#SORRY FOR THE LATE REPY

[rroketa]

Okay this is going to sound insane but I made Alexx into a follower in Cult of the Lamb and I hooked him up with another follower to which they successfully had a child and the baby is yet to hatch, I thought I would ask you any idea for the name of Alexx’s weird egg baby

ross matthews

[snivel1]

hi snivel! im a little bored, can you infodump something, anything, about something you like? i wanna learn more about random things

Oouugghh really sorry to disappoint, but I don't have anything coherent up here in that brain of mine at the moment... nothing holds in here in any significant way..😭😭😭

But if you wanna, you can check out these interesting videos I really like and recommend, you'll pretty much get what's brewing inside my head a lot of the time :'))

And if you're interested in VNs I recommend watching Amelie Doree, she does really great analysis on themes in various VNs, even tho I haven't played practically any of the VNs she talks about it's still interesting!! :33

And also I've been thinking a lot about this social experiment since it's been shown to us at history of art.. much to think about

https://youtu.be/xTBkbseXfOQ?si=F254Ubm4nx3F8Z8d

And also if you don't know Mili, I absolutely recommend giving them a listen!! Their songs and stories were a significant inspiration in a bunch of my OCs and their stories and my perception of things!!! I can't recommend them enough!!💘‼️

https://youtu.be/x6q41EnhPnU

AAAND I've gotten into KinitoPET lately and I CAN'T- I definitely recommend checking it out!! I'm absolutely not normal about this game <33

It's a psychological horror game though, with disturbing things in it, and really not good for photosensitive people, so beware if you wanna check it out🙏 I recommend watching this extensive video, it's got a playthrough and more!!

Other than that I've been working on a project called Requiem of a Burrerfly(not sure about this title yet xpxjdps) that I'd like and hope to turn into a VN in the future, but cause of my art block I'm a bit stuck atm😔✊️ hoping it'll pass soon, but maybe I'll make a post with concept art and such about it soon ;33

[densewentz]

I aspire to have a nest as comfy as yours some day

oh god late as hell reply because i am incapable of navigating linear time but it IS comfy. a little unruly and you run the constant risk of being entangled and buried forever (12 pillows is nothing to sneeze at and my blankets are all like twice the size of my actual bed rip) but it's definitely luxurious to lounge about in

[acesandocs]

Hi don't mind me drop this: this for fun.

POV: You see a 6'5 tall man standing at the corner, menacingly. What do you do?

A. Don't interact and go on your day.

B. Try landing a punch, doesn't work and to him it's just a ant bite. He punches you back you le die, game over.

C. Insult him. No effect on him. (Doesn't care.)

D. Staring contest the bird man, he doesn't move an inch and your either worried or annoyed that he's not blinking behind the mask.

E. Chill and hangout with him, may listens to whatever rambling you brought up. Congrats he doesn't mind your company for now..

F. Run away screaming, don't look back. His confused.

G. Other: Insert your own option.

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@mivanti03 So sorry for the late repy dude😭

[thelightofmylife]

i was writing an ask a little bit ago but i tabbed out of my phone and it deleted the whole thing (T⌓T);;

ah, no matter ! i will try again. it’s five ! @5-lover

i wanted to express my admiration for the fact that you put pieces of yourself as a whole into your inserts - that’s something i find very sweet to do, and appreciate how much care you express towards your significant other(s) !

to answer the same question in turn, i tend to use OCs, purely because i see myself in my creation (as you so mentioned !) but also enjoy a customised little backstory ! (and, also, for universes where one is not typically human - my little pony, for example - it makes a bit more sense for me !)

i had a few questions i was curious for, and were deleted in my previous draft, but i will write them out again ! i persist \o/ !!

