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[midnight-mourning]

Only Place Worth Being

Little something for one of my Secret Valentine's! Hope you enjoy Ben, one of my fav love songs is a bit angsty, but I promise is all works out in the end <3

Song rec: Cold Cold Man - Saints Motel

Word Count: 2302

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You sigh, feeling defeated as you set the vase back down on the desk. All day, you'd waited for any kind of acknowledgement. A thank you, a nod, even just a passing glance. 

Nothing. Nothing at all.

Another gift, another failed attempt. 

And on Valentine's, at that. 

You take one of the flowers out, twisting it between your fingers. 

Maybe flowers weren't their thing? Though, that implied that neither were cards, stuffed animals, art supplies, and—okay yeah maybe this was a pattern. 

Maybe gift-giving wasn't their love language? They always accepted gifts from the children without hesitation, fawning over them and the likes. Proudly announcing their joy at receiving something so lovely, and displaying it for all to see somewhere in the Daycare. Could it really just be all an act? 

You try to reason with yourself more and more as you set the flower back. You felt bad that they'd go to waste, and almost considered taking them home with you, but that just felt… pathetic. And rude. 

You need to face the facts; they just didn't love you like you did them. 

They didn't love you at all, for that matter.

You've tried everything to tell them when it came to your side. Hinted at it, joked about it, did everything except outright say the words. And the only reason you hadn't done that was because you felt almost certain of the rejection that would occur. 

So, you tried for the most part to keep your feelings to yourself, only letting slip ups like this happen once in a blue moon. A moment of weakness, a moment of 'what if'. Though you've yet to have that happen. 

You know they tolerated you, you think you were friends at the very least. 

They would tease you, make you laugh, and so on. You worked well together, be that keeping the kids corralled for arts and crafts, or for naptime. You'd spent many a night working late cleaning up, chatting, flirting. Or at least, you'd thought so.

"Sunshine, could you help me clean this table please?" Sun would ask, more than capable of doing it on his own. 

But you'd oblige with a smile and a nod, heart racing every time your hands brushed against each other. Seemingly too many times to just be 'incidental'. 

"Starlight, sit and read this with me, I want to make sure it's something the children will enjoy." Moon insisted, pulling you into his lap where you'd stay until he deemed otherwise. 

But during the day it was almost the complete opposite. They were professional, to the point. Conversational, but brief. Their laughter at your jokes not quite as full, more nervous, or hollow. 

It almost made you feel like you were going crazy, getting the most mixed signals of your life. Maybe that's why you hadn't given up until this point. You always somehow managed to get drawn back in. 

A bout of excited yelling from further in the Daycare interrupts your melancholic thought process. You see Sun is busy with several of the remaining kids, acting out some sort of scene with them as a distractor while they wait to be picked up. 

You lean back against the security desk, sad smile on your lips as you observe. They'd make someone very happy one day, you think. It just wasn't going to be you. 

You needed to finally accept that. 

Sometime a bit later, as you're packing up your bag, your phone rings. Taking a glance you see it's your manager. You answer, not thinking as you're digging in your bag for your keys. 

"Hey." She says. 

"Hey." You reply. 

She sighs, you can hear the tap of a pen. "I got your file pulled up here. Talked to the manager over in rockstar row and they said they're happy to have an extra set of hands if I've got 'em. I just wanted to double check with you before I make any changes."

You cringe at her words, as if you hadn't been expecting them, or this call. You wanted this. You asked for it. You couldn't seriously be upset that you'd gotten exactly what you had asked for. Deal with it now or suffer the consequences later.

It had been the only way, you'd argued. Your little crush was affecting your day to day, and theirs. It wasn't fair to keep pushing when they weren't going to give. And if you stayed here you'd just feel like a burden, and that's the last thing you wanted. You decided that you'd still do your best to remain friends, maybe hang around and offer guidance and the likes to whoever took your place.

"I, yeah, give me a second,"—you still can't find your keys, now confused and frustrated—"I can't seem to find my—"

A jingling sound from behind you stops you in your tracks. And just as you turn around to find yourself face to chest with a yellow torso do you hear the 'call ended' noise go through your phone. 

Only then do you realize you'd been on speaker. 

Your eyes slowly move up, meeting Sun's gaze after a moment. 

His smile is as static as always but his eyes are narrow slits that sear into you. You shift your focus slightly to the left to see your keys spinning around his finger. He clears his nonexistent throat and your focus goes back to him. 

