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jennhoney · 4 months ago

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I’m fine. And thank you guys and I love you guys. But this has happened to me more than once and I just sit in my room 90% of my life. Like how.

#I forgot #if I feel good for one minute #I’ll feel bad for 10 #jennhoney personal log #married men just walk right into my phone and ask me to be their side piece #I am the main event #that apparently would then get cheated on #they never ask in the right order though #for a brief moment they are wonderful and then not

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chickenndogg · 10 months ago

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I can’t believe in the year 2024 we got a ‘Snap out of it!’ conclusion from Chee, I thought we were over this bad cliche guys… 😭

#chikn nuggit #This new episode was worse than what I was expecting it to be oml #I still kinda have hope but #The Chikn Nuggit lore feels like my 10-year-old angsty daydreams #Seeing Iscream’s anime face when they were closing the bubble made me realize that I’m probably getting to old for this show LMAO #Uhh yeah might delete this later because I feel bad for spreading more hate then there already is but #I just wanted to get this out of my system LOL #I hope Chee apologizes to Chikn in the next episode or two #Probably not though LOL OK I’LL STOP-#delete later

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blaithnne · 8 months ago

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If I may, how do you typically approach choosing colors in your art? It always has just a lovely feel to it, so I was a bit curious; don't feel pressured to answer ofc :]

I’ve been using a lot of gradient maps lately, they work by switching the greys in your piece with a corresponding colour according to its value. Basically, I colour in black and white, grab a gradient map, and then I adjust the colours by hand until I’m happy with it. This isn’t the only kind of colouring I do, but it works great if you’re in a rush or you’re struggling to find a good starting point for your colours. I’ve been operating under a time crunch for these Sketchbook Week drawings and the Plenism promo stuff I made, so for all except one I used gradient maps. I’m actually in a bit of a funk with my colours right now soooo I’ll come back and do a proper colouring tutorial for my style once I’m happier with how my non gradient mapped colours are looking !

#after sketchbook weeks over I wanna sit and do some colour studies to find palettes I’m more happy with #even these gradient map ones I’m not thrilled with #they’re fine! but I could do better #in terms of other tricks I use I’ll often adjust the hues and saturations if the whole piece to give things more unity if I’m struggling #and/or add a new layer on top of everything and fill it with one base colour #and play around with different layer settings and opacities on top #I’ve found a luminosity layer on a low 5-10% setting is quite nice #basicslly I fuck around and find out #and if I’m in a rush I use a gradient map #they’re not neccesarily a quick fix! if you’re like me you’ll still want to do some tweaking after it’s been applied #and you need to pay attention to your values when you’re colouring in black and white #but that’s another good thing about gradient maps - they force you to focus on value over hue which is an important skill to build #so yeah I’ll come back to this and make an actual colouring tutorial once I feel like I have actual good advice to give #cause rn I’m just very meh in my colouring and I don’t think I have anything very helpful to add #need to find some tutorials myself first !#ty for the ask!#ask #art #my art #bpcol-reblogs #textpost #blethering #for this piece the adjustments were minimal in comparison to what I usually do btw #because I was rushinggggg lol #I did more for my Plenism posters n such #but I can’t really show good comparisons because I. didn’t save them like that #I usually smush all my layers together when I’m drawing sooo yeah makes it hard to go back my bad whoops #but I saved as I was going whilst drawing this so I could provide examples yipee!#if I’d been smarter and remembered more I could’ve had more process screenshots butttt oh well lmao

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seeminglydark · 11 months ago

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Turning off anon for just a little bit for my sanity

I LOVE that I’m getting so many questions lately and I have more I want to answer and will!

But being on anon also means people can be a bit much/demanding/critical because it’s anonymous, and that’s been stressing me so I’ll turn it back on when I’m feeling a bit better in a couple days, and past these bad brain days.