(no pressure to answer any or all of these ! i am simply a curious thing with a love for your energy and way of word ! <3)

firstly !! — sleepwear ! i love sleepwear. have you a clue as to what your charmer would wear to bed ? maybe something matching with yourself, or something entirely different ? whatever it is, it should be cozy to rest up against !!

secondly — it’s a given you are loved as a whole, that much is true ! however, does your aventurine have a favourite ? perhaps something he kisses more oft than not, or appreciates to look at further ? or, if it’s a more conceptual thing, something he smiles at whenever it happens ? ♡

lastly — how did you come to realise your love for him ? i adore hearing such tales of things, it’s always so genuine and sweet !

i do hope you’re having a wonderful day my friend, and feel no pressure to even respond or not ! take care ! (nwn)/

Hellllooo five!!! @5-lover It’s usually why I tab out and write it on notes or my Pc but I’m too tired to reach my PC so phone it is… slowly. Thank you so much :(( for seeing the care and love I put into this, it’s a LOT,,,,, I want to live vicariously thru my self insert so I can continue to love andlove and lov.e i'm not. used to being loved. i'd rather love. so i feel afraid thinking about my f/o's loving me back. i'm so... i'm tender but i've only ever known hurt for loving and caring about people, lovers and friends alike. But almost in a nihilistic pointless way, I keep doing it because love is good but it is so scary.

i think that's sooo cute htat you have pony ocs tho ! but the way I see it is that you can also fine tune your backstory even as an SI <3 !however i think your interpretation of such is super jazzy. sorry for the late repy-ly, i could,nt sit up all day long until now basically to talk to yoooou!! agony :( i saw this and I was soooo excited to reply. uuuu...hate being Big Sicky you are so sweet and i feel i can talk to you all day so i challenge u to also answer those questions and will send sme of my own when i look thru ask games or regain energy 1) Sleep wear... https://www.youloveit.com/entertainment/3739-honkai-star-rail-aventurine-leisure-pajama-new-official-wallpapers.html this is what he canonically wears to bed ~ so hot and cute! I just want to eat him up in a non sexual way (am asexual, want to kiss him so much!!) so cute and so baby. he sleeps so innocently and cutely, but I think he enjoys silky or satin jammies, maybe even cotton,,! I will match if he can get me something sensory safe but i love my vietnamese pajamas or my wittle night gowns teehee <3 very breathable .... i treasure mornings with him

2) I...i don't know. but i like to believe he loves my kindness and sincerity towards him, when i kiss his cheeks so lovingly and giggle and hold him so tight and close he feels warm. i think he thinks i'm hilarious, and pats my head whenever i have an airheaded moment due to my sickness teehee it makes me a very silly person for what it is worth.

3) i realized it when i saw how broken we are as people and yet, he had so much love in him still. the way I see it is that two broken halves don't make a whole but we can soothe ourselves by being together, and be happy despite the horrors of the universe, and carve out a small part for ourselves. we are entitled to have a shred of happiness for our deep suffering and grief. i just feel...so connected to him in hardship. it's hard to explain cuz we're quite different but i think we need each other thanks to our personality types and what we look for in the world

thank you so much !! i had SO much fun answering, i'd love to hear back asap <3 you can reply in replies or however you wish. I want you to of course answer whatever you want or tell me what you want but I offer back 1) what is your relation to Celestia? Are you a guard, royalty that is married, etc?

2) What do your dates with the Princess look like?

3) If I were to ask Princess Celestia what's three things she is head over heels about you, what would she tell me? People often love for the most surprising reasons even if you do not expect it. We often find ourselves loving the most silly, little, endearing things about another person, even if you do not see it in yourself.

4) What would a bouquet from you to Princess celestia contain? <3

answer freely <3333 !!!! sending you much love !!

[gilderoylockhart]

SORRY FOR THE LATE REPY BUT OFC !

OK YIPPEEEE I NEED TO FIND A GOOD PICREW FIRST

[broomsick]

do you have a favorite myth/story? mine is the volsungasaga, especially the speech-of-birds scene.

Hi there! Sorry for the late repy. This is a good question, though one which I could never really answer. I was always quite obsessed with legends and stories, so it would be complicated for me to only choose one. Plus, I’m not certain whether you meant specifically within norse mythology, or if there was no such limit! In any case, thank you so much for sharing this! I’m also a huge fan of the Völsunga Saga, it’s definitely one of the Scandinavian texts I’ve re-read the most. It’s full of twists and turns, isn’t it? It has quite the rich history, and it really was very influential in the areas where it was told, which is why it’s as well preserved as it is today, even within oral tradition and not just in the shape of a text.

