#SORRY FOR THE VENT

[8d2t]

oil and water. wasnt meant to be.

[jay-birbs-can-draw]

Bumblebee after The Breakup

It’s okay Bumblebee he doesn’t deserve u!!

He’s lowkey me right now (tags)

[seagulltheseawing]

24/7 i’m thinking that everybody is watching me, and waiting for any opportunity to attack or some fucking crap

i literally cannot exist in this world without feeling constant fear and it’s making me literally so reactive to anything and everything. I fear posting my art work now because i’m just like it’s too much of this it’s too much of that and everyone’s gonna leave me everyone is going to think i’m not good enough

it kind of hit me today the reason i have so many art styles is literally because i don’t know what makes me valid or good enough or perfect. I don’t know why im always trying to be this absolutely flawless perfect thing when i am the polar opposite and far from perfect.

[jayceeartz]

Not to sound dramatic but...

I've been so tnmn fanart starved lately. Not just of my favorite characters, but just tnmn art in general. This fandom is a ghost town💔💔

On top of that, I've also been going through art block/burn out yet again. I want to draw but I either get distracted by something or I just don't have the energy. It low-key feels like a chore even though it shouldn't. Uhg I'm sick of it💔💔

[marvelmaniac715]

I was born two years after the Doctor Who revival, I am five months younger than the Sarah Jane Adventures and a few months shy of being a year younger than Torchwood, and my favourite Doctor David Tennant regenerated into Matt Smith when I was three - I started watching the show last year - so you’d think that I prefer the newer flashier stuff that my generation is accustomed to, but quite the opposite in fact. I need my Whoniverse content to feel grainy and amateur. I like the vibes of the Classic stuff and the first two Doctors, if the video quality isn’t like someone filmed it on a Sontaran’s head - you know, a potato - and if the sets aren’t crumbling and the cgi doesn’t look like something that a twelve year old could put together on Roblox, then I feel disconcerted. I don’t think we’re supposed to clearly perceive Doctor Who, it’s a nostalgic blur that you squint at for comfort, not some high-tech flashy affair with half-decent cgi. I love Ncuti Gatwa as the Doctor but it freaks me out how crisp and clear he is, like he’s in the room with me, it’s just not right 😭. And people using iPhones, that shouldn’t happen, the show should exist in a 1990s/2000s limbo, and that’s coming from a girl who never puts her phone down 😅.

[thaltro]

Sometimes I feel like giving up (vent)

I’m doing shitty in school because of art. I went from having straight A+ always to breaking the streak with a A- recently. Mostly because of spent time drawing instead of my normal study routine.

My mother is furious with me rn.

Recently I’ve been caring more about nightwatch then school, hence getting lower As.

Idk. I know I shouldn’t be scared, I’m physically stronger then her now she can’t hurt me like that anymore. I just feel shittier then ever.

Oh yeah and yesterday was my birthday. Im 20 now.

[pamithebunterfly2007]

(Vent) Why I’m deeply emotionally attached to Helluva Boss and Hazbin Hotel compared to my life

Ever since the incident I made at DA, I go to tumblr, and the only people who cared about me is @nicky-toony27, @leftunknown, @lizzietherwbychibifan, @sakiohappychan, @softpawsxd, @halliedrawz, @emo-gals-4life, @cxrxmelchoco, @manekimelikawaii, and TazyanaDevil. But what about the others from DA?, they hate me, They don’t even love me for what I’ve done, So I have no choice to but to hide from them and have a deep hatred for them, especially God himself. That’s why I’m starting to get attached by the works of Satan to keep me alive and thriving. Like almost everyday, I’m so fucking emotional, even today I school, I cried but many people don’t notice this. The real reason why I’m so emotional is about the past, faking my death, my former friends on DA neglecting me for what I’ve done, hurting people on tumblr by making them leave, Someonefromyt making a callout doc out of all the mess I made, a user insulting my interests of Hazbin Hotel and Helluva Boss, my best friend Promni deactivating due to her parents. And bottleing up all of my emotions.

And sometimes I feel like people just don’t like the same interest as me, they think I’m weird, or demonic, or whatever. I’m like obsessed with Hazbin Hotel and Helluva Boss, I’m mainly a helluva boss fan. I don’t support the creator for some reasons. I just get excited when someone mentions demons or Helluva Boss. But some of my friends are not into that, which makes me feel like I’m the only one. Helluva Boss is basically what my life is like, I feel like I’m Blitzø and all of my friends are basically Millie, Moxxie, and Loona. And there are times where I imagine that I joined I.M.P and I want to be part of their family, especially Stolas and Octavia, This is the perfect example, I wish I could be in the picture too, but they’re just fictional characters, this shows how much I love my friends on tumblr:

This GIF made me feel so fucking emotional, but there are other things too I wanna put on, Basically when I tell someone if they love Helluva or Hazbin, some say they like it, but others, they don’t. . . . . . . . This sort of hurts me how I feel so deeply attached on Helluva Boss. And I feel like I’m the odd one out from them, This web series is like a way to escape from my harsh reality. And I often compared my friends to random helluva boss or Hazbin hotel characters. It hurts that I’m so obsessed over a show than reality and my friends. And there are times where I just want to have a romantic partner, I get it’s hard to find a soul mate, what if he doesn’t treat me fairly or respect my boundaries? What if he likes Demons? What if he’s just like Rhylie? . . . . . . . . What if, People think I’m nothing but an obsessed idiot who has Helluva Boss as her life than her own reality? That’s why I get people don’t like it, and I get that, if they don’t like it. . . . . . I guess I’m left out from them. . . . . . . . I have feelings too, I just wish they could understand my emotions more than ignoring it. . . . . . . . I wish I could go back in time to fix everything I fuck up. . . . . . . I just want to spend more time with my old and new friends. . . . . . . . I just want to be happy again. . . . . . . . I want to loved again. . . . . . . I wish Promni came back to help me. . . . .

