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SEVERANCE 2x10 | "They give us half a life and think we won't fight for it."
#severance#severance spoilers#severanceedit#myedits#as someone who is still pretty new to gif making i would like to whinge about the red light#it looks fabulous in the show - it is a nightmare to try and edit#that last one nearly fucking broke me i do not know how to noise-reduce any further than i have without making it look shit#because the red reflects off her face and then is actually ON her face and then asdalsdnlasknlaksasdkjk#i've seen gifs that have done it way better than this - someone teach me how to do that plz?#also i've never tried black and white and i'm not sure how i feel about it i 👏 have 👏 no 👏 idea 👏 what 👏 i 👏 am 👏 doing 👏👏#i don't think black and white really works with the flickering fireplace light tbh#but this is where we're at i guess and i'm not changing it now i need to go to bed#but also hi hello i need to yell about this show with somebody#i have no severance fans in my life and it is a PROBLEM because i need to make a lot of noise about it#i'm having a GA next week and i'm pretty concerned that i'm in so deep thinking about this fucking show that i'm going to wake up#and just instantly start talking fucking gibberish about innies and outies and ortbos and goats#apparently i woke up from a GA once and just started reciting a cookie recipe and refused to shut up#anyhow#someone come be my severance buddy because i need to discuss but fyi: i am firmly team#innie-mark/helly (but also outie-mark/helena because it's spicyyyy) and i love gemma but i'm ... okay? ... with how the season ended?#don't @ me - i contain multitudes#and for better or worse i will unapologetically chose helly in every universe#and in closing can i just say what a win this season has been for the hand-porn enthusiasts we are winning my friends#also cobel's hair looks like a bad wig for some reason okay goodnight everybody enjoy the internet
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would your dadmare AU nightmare would take in other versions of killer,cross, horror or Dust who are not treated so well by another nightmare?
Well... yes and no.
I think if he found himself in a position where he could take other versions of his boys out of the control of a less kind version of himself he would try, but he couldn't keep them.
For one, they have absolutely no reason to trust him even if he wanted to, if they've been living under a more canon-adjacent Nightmare then there's no chance they would believe him if he tried to look after them. Not to mention that they most likely have places they'd be better suited, Horror should have his AU still and the others would probably rather live their own lives freely.
But, more than anything, he has to stop taking in mortals.
He set out to have ONE (1) guy to help beat up his brother and now he has FOUR and if anything happens to them it takes years off his life, he cannot have more. Also Dream keeps making fun of him for being soft and taking people in, he can't let him have any more ammunition.
So if he could help them escape certainly, he would try, but he couldn't take them in.
#UTDR#UTMV#Ask#Anon#Dadmare#Not to mention these guys all have pranks at their core if he gave them all stunt doubles he would be tortured#Four is too many as is but he'd rather rip his own arms off than part with any of them lol#Maybe if. hm#If his boys all like. moved out#Horror went home and Killer and Cross went to live with Colour and Epic and Dust moved into a Fell AU#Maybe he would try taking in some other versions of them who needed to escape another Nightmare#But it would be the same problems with trust and I don't think he would like it in the long run#It would feel too much like replacing them I think#I also think maybe he struggles with like. thinking that he is evil on some level#Because he's been told that all his life (some of it was deserved but y'know)#So taking in somebody who only knew a version of you that was wholly cruel and trying to convince them that you're not would be hard#Because he's still trying to convince *himself* of that. if that makes sense?#Basically it would be a real uphill battle for everybody. He's happy with his boys and he wouldn't trade them#Or double them and give them to the next person lol
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i'm listening to this video essay "why i stopped being anti woke" and while i don't agree with all of the sentiment in it it's making me realize how incredibly fragile cishet white men can be lmao like they get so scared when they have to reckon with the fact that they hold societal power and that maybe minorities have a right to complain about the inequalities they face
#and i can even still see some of that in the OP i feel like even w the points he makes abt conservative hypocrisy like#the problem isn't hypocrisy or obsessive behavior the problem is punching down on systemically oppressed people#like he describes having a feminist relative that talked abt hating men. and like. she isn't NEARLY the same as the men that hate her#him describing jkr's antitrans spiral as 'like watching an olympic gold medalist destroy their body with crack cocaine' made me chuckle tho#and tbf it is a main point of his video that anti woke people are the real 'fragile' ones#i feel like the video would work in helping deradicalize somebody but not as genuine societal analysis cuz without like#acknowledgement of why people want to push back against societal injustice so much ur analysis is inherently incomplete
