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Vox brainrot entry #1
(Part 2 fic)
A/N: I've been thinking about this all morning, and I want to talk about it and it's driving me crazy. I've never really ever shared anything like this ever, so I'm a bit nervous haha
CW: 18+ SFW - NSFW (marked as such), spying/voyeurism, gn reader
Disclaimer: This is purely fiction and is not to be applied to any real context. If someone is like this IRL, that is not okay.
- This man definitely watches you through whatever technology you have, and I refuse to believe anything less.
- In some fics, I've seen the reference to him spying on people through cameras but I mostly see it in yan AU fics where he is doing it to intentionally try to control and manipulate them. I think instead he does it because he's a pathetic simp. 💀
- Vox seems like he would be very much against directly pursuing anyone for romantic relationships due to how insecure he is underneath all of the egotistical bullshit he puts out at all times. This imo would manifest as also having a severe fear of rejection - especially if he does manage to get romantic feelings for someone else.
- Due to this, he spends a borderline obsessive amount of time watching the person he's attracted to without their permission as he's too chicken shit to seem *too interested* in them by actually asking them about their interests and things about yourself.
- At first it's just very rarely watching you - mainly after meeting up with you to see how you are after. He wants to see if you are happy or if you secretly hate the time you spend together with him because he is insecure as shit.
- It gradually becomes more and more frequent the more he falls for you, until it's a pastime watching what you're doing.
- He learns what your favourite things are, what you hate, what you do in your spare time, who your friends are, who your family are, etc. Etc. He knows just about everything you do in your free time.
- He will then use this information to try to get closer with you in everyday life.
- If you ask how he knows he will respond like he's just 'that good' at knowing what you like. You don't miss the way he starts sweating slightly as he's further prodded though.
- After you prod him for more on the subject he's going to be sitting in slight horror with his hands covering his face the second you leave.
NSFW starts below
- It also begins to extend to watching everything as well the more desperate he gets.
- For a while, he refuses to continue to watch you if you start to take your clothes off as he feels like that's crossing the line even with his tendencies.
- But a mixture of his desperation and craving to see that gets to him.
- The first time he watches you get undressed, he's flustered as all hell, brain telling him to switch the feed off while the other part of himself is absolutely screaming in excitement over seeing your naked skin slowly being revealed to him.
- It becomes an extremely shameful tendency after that as he begins to watch more and more as it drives him absolutely wild.
- I just have the mental image of him sitting in his studio after-hours and watching you pleasure yourself while he does the same. Him being embarrassed as hell, filled with self-loathing about it, but still desperate to continue watching you arching and letting out whimpers and moans of ecstacy.
- I feel like if he saw you after these sessions he'd not be able to hold it together as well as he usually does when you pry into something to do with him secretly spying upon you. He'd be smiling a tense smile, little animated sweat drops on his face along with light blue flush across his cheeks as he stutters with glitches while being questioned about why he was acting up.
- Giving you bullshit reasons in his normally cocky tone that were so obviously bullshit you don't even need to squint at them to tell.
- If you pry into it he may just start error-ing.
Someone needs to put me down about him.
- Afterwards, he'd probably be mortified in private. I can see him laying face down while blue screening on the floor of his room out of embarrassment whining with his ego in tatters about failing so badly to fully keep his 'extra-curriculars' under wraps in front of you.
#hazbin hotel#vox headcanons#vox#vox x reader#vox smut#I may write a drabble pertaining to this maybe maybe#idk we'll see#im thinking about writing one where reader knows he's doing this and they use it against him to degrade him#i want this bitch w h i n i n g ✨️
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Practicing writing Norton with nortalice 🤫
May be ooc but this is just for practice, not 18+ but I have a juicy orphrick drabble to post later 🫡
But for now, A drabble for the hungry nortalice fans 🫶
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Norton Campbell is a selfish man. Incredibly selfish, looking out for himself rather than his peers around him. He hated interactions that weren't necessary at all, if it wasn't important, didn't pertain to him or worse, wasn't getting paid for it, he could care less. Yet something was different about his interactions with the journalist. She seemed, at first, a typical rich woman, he was surrounded by them, he isn't surprised, she however, was empathetic to him, there was no pity like most would speak to a man of his condition and status, she felt genuine with her words and concerns, so naturally he'd be slightly more honest and conversational with her, even if he's getting nothing from it. Maybe he is, he's getting to hear her voice. And see her golden hair that reminded him of the gold he sought after in the past. His heart would race at the sight of her, yet he'd keep his composure, but it would drop when she looked away, a small smile decorating his scarred and disgusting face. A rare smile, like a diamond in the rough.
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Probably and definitely ooc, but ough nortalice
#norton idv#alice x norton#nortalice#norton campbell x alice deross#norton campbell#alice deross#idv prospector#journalist idv#drabble#idv#identity v
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Pokemon story/art/ask-blog for Benta the Mewtwo
Set in an apocalyptic future where most humans have disappeared and only pokemon remain. And the world is not as it had once been.
Benta, a pokemon who has existed for a long time now, has wandered the crumbling cities and empty roads looking for others who might share his ideals of rebuilding what is left of the world. Perhaps even track down the humans, if there are any left. However, the pokemon all seem to be at odds, more focused on hoarding land and food for survival. Many more are feral and vicious.
As others may find out, he is no ordinary mewtwo, and he might very well be the only one of his kind in a world full of ghosts. But is he the only wanderer? Or are there others?
And is it possible to save this future?
⚠️ Under Construction ⚠️
⚠️ Comic Pages 9-12 In Progress ⚠️(Possibly Discontinued)
⛔️ NO SFW ⛔️
General Itinerary (in no particular order) :
🧩 rp reply (if/when I have any)
- Thinking I'm gonna limit myself to one a day with these (or as often as I can manage) since I'm a very tired goose with limited internal motivation lol. I love role-playing! It just takes some thinking and energy. If I ever have more than one thread at a time, I'll make a weekly schedule 📅
✏️🖍 asks and/or art responses
- the art side of these can take anywhere from a day to a few days, depending on what I do exactly style/complexity-wise. Obviously can't do art replies all the time, but sometimes I could get inspired to do something other than text replies! 💕
🎨 comic art (Possibly Discontinued)
- For the main story! The style for this is different and more uniform than what I'll be using for asks, so it definitely takes longer. I don't typically post until I'm done with a illustration/page set, so it can take a long heckin time. If one part one is 8 pages, I'd say it would clock in at two or three months before it's posted (as long as I'm not sick or somethn). I'm okay with posting peridoic snippet updates from my favorite panels though!
Beyond this I have work and need me time, but always thank you, and I appreciate the interest! Benta is one of my comfort OCs so I'm treating this blog about the same. I want it to be a fun and cozy space while I build the apocalypse story lol.
#️⃣ tags
This is a list of tags to search on my blog for my art and writing (which will update as they come up):
- ;mun - my general babble, updates, and so on
- ;poké art - all posts involving pokemon sketches and drawings
- ;pokedex - posts pertaining to the story's pokemon and their lore. These pokemon are usually "new" species, not those that are already well known. However, sometimes special pokemon characters will make an appearance
- ;rp - written replies to roleplays. Kind of recommended since some lore will likely only appear in these, and they can be a fun read for those that like to do so (the rp partner's name will also be included in the post's tags) 👍
- ;response - ask responses! Chances are they contain art and scribbles. And maybe not, depends on how I feel
- Benta - self-explanatory, posts containing content of my mewtwo OC Benta (this does/should include roleplay threads and asks, so it's more generalized and not very concise)
- ;UntilTheEnd - the main story for Benta and other characters that we'll meet along the way! (Set in an alternate universe, so don't expect very much anime/game continuity lol)
- ;drabbles and chapters - more written content that can either have something to do with an established AU or with context of the main story. Typically smaller snippets, but potentially a longer chapter set. I'm a faster writer than a drawer, but I enjoy both- so this is just another means of keeping up fun content 🫶
💬 About the mun:
Age: 29
Pronouns: she/her/they/them
Occupation: A menace to modern society :V *cough* artist/writer/author *cough*
Hobby: Literally just bothering my sister and siblings like a sneaky little gremlin.
Pokémun-sona: Zoromun. Info post -> here
More is tba!
Thank you for the visit, and have a wonderful day!
(main -> @ draconic-hydra )
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angel’s guidelines ૮꒰ > ༝ < ྀི꒱ა
♡ i write for… spencer reid, rafe cameron, primarily. i watch a lot of tv though so just request any character and maybe ill write it. this is a multi fandom blog!
♡ this blog is mdni. please respect that.
♡ dni if: you support trump or anything pertaining to the maga agenda(racism, homophobic, support of ICE, pro-life, republican).
♡ request rules: i only take requests for blurbs and drabbles not for entire one shots or stories. you can also just chat with me about anything! i’m here.
♡ i don’t feel comfortable writing the following kinks; incest, non con, kidnapping, scat, or anything pee related(lol). i’m not kink shaming, i just prefer not to write it.
♡ i will only write for through the perspective of a female reader because i am afab and don’t resonate well enough with the male perspective. i may write a gender neutral reader.
♡ i’d prefer for my blog to be as inclusive as possible, so i won’t write any requests with a specific body or hair type. including hair color. i also won’t write about any insecurities.
♡ please be kind. i just write for fun, and only as a hobby so i wont always be able to write a request, or i just might not want to. when requesting, be nice and keep in mind there’s a human behind the screen. i’m not a writing machine nor will i write your requests if you don’t use basic manners.
♡ please do not steal, repost, republish or copy my work onto any other platform or type of social media. you can take inspiration, but please ask first. if i see that you have copied/got inspired by my work without permission, i will say something.
© 2025 esotericcangel please refrain from copying, translating or claiming my work as yours .ᐟ
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FAQ & fandom list
Please read this before asking any questions. In the interest of keeping my inbox clear, I will be deleting any asks that pertain to things discussed here. However, if you have a question that I didn't answer here, please send me an ask!
