, check my bookmarks! They are some non-Shelliott stuff that I absolutely love in there! (BUT always ALWAYS check the tags before reading, there is also some dark stuff haha)
Here you go, hope I didn't recommend all the ones you already knew about, as we all know this is not an extremely popular ship so this is what we get, quality over quantity hahahaa 😭
#fic rec#shelliott#shane stardew valley#stardew bachelors#elliott stardew valley#stardew#sdv shane#elliott sdv
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@grayskiesandink’s fic: ithiabtw (specifically chapter 10) BROKE me.
As always, their writing is GORGEOUS and I’m completely in favour of Juniper getting a happy ending with many nights lovely rest:



I picked my favourite design of Junie and ran with it.

I also think it’s important to mention, their own design of Juniper is a Million Times better than my own. I’d recommend you go see it if you haven’t already!
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Confort food : I guess sushis or beef jerky. For the confort drink it's ice tea or lemon tea (hot tea with lemon juice and sugar)
Favorite type of silverware : forks ! I don't use knifes or spoons often. And we have silverwares with golden waves motifs, those are my favs !
Confort stuffed animal : I have too much plushies, I just cannot choose one- Tho I guess I can choose two of them... My Muffin plush (a character of Sir Fluff on ytb) and a Temmieeee (form Undertale).

Confort item : my bluetooth headphones, I use them to listen to music but also to protect my ears when there's a lot of noise or to avoid social interactions when I don't feel like it. And I even customised it with my Undertale stickers ! That's or my Book of Bill (Gravity falls), very handy when I make a panic attack to think about something else, Bill's jokes are funny and stuff.
Music preferences : I have no idea what my music tastes really are, it's very random so... I enjoy AJR a lot, sad musics are cool. I'm not a very rap person but I enjoy some from time to time I guess.
Headphones or earbuds : Headphones, earbuds hurt my ears and it's pretty inconfortable to wear-
Best time of the day : Probably around 22:00 (10PM), when I can draw and have inspirations to do creative stuff.
Comfort show : Gravity Falls. One day I was feeling really bad and I watched Weirmageddon part 3, and then I felt really much better until the end of the day !
Tags : idk I'm scared to bother ppl- :'D
Fuck it, tag game
Alright, so list the comfort things for you, or preferances when it comes to the thingies, and then tag some people (Or dont, Its ok) I mean I'll also answer them too ofc ^^
The thingies to answer
Comfort food: Favourite type of silverware: Comfort stuffed animal: Comfort Iteam: Music preferance: Headphones or Earbuds: Best time of day: Comfort show:
And my answers
Comfort food: Plain flour tortilla, or fruit snacks Favourite type of Silverware: I like small ones, like baby forks or baby spoons, or just small ones Comfort stuffie: CC - My stuffed penguin Comfort Iteam: Also CC Music preferance: Varies, rn, I like electronic and punk/metal/emo mostly Headphones or earbuds: Earbuds, Headphones hurt my ears Best time of day: Dusk and night Comfort show: Mlp, Gf, Amphibia, toh
Tags (nf): @magical-rizzler-but-poem @riverz-pawz @lemonteaadict @th3-r4t-48 @projectcolorsys @thatacefrog + anyone else!
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#annyways whats the deal with the panicau. im not talking about like popularity or anythin g#why does n have the evil triangle solver and uzi is a ghost thats evil but also not and theres teeth??? in visor??????#i dont understand anything about it but the artstyle looks cool so i can ignore that#havent drawn this large in a while but i needed to do it for the pc screen to not be Totally crushed#a little crushing is ok. as a treat#i think i took this idea from a post i saw once but i cannot find it again for the life of me#and very intelligent prior me decided not to link it to myself so. lost media#still trying to figure out how i want to draw drone heads slash visors and have been since i started drawing md stuff#losing it#spent like an hour trying to draw something else before giving up and doing this instead#if youre lucky ill actually do it eventually#art#murder drones#murder drones uzi#murder drones n#serial designation n#do i even tag mdpanic?? does this count???#constantly afraid ill mess up tagging#which is something you can do and i might be doing#and also thats a joke. hopefully
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some "new" designs for different crassus and pompey, specifically for a side project I've been playing with that's so removed from anything relevant (action/adventure/horror standalone story lmao) that they kind of needed their own thing. this story's pompey has a neck scar from an Incident™, crassus has shorter hair and wears (checks notes) jewelry sometimes.