No point in beating around the bush. "Um, I was… going to tell you guys. Once it was for sure going to happen. Didn't think you'd take my keys as punishment." The joke is a bust and you know it, especially given his entirely unwavering gaze. 

"Oh, Sunbeam. We took your keys much earlier today, for a different reason entirely." He suddenly bends to your level, rays ticking to the side. "But now, I think I'll be keeping them. Because an explanation is in order."

You think you'd find him intimidating in that moment, but building off your earlier feelings—and all the others you've kept in for so long—all you find is anger and frustration pouring forth. 

"I'm the one who owes an explanation? What about you? What about the both of you and this… game you've been playing with me?" You stand straight, poking a finger into his chest as he jumps back from the touch. It only fuels your fire. "I just, I can't get you. Can't wrap my head around how you can just go from being all over me to flinching at my touch. I think you like me, think you care, and then snap! It's like we're back to square one again. Do you know how much that hurts? Besides the fact that I love you, even if it was just as a friend, being this hot and cold with someone is just cruel, you know. So I was just trying to save all three of us the trouble and finally take myself out of the picture. Because lord knows you two have probably been dying for that to happen."

You take a gasping breath, hand coming up to your hair as you breath heavy, tears pricking your eyes. You dare to spare a glance over to the Attendant. If he didn't hate you before, well, he probably does now. And you're sure it'll be the same with Moon. 

You cough into the silence, cheeks starting to burn. "Now. Can I have my keys back, please?"

Sun doesn't answer you, and you suddenly hear a loud thump. You jump, whipping to look at him and find that he's dropped to his knees. 

He looks nowhere in particular as he speaks, voice barely a whisper. "No, surely... is that, what have I—" He grips his rays tight, they squeak under the force. His words become unintelligible to you, and it's then you realize he's switched to binary. It's garbled, grating, and it worries you. 

You rush over, reaching out to touch his shoulder, but hesitate. "Sun, is everything okay?"

No response, the binary grows in volume, worse, harsher. 

You finally have no choice and have to put your hands on his shoulders. "Sun! Talk to me, Pretty bot."

He snaps to attention, eyes meeting yours as you rub soothing circles into his shoulders. Slowly, his hands release his rays, dropping to his sides. He leans into your touch, head drooping and dropping onto your shoulder. You ignore anything this action stirs in you, especially when he lets out a quiet sigh. 

"Pretty bot?" He asks after a moment.

You can't help the laugh that slips out. "You act like I've never called you that before."

"I took it for granted, then." His hands travel up to rest on your own shoulders, squeezing. "If I'd realized how high the chances were of never hearing it again, I would have treasured it more than I do."

You freeze at this, and he notices, pulling back to look at you, rays spinning a couple times. 

"I'm so, so sorry love, give me, us, a chance to explain, would you?" His hand cups your cheek. "We don't deserve it, but it would mean everything if you did."

You swallow, nodding slowly. "Okay."

Sun rises to his feet again, and extends a hand to you. You pause for a moment, then take it. He suddenly pulls you into a spin, and the Daycare music stops, switching to something else, modern, pop. A piano riff begins to play and Sun guides you into dancing along. 

Sun chuckles softly. "The concept of love, and feelings, it's... exceedingly difficult for us to express properly in words of our own. But, we both think this song puts it near perfectly."

The singer starts then, and you recognize the tune. It's an old favorite of yours, and you know the lyrics well. 

'Oh, my love. I know, I am a cold, cold man. Quite slow to pay you compliments, or public displayed affections...'

You snicker to yourself. That one hit you right in the chest, you won't deny. But the direct acknowledgement right off the bat was a start. 

At the chorus, Sun's hands grip yours tightly. You realize then that he's trembling slightly. 

'You're the only one worth seeing, the only place worth being, the only bed worth sleeping is the one right next to you...'

"Sun—" You start, concerned.

He shakes his head. "We're okay. Please, keep listening."

You frown, but nod. 

The two of you continue to sway and spin, and you listen, really listen. It may be an old favorite, but they've given you an entirely different context to hear it in now. Feel it in now. Appreciate it, now. 

If it's truly a representation of how they feel, for you, then it's finally happened. They've broken you. You keep your feelings inside, waiting until the song is over to say anything. 

As the music fades out, Sun stops your movements, but keeps your hands held in his. 