Now, since we're on the topic of sagas, my favorites just might be either the Eiríks saga rauða, because I'm quite fond of journey tales and this one has a substantial amount of mystery to it, the Hrólfs saga kraka, because of its mystical aspects, or the Jómsvíkinga saga, because I love a good tale of courage and battles. I've looked into different translations for each of these, but I have to say that the newest, Jóhannesdóttir edition of the Jómsvíking's saga with its remarkable introduction was a happy surprise for me. The themes of the saga were well highlighted and it was a pleasure for me to read again.

When it comes to the myths, I was always fond of the Völundarkviða. That might just be because I love to see folk heroes that are full of cunning and skill! Despite its arguably gruesome ending, it's still quite enjoyable to me.

[mishantics]

Merry Christmas!! 🎄🎁

HI IM SO SORRY FOR LATE REPY BUT AAA HAOPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONEE

[feel-my-psycho-love]

oh my gooooddd

this fic completely crushed me😭😭😭 so tragic and sad yet so beautiful, great job!! i love your matt angst it's so good

i'm so sorry for the late repy btw i just got time to sit down and read this

The hell we both made for each other || Matt Murdock x Reader

Summary: You love Matt with all your heart, but you can no longer put up with the risks of his double life.

Warnings: ANGST like so much fucking angst, there is no happy ending only tears. Also I wrote this with a fem!reader in mind but I don't think there is any direct mention to the reader's gender, so keep that in mind!

English is not my first language

Word count: 2000

He was late.

Again.

And he stumbled into your apartment, beaten and covered in blood.

Again.

You wanted to ask him to leave and find some other fool who was willing to tend to his wounds.

But you couldn't.

Seeing Matt in that state pained you, but it was also becoming a common sight. You were the one he went to after making his nightly rounds, beating up bad guys and saving innocent people in his attempt to make Hell's Kitchen a safer place. But as much as you wanted to help him heal his wounds and listen to his stories about the evil in the city, it was killing you inside.

Every night was a struggle. You would spend hours curled up on the couch, first aid kit resting on the coffee table next to your phone, waiting for news. Time stopped when the sun went down and didn't go back to normal until you saw the shadow of the Daredevil suit creeping up the hallway. The relief of seeing that he survived another night was always short-lived. The moment you heard his voice everything started moving way too fast as you rushed to relocate his bones and close his wounds before he bled to death in your living room.

Living like this was exhausting, but there was nothing you could do about it. The alternative was to get out of his life before the pain became too overwhelming, but that would only make things worse. Seeing him hurt broke your heart, but spending the night not knowing what had become of him on the streets would drive you crazy.

The most frustrating part of it all was that you had gotten yourself into this, so you had no one to blame for the void you felt in your chest every time Matt was out. You had been the one to offer to patch him up after he saved you from those drunken men who got really handsy with you that one time. You had let a complete stranger into your home, and not only that, but you had allowed him to come back. You were the one who fell in love with him even though you knew what he did. It was all your fault, you had backed yourself into a corner that you didn't know how to get out of.

Matt had never lied to you or given you false hope. You knew very well that being Daredevil was extremely important to him. It was his mission, his calling, and you knew he wasn't going to give it up even if you asked him to. He couldn't do it, or rather, he didn't want to do it, so being with him meant accepting his bloody and dangerous side. And at first you thought you could do it, but now you weren't so sure.

“You're quiet,” Matt's voice snapped you out of your thoughts. It sounded raspy and you wondered if it was due to exhaustion or the screams of pain he'd probably let out when the wounds you were cleaning and bandaging were inflicted on him. “What's going through your head?”

“Nothing,” you shrugged. You didn't want to get into an argument right then.

“I thought you knew better than to lie to me.” He let out a smug chuckle. “I can hear your breathing and your heartbeat, I know there's something on your mind.”

“I was thinking about you...about us, actually.” You simply stated, not taking your eyes off the wound on his chest that you were finishing stitching up. And from the tone of your voice Matt knew that the conversation that would follow would not be a pleasant one.

He spoke your name, both a warning and a plea for you to stop. He regretted pressing the issue now that he knew what was coming. You had a similar conversation only a few days ago and he wasn't sure he had the energy to face it again. Lately it felt like that was all you talked about and Matt didn't know what to do to make you happy without having to push the devil out of him.

