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leet911 · 2 months ago
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My brain is doing that thing where it's trying to write 4 fics for different fandoms/ships at the same time and everything is a jumbled mess
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this-blog-needs-a-new-name · 4 months ago
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wewerelikefools · 3 months ago
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got nothing holding us down
summary: seulgi's first time at a rave proves to be a... very unique experience, especially when she meets a more than friendly stranger.
ship: yoo jei x woo seulgi
warnings: smut, public sex, recreational drug use, not beta read
wc: 2.6k words (one shot)
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Seulgi found that last drink catching up to her. It made everything so distracting.
The bass synths traveled between the walls, seeping into her skin and vibrating through her body. The tank top she had on felt too hot despite being cropped and lacking sleeves. She considered taking it off; she’d seen a few other people half-naked on the dancefloor, even if they hadn’t started out that way. She knew she’d probably fit in more, but she also knew that she wasn’t bold enough for that at her first rave. It already took an embarrassing amount of self-talk to come here by herself. So if she were to confine herself to this purgatory of insecurity, at least it complimented her wolf cut.
She fiddled at the strands of her hair anxiously and glanced at the girl standing opposite her. The girl she just met, Jei.
Her name was easy to remember, the way it slid off Seulgi’s tongue. The way it permeated her brain the more she thought about how they’d ended up here.
Jei was friendly, almost too friendly. She gave up her name the minute she’d accidentally bumped into Seulgi in lieu of an apology. Seulgi was more relieved to have company than to be offended, what with the way she’d been hugging the bar counter for the first half hour she’d been there. Of course, she’d been contemplating leaving early. Surprising only herself, she meekly accepted Jei’s offering of a drink, which turned into two, then three, each one seemingly more heavy handed than the last. Seulgi let herself be dragged off to the bathroom—just as quickly as she was plied with drinks—by this pretty stranger. It was only once they’d actually been standing in there that Seulgi realized Jei had never mentioned needing to use the toilet.
If it weren’t for the reverberating music, the silence between them would’ve been much more awkward. Seulgi usually got more talkative when drunk, but now she didn’t know what to say and was too modest to excuse herself. She tried to think of something, but nothing came to her. She then tried to find a hint of conversation in Jei’s outfit.
Well, she didn’t feel comfortable commenting on her expensive-looking halter top. Or her jean mini skirt that hugged her the way perfectly tailored clothing did. She’d keep her mouth and thoughts closed on the bare, soft-looking legs standing firm underneath. Seulgi sighed and gave up, twisting the ends of her less expensive shirt around her finger. She looked up and over to the mirror, only to catch Jei’s eyes following hers.
They were a beautiful shade of brown and sparkling with something other than the glow of intoxication. They looked her down to the seams of the oversized cargo pants skating the edges of her Converse, then back up to her face, slowly, like she was analyzing her.
Jei smirked. “You’re cute.”
Seulgi abruptly broke eye contact, suddenly feeling warm. “Thanks.”
Jei pushed herself off the wall, walking toward Seulgi. Seulgi was scared to look her in the eyes again, so she kept her gaze on her shoes sticking to the dirty tiles of the floor. A set of low heels and manicured toes stood right in front of her.
“You’re here by yourself. Why?” The question was both curious and pointed.
“Just because,” Seulgi said, still looking down, only somewhat flustered at Jei knowing she came alone despite not telling her. It was probably obvious, she thought.
She felt an urging finger lift her chin. It was different seeing those eyes right in front of her instead of in the mirror or in the busy, low rave lights. Even harder to look away, no matter how intense. Jei’s left eye sat atop a mole. Seulgi noted another near her full, glossed lips. Surrounding skin looked smooth underneath a thin layer of makeup, cheekbones and jawline accentuated by her hair drawn into a high pony. She was just pretty, impossibly pretty. Seulgi couldn’t help but wonder what she’d look like with her hair down and contouring her face. It did everything to make her stomach flip, even more the longer Jei continued to perceive her.
Jei began looking for something in her handheld bag. She took out a small tin case and opened it. Inside were a set of pink square tabs.
“You should take one.”
“W–what is it?”
“You seem like you like a good time.”
Seulgi wasn’t sure why no alarm bells were ringing inside her head, but she found herself wanting to try, biting her lip.
“Are you here by yourself too?” She asked.
Jei smiled softly. “I’m here with you.”
“But you don’t know me.”
“I will.”
I will. Those two words racked Seulgi’s brain as soon as they entered it and ran in repeated circles like a running track.
Her mind raced on and on until the tab was on her tongue, she was hand in hand with Jei being led out the bathroom and to the dancefloor, with Jei’s back flush to her front.
Whatever this drug was, it was coursing impossibly fast through her veins, and within minutes her shirt was hanging from her back pocket, sports bra on display, and she could hear the sounds of colors and the colors of sounds and Jei felt so so soft and warm against her and her hair smelled like she bathed in a river of lilacs whenever it swept across Seulgi’s cheek.
It took one song for Seulgi to hold Jei so close to her that she could feel the skin of her lower back rubbing against hers. They moved with the deep, gated beats like they were floating in a melodic ocean, washing them away from the shore to somewhere only they knew.
If she could, Seulgi would melt into Jei. It didn’t matter that she didn’t know her age, what she liked to do, her favorite color, if she came with friends, anything. All she cared about was the feeling of Jei grinding against her and that she never wanted to stop. Her expensive shirt was becoming soaked with sweat to the point that Seulgi wanted to ask if she could take hers off too. It was too nice to mess up.
Instead, she wrapped her hands around her waist, almost in a hug, resting her face next to her ear. Jei reached an arm behind her to wrap around Seulgi’s neck. Her other hand sat on top of Seulgi's at her waist.
“You feel good, don’t you?” Jei asked.
“Yeah,” Seulgi responded. She passed on the urge to ask again what it was, too far gone to really care. She used the pads of her fingers to press them impossibly closer. “This is my favorite song, you know. But it’s my first time hearing it.”
“Yeah?” Jei chuckled.
“Mhm.” Seulgi smiled. “Do you like it?”
Jei gripped the hand at her waist. The synths, full and waved and pulsing, rolled into them, each time a little stronger, so much that Jei let her head fall back onto Seulgi’s shoulder.
“I like you,” she said. It was airy, breathy. Electricity concussed through Seulgi as if she’d physically been hit by one of the ricocheting rave lights.
Seulgi let her nose dipped into the crook of her neck to ground herself, and all she could do was breathe her in to remind her that this was real. When she felt Jei shudder, she absentmindedly placed a kiss on the blade of her shoulder. Seulgi felt Jei roll her ass into her groin.
“I also like your hands.”
Jei urged Seulgi’s hand to move, up first, brushing it up her shirt to the underside of her breasts. Seulgi realized that Jei wasn’t wearing a bra. She could die to know what they felt like in her hands, maybe even her mouth, palm burning at the thought. Too soon, Jei’s hand led her south, edging the hem of her skirt. Jei’s head turned and lips sat barely an inch from Seulgi’s. “You’ll keep touching me?”
Seulgi wanted to ask her if she was sure, or what if someone saw them, or why she wanted to do this with a complete stranger. It was so off-putting and sudden that she pressed her lips into hers because her body and mind gave her no other choice.
Once their lips pressed in, everything felt… right. Jei had the softest set of lips she’d ever felt, produced the most euphonic moan she’d ever heard. They pushed and pulled so sloppily and intense and somehow so perfectly. When Seulgi got a taste of her tongue, hot, wet, sweet like candy, she feared addiction from it more than whatever drug was taking over inside her. The roll of her tongue, followed by the sharpness of teeth pulling at her lip, sent a shiver down her spine, encouraging her to do anything that Jei wanted, especially if it meant keeping her here with her like this.
Jei suddenly turned around and pushed Seulgi into a nearby pillar that Seulgi didn’t even realize was that close. She kissed her, full and heated, pulling back and eyeing her like Seulgi was her latest, helpless victim. Seulgi wanted to be that for her. Jei turned around again and pressed her back into her. Without words, she was telling Seulgi she’d need to hold the wall.
Jei moved in slow, shallow waves, in tandem with the unhurried tempo of the next song. She urged Seulgi’s hands to get to know her body if she was going to be Seulgi’s for the night. Or Seulgi’s was hers, the way Jei had been commanding her this entire time with ease. Jei’s hands on hers, one coasting along her ribcage, the other moving toward her waist, to the seams of her skirt, urging her to slip inside, Seulgi’s heart began to beat hard. Swallowing, she said, “You sure?”
Jei pushed both hands an inch further. And further. Seulgi took the hint, swallowed lightly, and let her hands find their way after that.
