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the first 10 days of my october art-challenge of choice. (•̀ᴗ•́)و ̑̑
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It never hurt to be careful. The last time Demise caught wind of Dark’s sharp tongue, he’d spent ten years in isolation sealed in a crystal at the bottom of the temple.
Hello everyone! This line (from chapter two of A Dark Among the Lights by @luckylectio over on AO3) has been on my mind for the last year, so I finally sat down and drew it :D
#file name: out of sight‚ out of my mind#alternatively: I'd be better freed#did you know that you can procrastinate on one animation by making an entirely different one?#i checked the various loz games where crystal prisons are used (surprisingly a lot of them) and the physics inside them are weird#sometimes the person inside is floating and other times they're just standing there#so i'm interpreting it as the magic acting however it needs to keep most of their mass somewhat centered#anyway...i have thought far too much about how this event must've played out#was dark summoned to personally get yelled at? or was it like oot where that kind of thing can be done remotely?#was he told how long he'd be imprisoned for? was it the truth? especially considering the local time distortions#or was he just trapped in an endless night wondering if he was going to be forgotten down there forever?#things like that#my art#adatl#dark link#i ran into so many issues trying to export this gif. turns out that large canvas sizes are not ideal for gifs#or even like. medium canvases#it kept dropping frames and was a whole mess before i just shrunk the darn thing. which also reduced the file size by a factor of 9???#i don't understand dimensions
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the only drama i can think of is people learning you're not a white woman
more than that.
#ask me#anon#most of you weren't around when succulentbud tried to have me cancelled in the splatoon fandom for drawing agent 3 as a muscular gay girl#i was 16 at the time.#i got the last laugh tho cuz succulentbud got ran off the internet#turns out when you build an entire followerbase who witchhunts and cyberbullies random underraged fandom artists for “being problematic”#it's really easy to get eaten alive by them when YOU do something “problematic”#go figure.
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wait guys... i just thought about smth...
specifically thinking about LoF, not just in general. I might do smth for when I it 4000 followers on here (like a DTIYS or smth else if anyone has any ideas? maybe start the LoF drabble/oneshots/etc fic with the POV of whoever wins this poll)
#LoF popularity poll#i'm actually curious#because it might be different from having a fav canon character ig?#erinwantstowrite#ao3#ao3 fanfic#leap of faith ao3#leap of faith catch me if you can#leap of faith#peter parker in gotham#I KNOW TONY ISN'T HERE#I RAN OUT OF SPACE#tumblr nuked me again y'all#i know steph and duke and cass haven't had as much time with peter yet#but they DO get their own arc with him#where the others get busy/have to do shit#and peter gets more time with those three#duke for the most part#because they're super powered buddies#i need to come up with a name for them#like a team name
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Meet my OC whose superpower is making everyone in a 300 ft radius chill the fuck out, but they A:) aren't aware and B:) don't care, so there's this one grocery store in Gotham where everyone who visits is just really cool with life if this one cashier is working
Like, some fucked up "oh man Joker/Scarecrow/Two-Face sure poisoned the air/water again" kind of battle is going on that crashes in through the roof and everyone just kind of, doesn't care anymore, just starts buying groceries and wishing each other a nice evening.
"oh my! victor freeze it seems you've misplaced this bag of oranges!" "oh... you've gotten me again, batman! i will put these where they belong, this time..!" until they get back to their various lairs and realize what's happened. Yeah that's my oc thanks.
#ok im being genuine#i KNOW its boring but its STILL been on my mind LMAO#just a cashier who has the most insane encounters with gotham villains and superheroes on a regular basis#and NONE of them act like freaks.#i was this close to writing a few one shots with this idea LOL#its just so funny to me#imagine being jn a universe full of incredible super powers and yours is... making everyone around you feel just kind of ok and not knowing#oc#dc#yeahhh#behold my incredible oc skills#i thought about incorporating them into batman-bloodrights but the verdict is still unclear LOL#bruce wayne jolts awake in a cold sweat “j...joker... he offered me coupons last night...”#oc: yeah i ran into two face yesterday. he came in and bought a couple of frozen pizzas. seemed normal#like idk what everyones talking about gotham has always been a chill place idk#all of these freaks feeling at peace for the first time in decades to the tune of 70s grocery store jazz#good for them#oc having just saved the city watching the rogue gallery and half of the batfam depart: *sighs wistfully* man i wish i had super powers too#i like the idea that everyone is just vaaaguely aware of this effect#but can-NOT figure it out#i wish my boys a million years of joy may they shop at gotham groccer again#oh my goodness#batman#oh my god#bruce wayne#lex luthor walks in and pretty much passes away on the spot#hrk...hough....no...m..my weakness...#i wish jason todd a very 'accidentally stumble across this place' 🙏#joyson todd please#get james gordon in here NOW!!!!!