-RJ

#blah days #I wanna emphasize how much I love getting q’s about my ocs!#and how happy it’s made me lately to get so many #and it’s like 1 bad to 10 good for real #but on bad brain days I can’t handle the one bad so when I feel tougher I’ll put it back #ty ily

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faynthearted · 4 months ago

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okay, I FINALLY finished touching up/rewriting one of the major scenes I wanted to redo in desecration and I’m so much happier with it now

#it’s the scene where jian yi and guan shan are talking after making cookies with zheng xi and zi qian #I’m wondering if I should post it bc 1) I really like it now and 2) I feel bad for not writing/posting anything lately lmao #but maybe it’d be better just to release all the edited/updated chapters at once after I’m completely done #but that also means I’ll have to wait until I post chapter 10 at the same time (I’m only 20% done with ch10 smh)#idk… I’ll think about it! I know some people would rather just wait until the full thing is done and I totally get that #fay talks

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imhere-imqueer-ilikedeer · 1 month ago

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Learning how to not be utterly humiliated by the fact I actually like pieces of media had gotta be one of the hardest things I’ve ever done

#/massive hyperbole but right now it feels like climbing a fucking mountain #You could point out the fact that I have a b99 sticker from back in year 10 on my laptop and I’d be having bad dreams about it for weeks #Let alone someone finding out I like hermitcraft (yet to happen)#It took my best friend 3 years to find out we liked the same fandom because I was so overwhelmingly ashamed that I liked it #Yall it’s not even a bad piece of media #Like yeah it’s a bit cringe but not to the point anyone gives a shit #My solution rn is to force myself to show I like things by having stickers and shit #So now I have anxiety when people walk behind me because they can see my Minecraft badges #But we’ll get there #I’ll get better #I know it’s irrational and I know where it came from #So I’m trying to love myself :)#And give myself room #Boy is it hard tho #Thomas after 9

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sadisopodhours · 4 months ago

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Sorry for arcane posting. Sorry that this blog has kinda become an arcane blog

#talking #I put arcane posts in the queue so then it’s not spamming of 30 arcane posts at once #but then I feel bad for also prolonging how long people are gonna be seeing the posts #like sorry if you’re sick of them. there’s more where that came from #even though I use this blog as a scrapbook sorta thing to just post things that make me happy or feel important #I feel bad for the mutuals I’ve had for like 10 years who might be getting flooded with my posts #I also feel like I’m shouting into the void #does anyone actually care?#ever since tumblr purged a lot of bots from followers I’ve been like does anyone actually like following me?#I lost half of my followers #which like it’s not so much about the number as it is feeling seen and heard when I post #am I even going to post this? idk. this is what being unemployed does to a mf #I promise I’ll be normal again once I find a job #someone please hire me so that I can stop being annoying on tumblr #long post #idk sorry guys

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muirneach · 9 months ago

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it’s my schools homecoming thing or whatever this weekend and so i texted my friends yesterday asking when we want to meet up to go to the events and no one responded and naturally my ‘ill never make real friends and ill be alone forever’ alarms have been going off ever since. in my defence why would they not respond :( they already said they would go in general but i just wanted a specific time and place

#sorry for randomly getting serious after tennisposting all morning lol #i think itll be okay if i just go to the events myself i’ll run into them but idk it feels bad man #so anyways. it staryed at 10 and so i need to pull myself together and get out there #i woke up early so i would be there on time but ive just been hiding in my bed

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yoohyeon · 1 month ago

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I want to make a small list of gift for my bday, so my mom can buy something, but everything it’s so damn pricy these days 😭