What fandoms do you currently write for? (updated as needed)
Star Trek (TNG, DS9, and ENT)
Stargate Atlantis
And whatever else I'm in the mood to write at the time. This is not a hard-and-fast list, but if you want to request something, these are the fandoms I will take requests for.
What fandoms do you have works for? (updated as needed)
Stargate Atlantis
Star Trek (ENT)
Do you have a set schedule?
Not really.
I'm busy as hell and I have moderate-to-severe ADHD that I can't afford to meaningfully treat. There is a non-zero chance of me posting a dozen things over the space of three days and then not posting at all for six months.
If I'm posting consistently, it's probably stuff I've had queued for a while, especially if it's for a writing challenge (e.g., Whumptober).
Do you take requests?
Sometimes.
I'm infuriatingly picky with what requests/prompts I take, so take that as you will. The higher up the fandom is on my "currently writing for" list, the more likely I am to take it.
However, I may just not be in the mood to take requests for a while, at which point I will make a post and put something in the blog description.
Do you accept DMs?
Not unless we're mutuals.
What do you typically like to write?
Often:
Emotional whump (including hurt/comfort)
Found family
Drabbles and other short works (generally 1,000 words or less)
Weird songfic things (think "fic + youtube/spotify link to the song + some analysis maybe)
Headcanons (I will also be taking requests for these!)
Bottom line: If I'm writing it, it's gonna be short, sad, and/or sappy.
Sometimes:
Detailed smut
Rarely:
Descriptions of torture
AU stuff (nothing wrong with it, I'm just not enthusiastic about it)
Works over 1,000 words
Multi-chapter works
Multi-day writing challenges
Never:
Reader insert stuff
Detailed descriptions of gore
Most kink content (exceptions will be tagged "cw ___")
*denoted by a CW in the tags (cw <insert trigger here>)
You might want to have these tags handy:
cw torture
cw drowning
I have very few hard nos, but I take my boundaries very seriously. If you give me reason to believe you've ignored them (including failure to read this post), you will be blocked.
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requesting: [open]
before you request:
if you are planning on leaving a request, beforehand, firstly check if my requests are open. it will state so here, and on my main navigation page.
with that being said, please check and read over this page, my blog rules, and my character list before leaving a request!
please try to be specific in your requests if it pertains to the content/characters/topics, and if you do not leave specific details, expect that i will substitute or decide so for myself as i need something to work with.
be patient! i have a life, and things going on so i may need to take breaks or may be unable to respond to certain requests, or it may take me some time to get back to you, so please be mindful that i have a lot going on in my life as well.
things i will not/am hesitant to write for:
↳ smut — as of right now, i am not comfortable writing explicit nsfw content. i am open to suggestive content, but nothing explicit! i still am only just getting into writing, so this may change or broaden down the road, but as of right now i will not be writing any smut!
↳ real people, such as celebrities and actors. i will write for their characters, but no real people as i personally find that inappropriate and an invasion of privacy and boundaries
↳ explicit details pertaining to rape or assault, and if you do request something pertaining to this i will answer based off my assessed comfortability
↳ explicit abusive behaviours and/or cheating among character pairs, these topics may be mentioned as part of a characters past or can be relevant in my fics, however i will not write for these behaviours within my characters pairings.
↳ romanticizing of toxic behaviours or serious topics. i would like to spread representation of these issues, however i will not be romanticizing them!
↳ large age gaps, including relationships between minors and adults, and if the characters are adults than nothing larger than 10 years, but even that’s pushing it
↳ intoxication. for both alcohol and drugs (minus maybe weed), i will not write a character that is in an intoxicated state, and would prefer to avoid the topics all together if possible. i may include the topic if it is relevant in a characters past, but generally i would like to avoid the topic all together unless i feel comfortable
↳ pregnancy, i do not feel comfortable writing pregnant characters. i may be comfortable writing a character who has already had a child, but i am not comfortable writing about pregnancy in detail
↳ poly relationships, i have no judgements, but i personally am not comfortable writing pairings/relationships among more than 2 characters.
things i will write for!
↳ i will be mainly writing for fem!readers, and gn!reader if requested
↳ i may write original characters if it’s a multi-chapter fic
↳ one shots, multi-chapter fics, blurbs/drabbles, imagines, and maybe even text/social media fics
↳ both romantic and platonic parings!
↳ suggestibility (innuendos, teasing or fade to black) but no explicit smut
↳ as i stated in the category above, i will not be writing any blatantly abusive behaviours in my character pairs, however there may be some toxic behaviours or miscommunication to an extent for some angst, as no one is perfect, but when i do this, the characters won’t just get away with these things to keep it realistic
↳ i am a sucker for angst, hurt/comfort, and fluff, so expect to see a lot of this
↳ chronically ill, mentally ill, or generally a reader who is struggling (sick, injured) or experienced past trauma (not too in-depth for the trauma) as someone who is chronically ill, mentally ill, disabled, and has experienced trauma i personally enjoy seeing accurate/correct representation in fiction as it makes me feel seen/heard, however i do not tolerate any romanticizing of these issues. these are not things that you should want to experience, it sucks and i simply want to spread representation!
↳ prompts! sometimes i need a little creative boost, as well as prompts generally are pretty fun to write and a good way to explore writing
↳ similarly/kind of connected to the prompts, i also enjoy writing lyric/music based inspiration fics! i already have a lengthy list of lyrics (mainly taylor swift) to use as inspiration, so you can leave some ideas for that as well! either from your own interpretation or something for me to interpret for myself
↳ i may be open to writing crossovers however only if it actually is somewhat plausible or i’m able to make it somewhat realistic
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1. I do not accept requests.
2. You are more than welcome to send asks (of the hard kind, preferably, but soft ones are okay too).
3. Asks pertaining to thoughts, drabbles, mtls, headcanons, etc are welcome. I enjoy discussing ideas with people.
4. I welcome nsfw links as long as they don't violate my guidelines, and you let me know that a link is nsfw.
5. Race and body type specific asks are not permitted on here. I'm a black, cis, fat woman so I write from those perspectives, but I try not to be overly specific regarding body type and race.
6. There are some idols I'm not comfortable discussing and writing about in a hard context, despite them being adults. Jeongin from Stray Kids and Jisung from NCT are two that come to mind. Feel free to ask if you're unsure or curious. I'm not going to shame or look down on other people who talk about them or look at them that way. It's just not something I'm personally comfortable with. Additionally, they're some idols I'm just not attracted to sexually and/or romantically much or at all.
7. Here you can find kinks and topics which are a no for me or, while I enjoy some of them, I'd rather they not be sprung on me. If you're not sure if I'm okay with something, feel free to ask. I'd honestly prefer that to having a potentially upsetting ask being sprung on me.
↳ non-con
dub-con
incest (both step and direct)
cheating
student/teacher type relationships (tutor/student relationships I have less of a problem with)
food play
anything to do with minors
mafia AUs
necrophilia
consensual non-consent
somnophilia
DD/lg and MD/lb (Daddy kinks and Mommy kinks themselves are completely fine)
spitting (talking about spit in relation to kissing, oral sex and so forth is fine. Specifically spitting into mouths is more dicey for me.)
scat
pee
vomit
vore
gore
ageplay
adult diapers
abuse
suicide
murder
death
angst heavy asks (I try to keep this blog light and fun. I do touch on angst from time to time, but it's not a favourite genre of mine)
hardcore bloodplay
hardcore knifeplay
hardcore gunplay
idol x idol
bestiality
furries
fisting
sex in bodies of water (I.e bathtubs, jacuzzis, pools, lakes etc. Showers are fine)
*I may write or reblog fics that touch on these topics. That remains up to my discretion.
8. Be polite. It costs nothing to be a decent person. Also, while I enjoy talking to people, we are not friends. I am not your therapist. Do not trauma dump on me or my blog. Do not overshare. Do not share defining details of yourself, where you live etc.
9. Things that will get you instantly blocked:
- being under 18 and not having an easily visible age indicator. You can find more here.
- being a nsfw blog that interacts with minors
- you write fics featuring minors (whether it's sfw or nsfw)
- you're an adult who interacts with smut written by a minor
- you sexualise minors
- general bigotry (classism, racism, misogyny, transphobia etc)
- being pro any kind of ED
- being shitty to me or displaying a pattern of being shitty to other people on here
- you spam like my posts
- consistently disrespecting my guidelines. People make mistakes. I can understand that. However, I mean those who consistently go against what I've explicitly said I'm not comfortable with.
10. I prefer to keep this blog on the lighter side. I come on here to enjoy myself and have fun. I'd prefer not to have conversations about controversies, scandals, and so forth on here. I may discuss them from time to time (depending on how I feel) or maybe on my sideblog, but I kindly ask that you don't bring up discourse over here.
11. If you would like to support me, you can do so over on my ko-fi.
12. Lastly, enjoy your time here. As I said, this blog is mainly meant to be enjoyable for everyone involved. I hope you can have a good time here.
*None of the pictures, gifs, dividers and banners I use on here are mine. I've found them all from Pinterest, from Googling them and here on Tumblr. All rights and credit to the appropriate owners.
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hi, I have 2 questions about the event
1. Will there be a warning if theres story spoilers mentioned in the writing? like small details I totally understand, but if its bigger things I wanna wait till Ive gotten to that part of the story haha. if there wont be, I'll just blacklist the tag till Ive finished the story.
2. If we've only done part of the story but still wanna request something, may we add where we are in the story to our request, so that maybe you can try and keep it in mind? if you'd rather not I also totally understand. It could be a lot of work, so thats why I wanted to ask beforehand, so people dont start adding it cus they saw 1 person doing it kinda thing.
I cant wait to read all of the stuff you'll write!