#graves grime and gore tag#the default designs are still the ''''trikaranos''''' ones because it's nebulously like. eh. grounded enough in rome#this is the dmbj au but it's less dmbj and more like i put on every tomb robber movie on youku and went 'yeah okay'#while i was working. anyway. when i post from that story. i will make it clear that it is a separate contained story doing it's own thing#this version of crassus also more or less has black hair while my main crassus has brown hair#pompey is bottle blond no matter what universe he's in#god what else what else. it's set during their first joint consulship. crassus is more of an outright dick but it's because he's annoyed#that pompey is not getting with the program (you cannot become sulla during peace time!)#and this version of pompey is like a specific imposter syndrome anxiety has been cranked up to eleven and it's made him#overly competitive in stupid ways like the thing you think crassus is doing does not matter to him in the slightest#we gotta establish characterizations right off the bat and we're swinging big because i am NOT setting up anything prior to Events#like (snaps fingers) go explore the ruins consuls! get in the TOMB FELLAS. KEEP GOING GUYS
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do you think it's weird or unfounded to not want to use chat gpt due to the environmental cost? i feel really strongly that i want to completely avoid it (and, like, recreational/work related ai in general) for that reason, but people seem to think this is really weird when i express that as a reason. but i feel like i should be able to make this call if i want to and that's a good reason to not use it. i don't know?!?!?! i don't get anything anymore?!?!?!
#my workplace is really leaning heavily ai#and people keep seeming to think that i too will use it#and i'm always just like 'NO!!!!!!!'#so far no one has pushed me on it and it's not required at all#but idk. is it going to stop being our call & become mandatory one day? D:#because (and i know this sounds so weird) morally i don't want to touch it!#this reminds me of one time when i was in acting class in college#and the prof was out so a TA was teaching#and we were playing a game where everyone had to repeat what everyone else had said and then add something on#and when it got to me i refused to do it because there were a bunch of swear words and i don't -- alas -- cannot -- swear#and i got in trouble with the TA and almost got kicked out of class lol#(but the other students stood up for me so i didn't!)#i get very rigid about things and i'm like 'sorry can't EVER do it!'#the swearing may be. ya know. completely morally neutral.#(though i still don't swear anything that can't be said on old timey network tv! because i'm weird!)#but i feel like i have way more of a case with this chat gpt stance#dollsome's deep thoughts#p.s. does this way of my brain operating suggest some profound neurodivergence?#i often wonder.#society told me swearing was bad when i was a kid and i've internalized it FOREVER.#i said 'shit' once when i was like 10 (in homage to a line delivery from mrs doubtfire!)#and then i cried inconsolably for like two hours and never swore again#(this was totally internally enforced btw. i don't have any memory of any adults ever caring whatsoever.)#even to this very day i wouldn't even swear alone.#does my brain work like that of merricat from we have always lived in the castle? maybe a little.#these tags have gone a lot of places#the point is. i think it's okay to be anti-chat gpt for moral reasons. and also coolness reasons.#and swearing = fine obviously. but not my style.#unless i'm writing and then there's no rules obvi
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thinking about shanks and buggy and how the love was there!!! it was there and it was clear and it was real and it was tangible and it still was not enough!!! the love was there when they grew up together and the love was there when they traveled the world together and the love was there when shanks gave up on the one piece for buggy and the love was there when shanks dived into the ocean to save buggy and the love was there when they promised to go to raftel together on their own ships and the love was there when they lived together in loguetown in the hiatus before roger died and the love was there when buggy damaged luffy's hat and the love was there still when they saw each other at marineford after two decades and shanks still trusted buggy to get the strawhat back to luffy and the love was there still, still, still, when rogers' body was cooling on the execution stand and his blood was being washed away by the rain and shanks put out his hand, palm faced up in supplication, and said "i'm not going after the one piece" and said the words he's been saying since he was a child, a plea, a prayer, "come with me buggy" and buggy who had given up on his hopes and dreams, crushed under the promise of shanks' shining future and his brilliant potential, humiliated by his cowardice and his belief in his would-be king, his friend, his brother, his shanks, slaps his hand away, closes his ears to the plea, the prayer, the devotion shanks is saying, and said "i'll never come with you!" the love was there still and it was not enough.