“Why does it always have to be like this?” you interrupted him, taking off your bloodstained gloves and tossing them on the coffee table next to the other red-stained gauze. “You come home late and hurt and I have to sit here and patch you up while I pretend I wasn't going crazy thinking about what might be happening to you out there... I'm tired, Matt.”

“I told you you don't have to worry about me.” He reached for your hand, but you pulled it away. This wasn't something he could fix with gentle caresses and sweet words. You wouldn't let him this time. “I know what I'm doing out there.”

You let out a bitter laugh. “Is that why you come home looking like that? Because you know what you are doing?”

“It's not always this bad and you know it... Once this is all clear I'll go back to fighting thieves and rapists in the streets and I'll come home a lot less hurt, you'll see. You don't have to worry about me.” That was a lie and you both knew it. There was always going to be something. If it wasn't Fisk, it was The Hand, The Yakuza, The Punisher or who knows what else. The danger would never stop, it would just keep escalating.

“Well, Matt, but I do! I worry about you, I do...because I care about you, and I can't stop thinking about what will happen the day I'm sitting here waiting for you and you don't walk through that door.” You held back the tears that were burning in your eyes even though you knew it was in vain, Matt could hear the change in the tone of your voice.

Matt's fingers found your jaw and he turned your head carefully to face him. His hands cupped your cheeks, his thumbs tracing soft strokes over your skin. His tender touches made everything harder, it reminded you of all the good things about being with him that had outweighed the bad for a long time, but not anymore. A couple of tears escaped your eyes, but Matt wiped them away with his fingers.

“I will always find my way back to you.” He whispered and you wished you could believe him. You knew that's what he wished and that he truly loved you, but it wasn't something he could control.

“Don't make promises you can't keep.” You moved away from his touch, wiping your tears with the back of your hand before focusing your attention on arranging the first aid kit so you could put it away. You needed to distract yourself with something so as not to fall for his charms once again. The softness of his touch and the love in his words had persuaded you to silence your worries too many times in the past. You would not let it happen again this time.

“So what do you want me to do?” Matt's frustrated huff echoed in your ears.

You threw the first aid kit back on the table viciously and turned to look at him. You couldn't believe he was actually asking you that question.

“I want you to stop!”

“You know I can't do that. People need me, this city needs me.” Matt's voice was soft even though yours had risen a couple of notches.

“I need you!” You finally broke down, tears streaming down your cheeks like waterfalls. You understood where he was coming from, but you were tired of Matt putting the whole city before you. You were hurt by his indifference, his lack of concern for your well-being. You were hurt by his lack of regard for his own life. You knew deep down he loved you, but the way he showed it wasn't working for you. The love you shared hurt you in a way that wasn't supposed to and you didn't know what else to do to change it.

“I can't keep living like this, Matt. I can't keep pretending everything is okay... I love you, but being with you every day feels like fighting a battle I can't win. I can't keep watching you destroy yourself little by little... I'm tired of being the one who cares the most about us, about your own life... this isn't going to end well and I don't want to be the one left behind to pick up the pieces. I can't.”

“I love you.” Matt's broken voice broke your heart. You didn't doubt it was true, but that wasn't enough. Love wasn't enough to keep your relationship afloat.

“No more than the devil.”

Matt didn't know what to say to that. It wasn't true, but there was no way he could explain how he felt about his alter ego that you were going to understand. Daredevil was his blessing and his curse. It was his purpose, the thing that gave him a place in the world and in God's plan, but it was also his punishment, the reason why everyone he loved turned away from him. He didn't love Daredevil, but he needed him, just like the innocent people of Hell's Kitchen did. He couldn't ignore his abilities and the pleas of a city engulfed in violence and corruption because if he did, then bad things would happen because of him, because he hadn't been there to stop them.

“What do we do now? We're out of options.” Matt mumbled in a breathy whisper after a long silence.

“I don't know what to do.” You let out a sigh, letting your tired body fall back against the back of the couch.

“Could you... hold me until we figure it out? Whatever you decide, just... give me this night with you.”

You watched him for a moment, your fingers reaching out to caress his cheek without even realizing what you were doing. There was something so tragic yet so tender in his words, it was the perfect summary of your relationship. You both knew it was over. Maybe not tonight, maybe not tomorrow, but the end was near. So you had to take advantage of the few sweet moments you had left, and express your love for each other while you still could.

