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Siren? Posting a video two days in a row??
#doctorsiren#gravity falls#the book of bill#bill cipher#scalene cipher#jheselbraum the unswerving#stanford pines#billford#jack stauber#gravity falls fanart#animation#animatic#digital art#my art#youtube#video#I scribbled this out today bc I needed it out of my head#I skipped one of my classes OOPSIE#and I still need to do my comic thumbnails for class tomorrow but I can be speedy about those too it’s okay#I’M JUST LOSING MY MIND <3
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#joong is one of us fr 👌🏻
#joong archen#khaotung thanawat#first kanaphan#firstkhao#firstkhaotung#the heart killers cast#my edits#i am so fond of them help ;_;<3#don’t mind me i’m currently losing it bc i just realized how much fkxjd content we will get in the next couple of months
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NO MORE POLITICS!!!!!
Look at my cats instead :)




#my dad has been watching cnn since he got home and I’m losing my mind a bit#this is for me we much as it is for you#if you’re in america rn it’s probably late for you honestly just do something you like and go to bed#watching the news and panicking won’t change the outcome#take care of yourself I love you <3#my cats
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something something poseidon can’t speak about sally, can’t say her name or percy’s (names have power after all). he barely dares to even think about her or percy during waking hours, for fear that one of the other gods or monsters will sense where his thoughts stray. and yet…he dreams about her, about percy. the gods have thousands of years of memories to dream about, and he dreams about them.
#something about how they live inside him bc he has to keep them there. safe. tucked away in his thoughts where they can’t be harmed#can’t be used against him#he doesn’t get to show them how much he loves them outwardly#very often anyway#and it’s like holding back the tide—having to keep this all in#idk where i’m going with this#i’m just losing my mind over here in typical monday fashion <3#poseidon#sally jackson#percy jackson#posally#pjo
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hello fnarts i have a headache so you all need to look at this. uhm!! ballora and funtime foxy are WIPs i don’t think i like ballora’s head bow. also ofc they’re just generally messy. freddy and bon are done 👍
#ghhthgoodnight#i’m not even going to sleep i just#it’s ok <3#finals are fuckin killing me LOL#i’m losing my mind#digital art#my art#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#funtime freddy#funtime foxy#ballora#sister location#fnaf sister location#fnaf sl
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okay. im going to post again and break my own promise because i also want to address another side of the argument.
people saying how they can’t watch part 2 now because luke manipulated the fans and they feel that the magic is ruined.
remember. we are talking about real people here. they are not the fictional characters they play on screen. let’s go over this one by one, i LOVE making numbered lists for arguments:
1. Luke and Nicola provided us with a fabulous tour. They owe us NOTHING.
It’s US who should be greatfull to them for doing hard work. A long press tour with that amount of promotion must have been absolutely exhausting no matter how much you love your job.
2. Luke isn’t obliged to fall in love with Nic and date Nic.
3. Nic isn’t obliged to fall in love with Luke and date Luke.
4. MULTIPLE times they addressed the fact that they are good friends. People were giddy making gifs saying “no, ur lying”.
Now imagine someone coming up to you and saying “You’re in love with me”. You answer “No i’m not”. They tell you “Nah, you’re lying”. It’s all in good fun until it grows into a straight up disrespectful delusion.
5. The personal life of actors shouldn’t affect how you feel about fictional characters. ESPECIALLY if they did not a fucking thing wrong. I wish really creepy and predotary people in the industry got at least half of the shit Luke is going through right now because Luke dared to have a fucking relationship. Or a relationship not with Nic.
6. We should be thankful to Nic and Luke for being kind, professional and respectful. We should be in love with their beautiful friendship, and not push either of them to cater to desires of fans who cannot, will not, do not want to distinguish between show and real fucking life. They have no obligation to you to start dating because their onscreen counterparts did and you liked it.