To answer the first question: There won't really be any story spoilers. These requests are going to be drabble writings, so there won't be much room to actually put in anything pertaining to the story. The biggest spoilers are just going to be the characters themselves who will be mentioned (since not everyone likes to look at the new characters beforehand).
As for the second question: Since there won't be any spoilers, you don't have to worry about mentioning where you're at in the story. These drabbles are just focusing on the character and reader interaction, that's all. Nothing too crazy detailed. I wrote 100 prompts in total, so if, by some miracle, all of them are taken, that means I'll be writing 100 requests tomorrow...so ya. Nothing detailed. Don't worry about it. Everything will be tagged with "Pokemon Scarvio x Reader" so if you're really that concerned, you're more then welcome to blacklist it until you're caught up in the story.
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Off the Record
Hello!! I am super excited to finally post my entry for @levihan-drabbles competition :D The prompt was super interesting and I had a tonne of fun writing this one!
The prompt I received was: Hange posts a picture of Levi somewhere and it becomes a meme.
(For those curious, this is the meme I used for inspiration)
Hange pushed her plate across the table and grinned at him. "Levi! Fancy seeing you here! To what do I owe the pleasure?"
Levi's lip curled.
"You know what," he said. Hange braced her elbows on the table and rested her chin atop her knotted fingers.
"Enlighten me."
Colour rose in Levi's cheeks. For a moment, Hange felt a little guilty. For all Levi's grumbling and grunting, Hange had never seen him angry before.
"That bullshit article."
"Ah. Was there a problem?"
Hange met Moblit in a small cafe a little way down the road from the newsroom. She was in good spirits—her morning had been productive; she'd made steady headway with research for her next interview, finished the final edits for a few smaller tabloid pieces she'd been meaning to brush up, attended three short, perfunctory meetings on tedious company policy, and laid the groundwork for another exciting interview opportunity.
She felt good. And now she had the pleasurable prospect of a hearty lunch, a passable cup of coffee, and perhaps best of all, Moblit's company. His company, and his camera.
Hange threw herself into the seat opposite Moblit the moment she spotted him, hunched over his laptop in a corner of the cafe. He lifted his coffee cup just in time for Hange to clatter against the table, the thin metal frame rattling precariously. She offered him a sheepish grin.
"Sorry," she said, and then, "got anything exciting?"
"I don't know about exciting. Interesting, maybe, but no breaking news."
Hange flagged down a passing waitress with one hand, and waved Moblit off with the other. "Doesn't matter, doesn't matter," she said, then paused to order a drink and her favourite sandwich. "Tell me anyway."
"I got a tip-off from a waiter at Sina's."
Hange's eyes sparkled behind her glasses. She sat forward in her chair, folding her arms on the table top as she leaned closer. "Who?"
"Take a guess."
Hange grinned at him. Moblit was not one to play coy; he did his job and did it well, and reported his findings efficiently. To leave her to question it meant one of two things; he had photographed someone very high profile indeed, or it was somebody Hange was, for better or for worse, well acquainted with.
Or perhaps, if she were lucky, it was both.
"Let me see him, then."
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Hange had taken far too much time in the cafe with Moblit. He had given her a rundown of all the details he'd gathered during his field work that morning, and shown her through his extensive photo gallery. It was impressive, the kind of archive Moblit could cultivate with only a 45 minute breakfast window.
Hange had been delighted. Moblit was right; it wasn't breaking news, nothing particularly thrilling, but there was a corner of the Internet, Hange knew, that would delight in a trashy little article just like this. Something quick and simple to bulk up the social media feed for the afternoon.
Plus, there was a series of pictures Moblit had snapped, a cluster he'd thought to be of no real merit, that Hange simply could not pass up.
She could lay down no facts with a story like this one. There was no hard-hitting investigative journalism to be had, but she could at least offer some speculation based on her knowledge of the subjects involved, and spin a tale juicy enough to get people talking.
It took little time at all to put the article together. Hange scribbled up an outline for the contents—the location; Sina's in downtown Hizuru, a luxurious restaurant serving five star meals at every hour of the day. High in quality, sickeningly steep in price. The time of day; 9am. To the best of Hange's knowledge, this was rather out of character for the subject. He was an early riser, but according to their interview last March pending the premiere of his newest movie, he wasn't the type to eat much at all before lunch time.
And then, the company. Eren Yeager was a relatively well-known actor, barely an adult at nineteen. He starred in his first role a decade earlier, and had seen commercial success in multiple movies and TV shows ever since. He had been something of a prodigy in his younger years, bold and precocious, possessing a natural talent many actors years his senior couldn't even hope for. As Hange understood it, he had recently hit a rather troublesome phase. An interesting line of inquiry, but despite his talent and his fame, Eren's presence was simply a cameo, compared to the subject of the article Hange was drawing up.
Levi Ackerman.
Levi is a fan favourite and a media delight. He's attractive no doubt, and his performance in any and every role is almost always met with critical acclaim. Outside of his career, however, he's an elusive thing, silent in any matters pertaining to his private life. He avoids any public event like the plague, and rarely shows his face at premieres or award ceremonies if he can possibly avoid it. He gives interviews only when required by some contractual obligation or other, or else when the journalist in question is so painfully persistent that it is simply easier to give in than to keep fighting.
Little of his personal life is known, but it is impossible for someone in Levi's position to avoid interacting with anybody at all, and even the great Levi Ackerman is not above scrutiny.
There are rumours. Several of them, accounts from fellow cast members, from staff, from directors, and even Erwin, his manager, has alluded more than once to Levi's sour disposition. He is prone, Hange has heard, to fits of anger, and is easily disgruntled by minor inconveniences. His dislike of anything unclean or untidy is the stuff of legends—Hange has seen this first hand, at their very first interview. He had entered the room, scowled at the chair before sitting in it, and given Hange a thorough once over before announcing, with no hint of humour, "your glasses are filthy."
Hange had found him both fascinating and quite delightful, in his own strange way. When he acts, Levi sounds eloquent; he is a master of emotive performance, wringing the last drops of anger, despair, or grief out of each and every word, or else injecting the perfect giddy jitter, or a tremor of humour when the scene called for it. As soon as the cameras stop rolling, though, Levi's tone becomes flat, and without a script, his words are clumsy and crass. He communicates poorly, quick to throw insults and crude remarks. Hange has interviewed him a number of times—she counts herself very lucky that Levi will consent to her requests without too much fuss, these days—and each time she finds herself spending half of their time together translating his answers into something a) family friendly, and b) understandable to the everyday reader.
There is nothing for Hange to translate this time. Moblit managed to speak to the waiter after Levi and Eren had vacated in hopes of gleaning any small tidbit of knowledge regarding their conversation, but the venture had been hopeless. The pair had grown silent upon the approach of any staff member, and spoke in tones too hushed for anyone nearby to hear. They learned nothing they couldn't extrapolate for themselves from Moblit's pictures; Eren looked sheepish, avoiding Levi's gaze in favour of staring into his drink, while Levi—
Levi looked furious.
Every picture featured his signature frown, which, in and of itself wasn't enough to assume Levi to be in any mood besides neutral, but some of the photos show a hint of bared teeth or pursed lips, with his brows pulled lower than normal, the space between them deeply creased. Hange found herself curious as both a journalist and as an acquaintance. They may not be friends, but Hange liked to think she knew Levi a little better than most people, at least. She could find nothing in their past interactions to suggest any relationship with Eren beyond the strictly professional. They had over a decade between them, and though they had worked together on more than one set, neither party had ever said anything to insinuate so much as a friendly attitude between them.
There was no resolution to her queries to be easily found. And luckily for Hange, this particular piece didn't require any. It was a gossip article, something spicy, jam-packed with buzzwords, what-if's and more questions than answers, designed to make people wonder. Levi's name in the title would be enough to draw people in; Eren's name was an added bonus. But the star of the show was Moblit's photography. Hange arranged the images she had chosen in a grid. In context, the pictures were intriguing, depicting a particularly ferocious part of Levi and Eren's exchange. Out of context, they looked a little ridiculous. Both would bring readers onto their home page.
Satisfied with her work, Hange queued the finished article for review, and turned her attention back to her schedule.
**
The article launched mid-afternoon. Hange watched, somewhat satisfied, as it was received much as she had expected it to be. The activity on their Twitter account skyrocketed, the tweet in question garnering more likes, retweets and replies in the hour after it's post than any other they’d dropped in the last month.
Hange had allowed it to slip from her mind after the first hour or so. She received praise from her bosses, and a text from Moblit, jokingly demanding she pay him even more handsomely for his work than she already had, and her cousin had called her in the evening on a quest for insider gossip she could share with her friends, but that had been the end of it. Hange thought of it no more until early the following morning, when she had stopped by the quiet little cafe beneath her flat for breakfast and her favourite coffee.
She had been polishing off her pancakes when the bell above the door chimed. She had paid little attention to the newcomer, until a shadow passed over her table, and a familiar voice said, "Oi, shitty glasses."
Hange looked up to see Levi Ackerman himself standing over her, his face twisted in a scowl.
There are perks of being reasonably acquainted with Levi. Hange always gets to conduct his interviews, and Levi only ever turns her down if her request is unreasonable. Like that time she demanded he meet her at this very coffee shop for "just a quick piece, about the cameo you did for the new season of Titans", only to show him she'd bought a new pair of glasses—"look, all clean!"—and, when pressed, admitted there was no interview at all. He had been far more hesitant to indulge her in smaller affairs after that, but Hange was still lucky enough to be his only regular interviewer after big releases.
More interviews means more commission for Hange, and more high profile work with other celebrities. Yes, being acquainted with Levi has its bonuses.
But it also has its downsides. Namely, that Levi will not hesitate to turn up at her regular coffee shop to berate her after she has posted some complete and utter wank at his expense.
Hange pushed her plate across the table and grinned at him. "Levi! Fancy seeing you here! To what do I owe the pleasure?"
Levi's lip curled.