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henry ledore in the real world
#melonposting#professor layton#henry ledore#cosplay#closet cosplay#aaah! this is my first time posting pictures with my actual face in them on here#more comfortable with it now that i'm actually over 18...#sorry that the image quality is so bad. that's just what my phone camera is like#anyway... this beautiful blue-green velvet blazer is perfect for henry isn't it?#i got it from my mom! if i'm not mistaken she made it herself (though i could be misremembering)#the shirt and tie are my dad's. and my aunt sent me the corduroy pants#sadly the socks and mary janes were amazon purchases. i got them both for senior prom: i'd wanted to thrift them but ran out of time#but it's both fitting and pleasing that most of the outfit is older stuff i've received from family members#and it's a closet cosplay! in theory i could wear this outfit whenever#as it is i was already wearing the shirt and pants and decided to put on the other stuff to take henry photos#it's all relatively easy to throw on (except for the tie). and it's comfortable enough too!#i can't imagine specifically buying a henry cosplay... i have it all right here :)#and my hair color and eye color already match his so y'know. i'm basically henry already#(and i realize i can dress up as his teen self fairly easily too. i have a green long sleeve button-up and tan pants and suspenders...)#(he's just like me for real!)
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an offleash bulldog came out of nowhere and attacked lando on our walk. I’m so fucking upset right now.
#we’re both ok but pretty shaken#she didn’t do any damage thankfully#he was so scared :( he was just trying to get away the whole time she was going after him#only attempted to bite back once when she went for his face#her owner was really apologetic when he came and got her but I’m still pissed#‘i don’t know what it is. she’s fine with most dogs but sometimes she just goes after them like that’ then why was she off leash???#lando growled at him a little when he came over to apologize which has me a little worried#he clearly just wanted to get away from it all so i don’t blame him for doing so. i just hope it’s not the start of something#i made sure to walk a bit more in the other direction and not just go straight home#he took treats again and relaxed a bit once we were far enough away#once we ran out tho i did just come back home because i was still shaking#he’s pretty on edge still and worried about what’s going on outside#he’d been doing so good :( he was so happy to be out and about#I’m sorry buddy
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Happy Valentine's Day ❣️ here's a few of my mcs x their li's from different games with poses from here ~!
- Pepe x Jade ( @inkandlaces-if ) | Dima x Este ( @pavedinashes-if ) - Felix x Indigo ( @pavedinashes-if ) | Sparks x Beatrix ( @pavedinashes-if ) - Rolan x Naraina (bg3) | Ikaron x Solaris (bg3) - Iliya x Sunhi ( @barbwritesstuff ) | Kalan x Sage ( @kalorphic ) - Thorne x Irelia ( @indeepertidesif ) | Morgan x Cyra ( @theunseelieif )
#i wanted to do all the posed but i ran out of time lol#happy i got to most of them tho uwu#my art#mc: jade#with pepe 💞#mc: este#with dima 💞#mc: indigo#with felix 💞#mc: beatrix#with sparks 💞#oc: naraina#with rolan 💞#oc: solaris#with ikaron 💞#mc: sunhi#with iliya 💞#mc: sage#with kalan 💞#mc: irelia#with thorne 💞#mc: cyra#with morgan 💞
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y'know i obviously love the romantic relationships that have potential in p4, souyo and yukichie and kannao and what have you are all really great.
,,, but also like. god i love the platonic relationships. the investigation team being each other's first friends and all truly caring for each other. yosuke and chie arguing a lot but still caring about each other, even from the start of the game. yu's familial relationship with nanako and dojima. yosuke and teddie being basically adoptive siblings. teddie's friendships with all the investigation team and nanako. just. oughhhhhhhh. persona writes friendships and familial relationships so well it makes me want to explode.