7. Again, I do not want to speculate. I have no idea if it was their decision or if it was PR. If they were encouraged to hide their relationship during promotion (imagine waiting this fucking long), or if they were encouraged to show that they’re together right after the show dropped. I do not know AND IT DOES NOT MATTER. Even the idea of restraining your personal life due to PR is sad and makes me sick. I hope they’re just going with the flow, staying true to themselves and are being HAPPY.
“Was it a wrong PR decision?” does not fucking matter because it should be their fucking decision to begin with. The fact that PR is created for this exact reason - to do damage control when people lose their shit over something normal is bind-boggling. It is insane that we came to this fucking point in human history.
8. The phrase “Luke’s hard launch” disgusts me. Fans are talking about Antonia like she’s an object and not a real person. JUST STOP!
9. Try to be fucking kind and touch the fucking grass once in a while. Grass is lovely - take Penelope’s advice.
Seeing this makes me think that the comments are coming from two groups of people:
1. Toxic stan’s who want Nic with Luke and can’t grasp the idea that they are not their characters. “Luke is a lot like Colin” from interviews does not fucking equal “Luke is in love with Nic”. Following this delulu logic he should have fallen for Claudia then because they said multiple times that Claudia is a lot like Pen and Nic is a lot like Eloise. There is no fucking connection in these statements. Fucking none.
2. People who loved the idea of Luke being single because it allows them to fantasize about Luke falling in love with them. It’s okay, we’ve all had celebrity crushes, but when it gets to the point of you throwing hate at the person, it becomes creepy and unhealthy.
To all the haters and “sympathizers” - get some help and get your shit together.
#bridgerton#bridgerton season 3#polin#luke newton#nicola coughlan#next time i open luke’s tag i hope to see praise for his acting or singing skills and adoring comments and compliments on how hot he is#i’m about to lose my fucking mind and throw some hands#a week from now and we all will fucking forget this shitstorm even existed#but i doubt that luke or antonia will#i just hope they are not fucking aware of this shit#this is delulu in me talking#at least i hope they are not reading comments
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We watched Despicable Me 4 today and I’m still feeling like it was a freaking fever dream. I couldn’t believe that this total mess with barely any plot can be an actual instalment of a franchise from a studio which grosses a billion after billion in box office. What the actual hell was that. Were they high? Especially in the musical number in the end. There is NO WAY a sober person could write and approve that. What was that. We were questioning our sanity with each new “cameo” in that scene…
I mean I love this franchise but the way sequels keep falling lower and lower and lower under the bar of anything at least acceptable… it scares me. It scares me to think for how much longer Illumination can get away with this. This broke our hearts.
#I mean I’m still kinda feeling like that was just a big joke#I didn’t know that Illumination could fall THAT low#people tell me please we’re not the only one who felt like that are we?#i feel like i’m losing my mind#is this what we waited for for all these years?#AND THEY ANNOUNCED MINIONS 3 IN 2027#I’M FCKING TERRIFIED#WHAT ARE THEY GONNA DO THERE#despicable me#despicable me 4#my thoughts
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Sorry, I just learned you can apparently run into the major Ein spoiler in chapter 7. You can just do that!
#harvestella#i’m losing my mind#you can learn the truth about ein 3 chapters early#of course you won’t know the full story yet#but ein’s pod is interactable from the start#it’s a hidden interaction point#so you’d have to blindly stumble upon it#or you can find it from already knowing it’s there (aka having beaten the game)#it’s just wild to me that you can find that#a little treat for those who just wander around ramming their face into things#it’s my favorite plot twist because it’s alluded to basically the whole game#but you don’t fully register it until the game outright tells you
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Xoxo mwah <3