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being in the DS9 fandom, you'll discover there are so many ways for people to be wrong about julian bashir
#wow i don't like a lot of you#baffled at how a predominantly autistic fanbase can be so contemptful of autistic behaviour#buddies i think you're the ones who are cringe. see i cringe WITH julian not against him#and not even just that#theres the ''julian is stupid about everything that isn't medicine'' thing#fuck you that man is a starfleet officer and he's a genius. i saw him fix a console and i was genuinely surprised because of this shit#''julian is stupid'' ''julian is annoying'' ''julian is insufferable'' ''julian deserves to be bullied'' and so on and so forth#wow. i hate. all of you. and based on the way y'all talk? you guys would hate me too#oh and worst take of all. like on a moral level:#''julians parents were in the right for doing what they did. its natural for a parent to want to have a normal child''#and other such ableist takes. literally i have seen people like that#i saw somebody baffled by that ep being like ''what did julians parents do wrong. they helped him. what is julian upset about''#and holy shit. that is. so fucked up#besides all that. the way the fandom and the show is mean to julian pisses me off#Why Are His Friends So Mean To Him#i have this brain thing where i take criticism of julian bashir as a personal attack. its called autism#sometimes an autistic-coded character in star trek will say something the narrative has deemed as Wrong#and i can tell thats what im being told because i understand media language but im still baffled like ''Whats The Problem''#spock. data. seven. julian. and its like... actually guys its everybody else who is being weird and mean about this#i do find it a little sad knowing that if i existed on DS9 that o'brien and kira wouldn't like me. like damn. i like you guys#anyways i have a lot of the DS9 fandom blocked because they got me at risk of developing a wee chunk of self loathing. and i refuse#i wasnt raised to feel shame how dare you
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Un unmovable object (my low self esteem dissecting every possible compliment in search of insults) VS an unstoppable force (drank woman this afternoon complimenting my appearance for 3 minutes straight)
#it was kinda funny and mostly surreal#but also if I had a cent for every time somebody assumed I had done plastic surgery on my face I would have at least 2 cents#that it's not much but still it's something#this is the exact same face I was born with#my life no problem
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hii I was just wondering why you think the aprilia bikes will be horrible next yr? because to me based on recent races it feels like theyre doing ok esp compared to other non-ducati teams.
'horrible' is maybe a strong word, but even by their standards this second half of the season has been pretty abysmal. and it'd be in line with my long-term expectation, where I think aprlia's done very well in motogp and I'm very impressed with their general trajectory but... I kind of feel like their title-winning opportunity might have already come and gone. mainly because the other manufacturers have a lot more spending power than them. now, I'm aware this is an expectation that might age quite poorly if ktm is in as much financial trouble as they seem to be but... just on aprilia, obviously it's plausible that it's a race-winning bike next season, that a rider as capable as martin can fight for victories on multiple occasions, but... well, it's not going to be title-winning machinery, is it. and it's not the one of the non-ducati manufacturers I would personally bet on making that step in the next few years. and even if I'm wrong and it IS, inevitably it's going to be a step down for the two riders going there next year. which is. a shame
#also 'ok compared to the other non-ducati teams' is maybe correct but the standard is in hell#still a bit generous though like i wouldn't say they've been convincingly better than *yamaha* recently which...#it's a bit of a logical problem because i broadly expect ducati to have peaked in dominance#which means i must think SOMEBODY will be closer to ducati next year. it's just that when you name the actual other manufacturers...#i mean i was vaguely buying into the ktm dream again but this does not seem like a good time to invest into those stonks#all that being said i do rate martin highly enough that i think he'll do a fair bit better with that bike than its current riders#//#brr brr#batsplat responds#//currt#what i also find a bit spooky about the aprilia is how it sometimes seems to develop a technical defect and tries to kill its rider#the oliveira thing hasn't gotten much attention on here i feel because he's not all that popular but i would find that quite unnerving#basically had his season ended in a practise session through no fault of his own!!#less disastrous consequences but ditto vinales portimao#idk i somehow don't conceptually vibe with a bike that might just throw me to the moon because of random technical issues#//brr brr