@crystalline-loptous @chellys-catbox @dazzle-expandism @sleepi-toasti @glitchy-across-aus @sicdios @sketchymenace @karinathebutterwolf2k5 @pennyroyald @gothiestarzsuki @torrentialchaos @9mysterybook6

[treeteaofversailles]

I can’t help but imagine Zayne as the post I saw on Pinterest that probably originated from Tumblr about “wanting God to be real so I can hold Him accountable”.

[lowkxytears]

okay so i just received my first ever chest binder two days ago and i’ve been wearing it ever since and it makes me feel really good, but i’ve never felt really uncomfortable with my tits in fact most of the time i actually love them. for YEARS i’ve been dancing around getting a binder for various reasons but there are two which i deemed the most prevalent

1. my household/community are NOT welcoming of any queer identities whatsoever

2. (this technically pairs with the latter) i am cis+straight+allo presenting 24/7

now obviously the first reason is very important to consider since i wouldn’t be treated well if i were to come out (Before anyone goes “Oh but you’re an adult why can’t you just leave.” NO, I will not be leaving my family. That’s that. I’ve also made my peace that I may never completely come out), the second reason i find to be a bit more complicated personally.

i’ve developed a weird relationship with my identity where i’m fine with she/her pronouns and being asked about potential boyfriends/husbands because i DO like those pronouns and i DO like guys, it’s just there’s a part of me that equally likes they/them pronouns and also feels romantic attraction towards people regardless of gender. i HAVE been open about my asexuality… to my best friend and little siblings… it counts!

to circle this back to my binder… i’m conflicted. the chest binder has been a product that from my perspective seems to only be for trans men and trans masc folk. i identify as neither so to me it feels like im taking some thing from these communities. ive never seen another woman wearing a binder so i guess i feel a bit isolated? it feels like im doing something i shouldn’t. i don’t know where i was going with this i just wanted to share some feelings.

[syltheanti]

(-☢️🟩 anon)

I don't like how most proshippers go into communities that are full of children. Like dandys world, spruki, regrevator (especially roblox cause like what's the fucking deal!?!?!?!?)

It's scary. Because (early) teens and kids can't even have safe spaces anymore. Yes, everyone should acknowledge that there will always be a bad apple in the Fandom, but for things directed at children? Most of my special intrests are often "kids" media, but I don't post nsfw about them online. Because I feel that's the sane and normal thing to do, to not expose literal kids to porn or nsfw topics.

But they drag kids into it anyways. Whether unintentional or not, it's so fucked up and disgusting and I hope that all people affected by them are okay.

Yeah. Not to mention Roblox is just a cesspit of pedophilia. If I'm being honest, I don't want any kid playing Roblox. Especially having seen some of that shit and experienced the grooming that could occur on there. I've literally seen my younger relative get groomed/desensitized to sexual content from those Meep City parties back when it was literally just lenient moderation and shit. Yeah it sucks. And it's more than just ''bad apples in a fandom''. This is flat out rot taking over a fruit. If that makes sense. Ugh.

[jubshead]

I miss people interacting with me 😭 what is going on?

[austinslounge]

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Sooo let me get this straight:

DeuxMoi is now backtracking (as usual) and asking fans to "please stop" with the Austin Butler dating rumors, when she was the one who perpetuated them in the first place?!?!??? 😵‍💫

You've got to be kidding me. 😒

What a joke!

These stupid rumors wouldn't have even been swirling around in the first place if it weren't for her and her stupid gossip account posting whatever nonsense that comes across her inbox. 🙄

She was on some insane mission to try to pin Austin down with some woman (any woman!) after the Kaustin breakup for some reason 🙄, and now, she's asking the fans or her followers to "please stop".

You can't make this stuff up.

I'm now wondering if Austin's team got to her and told her to knock it off lol. 🤭

Btw, what crazy fan actually sent Austin a private DM msg asking him about his love life?

[cosmosbunni]

Being an artist and slowly losing your ability to create due to disability has got to be something they make you go through in hell

[chaoticsnowykiddo]

pacifers are not sexual or kink items!

diapers are not sexual or kink items!

teethers are not sexual or kink items!

baby bottles are not sexual or kink items!

sippy cups are not sexual or kink items!

stuffies are not sexual or kink items!

if you think otherwise you are disgusting!

[sirlazz]

Don't mind me dumping all my pixel art maps at once. For the full story, I started doing these during lockdown and got kinda popular, first on reddit but at some point local media picked up on it and it was pretty fun getting interviewed for like, making pixel art (especially since I was a kinda-beginner-artist, student, poor and starved for attention).

Anyway I ended up burning out (our school was giving us so much work during quarantine, i literally burst out crying when drawing multiple time), not making any maps for like 3 month and coming back to see that some brand had copied this but in vector art style and they could put out like 10x the ammount that I did in the same time. I was slightly upset (completely disgusted with them and myself for "letting an opportunity pass") and well now i haven't done any new map in like a year to concentrate on other things.

if you can guess what every one of these is, treat yourself with a cookie cause you're good at geography.

[willfreakbyers]

Maybe im just a naturally jealous person but whenever my friend texts me for the billionth time about her girlfriend i like get this weird feeling. Not that im jealous shes dating someone, but that shes had like a billion dates in the past three months and no one has shown any interest in me in almost three years