#Pain Behaviour

[senorboombastic]

This One Song… Dermabrasion on Goblin Dance

Tell you what – we love hearing from artists when things go right. We equally love hearing from artists when things go dreadfully wrong. A song that was a piece of piss, written in 20 minutes? Or years in the making and a bastard to write? Whether it’s a song that came together through great duress or one that was smashed out in a short amount of time, we’re getting the lowdown from some of our…

[iwasbored777]

She's already begun to match his freak

[nechto221b]

[lauraneedstochill]

Viserys I Targaryen and his brother Daemon vs Aegon II Targaryen and his brother Aemond

🔪 inspired by this post:

[also, if I may add: Daemon taking a chance to acknowledge his brother’s pain and offer him some comfort, even if only in a dream vs Aemond who completely disregarded Aegon’s pain of losing a child who was brutally murdered because of Aemond’s actions] + here’s another parallel 🔪

[timblrdrake]

Dick just made fun of me for liking his tumblr posts by calling it “fan behavior”

dude. yeah literally. how do you think i got here

[allimili]

A Creator's Love.

[fumumaru]

When it comes to ameripan and amechu I know it's popular to make Japan and China look like young almost baby-faced guys but I genuinely enjoy the ship more when it's so obvious they're old men in comparison to America

[goddessofroyalty]

When I have the time for my mind to wander currently I keep coming back to thinking about Viktor the first few weeks after Naph is born.

I think Viktor is the kind to dissociate after birth. His body was pushed a bit to its limits getting him and the baby through the pregnancy and even though the birth itself goes relatively smoothly (whether it ends up being a c-section or not) it marks the end of 9 months of additional discomfort and fatigure and generally not having a good time (and is, you know, still childbirth). So Viktor kind of mentally checks out a bit as he recovers and Jayce really steps up looking after Naph while he does.

And while Jayce definitively has no problems with that being what's happening Viktor still probably feels guilty about it. Especially in the Zaun Family verse because Silco had horrendous deliveries and yet immediately was a very attentive parent. So attentive that Vander would struggle to get to get time with his baby the first couple of weeks. Viktor knows despite the pain and shock Silco was in from their births he was still feeding them every two hours, getting up to get them if they cried, and dealing with their older siblings as well.

Meanwhile Viktor winces when Naph cries even though Jayce is the one jumping up to go get their son and settle him again, watches Jayce feed and change Naph and pace around the room while Viktor remains in bed still struggling to make it to the bathroom, has to have his baby brought to him if he wants to hold him. And it's not even like he had that difficult of a delivery.

Jayce is being so patient about it as well. Taking the lead with looking after Naph without any complaint. Being so attentive to Viktor and his recovery as well despite Viktor being a bit tense and frosty. And while Viktor is very grateful for it he also feels guilty that it's all resting on Jayce's shoulders - they're meant to be partners in all things and right now Jayce is doing all the work.

The guilt fades as he does recovery and feel more like himself again and more able to help with Naph's care as a result. But those early days are rough on him emotionally.

[kralierror404]

Im insane i literally look at my faves birthday on those “your month your” things and TIK TOK THIS WAS VILEEEE

[edwin--charles]

Charles almost got scared

[stupidlittlespirit]

You defend Ford a lot, which is fine he needs a lot of defending. But do you think he's still got faults? With his ego and stuff.

Oh of course.

I say a lot that he's not at fault for turning out the way he did, but that doesn't mean the way in which he exacted his behaviour was faultless. You're still responsible for hurting people, no matter the reason behind it.

He isn't inherently a bad person because he knows he's done wrong and he regrets and apologises for it. It's up to the people that he hurt to forgive him and they tell us themselves that they don't think that he's a bad person for the way he acted.

I do believe that he got very sick (probably isolation sickness plus obsessive tendencies, combined with other poor mental health issues and then Bill's horrendous abuse making all of those things a million times worse) and became too unwell to be helped by people who weren't capable of dealing with such intense illness. He kept a lot to himself and that didn't help, either. He's an S-tier repressor.

I also believe the characters that he is linked to (Stan, Fidds) knew that and that contributed to their accepting of his apology. They knew it wasn't really the true version of the person they cared so deeply for doing those things, but was actually his illnesses and outside influences. Doesn't mean Ford wasn't in the wrong or that they weren't hurt, though.

So yeah, ultimately, he has a lot of faults and those faults die hard, but they don't make him a bad person and it's very tone deaf to examine those faults in a vacuum without considering the context in which they occur :)

[iputbigsnake]

I'm not ready to commit to this yet !!! But I WILL hold a vigil at your bedside in a hospital and then go find out who did this to you to the point of being accused of harassment. But nope !! not ready to commit yet haha ... lisa swain you fucking moron affectionate

[yansurnummu]

I haven't really been around here as much as I would like lately, sorry! I had a more serious back injury (I'm mostly ok now?) and I got swamped with irl stuff. I hope to maybe have time for art again soon but I really can't say with the now backlog of stuff I still have to do 😭

[tooth-com]

No wonder those bitches were crazy😔

I need the Tulpar crew sleeping in and being well rested 4K HD

[immortalsins]

he's in my room one last time

[not-poignant]

May 2025 Writing Round-Up

Here’s the monthly round-up of everything written and posted in May 2025!

Here’s the chapters that were released:

Underline the Black 115

Underline the Black 116

Underline the Black 117

Underline the Black 118

Smoke in Autumn 11

Constellations 18 (END)

Underline the Red 09

Underline the Red 10

Underline the Red 12 (Augus + Gwyn Tier+)

Underline the Red 13 (Augus + Gwyn Tier+)

Second Star to the Right 03 (Gary+Efnisien Tier+)

Chapter Commentary - Underline the Blue - 20 (Mosk+Eran Tier)

Chapter Commentary - Underline the Blue - 21 (Mosk+Eran Tier)

FANFICTION

A Stain that Won't Dissolve 58

A Stain that Won't Dissolve 59

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All Patreon early access chapters are mirrored at Ream for those who prefer Stripe / other payment options.

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I wrote a modest 33,936 words (9 chapters) in May, across Underline the Black and Palmarosa.

It's been a rough month with Tobermory and his pain levels, resulting in him needing some Ketamine for pain and now needing compounded Amantadine on top of his other pain meds. As a result I didn't write quite as many chapters as I wanted to. I wanted to get the Palmarosa chapter up, but that will come in June instead. (10 chapters a month in April, not including the early access chapters, is still nothing to sneeze at! And definitely not sustainable, lol, but fun for now :D )

Due to finishing writing Underline the Black, that will now be updated four times a month instead of three until it finishes!

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