He speaks before you can. "This is all, so new, to us. And we simply find it terrifying. We don't know how to act, what to do. It's all…  so much. But we were so focused on our own feelings towards you that we neglected you." He looks up to you then, even with that unmoving face of his he's still able to convey a look of genuine distraught and remorse. "We're so, so sorry, love."

"I—"

In that moment, the lights cut, the Daycare—and the Attendant momentarily—powering down.  

Still holding your hands, Moon appears, faceplate spinning once or twice as he meets your gaze. 

Again, you don't get your chance to speak first. "You can hate us if you must. If that does anything to ease the pain we've caused." The naptime attendant rasps out. "To be truthful, I almost wish you would. It's been more than earned." He lets you go then, stepping back. 

"Was it true?" You ask. "About the song being an accurate representation of… how you feel?" You glance down, biting your lip. 

"Stars, Moonbeam. It wasn't even the half of it. It's so much more than that. But yes, to a point, yes."

You shake your head, stepping forward. After a moment, you hold out your arms wide. Moon gets the idea, enveloping you in a hug soon thereafter. 

"I was hurting, a lot." You say against his shoulder.

"I know."

"I was so close to leaving."

Moon makes a rumbling noise, holding you tighter. "We know."

"If this is gonna work, we have to talk more. Okay?"

"As much as you want. Whenever you want. Anything, anything that you'll let us have." You find that he, too, is trembling now. 

You chuckle, petting his hat in an attempt to soothe him. "If that's the case, I guess I can let go of some of the anguish the two of you have put me through."

"We'll do whatever it takes to take that away. To make up for it. Promise. Promise. Promise." It occurs to you then that he's lifting and pressing his faceplate, specifically his smile, into your shoulder. Kissing, he's kissing you.

Oh.

You gently push him back, cupping his faceplate. "Hey, why settle for the alternatives when you can have the real deal?" 

Moon stares at you a moment, so still you'd think he powered down. Then, you're being peppered with kisses all over your face. Your cheeks, your forehead, your nose, and your lips, especially your lips. 

You laugh, trying half-heartedly to push him away. "Quit it! I'm serious! So greedy."

"Yes." Moon hisses in between kisses. "Absolutely. Always."

You finally give in and succumb to the love being bestowed upon you then. You think you liked the sound of that. 

Always.

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Gahhh this was a lot of fun, a bit angsty but I think it got cute and sweet by the end, I was really channeling the song and like the vibes, Happy Valentine's Bensus!!!

Adding the tag list since it's writing stuff

@scarletcowboy @beemyhuneybee @fishm0ther @deviouscrackers @elsajoyagent8 @luckyyyduckyyy @zenkaiankoku @jogimote @local-shrub @milosmantis @robinette-green @everlightreader @sinister-sincerely @starredeclipse @dangerva @juukai @crystalmagpie447 @mothgutz236 @lizyxml @divinit3a @amarynthian-chronicles @crystalfay @that-one-unknown-artist @rosescarletful @buzzybee3

[mr-aftons-rotting-pussy]

rough and tumble.....

[boygirlctommy]

aw i always forget how much i actually love tss :]

[banghwa-moved]

MAJOR the hunger 1983 moment u guys (walking into the bar and bela lugosi is dead was playing and everyone looks like they’re vampires and im pretty sure i was propositioned for a threesome)

[bayfuzzball7050]

Kakyoinnnnnn

Idk man colouring is so much funnn :3333

[pleaseeeimjustagirl]

🎀30 Day Glow Up Challenge 🎀 - day three

♡ Mindset : Staying off of social media has been helping me with not comparing myself to others. I forgot to read for 10 minutes today I was so busy running around no excuses I’ll make up for it by reading 20 minutes tomorrow. My mindset was so good yesterday my positive self talk has definitely been working I felt so good about myself today and I got a lot of compliments. When you feel good you look good it all starts within. I need to take time to do my affirmations and journaling I fell off of journaling and it’s been hard to get back on track but I will put more effort to get it done.

♡ Health : I was doing so well and I cheated on my meal plan. But it’s okay tomorrow is a better day. I’ve been drinking so much water after Ramadan I was struggling with my water intake but luckily I’ve been finding a way to up my water in take. Walking is my favorite form of movement I’ve hit my step goal today. I’ve start with 3K steps and hopefully at the end of this challenge I’ll be walking 5K steps daily. Start small and then work your way up to 10K steps. If you’re able to walk 10K steps daily that’s amazing.