#smth smth they are each other's dogs#smth smth 'i love you and i always will and i'm sorry. what a useless word.'#smth smth 'me and my husband' by mitski#and also ofc the love was not enough when one of you is the golden boy and the other is just. there.#they found shanks in a treasure chest. they probably picked buggy off the streets.#and i think about what that would do to a child. watching your brother/friend/smth more constantly be better than you. watching them reach#heights you cant even possibly dream of. watching your father figures seem to favor him more. watching him get your father's symbol#watching him excel and move up and you are still stuck mediocre. and at what point do you give up on what you want? if you cannot excel#at least you can watch him do it. at least you can make him into the king you know he'll be. at least if they cannot see you at your own#person at least they will see you as part of him and that has to be better than nothing right? right? and then he gives up on the dream he#promised you. the dream your captain your father died for. the dream you thought you were gonna acheive together. and then he says#'come with me'? and what sail around the world living in his shadow? spend the rest of your life trying to get ppl to see you in his#shadow? yeah no fucking thank you. ofc you leave. there is nothing else left for you here.#and shanks genuinely cannot see this. he thinks the world of buggy. why would anyone else not see what he sees?#at a certain point love turns into suffocation.#buggy has an inferiority complex the size of zuneisha and shanks is the world's worst communicator. this was never gonna work out.#the love was there and like so often‚ it was not enough.#if yall have a diff interpretation of shuggy pls let me know in the tags/comments!!!#i love getting my heart ripped out by them#op shanks#shanks one piece#akagami no shanks#red haired shanks#buggy one piece#op buggy#buggy#shuggy#shanks x buggy#op#one piece
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arrives 15 min late with a latte
......sup
#yosuke hanamura#persona 4#cool now that its done i can ramble in the tags#fellas im surprised hes here and done#did not think that was gonna happen#fuck i forgot smth#eh ill fix it before i make my print#anywho i might make more i might not who knows not i#yukiko is the next one i have half an idea on but also i have some shining nikki designs rattling around with my sole braincell#i also made a shadow alt for the back but idk if i like the mouth so yall arent gonna see him#also i need to find a gold foil guy that does odd sizes and like moq of 1#bc i wanna do this in gold foil#and its tarot card size bc im dumb as hell#but i want a print for my wall and i know sure as shit no one else will want one hence the moq of 1#my heart wants to make the whole major arcana for p4 but my past completed works says °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:・ 𝑛𝑜 °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:・#so whatever gets done will get done#also im gonna reblog this a lot bc i put in too many hours to get a singular note by me so like if you dont wanna see it block me lmfao#if you have any hot takes for future cards please share with the class bc i only have ideas for yukiko and a full cast she does not make fr#so uh yeah yeehaw#idk what else to ramble about but like cannot believe yosuke fucking hanamura is the first chara to get a completed piece in 5 years#im not fucking kidding#the rest were all quick graphite or abandoned#hes not even my fave in p4- thats naoto protag chan kou and nanako#boys lucky to hit top 5#he just kinda crawled into my affection like some kind of sad pathetic creature idk how it happened either#maybe hes overprocessed now that im looking at it#nope i looked too long this is it this is how he is#ill do better by the women i promise
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i watched season 3 episode 6 of invincible and i'm feeling just fine!
