#SOME FUCKING DAYYYYYYYY!!!!!

[borom1r]

someday I’ll have enough money to buy the Asmus Boromir + Faramir + Aragorn figures…….. someday…………….

[the-real-chuuya]

AUGHHHHB I HATE VALENTINES DAYYYYYYYY. THERES THIS ONE COUPLE AT MY SCHOOL THAT ARE FUCKING INSUFFERABLE AND I HOPE THEY FIND OUT THEYRE RELATED (defo not jealous that I’m impossible to desire romantically) CRUSH CULTURE MAKES ME WANNA SPILL MY GUTS OUTTTT I KNOW WHAT YOURE DOING TRYNA GET ME TO PERSUE YAAAA (you should listen to Conan gray)

- (reformed) biting anon

I’m probably drinking some wine on Valentine’s Day

[laffy-taffy-creations]

Dayyyyyyyy....fourteen? DAY FOURTEEN!!!!!

This fic was cross-posted on AO3 here

Burning it Down, Starting Fresh

Flare | Water Inhalation | "Just hold on"

Fandom: My Hero Academia

Words: 1,525

Warnings: burning building, overexertion, hospitalization

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It was 2PM, I got the text.

[Vee]

[Get here]

[NOW]

My brother never texted me during school hours, let alone telling me to go to the school. Usually he tried to keep me as far away from his friends as possible, to help protect our secret.

This was serious.

Needless to say I didn't give a shit about security alarms or changing out of costume, I portalled myself to the campus instantly.

When I got there it was easy to see why he'd texted me that.

The building was on fire.

The fucking school was on fire.

Of the crowd gathering around the front I instantly ran directly into the thick of it, searching for him.

Please be okay, please be okay…

I found him. Sitting with a few other students, scanning the crowd.

"Oh thank fuck you're safe!" I shouted, going for a hug instantly. He held up his arms slightly giving me the space to hug him properly.

"Clo, where were you."

"I was at the base, and then you texted me out of nowhere telling me to 'get here NOW' and I almost had a heart attack. Where's Izuku, did he make it out safe too?" I asked, releasing him to look around.

"He's fine, he got out. I don't know where he is, but he is out," he said, showing me his phone where he was actively texting Deku.

A huge wave of relief washed over me. "Good, perfect…" I started looking around again. "Where are all the pros?"

"Noone knows, they just disappeared. Probably dealing with whoever used a flare and caused that." He pointed towards the still burning building.

My heart almost stopped.

"There's still kids in there."

"What?"

"My power can detect it there's still fucking kids in there-"

"Clover you better not be thinking what I think you are!"

"Nii-san, get me a waterbottle." I pointed to some of the students around us, "you guys! Do any of you have a water bottle?"

"Clover you are not fucking doing this." He gripped me arm like that would stop me as a random kid handed me their waterbottle.

I thanked them and got out my multi-purpose strip of cloth from my vest. Soaking it in water, I handed the bottle back and tied the fabric around my nose and mouth.

"Clover!" he shouted as I yanked myself free from his grip.

"NOBODY GOES IN OR OUT AFTER ME, GOT IT‽" I shouted before sprinting towards the doors. I didnt have much time to focus on it but I did hear what sounded like someone sealing the doors with a quirk. Good.

I ran to the locker rooms first. There was likely groups of kids hiding out in those.

And there was.

I found a group of about 7 girls in their locker room and 10 boys hiding in theirs. Ushering all of them into my portals was no easy feat.

Next stop was the bathrooms. Those would also likely yield good results with kids still trapped in here.

I found 2 girls and a boy hiding out in the first one. 3 boys in the next. A little and their caretaker in the next.

I rounded up a total of maybe 50 or so by the time my legs started burning from running and the heat was getting to me.

Keep fucking going, there's still students trapped. We can handle a little heat.

5, 2, 3, 3, 4, 2.

Most of them had at least found someone to hide with until rescuers showed up.

2, 3, 2, 1, 1, 3.

My lungs hurt. I made a stop at a bathroom to run the cloth under the sink again and prayed I didn't inhale too much smoke during.

1, 2, 2, 1, 4.

A part of the ceiling fell down in front of me. My time's running out.

3, 2, 1, 1, 2.

