#I know it's stupid don't judge me
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I actually think Dorian and Orym should fight more.
Remember when their slowly building tension over and entire episode (full of passive aggressive remarks and blame throwing) led to threats? And how after, Orym thanked Dorian for handing over the crown sadly because he knew Dorian would be mad at him? And Dorian couldn't even look at him because he was legitimately hurt, thinking Orym was disappointed in him for doing what he thought was right? That was peak.
The fact they went from that to their current closeness and trust is the best part of their entire dynamic. Their relationship was hard fought and still will be. They will fight for it because they respect and care for one another deeply, and their disagreements don't change that, only improve it.
#critical role#cr3#orym#dorian#dorym#text post#cr discourse#'dorian deserved that actually and is being stupid by agreeing with ludinus'#'orym was too mean and needs to be quiet about his trauma'#just say you don't understand their characters#or that they are characters#you don't have to agree with them. they can make decisions you wouldn't make and disagree with#its good tv regardless#dorian didnt deserve that and orym was too harsh#dorian needed to be reminded of the consequences of indulging those ideas and viewpoints and orym is tired of this discussion happening#these things can coexist#neither of them have the whole picture here. we can't judge them based off of what we as viewers know#dorian didn't see first hand what the ruby vanguard has done. only what the spider queen did so thats on his mind more than anything#orym didnt see first hand (nor hear many details) about opal and cyrus. only what the vanguard has been doing to them for months#let them bicker and argue#its the best part#only going near the discourse because i have been waiting years for more of this and bitches on twitter are complaining about it#and often from people who don't even like orym (or sometimes dorian). go back to ignoring them and let me enjoy this moment in peace#i know i am adding to the discourse but i needed to find other people who want more dorym relationship drama before we get more fluff
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she gave it to her friend with the belief it will return itself to her. she is SO logical but when it comes to jinshi she could go metaphysical
#it's been 8400000 years when will it return to her#(nobody spoil if it returned to her between ln11 to ln14)#the sleep deprived lovesick fool#and the fool in denial giving the hair stick away knowing it'll come back???#like girl you caught feelings#they make me so sick#i miss them#also i miss shisui and xiaolan and i need them together again 😭😭😭#the OG friends trio#ain't nobody gonna replace them 😤#volume 4 best volume#(please don't judge me if this isn't an example of metaphysics i am stupid sometimes)#kusuriya no hitorigoto#the apothecary diaries#jinshi x maomao#light novel#knh text
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IT'S FINALLY HAPPENED GUYS. WE HIT THE F/O BINGO!!!!!! WITH MAD MOD!!!!! 🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳
bahahaha ohhh i can't believe this. of course it's him. how could it be anyone else 😂💖 for context: i started up the 'f/o bingo card' a few years ago as a way of identifying characters who would make me nuts, based on some recurring traits that kept popping up with my crushes. based on the old card, Mad Mod was the only one to get nearly a full house, and that record of most 'Star-bait' traits has remained undefeated 🙈💖 tastes shift, as they always do, so i decided to make a new card earlier this month with some updated characteristics...and decided to put an old favourite through to see what's changed. and lo and behold.
Mad Mod. my ultimate f/o 😳💖
#i'm absolutely howling. no wonder this freak had me by the neck for so goddamn long 🫠🫠#do you know how poor my executive function was during the Summer of Mod. i don't think i had a non-Moddy thought for three months straight#anyway huge thanks to Mad Mod for being the dreadful blueprint by which all my other fictional crushes are judged 🙈🙈#stupid handsome old man...get out of my head...😭😭😭💖💖💖#mad mod#neil richards#teen titans#dc#dc animated universe#dcau#f/os#selfship#oc x canon#f/o bingo cards#starleskatalks
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"Hey Starlit! What's your opinion on origin syscourse?"
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Oh sorry, I was reading an article on how black and brown felons were scored more harshly on their predicted re-offense rate compared to their white counterparts with similar crimes by an AI tool, thus them receiving harsher sentences by human judges upon seeing the scores. What were we talking about again?
