#Pr/De

[selfoncemore]

Ok so this finished literally 5 mins ago (I am going to queue this up for a random time though) but I am having thoughts.

I have been engaging in some softcore pet play with a person, it started with me jokingly calling them puppy once and I think you can see how that snowballed into softcore pet play.

In the beginning (aka like 4 days ago) it was just me jokingly calling them puppy a few times, but then that evolved into teasings and "good boy"-ings, and then to them asking me for a list of things they should do to get the praise and you can fill in the blanks.

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I have learned that while giving praise it alright, it is more fun to degrade someone.

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And then, tonight. It was already a lot of things today, various teasings and such, but then it started getting more… charged. I have new names to call them now. And then the … sexting (???) started.

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Exchanging photos is never a good idea. Don't do that. Don't ask anyone for photos. Don't give photos.

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They made it clear they like praise, that's fine, I can praise people. Though it is very easy to run out of things to say, I did that and just started repeating myself but with different nouns.

They also liked light bullying. That I could do better. I am good at berating people. It comes to me more naturally then I expected. I did hold myself back, they made it clear they didn't want me to be mean. I could have gone harder on the bullying if they would have wanted that.

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I am more of a dom then first realized.

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I instructed them on what to do. That was the hardest part. Coming up with ideas. It ended up being a very simple thing, I didn't have the motivation, energy, or knowledge of what they would want to be comfortable pushing it more.

Doming is exhausting. All I did was say some words but I am drained. The "a lot of things today" already took most of my energy. Dear reader, it is not a good idea to do this on so little energy.

Ratings come early today. I have other things to talk about.

Praising - 5/10 - Unfortunately not really for me. I was content with doing it because they enjoyed it so much.

Degrading - 8/10 - Quite fun. I have learned I like seeing people squirm.

Orgasm Control (because to be clear, that was what I was doing) - 4/10 - I will get into this after the ratings.

General Doming - 9/10 - Very fun, extremally exhausting. I have a theory that it would be more fun if I had any idea what I was doing.

I'm scared.

I'm scared of what they think this means.

Despite my seemingly low rankings I did have fun. But I could tell they were more into it then I was. We've been through this before. Not this but this. We've done this before and we both know it didn't end well.

I'm scared that they'll think I would be willing to do this in different circumstances.

I am aegosexual. They know this. I'm not sure how much of that they understand. This whole experience also helped me find my own boundaries when it comes to sex. I am fine with it in hypothetical fantasies, in one sided fantasies, and in situations where I am far enough removed away from my body. In this case, the text format helped remove me enough. Whoever was doing that was not really me but a part of me. I felt comfortable enough to do that because it wasn't me who was doing it, but another me. I don't know how far the border lasts until it is stretched to thin.

I'm scared that they think this is something.

After we finished, we went into aftercare. When this happened, I felt more like me again. It was weird. I did my normal thing. I am the caretaker in almost all situations. I reminded them to get water, find something to eat, possibly bathe later. That was normal that was fine. But they continued the roleplaying into the aftercare. That I was there, I touched them, just a holding of hands. I felt awful. The idea of touching a person in a semi-intimate matter, when it was me doing the touching, not something I am piloting, It makes me feel sick. I hate the feeling of skin.

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I am touch adverse.

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I'm scared what assumptions they have.

We are somewhat open about sex. We know we both have kinks, just not the specific details. During the scene, I was instructing them on how to touch themself. I also had control over when they would orgasm. I cannot orgasm. I've known this for a while. I have never told anyone this because it is no ones business. When doing this I came to terms with the fact that others can orgasm (dear readers, I thought it was a mythical idea that only came to the likes of the actors in pornos for far to long). They will have assumptions of me. They assumed I was participating physically during the scene. I was not. Not really. They have assumptions about me I don't want to shatter. But if I want to be content in any way, they will need to be broken.

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To my Ever Ending Patron. Who I have neglected. I give you a fear. A bad memory. A guilt. Something that can never be stable.

And so, enter: a beginners guide to faking your death.

Something we swore never to repeat and something we will attempt to pull ourself from.

[rain-and-jellyfish]

i see people talking about how proseka made an entire 2d model for mizuki’s back in mizu5 but OF COURSE THEY DID OF COURSE THEY DID OF COURSE THEY DID HOW MANY TIMES HAS MIZUKI BEEN SHOWN FACING BACKWARDS AS A MOTIF OF HER RUNNING AWAY AND TURNING AWAY AND AVOIDING THINGS AND BEING UNABLE TO FACE THINGS

YEAH GUYS PRETTY OFTEN GUYS PRETTY OFTEN

[brian-kinney-apologist]

sam reid is so kind 🫶🫶

[satoshy12]

Arkham Baby Danny

Danny was sent to Arkham Asylum after being found de-aged by a group of private Ghost Hunters.

The G.I.W. was smart enough not to touch him. It was very bad PR and similar, and they would have more problems from the public and similar and all the organizations who would attack them.

But these Ghost Hunters didn't think much about it; they would just send the "Meta" to Arkham until he was old enough for a buyer. It's not like among the crazy it would be something bad; they take care of him. until the lab is ready to cut him open and sell him.

Well, someone should tell the hunters that while the inmates are crazy, even they knew something was wrong. The ghost hunters had no idea, as the staff put them in Arkham as inmates too. The poor four Ghost Hunters were hated by inmates and staff alike and didn't survive the first few days.