I ran through all the classrooms on the current floor again just to check before moving onto the next.

3, 3, 1, 2, 1.

Two more floors cleared.

There was more falling things each passing minute. The rising heat weakening the building. It was closer and closer to collapse.

I had made it through the whole building.

Why can I still sense someone.

Why can I still sense someone.

I panicked. Was it the smoke and heat getting to me? Was my quirk lying? Had I not looked properly?

I ran through the whole building again, nothing.

I can still sense you.

I ran back up several flights of stairs, pushing down the absolute pain in my legs and lungs.

I won't leave without you. Just hold on.

And I didn't. I found them. In a classroom, under a piece of ceiling that had fallen.

I opened up my portal.

"ONE OF YOU, I NEED ONE OF YOU TO HELP HIM THROUGH THE PORTAL!" I shouted, doing my best to lift the debris and keep it from crushing him in my weakened state.

One of the girls ran forward and picked him up, carrying him through the portal. Someone else gave a thumbs up. I closed it.

And almost collapsed.

C'mon Clo, final stretch. We just need to get ourselves out now.

I picked myself up. Home stretch. My legs were about to give out. I refused.

Running, running. I couldn't sense anyone but me in the building. 124. Not bad for a villain.

I finally made it to the front entrance and slammed through the doors and the ice barricading it.

I vaguely remembered something involving Kat's classmates and an ice power.

I stumbled forward, having brute forced my way through the ice. I almost fell but I was caught.

"Good gods nii-san, what on earth were you thinking‽" I heard the angry yet worried tone of my brother.

I coughed a bit, and he undid my makeshift smoke mask. Fresh air hit my lungs and it never tasted so sweet.

I pulled together some of my remaining strength to reopen the portal, and let all the kids I'd just saved out.

"Building… collapse… no one else…" I tried. My voice was raw.

"NOBODY ELSE GO IN THE BUILDING, IT'S ABOUT TO COLLAPSE. THERE'S NO ONE ELSE INSIDE!" my brother shouted.

I sunk into his embrace. Just a quick moment of rest.

"Still… not… done…"

"Vee if you think I'm letting you do anything after fucking scaring me like that…" His voice was shaky. I realized he had probably been crying.

'How long was I in there?'

It hurt too much to talk in any way other than my quirk now.

"20 minutes."

No wonder he's hugging me so tightly.

'I'm sorry. I didnt mean to scare you like that.'

"You fucking owe me for a scare like that Clo."

I know he was trying to sound angry, but I also heard relief.

'Breathe Katsuki. I'm safe.'

He took a deep breath. I forced myself out of his arms so I could look at the building that was UA. Holy shit it's wrecked…

"What are you thinking?"

It sounded harmless enough, but I knew my brother and my brother knew me. The question he was asking was really 'What are you planning on doing? What are you thinking will solve this? What are you gonna do?'

I held a finger to my lips and took a deep breath in, mustering some of my quirk and blew, extinguishing the building in one fell swoop. It took more energy than it felt like it should've.

Many people were looking at the previously-burning building in awe. I remembered the kids, they were probably all out now.

I stumbled over to my portal just to check.

No one inside.

I closed it.

I was ready to collapse, but I still wasn't done.

"Clo, what the fuck are you doing?" I got asked for the umpteenth time in the last 30 minutes.

I made my way over to the building. Resting a hand on the outer wall, the building wanted to be whole. It didn't want to be damaged.

I would not let it continue to be damaged.

Summoning the last of my strength, and gods did it take everything I had, I called upon my strongest power.

The ability to make reality bend the knee. Fix this building and everything inside it. Undo the damage from the flames.

It was magical. Swirls of colourful energy came from my hand, came from me and remedied all the burning, the collapsed architecture, everything done by the fire.

I would've loved to see it had I not been on the verge of passing out.

I finished mending all that had been marred and stepped back.

I coughed up void instantly, body convulsing as I fell to the ground and passed out.

----《 ¤ 》----

I woke up in a hospital.

I groaned at the bright lights.

"For fuck's sake nii-san…" I heard through a shaky voice and sniffles.

I opened my eyes. My brother.

"I really… owe you for… a bigger scare… like that, huh?"