#starlit speaks#syscourse#endo discourse#did osdd#did system#dissociative identity disorder#i fear i care about bigger issues than what a kid claims about themselves#im not anti endo nor pro endo but a secret third thing#the third thing is that i don't give a fuck because there are bigger issues to talk about#this is by no means making fun of the anon that asked me this question#i just think it's stupid blogs are asked the question because people want to know their stance and then judge them based on the stance alone#like how about we judge someone based on their character and not on a black and white issue that isn't black and white
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note that i will only ever call mithrun "stupid" jokingly. by "stupid", i only mean "frustrating behavior that i am immensely familar with". seeing him do something that makes me groan aloud, closing my eyes, sighing "stupid (affectionate, mournful)". like when he fucking... his dumbass "i don't want to [use the bathroom] right now, so it's fine." oughh. i know you! i know you! that's not how that works!!! and he's smart!!! he's so smart... but god, god... he's kind of an absent professor. he's kind of a cloudcuckoolander. i love him dearly. he gets called a dummy, a little idiot, and i flick his forehead, a little bonk of hard-heads, like "try again, idiot. that's not how bodies work." and "ooh, 'that's not going to work'. yes it is. shut up, stoopid. stubborn little man, my god." rolling my eyes forever.
#mithrun#i'm not devaluing his intelligence#i feel like both can be true - that someone can be really smart but also take really stupid actions conversely#i fucking KNOW i do all the time#and i don't think there's anything particularly wrong with the word#it's not that his intelligence is compromised in any sense or that i think he's incapable#and it is solely#the fact that he is a stubborn little guy who doesn't listen and just goes 'that won't work' / 'i don't want to' / etc.#like... BUDDY...#buddy BOY#dummy#you are NOT a good judge of this ok?#zip ya lip little man#i know what you are#and i ain't fuckin listening to ya!#god. 'that won't work'. blah blah blah. okay sleepy. see you next panel.#fuckin knew that was going to happen#'i'm not tired' (his body stops working and he doesn't know why)#oh. OH. you're NOT? buddy i KNOW what happened ok? you need some fuckin rest#like - i'm gonna kick your legs out from under you + you're going to fall gently into bed + i tuck you in and smooch you#but i also fucking complain because OF COURSE YOU'RE TIRED ! you bastard ! go sleepy bye#it's his poor decisions and i know why he does them - because he doesn't know - but by god#it's also a little like please... listen to yourself...#on the one hand he doesn't know and never will#on the other hand ... you have been awake for hours and hours without sleep... please get some rest...#but yeah as someone who forgets needs and has little sense of that it is like... objectively a stupid experience#and i don't say that with judgement in my heart but it feels REALLY stupid when your body does something and you don't know why#it's not the disability though that makes me say as much - it is fully the fact that he is SO STUBBORN! SO STUBBORN!!!!#you say you're not tired and fall down? hm? then maybe you are? i know you don't know but whatever. let's get you to bed boy. ok?#caring for him + shaking my head like i get it so much but you gotta sleep! 'this won't work'. ok liar... i already know it will.
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Cross: my favorite food are tacos
Epic: baby that's my favorite too~
Cross: I love cartoon dogs!
Epic: baby I love Scooby doo~
Epic: hey girl what's your favorite film?
Cross: the best movie of all. a masterpiece of art called: Human centipede! human centipede!
Epic: I think that I'm gonna get murdered tonight....
#undertale#sans au's#cross sans#epic sans#crepic#incorrect quotes#i know its stupid#don't judge me#let me have fun
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I genuinely love how terrible Tuvok is as a leader. The two times he's in charge the people under his command try to mutiny against him. Chakotay has to threaten to beat people up for the Maquis to go back to his lessons and the only reason Harry Kim didn't start a mutiny is because Kes got him to change his mind about going back to get the captain. He was literally like one second away from being forced to walk the metaphorical plank.
They just wanna talk Tuvok :) Neelix literally said it best in 'Learning Curve'
The theme of him being too rigid to lead a wide variety of people is so interesting. I assume that as a security head it's easier because you're supposed to be able to unemotionally carry out tasks...there's a certain personality I'm sure that gravitates towards that line of work and perhaps that personality is the kind that Tuvok works well with but I find his claim that he's 'never had an issue' with teaching others before in Learning Curve to be him being oblivious to those issues. In 'Repression' the Maquis crew are all talking about how they can't trust Tuvok because he's a traitor and there's no real push back against this.
