#ITS CONFUSING

[mimiu3usoft]

Beyond My Reach |Sylus| (Love and Deepspace)

Reader Pov better read this first

Summary: In his eyes, you were perfect—just the way you are. Untouched by the constraints of his world, unshaped by the rules that bound him. You were not crafted by fate, nor written into existence like he was. You were real. Beyond him.

Yet, in his heart, he knew the truth.

You were his. Not the girl standing before him. Not the one he could see, hear, and touch. No matter how much she resembled you, no matter how much she tried to be you—she wasn’t.

Because his heart had already chosen. And it had always belonged to you.

Mimi~: Pls read this first! O3O↠ right here!

Warning: Erm, it's bad as usual. Thought this could help if you were sad about the first one ehe. It might be confusing now.

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He stares blankly at the girl before him, searching for something that isn’t there. Her eyes hold no spark—empty, lifeless. He waits, hoping, longing for a flicker of light to return. But it isn’t her eyes he wants to see shine.

No, the spark he seeks belongs to someone else—someone out there, beyond his reach. And behind those dull, vacant eyes, he sees the truth. It isn’t her he’s looking at. It’s you. The real you. The one he can never touch.

And then, for the briefest moment, her eyes sparkled—locking onto his. It stole his breath away. His heart clenched, caught between longing and the painful truth he refused to face.

This was it. It was beginning.

With slow, deliberate steps, he moved closer, each one making his chest ache as though something inside him was cracking with every inch he closed between them. But he swallowed the pain, forcing a gentle smile onto his lips. It had to be convincing. It had to look real.

He stood before her now, his gaze steady, unwavering. But he wasn’t looking at her—no, not truly. His eyes searched, desperate to catch a glimpse of you. To find some trace of the one he truly longed for, hidden behind the unfamiliar face in front of him.

The girl’s hands begin to move, reaching toward him. He exhales softly, closing his eyes for just a moment—a quiet wish slipping through his mind.

Let this girl be you someday.

A cold touch grazes his skin, delicate fingertips tracing his face. The chill sends a shiver down his spine, yet he doesn’t pull away. Slowly, he opens his eyes, only to find the girl smiling up at him.

What a gentle touch…

Then, he hears it—a chuckle, light and fleeting, yet it does not belong to the girl before him. It drifts through the room, a ghostly echo weaving through the silence. His breath stills.

The moment his eyes shut, he let himself sink into the illusion. He wished—no, begged—to feel your warmth instead of the cold, artificial touch spreading across his skin. If only, just for a second, it could be real.

As he slowly opened his eyes, he caught the gleam in hers—brighter now, almost as if something alive flickered within them. He held her gaze for a moment longer before shifting his attention to the mirror. He smiled at the work you did.

"You look more goofy."

The voice wasn’t hers. It never was. It echoed faintly, teasingly, curling around him like a whisper from someone just out of reach.

A smirk tugged at his lips.

"Why you…"

He looks into her eyes once more as she gently wipes the product from his face. Then he sees it. A subtle tremble in her gaze, a glimmer threatening to spill over. You're trying to hold it back The way her eyes shine—it’s not just from the light. It’s something deeper, something raw, something breaking. He saw your reflection behind those eyes. He knew at that moment, that he wasn't looking at her.

He’s looking through her. Finally seeing You. 

His fingers linger against her cheek, the warmth beneath them feeling both real and wrong. His touch is gentle, but his heart is anything but. It pounds violently against his ribs, caught between longing and the unbearable ache of reality. 

His gaze remains locked onto hers, but he isn’t seeing her. He’s seeing past her. Through her. Searching, desperate, hoping that within those eyes, he will find you.

But you aren’t truly there.

And yet, your voice lingers in the air like a ghost, wrapping around him, pulling him deeper into a world that neither of you can truly touch.

"My Sylus…"

His breath shudders. His chest tightens.

He knows you aren’t here. He knows this moment is fleeting, slipping through his fingers like grains of sand.

But still, with the lightest trace of his thumb beneath her tear-streaked eyes, he allows himself to whisper a silent plea. His voice wavers, yet his words are steady—woven with something deeper than longing, something heavier than grief. "If you were also an art piece, then whoever created you… must have loved you dearly." But those words… They are not meant for the girl before him. Not for the presence that exists within arm’s reach, yet feels so distant. No—those words are for you.

Only you. Always you.

And no matter how many times he speaks them, no matter if he says something he truly meant, it was always meant to be yours.

He hoped that you would realize that, but reality struck that he was just a fictional character to you.

Mimi~: Tbh I was supposed to let it be but, I want to add Sylus's point of view on this;w;

[umblrspectrum]

this has been on my todo list for actual goddamn months. do you know how long i've been waiting to draw this fucking t

[mr-payjay]

closes my eyes. why aren't normal working prosthetics Cool Enough for the osc. why do people have to "get creative" and draw prosthetics that clearly were made with No prosthetic references that work Impossibly and are a Perfect fix for the disability. why do people Refuse to look at even a SINGLE IMAGE of an actual prosthetic. what's so BAD about actual prosthetics??? why NOT draw them?? you CAN be creative with actual working prosthetics that DONT erase a disability, but people don't even TRY!!! it drives me Nuts

[lemonflavoredsparrow]

Boop

Melluw :3

-🦇🎼🍪 @cookiesnotd3ad

Why would you boop me, also hello.