#coquette#mcbling#new account#lana del rey#gothic#Haii#talk tag#talk to me#shhhh#i’m losing my mind#talk 2 me#meoowwww#HAIIII#Spotify#mwah <3#mwah#xoxo#xoxoxo#mwahhh#coquette girl#pretty n pink#xoxoraexoxo#kisses 💋#mwah mwah#shhhhh#don’t report just block#makeup#i need moots#pink
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Every year I feel a little more unstable… but breathing exercises and ineffective coping mechanisms am I right lol
#vent#gotta keep my cool#it’s like 1 in the morning so maybe it’s just that it’s late but I feel like I’m losing my mind lately#stressful shit#no im tweaking though rn its not cute <3#yall what I would trade to not be mentally ill#because I genuinly feel like all my missed opportunities are this fuckers fault#can’t even sleep at night these days smh#˚*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚*crystal talks
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dude i stayed in my bed till 2:30 doing fuck all and i’m still tired wtf
#i woke up at 5 then went back to bed at 6 and fell asleep sometime around then#then i woke back up around i dunno 12 or 1? and just started fucking around on my phone#perhaps it’s because i’ve stopped taking my iron pills#i’m literally gonna lose my mind omfg#i have way too much to do today#i have to call like 4 different people (so that’s like 45ish minutes per call)#and then write back to all the texts i’ve forgotten to respond to in the last week#which honestly doesn’t sound like much but istg my spoons are in the negatives today#not to mention that i still haven’t made christmas presents for my 3 siblings#i’ve been way too busy lately like oml#a week touring universities and then finals week right after that and then a choir concert and then two straight days of caroling#thats still on me for not having better time management#but still jesus christ i have way too much to do i am going to implode#my posts
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ohh javieran … javieran post kieran’s death .., javier is a poor lonesome cowboy in america a long way from home with no more sweetheart to sit and talk with him ooohhh can anyone hear me ….
#someone on tiktok found poor lonesome cowboy in an old archival-esque book of cowboy and campfire songs and as soon as i saw this i gasped#ummm burst into tears actually ! thanks ! i’m so sad !#poor lonesome coyotito who parted from his city and who has no sweetheart to sit and talk with him ☹️#they make me miserable#i was just gonna put this in my drafts but i already have 15 drafts and i fear if i continue to put ideas in my drafts “for later’’ i will#never make another post again … so instead of setting myself up for disappointment i’m just gonna start posting like i do on twt#which is where i post every unfiltered thought i have :)#it’s MY blog and I get to make useless textposts constantly because i know im incapable of making any actual content atm#i’m hoping to draw something based off of this some day though :( i’m already having ideas#usually i sit in my mind palace and tinker with my au where kieran lives but unfortunately sometimes i must face reality and think about#javier’s loss and heartbreak in canon <//3#i need to rewatch kieran’s death cutscene and see where javier is and what he does because i’ll have to write his initial#response to grief depending on that :/#whether he’s frozen in disbelief or actively involved in the retrieval of kieran’s body (if he’s even around at all)#javier isn’t really the type to scream and sob out in pain in the moment but i do think that when he finally had a moment to himself (likely#all the way in chapter six considering how chaotic everything gets and how he’s involved in like … everything following that) (which also re#minds me that he literally goes and gets tortured in guarma immediately after losing his lover. i have to kill myslf. anyway.)#i think it probably hits him like a train and he begins to hack and throw up like the weight of grief is literally crushing his organs from#the inside out 😕 javier escuella the lover that you are sets you up for such devastating heartbreak im so sorry#idek how much i want to tag this. maybe ill pull a moss and start using my own tags for characters#rdr2#image#hero's talking to himself again#hero’s kieran#hero’s javier#hero’s javieran#just so i dont have to clog up tags 💛#i will tag#javieran#as normal though
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What I imagine Suiren and Vaatu’s ‘friendship’ in @rokurookajima’s Metalbanders verse to be like, as told by memes I found in the depths of my pinterest memes board
(Feat. Some commentary because I am Having Thoughts)