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#i haven't addressed yoongi's situation yet because i'm honestly still not hit by it i guess. like it didnt gwt to me yet#i dont think ill ever love anyone the same as i love him you know what i mean#he has been the first reason of my self development. like he literally raised me??? i learned from him how to be the person i am today#and its like im saying goodbye to a family member. the thing is i have never griefed anyone's absence like this#its like a part of my soul will be missing until he comes back#but at the same time i know what he would want for me. to move on and to become my own reason#he would want me to be kind to myself. to focus on myself and not miss him that much.#he would want that for all of us right#but i have a very hard time processing things. do you guys remeber the festa last year? when we found out theyll be going on hiatus#the reality of it snd the fact that it will be happening hit me onky after around 3 months.#thats when i first cried because i realized what it meant. ofc i knew but it didnt occur to the emotional part of my brain at that time#and i feel like im truly gonna fall apart when THIS hits me in 3 months lol#my life has never been worse and thats honestly the time when i need the reassurance the most#when i need the people i love and find comfort in the most.#but its just me and thats technically just my problem. but since i am talking about my view on this then thats okay i guess hahah anyway#i just hope he knows there are milions of ppl who love him as much as i do. and thats like extra love like forever & beyond type of shit#i honestly dont think other people ever truly fully understand how we feel towards them. especially when you really love somebody#because they have their own opinions about themselves. they debate whether they deserve some kind of treatment or not. we all do that right#and i just know he does that too. i just reslly want him to feel completely loved and cherished and appreciated.#i want him to see himself through our eyes. to surround himself with people who see him exactly the way we do.#to fall in love with somebody who will see him like we see him#nobody deserves better life than this man. and i hope that after our reunion he will live that life to the fullest 💓 i can't wait to see it#anyway. if somebody needs to talk about it or wants to get sadness out of your system - im here 💓#please keep your heads up and lets wait for him 💓#we have esch other and we will be okay 💓#sorry for typos i can barely see its 1am 🤓
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My infatuation & subsequent obsession with media is often tied to the ways in which I am incapable of talking about them. Whether it's because of the abhorrent contents therein which demand too much; the incomprehensible nature of my feelings on the matter; the shoddy & underbaked construction; no matter what, there is always something within all my beloved interests make them hard (or even impossible) to talk about. Instead, I talk within myself in an endless echo of speculation & alteration, as a means to replicate the sounds of a room that is not so empty. I, on my own, (no matter how many of me I am in the moment,) will never be able to fully encapsulate the sounds of a room brimming with people, though, so I double down & try to chatter more, to make up my impossible deficit.
#em.txt#this was gonna have a conclusion but I don't have a good one.#because it's just an observation.#i love elfen lied. i would like to reccomend it to people but I don't feel comfortable doing so due to its content#i love bendy. I can't reccomend it to people because what's worth loving is found more in conversations you need to already#have a starting amount of knowledge on & there's no real means of being introduced into it if you have decent standards#i love blackjack. it was made in the 70s & it has SO many problems in it & it's good that that shit isn't perpetuated by a living fandom#but i still like it & i still wish i could talk about it#i love. post shift 2. the encyclopedic nature of its tutorials & odd mechanics are the very draw that make it so compelling to me#but to my knowledge are not made intentionally so -- they are overwhelming because a dev worked with these ideas for 4 years#until they no longer seemed hard to grasp to him & he simply couldn't see how intensive the draw is on somebody outside his own mind#until fnyaf fans clammored around this game he made & lauded it as a trainwreck until he quietly gave it away#to someone else to fix in his stead because he no longer trusted himself to make it into what people wanted.#picking apart the text was not an intended as a challenge but as a fellow bitch that fails to communicate#that requires a certain amount of looking behind or around words to be understood#i find the confusing way some of these details are transcribed to be so incredibly human.#but i see & understand why people hate the tutorials. i just think they have a different definition of fun than i do.#idk. Freddy's fans will sit down & digest like. midnight motorist or some shite but not night 1 ps2? why?