You settled into Matt's arms without saying a word. Your head rested on his chest, your ear pressed against his heartbeat. He kissed the top of your head as he pulled you tight against him, trying to lose himself in the warmth of your body and the sweet scent of your hair. He wanted to memorize all the little things he loved about you, everything his enhanced senses allowed him to know about you without you knowing it. He didn't want to lose you, but he knew he would. You deserved someone so much better than him, someone who wouldn't hurt you the way he did. He could accept you leaving if it meant you would be happy, but he refused to forget you. So he spent the next few minutes memorizing the way the warmth of your body felt against his and how your soft skin reacted to the touch of his fingers. He paid special attention to the sound of your heartbeat and inhaled the scent of your hair as if it were the oxygen he needed to live. That way he could take you with him forever.

“I wish I had two lives, one for you and one for him.” Matt whispered against your hair and the corners of your lips curved with sadness.

“I wish I had two lives, both of them for you.”

As painful as it was, you couldn't imagine a life without Matt. You loved him, with all the good and all the bad. And even though you had spent the last few days repeating how hard it was for you to stay by his side, the truth was that you would still choose him even in another life. You wanted him by your side in every life you had and that was not going to change. Your heart was determined to break and put itself back together again if that was what it took to be with him.

Matt Murdock was and always would be the love of your life.

Matt Murdock's tag list: @steviebbboi @feel-my-psycho-love

[free-falling-grenade]

☕🎶

HIII omg I just saw this ask right now. Lmao. 🙈

Anyway! I like both coffee and tea but I drink more coffee 😁

Also favorite song rn.. uh that's always a hard one but I guess I'd say From now on by Hugh Jackman from the Greatest Showman since i rewatched it and the song is just on repeat and stuck in my head. 😅😅

[cookiescr]

Kuki people are so annoying :(

Yoo what's wrong anon?

[ro-is-struggling]

Thanks for the tag beautiful💕and sorry for the late repy, uni is kickin my ass

the biggest changes I would make relate to my style. I would like to have more confidence to experiment a little more with my look. In relation to my physical appearance, the only things I have problems with are my weight and the acne and rosacea marks I have on my cheeks, but I'm kind of used to that now

tagging: @thevelvetvignette @bandshirts-andbooks @caritobbg

starting a tag game cause i'm bored and i hate my notifications :D

WHAT YOU LOOK LIKE IRL

WHAT U WANNA LOOK LIKE

picrew: here!

tagging @random-doctor-on-the-internet @cataperat @discoveredreality @ladykiller-yt and @midnights-dragon

[devilhime-senju-blog]

Continued:

@avengernomore:

“Well, my choice would be for you to thank me, especially considering the other option… but, it is your choice… especially if you think you’d actually be able to land a hit on me.” 

                         ♔ __ She heard his own words. ‘Hmph.. In fact, That what she expected from him as a response. HOWEVER, she wasn’t looking for a fight or something so she simply chuckled.

          “ Alright then, I’ll choose to thank you. 

           BUT, I’ll keep the other option & use it 

            for later. I don’t have much time now 

            to WASTE IT ON YOU, dear Sasuke.”

[pandajelo]

i just found your acc and let me tell you your art is gorgeous 😍 your coloring style is so unique i love it so much!!! and im also really weak for your misawa art💖💖 thank you for blessing my existence

AAAAAA thank you so much??? 😭😭💕💕this means a lot to me since coloring is my favorite part of the process and i try to keep working on it!! thank yOU for enjoying the misawas and my art ( ᵕ̤ ‧̫̮ ᵕ̤ ) have a nice day!

[fairyking]

@ladyjericho

Jffjjfjfmmfmfmf okay tru

I mean it obvious now that relationship is plationc since law is a dog but,,, I can never shake the feeling how close nakaba was in making them a legit thing

[bruisedandbeloved]

She's.. she's my little sister. she likes to go by Jinx now? She was more into.. making things. I was more into fighting and drinking. D'ya have siblings?

[OOC: im so so so sorry abt the late repy. I was lowkey so ill I didn't mean to leave it so long]

hi hi! can you teach me how to fight?

-alix

teach you? Oh damn.. I- I haven't taught anyone before. You sure you want me as your trainer kiddo?

@loser-zaunite