♡ Self Care : I’ve invested so much into my skin care routine and I’m getting results 5 months of dedication and not only have I realized but other people around me have and have been asking for my skin care routine. Setting a bed time has been so helpful I don’t stay up past 10:30pm I wake up so energized and ready to start my day.

♡ Experience : Learning Italian has been so much funnn. I want to go to Italy one day and I hope I’m somewhat fluent and can communicate and understand the language at that time. I’ve created plans for spring break with some new friends I can’t wait we are planning on going to a all day spa, Korean hot pot, and other fun places I’m excited to report back to you girliessss<3333

I was going to make these weekly but I decided to make them daily I would love to know how your challenge is going tell me below<3333

[princess-angele333]

OMFG I SHIFTED YESTERDAY

So i took a break from shifting for a while because i got very very busy and just wanted to sleep. BUT YESTERDAY I CAME HOME LATE, SO I GOT IN BED AT AROUND 11 PM. BUT I WAS SCROLLING ON MY PHONE INSTEAD EVEN THO I FELT I WAS FAING ASLEEP BUT I WAS TRYING NOT TO. SO IDK HOW BUT I LIKE, ENDED UP CLOSING MY EYES BC I WAS SO TIRED BUT I DIDN'T FALL ASLEEP IT WAS LIKE, THE VOID STATE. I NEVER WAS RLLY TOO INTERESTED IN THE BOID STATE BECAUSE I HAVE SHIFTED WITHOUT IT, BUT ANYWAY I CLOSED MY EYES AND IN LIKE 6 SECONDS OF I WAS TRYING NOT TO FALL ASLEEP (IT WAS SATURDAY AND I WANTED TO READ MORE FICS BECAUSE I WAS GONNA BE BUSY AGAIN THE NEXT DAY) I LIKE SUDDENLY STOPPED. AND I ENTERED THE VOID STATE. LIKE I WAS ASLEEP BUT AWAKE AT THE SAME TIME LIKE I DIDN'T FEEL MY SURROUNDINGS BUT I COUKD THINK. SO REALIZING THAT I IMMEDIATELY STARTED VISUALISING THIS RANDOM BALL DR I THOUGHT ABOUT, AND LIKE I SUDDENLY FELT LIKE I WAS PULLED INTO IT? ANYWAY I WENT AND TALKED TO THE PEOPLE I WANTED TO BE THERE AND HONESTLY I JUST ATE DESSERTS AND YAPPED THE WHOLE TIME. ALSO I DIDN'T SCRIPT FOR THIS DR I HAD ONLY THOUGHT ABOUT IT RANDOMLY, BUT IT WAS EXACTLY HOW I WANTED IT TO BE. ALSO THE DRESS I WAS WEARING WAS GORGEOUS ILL DROP SOME PICTURES OF KINDA WHAT IT WAS LIKE AND A DR MOODBOARD, ALSO THE DR WAS KINDA LIKE A FAIRY BALL DR AND IT WAS SO FUNNN LIKE ILL PROBABLY GK BACK THERE SOMETIME, ANYWAY THIS REIGNITED MY WANT TO SHIFT AND I HAVE SM DRS I WANT TO TRY OUT, ANYWAY SHIFTING IS REAL, MANIFESTATION IS REAL, AND YOU'RE THE ONE IN CONTROL OF IT. GOOD LUCK ON YOUR SHIFTING ADVENTURES<3333

moodboard:

dress and faceclaim

[emilems-a-cat]

OKKKK SO

MY BSF DOESNT KNOW IM A THERIAN (BUT THIS ONE IS MY HUSBAND AND HE IS SUPPORTIVE)

BUT WE SPENT ALL DAY TALKIN ABT THERIAN STUFF AND MADE MASKS AND DID QUADS AND RAN AROUND AND IT WAAS SO FUNNN ILOVE HIM SMMM <3333

[thehiddencriminals]

Another ask blog but for these sillies!!