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Orion Pax is naive, he’s just not naive the way ppl seem to think he is
#its more like. lacking in experience outside of a certain setting#he’s naive because he hasnt interacted with a larger section of the world. with ppl who have all sorts of struggles and problems#but ppl sometimes write him as an uwu baby who will be taken advantage of if his few friends dont keep an eye on him#i personally prefer the idea that bc so much of his life has revolved around being an archivist and also being aware#that something is Very Wrong with his world#that he approaches everything with a sense of caution and care that other ppl dont take. he’s suspicious at the same time he’s gracious and#polite#actually i saw somebody say once that he’d be reserved bc of how he came to be at the archives#alpha trion plucking him out of the wilds and dropping him a secure enough middle class job#his fellows would be suspicious of him. he would be used to ppl being wary of him#and maybe that could be part of him getting along so well with megatron in those early days#orion isnt dangerous or weird to megatron. he’s just some nerd who’s good at arguing with him#i think orion would come out of his carefully crafted carefully neutral shell and become a lot more animated#he’s still a but clueless like that scene about wanting to go to an amusement park of all things#but he’s not a stupid uwu baby that big rough megatron is going to ravish at the first chance possible#hm that got longer than i meant#id make it a proper post but. im shy#anyway this is abt tfp orion if it wasnt evident#babble.tag
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At the crossroads between wondering if it's worth it to basically completely rewrite all my WIPs or just take a break from writing for the rest of the summer
#i noticed every summer i get progressively worse lol#like not in terms of writing but in terms of everything else goin on in my head#i mean if anyone is craving some dark and depressing shit i've got bits and pieces here#it's like i'm writing for an audience even in my own mind. can't finish anything because it's __ __ __ etc and my niche is too niche.#did my last fic really burn me out that much?? i mean it was basically 30 thousand words and there was a LOT packed into it#maybe i should finally respond to comments and i'll feel better.#something's been going on with me for the past couple months (maybe longer) and i'm just annoyed ALL the time#feel like i want to give up everything and stop talking to everyone. ((it could be my out of whack hormones mind))#so if i haven't been as active and haven't drawn or written much that's why. i'm pulling away and curling in like an atrophied limb.#my brain is just permanently in school mode. i can feel it gearing up for the oncoming year that's going to be super intense.#like would it even matter if i post any more work before september? idk why i can never seem to chill or take a break for even a minute.#i still have drawing projects i want to finish at least! taking me literally all summer because of surprise health problems.#partner was consoling me about how i feel for writing '''weird''' stuff with almost no focus on romance#saying that SOMEbody has to write what i write so that should keep me going. i just tell myself that it could be worse -#- i could be primarily a femslash writer. they are the real heroes and they get no respect.#idk why i'm getting so angsty#i think i might be romance/sex repulsed atm. not in real life at all but in fandom. i'm bored of it. and i'm bored of conversations about i#i'm sure i'll change my mind in what two weeks or so.#maybe i'll try to write something original#i have things in my ask box i should respond to. like asks about my writing. i just haven't been feeling well#so i haven't had the right brain to respond :( but i see the asks and i'm grateful <3#anyway peace and love
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does anyone else who likes vocal synth stuff ever get nervous talking about it outside of spaces for that sort of thing because you feel like eventually some dumbass who knows nothing about how it works is gonna assume that its basically just ai generated song covers and get mad at you/lump you in with people who make that stuff
#in case anyone needs to hear it vocal synths and ai covers are not the same#the main problem people understandably have with said ai generated song covers/voices/whatever is the lack of consent/payment#which doenst happen with professionally made vocal synth voicebanks#becuase theyre always made with the voice of somebody who actually signed up to do that sort of thing and is being paid for it#most popular example that im sure all of you have heard of: hatsune miku#and also making a song or song cover in a vocal synth program takes just as much if not more#time and effort than it would to do it with a real persons voice#because vocal synths arent just ''push a button and they sing a song for you'' theyre more like instruments that sound like voices#and you still have to actually work with them and put effort in to use them . does that make any sense idk
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Ayup. They took without asking, opting in literal billions of images without permission and swearing it's not copyright violation because the results aren't derivative. If it wasn't derivative, they wouldn't need to feed the AI art in order to make anything.