She moaned feeling Jei dripping onto her fingers, her breast warm and soft and her nipple centered hard in her palm. The sound padded out shamelessly, like Seulgi was an animal finding her first meal after days of hunting hungrily. Seulgi’s mind, jumbled in syncopated synths and thoughts and thoughts of Jei, heedlessly spiraled into a well of depravity. She considered dragging her back to the bathroom and sitting her on top of the sink, maybe kneeling down to worship her with her mouth or fucking her with her fingers at the same time until Jei trembled and screamed and had to push Seulgi away.
Jei whined shakily, showing her that she wanted her here and now, in front of all of these people who neither seemed to care nor notice. It was then that Seulgi realized how badly she's been teasing her; Jei started rolling her hips up to get her inside as Seulgi had been absentmindedly playing in between soaked lips.
The hand on her tit only played with her a moment longer before anchoring itself around Jei’s stomach. Seulgi spread her open with her other hand, carefully sank in with two fingers. Jei gasped, threw her head back and tightly wrapped a hand around her neck.
“Seulgi-yah.”
Fuck.
For someone she barely knew, Seulgi loved everything about Jei. She loved how responsive she was to her touch, by way of high, breathy moans, a hardened grip on the roots of her hair, grinding firm and rhythmically into Seulgi’s groin, or how she felt like velvet quicksand, slick and tight around her, eager to suck her in deeper the longer Seulgi remained inside of her.
Seulgi wanted to see her in all of her beautiful perversion, naked and writhing underneath her, on top of her, maybe in front of her, alone and giving her an apt demonstration, so much that she fucked her harder thinking about it, her fingers tensing and curling as heat lapped at her body.
“Yes,” Jei whined, then turned her head to kiss Seulgi sloppily. It made the angle slightly difficult to manage given that Seulgi was shorter than her. She broke the kiss to flip Jei so that she was against the pillar, wasting no time leading where they left off. She felt Jei smile against her lips and wrap her arms around her neck, then groaned as Seulgi pulled on her leg to wrap around her waist, pushing her skirt up enough to gain access, sliding her panties to the side, slipping back inside her with two fingers.
Seulgi slipped her tongue into her mouth, not necessarily to keep her moans quiet, but because she tasted that good. She didn’t waste time with the motions of warming Jei back up, and Jei didn’t seem to want that either. She was rolling her hips and bearing down on Seulgi’s fingers; Seulgi took that as an invitation to press her palm into her clit and fuck her harder. Jei pulled her close to where Seulgi could feel her nipples rubbing against her chest, and god this was everything to her, a moment she knew she’d never forget. She memorized the way Jei grasped at her shoulders or tugged her hair. The way she gasped and sighed and whimpered in her mouth. The way she soaked her fingers and squeezed tighter the closer and closer she got to her peak. The way she pulled back off her tongue, forcing their foreheads together for Seulgi to see how she was making her feel.
“I’m gonna come,” she mouthed, jaw slack at the end of it, uncaring of spit falling from her lip, refusing to break eye contact.
Seulgi tried to ignore how, this debauched, Jei stole her breath and made her rhythm stutter. All she wanted–needed to do was make sure Jei came, just like this, and make this everything for her as it was for Seulgi. She clenched her jaw in determination and pressed her fingers in with a curve. With added pressure to her clit, she pushed and pushed Jei until she was at her highest point. Once there, Seulgi held her breath with Jei, drowning in her shaky eyes while watching her fall.
No matter how many times she assured herself that this was real, it still felt like a dream. Especially, especially, Jei holding her so close, legs threatening to cave if not for Seulgi’s steel grip on her thigh and her hip, trembling and breathing so heavily that Seulgi almost stopped to give her reprieve. But Jei’s still rolling hips and walls squeezing against her coaxed her to keep curling and stroking and stroking and curling, time ceasing until Jei finally began to relax in her arms.
Jei giggling against her cheek and extricating herself from Seulgi’s arms was the first time Seulgi felt a semblance of normalcy the entire night. With Jei fixing herself right there, in this crowd of people who still didn’t seem to care about their passionate coupling, Seulgi remembered that maybe she should put on her own shirt, confused when she couldn’t find it in her back pocket–
She was interrupted by Jei letting her hair down, taking her by the palm and slowly raising her hand to her lips. At her leisure, she sucked Seulgi’s fingers clean. “I’m taking you home with me.”
Lavished with that contoured face and doe-like, mischievous brown eyes, Seulgi had no choice but to stay under her spell and say yes. She could buy another shirt later.
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sansastarkgf · 2 days ago
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scarefox · 5 months ago
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I am sorry but it got imprinted now in my head that they are perfect for fem / genderbend Moonjo x Jongwoo elite girl-school AU. Makes me go a bit insane tbh. So far till ep2 it fits too well (maybe it will change later idk but for now let me go insane).
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hannieween · 8 months ago
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the traitor | yoon jeonghan
› pairings: yoon jeonghan x female reader › aus: demon hunter jeonghan, supernatural au, demon reader › genres: angst, smut (18+) › word count: 8.4k
› 🎧: mood – dpr ian | shameless – yuni | symphony – highvyn ft. jey | read your mind – meloh | dive – jooyoung | dead man running – seulgi | for us – v | moonstruck – enhypen | war-r-r – colde
› this is part 2 of the curse - hannieween fest
› warnings after the cut! READ THEM CAREFULLY 🗣️
› warnings: smut with plot, unprotected p in v sex, oral sex (both receivers), pussy drunk jeonghan, cockdrunk reader, cum swallowing, creampies, cowgirl, mating press. pet names: baby, baby demon (hers)
› disclaimer: minors dni this post is intended for 18+ readers. please have your age stated in your description and try not to look like a bot please 🙂.
› author's note: this is part two of my demon hunter hannie! hehe i loved writing it sm and thought to give you a follow-up part!
› additional note: this isn't proofread
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the traitor
JEONGHAN WAS WOKEN UP BY A TINGLING FEELING. As a hunter, he needed to pay attention to a few things, like sudden surges of emotions. Hunches. Tingling sensations were not particularly something he would consider in the bunch. But alas.
He pushed himself up, swinging his legs at the rim of the bed and stared at his knees for a long second. He took a deep breath, rubbing his leg. It was pointless, he thought when he could not find a reason to leave his bed in the middle of the night.
But being a hunter also meant he needed to be on high alert nearly all the time. In his experience, sometimes it was a good idea to pay attention to those moments when nothing made sense at all, such as this.
Sucking in a breath, he got up, stretching his arms over his head as he went over to the small bathroom, avoiding his reflection in the mirror as usual.
Upon the first splash of water hitting his face, he thought of you. It was inevitable. The image of you sitting on the ground, surrounded by trees. That night, he left you for good. That night nothing made sense.
Needless to say, he was exercising all of his will not to go back to you.
Stop trying to make sense of everything.
After that, he debated whether to go back to bed or not. He could take a bottle, try to numb his senses and finally get a good night of sleep. But he needed to stay sharp.
It was a lost game. He got dressed, throwing his pair of black pants and a long-sleeved shirt. Finally strapping his chest harness on with his knife. Going out in the middle of the night meant to him that he was out for blood.
That was his way to distract himself.
“Jeonghan, don’t go.”
He recoiled, shaking his head and mentally reprimanding himself for thinking of you. But your last words to him were a curse, echoing inside him every night, refusing to leave.
Jeonghan let out a long exhale as he wandered through the night. The streets of the town were completely deserted, he knew he would have to stay out for some hours before he found a target.
These nights, he had been hunting until he travelled three towns over. All because he cannot find it in himself to sleep, he has to fight the urge to seek you out somehow.
Maybe this will be the night he breaks.
There was nothing in this town. It was too safe, too clean. He knew it would not be long until he had to move to a different town and start over. He had been commissioned to travel to different parts of the globe to find something to hunt down, so maybe he was doing his job right.
So why did he come back to this shitty town? 
Something spiked in his nightly walk. There was something unusual in the air and it was not good. Jeonghan had really good senses, but his intuition was something that discerned him from the rest. Sometimes, people would tell him that his intuition was something out of the ordinary for hunters. So he paid more attention to that rather than his other senses.
He subconsciously rubbed his leg and caught his hand just as it dawned on him.
“Jeonghan, don’t go.”
Fear set in, and adrenaline kicked in as he started for a run. He had been stupid. So fucking stupid. How come he did not think that by killing every single demon within the town’s radar he was putting a target on you for other hunters?
Jeonghan knew the town by heart, but he could travel to your apartment with his eyes closed. Countless were the nights he stumbled upon your front door, burdened with misery all over. This cannot be the way he finds you dead.
“No, no, no, no…” he had been repeating the word like a prayer as he climbed through a labyrinth of stairs, panting, sweating until he burst the door open, already knowing you would not be there.
He called your name, either way, his voice bouncing back the walls. There was something off. A glass was shattered, pushed against the corner of the room. One of the chairs was drawn back, in the middle of the way. Jeonghan painted a scene of what could have gone down.