I apologise for how grainy it is but you just know that these two are the definition of WLW-MLM hostility

She gets him body wash for his birthday one year. greasy stinky bastard man (/affectionate) (/you cannot convince me that I am wrong about the state of Vaatu’s personal hygiene. Have you ever met a teenage boy) (/I have not showered in a week I have full right to say this)

Headcanon that Suiren knew she was a lesbian since she was a wee lass so her gaydar is crazy good and she literally went “I know what you are” as soon as she first met Vaatu. Except he very much was not aware yet and she knew he’d never figure it out on his own. But if she tells him he’s gay outright he’d reject it. So she’s left being the Ryuk to his Light Yagami, hovering over his shoulder whispering “gay gay homosexual gay” and telling him to google yaoi

She means it with love... I’m pretty sure

“Dude you’re talking like my uncle cut it out”

She’s his only friend TOLERABLE ALLY fr

Okay so we’ve established that Vaatu is a freak but the only reason he and Suiren get along is because she’s very much a freak too she’s just got a pretty face to hide it behind. She literally cannot talk like a normal person it somehow always boils down to smth like this

Suiren likes Ghibli movies. Vaatu thinks himself too much of an edgelord to watch Ghibli movies. Unfortunately for him, Suiren doesn’t care about what he thinks. He’s going to watch Ponyo with her and he’s going to LIKE IT
(She catches him humming “Ponyo Ponyo Ponyo fishy in the sea” afterwards and never lets him live it down)

After a certain point he just starts talking like this all the damn time. She’s accepted her fate

BONUS ROUND: Suiren being a useless lesbian and Vaatu judging her severely
#if you’re wondering what brought this on out of nowhere#it’s half past 3 a.m and I am Going Through The Horrors#and unless I bruteforce blorbo thoughts into my brain I’m afraid I’ll lose it entirely#but I also need validation that I’m good and funny and not annoying and not shoving my OCs where they don’t belong#therefore. Metalbanders AU#(hi Syd please don’t mind me I’m just low-key at my limit here)#(I hope this is like. funny or accurate at least)#metalbanders#Kat and Nia and their multiverse of madness#and they said Endgame was the most ambitious crossover in history#anyway#regarding 5. her uncle is Zaheer and he also talks like this. just more poetically#3 is start based on a childhood friend of mine who. at age 10. asked me if I. aged 9. knew what yaoi was#and proceeded to send me SCREENSHOTS OF A SMUTTY MANGA. DICK OUT AND ALL#I think that was a formulating experience actually#okay I’m gonna go eat something and try to go to bed. I’ve got to get up for school in 4 hours man#can the Horrors wait until I’m on holiday and can afford to mess up my sleep schedule or…#sotrl suiren#vaatu#forgot to tag them lmao
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my body and mind are at war right now which was all super cute and fun until the secret third thing that isn’t your body or mind has to feel the repercussions of the battles
#what is that like spirit or something#body and mind at war but i can feel each individual attack because i occupy both territories?#open up webmd i’ve got 10 symptoms to put in#tight chest sore heartbeat sore stomach sore head feel like i’m going to faint sore wrists sore arms sore forearms snd just physical exhuast#ion#also more frequently than before i am losing my hearing in one ear at random 3 minute intervals but to be fair i’ve put this one down as#my body faintbaiting me (pretends its going to faint and then doesnt) (this is a clear sign that i am superior and superhuman and better)#oh and my body and mind are constipated but theres an easy to fix to that#omg didnt even mention difficulty breathing its like a perpetual panic attack
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Recently I’ve been feeling like no matter what I create or how good I get nothing will matter in the long run and that I’ll never make anything truly wonderful and that none of my plans will ever come to fruition and if I do actually create them no one will care.
#this doubled with my ego making me think people will love what I create#idk people tell me I’m very creative so I think ‘man people will love what I create’#other times it feels like it doesn’t matter in the long run because what about what I create makes it special#vent#idk my brain is just stupid#ce is losing their mind :3
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It’s always fun to me reading gallifrey fics from before certain seasons came out, I like seeing the post canon versions of gallifrey people came up with before the actual canon was written
#unsurprisingly it seems no one expected Narvin to lose his regenerations#or really anything about season four#there’s also a fair share of time war fics that have fun takes on what might have happened#I’m just currently reading a post season 3 fic that was posted before season 4 came out so that’s what’s on my mind#gallifrey#j rambles
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