No one brings up anything Tuvok's done to make up for this betrayal or soothe these clearly festering bad feelings because he hasn't. He's done literally nothing. This is season 7. He's spent SEVEN YEARS just letting that whole 'I betrayed half this crew' thing mellow because I doubt he even thought to do anything about it. I love this man - he's gonna get stabbed!!!
Chakotay & Neelix forced to do PR for Tuvok as he just obliviously marches forth, unaware that anyone might dislike him or why he should care if they do.
#Tuvok: -Harry's holding a gun to his head- I just want everyone to know that I'm turning around because /I/ want to.#I genuinely do like this <3 It's an interesting character flaw and aspect of his personality#Especially when you contrast it with say B'Elanna as head engineer. She probably has to work with a wide variety of people#personalities and ideas and judge what's best - what to do - it's a more 'creative' job and the fact she does it so well shows that#despite what she thinks she IS good with people! At least in a familiar work setting! She has it in her!#It makes the fact she was practically forced out of Starfleet even sadder...if she'd just been encouraged more !!! AGH!!#anyway Tuvok should not be a captain in Picard and I hate that he is#it's not his personality it's not in his character it was never a stated goal of his it's stupid#not every character needs to be a captain or an admiral to show they've 'made it'#Tuvok needs to be contained to Security he needs to be in there HEHEH#oh another terrible leadership thing is his whole episode with B'Elanna#Tuvok is only good at nurturing people who want to become 'Model Vulcan' or 'Model Starfleet Officer' and only in one particular way#Tuvok#st voyager#Tuvok: I've always taught people this exact way and I've never had any problems with it#Me: X#literally the only thing Chakotay or B'Elanna can say when the Maquis crew say they don't trust Tuvok is like 'hey...c'mon man....'#Janeway isn't doing PR for Tuvok bc she doesn't think he needs it#chara analysis
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#bro why is everyone growing up and away and trying to figure out their lives and careers and loves#and im just sitting here missing them?#like sure im trying to figure out mine too we're all that age so I don't resent them for it#but why don't they miss me? why don't they feel empty when they haven't talked to me in a long time?#like. didn't they feel very light and happy after talking to me like i did with them don't they have a bad day and think that oh ill#talk to me and it will all feel okay even if it isn't just for a minute?#oh ny god i feel so pathetic asking this but like why am i suddenly crying now???#like my bestf. she's so busy in her new internship in mumbai that she can't be bothered to text me back#a simple yes no question for days. like i understand you have cool new office and work and friends and your stupid fucking ex#that you couldn't stop crying about to me living in that city with you but what about me? what about us?? what about you saying#that you're my first bestfriend i haven't told this to anyone else this is forever everyone else judges me but you're the best#like i just feel like if you're going to leave me then don't fucking say shit like that to me??#okay oh my god this is so irrational but i literally can't stop crying and it's definitely pms like i checked#she's not even leaving she's just suddenly busy and adjusting it's only been like a month#but i hate this stupid fucking knife like fear that as soon as someone is a little busy or seems like they're pulling away a little my#brain is like okay they hate me they're going to leave me so pack your bags we're leaving first#like i know a better solution would be to just tell her that hey dude i fucking miss you and i saw this show and remember how you used to#love peter kavinsky because he was adorable and i want to sit and watch it with you and just why aren't we back in school#where we are basically forced to hang out for like 7 hours because im so sick of only seeing you like once in 2 months for a few hours#like i know it's not your fault and we're just growing up and in different directions but just please like five more minutes can you stay#i don't even have the confidence to say anything to her lol she's my only friend like if even