You were probably having the bowl of cereal that was abandoned on the table when the other hunter burst in. Jeonghan could not catch the scent of the other hunter, so that meant whoever that was, they masked themselves well.
No, you would have felt his presence before he could even breathe in your direction. Even if you were young, you were not completely inexperienced in the world of hunters. He made sure of that.
Another possibility was that you were asleep when the other hunter came. The sheets of your bed were tossed to one side. Jeonghan crouched next to the mattress, a terrible feeling sinking inside him upon getting your scent lingering on the pillowcases.
Jeonghan missed you.
“Where are you?” he whispered, closing his eyes to focus on your scent.
You smelled like freshly picked flowers. The smell he would get in the early morning after a night of rain. The fact that you did not smell like death, or blood made it hard for him to focus sometimes.
He opened his eyes, his focus falling on the open window. Then, he knew why he could not make a story from his surroundings. He had been wrong to assume it was just one hunter.
Someone had also come through the window. You were trapped from the beginning. His chest contracted painfully. But somehow he knew you were not dead yet. Have you been taken? For what end?
The possibilities were endless. Even if hunters had a long history of hating demons, some of them were missing some screws in their heads too.
Jeonghan needed to find you, soon.
Making his way down the stairs, part of him wondered why try at all. He could be rid of you once and for all. He could probably turn a blind eye to this and wait for your name to appear on the ledges. He would be free from the fucking pull that lead him to you every time.
The pull.
The feeling he got every time he closed his eyes, the need and deep craving for you that made him go insane. He let himself feel it. It tugged inside him, like a thread that was tied to his very core.
Jeonghan had refused that feeling ever since he met you, thinking it was some kind of trick you played on him. Silly little hunter got all wrapped in a demon’s finger.
But if he dared to give in to the pull, everything smelled of you. Every gulp of air he took as he walked in the direction his senses told him, he saw your face, your teary eyes as he walked away. Fool, he was a fool.
He was led to the forest, the same path he had gone through when he saw you last. Maybe he was wrong, maybe he should go back and hunt you down.
But then he heard noises, leaves rustling, and a small intake of breath. The sweet way you drew air into your lungs.
He thought of risking calling your name, but he did not know if the hunters were around. So he just followed the sound of your movements until he could get his sight on you.
You could barely walk right. Something had brought you to your knees, your arms were shaking as you forced yourself to stand up, with a low grunt.
Jeonghan called your name this time, making you lift your head.
He stopped abruptly at the sight of something shiny in your fist.
“Don’t move,” you said, punctuating each word painfully.
“What happened?” he asked, his tone declining in sickening worry, his gaze coasted at each of your limbs, zeroing in on your thigh. The same thigh he had been rubbing since he woke up. It made no sense.
“Step back, Jeonghan,” you panted in pain, raising the knife at him when he made a motion toward you.
“You didn’t notice me coming,” he muttered, analyzing the situation quickly. He sent his gaze around, seeing if there were signs that there was someone lurking by. “Let me take a look at that.”
“How did you find me?” you asked, letting yourself plop back to the ground, letting go of the knife.
Jeonghan got to your side, dropping to his knees to look at your thigh. “I don’t know,” he mumbled, eyeing you. “I’m going to touch you now.”
You nodded and braced yourself for the searing pain in your leg. “Two hunters came for me,” you said, clenching your jaw tightly to resist the pain throbbing in your skin, around the gaping hole that was turning black.
“I know,” he said, examining the open wound. “Did they stab you?”
You shook your head twice. “They were using a crossbow. Silver arrows,” you explained despite the need to rest your head on the ground and sleep through it. “I feel dizzy.”
Jeonghan shot you a look. He was worried. “It’s the poison, they must’ve poisoned the arrows to neutralize you,” he said at once. “What did you do to the arrow?”
“I used it on one of them,” you replied with half a smirk that slowly vanished as Jeonghan started to press on the wound, seeing any signs of anything odd or unfamiliar.
“Sorry,” he breathed as you tensed in pain. “I need to see if there’s anything in there,” he explained, but what did not satiate the doubts running in his mind.
“I can’t heal it,” you repeated and now he could see that beneath the pain and the need to deflect it with humour, you were scared.
“I know, I know,” he told you, giving you a stern look. “I can help you but you’ll have to be quiet.”
“Are you missing this opportunity to gag me?” you quipped but your tone was made weak by the fear of feeling pain.
Demons were used to pain, yes. But you were a fairly young demon and lived for most of your life in the human world. Such pain was not welcome for you.
“Breathe,” he instructed and used his hands on your thigh to squeeze the blood that had gone black and tacky around the wound.
You gritted your teeth, writhing in pain on the cold ground. “Stop, stop, stop,” you cried out, trying to get his hands off you.
But Jeonghan was quicker, and stronger than you at that moment. He did not deter from his task to squeeze the poisoned blood out of you despite your desperate cries for him to stop.
You lied, nearly limp from the exhaustion the pain had put you through. A sheen layer of cold sweat covered your face and neck, breathing hard. “Fuck you,” you sighed when he stopped squeezing your flesh.
“I’m not done yet, I need pressure on the wound,” he said, moving back to unfasten his belt with his bloodied hands. He strapped the belt around your upper thigh, forming a tight tourniquet.
“Hurry,” you said through heavy breaths. As you eased your back on the ground, Jeonghan caught sight of the dark wings splayed beneath your body, a clear sign that you could not conceal yourself any further.
Jeonghan made no comment about the weakened state you were in. A knot was set in his stomach upon realizing that you were dying. He grabbed one of the vials he kept in his hunter’s belt, it contained a white liquid. “This is going to sting a little,” he murmured, unstoppering the vial with his mouth and not pausing before pouring the antidote on your open wound.
Your hand flew to clench at his wrist, letting out a scream that was quickly muffled by his hand clasped in your mouth.
“I’m nearly done,” he said with a composure that you could see through. Beneath that, Jeonghan was worried you would not make it.
“Am I going to be all right?” you asked in a daze, slurring out your words.
“Drink this,” he pressed the vial to your lips, pouring the rest down your tongue, which you gulped willfully, it tasted like white vinegar.
You rested your head on the ground, taking slow and deep breaths as though you had just finished running a marathon.
“You’re going to be all right,” he said after a quick examination of the wound. “But you’ll need to feed soon.”
“Right,” you mumbled in understanding. By feeding, Jeonghan did not mean human food. Although you could eat human food just all right, it did not sustain what your soul craved.
He meant sins. You needed to feed off human sin. They made you stronger, and faster. They gave you the fuel needed to fight hunters. Going off sins for a while made you just as strong as an average human.
“Why haven’t you fed?” he asked, and it took you a while to understand that he was reprimanding you.
“Been busy,” you sighed, closing your eyes for a moment.
The last thing you heard was Jeonghan mumbling, “We’ll need to move soon,” before you fell into a deep sleep on a floor covered by dead leaves. 
Upon regaining consciousness, you noticed with some slowness that you were not surrounded by trees, and you were moving. Your wings were cradling you, so that meant your horns were on sight too.
You tensed up, drawing in a shaky breath, palming your body in search of the knife that you stole from your attackers.
“Easy,” Jeonghan murmured next to you, a hand on the wheel, the other on the shift stick.
“Where are we?” you said, looking around.
“Radewood town,” he replied nonchalantly, eyes set forward on the road.
“Why?” you asked slowly, hiding your wings, from his view, then your horns.
“How’s your leg?” he asked instead, glancing at your thigh.
The wound had stopped bleeding, it was no longer oozing that black substance that had Jeonghan looking worried. You hissed painfully upon searching it with your fingers. The blood had dried, but it was not healing at the speed you would normally have.
“It hurts,” you mumbled, biting your bottom lip. “It’s not healing.”
Jeonghan nodded. “You need to feed,” he reminded you with the same tone of reprimand of earlier.
“Well, I fled without stopping to grab my purse so,” you sighed. “I don’t have money.”
“I’m not talking about human food,” he said with annoyance, shooting you a look that made you shrink in your seat. “Why haven’t you been feeding?”
You blinked slowly at him and shook your head after deciding that there was no answer that would please him. “I have–,”
“Don’t say you have been busy,” he cut in.
“Well, it’s the truth,” you said with a clear tone that gave away your lie.
But Jeonghan could feel it. Whenever you told a lie, there was a change in the air that only he could notice as a hunter. No human could ever detect your lies, only people like him.
“You know I know when you’re lying,” he said flatly, throwing you a dark look.
“Be content with that,” you bit back. “I’m not telling you anything else.”
Jeonghan shook his head, deciding not to press any further on the matter. He licked his lips, filling his lungs with the fresh midnight air that swept in through his rolled window.
“Jeonghan,” you called softly and did not proceed with your question until he glanced your way. “Why are you helping me?”