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#oh god i'm doing it i'm uploading an artwork for the first time#incidentally i have questions about how his mask thing stays on. but this ain't about that#just needed to draw this because i am. Thinking about them#i am genuinely inviting better artists to offer constructive critique if you'd like btw#this is the most complicated drawing i have ever seen through and i'm proud of it but i also need it to be betterrrrr#i've never really painted a background before and you can kinda tell i gave up midway :'D#plus my brother compared my powerplex to silco and i cannot get over that lmao#anyways! reach tag time#invincible#invincible season 3 spoilers#powerplex#scott duvall#invincible fanart#um. i guess that's it idk what else to add without being redundant#electronic originals
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hii omg i love your hannibal content - especially your takes on will i swear you understand him the most ever !! <3 i was just wonderingggg (im sorry this is dark) what do you think wills reaction would be if hannibal died a few years post fall?? im interested in your vision honestly haha
okay oh my god i had to sit down and turn my pc on for this
warning for death, emetophobia, suicidal ideation
i think the responses would vary slightly depending on his cause of death. i think the most realistic for them would be hannibal falling ill. they're not sure what it is. an infection, something autoimmune. hannibal's always been attentive to their health, but whatever it is, it slips under their radar. will tries everything, he waits on him hand and foot, the whole world stops. the medications don't help, the check-ups lead to nothing new. hannibal speaks often of god's cruelty, rapsy with chapped lips and burning skin. he doesn't seem troubled. it's almost like he's been waiting for it–the clock ticking down since he was eight, the other shoe about to drop. will tries not to beg, tries not to bargain.
every moment with him, reading his books out to him in broken french, cajun accented and ugly on his tongue. basic meals that will toughens out, burning the fish and the underside of the pan with how often he zones out, body tingling with unreality. for so long, will thought hannibal near invulnerable. they survived a fatal fall, outran the fbi, nothing could touch them. and here they are, hannibal sickly and thin, stag-like and small. he tries not to weep.
when he dies, it's not grand, not beautiful. will has his head on hannibal's chest, hears the broken whisper of mischa's name, and quietly, almost like it fears impoliteness, the beat of hannibal's heart stills under his ear. he doesn't move. he doesn't sob. he just lays on hannibal, and waits to die with him. waits for his heart to stutter and explode in his chest. for them to die together, for their bodies to rot in this house until someone finds them, decomposing and growing into each other. to finally be united as one. it doesn't come. it never comes
the next few days feel like forever. he doesnt leave the room. he doesn't move, just lays in bed with hannibal. relishes every twitch of his body in rigor mortis, holds him until he's frigid cold to the touch, caressing his bone white knuckles. he lays with him until the smell is unbearable, the decomposing meat sweet and pungent. will hunches over and vomits roughly on the hardwood floor, all foam and stomach acid. it wakes him out of his stupor, dizzy and nauseous.
hannibal hated waste. he would hate to rot away in this bed, purposeless and empty. hannibal was so, so beautiful, and he deserved to be part of the world's endless beauty. he, in death, deserves to be elevated to even more.
he uses every part of hannibal. stitches his hair into his fishing lures, soap and candles out of his fat, lathering himself in hannibal, warmed and alight at night with his burning flesh. carved the bone of his annulary into a ring that he wears on his own. they hadn't gotten married yet, will was going to propose this year. he was already hannibal's, and hannibal was his.
he buries the rest of hannibal in the backyard the way he did his childhood dog. he uses him as compost for the garden they always planned to start. he starts studying hannibal's recipes, tastes the vegetables like hannibal's organs, plump and raw on his tongue. hannibal spoken once, broken and with a smile, about will eating him. will wouldn't listen then, and he waited too long now. with their garden, hannibal could be in every meal will has for as long as he can maintain it.
will still kills, but not as often now. him and hannibal had different ideas of rudeness, of righteousness. there wasn't much need to compromise anymore, and it wasn't the same without him. killing was a form of intimacy, of retribution. it feels horribly lonely without his company. he wonders how hannibal stomached doing it like this for so long. now that he knew what killing was like together, everything paled in comparsion.
he kills and elevates, brings beauty to the world when hannibal cannot. at times though, he is wrought with anger, impulsivity. he'll hear a nasty word, a privileged scoff, an underhanded comment on the sick and the dying. things that remind him of hannibal, the ungratefulness, the disgusting spouts out of the mouths of those who no clue what it's like to lose. sometimes he drags them by their hair, beats their face until their skulls cave in. he shudders at the sight, destruction so extreme there's nothing to harvest. hannibal keeps finding new ways to change him, to make him weak, even in death. it almost makes him happy.
he wonders a lot of things about hannibal. questions he never asked, things he wasn't certain of. despite the years, they were slow, and gentle. there wasn't any need to rush into things. they had their whole lives to get to know each other. that's what he told himself. he looks into his family, studies the books he read, his jotted notes and underlines. he relearns loving hannibal, grows to understand him without him there.