"You know what," he said. Hange braced her elbows on the table and rested her chin atop her knotted fingers.
"Enlighten me."
Colour rose in Levi's cheeks. For a moment, Hange felt a little guilty. For all Levi's grumbling and grunting, Hange had never seen him angry before.
"That bullshit article."
"Ah. Was there a problem?"
"You're a piece of shit, you know that?"
Hange sat back in her chair and sipped at her coffee. Levi's face was full colour now, a pale pink flush from his neck right up to his hairline. Hange gave him a measured look, then kicked out the chair opposite her.
"Sit," she said. "If you have issues, I'd be happy to discuss."
Levi looked for a moment like he'd like nothing more than to strangle her. Then he pulled out the chair the rest of the way, and dropped himself into it.
"I don't give a fuck about the article," he said. "It's shitty gossip anyway."
Hange raised a brow at him. She opened her mouth to continue when, without prompt, a young waitress approached their table, practically bouncing on the spot as she stopped and gave Levi a dazzling smile. Her cheeks were flushed prettily, and Hange would have thought she were simply starstruck, if it weren't for the light of mirth in her eyes.
"Good morning, sir. Can I get you anything?" She gave Levi no chance to respond, before plowing on. "Water? Or tea, perhaps? Forgive me, but you seem a little upset. Might a nice tea calm you down?"
Levi grit his teeth. "No, thank you."
Hange almost apologised to the poor waitress on his behalf, but she didn't look bothered at all by his rudeness. In fact, she had barely turned from the table before she snorted in laughter, and caught her giggles in her hands as she scurried back behind the counter. A second passed, before all three waitresses snickered.
"That," Levi hissed, "is your fault."
Now Hange truly was confused. She furrowed her brow at him. "How does that have anything to do with me?"
"You and your stupid article," he said. Hange looked back to the waitress, who looked to their table again before falling into a fresh fit of giggles. Hange turned back to Levi, a little sympathetic.
"I think she just fancies you."
"You're trying to tell me you really don't know the mess you've caused?"
Hange shook her head slowly. Levi watched her closely, searching for proof of the lie, but Hange's earnestness must have shown through, for Levi's anger abated a little, and he slumped back on his chair.
In lieu of a verbal explanation, Levi pulled out his phone. He tapped the screen a few times, typed something out, and scrolled a little way, before placing the phone on the table and sliding it towards her. Hange pulled it closer with a frown.
The screen displayed Twitter, and showed the feed beneath the search for Levi's name. Hange scrolled a few posts, eyes widening little by little as she went.
Levi was right. The contents of the article were of little significance at all. The photo grid, however, had gone viral overnight.
It showed four pictures of Levi and Eren, taken in succession. Each one showed only a portion of the back of Eren's head, but Levi's expression in every frame was more animated than Hange had ever seen him outside of his movie scenes, and each was more distraught than the last. Face tight, jaw clenched, teeth bared, with his finger pointed condescendingly in Eren's face. The second last picture shows his brows arched and his lips pressed into a thin line, and the final one—
Hange had laughed at it in isolation when Moblit had shown her. She had fully expected it to garner a few laughs, but she hadn't expected a photograph of Levi furiously slurping his tea to become a meme in less than 24 hours.
"I see," Hange said, as she calmly slid the phone back to him. "In my defense, you don't help yourself. It wouldn't be half as funny if you didn't hold your tea cup so weird."
"In my defense," Levi snapped, "If you didn't post it online nobody would have anything to laugh at."
Hange crossed her arms on the table and leaned towards him, smiling pleasantly. "In your defense, you wouldn't have been so angry in public if it weren't for whatever Eren had to say. What was that about, by the way? I'm terribly curious."
Hange expected a very Levi response to her prying; a scowl, perhaps a quick kick under the table, an 'It's none of your damn business, four-eyes', if she were lucky.
What she got instead was a haughty sniff, and a gruff, "He's fucking my cousin."
For a moment, they were silent. Either Levi's anger at his new meme status had temporarily disabled the part of his brain that blocked any mention of his private life from slipping past his lips in the wrong company, or something about Eren's indiscretion had rattled him so much, he couldn't keep silent about it. Either way, he looked increasingly surprised—and horrified—at himself for saying it out loud. Hange's eyes were wide, and Levi's were growing wider by the second. Of all the people to slip up to, he had slipped up to her. An entertainment journalist, the one person in his life who thrived on this kind of insider knowledge.
Hange swallowed. Levi was still staring at her like a deer in headlights, no doubt painfully aware that there was no taking back what he had said now.
Hange doesn't take a great deal of pride in what she does. She feels satisfied when her stories receive the reception she'd predicted, validated in her ability to analyse their consumer base and make accurate assumptions about what will hit and what won't, but the work itself feels dirty, at times. An opportunistic scavenger feeding on whatever carrion they can find, no matter how rotten it may be.
This is a perfect opportunity. Salacious details of Levi's interpersonal relationships, right from the horse's mouth. If it were anyone else, Hange would be scribbling every word verbatim in her notebook.
But this is Levi. Levi, who seems jarred by her last article (though Hange will maintain this, at least, is no real fault of her journalism, and also, absolutely hilarious) and was clearly, for whatever reason, incensed by Eren's actions.
Hange brushed her palms over her thighs, and picked a speck of lint from her trousers.
"This is nice, isn't it?" She said, "having breakfast together. We should do it more often. It feels good to just talk, sometimes. Off the record."
Levi blinked rapidly at her. He opened his mouth, but, still too shocked by his own loose tongue to speak, he said nothing. Hange pulled her phone from her bag and fiddled around with it some, tapping here and there, until she found what she was looking for. She turned it to Levi, and said, "I think this is my favourite edit so far."
Levi finally pulled his gaze from her, and looked down at the screen. It was truly something, the way the picture snapped him out of his stunned silence. Hange had never seen someone's face pinch up so rapidly.
"Come on, it's kinda funny. And look! That's Tony Stark, right? People are so creative. And maybe, if we're really lucky, Buzzfeed will do a compilation article of all the best ways people have used your new meme."
Levi rolled his eyes at her. It looked strange, with his face so tightly twisted. Hange chuckled at him.
She nudged his ankle beneath the table with the toe of her shoe. "Lighten up, you look constipated."
"Oi, out of the two of us I'm not the one who's full of—"
"—Full of shit, I know, I know. That honour is all mine."
They lapsed into another silence, this one marginally more comfortable than the last. Hange finished the last of her coffee and checked her emails, while Levi tortured himself some more by scrolling through his Twitter feed. After a short while, he spoke again.
"That...doesn't sound bad," he said.
"Hm?"
"What you said about talking more. Off the record. It doesn't sound bad."
It was Hange's turn to flush. Heat rose in her cheeks, and she occupied herself by rifling through her bag in search of nothing.
"Yeah?" Her voice, an octave higher than usual, cracked around the vowels. She cleared her throat, "will you have more gossip for me? It's almost painful that I can't share it, you know."
"Good. I'll share as many secrets as I've got, if it'll bother you that much."
"Sounds terrible," Hange said. She tore a clean corner off her napkin and scribbled her personal number onto it. She slid it over the table to him. "Text me."
Levi pulled a face at the piece of napkin. "Is that used? Gross, shitty four-eyes." He pocketed it anyway.
Hange didn't know what else to say. Levi didn't seem to either, and so he stood, and tucked his chair back in. Hange turned her eyes down to her empty plate. Her stomach and chest felt strange, almost sickly, but in an oddly pleasant way.
Levi rapped his knuckles on the table. Hange jumped, startled, and looked up at the sound.
"This part is on the record," he said. The corner of Levi's mouth quirked into a small, barely there grin. "I heard from a reliable source that Eren was so scared on the set of Last War that he pissed his pants. Twice."
#Levihan#snk#my writing#THIS ONE WAS SO FUN I would like to revisit this one day#I enjoyed their dynamic hehe
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This is an idea/scenario I’ve had for a good while now pertaining to Arkham Knight Riddler. I don’t know if it’s any good -- it may be too “fluffy” to be in character -- but I wanted to write it down and get it out there, see what people think. Ironically, the idea came from a similar one involving Telltale Riddler, and I may post that one someday, too, but this AK Riddler one is...very different. Different in regards to a lot of headcanons, imagines, drabbles, etc. about him.
So, the scenario is like this: Someone wants to fuck with this poor guy -- not Batman, not one of the Bat family, not even one of the Gotham Rogues. It could be some random new villain, someone who is maybe more sadistic than any of the Rogues (save for Joker). I thought about this antagonist kidnapping AK Eddie’s s/o and holding them hostage …
But with a twist.
Catwoman has nothing to do with this because she’s not evil, but I thought about the explosive collar Riddler put on her in Arkham Knight, and what if this antagonist -- to really mess with Eddie -- decides to put such a collar on his s/o? And Riddler has to show up and complete some tasks (dangerous puzzles and riddle-based traps most likely), or else, his s/o loses their head.
Of course, Eddie shows up because he’s panicking. This was never supposed to happen! Nothing was supposed to happen to his s/o. This is beyond anything Batman had ever done. This is so sinister, so vile, so abhorrent, Eddie can’t even begin to comprehend it. At first, he bargains, offering money, tech, robots, his hacking skills -- even offers himself up to wear the collar instead because he can’t take the sight of his beloved wearing something that could blow their head right off, right in front of him, and leave him emotionally and mentally broken for life.
But the antagonist doesn’t want to bargain, even when Eddie begs -- like, really begs to the point of tears, asking for mercy and pleading with the antagonist to let his s/o go free. They have nothing to do with any of Eddie’s work. They’re innocent, and they’re too important to him! He can’t let this happen!
The begging amuses the antagonist but once again, it’s not enough. Eddie has to do the challenges, and if he completes them all correctly, the collar comes off. If he messes up, then his s/o dies. Eddie reassures his s/o that everything will be just fine, he’s got this under control, they’ll be out of trouble in no time so don’t be afraid.