#rambearling#persona 4#p4#idk if this is worded well i am. so tired#i didn't go to sleep until like 4:30 last night 😔 we stay silly though X3#also i ran out of specific friendships to point out. i like the investigation team kohai's friendship#but i feel like naoto doesn't have that much time to actually fully develop friendships with everyone :/#teddie n rise are sweet i think. i also ship them but. rise's the most worried about him when he disappears in december#(apart from yosuke which. hanabros ily)#i just think that's sweet :3#the investigation team all really cares about teddie i think. he's just also A Lot (affectionate)-
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I once tried to reach out to friends when I was going through a hard experience after they reassured me it was ok to trust and rely on them....got told i'm gaslighting and guilt tripping them.
tried to have boundaries once....but got told i'm being manipulative.
tried to say if my boundaries aren't respected then I have no choice but to leave the relationship behind and move on....got told i'm making threats and abandoning them.
once tried to state that a friend upset me with how they are acting, instead of ignoring my feelings and letting the person continue to hurt me....got told i'm taking out my trauma on them and their trauma/feelings are more important because they want to die.
once tried to communicate and ask for equal communication back and asked them to tell me what they want/need from me so i know what to do/how to handle the situation.....got told that's controlling.
nothing I do is ever right. It's hopeless. pointless. why do I ever try? i'm always misunderstood, always misunderstand, always out to get them and purposely trying to hurt them in their heads. my caring and asking them to communicate their needs because I can't read minds is controlling. my simple boundaries i set are manipulative. my asking for reassurance and support is gaslighting and guilt tripping. why communicate or rely on others or have boundaries or care about others' needs or etc, if doing any of these things just makes me a bad and horrible person? that upsets and hurts others???
why am I so bad at being good?! why do my intentions never matter????? even if they're good intentions, only my horrible lack of being good at anything seems to matter. I talk to my therapist weekly. I google communication stuff almost daily. I study and practice and try so hard to do the right things and THEY ARE STILL NEVER RIGHT! i'm so exhausted and discouraged. I can't communicate or connect with anyone without ruining it. so why even try? why is it so hard? what's wrong with me?! why cant I do anything right or fix anything or keep friends for more than a couple years or connect with people beyond surface level or make them happy and enjoy my existence even a little or ?????? why is being autistic the most lonely and frustrating thing ever!!!!!!
#dont even know what to tag this.#i guess its technically autism posting idk#autistic#autism#actually autistic#i dont want to take away my autism because id not be me at all anymore. but god i hare being autistic sometimes#im tired of fucking up everything and being rhe most annoying and useless and lonely piece of shit ever 😭#i feel destined to be alone forever and never have anywhwre i belong and never have anyone in my life. makes me feel so bad ugh#cant even do anything about it! cant control other people/how the see me. cant make them like me#cant find “the right people” am disabled. cant just go to a bar and make friends! don't know how! and dont have capability to#so exhausted. nothing works. brain is breaking.#lee rants#before you say “you just need to find the roght people/those are the wrong people” HOW DO YOU KNOW ITS NOT JUST ME THATS THE PROBLEM?!#if im the problem all along then how do i know? how do i fix it?! can it be coincidence i found “the wrong people” 100 times in a row?#do good or the “right” people even exist? how do you know !!!!!!!!! am i wasting my time and energy trying?! what if i have none left to try#anymore but either way i still feel lonely and exhausted and unhappy and ran out of options to try#what then?! what is there left to do? besides force myself to enjoy being alone and enjoy the struggle of disability without support#ugh idk where im going with this#no im not looking for pity or even pity friendship offerings#i feel like should be super picky about friends now. push everyone away unless they prove they want to fight FOR me not against
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Next time we should just skip over ep 3 and do a chapters 84-87 reread
#Mmmmmmhhhh.#Well. If anything you can always tell when there's a ss/kk episode by the fact that it takes me two hours to watch it lol#What can I say. I'm a compulsive screencap taker#Mmmmmmhhh... I was right it wasn't as bad as I remembered it. Still moderately bad but not all bad.#It's just. I can feel the animators did their best.#I suppose it's just a difficult episode to animate within a short time frame since it's a specifically action packed one.#And the lack of time really shows. Like there *are* some detailed animated passages here and there. But then there's also these long static#shots that stretch on forever that are just... Idk. A little saddening to see I guess? Like the animators really ran out of time for them#There's also a big component of... I just can't vibe with the newfound artstyle. Like it looks soooo much worse than s1 in my opinion#Which you know‚ is only subjective! But eh... The distance between s2ep11 and this feels abyssal.#Everyone looks so ugly oftentimes. Like even in curated shots‚ they're just very rough and ungraceful.#Which like?? How could you look at Harukawa's art and come up with //that//??????? But it's whatever#And the pacing is so so off 😭😭😭 God please to death with 11 episodes long seasons give us filler episodes back. Please!!!!