"ai is making it so everyone can make art" Everyone can make art dipshit it came free with your fucking humanity
#AI#art#if they trained it on only art that they had permission to train it with#I would have no problem with it#but I still wouldn't consider it the same as art made the old-fashioned way#it's not the same as comparing say digital and traditional medium artworks#because those are still self-expression in a visual form#AI art is expressing whatever keywords somebody types into it
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my brother and i ordered dinner (he was here so long trying to sort his boxes of attic stuff, of which there was SO much more than we thought, that we were like, well past dinner time at that point) from not our usual ramen place but the place best friend and I go to and it was FUCKING FIRE day restored
#my brother: hey look. if someplace close to perfect for you could come up for sale once. it could come up again!#me: that's true!! we've at least proven it's possible!!#me: sometimes i just want somebody to listen to me rant and then just sit with me. and not tell me like. to take a deep breath.#my brother: sometimes that's worse.#me: IF I WANTED TO TAKE ONE I WOULD!!#my brother while looking through his boxes of stuff: my problem is i dont want to throw anything away.#me: a lot of it is really COOL ASS STUFF MAN. this slip of newspaper from 1968 where our grandmother was quoted?? who else has this!!#my brother: these are like. all the birthday cards ive ever gotten.#me: i still have a lot of mine. it's like somebody likes you enough to get you a card how could you throw it away!!#my brother: you cant.#he unearthed a lunch schedule from MY FIRST GRADE SCHOOL.#I WOULDN'T HAVE THROWN IT AWAY EITHER.#I DONT NEED TO KNOW THEY SERVED 'CHICKEN FRYZ' A WEDNESDAY IN NOVEMBER 2001. AND YET. IT MEANS SOMETHING.
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Work call out procedure is so deranged that I am here mid flareup Suffering
#vent#also i do not want to lose hours lol#anyways i have to call out two hours before my shift. which is normal and not inherently deranged#except that my shift starts at 9 am so i need to call out 7 am or earlier. still not really deranged but wait#i have to email both my manager and staffing person at the agency. AND bc somehow that normal procedure isn't enough#i ALSO have to CALL both of them. which wouldn't be a problem if i had work phone numbers for them#but alas. i only have their cellphones#i would have to be literally dying to call out if calling out involves calling somebody before 7 am#it would be okay if it was a work phone i could leave a message on. or if my shift started later. unfortunately it is not and it does not
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Never played TTYD so I never knew what a sweetheart Vivian is. She's genuinely such a sweet and kindhearted character it makes my heart melt. Maybe shes the embodiment of a character that has been through a lot and treated cruelly, who decides to be kind and compassionate as a result
#im not playing it i've been watching somebody else play the remake#but that was so sweet when she told mario his problems were worse than hers. that whole entire conversation#sorry i cant recite dialogue from memory lol#i dont think i would become dedicated to shipping them but i do lowkey ship them after everything they seem like such a sweet couple#not just because of her actions but also mario's as well like how he stood up for her#her saying mario is the only one who's been kind to her just.. hhhjghhgjj :(#he could've been upset about her panicking and dipping on him when she found out who he is but he wasnt and he still stood up for her..#but well. anyway TTYD is actually so good in general I can see why people have always loved it so much now#the jokes in it are genuinely so hilarious
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#yes i know voting for some random tumblr person isn't going to solve problems#that person wouldn't win etc i get it#i've said some shit before but don't think i've gone off the deep end alright#just because i say 'if only' doesn't mean i think 'if only' is necessarily gonna happen#like it's technically possible that like#tomorrow all the rich people and warmongers and reactionaries#just realize how bad they've been and suddenly decide to give up their power#socialize the wealth etc and we have world peace and prosperity#that is technically possible#i would LOVE for that to happen#if only it would!#but that doesn't mean it will and it most likely won't#it's possible in the sense that buying a lottery ticket makes it possible for me to win#except less likely#but still technically within the realm of possibility#doesn't mean i'll hold my breath#i mean no offense to that person of course i just feel afraid someone will actually think#that i think voting for someone on tumblr is going to make things better#that that person will win etc#nah i'm just expressing my unlikely wishes y'all#also iirc I think that person was a woman but idk hence why I said that person#I haven't looked at the blog and I'm just making a one-off post#if somebody uses she but not they i don't want to offend#and vice versa#but i also don't care to look at the blog rn y'know#again just a one-off post
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