So yeah. 😀

have funnn <3333

[skz-streamer]

Delivery Service

Simptober Romance Tropes M-list

Pairing: Jisung (skz) x fem!reader

Genre: Fluff

Notes: I REALLY LIKED WRITING THISSS I HAD ALOT OF FUNNN :)))) I HOPE YOU LIKE ITTTTTTTTT<3333

-please read responsibly, and remember that this work is fiction and meant strictly for imaginative fun. the idols used in fics are more accurately face claims and personality outlines for imaginary characters, and should not be interpreted as factual representations of existing people

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As a part time job in college you worked as a delivery driver

nothing to fancy, just delivering boxes n stuff to houses, resturants

whoever needed a package delivered

it was a good way to make money

you were on your last delivery of the day, delivering a new fryer to a fried chicken place, fried chicken sounded really good rn

maybe you would get some after dropping the package off

you pulled into the back exit of the restaurant and took the box out of the truck

it was heavy omg

in some kind of pick up attempt you stumbled down the ramp of the truck leaving the package behind and you tumbling down

well at least the package was safe

you felt someones hand on your back "you okay?"

you looked up

"yeah im okay, thanks" you replied

it was a cute guy, you assumed he worked here by the looks of his apron

he asked if you wanted help with the box, you agreed

thankfully the two of you placed the box inside the place without anyone falling

you thanked him and asked for his name

"jisung! but you can just call me Han, it dosnt really really matter" he blushed a little and you noticed it

ahhh he really was cute

"hey! you wanna eat something?" he asked

you nodded happily, aksing if he wanted to join you

so the two of you sat down at a small table in the backlit was closing time anyways so no customers

the two of you just talked about random stuff, studies, relationships, family

You realized that Jisung was really sweet and caring

he was a great listener (and gossiper)

you swear half of time just went into both of you guys bursting out in laughter

it was around 10 and you knew you had to leave

you thanked him for the food (he treated obviii) and said that you would buy next time

He smiled a the mention that there would be a next time

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The next time you delivered was about a week later

You were happy to meet Jisung again but when you showed up you realized he wasn't there, gladly they didn't order anything heavy so you took it inside yourself

Maybe he didn't work today

you left the place sad, you were looking forward to meet him

you waited for the day that the resturaunt would place another order, but nothing came in

You decided you would just go there, whatever

you didn't need an excuse to see him

When you showed up you saw him at the cashier's desk

you ran up to him smiling"heyyy!!!!" you said

he looked up from the register and immediately smiled

"hi! I missed you, my breaks in about 10 we can talk then if you want"

"sure!!!" you happily said, gosh why were you so giddy around him

When his break came around the two of you need up going to the dessert store next door

he mentioned that the shop wasn't doing too good and that it might shut down

you comforted him and told him you can always hook him up with delivery if something goes wrong ;)

he laughed and thanked you

and just like that the two of you exchanged numbers and recently had get togethers and meeting from now to then

Both of you became inseparable, you would stay at eachotehrs houses and binge watch animes, play board games, anything really

you just felt free around him, free to be yourself, free from your worries. it was nice :)

one day you decided to surprise him at work and you showed up to the shop, but it was closed.

you remembered him talking about the shop closing but you didn't think it really would

You texted him asking if he was doing okay

He replied back asking if he could stay at your place a little, everything at his was a mess

Apparently the owners of the chicken shop also owned that apartment that Han lived in, so when the shop went down so did hans apartment

You told him that he was more then welcome to stay at your place

So at about 11 in the night Han pulled up to your apartment

gosh your here late you said

he grumbled about packing and stuff but you could tel that overall he was happy to stay with you

you asked if he knew how many days he would be staying to which he responded idk

you let him know that he could stay as long and he wanted to :)

naturally, over the next few days the two of you had a lot of fun together

you even got a noise complaint once

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It was late in the night, or rather early morning as the clock read 12:36am

the two of you were staying up binging new season of the show that you liked

he was sitting up while your head lay in his lap

him fiddling with your hair ever now and then and you drawing small shapes into his arm

That's when you knew, you caught feelings

you didn't want to make it awkward between the two of you but he was so perfect

you wished you could just stay like tis forever

you adjusted yourself and turned to the side

Han noticed this and grabbed the blanket from behind it, draping it over you

"thanks Hannie" you mumbled

Han blused at the nickname

you had never called him this, did it just slip out of your mouth?

You had already drifted into sleep and hadn't even noticed that you referred to him as 'Hannie'

Han placed his hand on your arm hugging you into him, admiring your soft breaths and smooth hair tickling his arm

That's when he knew

he was in love with you

but he didn't want to ruin your friendship

he too fell asleep with you in his arms

he would tell you soon, you would tell him soon

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[your-mommy-ems]

꒰ 💭 ꒱ HII this is Your Annoying Tumblr Mutual 𓍢ִ໋🌷͙֒ (iykyk) i've got some questions for youuu but no pressure ofc .ᐟ

✴ hopeless romantic or hopeful unromantic?