He didn't respond. No snarky remarks, so witty comeback. Just reaching forward and giving my hand a squeeze while nodding.

[grussell63]

I was tagged by the wonderful @theizzyryder 💚

1. Why did you choose your url?

merc george was hot and i needed an url change

2. Any side blogs?

just some saved urls

3. How long have you been on tumblr?

2011

4. Do you have a queue tag?

no im lazy i don't queue stuff

5. Why did you start your blog in the first place?

started with a 1D blog and this one started in 2012 as a 5sos blog and then became a marvel blog and here we are

6. Why did you choose your icon/pfp?

cowboy daniel, enough said

7. Why did you choose your header?

daniel, enough said

8. What’s your post with the most notes?

probably some marvel post idk

9. How many mutuals do you have?

idk?

10. How many followers do you have?

6.5k

11. How many people do you follow?

like 500? most of them inactive but i don't want to unfollow lmao

12. Have you ever made a shitpost?

all day every dayyyyyyyy

13. How often do you use tumblr each day?

depends on the day, but i am always watching

14. Did you have a fight/argument with another blog once?

yeh, fuck @punkroella, she a bitch

edit: oh and i fought a boomer once

15. How do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts?

idc, i usually just rb what i want

16. Do you like tag games?

i don't mind them, i'm just vibing

17. Do you like ask games?

yessss

18. Which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

i don't think tumblr famous is a thing, this is a shithole and we're all rats

19. Do you have a crush on a mutual?

all of you <333

I tag: @russell-63 @nickynutellatifi @watermelonseb @iwillfightdannyric @punkroella

[tellywoodtrash]

immj2 27.10.20 lb

blah blah chachi and aryan bakchodi, i am honestly so tired of them.

GODDDDDDDDDDDD RIDDHIMA DIDN'T THROW THE CHIP INTO THE FIRE PROPERLYYYYYYYYYYYYY AND NOW THEY HAVE IT UGHHHHHHHHHHH

idhar ishani is like normally wife husband ke saath car mein jaati hai toh aagey baithke jaati hai. tum pehli ho jo dickey mein baith ke jaati ho.

this one's getting a little too cocky, having survived sar pe danda and death like 4 times today.

lmao i'm not even mad at ishani these days. she and kabir are the only entertainment i have around here. she gives me svetlana vibes.

also i am liking this protective side she has for vansh. she knows riddhima is shady and here to hurt him in some way and wants to fuck her up for that reason (ofc, in addition to the cardinal sin of not being in the same tax bracket as the raisinghanias.)

i feel like i've seen anika in like...... all these outfits.

vansh pulling a tej singh oberoi and doing shraadh of zinda person. not cool my man.

or maybe ragini IS dead and the one in the room is a twin or doppelganger or something???

also, you don't just up and schedule a shraadh whenever you feel like it???? THERE ARE DATES IT CAN BE DONE ON. KUCH BHIIII CHAL RAHA HAI YAHAAN.

he didn't even bother telling her ki ghar mein aisa kuch ho raha hai, and he's like wahaan kyun khadi ho, come do the rasm. the fuck is this dude even on?????

bechaare ko kya kya karna pad raha hai to convince her he's over his ex. imagine if you had to do a wholeasssss shraadh to make your current partner believe you're not still hung up on that person from yeaaaaars ago.

jo bhi karlo vansh, iske dimaag mein nahi ghusne waala concept. hai hi kam-aqal.

oh boy, kuch aur bhi plan kar rakha hai bhai ne. knowing him and his "surprises", i hope riddhima uses these few minutes to put on a bulletproof jacket and helmet.

meanwhile mummy full on berating kabir for believing riddhima about ragini being alive.

kabir as usual being The Biggest Mood.

lmao you know what i REALLY want to see in this show???? mummy/kabir vs. chachi/aryan mind games. each team trying to give chakma to each other; meanwhile vansh and riddhima are just off living their lives as they want in the bg. may the best psycho maa-raja beta jodi win!!!!!!!

like 40 months after the wedding, dadi is like panditji, check my vansh and riddhima's kundlis no pls.

pandit is like on my life i've never seen two people more ill-suited for each other. their life together is gonna majorly suckkkkkk. le, i been saying that since day fucking one, and i didn't need to go to pandit school for that.