It’s difficult to not be afraid when you have a bomb around your neck and a sadistic psychopath with the trigger. As bad as Eddie can be, he’s not THIS malevolent. He has some humanity left in him. But this person, they’re just out there to make him suffer because it’s “entertaining” to watch him squirm.
As you know, by this point in his life, Eddie is very mentally unstable and could have a mental breakdown if pushed even just a little too far. His s/o is the only thing keeping him grounded, the only reason he has to keep his sanity (or what’s left of it), and this is the only person who has ever cared for him despite the fact he knows he’s not worth it. If he loses his beloved, then what would he have left? There would be no recovery from such a thing.
So, Eddie completes the challenges, although he is internally freaking out the entire time, partly because he doubts himself and partly because he has no idea if the antagonist will just press the trigger and kill Eddie’s s/o without warning. By the time Eddie is done, he’s a nervous wreck and on the verge of a breakdown, but he hopes that, by enduring all this, by letting this person watch him squirm, sweat, beg, cry, and panic, that maybe it’s enough to end this madness without his s/o dying.
But the antagonist doesn’t care that Eddie completed all the tasks. In the end, it’s about making Eddie suffer horribly because watching a nearly broken man finally break -- shatter -- is the point of all this. So, the collar has a 30 second timer set, and as it counts down, Eddie obviously freaks out, hyperventilating as he tries to plead once again for his s/o’s life, offering himself up again in their place, and yet, it’s not enough (kind of reminding him how he was never enough for his father, even if he agonized over pleasing him). The antagonist just laughs at Eddie’s mental breakdown and tells him he better use the remaining time to say goodbye. And no funny business. If Eddie or his s/o attempt to remove or disarm the collar, then it will detonate.
Eddie’s s/o, despite being terrified does their best to put on a brave face and they tell him it’s ok, it’s not his fault, just don’t look, look away, it will all be over soon, he has to keep going for them...Eddie doesn’t know what to do, and seeing as he now has 10 seconds left, he does the only thing he feels he can and should do, and he grabs his s/o despite their protests and holds them tight, crying and saying over and over how sorry he is, he’s so sorry.
And the timer reaches zero on the collar.
There’s a soft click.
Then nothing.
No explosion.
The antagonist bursts out laughing, confessing that the “bomb” is a dud, was never going to explode, and since both Eddie and his s/o were too distressed to think all this through, they never even considered this as a possibility. The collar has been unlocked and Eddie’s s/o just kind of sinks to their knees in complete shock, and he can’t believe what he’s seeing. At first, he’s confused, wondering if this is all some sort of twisted dream, then he’s relieved because his s/o is safe, then he’s angry because what the hell was this?! He vows to get revenge on the antagonist and throws the collar away as he all but screams in rage.
Now alone, Eddie remembers his s/o is still on the floor, pale as a sheet and unresponsive. Kneeling down, he asks if they’re ok, tells them they’re ok, that this was all some sort of sick joke. When his s/o snaps out of their daze, they get mad and push him away, yelling at him for being so foolish
“You were just going to let yourself die with me?!” they demand.
“Yes!” Eddie responds, too overwhelmed to even know how to respond to this.
“Why? Why would you do that?”
“Because!”
“WHY?”
“Because I can’t go back to my old life! Not having known you! You think that I would just sink back into my old routine without a hitch? You think I would forget you? You think I’d just move on and live life normally? How could I do that? How? If I lost you, I’d have nothing, do you understand? Nothing. My life would be empty, more so than it’s ever been, and nothing could fill that void, not the way you do. No one has ever loved me, not even those who were supposed to! But you, you love me! I didn’t ask for it, and I don’t even deserve it, but you love me anyway. You make me feel valid, you make me feel like...like I exist, like I actually matter.”
His s/o is crying, and he’s crying, and they’re both going to be emotionally traumatized for a while. Sure, Eddie will get revenge but he’s also going to be having night terrors -- nightmares would be much better than what he experiences at night -- about his s/o dying in gruesome ways while is helpless to do anything. Sometimes, he won’t even be able to sleep because he doesn’t want those ghastly images in his head, and he’ll stay up holding his s/o as they (try) to sleep (they have nightmares of their own after this experience).
He has to come to terms with his first real encounter with the threat of loss, a real loss. He never cared about anyone before because no one ever cared for him. He was used to being ignored, bullied and belittled, and he always had trouble trusting others because of how he was raised. He never had friends, never thought he would need friends because, well, he never had any. Forming emotional attachments was beyond him, as he never had such a relationship with his parents, and that is the first time children are supposed to experience attachment. If your parents don’t love you, you grow up feeling unloved, alone, and don’t understand what it’s like to be close to people, so you just push everyone away and look out for yourself. It makes you selfish just as much as it makes you feel lonely.
But now, Eddie has his s/o, someone who just kind of barged into his life and stole his heart despite his best efforts to not feel anything sentimental because being vulnerable meant he could get hurt, and he didn’t like the idea of forming an attachment only to have it ripped away from him due to the other person’s betrayal. In his eyes, love equals abuse, since that’s the only kind of “love” this Eddie seems to have ever experienced.
It’s going to take a lot of time -- and patience -- for Eddie to deal with this, and he’s going to be watching his s/o like a hawk. They won’t be allowed to go anywhere alone, and definitely not at night. He’ll be very clingy, protective, maybe a little possessive but mostly protective. When he does eventually find a way to calm down, it will actually make him a stronger person emotionally, I think, because he will understand himself better, and he’ll understand the relationship he has with his s/o better. This experience has taught him -- in the most insane and unwelcomed way -- why his s/o is so vital to him, and while attachment like that is almost frightening because of the risk of loss, he doesn’t want to go back to his old life and be alone, being seen as some sort of joke by everyone in Gotham. He doesn’t want to go back to being isolated, left with only his thoughts to comfort him despite his dwindling sanity and self-esteem. He needs to have a reason to press on, and trying to be better than everyone just won’t do it anymore. He needs to be loved, loves to be loved, but is also thrilled to be able to give it in return, whatever the risks may be.
And you know the antagonist is going to be utterly destroyed by Riddlerbots. Or something. Something awful will happen to that person. We know that much.
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Ugh, so let me know what you guys think! This is way out there in left field in terms of portrayal of Arkham Knight Eddie (or just Arkhamverse Eddie in general) but this idea has been stuck in my mind for so long now. Feedback is definitely encouraged and appreciated here because this is such an epic and crazy h/c. Constructive criticism is welcome. Just don’t be mean, please.
#arkham knight riddler#arkhamverse riddler#edward nigma#riddler#the riddler#edward nygma#riddler x o/c#edward nigma x o/c#riddler headcanon#riddler imagine#riddler h/c#edward nygma x oc
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Bit of a weird question, but would you happen to have any hc’s pertaining to G’s posture? 👀
Weird asks? Sign me up 👀
Also, I've literally been writing a little thing related to G's posture??? The hell? What a coincidence... guess that means y'all can have the finished scenario under the cut below, then... 😏
But first, some HCs!
Personally I like to think he's he's a long boi, around 6'10", for a couple other reasons I haven't posted here, yet... but IRL, a lot of the time taller people have more back difficulties, so that combined with the fact that the dude is always trying to maintain good posture means that it would take a bit of a toll on some of his muscle groups. And G' doesn't exactly lead a stress-free life, i guarantee the guy's having to deal with some serious shit behind the scenes, whatever it may be. That stress would lead to a lot of built up tension, and consequently tightening of the muscles. If you look at him walking in HLA from the side, you can sort of see how he's got a little bit of a hunch. I don't think it's completely because of his supposed physical age, since I doubt he's an actual middle-aged man.
Whatever situation he's in, he's always conscious of his posture. He's been taught human body language, and how they way you hold yourself can change how others unconsciously perceive you. He uses it to his advantage, to make sure the power balance between him and people he interacts with stays tipped in his favour. I think it would be so ingrained in him, that even if he wasn't around someone he had to keep up appearances with, he'd still be straight-backed. You'd probably have to point it out to him, and tell the guy to fuckin r e l a x for once in his life lol.
OK, the drabble is under here. Uhh, have someone giving G-Man a nice massage content 👉👈
If G-Man had a relationship with someone he came to trust enough to let them lay their hands on him, he'd discover that it can actually be quite enjoyable. You've noticed how stiff he looks at times, and worked up the courage to offer him a massage. You explain what it is and what you'll be doing. At first he's quite opposed to the idea...
"How does applying, presssure, to the muscles, make one... 're-lax?'"
"It just does, trust me. People paid money to get massages. I used to have them all the time. I know you'd enjoy it."
He eventually changes his mind when curiosity gets the better of him. After some lengthy convincing, you somehow get this man face down on a bed, without his jacket or tie. But... you soon encounter a slight problem. That damn belt of his is going to be in the way. You kneel beside him awkwardly for a minute, wondering what to do. He notices your silence and turns his head, a questioning eye finding yours.
"Uh... your, um. Your belt. I'm gonna have to get that off, too."
"My... belt..."
You start to sweat when he doesn't say anything else, and for the longest fucking time nothing happens. With a little sigh he turns onto his back. Wanting to get this weird moment over with, you quickly grab for his buckle without thinking. His hand shoots out and catches your wrist before you get the chance, a tiny flicker of alarm crossing his features, eyes glowing white hot. Shaken, your heart's in your throat, but before you can say sorry, he cuts in.
"I apologize. I... was not expecting you to..."
He trails off, eyes flicking down to your wrist. His grip is strong, nearly painful. He lets go, looking guilty. Lowering back down, he folds his hands over his stomach, deliberately avoiding your eyes by staring up at the ceiling.
His words come out a little hesitant, "you may... remove it, if you wish..."
Seeing it's safe to go ahead, you carefully start to unbuckle his belt. To ease the tension a bit, you make a little quip, "count yourself lucky it's just the belt and I'm not telling you to ditch the shirt, too..."