Jeonghan turned on a different street again, checking his rearview mirror, pretending to ready his answer. “I don’t know,” he replied.
There it was the empty void extending between you and him. If he lied, you would have sensed it too.
“How did you find me?” you pressed, trying to the best of your ability to analyze him. You were still weak, but you could still observe him despite your foggy brain.
“I don’t know,” he repeated with a low tone that barely cut through the noise of the engine of the car.
It made no sense. The way he found you in the woods was not done with any of his training. He simply closed his eyes and let him be taken to you. He did not even think twice as he carried your body to his car and started it, taking you far away from the town where you would be at risk of being hunted down.
“We have to lay low for now,” he mumbled, avoiding your eyes as he cut the engine on an empty parking lot.
You raised your gaze to the motel sign, flaring in red neon light. “Is this your version of laying low?” you said with a sarcastic huff. “We could’ve done that back in the forest.”
Jeonghan opened the door, not bothering to look at you or give you a reply. “Stay here.”
You saw him walking away from the car, putting his hands in the pockets of his black leather jacket, his long hair tied in a messy ponytail.
You could run away. You did not know if Jeonghan was even aware of this. Maybe he was, you had a bad leg, and you were growing weaker.
Plus, there was the fact that he was now aware that he could trace you with his eyes closed.
You swallowed hard, waiting for him in the passenger seat of his old Mustang. You were going nowhere.
Some minutes later, you saw Jeonghan exiting the building and walking towards your door, which he opened to retrieve his belongings, which were his belt and his knife.
“This way,” he mumbled, motioning to one of the doors with a jerk of his head.
Reluctantly, you exited the car, closing the door behind you. Jeonghan turned and walked over to the door, introducing the key, and opening it for you.
You knew better than to fight it. There was a quiet storm brewing in the man’s head, and you were in its eye. You knew him well enough to tell when something was bothering him. And you knew what it was.
With a sigh, you walked inside the room.  “One bed?” you turned to him with an exasperated look.
“I didn’t think you would mind,” he froze by the doorframe.
“Whatever,” you waved a hand dismissively before he could offer to change it.
As soon as Jeonghan closed the doors and the blinds, you started to the bathroom, taking all of your clothes off in front of him. You made no invitation, no offer but you still left the door open, the sound of the shower filling the tiny room.
Jeonghan made another small inspection, looking out of the window through the blinds before deciding to relax. He took his jacket off, leaving it neatly by the chair that was pushed to one corner of the room. He took his boots off, sitting down on the chair with a low grunt of exhaustion.
As he sat up straight, he caught sight of his hand, only noticing because he had started moving it, rubbing his palm on the exact spot where you had been injured.
“What the fuck?” he whispered to himself, raising his gaze as you returned to the bathroom, wholly naked, pressing a towel to your hair.
“You okay, hunter?” you eyed him curiously, like a cat that just noticed a flashy light.  
Jeonghan frowned, not at you but at the thing stirring inside his chest. That feeling he got only when he was with you. “When is the last time you fed?”
“Here we go again,” you rolled your eyes but continued towel-drying your hair without bothering to respond.
“Answer me,” he muttered when you turned your back on him. Your reluctance to answer his question might have given him the answer.
“The last time we saw each other,” you said, your words echoing his own thoughts.
“Why?” the word was sharp like it took everything in him to suppress the dark emotion pulling on his every nerve. “That happened months ago.”
“Why do you care so much?” you spat, turning around to face him.
The question seemed to make him return to his senses, his eyes flickered with an emotion that you were to weak to catch. “I don’t,” he replied, stepping back from his initial anger.
“I’ll feed whenever I want to,” you said and this time you did not lie.
Jeonghan stood up, commanding your gaze to lift up to find his. “So you’re not hungry?”
You bit your tongue. Your eyes were dead, and despite the hot shower you had just taken, you were cold to the touch as Jeonghan curiously raised a hand to your shoulder. It was pointless, your plan had crashed and burned miserably.
“I’ve heard stories…” you whispered, closing your eyes to repel the sensation firing inside you. “Stories of ways a demon can become human. You can’t become human if you’re feeding off them, right?”
When Jeonghan did not reply, nor move you opened your eyes again. He was still rigid in the same trance he had been upon finding you injured and bleeding in the forest.
“You’ll die,” he sentenced after some seconds. “Are you insane?”
You brushed his hand off. “I knew you’d say that,” you whispered with a pained look, turning around to sit down on the bed.  
“Why do you want to become human?” the words sounded ridiculous as he uttered them.
“Not your business, Jeonghan,” you replied impishly, throwing the towel to him, which he saw coming, catching it with ease.
“It is if you’re running away with me,” he said. Your temptation to feed could become dangerous. And he was toeing that line too deliberately.
“I didn’t choose to run away with you,” you bit back with an indignant huff.
“That’s the thanks I get?” he rolled his eyes in annoyance. “What was I supposed to do, then? Leave you to die? To be found by them?”
He did not need to explain who he referred to. The two hunters must have noticed that Jeonghan ran away with his things, his car, leaving an empty place behind. And you are nowhere to be found. He was a traitor.
“Maybe,” you whispered, lowering your gaze to your lap. You skirted the pads of your fingers around the wound that still refused to heal completely.
Jeonghan stood before you, using a hand on your chin to force your teary eyes on him. A finger scooped your tear as it rolled down your cheek. The tear glistened on the pad of his thumb as he showed it to you, a shocked expression plastered on his face.
Demons felt emotions, yes. But nothing like sorrow. Jeonghan had never seen a demon cry, let alone one that wanted to become human. It made no sense.
“It’s possible, Jeonghan,” you whispered shakily, letting your tears flow freely.
“Humans are weak. They get sick, they die. Besides, the guilt of everything you’ve done as a demon will crush you,” he said, dropping his hand from your chin. “Why would you want something like that?”
“I’m done talking,” you said childishly, turning over to draw the covers of the bed and tucked yourself in. “Goodnight.”
He blinked perplexedly at you. The best option was to wait for another opportunity to bring up the matter, but for now, he needed to rest. He disposed of his chest harness, and his knives, leaving them on the old and battered bedside table, where he could reach out if needed.
A smile threatened to break on his face when you turned slightly at the sound of him taking his pants off, then his long-sleeved t-shirt, discarding his clothes at the foot of the bed.
He paused, tugging the band of his black boxers with his fingers. He took them off, making things fair.
“Is that necessary?” you asked, narrowing your eyes at him as he sank under the covers with you.
“Just playing your game,” he said, tugging the hair tie loose before lying his head on the pillow next to yours.
“I’m not playing any games,” you huffed with annoyance, turning over so your back was to him once again.
There it was the ripple in the air between you and him. Jeonghan did not need to comment on it, but you hated it.
Hunter abilities or not, Jeonghan would be able to read through your lies blindfolded. He was just that good at reading people, reading you.
Jeonghan stared at the ceiling, his heartbeat going a mile per hour, like a bird’s wings batting frantically inside his chest. He swallowed hard, resisting the urge pushing him to raise his hand at you, to reach out and touch your skin.
You closed your eyes, commanding yourself to sleep. But it was nearly impossible. Jeonghan’s scent was too distracting. The hunger caved a hole deep inside you. It was no ordinary hunger, it was one that had your soul twisting.
You balled your hands into fists, sinking your face into the pillow. His lust was nearly palpable, looming over you like a monster preying on you.
However, you were too weak to actually act upon it. Soon, you fell asleep, not noticing when or how.
Jeonghan however, was too riddled with questions to do the same. He turned his head on the pillow, seeing your wet hair, your naked shoulder. His thigh throbbed in something that reminded him of pain, though his flesh was fine and did not hurt.
Why would you want to become human? What could be a good enough reason to want to abandon your life full of pleasures? It made no sense. Jeonghan had never heard of a demon becoming human, but he saw you crying, so that must mean that it could be done.
Still, it meant that there was a price to be paid. There always was.
Wandering through endless questions, Jeonghan fell asleep. Now and then he was reminded of your presence in the bed, feeling your warmth or hearing you move beneath the sheets.
Even if he were not a light sleeper, the distraction of your warmth was enough to stir him awake. He found himself entirely pressed to your body, his front to the back of yours. His nose buried in your mane of hair, an arm draped over your waist.
And he was hard. Fuck, he was so hard it was starting to become annoying. It would be so easy to slip himself inside your pussy, waking you up in the process. He had done it countless times before.
He let out a silent sigh through his nose, only getting the scent of your hair when he breathed in. Your hand found his arm parked on the curve of your waist, you were awake. Jeonghan pressed himself another inexistent inch further, his hard cock wedged on your ass.
“Jeonghan,” you mumbled sleepily, turning over to see him. You threw him an innocent look, big eyes, pouting lips. “What are you doing?”
He responded by giving you a confused look. In other times, you would not even ask questions, you would just let him take you, take whatever he wanted, for however long.