she gets mad and leaves#but i know that's not how healthy relationships work. and ugh my sister is so fucking far away i can feel it everyday#in the 5 and a half hour time difference. i hate this i hate everyone everyone has to go so far away#i hate living in this empty fucking house and being responsible for my own emotions fuck this isse accha toh living with dad hi hai#atleast when im there there are only 2 emotions anxiety and boredom. now i have a whole house to myself to cry whenever I need#for however long i need in a locked room. really looking forward to adulting haha i can see just see myself succeeding so well🙄#man this is crazy im gonna go do jumping jacks or something so this comes and goes faster#umm#dni
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Last post reminded me of my "beams ocd to my favourite homunculus" headcanon and.. yeah
#chat do what do we think about ocd!aba not only having that interest on laws and (sorta) concern about morality (to some extent) because#she's just like that but because of moralistic ocd stuff too#like I can see her being asked by para or someone else why does she have an encyclopedic knowledge of (some even archaic) laws and she#offhandedly goes “oh yeah because since humans don't always make sense their laws do and represent what's good or bad I obviously need to#have perfect knowledge of all of them to mentally judge every situation ever and see if me or others are doing what is correct or not#it's kinda exhausting but yknow it's just normal good citizen stuff haha“ :)c#and para goes “oh yeah no that's NOT normal. your experiences are not universal???” and she's like. upset that the stupid rest of the world#doesn't do that too :/#dunno if I worded it correctly + I still stand it's not necessarily a set hc for her but.. imagine + I wouldn't mind if we got new content#that debunked these hcs cause it'd mean we'd have MORE aba content lmao#you know the ���beaming my period cramps to my fav character” meme. me but it's “beaming my ocd to my fav character”. sorry u get to hear the#joke twice I think it's funny. anyhow!#text tag2b named#there's more ocd/aba scenarios aside from the laws one but I only thought of this one this time
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if anyone sees or knows of any cool bootleg (or legit) garfield shirts please send me links
i unironically love garfield and i'm thinking of starting a collection of cool garf shirts i already have these two


#i love stupid/weird bootleg tees#tbh if you know of any cool bootleg tees garfield related or not link me!#i love that shit#garfield#also don't judge me for making a stupid face i don't know how to take a selfie
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After having been a vegetarian on and off for six years, I keep trying to eat meat again and discovering that I hate it. It's not that I want to be a full-time omnivore again, but when you have multiple other major food restrictions that you don't get to choose, some flexibility is required. I usually eat meat when I travel because there are simply no gluten-free, dairy-free options which are also vegetarian in most places - and if I eat gluten or dairy, I will suffer.
But I still don't like meat. It makes my sensory issues complain at me. Why is it so... Slimy. Stringy. Like That. And why is it so much harder to make myself eat it now than it was when I was a kid? I guess I've gotten out of the habit. I am now torn between the desire to have more food options and the desire to respect my sensory issues when they say 'we don't like that.' I need to be able to tolerate meat sometimes so I can travel and not starve. But also, I don't like it.
I keep thinking if I just get the right kind of meat it'll stop being unpleasant but that is not really working. Chicken? Yucky. Beef? Worse. Pork? It's always been my least favorite; the texture is urgh. Fish? I used to love it as a kid but now I don't like this either. Venison? Leaves a weird dry sticky feeling on the roof of my mouth. Heavily processed stuff is the most tolerable, and yet also the most ethically and nutritionally objectionable.
Maybe I just need to stop and not eat meat unless there is no other option. I keep buying it to try to get used to it again and then having to force myself to eat it because food waste is bad, but I just don't like it.