He shoots you an uneasy look, rolling back onto his stomach and folding his arms under his head once you've slipped the belt from the loops. He hates being in such a vulnerable position, and just about fucking teleports away when you straddle the back of his thighs, but he really wants to know how it's going to feel, maybe even thinks that it won't do much because he IS relaxed, damnit. You start low, at the base of the spine and work your way up. He's super tense at first, and it makes it difficult to work your hands into his muscles.
"And, this is supposed... to relax me?"
"Yeah, and it would be if you'd stop... tensing up. What the hell are you doing down there?"
The struggle doesn't last for long. As you get higher, he just turns to absolute putty, a literal boneless pile of goo underneath you. He's particularly knotted in the neck and shoulders and at the base of the ribs from keeping up that posture all the time. He even can't help the few muffled groans that escape here and there. He would have swallowed them down, but it honestly feels way too good for him to give a shit. His head is turned to the side, resting on his arms, so you can only just see a sliver of an iris glowing lazily every time you get to a sweet spot.
"So... I see you're enjoying yourself, huh? Guess who was right Mr. I-don't-need-no-massage."
He widens a shining eye, and the pupil is unnaturally blown out, something you've never seen before. It kinda reminds you of a cat about to pounce. He only deigns to reply to your teasing with a slightly husky grunt.
"Yeah, I thought so..."
#back on my bullshit with god knows how many words this is#hope it's interesting to read anyway#the hand speaks#gman#half life#big brainstorm momence
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how many wips do you have? like what are they all, and not the number of wips in a fandom? what are all the names?
okay. fuck you. fuck you so much. fuck you.
i’m putting this under a read more cut no one else deserves to see this shit. a lot of these are requests, and for those i will just write out the request itself
Shadowhunters:
domestic polycule fluff with tem, jessa, and will because im not a coward
Supernatural
- hehe hoho i request destiel hehehe
- request 61/? cai cai cai cai i need you to rewrite the destiel scene but yk. GOOD. not like i'm in the know about the spn fandom or anything, it's been years for me. but DO IT
Bright Sessions
- caleb/adam grisha AU
- mark bryant vs. united states aka sue the AM
- caleb/adam college fluff
Umbrella Acaademy
- request 31/? i want a ben and klaus drabble please spare me some brotherly bickering
- AND SO BEGINS NIGHT 4 with request 13/? oooh oooh can i get a raymond and allison playlist??? i think their vibes together would SLAP
- hi there night 2 is technically morning 3 but who's counting not me anyway request 5/? can i get a ben moodboard? gotta rep my tua bb
Percy Jackson
- request 9/? can i get a percabeth moodboard or quote edit?? like god they're the og couple goals take me back to high school cai
- For the 100 follower things :D Jercy getting caught in the rain
- request 29/? a drabble about literally anything to do with pjo. i’ll be happy with anyone and anything i’m love these children
- *somersaults in like I’m a real fancy acrobat* hello ello ello may I request some camp half blood chaos possible involving *does a flip* ✨side characters✨ <3
Penumbra Podcast
- request 52/? drabble about the penumbra podcast. this is for ren bc ren likes it and i don't actually know anything about it. juno? i think? that's the one ren likes. write it for ren
- Tpp ghost hunting / buzzfeed unsolved au
- sad juno smut
- final resting place fic go brrrr
Marvel
- request 6/? i'm going to my roots y'all can i get a spider-man playlist? if not a playlist then i'd honestly be happy with literally anything involving spider-man
- request 15/? i'm going crazy this is recorded evidence of me actually losing it ANYWAY can i get a quote edit for something from iron man? literally anything that man says is gold so cai's choice :D he deserved better in endgame i'm still bitter
- request 42/? do another spidey thing that differs from the other spidey thing
- request 73/? you have Opinions. rant about infinity way and/or endgame. go.
- request 74/? quote edit for deadpool!!
- spideytorch relationship character study
- peter parker as a tired grad student monitoring the young avengers (send help)
Six of Crows
- okay listen i wasn't going to request anything bc i worry about you but also? if you want to/have the time hit me with a playlist for our girl nina zenik
- request 43/? fuckin give me the ending anya should have had. she is alive and with her new son and having a great time
- request 45/? inej moodboard?
- request 47/? will you make literally any meme of your choosing for six of crows?
- request 48/? write a drabble for kaz, my favorite bastard
- okay so i don't actually like nina or mattias that much but i still wanna hear about your thoughts (and also see if you'll change my mind)
- kaz brekker turning 18 fic. birthday party, everyone singing, whole shebang. i need it stat
- religious trauma fic aka i started shipping kaz/alina/inej and i can’t stop
- kaz trauma soup (he has D.I.D. and you can’t prove me wrong)
- my two redacted fics for @grishaversebigbang
- wesper fake dating
- six of crows bright sessions crossover: everyone gets therapy
TMA
- uhh... s1 gang having a nice time? melanie getting to have some Pride™️? some "fun" horror thing?
- request 7/? spare steph and jason bonding? please sir? spare some for a humble child such as myself?
- okay so this was meant for night 3 but i had midterm shit SO this is honorary night 3 let's DO THIS request 8/? i want a moodboard of extremely out of context magnus archives shit like i mean confuse the FUCK out of me i don't go here i know Nothing about it
- request 11/? OKAY so i need tim stoker meeting tim drake now i need my timmy to meet your tim plus i want to see character differences no i'm not trying to create a tim stoker in my head so i can read a's fic while NOT thinking of tim drake whaaaaaat you're crazy
- request 18(i think)/? i need a quote edit of every time within the first like. 15 eps of tam where jon is like ��sounds fake but go off” thank u bb
- request 40/? i challenge you to write a tma drabble based only on the episodes i've heard. i'm currently halfway through episode 23
- Jon being lovingly bullied into taking a break. I'm aware this has been written a million times but it is one of my favorite things.
- spiral!sasha AU
- extinction martin go brrrrr
- high school era timsasha. they've both been friends for years, and everyone always asks when they will be a couple. they decide to fake date, to prove everyone wrong and show what a bad couple they would be. turns out that's a bit trickier than they thought
- after sasha comes back, tim is broken. he can't let go, scared that if he looks away for even a minute he'll lose her again. sasha suggests shibari as a way for him to give up control
- sasha pov mag 19 au, sacrificing herself to save the others, knows that if she gives herself up to the not!them it will let the others live
- this is the "tim finds a polaroid of sasha" trope
- early archives days,, long nights in research,,, clothes sharing,, somft. late nights and falling asleep at their desks warm and safe in the other's presence
- two parts: timsasha as kids, each picking a constellation that is "theirs". just soft kid antics. tim at sasha's grave glancing up to see their constellations
- continuing your job’s a joke (you’re broke)
DC Comics
- TIMSTEPH HADESTOWN AU,,,
- my redacted fic for @batfam-big-bang
- request for you to get a decent amount of sleep? serious answer, dickkori, SAL's Venus
- request 4/? timsteph morning after 👀 mayhaps?
- a concept: nonbinary stephanie brown
- teehee hi mom, you don’t have to do this if you don’t want to, but can i request damian angst for your accomplishments 100 followers?
- hi you can ignore my first request if you want, or you can ignore this one. but bls possibly write some bikini ra’s? -the bikini bitch
- request 27/? jay is asking through me for a jondami playlist but tbh i also want it so win win yk?
- "I don't know how to help you but I can help you find someone who does" with bruce and jason? im just craving bruce being a good day to jason for once
- “I am putting you in time out because you need to understand the consequences of your actions.” with steph and jason as dumbass disaster bi best friends pretty please?
- request 32/? timsteph patrol date!!!
- request 33/? timsteph *gala* date? mayhaps??
- request 37/? tim drake drabble but make it Edgy cai
- request 39/? drabble of a prank war between tim and damian
- joyfire cuddly fluff please? or like just any outlaw fluff if joyfire isnt your thing (feel free to add every member of the outlaws, dont feel like u gotta stick with jason, kori, roy i love them all)
- barbara and robin! jason fluff? bonding over books or something?
- request 62/? i need a drabble about the chaotic trio jason, tim, and steph i'm love them ty
- request 63/? batfam x mcu crossover. batfam meets ironfam. give me ALL the cliches. ALL OF THEM
- request 64/? young justice x young avengers - jay cuz idk SHIT about the young avengers
- request 66/? jondami moodboard pls and ty
- request 67/? timsteph moodboard!!!!!!
- request 69/? HEHEHE kinky 😏 i would v much like a timsteph drabble of the almost first time. does that make sense? like i don't want you to go all the way NSFW cuz i know that's against the rules and i'm a rule follower. but like they *almost* go all the way. this could be fade to black or some shit i don't care just make it a lil steamy and have Fun
- i request damian angst! all of it
- hmm... maybe i request? jondami?
- mayhaps,,,,some batfam,,,,,committing crimes? ily be gay do crime <3 - lu
- How about a ficlet with Steph and Cass?
Found Family Bingo Prompts
- no powers au
- tunnel
- first day
- join the club
- hurt/comfort
- experiment
- playing favorites
- hold on
- possession
- 10 o’clock
- singing
- road
- snitch
- curfew
- timer
- fantasy au
- zombie au
- dreams
- campfire
- are you okay
- movie night
- games
- scared
Miscellaneous
- a request: Write A Drabble, Coward
- is it too late to request a moodboard for me?
- request 20/? i’m going off book because i’m in a Chaotic Mood™️ can you just absolutely vibe check me like go off cai demolish me
- request 21/? i formally request that you pick a favorite cai. i don’t care what that favorite pertains to, just pick a favorite something
- request 23/? roast me
- request 24/? can i have a buzzfeed unsolved spoopy playlist but spoiler alert it’s not spoopy bc shane doesn’t believe does this make sense it has been a Day™️
- request 25/50 i want a jake and amy fic make it Soft cai i’m love them b99 is so good
- request 28/? i know nothing about the lord of the rings so make something that will confuse the shit out of me
- request 34/? malvie and jaylos moodboards 😈
- request 35/? a moodboard for the bbb mods!! perceive all of us!!!