the community is nice where they've settled. it's kind, close-knit. they usually had to make their way into the city to find anyone rude enough for their tastes. he volunteers, frequents the libraries and holiday celebrations. they're so sorry for his loss, always sorry. he wears hannibal's clothes out, smells the collar when he feels socially awkward, nervous. he's there, hes with him. he fidgets the bone ring on his finger to soothe himself, akin to how he used to stroke his thumb along hannibal's smooth skin, gentle caresses in public and in bed.
most of all, will starts going to church again. not to pray, or worship. not to beg for hannibal back, demand answers for god's cruelty. he knows why. god is cruel because it feels good. he goes to show him. an insult to him and all he takes away. he stands in the pews and stares into the eyes of christ. will lives and he shows god every way that he defies him.
he never dates again. its not even a thought. he's asked out every now and then, once enough time as passed. they say he's widowed, he's not. will is hannibal's, always. he lives, he grows. he takes care of himself, follows his passions and pursuits. he thinks of death often, but continues on, knowing hannibal would take endless grief in will wasting his life, his beautiful mind blown a hole through with the shotgun under the bed. will has no faith in death to be anything at all, no belief that god would be kind enough to allow will to see hannibal once more. he lives, and he keeps living. but he is displaced, empty. never truly satisfied, never truly happy. and how could he be? he is but one half of a man, after all
#i hope youre happy because this made me so fucking sad#i actually need to go suck my own thunb or something im sk fucking NOOOO#OH GOD I DONT EVEN WANT TO THINK ABOUT THIS ANYMKRE JUST TAKE IT#im sorry if the stuff about the human body is unrealistic#i have unfortunately no experience in using human remains to make fun projects so. ??! thats what you get#i don't know if this is ooc tbh im sorry if it is#but i genuinely cannot conceptualize ever being anything akin to alive or human after the death of my love#and i do think after everything theyve been through hannibal just. dying. it would be unimaginable#i think part of him would just die forever#why did you send me this ask why do you hate me#(in all seriousness i am.genijnely so happy i got an ask about my thoughts THANK YOU GREAAAAAAGGHHHHHH)#(I UNDERSTAND WILL THE MOST EVER!!!!!!!!!! OH MY!!!!! PRAISE THAT WILL GET PINNED OHNMY WALL!!!!)#i hope this is alright!!! i may have gotten carried away but alas. kicks rock#hannibal#hannigram#will graham#hannibal lecter#nbc hannibal#post fall hannigram#hannibal headcanons#i dont know what else to tag just take this thing away from me atp#im going to go cry or something#crescent callings#charlieog
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Fic: womb, cursed [Jujutsu Kaisen, Gojo/Geto]
Word Count: 3294 Rating: Mature Summary: “The great and powerful Gojo clan can't hurt me anymore. They need me too much now that I’ve fully awakened Limitless.” Satoru slugged his second cola back and glanced sidelong across the bench at Suguru. “So you're going to help take my uterus out.” Suguru gave a smile that was much too calm and remained staring straight ahead. “Am I. Why?” In which teen Gojo gets a home hysterectomy and absolutely no one is having a good time.
Ft. Trans Gojo! Hot Premature Death summer! The worst possible way of dealing with distance between you and your boybestie!
This is possibly the most unhinged fic I've ever written. This doc was titled "Gojo's evil and gay hysterectomy" if that helps get the vibe across. Enjoy?