Jeonghan brought a hand to your chin, his touch igniting your skin, making you blink dumbly. “How long are you going to keep resisting it?” the words flew out of his mouth before he could even comprehend his own question.
But he knew what you were doing. He was an expert in pushing his feelings down, particularly, he knew what it felt like to resist this pull.
“However long is necessary, Jeonghan,” you replied, but your tone wavered in the urge to press yourself against his hand, to feel him.
“Why?” he asked, his eyes skirting through your reaction. He knew you wanted this, why were you refusing him?
“If I keep this for long I might get what I want,” you whispered, avoiding his eyes in utter shame.
“Why do you want to become human so desperately?” he asked again, looking at you with an obfuscation that was hard to mask.
You shrugged, keeping your sunken gaze on his chiselled chest. “That doesn’t concern you.”
Jeonghan pressed his fingers on your chin gently, tugging you so you locked your pretty eyes with his. “Does it not, really?”
Your brow furrowed, your gaze darkening. Feeling like you were being mocked, your eyes watered again. “Fuck off, Jeonghan,” you scoffed weakly, trying to free yourself from his grip.
He did not want to see it, but your reaction told him everything he needed to know. It took him some seconds to shake the perplexion off. It made no sense. “Did you think that being human would change things?”
You made no verbal reply, scoffing as you brushed his hand off you one more time.
But you knew him well enough to expect that would not work on him. He needed an answer now, and he would stop at nothing to get it now that he knew it fully concerned him.
“Did you think I would want you more if you were human?” he asked without heat in his words, his gaze reading your features over and over. “Did you think that would give you a shot at a normal thing happening between us?”
“No, Jeonghan,” you rolled your eyes, but he could see how much his questions had pierced through you. “Quite the opposite.”
He made a motion to pull his head back on the pillow as if that gave him a better frame of your face. “What?”
“I want this to stop,” you whispered, rolling over the bed to sit up with a sigh.
Jeonghan looked at your back, you let your head drop forward, sniffling softly but you were fully crying now.
“Maybe being human will make this stop,” you whispered, motioning a hand between his body and yours. By this, you meant, the out-of-the-ordinary need for him, the desperate craving that refused to let you live. Maybe then, the bond between you would not be so unbearable.
Jeonghan sat up too, trying to read any signs of your words being insincere. But he found nothing, the quiet tension falling in the room startled him, and it made him uncomfortable. Even more, the battering inside his chest was making it difficult to even breathe.
“That makes no sense,” he mumbled with a hollow tone.
“It makes perfect sense,” you bit back, throwing him a sad look.
You were weak, nearing a state that you did not comprehend. Becoming human meant that you also had to deal with human emotions, and they were flowing freely through you, giving you a taste of what you were about to face as a human.
However, making yourself human condemned you to a myriad of threats. Not just mortality. You would become a demon that betrayed its own kind. A traitor, too.
“Are you sure this is what you want?” he asked, trying to hold your gaze to read you better.
“I want to be rid of you by whatever means necessary,” you hissed, coating your words with venom.
“Liar.”
There was a shadow of a smile on his face, and before you resorted to a crazed fit of violence, you decided to crush your mouth with his, kissing him with enough vehemence it would hurt him if he were human.
But he was tough enough to take you. He released a grunt in your mouth that was from half arousal, half annoyance at you.
“You’re a baby,” he grunted between hard kisses. “A bratty, fussy, melodramatic demon.”
“Shut up, Jeonghan,” you hissed. “Shut up or I swear–,”
“What?” he bit back, holding your face with both hands, squishing your cheeks. “What will you do, eh?”
“Don’t try me right now,” you said, kissing him repeatedly you were running out of breath.
“That’s exactly what I want to do,” he chuckled. “Did you think that making yourself human would make me stop wanting you?”
“Yes,” you hissed, pushing him back onto the bed with all the strength you had.
Jeonghan was stronger than you at that moment, but he allowed you to handle him with a triumphant smirk on his face. Nothing in existence would make him stop wanting you, damned to hell or not.
Though it made him curious to know. “Do you want to stop wanting me, then?” he leaned his head to his shoulder.
“It would be nice to stop craving you all the time,” you said, sinking your face in the crook of his neck to kiss him.
“Liar,” he grunted, holding your hips as you made a trail of kisses down his beautifully scarred chest. “Even worse, you’re a masochistic one at that.”
The guilty giggle escaping through your lips gave him all the reassurance he needed. You were now soaking up his need for you.
“Gods,” he breathed when your lips reached his hipbone. Your touch would never satiate the craving need inside him, but this night he would at least attempt to.
His fingers tangled in your hair, keeping his grip light but it would become difficult as you gave him a long lick from his ball sack to the tip of his cock. “Fuck,” he gritted, tensing as you wrapped your mouth around the bulbous head of his cock. “Yes, baby, just like that.”
The room fell silent again, but now all that surrounded you and him was lust and bliss. It had your blood revelling, sizzling beneath your skin to take him into your mouth. His fingers thread in your hair, caressing you as you bobbed your head up and down on him, sucking him off eagerly. You were tasting him, not only his skin, his arousal, but his lust. It drove you crazy.
“Gods, I fucking missed you,” he drawled, closing his eyes briefly before he lost all control. He wanted to push his hips, to drive his cock into your throat. But he also wanted to take this patiently.
You explored him with your mouth, just like your hands were exploring his body. Not that his nakedness was new to you, but you had just gone months without touching him. And not for a single second did you forget the taste of him, you also missed him.
But did he miss you the same way you did? Did he crave to hear your voice like you did his?
Your transition from demon to human was painful, and you were throwing it all away in one night. And Jeonghan was willingly letting you feed off his lust, you were relishing the taste of his greed, sucking off the last bit of the self-restraint he had in him.
His fingers curled around your hair, clenching his jaw as he moaned in pure pleasure. He let out a gasp when your tongue swirled around his cockhead. “Keep doing that, baby,” he said languidly, following the movements of your head on him.
A strangled moan bubbled in your mouth, and you followed his command, rolling your tongue around his blunt head.
Jeonghan smirked knowingly. You weakened whenever he treated you with softness, so words like baby drove you crazy. He threw a look down at his body, capturing your eyes, darkened with a lascivious greed that only fueled his. “Touch yourself,” he said with a gruff tone. “I want you to come with me.”
You sneaked a hand between your thighs, moaning salaciously when your fingers stroked your clit.
Jeonghan sighed, blinking slowly at the sight of you, thinking of your drenched pussy, your fingers coated in your arousal as you rubbed fast swirls around your clit. “That’s it, baby, just like that,” he praised, brushing your hair back with his long fingers. “You’re such a good girl for me, you don’t even know it.”
You moaned around his cock again, succumbing to a fast orgasm, your body trembled slightly.
“Coming,” he whispered, his mouth falling open as ropes of cum spurted down your throat, moaning at the sight of you drinking him off completely, licking to the last bead of his cum. You littered the reddened cockhead with sweet pecks trailing down to his shaft, eliciting a raw chuckle from him.
“That was amazing,” he whispered, enjoying the twinkle in your dark eyes upon being praised by him.
Jeonghan sat up, hooking one arm around your waist to throw you back onto the mattress. “Your turn,” he said with a wolfish grin.
You had recuperated the color in your cheeks, but you were still weak enough to fight his strength. You grunted as your head hit the pillows, but returned the smile at him. “You’ll see when I get my strength back.”
“Ooh, scary,” he said, grazing his lips on yours.
“You’ll see,” you remarked.
“Scary baby demon, what are you going to do?” he teased again, kissing the apple of your cheek, his breath caressing your ear.
“I’ll make you suffer,” you mumbled faintly, closing your eyes as his lips reached the underside of your jaw, making you tilt your head back for him.
“I want to see that,” he said mockingly. “Make me suffer.”
You sighed a moan when he kissed your throat, giving you a broad stroke with his tongue, tracing your collarbones. “Jeonghan…”
“Don’t throw another tantrum like that again,” he murmured against your skin, leaving another kiss on the plain of your breasts, before adding, “I’ll be mad at you.”
A spark of wrath got mixed along with greed and lust, it was not new to you, but it was rare.
“It wasn’t a tantrum,” you argued, though your tone was made weak by his lips, his tongue licking one of your nipples, making you arch your back.
He paused, “I don’t care,” he decided at once. “You’re not doing it again.”
“You don’t get to decide what I do, Jeonghan,” you mumbled breathily, moaning as his mouth wrapped around your nipple, suckling at it softly once, then swirling the tip of his tongue around it.
Jeonghan did not respond verbally to your obvious lie. He did not have a say in your choices, but there was a force greater than him or you that tied you to him. So every choice you made, every choice he made, was bound to affect you both.
“How’s your leg?” he asked, moving your thighs gently to slot his waist between them. His fingers traced a circle around the scar that was beginning to form.