- request 36/? moodboard for the tua mods too???? mayhaps??
- request 41/? doctor WHO? idk but i want a drabble of him and the one character i know from doctor who which is rose
- request 46/? make an alignment meme with our group, have fun!!!
- request 49/? i want you to kin assign me a character from every fandom you can/want to. go feral
- request 50!!!!/? this is a special request. the most special request. can you make a bastards tbh playlist? i want our vibes encapsulated. i want us in music form. i want to hear those songs and be like "that's me and cai" and smile.
- requests 51/? i know jack shit about good omens. explain it to me in the most confusing way possible. make me know less by the end than i know now
- request 53/? can you write a mel aesthetic? i'm Curious
- request 54/? give me a list of book recs cai i want some good book recs pls
- request 56/? edit a picture of US together too
- request 58/? oooh can i have a disney edit? like. hm. i just really love disney and i want anything to do with disney. like a quote or an aesthetic or an aesthetic edit i just want disney.
- request 59/? i would v much like a recipe for carbonara. i've never had it but it sounds fucking delicious
- request 60/? ooh hey can i get a makeup tutorial? i know you like makeup, i'm shit at doing makeup. teach me
- request 65/? i need the most emo playlist you can make that vibes with dear evan hansen thank you
- request 68/? i want a superwholock moodboard. this can be serious, with the actual fandoms in mind, or literally what the era felt like. the insanity. the horror.
- request 70/? ooh ooh ooh do you have a good bread recipe?? i wanna get that bread
- request 71/? i want a playlist with the vibes of summoning a demon. please don't ask questions. i don't have answers. and if i do, no i don't.
- For the requests, how about writing something based on a friend?
- request 75/? MMMM i want literally anything to do with natasha, pierre, and the great comet of 1812
- request 76/? i want some healthy recipes. help a girl out
- a feral bbb quote or two?
- you perceive my plant but now I dare thee to perceive mine own visage
- okay this is a two for one request. 1. you did the bee movie script so now we need a shrek two script edit 2. sleep please
- Pansexual mb for my lil queer soul?
- my (probably) final request is just for you to ramble about something, i don't really care what
- HI ILY CONGRATS AS WELL CAUSE IM LATE BUT CONGRATS. could i request a pirates of the caribbean (or just pirates) or whatever you what to do, free range.
- mood board for the beluga whales who got brought to the animal sanctuary in Iceland please?
- 100 follower request: Moodboard for my stuffed cow Oaky?
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Good Business: Part 15
Fandom: Marvel (Mob AU)
Pairing: Chubby!Bucky x Reader
Summary: Bucky Barnes is a ruthless mobster. He’s also referred to as Big Buck due to his towering strong frame as well as his round stomach. You’re the owner of a small diner, a place that Big Buck decides to visit. Based off this drabble.
It felt weird not having Bucky being part of your everyday life. Everytime the door to your diner opened around his usual time, your heart would skip a beat only for it to fall to the pit of your stomach. You missed him. Terribly so.
It felt like how your life was before him, except worse. Everything seemed so dull and boring now. When you had Bucky, he brought out a fire within you. He brought excitement and challenges and ease and love.
It’s been two weeks since you last saw him. You’re wondering how he’s fairing.
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Bucky looked like a mess, Steve thought. He had bags under his eyes, his usual neatly trimmed beard has grown a lot more. His eyes look red and tired.
“Any news?” Bucky asked.
Steve sighed, running a hand through his hair, “We sent in a false tip through the vine. Said you were in Jersey, so Rumlow’s sent some of his men out there.”
“My family?”
“Currently enjoying their time at Disneyland,” he replies with an amused smile.
Bucky chuckles, “Good,” then he swallows down, “And Y/N?”
With another sigh, Steve responds, “Not good. I mean, I hear she looks okay, but really isn’t. She’s hiding it real good, but Sharon says she’s completely heartbroken, Buck.”
“Has anyone talked to her about me?”
Steve shakes his head, “Not that I’ve seen or heard. Which is good, right? She’s not being pulled into any of this.”
“Yeah. I suppose. Well, thanks for the updates.”
“What about you, Buck? How are you doing?”
“As best as I can be. Just trying to live my life and be safe. All that shit. I still hate that Sam came with me instead of you. That little shit just won’t stop fucking with me and I’m very close to putting a bullet through his brain.”
Steve snorted, “No, you won’t. Act all Big Buck you want, but you care about the guy.”
Bucky hummed, “Maybe, but he doesn’t have to know that.”
The two brothers chuckled with each other. Feeling a sense of ease and familiarity in the moment. But as quickly as it appeared, it faded.
“Just a few more weeks, Buck. We’ll finally get him and he’ll be gone for good. Then you can come back home and propose.”
“Now wait a minute-”
“Bye!” Steve quickly ended the video call, causing Bucky to snort.
“Punk.” he set his phone back onto his desk and looked back on the papers spread before him.
There were papers pertaining to some of his legal businesses and some for his not so legal businesses. But the papers he was currently paying attention to were the letters he’d been writing to you since he broke up with you and went into hiding.
Dear Sweet Cheeks,
Going into hiding fucking sucks. I can’t go out without security detail, I have limited contact with people, and worst of all, I can’t see you.
I fucking miss you so much. I’ve probably said this twenty times now with all the letters I’ve written before, but it’s true.
I’ve never met anyone that’s made me feel so alive and loved.
I know this must suck, not knowing if I’m alive or dead, but I promise you, sweet cheeks, I’ll make it back to you. You’ve brought so much light to my dark and dangerous life, I don’t know how I could go on without you.
Just a few more weeks and I’ll be back in your arms.
Forever yours,
Bucky.
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Rumlow fucking hates how he’s been going on some dumb ass scavenger hunt. He knows Big Buck is hiding somewhere and he’s doing his fucking best sending out his men and spies to try to get word of where Big Buck really is.
“Sir, we may have a lead.”
“This better be fucking good, Rollins,” the mobster sneered.
“People around has seen Barnes with a girl. She owns a diner. Want us to make a visit?”
“Were they serious?”
Rollins nodded, “Seems so. Heard they’ve been together for months.”
Rumlow hummed, stroking his stubbled chin, “Send in our guys from the NYPD. They owe me a favor.”
“On it,” Rollins mumbled and saw himself out of the office.
Rumlow grabbed his letter opener from his desk and flung it towards the hung up picture of Barnes hung on the wall, “You’re dead, Barnes.”
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You’re serving up a table’s orders when Sharon rushes up to your side, “There’s some PD guys asking for you,” she whispers in your ear.
Your heart stops for a moment. They were here to ask you about Bucky. You nodded, finishing with handing out the orders and walked away with Sharon at your side, “Look after my tables for me?”
“Of course.” she takes your pad and pen and then scurries off to check on tables.
You take a deep breath and slowly walk over to the two officers waiting for you by the counter, “Hello, officers. How can I help you?”
One asked, “Y/N L/N?”
You nod, “Yes?”
The officer stepped forward, “Will you come with us to the station?”
Your brows furrowed, “Am I in trouble?”
He shook his head, “No, ma’am. We just need to question you about some information pertaining to James Barnes.”
You sighed, “I don’t really have any information.”
“You two were dating, yes?”
“Yeah, but only for a few months. We broke up two weeks ago. Haven’t seen or heard from him since.”
The officers look at each other and then to you, “Regardless, we still have some other things we’d like to talk to you about. We can even give you a ride to the station if it’s more convenient for you.”
“Alright. Lemme just grab my things.” You turn around and head to the back where you grab your purse, jacket, and phone. You feel like there’s something wrong. You don’t know why, but the officers are giving off a strange vibe to you.
Before you head back out, you message Steve with one word: SOS.
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Clariiiii hiiii!! I just finished all my finals and I haven’t been on this blog in a while, so I’m planning on catching up on ur recent writings but I had to come in here and talk about the anon u just answered about the movies that inspired your works!! Cause I’m obsessed with like genuinely every single one of them and I can SO see how ur inspired by them. Goodfellas is one of my fav movies ever and the comparison between Henry and Tomura...wow. Like u got it...like Henry is ultimately unstable especially by the end of the movie and that kind of thing is already happening with Tomura based on the recent installments of bmb so yeah I absolutely see that. (Also the shinning inspo? Making me very nervous for what is to come but so so excited!) ALSO??? Reservoir dogs holy shit Dabi is absolutely reminiscent of Vic Vega that is driving me insane!!! Dabi dancing and singing as he tortures someone??? Many thoughts head full. Anyways I love the inspo for poison as well cause I’m genuinely so obsessed with like lovers on the run or criminal lovers who would kill for each other...Just like such a good trope. That was so interesting to read and now I’m gonna go catch up on ur writing and I’ll probably come back and praise u for it lmao hope ur day is going well hon!! 🕊🕊🕊

HELLO DOVE BB <333
first of all, congrats on finishing your finals!!! i hope you feel a little lighter and have some time to pamper yourself and relax now <33
HAHAHAHA AAAAAAAAAAH DOVE THANK YOU THANK YOU EEEEEEE i love film so so soooooo much so pls feel free to come chat with me about it any time!! YES RIGHT????? like i said, henry and michael both remind me of tomura in different ways, but he’s absolutely more henry than michael hehehe <33 i’m so glad you agree tho!!! goodfellas is one of my all-time favourite films as well!!