#jjk tag#eternal shoutout to brenna for listening to me develop this whole idea from basically beginning to end#I pondered what I might be saying about transness and bodily autonomy with this one and it might truly be nothing#gojo's just having an unhinged gay moment#I know that I am in control of how I write him but I kept writing gojo saying stuff and going 'what the fuck is his problem?'#fandom tboy gojo is NOT toxic enough#he simply cannot deal with being trans like anyone else due to his unique position in society#yeah I do think the clans would not be normal about this#yeah I also do think child marriage is an endemic problem in jujutsu society#sounding writes fic#mine
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ingellvar must have so many strange off-putting little personal habits in their day to day life that they don't even realize come across as weird, especially if they haven't ever dated outside of the watchers much. in rye's specific case I think lucanis has a capacity for such immaculate 'sure my life is already so fucking weird this might as well happen' energy that I believe he'd be able to roll with the punches admirably given the time, but it really would be a situation like

(what was going on there was that rook was placing down some experimental wards, by the way, it's what he does to calm down before bed and if he wakes during the night. what with the necropolis itself being a liminal space of lf sorts on a cosmic scale, watchers take the additional liminal space between wakefulness and dreaming extremely seriously b/c they know there are things drifting through that would just love to get their foot/tentacle/conceptual spores in that particular half-ajar door that should not be allowed inside. or outside, I suppose, depending on your point of view. rook and lucanis are also experimenting with whether solid wards can help any with lucanis' weird post-spite dreams even if they can't do anything for the more mundane ptsd ones. third reason because in my worldstate they still live in the lighthouse after the game: unless gently dissuaded wisps will sometimes drift by while you're asleep and hover over your face curiously as they sense your mind doing stuff in the fade, and no one likes waking up on an eldritch sneeze with a well-meaning yet terrified wisp zooming about the room. important watcher novice 101 lessons.
blessed mental image of rye cross-legged on the floor, barefoot in his PJs with his hair down and no makeup, peaceably tracing out elaborate geometric shapes that somehow make your eyes scared when you look at them* while lucanis sits on the bed and reads out loud to both him and spite and occasionally sneaks some carnal looks at rook's fully unleashed curly hair and bare wrists & throat...... okay I think I've found the thing that will help me through the day thank you for coming on this journey with me)
*what is the paint he's using made out of and why is it such a deeply unsettling colour? don't worry about it! :) patented mostly well-meaning yet also borderline condescending mortalitasi hand wave of 'don't worry your sweet little non-nevarran head about it we both know you don't actually want to know. do not ask questions lest you learn the answers, especially if you're going to be annoying at me and freak out about it. let the things man was not meant to know stay unknown. unknown by you I mean I'm built different'
#*at myself through gritted teeth* good things or feelings are very much not happening right now but they DO exist and they are possible#I need you to take this on faith rn because I sure as fuck don't have any proof but source: just trust me i guess#think about spite wide-eyed listening to lucanis read while lucanis absently strokes rye's hair. I'm not sure if then you'll feel better#but it's worth a shot right. better track record than with anything else#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#oc: Ellaryen Ingellvar#lucanis dellamorte#rook x lucanis#rookanis#rye has only had one relationship with a non-watcher before and he didn't sleep over much in that one case#and also that was shitty anaxas ex-bf who liked having a pet mortalitasi but not to be reminded that said mortalitasi#was actually pretty threateningly powerful and not just an accessory for him. I don't think rye would have done much real#necromancy around him because he was in the 'pls love me love me love me I can be anything you want just don't go' mode#so he has never had to consider what his normal bedtime routine looks like to an outsider before haha#I wrote out a whole extra rookanis thing in the tags here but I'm forcing myself to make it a proper post at some point#because while I do not have the energy to examine it right now I keep writing novels in the tags because proper posts make me nervous#my brain going 'okay you can write the sincere thing. but only if you kind of hide it somewhere so it doesn't count#if I tuck it away sufficiently that means I'm not being annoying#and people won't be mad at me' (*sigh* okay what the fuck is that about. add that to the mountain of things that need unpacking#at some point you're not so tired the very thought of starting makes you nauseous)#what if everyone will think I'm stupid and cringe and pathetically earnest. on the cringe and pathetically earnest site#the only thing more unbearable than saying blorbo things in public is not getting to say blorbo things as they boil up within my skull#and I cannot seem to write fiction right now for neither love nor money so my normal outlet is clogged up#then... the power of the tag rant to make you forget yourself in the glorious rush of getting to say blorbo shit 'unperceived'.#anyway. what do you think spite would pick for them to read. that's a much happier place to rest the mind and I'd like to go there pls lol
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Please excuse the smudginess we used tracing paper for detailed drawing, because no way we were going to risk putting an eraser to the only copy of our sketch when it contains FOUR people at once and just figuring out the anatomy took us an hour.
