#QuietCrying

[alonemanhere]

EXHAUSTED

Somewhere along the way, I stopped expecting good things. I smile less. I dream less. Everything feels like just surviving — not living. And the truth is… I’m tired. Not just physically. I’m tired in a way that sleep can’t fix. It feels like hope is fading, little by little.

[orbitingreality]

Emotional Archive

I cried in my dream again. Screamed, cracked, split in half— but in class, I was a statue. One tear tried to crawl out, but I swallowed it whole. I forgot it happened… until one memory unlocked the flood.

—we store pain like old books, but one touch and it all reads back.

[shan1aaa]

2023-2025 (bottom to top) re-draw of my nightwing oc quietcry. I wanted to change his design n colors cuz the original is lowkey boring imo... so i did!! hope u like it guys!!

(playing around with the background.... )

[tongueeatingparasite]

I don't understand why people say it's "never too late to do X" because it's clearly too late to do some things. And doing things young is important.

I never had a father. Even if I respected males enough to have one in my life, I'd never be able to have the experience of having a father as a child. Found family isn't real family, because it's not one that I've known forever. Even if I had a "father" now, I wouldn't have had one then.

I never grew up with anyone who loved me. My mother was nice sometimes, but she was very determined in teaching me to hate maleness and love women and I doubt she loved me beyond those few nice moments. My sister was nice but she's low-functioning autistic and so volatile that my quietcrying would overwhelm her. I didn't have friends because I inherited my hatred of maleness so I was violent towards boys, and girls thought I was bad like every other male in my classes. Even if people love me when I'm good for them, they didn't love me then.

I never learned how to walk properly. Once I learned to toddle, I was fine. I tried to learn on my own after that and it didn't work. My hips are fucked up because my improvised walk ruined them. Even if I learned now, I'm still broken. I didn't learn then.

I never had any of the experiences any kid who grew up to be worth something has ever had. I was too angry around males to have guy friends, I was too shy and overwhelmed by divinity to have girl friends. I was never held by my mother, I spent most of my life isolated from her unless I did bad. I never had "the talk" or any talk so I cried the first time someone told me what sex was because it sounds so violent and evil to put my orchids inside of a woman.

I have friends now, there's people who call me good on the internet and i love women :) but I've missed every opportunity I missed out on forever and I will never get it back.

All of those things are too late to happen any way else. Other things are too late to happen at all. It's absolutely too late to have parents who like me or have friends in person or learn new things or change my mind or be happy or transition young enough or be worth something.

The present's based on where I've been. If I've been nowhere, how can anything that's happened to me lead me somewhere? It's absolutely too late for things to happen the way they should have.

[badlands75]

Badlands75RT @quietcry: @RexChapman Titanic 2 https://t.co/PKal8BfRBC

Titanic 2 pic.twitter.com/PKal8BfRBC

— Rob Potylo (@quietcry) September 5, 2020

from Twitter https://twitter.com/Badlands75 September 05, 2020 at 05:04PM via IFTTT

[stange-galaxy]

Check out @quietcry’s Tweet: https://twitter.com/quietcry/status/1090311778423078913?s=09

[dmvnetwork]

1/24: Vermin Supreme, Rob Potylo, Maximum Zero + Movie Screening

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