dadi like koi toh samaadhaan hoga, and pandit's like lmao no these two are trainwrecks to such a degree ki even the planets be staying outta this shit. this shit is unfixable.

again, you need to know 0.0% astrology to have gotten to that amaaaazing conclusion.

ishani trying to convince dumbass bhai ki riddhima was in his car boot.

two brains inside of her right now, and she still being such a stoopid. why would you come to him, that too sooooooo confidently, with ZERO CONCRETE PROOF????

i have zoned out of whatever blah blah they're doing and am just thinking ke yeh dono hain bade evil!hot. pata nahi kaunse grahan ke time pe conceive hue the dono.

i......... ok. whatever.

the proportions of this statue are sooooooooo offffffff.

this dude has such weird ideas for bonding activities with a partner. man, why can't you just do facemasks and binge a season of some show like the rest of the normal ppl?

sis face like i wish he'd just made brunch reservations????????

will i ever get over this statue? nope. it looks FUCKING RIDICULOUS.

this dude is stone cold insane.

“tumhe toh khush hona chahiye. tumhe dekh ke aisa kyun lagta hai ki tum mujhe apni zindagi se nikaalna chahti ho?” 

UMMMMMMMM, COZ OF WHAT JUST HAPPENED 5 SECONDS AGO???/ YOU THINK THIS IS NORMAL BEHAVIOUR THAT SOMEONE WANTS IN A PERSON THEY COHABIT WITH????

sindoor, mangalsutra, and her whole godforsaken life revolving around his existence is not enough, ringggggggg kyunnnnnn utaaaaar di, it seems.

snort. messy bitch. i love her.

she's like bitch, i have a wholeass other hand. check the other one before flinging accusations.

also my god that's a fucking ugly ring and i would never ever wear it. why haven't i worn the ring??? UM COZ I HAVE GOOD TASTE. GO BACK AND GET ME SOMETHING SMALL AND DAINTY AND THAT MAKES A PERSON FEEL LIKE WEARING IT, NOT THIS FUCKING MONSTROSITY.

lmao he just grunted weakly in response.

taaai taaaiii phishhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

he's saying the right things about wanting to make new yaadein with her aand all but............. female intuition saying nope nope nope nope.

and she very wisely decides to ignore that and just go with what her heterosexuality is telling her. wonderful. should work out well.

iss bechare ko kya se kyaaaaaaaa bana diya hai. kabhi yeh vansh ka second-in-command hota tha, in whatever ambiguous empire they’re running. now he's dadi's right hand man, made to do random ghar ke kaam and ainvayi ki bakchodi.

even vansh be like DUDE, WE HAVE WORK TO DO AND YOU'RE STANDING AROUND HERE PLAYING A DHOL???????

also oh my god why is he dressed like beetlejuice??????

blah blah blah next tyohaar is here. karwachauth. lord.

karwachauth ka naam nahi liya, iske mann mein “apni maaang suhaagan ho; sang hamesha saajan ho......” started playing.

i am ishani.

hello????? she's pregnant?????? YOU GONNA FORCE HER TO KEEP VRAT?

truly my patronus, this one.

classic MAIN INN SAB KO NAHI MAANTA v/s NOOOOOOOOOO SACHCHI SHRADDHA KI TAAQAT!!!!!!!!!!!! ideals waala clash.

pighal gaya. bol nahi raha, lekin dikhaayi de raha hai.

SOME NEW RASMMMMM. PATI HAS TO GO TO BAZAAR AND GET CHOODIYAAN. god, dadi just be pulling this crap outta nowhere for her own kicks and giggles, i swear. 

also, with the shit he pulled last time with the choodiyaan, who would give him another opportunity to repeattttt ?

this dumbass. that's who.

last ditch attempt to talk her outta it, but we are a generation of women raised on bollywood/tellywood’s aggressive marketing campaign on KC. hum nahi maanne waale. by god, vrat rakh kar, tumhe chiranjeevi banaakar hi chodenge.

poor kabir being like hello? hi? remember me? jiske liye tum bas kuch mahino pehle ‘tereeee ishq mein marjaaawaaan, kuch bhi kasammmm seeee kar jawaaaaaan’ gaati thi?

on plain dressing sense, kabir wins over vansh every single dayyyyyyyy. me likeyyyy his styleeeee.

he even saying he's fasting for her. kabir - 2, vansh - 0.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAND THIS DUMBASS AGREED TO MEET WITH HIM. GOD RIDDHIMA, WHAT THE FUCK????? YOU DECIDED ON ONE MAN, STICK TO HIM. 