#The pacing is atrocious and it has not even to do with the animation. Even greatly animated episodes suffer from it.#Mmmmhh... I don't particularly like Fukuchi's vacting... He doesn't sound tired enough. Nor as pitiful as much as he should tbh#Among the three I feel like only Uemura really nails the job. I'm so sorry Onoken but I feel like even Akutagawa needs to sound vulnerable–#once in a while‚ you know? Although‚ if he's only going with how Bones depicts him‚ then I get why he would act him out like that 😭😭😭#There were so many reused shots too... The ones from the end of s2ep11... The s3ep12 kokko zessou one... Ss/kk running in the corridors...#Overall. Not as bad as I remembered it. But at the same time I get why I was so distraught because they really wasted the best four–#chapters of the manga just like that.#The “is his life that precious to you” moment was terrible 😭😭😭 Head in hands fr#Oh well. I babble a lot but it was okay. Like at least it wasn't season 3 kind of bad. And definitely wasn't t/pn s2 kind of bad LOL#I just hope ss/kk will be made justice in the future (╥﹏╥)#Especially since their new scenes (current manga events) are possibly going to be adapted in the first episodes of the new season.#If Bones pulls another s5ep3 on them you're going to see me on the news#Then again I have hope the arc finale will be adapted in a movie... Who knows...#Most of all I hope they change art style direction again D:#random rambles#Whaaaa it's so late already!!!#Edit: Oh also to not forget I've made like. One hundred posts. Maybe it's time to unfollow me now if you haven't already D:
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not to brag about being good at my job but I’ve now developed two separate tools for debugging entirely on my own within my company entirely from scratch without help and A. it makes my job so much fucking easier and B. my boss is thinks im incredible just because im too lazy to want to write the same bits of code over and over just for debugging purposes
#unimportant thoughts#one i wrote 2-3 months ago#but i upgraded it this week to add in even more#and its just. perfect now.#given an id from any of the programs we built and run in our company#i instantaneously return everything about it#its name; what it does; what type of program it is; what server its run on; when it runs; where it connects; the parameters needed to#connect to wherever it connects; whether the program is currently turned on; the last 10 times the program ran; how many minutes each of#those runs took; how many files each of those runs created; whether those runs were successful; code snippets you can copy paste and run in#another window to look at the files created by each of those runs; the files created by the most recent run; thise file names; those file s#sizes; what types of files they are; whether theyre encrypted#how theyre encrypted#all of that and MORE#most of the information was already there but it took fucking 20 minutes to get all the information you needed#and you had to run a bunch of different snippets of code to get all the information and then put it all together#and now you can just fucking pop in the id of the program and .02 of a second later all the information is on your screen#AND IT MAKES MY LIFE SO MUCH EASIER#so. so. so. much. easier.#and then this week I wrote another program so I can compare runtimes of two different runs of the same program together based on how we stor#runtime data in our database#csuse i was tired of going back and forth manually between to different runs to compare#so now i have a program that just takes the ids of two different runs and compares them#doesnt even matter if the checkpoints are different I programmed it to figure out the order automatically and plug in any missing holes#finds the differences in runtime automatically and flags the biggest differences#and I can even customize how much of a difference I care about or to hide things I don’t care about
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Find the Word
How it works: I search for the five words assigned to me in my WIP(s) and then choose five words for you to search for in your WIP(s).
thank you to @lavenderstobins for tagging me! My words were hair, murmur, soft, touch and light.
hair (from stoncy + robin ghost files au #3):
“We’re not dating.” “Definitely not,” Robin emphasizes. “Oh,” the girl says. She glances at Robin, then she turns fully to Steve, and he doesn’t think he imagines her eyes lingering much longer on him. “Interesting.” Robin shoots Steve a look. Steve does his best to ignore it. The girl tucks a strand of hair behind her ear. “So…” “Steve, can you help me with this?” Jonathan interjects from across the room in a very tense-sounding voice.
murmur (from my "stoncy gets each other for secret santa" fic):
“Jonathan,” Steve murmurs. “Hey, guys!” Argyle shouts, bursting into the kitchen, and Jonathan jerks away from Steve like he’s been burned. “There’s still some dip left, do you want the last of it or should I toss it out?”
soft (from my stoncy college AU wip):
Nancy’s wearing a tight pleated plaid skirt that hugs her waist, and Jonathan’s wearing a sweater that looks very soft, and Steve tells himself those are normal things to notice.
touch (from my stoncy "steve gets vecna'd" fic):
And he knows it’s not real, that Vecna or Henry or whoever he is isn’t really here, but still, Steve says, “Don’t touch him.”
light(s) (also from the stoncy college au):
“I know, but Robin, you weren’t there. The things I did — ” Steve flashes back to Nancy glaring up at him under dim bathroom lights, Jonathan’s fist hitting the side of his face. He sighs and says, “Look. We’re friends now, sure, but that’s — that’s it. There’s just too much…other shit. There’s never going to be room for anything else.”
i'm going to no pressure tag @daintyduck99 @clownrosary @lavenderstobins (back back) and @fabesrutter! your words are finally, look, almost, notice, and quiet.