#yes i know 'food waste is bad so i must eat this thing i hate' is stupid reasoning but i'm not gonna stop doing it#mostly because i live with a judgy vegan who would shame me for wasting food an animal died for me to have#said vegan is my sibling and they probably wouldn't say it but they would be thinking it#they haven't said much about my recent meat eating either but i still feel judged. not sure if they're judging me or i'm judging myself.#i've internalized their bullshit thoroughly at any rate#and yet. i don't believe most of the other vegan arguments. just the one about how it's worse to waste meat than other foods.#i'm an environmentalist and an ecologist of course i disagree with most vegans on most things#hylian rambles#food issues#sensory issues
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A silly W.I.P for my project at school
Help lmao it's COMINGGGGGGG
#artists on tumblr#digital art#animatic#project#lmao help I don't think I'll pass this semester#oc#oc artwork#this little girl is my mascot somehow#she's my childish side don't judge me#i know this looks stupid#art#beginner animator#animation
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I just had to see this comment on that 'how anxious are you while driving' poll:

and tbh... haha shut your mouth :)
#thanks for the advice! guess I'll not leave the house ever again then :)#bitch I have anxiety. everything makes me a bit anxious sometimes. so yeah driving IS a bit scary sometimes.#but guess what? I can judge if I'm safe to drive or not! and I fucking am!#I've never even put the tiniest scratch in the car.#I drive better than plenty of people that I know and it's *because* it makes me a bit anxious sometimes#I pay attention to everything. I don't drive too fast I don't do stupid shit I'm a good driver#not perfect. definitely not.#but I know what I feel comfortable with and if I don't I don't fucking drive (like yeah when there's lots of snow I won't drive!)#sorry but I hate shit like this#if this is your opinion uuh don't talk to me I guess? because it's shitty as fuck#like?? why do you think you can judge that shit better than. I don't know. my driving instructor for example? that man saw me have a panic#attack in my second lesson and he was still the one who convinced me I could do it.#even the examiner thought I did great even though I was very anxious (because it's a fucking TEST. and it's expensive as fuck.)#so please fuck off :)#sorry I don't usually care about stupid shit like this but I had to see that on my dash and. nope it's too fucking stupid to ignore#they probably meant well. and I don't care! :) because I've heard shit like this my whole life and if I didn't do everything that makes me#anxious I couldn't do ANYTHING. yes. driving is serious. making sure everyone on the road isn't in danger is serious. and guess what? I'm#completely sure I take that into consideration more than 99% of drivers before they get into their cars :)#okay rant over I'm done I just. ugh it makes me mad.#personal
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hot friendship tips: randomly meet someone who has the same reference pool of internet culture and media as you on tumblr and then live together for ten years so you've inflicted everything you care about on each other so they always know exactly what you're talking about even when you're completely incoherently trying to describe something you only half remember and sound insane
#just thinking about how much alex Understands me#and how wild it is that I randomly met someone so nearly exactly the same kind of Terminally Online as me#like that doesn't sound that weird I know but it kind of is.#we're three and a half years apart in age and grew up across the country from each other there is no reason we should know the same shit#particularly when most people I encounter do not know that shit#also we even have similar tastes in stupid harry potter fanfic so we read/have read a lot of the same things#and I do not know ANYONE else who has even the slightest desire to read something like switched by pseudoleigha#anyway. I'm love him he means a lot to me. I am gonna miss him when he moves to canadia. it's coming fast.#stuff and nonsense#also please don't judge me for the hp fic thing I hate jkr as much as anybody#reading extremely trans/queer fanfics that think she's stupid does not materially support her
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i am. thinking about the barbie movie
#am gonna regret writing this later but. being trans is a special breed of feeling like you have to prove your masculinity#and it's extra fucked up cause whenever you feel like that you immediately feel like shit afterwards cause you know the other side and you#grew up knowing you were queer and now you feel like you're being antithetical to what the queer community is all about and the progress it#has made. like obviously [insert any number of things lol] does not make someone any less of a man. you know that and you know that you'd#never judge anyone else by that standard but at the same time clearly you still fucking believe in it since you judge yourself by it and#what if you're just judging other people unconsciously#and this ties back in to the movie cause the end w ken also rebrought up the question of 'do i actually want a romantic relationship or do#just feel like i *should* have one' and i'm kind of leaning towards the second option. bc it feels Good but in like.. i don't even know how#to describe it. like it's what i should be doing but not because *i* actually want to personally?#and i know that whatever kind/amount of attraction i have is bi but whenever i imagine the kind of relationship that would feel most 'right#(in that weird way) it's always w a girl. which is literally fucking just the beginning of these tags restated. bc that feels like the thin#i 'should' be doing as a guy (lmfaooo mistyped that as gay 💀) n i think the 'this feels right' is literally just gender euphoria which#again is fucking stupid as a shit bc obviously liking girls is not more masculine than liking guys and ofc i don't actually believe that#but then clearly i fucking DO because why the hell else would i feel that way for myself#anyway gonna go play in traffic 🙃 dear god please hit me with a bus. thanks
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