*boops back*

[caspi-snz]

S/UNDAY IS COMING IN ONE WEEK ARE WE READY(i am not)

[a4g]

i dont like the word nostolgia being applied to liking anything old. sometimes you just like old things. i wasnt there for geocities but i still like learning about it. i wasnt there for cassette tapes but i still like them. nostalgia is more applied to like how i feel about things i dont like anymore but did back then. if i still like and pursue it now then it isnt nostalgia, its just an interest.

[kaitohateblog]

whatever man

ust by neemiso i didnt do any editing .. i might if i feel like actually finishing this and make her actually sing like herself . i also didnt make a full version bcz i dont have luka or uni

yes theres lore . randomized au i came up w in the car on my way home from work on thursday based on vocaloid hcs

i need to fucking . write worse crime and punishment and venomania ... not make shit like this

[sacreblugh]

i think the fact that bing crosby is kinda dean domino is a lil overlooked

[nana2009]

Lil bby Danny sparks so much joy in me, especially in grub form. Did any of their other kids go thru a grub phase, or did their more human looking kids stay as babies?

hehe thank youuu!

pls accept some old doots that i still like :P

only danny and Will went through the whole process of grub metamorphosis since they have a more "trollish" anatomy compared to benny and kanika, who grew up like normal babies(despite kani matching more like a troll internally-speaking, uuhh...?) if hatching is already dangerous to a normal grub, imagine them!

[computers-world]

Fuck it-

Androambinary- a distinct gender identity that is a blend of masculine, feminine and agender. It cannot be seperated into pieces per say, it is a weird combination of all BUT the person isn't comfortable with wearing the terms separately if that makes sense (example of wearing terms separately: a transman also using transgender and transmasculine). It is also quite divine, in a sense of feeling different from humanity and usual androgyny.

It is also important to note that only angelkin/angels and divinekin can use this label. If you want a 'human' label akin to this, make your own.

Black represents the eternity, blue is masculine, pink is feminine and yellow means outside of the binary.

Also you can use whatever pronouns but the set of this gender is they/them, it/it's and/or zhe/zhim

Ando- androgynous

Am- amalgamation

Binary- inside the binary and outside

[cepheusgalaxy]

Ways I think going back in time could work

Infinite time loop. A looong time ago somebody started a time loop but it still hasn't reached the point where it loops back, so the memory of everything that's happened is still contained in the spell (how else would it be able to loop back eventually right) and with the right magic you can partially restart the loop by going back in time. Wouldn't work really well for going back to the future tho

Alternatively, the Fabric of Reality and Time just remembers everything that's ever happened and if you can acess it and force it to wind back congratulations you've gone back in time.

Just making the past again. You can pick up the memories of multiple dead souls and use those to reconstruct the past as an alternative dimension. Would require a lot of power I suppose and you can easily go back without worrying about the butterfly effect because what you have are distinct dimensions, after all

Time actually doesn't "pass by", and works like Space: everything is always happening and everything that's happened and going to happen is already happening right now at all times. It is like a fourth dimension you can't really move in, just get dragged by. If you can find a way to 'walk' through this dimension you can really just go back in time like you go back to the store to grab an item you forgot. It'd probably be a bit tricky tho, coz you weren't really made to move in that sense, so I don't think you'd be able to really control where you go back to, or at least not own your own. Maybe if you can get the help of a superior being that can walk in time that'll help!

Anyways. If you have more ideas please tell me because I really cannot wrap my head around the concept of time travel. It does not make sense to me. If I was a god I wouldn't allow time travel to exist, it's too nonsensical and complicated. But I really want to understand how the fuck that would work, though.

[mimiu3usoft]

I keep seeing smut help- I mean, it's good, but I need fluff. I hate angst, but it's so good to cry. I don't want to read as Mc. I know it's weird. I mean, she's a badass woman. It's hard to explain help- I'll shut up and just make something that is non-Mc.

[bagaluten-sys]

So I wasnt fronting in a while and it turns out one of our alters that calls themself a sociopath talks to another person that does the same on the internet and I got really concerned and looked into it and xe is a pretty helpful (and imo cool) person and our alter is opening up and (barely) masks, so...

...guess I gotta work on my prejudices as a caretaker, you two go, guys.

[yummycrummy]

Not to sound dumb but aren't all the dudes the same dudes (I don't play Postal or know poo about it)

I have no idea RWS just let's us think whatever

[bealzebubs-blog]

Happy Agender pride day!!! 🖤🩶🤍💚🤍🩶🖤

[its-sports-anime-life]

I saw a few people made a point to mention how rhea cut the promo last week of her blaming herself for the reason she lost only to counteract with her blaming Bianca for her losing which make no sense and now that it settles in, I can understand the confusion. Idk what they doing with rhea character