I MEAN, I DON’T REALLY BLAME BOTH VANSH AND KABIR FOR WANTING TO MURDER HER FOR HER THAALI KA BAINGAN WAYS. I 100% GET IT.

kabir going to use the "power of sindoor" this time, it seems. cool. good luck with that. hope you've got proper CID clearance for using such a potentttttt weapon!!!!

[brattylikestoeat]

bratty, im in my feelings tonight. listened to some dodie and cried, now im sleepy and hungry. fuck this dayyyyyyyy

Aww come here, let’s hug and cry it out.

[arkadiaasks]

Arrrrrrkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!! Have a nice dayyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!! Tumblr is scaring me, but I guess it can't be helped. I appreciate your willingness to answer questions for people. Also, spyxfamily is vetting an anime!!! I am soooo hyped. It was such a fun read with all the funny and emotional scenes, so I hope the same emotions can be felt from the anime. Any anime/show/movie you are looking forward to?

Thanks, "Have A Good Day" Anon! Your kindness is always appreciated.

And how is it scaring you, Anon?

I should try and catch up with the Spy x Family manga, since I kinda dropped it a while back.

Uh. Lesse. I have a huge pile of Anime Blu-Rays and DVDs I should really (re)watch including The Perfect Insider, RIN-NE, Made in Abyss, Subagebu, and Ushio & Tora, which will be helped by the fact Winter 2022 for anime is virtually fucking dead.

Shows, not really, a lot of stuff just seems like trash, maybe that Twisted Wonderland thing. ... I should really try and watch Twin Peaks all the way through at some point, but I can never convince myself to.

Uh, probably for Films, Tokyo Godfathers is something I'm considering. Jodorowsky's Dune. There's a bunch of Nic Cage films out or on the horizon, but it's been a pretty crappy couple movies, so haven't been much of a Movie type lately.

[ayearwithaudrey]

february 14, 2018

VALENTINE’S DAYYYYYYYY

woke up this morning accidentally using what i thought was contact solution but ended up being contact CLEANER, aka straight up hydrogen peroxide and soap, which then burned my eye severely, made it red, and forced me to wear glasses. happy v day.

“did you eat that cupcake for breakfast?” “no, i had frijoles”

asb had our cute lil valentine’s booth set-up and although we ran out of helium before 8:05 AM, ms.nelson snatched more and we were gucci. business went well and it reminded me that i’ll always be proud of this team.

during study hall the seniors got to practice our song for senior rec 😩😩 though i had to stop ever 2 measures to push my glasses up and i gotta play louder, i love band.

“he was sweating so much” “…stupid”

during english, mrs.z was out sick and mark pranked us by pretending to have been emailed by mrs.z to lead our class until our real sub, andy jung, walked in.

“FREEWRITE: today is valentine’s day—who is your crush at psaa?? answer in at least 3 pages”

sada likes to make fun of me and mouth the words I say when i answer the phone at the office but he couldn’t quite get it out today.

after school, we were off to the library to wait for tanner to shower and ella to be done babysitting. chase and i got boba and dani got coffee; how fitting.

we got a little hw done at the library before we were off to red robin. had some good conversations and deemed this group the fuck truck.

“you’re screwing my soulmate”

“how does she still have gymbucks” “uhhh have you seen gabie?”

“dick is a fall color”

“if ____ was a sex slave, he’d be cheap”

“i do what ever I want, safety first though”

couldn’t have spent a lovey day any other way.

[aquarianlights]

Sorry if I ask ... but what does it mean that your birth control implant is failing at you? Is your period back?