While that time Danny formed an unlikely alliance with the inmates and still was planning his escape. True the inmates didn't fully understand him, but Freeze liked to show the child ice sculpture and Bane and rest playing Poker with Danny.

The Arkham Asylum Guards like Aaron Cash had no idea what to do with the toddler and just waited for Batman and Gordon. If you have a problem, wait for Batman. He should know what to do with them.

Well as Batman came, Danny had escaped through the ventilation shaft. As Danny remembered he was kidnapped, he would miss this place and people but time to leave back to Amity Park. Danny was out of Arkham, time to find a way home. In this new city, how hard can it be.

[puppetmaster13u]

Prompt 80

 So Dan knows that there’s heroes that have gone back in time, he’s aware of that fact. But he doesn’t exactly care and has more important things to worry about. Like the fact that Danny and Ellie are now three years old, right when he’s moving, though maybe that’s a blessing in disguise seeing as the GIW are searching for them in Amity. 

  But still, he has more important things to worry about than the speedster vibrating five feet away from him. Like making sure Ellie and Danny are alright to visit (ugh) Peepaw Clocky while he goes to work. 

  Ms. Mercy is not messing around, which he appreciates in a workspace, but he has to wait for another opening in the daycare before he can bring his, as far as everyone else is aware, siblings who he got emergency custody of. 

  What with how Jazz is interning in Gotham, they figured Metropolis would be safer. Now if the speedster would stop following him, he would really appreciate it. He’s literally just an intern under Ms Mercy as an assistant, not even one of the scientists, and it’s not like his timeline of the end of the world exists anymore! 

[vigilskept]

in my beautiful and true vision, a newly crowned alistair with cousland’s encouragement offers a royal pardon to tabris for the murder of vaughan kendells and it’s the worst fight they’ve ever had

[corrupcionenpr]

Los federales solicitaron al gobierno de Puerto Rico las direcciones de 6,000 inmigrantes sin documentos que sacaron licencia de conducir aquí, para ubicarlos, arrestarlos y deportarlos. El gobierno, hasta la publicación de esta nota, no ha respondido

[mxadrian779]

Blessed Pride to all the children of God's Rainbow! ♥

[marprsblog]

[imnotadogiswear]

If Ubisoft won't give us more modern day info then I think we should make AMA's of modern assassins/templars. I'm reading an AMA of an animal researcher and I keep imagining a templar talking about their work on the animus project.

[rain-and-jellyfish]

mizu5 whats that ???? theyre married

[lobuenodepuertorico]

Puerto Rico, la riqueza de su bella cultural y su grandeza de su música

Nos criamos tan colonizados por los Estados Unidos que esa música siempre fue considerada “charra.” Cuando empiezas a conocer la verdadera historia de Puerto Rico, es cuando empiezas a amar la cultura, la bandera y las riquezas de la patria Borincana.

[imninahchan]

nininha por favor nunca pare de escrever para o nosso velho do inss francês, você é minha maior fonte quando se trata deste homem e eu amo tudo o que você escreve

amgs se vcs soubesse no quanto eu penso nele ele viria exclusivamente no primeiro avião direto só pra me comer POR PENA

[asofterepilogue]

Quand Mélenchon parle de deux tentatives d'assassinat/attentat et que la journaliste, dans toute sa supposée neutralité, sous-entend qu'il exagère, ça devrait toutes nous inquiéter. Qu'on l'aime ou pas, il n'a jamais rien fait qui sorte du "cadre républicain". Il ne propose rien de révolutionnaire, il n'appelle pas à l'insurrection, il n'exhorte pas à la violence. Il a eu quelques phrases condamnables et à condamner, mais pas particulièrement pires que les sorties répétées d'autres politiciens à qui on ne fait pas un procès médiatique.

La seule chose qui le distingue du reste de la troupe des bavardeurs, c'est qu'il défend des idées de gauche avec cohérence (et, à mon sens, avec conviction), là où la gauche acceptable ne propose que des rustines sans aucun lien et sans vision. Et malgré ce que peuvent crier les médias, il les a défendues avec assez de verve pour séduire beaucoup de personnes en un temps assez court comparé aux autres partis de gauche.

Et donc parce qu'il est le seul à gauche qui soit une "menace" crédible pour le statu quo actuellement, il est urgent et nécessaire de le diaboliser, quitte à prétendre que des tentatives d'assassinat pour des idées politiqus somme toute banales, ça ne vaut même pas une mention.

[corrupcionenpr]

Congresistas estadounidenses están presionando al presidente Trump para que otorgue la independencia a Puerto Rico para "ahorrarle" a EEUU $617 mil millones.

Según el diario británico DailyMail, existe incluso un borrador de orden ejecutiva —a la espera de ser firmada— sobre cómo EEUU pudiera hacer la transición de la isla hacia la independencia.

De ser cierto, esto confirmaría lo que varios sectores políticos en Puerto Rico llevan años denunciando: Estados Unidos —con independencia de la administración de turno— NO tiene ningún interés en hacer de Puerto Rico un Estado; su único interés ha sido siempre mantener el estatus colonial para su explotación. 👇🏻

[the-breath-in-air]

I keep seeing folks saying they want to see, like, an actual concert tour for Lestat or have him release an album or have him do a press tour and go on Hot Ones, etc. etc. Like all that between now and the release of season 3.

And while that'd all be fun I think folks have perhaps forgotten that actual human person Sam Reid is going to be kinda busy filming season 3? Also, y'know...living his life...