✴ what do you think is the best thing about you?

✴ let's say you're about to get into a fight... WHAT SONG STARTS PLAYING AS YOUR SOUNDTRACK??

✴ what cliche (romantic or not hehe) do you wish for the most?

✴ a song that reminds you of someone?

AHHHHH YOU'RE BACKKKKKKK YAYAYAYAYAYAY

✴ hopeless romantic or hopeful unromantic?

im most definitely a hopeless romantic.

✴ what do you think is the best thing about you?

ummm idk really know - maybe like my eyes? or my personality?

✴ let's say you're about to get into a fight... WHAT SONG STARTS PLAYING AS YOUR SOUNDTRACK??

maybe like ...Ready for it? cause it seems like the best song to play when you're about to win (cause im most definitely winning lol)

✴ what cliche (romantic or not hehe) do you wish for the most?

TO DANCE IN THE RAIN AND GET HANDWRITTEN LOVE LETTERS AND BE INVITED TO PROM AKA FORMAL (im not going to get to go cause of homeschool) OR PALM KISSES OMG. (can you tell im a hopeless romantic?)

✴ a song that reminds you of someone?

idk rlly maybe like sweet child o' mine reminds me of my dad cause he likes rock music? idk

HEHEH ILY MARE THESE WERE SO FUNNN!!!!! <3333

[icharchivist]

I'm just trying to get a good grade in the Wind GW! So transcending my powerful summons felt like a good idea!

I'm scared about unlocking the Revans raids, personally

I don't want to get run over -

aww preparing for your husband time to shine <3333

this is a good idea!!! so proud of you

and it's okay you'll have funnn you'll like it. he already runs over you all the time anyway

[aggressivedaikons]

I shgould talk to you about Torn wings because it’s torn wings and you get to look at my pretty concepts for my ocs /sillay

YESSSS EHEHEHEHEHEHE <3333 I love hearing Abt ppls worldbuilding n lore… n everything is so neatos n whatever that it agagagagagaga yessss

If yir gonna do that I wanna tell u abt stars above void below ehehehehehe yayyy…. OC lore is so funnn…

[transgnckon]

havent watched ducktales in a while so thank you for giving me the idea to rewatch 👍

It’s so funnn literally my favorite show ever I think everyone should watch & rewatch it for ever & ever <3333

[pleaseeeimjustagirl]

🎀30 Day Glow Up Challenge🎀 - day twenty one

♡ Mindset : I woke up this morning after listening to my sleep affirmations I tried to find affirmations on princess treatment I found something similar and it works and always starts my day on a good foot. I journaled this morning and created a mood board with my journal entry and I just love the visualization of my goals it pushes me more.

♡ Health : I woke up this morning around 6:50am and started the Pilates x weights summer bootcamp program I found. It was such a good burn and I love that weights are included in this 4 week program. I walked a lot of steps today I’m thinking about getting a walking pad to use at home to get more steps in.

♡ Self Care : I put on an outfit that made me feel comfortable and confidenttt. I had work today and decided to take it slower and enjoy the day. I paid for my anti depressants because I need those I need to purchase a pill organizer so it makes it easier for me to take my pills.

♡ Experience : I started duolingo again today and I missed it learning Italian is so much funnn. I definitely need to go to Italy asap<3333. I planned my solo summer bucket list. I want to love myself so much this summer and pour into me<3333

Tell me how you’re doing babes I would love to know my inbox and requests are open<33333

[astraystayyh]

Hi ! May I ask your opinion on something? I really want to wrote something, but I’m afraid the themes might be too upsetting for a readerxidol format. I feel like people like to read about their favorites as a form of escapism and I while I don’t think I am capable of writing a sad or upsetting ending, should I just stop myself from exploring some themes ? Any thoughts ? This fandom is extremely new to me and I don’t want to ruffle any feathers.

mmmmm from MY experience, a lot of readers on stayblr LOVE angst (me included),,, and i believe that "upsetting" themes always lead to deeper, multilayered but most importantly human fics. and yes, while it won't cater to the tastes of everyone here, i think you should just write what YOU feel most comfortable with, and what you will have more fun with, yk? just remember to add proper warnings so you wouldn't trigger anyone!!!! have funnn writing bb <3333