Yes. My period is back af. . .like. . .don't wanna be graphic and shit but TRIGGER WARNING(tm), I'm like full on gushing blood and moody af and having psychotic episodes and suicidal ideation is back and so are my urges to cut myself despITE THE FACT THAT I HAVEN'T TOUCHED MY PSYCH MED DOSAGES AT ALL and like headaches af and either tons of sleep or no sleep AND either tons of hunger or no hunger. ALSO life altering cramps that make me unable to get out of bed and like....clots af. It fucKING SUCKS. LIKE KILL ME. JK NO REALLY KILL ME. Uhmmmm......hahaha. Idk. Sorry.But anyways. . .my nexplanon is about to expire in October of this year coz this the 3 year mark but. . .it's not October yet??? Like damn, fam. No chill. :/ Idk if I can get another one coz of an insurance change I recently had (my insurance paid for the last one) but like I don't wanna take it out until I can get a new one put in??? Coz then they'd have to slice my inner arm open twice??? I guess. Idk. But I really need a new one coz this is NOT SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN HOLY FUCK like I got in a baaaaaaaaaaaaad fight with an older family member at a party (I mean older as in she's like at least 45 if not 50+) about pit bulls and accidentally said "It's because of biased people LIKE YOU that insurance rates go up when you adopt a pit bull" coz we were talking about the ridiculous insurance rate thing associated with pitties and she started full on SCREAMING AT ME LIKE "YOU'RE GOING TO INSULT ME IN MY OWN HOME??? MY OWN KITCHEN??? DON'T YOU DARE. YOU ARE PSYCHOTIC (yes she literally used that word) AND YOU HAVE NO RESEARCH AND-" at that point I stopped listening coz I went to my phone to pull up all the research and scholarly articles on this shit coz I've done this before coz I've met someone else who thinks pit bulls are evil and cruel and mean af MERELY BECAUSE THEY ARE PIT BULLS and like I had to be all "here's all this knowledge and research and statistics. You good now, fam??" But like no this lady was just fuckin straight up going off on me because apparently it matters to old people where you argue and arguing in the kitchen is nOT OKAY. Lmao. BUT LIKE the second I turned my phone around to show her some research and point out some good facts and statistics, she walked out the door and was like "You know, it's called agreeing to disagree. You should respect your elders." Like. . .I had only met her 2 times before very briefly so I didn't wanna outright tell her that respect is earned, not given, and that she hasn't done a single thing to deserve my respect yet and stating your job as an ER nurse who has "dealt with dog bites a lot" as a fact and a statistic and like. . .a source??? That's certainly not going to make me respect you. I mean. . .fuck. And even though she was in the wrong for straight up yelling at me and jabbing her finger in my chest and getting all red in the face when I had accidentally said something that I was only supposed to say in my head as an impulsive thought (coz I have no filter whoOPS) and was about to apologize for it and then walking out the door and ignoring any real research on the subject......EVEN THOUGH SHE WAS COMPLETELY IN THE WRONG, my mom is being a literal bitch lately because she's taking all her stress out on me and she was SCREAMING AT ME to apologize when we got home and telling me how disrespectful I am and how immature and all this other shit and basically straight up degrading me and then said "You never apologize first so you're immature." And I was about to list EVERY SINGLE INSTANCE where I have apologized to her over and over and over again throughout my life when she had done something terrible to me and came back in the house/room/car and just acts like NOTHING HAPPENED even if I'm crying and cutting myself or have a handful of pills that I'm about to take coz I'm self destructive af....when I realized that she would do the usual "I don't remember that" or "You're remembering it wrong" thing like literalfam do you want me to start video taping this shit??? Sometimes I get scared she's having dementia episodes because of how old she is and she's "at that age", so to speak, and she screams at me that I'm putting words in her mouth when I remember things....traumatic things.....100% clearly and accurately but then she goes back to acting like nothing ever happened. SO THE POINT IS lmao I'm so sorry run on sentence and no punctuation....SO THE