LMAO don’t worry, it’s more uhhhhh like a FEELING/concept from the shining than a plot point...kinda, hehehehe oop
YEAH YEAH YEAH LIKE YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND I HAVE SUCH A MASSIVE CRUSH ON VIC AND HE REMINDS ME OF DABI SO MUCH???? or i guess, more appropriately, dabi reminds me of him hehehehe <33 they both have that sociopathic killing-is-fun vibe yk??? like they’re so SADISTIC ugh i love it sm <333
SAME SAME like literally yes omg yes i love that type of love that seriously borders on obsession from BOTH sides, from BOTH parties, yk? and it’s just so unhealthy and so co-dependent but they’re SO in love????? and then adding the whole ‘lovers on the run’ trope where it’s quite literally them against the world and all they need is each other???? ugh i love it <333
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HEHEHE YOUR SECOND ASK CAME IN AS I WAS HALFWAY THROUGH ANSWERING UR FIRST SO I’M JUST ANSWERING THEM HERE TOGETHER <33
first of all, my gosh no of course it’s not annoying!!!!!!!! dove babie if anyone ever tells you that your asks or your compliments are annoying then they’re a fucking asshole who does not deserve your attention or interaction. i am so thankful that you drop by to share your thoughts, i promise!! so never be shy! <33 it may take me a few days to answer but i try my best to answer everything i receive! <3
AAAAAAAH HEHEHE THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! yeah i really picked like,,, the most side side character for that piece ahahaha but i love naoya so much and i felt like he was so perfect for the concept!! but i’m super duper happy to hear that you enjoyed it!!! <333 when i heard that u were looking for my recent stuff i ran to edit my lil navi hehehe even tho my masterlist rn is missing like,,,, five pieces or something ridiculous like that :// rly gotta update that...maybe i’ll do that today hehe
YAAAAAAY EEEEEEEEEE I LOVE THE TWINS SO MUCH I CAN’T EVEN BEGIN TO EXPLAIN IT TO YOU!!!!!!!!!! i’m SO ridiculously excited for their fic series aaaaaaaaaaah but thank you, thank you! it really is so much fun to take one of my favourite characters ever and seriously examine him and split him into TWO people ehehe <333
of course i don’t mind!! nothing happened to it bb i just haven’t been working on it! the tag is still linked, but y’all stopped sending me asks pertaining to the AU so i haven’t written much for it since the last ask i got!! i do still have the reader + dabi fooling around at the back of keigo’s classroom ask in my drafts, and i am still planning on turning that into a oneshot, and i also have an ask from the anon who sent in the prof keigo dumbification + manipulation ask pertaining to how touya + tenko would react when/if they found out, and i still plan on writing a lil drabble for that as well!! i just haven’t gotten around to working on them yet <3
aaaah thank you again my sweet lil dove bb!!!! <33333 i really appreciate you stoppig by to share your thoughts with me and i’m so so so happy that you enjoy my work and that it brought you a bit of entertainment hehehe <33
#you're wonderful!!!!!!!#i'm not gonna say too much in the tags because the answer to this is literally MASSIVE already hehehe#but once again thank you very much!!#feel free to come chat with me about movies whenever u want i love them sm!!!!!!!#but yeah the dark academia au still exists and i will still be working on it eventually!!!#i actually have 24+ wips right now#i say 24+ because the last time i counted there were 24 and i know i've added more but i can't remember how many more hehehe#and i just cbf rn to get my notebook out and count them all again#POINT IS I HAVE A LOT OF WIPS LMAO#and i can only write one or two things at a time :(#and!!! i have a job :o#so i'm like#mega busy all the time lately hehehe#but it's a good kind of busy#it makes me feel really good about myself and really productive yk???#anyway!!!!#have an incredible weekend sweetpea <33#i am sending you so much love n health!!! pls be safe out there!!#🕊.anon#clari gets mail#inky.bb
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Ye Old Rules and Guidelines
Hai bibi😊
So, when I started this blog, I never really put any restrictions on it. While I did have some things in mind, I never posted anything about them because I wasn’t expecting so many people to enjoy my writing. But I guess things happen and plans change so, without further ado, here are some rules and guidelines for requesting.
Disclaimer: If you request it could anywhere from hours to months for it to be posted, also keep in mind that if your request breaks any of my rules or I’m not inspired by it I may just delete it.
Also, I only write the reader as plus size/non specified. I just feel like there isn’t enough plus size representation in the fanfic world. And I feel that, as a chubbier woman myself, I may be able to write for a bigger reader better than, say, a skinny reader. This doesn’t mean that people with different body types cannot read my work. This just means that the reader isn’t gonna be ‘lifted with ease’ or tossed around like a rag doll in any way.
Rules
Ok to request/discuss
Smut for legal members ( Keep in mind that I don’t really write full on smut, and will most likely write headcannons or a short drabble. But if your request inspires me enough, who knows🤷 )
Angst ( See not ok list )
Fluff
AUs ( hybrid, non idol, mafia, etc )
TxT, NCT, Stray Kids, Ateez, and SHINee in general ( comebacks, bais’, really whatever )
Hard smut ( I’m ok with writing about certain hard kinks )
If you just wanna chat, go for it!
Talking about other groups is also welcome and encouraged (BTS, GOT7, Enhypen, ITZY, GWSN, Xdinary Heros, Twice, Gidle, New Jeans, Super M, Red Velvet, The Boyz and Dreamcatcher are the groups I stan but I’m down to talk about whoever)
Not ok to request/discuss
Anything sexual pertaining to any underaged idol ( NO smut, NOT included in hard hours )
No hard angst ( NO non-con or dub-con, NOTHING that has to do with self harm, major character death is acceptable )
No yandere ( As said above, mafia au is ok, but no kidnapping or stalking or threatening shit I just don’t like it/suck at writing it )
Nothing with bodily fluids ( cum and maybe spit are the exceptions )
Please no pregnancy ( post pregnancy, with a kid, is ok but for personal reasons I do not wish to write about being pregnant or giving birth )
So no breading or pregnancy kinks
I also don’t tend to take full smut by request
I have reasons for putting the things in the not ok list that I did, if you have any further questions or issues please message me so we can have a discussion😊
Guidelines
I write for the kpop groups Tomorrow x Together, NCT, SHINee, Stray Kids and Ateez.
I write ( favorites are bold )
Headcannons
Time stamps
Reactions
Drabbles
Text posts
I’m not really great at writing full length fics but if I’m inspired I just might.
I hope this makes things easier to request, have a fantastic day💖
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hellooo! i was wondering if could publish some more F.O.D fics with tae🥺 i've never seen my disorder portrayed so realistically. also, do u have any fics rec with tae where the girl doesn't orgasm??? thank u so much, byebye xxxx
Hi sweetie!!!!
So, unfortunately, I am all Tae’d out for FOD, but I am working on a couple of ideas (I’ll discuss more in a bit). And at this time, I believe I’m almost definitely the only person within the BTS/Kpop fandom (this is not an exaggeration, I’ve talked to many people about this and so far I’m the only one) who’s explicitly written FOD and at full length. HOWEVER, I’m going to give a few links, while perhaps not exactly what you’ve asked for, they are a starting point.
Reservations (prequel, mine, in case you missed it)
Frisky (original, mine, also in case you missed this one instead)
GOT7: Being unable to make you reach Orgasm (M) by @kpopchangedme (this one is not explicitly stated and is a reaction, but it’s definitely one of the more accurate emotional descriptions I’ve seen)
I’m not going to link to anything specific because they’re not necessarily always accurate depictions, but often if you search for reactions pertaining to ‘unable to make you orgasm’ or ‘you can’t cum’, you’ll often find little scenarios that are in the ballpark, but the author is unaware that FOD exists and perhaps doesn’t depict it accurately.
BUT do be careful with lacking orgasm stories. Most depict orgasm denial. While the frustration is similar, it’s, in my personal opinion, more emotionally taxing than multiorgasm stories because it’s someone being cruel rather than trying to connect and overcome a disability.**
And that’s... really it, unfortunately. BUT do not despair, here is some stuff to know:
I don’t know if she is still planning on it, but @ddaenggtan has been thinking about writing one for a while, I have absolutely no idea the status of that story though.
I am running a project called the Intimacy Anthology. Its entire purpose is to show the less than ideal side of romance and sex. While the project appears to be closed, I am in the process of creating a dedicated side blog for it (because my current life situation has made it very hard for me to handle all the work on my own) as well as a project extension. At this time, I am the only one writing an FOD story. But who knows... there could be more coming.
Speaking of FOD stories I’m vaguely working on... I am working on a story for Jackson Wang (this story will be apart of the Intimacy Anthology), I’ve been having thoughts about writing one for N (Cha Hakyeon) of VIXX, and maybe someone in EXO, but I haven’t decided on who yet (I’m thinking maybe Minseok?).
Another thing is that I’m hoping to do a request drabble/scenario game when I graduate from college in December (when I’ll have time to completely devote to writing). So keep an eye out for that to request something!
And finally if you want to see more stories of a specific type, I suggest the following:
Write it. I know that sounds obvious and stupid and daunting but really. Frisky was born of years of emotional frustration and desire that came to a head and writing was the only safe outlet I had. It was fucking cathartic. And I was really surprised by how much it connected people. Yes, I had to tell people about it, but those that did read it, were blown away... because they had never seen something like it before or because for the first time... they felt like they were normal.
Reblog with comments. If you want someone to write more of something or to inspire someone else to write something of a similar nature, reblogging with emotionally charged comments is the way to do it. On my reblog of @kpopchangedme‘s story, I wrote those comments because her story really hit home with me, FOD may not have been explicit, but it was there. Reservations was born of conversations because even though I was feeling frustrated again, it felt good to be writing something that people wanted and enjoyed. Reblogs expose people to stories they might have not otherwise would have seen and by extension, be inspired by.
I wish you all the best, sweetie. Know you’re not alone in this. <3
~Peony
**Note: I refer to FOD as a disability in terms of lacking the physical/mental/emotional ability to orgasm. As far as I know it is not officially categorized as a disability under any psychological, medical, or government body.
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