#I swear when I’ll be my parents age a simple thing that’s like 10$ today will me 30$ even 40$ 😭#she mention going shopping for my bday even if we are going to come out with like one thing cause we are both broke #so my gifts will be buy that day but I like having at least one gift to open the actual day #but making that list is so hard 😭#also I feel bad cause I’m broke but there’s no way in hell they aren’t buying me something #even if I tell them no they will get something #I thought Sabrina’s album or marianas trench but it’s 20$ each not a small price #pokemon cards price are now a shit show but anyway I want to go see a card shop in Ottawa I’ve heard about on T*kTok #I check they site I could have possibly every mamoswine card for 10$ it’s insane and only one taxes not 2 on the price 😌#it would be double on tcg #there’s also some card I want that is half the price seen on tcg !!!#anyway I’m broke so I may not be able to buy them if no miracle happens and if my dad can’t buy them #but I still want to visit the owner look nice 🩵#my brain also think pokemon only it won’t help but I’m also trying to think about things that I wouldn’t fine at that mall we are going #I think I’ll end up saying a box of chocolate 😭 jdbsjsns #alex.txt

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amohyunwoo · 2 months ago

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#p.txt #kinda feeling silly that I’m nervous about day6 on Thursday night #tbh I haven’t gone to a kpop concert since monsta x 200 #2022????#nope I was wrong I went to see sf9 in 2023 how can I forget !!!!!!!!#anyways just hoping everything goes smoothly 🥹✨#I feel like my dash has changed a lot since then so I could just be taking to the void rn but what’s new lol #hi to anyone there ☺️🤗 👋👋#I’m on my vacation from work #idk if it’s paid #but I made a lot of overtime and just got paid today so if I’m smart with this one and next paycheck I should be pretty much good as usual😅#so glad bc I needed today to find an outfit and really clean my car 😅😹😹😹#at the end of it all I’m just glad for the time to unwind and catch up on chores lol #I did my makeup today I felt like a 10 and somehow feel like this is bad luck for Thursday 😅😅#like somehow my makeup won’t be as good or hair won’t be as good 💀💀💀💀 have to reject that energy 🪬#kk literally rambling now so I’ll shut up 🤐😅#bye friendsssss #ooooooo wait I originally wanted to say why it’s been a while with no concerts but oh well 😹😹😹😹😹😹😹

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ghosts-and-blue-sweaters · 11 months ago

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GRACIEEE HIIII HRUUU

HI FOXIE!!!

I was going to say “I’m good!!” but then I realized. that would not be exactly truthful ajsgajsgkagsjsg

As far as my actual Life goes, things have been pretty wonderful!! I got to see my irl friends recently—it’d been months since I’d last seen them 😭 it was SO NICE being able to actually talk to them in-person again!! One of them gave me a necklace that matches the one I gave him for his birthday several months ago and LET ME TELL YOU. MY HEART BURSTED. IT WAS SUCH A SWEET KIND CARING THING FOR HIM TO DO AND I’M STILL NOT OVER IT AAAAAAAAAAAAA

I’m also in the midst of Job Applications!! Which is fun but also mildly terrifying lol. Dear goodness I am so ready to Do something with my life I have been so dreadfully bored & dull these last few months. Unemployment’s reign of terror shall soon be at its end (hopefully) ✊💥💥

However, despite the Really good things, mentally I have not been feeling the best :( Especially this past week or so. My head’s been loud in all the bad ways, and it’s made life feel very overwhelming (even though I know logically that everything is alright).

Sighhh. So that’s been… life, I suppose! Good things happening around me, not-so-good things happening inside me 😅

#thank you for askingggg Foxie <333 #I got so happy when I saw this ask :D #and I really am doing alright I gotta just #ride out this wave of Badness for a bit #I’ll hopefully be feeling better soon :)#as of right now I am wearing a super duper soft SWEATER EEEEEE!!! IT IS BLUE!!! AND SO VERY SOFT!!!#it’s been comforting to wear actually. sweaters are such awesome things #I read my Bible (well. aksgajsgjag not really mine because I was reading it on my phone lol) just before I got onto tumblr and that was SO #FREAKING NICE??? DUDE #I always forget how wonderful it is to read my Bible and then I HARDLY EVER DO IT!!! EVEN THOUGH IT’S SO GOOD!!!#aughhh #wait lemme find some verses I read because they were very pretty #Matthew 5:3-10!! they’re such beautiful verses I can’t even #so yes! things have certainly not been all bad :)#and I’ve had some good moments where the anxiety hasn’t been too loud #ask #Foxie tag