#alas i have several WIPs but most of them barely have words#so i had to resort to searching holiday themed WIPs that i ran out of time to finish last year#writing tag
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just absolutely fucking obsessed with the 0.5 evil marriage bad end deep in love deep in suffering of it all, everything that could've possibly went wrong went wrong and they're in it together
#truescholar.txt#the way that from the beginning of the book mo ran absolutely portrays it as him one sidedly tormenting chu wanning out of hate#but slowly it unfolds the realization of the sheer degree of intimacy and 'you would not be fucking doing that if you just hated his ass'#it's strongly been my conviction that once chu fei realized what was going on and 2.0 chu wanning inherited his souls and memory#thus meaningfully continuing his existence on (and i want to think it's a more complete continuation unlike soma level memory self shit)#that his perception of their years together in taxian jun's palace would completely change#and that he would almost treasure the time they had together even if during it was the most painful and agonizing time of his life#toxic trauma bond moments but they were in it together#and mo ran would've never done this to him in this way (ie the illusion of not loving him deeply in body heart and soul)#2ha is definitely not a moral tale nor an 'example of what you should or can do in a relationship'#but instead the story of how two deeply mentally ill and traumatized people fought their hardest to find their way home together#over two lifetimes#over many lives lost and regained#it truly only works because it's them and because they have the exact same kind of madness for each other
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This is it this is my 9th anniversary art adult frisk they're odd and weird



#my phone is one 1%#ok my phone ran out before i could do tags but i plugged it in im back#undertale#bogos i binted#utdr#ut/dr#hotland art club#undertale anniversary#frisk dreemurr#frisk the human#frisk undertale#frisk#undertale 9th anniversary#undertale fanart#and#flowey#who also makes a brief appearance#flowey undertale#flowey the flower#safeutdr#safe utdr#id elaborate but eh#wgaf whatever#Happy anniversary bestie worlds most game of all time one of them. the below legend.
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my beloved imac from 2014 with a cracked screen that i conned my dad into giving me so i had a computer on which to do stupid freelancer shit for him but use primarily for personal use (file storage, use appletv to play streaming sites on our actual tv, play sims) seems to be……engaging in behaviors that for lack of a better way to put this best resemble when my elderly cat started having seizures after a hard summer of kidney problems and we had to be like. oh it’s the end the end? obviously less emotional than that but. you know. she’s had a long good life and maybe it’s her time. that’s okay. all things end. anyway. all this to say we are trying to coax her into not just waking up again but pretty please just giving me two files that are the backbone of the recurring stupid freelancer shit i do every month. please baby i have hand problems i can’t build those templates again. please.………
#also rip to my photos backed up there rip to my huge sims 4 cc folder#but those. well. everything is temporary all things end. i lost all my photos in 2017. i lived. besides most r still on my phone#bc that was a long term work in progress i’ve just been out of space on here for months LOL#but christ the system i have for those was a pain in the ass to set up and it wouldn’t be any less work this time#so eva’s trying to salvage them.…fingers crossed#we knew she was getting old but i kind of thought she’d last forever for her limited uses#like no she can’t take new software updates but she ran mostly smoothly!!! mostly!!!!#but wow she is. hmmmmmmm well she’s dying. Sad!#ok that’s all. pray for my stupid fucking powerpoints and their stupid fucking linked excel sheet#at least i don’t keep my writing on there LOL lotta school stuff but that’s…oh shit some of that might only be on the comp#oh wait no i think i used google drive for those so i could bounce back and forth w my ipad. ok good i had some good essays probably#but my 100k of fic work recently (guys it’s insane i’m writing a BIG FIC…and i’m doing it patience mode im fucking drafting the WHOLE THING)#THAT i back up. that i would be sad to lose. i am so glad i am not losing that. that would be worse than the freelancer bs by FAR#but wow i don’t want to remake those. but if i must i must……#eva’s trying…#a ten is blogging
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