“Better,” you sighed.
“Mmn,” he smirked at you, leaning over to kiss your lips. “Will it heal completely by the time I’m done eating you out?”
“Why, are you in a rush?” you quipped, arching an eyebrow at him.
There you were, he smirked. “I ache for you,” he whispered, letting his forehead fall upon yours. The shame coursing through him made you recoil but sensing it, he added quickly: “You have not only starved yourself but starved me with your stupid little plan.”
“You avoided me too,” you accused.
“I know, I was a fool,” he confessed, running his palms all over your body as if he could not do anything else. He sank down, leaving wet kisses down your tummy, his hands palming your breasts, his fingers lingering on your sensitive nipples.
You bit your lip, only in your most crazed fantasies did you dare to imagine him saying this. “You were,” you whispered. “The biggest fool.”
“Uh-huh,” he hummed, kissing your mound generously, his hands grabbing your thighs with the lightest of touches before licking your pussy with a broad stroke.
“Jeonghan!” you cried out, brushing his dark hair gently as he ate you out like a starved man, licking your folds thoroughly, his tongue sliding up to your clit to then suckle at it.
You arched your back, not caring about the light pain throbbing on your thigh. Jeonghan was giving you everything you needed, giving your pussy open-mouthed kisses, drinking your arousal in with pleased moans.
“Fuck-k,” you gritted weakly, letting yourself be swept away by the gentle waves of your orgasm building inside you. “I m-missed you too, Jeonghan,” you mumbled.
He raised his gaze to yours, blinking slowly at you, pressing his tongue on your swollen clit, moving it swiftly in figure-eight motions, driving you to the edge. You gripped the bedsheets with one hand, the other flying to grab at the railings of the headboard.
“I’m close,” you gasped, breathing rapidly, welcoming the pleasure barreling through your body. “I’m close, I’m–, Jeonghan…” you closed your eyes, repeating his name over and over as you climaxed in his mouth.
But Jeonghan was not stopping. He continued making out with your pussy, enjoying the taste of your arousal pooling in your entrance, licking your folds with raunchy moans. His hands held you down as you shook with the aftershocks of your orgasm, caressing your tummy languidly.
“Jeonghan,” you called, shuddering when his hand caressed your thigh as he littered it with kisses.
“See? Healed,” he placed another kiss, right where your scar used to be.
You used your newly regained strength to push him, flipping the positions over so you were now straddling him. You let out a pleased sigh, effortlessly pinning his body down on the mattress.
“I take that you’re all set now,” he smirked, his hands roving all over your thighs.
Gods, you were a sight to behold. Your wings were at full display, resting freely at your sides. Your dark horns, curving back from the crown of your head, were on sight too. That meant you were comfortable around Jeonghan. You trusted him.
“Not yet,” you said, grabbing his hardened cock in one hand, planting the other on his abdomen for support as you eased your pussy down his length.
“Fuck,” Jeonghan gritted, his hands flying to grab your hips as you started rolling them on him.
“What’s wrong, hunter?” you teased, leaning down so your face was close enough to prop kisses on his lips. “Lost your footing?”
“You got me for a second there,” he admitted with a smirk. “Didn’t think you’d recuperate your strength that quickly.”
“Mm, keep that in mind next time you kiss it better,” you said, trapping his bottom lip with your teeth, nibbling it softly.
Jeonghan moaned, your hips picking up the pace mercilessly, knowing the exact pace and motion that drove him insane. He closed his eyes, sighing out the euphoric feeling of being with you, like this, consuming each other.
“It won’t happen again. You’re not doing this to yourself again,” he said with a faint tone.
“You don’t make choices for me,” you retaliated, sinking yourself down on him with pleased sighs, planting your hands on his chiselled chest.
In a blur, Jeonghan grabbed your wrists with one hand flipping your bodies over, pinning your body with his hips on yours, his hand holding your arms above your head. Jeonghan moved his hips slightly, finding your entrance with his hard cock quite effortlessly.
Jeonghan gave a few shallow thrusts, stretching your walls, making your mouth part, giving way to a long moan. “Fuck, Jeonghan,” you groaned lewdly.
“Say it,” he hissed, rolling his hips on yours slowly, but pushing his cock inside you deeper each time he thrusted in. “You won’t do it again.”
“Fuck you,” you gritted, falling deeper into the puddle of pleasure he was slowly submitting you into.
“Say. It,” he commanded, his thrusts gaining strength, becoming harder at each motion of his hips on yours.
You wrestled his grip on your wrists, without using your full strength. “No,” you said with a hollow tone, the pace of his thrusts knocking the wind out of you.
“You fucking brat,” he spat, pressing his face on yours, giving you a hard kiss in the process. “Delusional little demon. Did you think you could get rid of me that easily?”
“Stop,” you gasped, shame heating your cheeks.
Jeonghan released his grip on your wrists, not letting you regain control by grabbing your thighs, throwing them on his shoulders before resuming with his near animalistic thrusts, groaning on your mouth as such, like an animal.
“Jeonghan!” you cried out, his cock reaching inside you deeper… and deeper.
“Did you really think… I’d stop wanting you?” he panted in between his hard thrusts, the strain in his voice telling you how close he was to his release. “I’ll never stop wanting you.”
“Jeonghan…” you moaned.
“Say it.”
“I won’t do it again,” you said, trembling on the bed, reaching out to hold him right before you came undone beneath him.
“That’s it… that’s my girl,” he gasped, his bottom lip parting, releasing a raw grunt. Jeonghan moaned your name as he came, fucking his cum inside you with sloppy thrusts until he stopped, breathing hard on top of you.
Jeonghan eased your legs from his shoulders, deciding to rest his head on your chest. The sound of your heartbeat resonated through his head as he took a long breath. Your fingers caressed his nape lazily, shuddering under him when Jeonghan ran a fingertip on one of your wings.
This made no sense. To Jeonghan, everything had been black and white. His world was rigid, surrounded by unbreakable rules that made him into the person he was until he met you. Now, he was but the shadow of the man he was. He used to hate himself for wanting you. You were the thing he was raised to hate, to kill.
He did everything to keep you away. He bedded other women, he drank himself to sleep to not dream of you, he flew himself to different parts of the world.
And there he was, blissfully nestled in your warmth, in your embrace.
“Would you hate it if I became human?”
“No,” he replied after some seconds. “But I don’t want you to do it because you think that’s going to change something between us. Some things aren’t meant to change.”
“How can you be so sure?” you asked with a tiny tone.
Jeonghan raised his head, curiously looking at you. Even back with full strength, you still clung to some human vulnerability. “I’m not sure,” he confessed. “I don’t understand many things. But I know that changing yourself won’t bring you happiness, only misery.”
“I’m just tired of this,” you said, and it did not matter that you could not cry anymore, he knew that the statement hurt to say.
Jeonghan got to his knees, pulling out of you gently to slump his body next to yours. He took one long look at you, reminiscing of what he felt when he knew you were slipping away. It was fear, that was undeniable, he was too familiar with that feeling. But never like this.
“I don’t know what to say,” he said with a light frown.
“How did you find me, Jeonghan? How did you know I was in trouble?” you dared to ask again, now your words taking another meaning.
Jeonghan paused. “I just did,” he said but rolled his eyes when you saw through his lie. “I felt something.”
“Jeonghan,” you started, your tone reducing itself to a whisper. “There is a reason why we can’t get rid of each other.”
He went rigid, his eyes coasting all over the features of your face.
“Have you ever tried to… kill me?” you asked, hating how your words came off while lying naked next to him.
“You’d know it if I had,” he said, taken aback by your questions. “Why are you asking me this?”
“There is a reason why you can’t kill me,” you said, despite how crazy you were sounding. “I know you’ve felt it…”
Jeonghan sat up on the bed, gripping the bedsheets to steady himself. He felt lightheaded. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“Liar,” you whispered, sitting up next to him.
He ran his hands on his face harshly. “Stop that. This isn’t a game.”
“The last time we saw each other, you felt something,” you pressed, searching his eyes as he faced you.
“It makes no sense,” he whispered dejectedly.
It made perfect sense. The grip that you had on him was unlike anything else he had faced. Time after time he tried to run away, to put distance between you and him. He always found his way back to you somehow, either by greed, by lust or purely by fate. He never knew why, he was bound to you.
“Look at me,” you said, and his gaze found you. “There’s no point in fighting this. I know you’ve tried it before, I tried too.”
“It’s–,”
“Impossible?” you scoffed with a mocking smile.
It was a sick joke. A demon and her hunter. The lamb and the wolf, chasing each other endlessly.
“Is this why you thought becoming human was an option?”
You paused but nodded slowly after some seconds of pondering.
Jeonghan sighed, touching your forehead with his. “That’s a high price to pay,” he whispered.