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no1ryomafan · 5 months ago

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Bitches be like “I want to finish my show that I’m almost done with and was supposed to finish yesterday but didn’t due to time and move on to other shows that are slightly lengthy” and then gets hit with autistic burn out from school (yes I’m bitches)

#meg text #I was gonna type something slightly related but fuck I’m too burnt out and it’s only WEEK 2 #and I feel so bad cause like- I only have one actual class with homework and I got it done #but most of my days I’m at campus for 10 hours so my brain turns to mush ighhh #I’m sure once I’m more use to it I’ll be back on flow and I def WILL finish my show this week but man #waking up early mainly the contribution next to the autism #and I have like- two more semesters to do this shit but also then who knows how a job will be…#I’ll be fine but why must adulthood as a autistic person always fucking suck #this also isn’t accounting for every other hobby I want to do…

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lambentplume · 6 months ago

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i need to think about the Characters but i’m afraid goldmoon is going down the same route as makamar where i’m starting. to think that they’re boring

#they have to invent a me that makes interesting ocs.#my books CANNOT come fast enough.#my cousin went to the beach with her other family so i wasn’t invited and i’m kinda :/#i’m just. at home. thinking too much. i keep picking up games and putting them down #jaerambles #making it a goal to sit on my porch thing for 10 minutes today. it’s covered so it won’t help with my vitamin d deficiency. but 10 minutes #how do people remain interested in things that they make btw. i can’t even draw for 5 minutes anymore #i have an unfinished embroidery starting kit i put the base in the frame and then stopped.#i got 5 pages into a new book. i’m trying to play 3 different games. nothing is sticking.#i feel bad octopath was the last thing i liked A Lot but i have a warped relationship with it now so i can’t keep up w friends who like it #i want to… share interests with people… gtn and wha books please arrive within the week or i’ll expunged………………….#i’m trying to like pyre again because i’m in an sgg server and . well. i don’t like it as much as i used to #it’s fine i’m not just here to like things i also have to . do things #and i don’t even like my ocs enough to introduce them. i had to stop myself from deleting like 3 months’ worth of art just bc i’m over it

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kuchipark · 2 years ago

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Yeah, I’m like totally famous, dude. Got like 12 Tumblr followers. It’s crazy. Don’t talk to me until you got 12 Tumblr followers, like me. Having less than 12 Tumblr followers is totally weak.

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isdalinarhot · 1 year ago

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I know my kinks. And my taste in men. And all that. Is a tad unconventional. But I hope people aren’t using all that to make fun of me. I am worrying big time about that tonight. I don’t want people making fun of me just because I’m horny for old ass Dalinar and Sadeas just cuz they’re big huge large.i dunno man. I’m sorry. Anyway please respect me pleeeeeeeeease

#luke.txt #drunkposting #purple dragon jungle juice #I don’t know!!!!!‼︎ I don’t know #I just wanna not be hated or mocked #today I reblogged a post where dalinar is directed at Sebarial and going I’m not drunk dumbass I’m not gonna make a scene for you #and I captioned it in which I am dalinar and my followers are sebarial #bc that’s how it feels sometimes #and someone who I will not call out but who triggered me deeply was like ‘I’ll tag my friend in this. lmaooooo we are all sebarial’#well that made me feel bad about myself! I sure did have to feed off day drinking cravings until 5 pm and it was super hard!!!‼︎#in an ideal would I would have been drunk today by 10:30 am. yeah.#I’m sorry :( I’m trying :(

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lokislittlesigyn · 1 year ago

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I’ve started reading fanfic before bed to try to quiet my brain, which runs 100mph and likes to scare me and overwhelm me at night. Only problem is, I get locked into the story and end up reading way too much. 🥲

#I didn’t get to bed until after 5am #I got up around 10:30 #my heart feels bad #I don’t know if I’ll nap today #I’m just constantly exhausted #sigh #personal #sigyns sleep schedule is the stuff of nightmares

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