POINT IS.....I just ignored my mom screaming at me and texted my cousin a VERY BRIEF apology to show my family member that she happened to be staying with and also told her I would apologize to her in person the next time I saw her and told her that yeah it was just an agree to disagree thing EVEN THOUGH IT'S NOT BECAUSE AS AN ANIMAL RIGHTS ACTIVIST I AM NOT OKAY WITH PEOPLE BEING BIASED ABOUT PITTIES COZ THEY'VE BEEN "BITTEN BY ONE BEFORE" or just is ignorant af coz like then you're hurting people and SHE WAS LITERALLY LIKE "I don't like yorkies either. Every time they nip at my feet or jump on me, I kick them till they tumble backwards and stay away from me." And then she was like "I mean, if my dog bit someone, I would be like sorry. But at the same time, people who have pit bulls that run all over the place and bite people and such SHOULD have higher taxes and...." God she just went on and on and on and she LITERALLY CALLED ME PSYCHOTIC and that hasn't happened in a good minute, but as a person with an actual psychotic disorder, I was lowkey like "yo......not cool. Chill the fuck out, dude." But at the same time, I was about to fucking cry because a) yelling gives me bad anxiety and sometimes flashbacks, b) BEING IN THE PRESENCE OF IGNORANCE, c) being unable to debate and present my facts clearly coz she was too busy yelling and pointing fingers and d) being called psychotic like YOOOOOO I WAS ABOUT TO GO KILL MYSELF BEFORE THAT GUY CAME AND INTRODUCED HIMSELF AND MADE MY NIGHT 200% BETTER. lmao.But....uh.....what was my point here??? I GUESS my point was that THIS IS ONLY ONE OF MANY EXAMPLES OF WHAT CAN HAPPEN WHEN I'M ON MY PERIOD. Coz....I am 201% chill af and like at least 100% nonconfrontational coz confrontation scares the fuck out of me since I'm a trans guy and people have pulled guns on me for being trans...so I'm like yo...white people....are you gonna pull guns on me for expressing my "liberal ass opinions"??? But when I'm on my period, I have 0% chill and I am always angry or laughing till I cry. . .so like. . .the second I heard something that angered me (angery), I didn't give a fuck that we were in a room full of people. Like, I called that bitch out.Same with one of my many uncles saying the slur word for Chinese people. I legit was like "YO PLEASE DON'T BE FUCKING RACIST" and he was really embarrassed coz yknow he's old and white and he never gets called out on that shit coz people are generally like OLD PEOPLE GET A PASS FOR BEING RACIST COZ THAT'S JUST HOW IT USED TO BE AND THEY ARE OLD AND NEVER GOING TO CHANGE SO WHY BOTHER??? FREE PASS. 🙂 And I'm.....no. I don't ever ever everrrrrrrr let people be racist without calling them out on that shit and correcting them to the POLITICALLY CORRECT TERM(tm). Coz that's just how I am.But damn I have no chill at all when I'm on my period so I get into a lot of fights and the last time I had a period about 2 years ago, I threw a chair through a window and broke it, punched a mirror with brass knuckles and shattered it, and used the broken glass to carve words into my thighs and just straight up slash my arms and wrists till I felt better (aka lightheaded af). So like.......dude. I've also been in psychosis because of my period before in my teen years so like Idk if I've hit psychosis yet but??? If this doesn't stop soon, I'm gonna have YET ANOTHER trip to a psych ward and this time no one will let me out coz it will be a state ward. #rip #tragicBut if it doesn't stop within the next week (which will be week 2 of my period), we are going to get me in with an obgyn up here and see what's going on.Like it might not be "broken"; It might just be out of hormones/time to get a new one. But since it's supposed to last till October and this is my first nexplanon, Idk how I should react to getting a period at this moment when October is at least a couple months away. ://////Fuck me. Haha. Idkkkkkkk tbh. BUT I'M SORRY TO BE SO GRAPHIC, FAM. LIKE YO I'm real sorry but you asked so??? I mean. I hope that answers your question and I'm legit sorry to get sidetracked as fuck on ranting about stuff but you should know by now that that's just how I be. Lol. #ihavenofilterBut damn. Okay. My hand hurts from typing on my phone literally ALL DAYYYYYYYY so I'm gonna go to sleep now. G'night.((((Also sorry if this makes no sense. I'm wayyyyyyy higher than I usually am. I mixed a hella amount of different drugs and a small amount of liquor tonight.))))