He knew your next words before you uttered them, “I’m willing to pay it, Jeonghan.”
“I don’t want you to,” he gritted out his words, even if he did not understand, he could not stop fighting it any longer. “I like you the way you are.”
Demon or not, you felt something in your chest, tugging at you. “That’s not the problem,” you shifted back, looking at his confused face.
“I can’t have any ties to anyone,” he said. “Someday I’ll end up dead fighting something stronger and quicker than me.”
“After today’s events, I think it’s clear that I am chased by the same danger.”
“I’ll grow old, and slow,” he added.
“I would too, if I were human. No one would hunt me down,” you countered, not convinced by the obfuscated look on his face. “I wouldn’t have to feed from you.”
“You could die in the process,” he said, and that was the final reason he needed.
“Jeonghan–,”
“No,” he shook his head.
At that, you stopped fighting. You got out of bed, slowly picking up your torn clothes and putting them on without looking back at him.
His heart faltered, looking at you as you sat down on the edge of the bed, next to him. “Don’t go,” he mumbled.
“Give me a reason to stay.”
Jeonghan swallowed his words, taking a last look at your eyes. Something tugged at his heart, urging him to stop you. But you were slipping through the door before he could spring to action.
Fool. He was a fool.
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› author's note: heyyyooooooo
once again i have nothing to say. i just need jeonghan on his knees, begging for forgiveness and mercy
anyway, stay tuned for my next hannieween fest piece!! next post will be loser hannie!! hehe
toodles!
read the next part!!
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heartmilheart · 4 months ago
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FRIENDLY RRIVALRY EPISODE 6 SPOILERS!!
I've just watched episode 6, I loved it (and this time it didn't start in a weird way)
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So she called her princess only because of that? Oh man :(
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IT WAS HER??? I THOUGHT IT WAS YE-RI :0
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The look of love and obsession 🤭
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She looked so annoyed lmao
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I feel kind of bad for her, it's clear that she's always been overshadowed by Jei's looks and success and she would do anything to make sure that she downfalls so she can be the superior one even if only once in her life
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(sorry for the bad screenshot) she slept well because of Seulgi 🤭
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I think the water/sea represents study and the bubble (air) represents the drugs, they make a shield for the students, a shield from the stress of study and the overwhelming it brings
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SO THAT'S WHY SHE GAVE HER ONE TOO
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This is Jei because in one of the previews or whatever they're called she was wearing something like this and it actually makes sense. The origami girl (idk her name sorry) gives the way to purchase the drugs and Jei steals them because her dad works at the hospital.
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JUST KISS ALREADY 😭
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NOOOOO, she did it, she actually accepted the job offer :(
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Is she hallucinating? Did she take too much? I'm scared, I can't wait for tomorrow.
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humaninpogresss77 · 5 months ago
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An important part of any toxic yuri is that both parts are equal bad.
And it seems to be the case for this show.
Jei and Seulgi deserve what is coming for them.
What they are gonna do to each other.
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alienwlw · 1 month ago
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Three Tropes Tag Game!
tagged by @lurkingshan ; thank you this was a lot of fun!!!
The Prompt: Choose three of your favorite QL tropes, and show us three of your favorite examples of each. Doesn't have to be your favorite show, your favorite pair, or your favorite moment - it just has to be a trope you love to see and three great versions of it. [[I ended up doing 4 of each don't ask me why I'm just full of THOUGHTS and couldn't narrow it down]]
1. Opposites Attract
oh no is one of them grumpy and one of them bright do they wear contrasting clothing styles do their seemingly incompatible personalities actually balance each other perfectly do they teach each other new perspectives and new ways to live??? oh no ! !!
wei wuxian & lan wangji (the untamed)
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sam & mon (gap the series)
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god & diew (monster next door)
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togawa & nozue (old fashion cupcake)
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2. Betrayal and Redemption
i specifically want the betrayal to seem irredeemable hoNESTLY i want those girlies on their KNEES making up for what they did i want misunderstandings and mess let's gooo
ming & joe (my stand-in)
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jei & seulgi (friendly rivalry)
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fuyu & itsuki (chaser game w)
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jack & joke (jack & joker)
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3. Obsession/Possession
this one goes out to the toxic yaoi lovers the gremlin apologists i want that yearning to be so fucked up and irrational
vegas & pete (kinnporsche)
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xue yang & xiao xingchen (the untamed)
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jaemin & daon (secret relationships) ; suhyeon & daon too just the butterknife was too iconic jaemin took the top spot here <3
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way & babe (pit babe)
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ming & joe (my stand-in) here they are again; toxic beloveds :''')
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anyway isn't thAT all some fun; tagging @veliseraptor @userjonghyun @moonverus
@nuthong @ameliarating @magicaldreamfox1 @sherrymagic @clairedaring
@thisautistic @taeminie
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gnosiskrp · 1 year ago
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i'm so sorry you're already getting accusatory anons! i'd just like to say i'm so extremely excited for this rp to open, it looks super promising!! if it's not too soon, would the admins mind dropping a few of their mwf and mwms?
𓂃 ⠀ ⟡ ⠀ hiya anon! thank you so much for the encouragement! today is finally the day we open reserves and apps ( check back at 3PM EST )! we got a few asks also asking for a mwf and mwm, so we decided to just answer this one and put them together!
mwf: kim minjeong, ning yizhuo ( aespa ), im jinah ( after school ), kanazawa suzuka ( aratashii gakko!! ), jeon heejin ( artms ), kim jennie, lalisa manobal ( blackpink ), samba fatou diouf, gabriela strassburger dalcin ( black swan ), kim bora ( dreamcatcher ), kim sihyeon ( everyglow ), song hayoung, park jiwon, baek jiheon ( fromis_9 ), cho miyeon, yontararak nicha, yeh shuhua ( (g)i-dle ), jang wonyoung ( ive ), suputtipong anatchaya, shim hyewon ( kiss of life ), kim chaewon ( le sserafim ), kang seulgi, park sooyoung ( red velvet ), sim jayun ( stayc ), kim jihyo, hirai momo ( twice ), choi yoojung, kim doyeon ( weki meki ), lee luda ( wjsn )
mwm: cho seongil, yoon yechan ( 82major ), song mingi, park seonghwa, jeong yunho ( ateez ), han dongmin, kim donghyun ( boynextdoor ), park sunghoon, sim jayun, nishimura riki ( enhypen ), son dongpyo ( mirae ), lee taeyong, nakamoto yuta, leechaiyapornkul chittapon, dong sicheng, kim jungwoo, lee mark, xiao dejun, lee jeno ( nct ), jung wookjin ( onlyoneof ), yoon keeho, hwang intak ( p1harmony ), kohatsu kokoro, saiki weesa ( psychic fever ) jung sungchan, park wonbin ( riize ), wen junhui, hansol vernon chwe ( seventeen ), hwang hyunjin ( stray kids ), lee juyeon, kim sunwoo, sohn youngjae ( the boyz ), choi soobin, huening kai ( tomorrow by together ), shin junghwan ( tws )
actors/soloists/models: bae suji, blue pongtiwat tangwancharoen, byeon wooseok, cho seungyoun ( woodz ), ha sooyoung ( yves ), honda kyoya, jung jinhyeong ( jey ), lee chaemin, lee dohyun, na inwoo, kim sejeong, kim yoojung, win metawin
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promoinfluencer · 8 months ago
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oi!!!! passando aqui para saber se vcs tem uma lista de mwf/mwm
Vou dar a minha lista de rostinhos que tô ansiosa para ver e qualquer coisa nossos outros modinhos vem editar! Como você não especificou uma faixa etária, tentarei indicar de todas as idades.