Also took the liberty of inserting ourselves in there because again. FOUR people, when there's only three blorbos we wanna draw, so... why ever not at this stage? We're hanging out with the blorbos now. We've earned it
#saltposting#saltdrawing#draweverythingjune2025#death note#Okay this is where I switch to French because the sweat blood and tears that went into this drawing cannot be conveyed in English:#LA PUTAIN DE SA GROSSE RACE DE NIQUE SA MÈRE. 4 PERSONNES À DESSINER ????? UN MARDI ?? LE MILIEU DE SEMAINE ????#IL FAIT 28 FUCKING DEGRÉS DANS MON APPART ET JE DOIS DESSINER 4 GENS D'UN COUP ????? ALED OSCOUR ????? CHIER DE MERDE#<- That was me when I saw the prompt. And like it was worth it but holy shit y'all. Holy shit. What the fuck.#Really happy with the result despite the numerous approximations and “eh fuck it it's good enough”s that happened#like. Look at this. Look at this fucking thing that I spent three hours of our life making. It's good. Look at it#I'm experiencing first-hand kismesissitude with it. Didn't *not* have fun but Jesus Christ my fucking God I would not have CHOSEN this#sorry. Not feeling entirely sane I think I need to go lay down it's too warm and I was laser focused for too long lmao#Oh also!! All that practice drawing everybody's clothes and faces earlier in the month came in handy#all we absolutely needed to look up was whatever happens with the collar of Near's shirt. Everything else good enough from memory#would some of it have been better with a reference absolutely. Did I want to hunt down references we didn't already have at hand?#Honestly hell the fuck no!!!!#Like genuinely I loved drawing this and I had fun and I love looking at it now but. My brain. My poor brain. Melting and dying#But please!!!!!! Look at it.#Also 2 had a really weird moment drawing our face because before I added the glasses it was like “wtf that's our mum”#(like that was a good sign wrt having gotten the face right because our mum and we look so extremely related to the point of absurdity#like people who've not seen us since we were kids know who we are because they remember her and we look so much like her#but that was really fucking weird lol. Then I added glasses and that fixed it but xjkgjfg that was funky)#Also 3 everybody's wearing socks because that was the absolute easiest VS figuring out shoes or feet. But like. It's DONE.#Which is making me notice I forgot to add burn scarring to Mello's arm but I sincerely absolutely cannot be arsed to fix that right now#please pretend it's there thank you so much. If you've read the whole tags thank you. I'm gonna go lay down now
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after several hours of struggling on trying to decide how to draw turbo i finally managed to get something
it's just a little doodle of a scene i'm writing to inspire me to keep going + i also decided to include some practice sketches that helped me figure out how to draw turbo
ok enough distractions i need to get back to writing bye
rambling that is somewhat related in the tags
#wreck it ralph#wir#turbo#turbo wir#fix it felix jr#hammertastic#80s boyfriends#gene doesn't get his own tag fuck him#hmmmm i'll probably just mention this whenever i finish the fic but anyways#cannot get 'old college try' by the mountain goats out of head it was a big motivator during a big section lol#ok but the real thing i wanted to ramble about now#when writing the king candy section i randomly got 'this day aria' in my head and that makes way less sense#i just find it kinda funny bc i only thought of it bc i write like . him thinking about his perfect life . THATS IT#but i think it's kinda interesting actually bc there's a few similarities when you think about it#a tryant attempting to take over a kingdom under a false identity and ruining someone else's life in the process#also manipulating people and also army of shapeshifting bugs#so yeah really not related at all to what i'm actually writing#which is like 'my life is so great but i HATE VANELLOPE and i HATE FELIX HES A FUCKING LIAR JSGSMFNFBEMD'#but i haven't finished writing it yet i need to go do that now goodbye
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god i hate shipping discourse so fucking much. i can't emphasize enough how much it all boils down to the fact that some people are looking for any excuse to harass and abuse someone else. a lot of people on this website are worryingly eager to send death threats or start a harassment crusade and it stresses me the fuck out
#as long as people are tagging their ships appropriately and using trigger warnings#i cannot imagine giving a shit about how other people live their lives.#also. like. what if you're wrong? what if you start a harassment and abuse crusade against someone because someone else lied to you?#i don't think it's right to ruin peoples lives over shit like this#i don't think it's right to traumatize people just because you dont like who or how or what they ship#rabbit.txt
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