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65 questions.

1:Do you have a crush at the moment? - I’m inlove lol😍 😘 2:Have you ever been deeply in love? - like right now??😏 3:Longest relationship you’ve ever been in? - 1 year & 8 months of BULLSHIT! 4:Have you ever changed for someone? - Yup. 5:How is your relationship with your ex? - Lol we don’t talk..  6:Have you ever been cheated on? - My last relationship😐 😑 7:Have you ever cheated? - My ex who i been with for one year and eight months, yes! LOL showed him that it hurts alot being cheated on. 8:Would you date someone who’s well known for cheating? - My ex is well known for cheating but I was young and didnt think right. 9:What’s the most important part of a relationship? - Loyalty!!!! 10:Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings? - serious. 11:When you are dating someone do you believe in going on “breaks”? - Nope!! 12:How many people have you ever hooked up with? - 5  13:What’s one thing you regret saying/doing in a previous relationship? - hmmm lol 14:What age do you think is appropriate for kids to start having sex? - idk idgaf 15:Do you believe in the phrase “age is just a number”? - Hmm🤔🤔🤔 16:Do you believe in “love at first sight”? - Lol. 17:Do you believe it’s possible to fall in love on the internet? - I’m not sure, I wouldn’t know lmfao 18:What do you consider a deal breaker? - um🤔 19:How do you know it’s time to end a relationship? -  20:Are you currently in a relationship? - Just got back with my lover.. working things out!! 21:Do you think people who have dated can stay friends? - Depends i guess 22:Do you think people should date their friends? - uhhh lol idk 23:How many relationships have you had? - 2.  24:Do you think love can last forever? - I believe it does. 25:Do you believe love can conquer all things? - um 26:Would you break up with someone your parents didn’t approve of? - Fuck no!! Give a fuck what my parents OR family think😂🤣 27:If you could go back in time and give yourself one piece of advice about dating what would it be? - lol fuck idk 28:Do you think long distance relationships can work? - Hmmm maybeee??? Lol im jus guessing.. 29:What do you notice first about another person? - Those eyes,.. 30:Are you straight, bi, gay or pansexual? - staight. 31:Would it bother you if your partner suffered from any mental illness? - Nope 32:Have you ever been in an abusive relationship? - eh 33:Do you want to get married one day? - maybe. maybe not. idk who knowsss lmao 34:What do you think about getting your partner’s name tattooed? - I’d regret it lmfao 35:Could you be in a relationship without sex? - Probably 36:Are you still a virgin? - No.. 37:What’s more important: Looks or personality? - Personality 38:Do you enjoy love films? - Eh, some lol 39:Have you ever given anyone/received roses? - Um i dont think so 40:Have you ever had a valentine? - twice 41:What’s your imagination of a “perfect date”? - idk 42:Have you ever read “Romeo & Juliet”? - nope 43:What’s more important: Your partner or your friends? - idk 44:Would you consider yourself “romantic”? - lol im a bitch jk 45:Could you imagine to date one of your current friends? - nope 46:Have you ever been “friendzoned”? - lol yes 47:Which “famous couple” is your favorite? - hmm 48:What’s your favorite love song? - ew 49:Have you ever broken someone’s heart? - yes! not a good feeling :( 50:If you’re single, why do you think you are? - because im a fucking bitch!!! 51:Would you rather date someone who’s rich but a douchebag or someone who’s poor but a sweetheart?  - I’d date someone whos poor but a sweetheart😍 😘 52:Are you good at giving other people advices regarding dating/ relationships? - when i wanna be lol 53:Are you jealous of couples when you’re single? - lol  54:How important is it to make a relationship official (p.e. on facebook)? - idk 55:Would you consider yourself “clingy”, “overly attached” or “jealous”? - uhh 56:Have you ever “destroyed” a relationship? - i dont think so 57:Do you think it’s silly to consider suicide because of a broken heart? - yup 58:Are you the “dominant” or the “submissive” part in a relationship? - uhh 59:Have you ever forgotten important dates like your partner’s birthday or your anniversary? - i dont think sooo. 60:What’s your opinion on open relationships? - wtf 61:Who’s more important: Your partner or your family? - Both. 62:How do you define “cheating”? - lol idk 63:Is watching porn while being in a relationship inappropriate? - I’d watch porn with my bf lol😉 64:Do you think Valentine’s Day is overrated? - giva fuck about valentines dayyyyyyyy 65:Would you consider yourself a “cuddler”? - mmm i love cuddles... Not just with anybody but my lover❤️❤️❤️