MWM: Sangyeon, Changmin, Kevin, Juyeon, Sunwoo, Eric (The Boyz), Im Changkyun (Monsta X), Doyoung, Johnny, Jaehyun, Mark, Jeno, Ten, Winwin, Sion (NCT), Eunwoo (Astro), Hoshi, Jun, Wonwoo, The8, DK, Mingyu, Dino (Seventeen), Rowoon (Ator), Nam Yoonsoo (Ator), Byeon Wooseok (Ator), Hanbin (Solista), Leedo (Oneus), Sungchan, Wonbin, Sohee, Anton (Riize), Mingi, San, Seonghwa, Yunho (Ateez), Jiwoong, Hanbin, Zhang Hao, Matthew, Ricky (ZB1), Keeho, Intak, Theo (P1Harmony), Yeonjun, Soobin (TXT), Sunghoon, Jay (Enhypen), Jaehyun, Leehan, Sungho, Taesan (Boynextdoor), Lee Jongwon (Ator), Jey (Solista), Lee Jaewook (Ator)
MWF: Joy, Yeri, Seulgi (Red Velvet), Jennie, Rosé (Blackpink), Yujin, Xiaoting (Kep1er), Kim Sejeong (Atriz), Saerom, Jisun, Jiheon, Chaeyoung (Fromis 9), Miyeon, Minnie, Yuqi (G-idle), Jihyo, Sana, Momo (Twice), Yves (Solista), Jinsoul, Heejin (ARTMS), Minju (Atriz), Doyeon (Atriz), Karina, Ningning, Giselle, Winter (Aespa), Sakura, Chaewon, Yunjin, Kazuha (Le Sserafim), Yeeun (EL7Z UP), Wonyoung, Yujin, Rei (IVE), Yeji, Ryujin, Yuna (Itzy), Sihyeon, Aisha (Everglow), Julie, Natty, Belle (KIOF), Hyunjin, Gowon (Loosemble), Sumin, Isa, Yoon (Stayc), Xinyu, Nakyoung, Sohyun, Nien, Yooyeon (Triple S), Haewon, Sullyoon (NMIXX),Jung Hoyeon (Atriz), Han Sohee (Atriz), Roh Yoonseo (Atriz)
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leet911 · 2 months ago
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don't separate them (I just need them to be happy)
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fluent-in-lesbianism · 4 months ago
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As someone with much greater experience in kdramas than me, would you say there's any chance for Friendly Rivalry to have a positive (or at least hopeful) ending? I won't keep my hopes up for wlw content because even the dream make out session is already more than what I would have expected, but I'd love for both Seulgi and Jei to at least survive this series, even if one or both turn out evil, sick, and twisted (forever team Support Women's Wrongs)
If Friendly Rivalry was on a larger platform, I'd say we didn't stand a chance at anything positive. It wouldn't air period with the little wlw content we've gotten so far. But a smaller streaming production company has it, and they definitely appear to have less censorship restrictions than a larger company. That alone gives me hope for a good ending.
Tbh the Kdrama's I've watched over the years wouldn't have a wlw couple do anything other than hold hands or hug (if there's even a wlw couple at all). I think I've seen one (1) mainstream wlw couple kiss before and that was way back in 2015. Not even SolJiwan got to kiss due to censorship and they were as recent as 2021.
But Friendly Rivalry went and aired two naked girls making out in a bathtub full of bubbles, with one of those naked girls being beloved Kpop star and "Nation's Little Sister", Lee Hyeri (aka Jaeyi) from Girl's Day. Like???? I honestly don't know what the fuck's about to happen 🤣 It's just unprecedented territory for a lot of people including me. I've never seen a show like it outside of the South Korean GLs on youtube. I didn't read the webtoon either, so I can't even say if that had a positive ending.
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sansastarkgf · 1 day ago
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is there anyone active on the friendly rivalry tag?
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hamdeokcomplex · 5 months ago
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mods, mwfcs?
oi meu amor, achou que não iamos responder tão rápido? já estavamos com a resposta na ponta da língua, então aqui está uma lista imensa de ideias de fc para todos os gostos! Aqui a listinha:
Sunmi (solista), Hyejeong, Seolhyun (AOA), Eunji, Bomi, Hayoung (Apink) Sooyoung, Yoona, Seohyun (SNSD), Irene, Seulgi, Yeri (Red Velvet), Jisoo, Jennie, Lisa, Rosé (Blackpink), Son Naeun (ex-Apink), Siyeon, Sua, Handong, Yoohyeon, Gahyun (Dreamcatcher), Mimi, YooA (OMG), Seola, Exy, Bona, Soobin, Luda, Dawon, Eunseo, Yeoreum, Dayoung, Yeonjung (WJSN), Nayeon, Momo, Mina, Jihyo, Dahyun, Tzuyu (TWICE), Saerom, Jiwon Hayoung, Jisun, Seoyeon, Chaeyoung, Nagyung, Jiheon (fromis_9), Soyeon, Minnie, Miyeon, Yuqi, Shuhua (i-dle), Yujin, Xiaoting, Dayeon, Chaehyun, Youngeun, Hikaru, Bahiyyih, Mashiro (Kep1er), Jinsoul, Kim Lip, Haseul, Heejin, Choerry (ARTMS), Vivi, Hyujin, Gowon, Hyeju (Loossemble), Eunha, Sinb (VIVIZ), Sakura, Chaewon, Yunjin, Kazuha (Le Sserafim), E:U, Sihyeon, Yiren, Aisha (Everglow), Moon Sua, Suhyeon, Haram, Tsuki, Sheon (Billie), Goeun, Dosie, Ireh, Yuki, Chaein, Swan (Purple Kiss) Chloe Young, Emma, HU’E, Yunseo, (BADVILLAIN) Julie, Natty, Belle (Kiss of Life), Karina, Winter (Aespa), Youi, Lara (Dreamnote), Yeji, Lia, Chaeryeong, Yuna (ITZY), Sieun, Sumin, Isa, Seeun, Yoon (Stayc), Mayu, Xinyu, Nakyoung, Sohyun, Dahyun, Nien, Seoyeon, Jiyeon, Kotone,  (triple s), Yujin, Gael, Rei, Wonyoung (IVE), Sangah, Chowon, Nayoung, Hina, Juhyeon, Yujeong (lightsum), Wooyeon, Nana (Woo!Ah), Ruka (BABYMONSTER), Haewon, Sullyoon, Lily, Bae (NMIXX), Hanni, Minji (NewJeans), Jurin, Chisa, Hinata (XG), Rio, Maya, Ayaka, Mayuka (NiziU), Seoi, Riina, Hwiseo, Yel (H1-KEY) Soojin, Monday, Jihan (Weekly), Hana, Rona, Ririka (ILY:1), Chungha, Soojin, Kwon Eunbi, Chuu, Yves, Bibi, Yena, Chaeyeon, Jo Yuri, You Dayeon (solista) Somin, Jiwoo (Kard), Lee Mijoo, Krystal Jung, Suzy, Kim Sejeong, Jang Gyuri, Kim Minkyeung, Kim Doah, Kim Bomin, Jung Chaeyeon, Ahin, Zhou Jieqiong, Doyeon, Lucy (ex-weki meki), Ryu Dain, Kang Naeon Ji Hyewon, Roh Jeongeui, Jang Dabin, Jang Dan-a, Shin Seulki, Han Yulri, Kang Hyewon, Hina Yoshihara, Han Sohee, Go Minsi.
Shownu, Minhyuk, Joohoney, Kihyun (Monsta X), Baekhyun, Chanyeol, D.O, Sehun, Kai (EXO), Hwang Minhyun (ex-Nu’est), BM, Jseph (Kard), Lee SeungHyub (N.Flying), Woosung (The Rose), Inseong, Dawon, Taeyang, Zuho, Hwiyoung, Chani (SF9), Mark Tuan, Jackson, Bambam (GOT7), Young K, Dowoon (DAY 6), Jung Jaewon (solista), Ha Sungwoon (solista), Hongseok (Pentagon), Han SeungWoo, Sejun, Choi Byungchan (VICTON), S.Coups, Mingyu, Wonwoo, Vernon, DK, Joshua, Hoshi, Dino, Jun, The8 (Seventeen), Jaehyun, Winwin, Jungwoo, Mark, Renjun, Jeno, Jaemin (NCT), Sion, Riku, Yushi (NCT Wish), Yangyang, Xiaojun (WAYV) V, Namjoon (BTS), Jacob, Kevin, Younghoon, Hyunjae, Juyeon, Ju Haknyeon, Eric (THE BOYZ), Kim Jiwoong, Sung Hanbin, Zhang Hao, Seok Matthew, Ricky (ZB1), Seonghwa, Yunho, Mingi, San, Wooyoung (ATEEZ), Lee Know, Changbin, Hyunjin, Han, Seungmin, I.N (Stray Kids), Beomgyu, Taehyun, Huening Kai (TXT), Keeho, Theo, Jiung (P1Harmony), Jay, Heeseung, Jungwon, Sunoo (Enhypen), Jaehyun, Sungho, Riwoo, Taesan, Leehan (boynextdoor), E-chan, Heechan, Lune, Junseo (DKB), Keita, Park Hanbin, Lee Jeonghyeon, Yoo Seungeon, Ji Yunseo (EVNNE), Shotaro, Sungchan, Wonbin, Sohee, Anton (Riize), Seunghan (solista), Kentaro Sakaguchi, Park Yuri, Yook Sungjae, Baekho, Rowoon, Woodz, B.I, Mika Hashizume, Jey, Cha Eunwoo, Joong Archen, Boss Chaikamon, Jeff Satur, Kim Dohoon, Lee Jungha, Lee Chaemin, Shin Hyunseung, Lee Wonjung, Lee Minjae, Woo Dohwan, Lee Dohyun, Lee Jaewook.
Não sei se faltou algum, mas se quiserem sugerir também só dar reply que acrescentamos!
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edit: "listinha", a mod annika diz... "listinha"... são dois godzillas de sugestões, isso sim! — mod odette
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