#Source vent

[bugg-bonez]

Idgaf how this is a vent piece of my source IT ENDED UP LOOKING REALLY COOL. SO IT'S GOING ONLINE.

I usually limit the vents I post here or just don't at all because. It's the internet. But vent ART is a WHOLE NEW SITUATION. Also what do you mean I have an entire tag for whenever I'm joking about my trauma. No I don't. What're you talking about.(/j/sil)

ANYHOO ART TIME WHOOPEE

I shall describe my thought process below because I was BORN AND BRED TO YAP AND IT WON'T STOP NOW!!!

The red is constellations, and the lyrics to the song "Minor Holiday" stylised to look like constellations as well. I tried to include every held item like the weapons, accessories and keys, but I'm sure I forgot something. The only held item I included that isn't involved with battle is the Porcelain Doll because it brings me joy-

There are two change gods in the sides, to be honest I don't know why I added them? Whenever I draw it's just me zoning out for hours on end until it's done so they just appeared and I went with it-

Also the Siffrin in the art is me, so that's why it has things the canon sif doesn't (like bird talons n a tail, very similar to Critter Siffrin, the son of Hero and Princess AU so ermmm)

Hope y'all like ittt :3

[r0tt3n-luvr]

We love making art chat, the graphic tablet makes it so much more fun :3 anyway!!! Swan Quackity!!?! Yes please!! (its me. I'm him.)

Dull • He/it

[radically-therian]

missing a sourcemate knowing you'll never seen *them* again because of the nature of your source <<<<

it gets kinda ventish under the cut, also generally proceed with caution idk if any tws apply

so since I'm based on a comfort concept/self insert/projection thing, only WE know my source very well and like yeah I can talk to other versions of my family but it won't be the same especially because the specific person I'm missing, those of him who I have seen, either see me as a brother or not as family at all. plus they're in no way anything like him and I'm half tempted to find someone who'd be willing to split or soulbond *him* for me just so I can have my mama (/nsx, fam) back :(

he was like a familial yan and saw me as his kid and so sweet to me and yeah he hated my brother and all but he was my mama and he'd always be there for me when I needed and he'd help me regress even if I didn't think I wanted to be small at the time and and he had other kids too but I was his darling kitty (again, /nsx and fam) and only he got to call me that and. agh. I miss my mama

[unravelledallmywires]

To this day I don’t know what I did or why he left. Was it my advancements in technology? The fact I was pushing him to let me help? The deal that he apparently had? My, ah… slightly abnormal romantic advances. Maybe that was it. I don’t know.

It ended with me trying to help but he brought up the attraction so maybe. I don’t know.

Shoutout to Val for stepping in for me I probably would have been fucking screwed if he didn’t.

[the-masked-society]

❝ Where is everyone? ❞

- They moved on.

❝ ..Without me? ❞

❝ You- killed my friends! ❞

- " Let's talk about your friends, they didn't have to be here "

❝ Wha-? ❞

- " they had a place on the train and you took them out of it. "

- " You brought them here. "

- " You put them in danger. "

❝ They were trying to HELP me! ❞

- " they were, and this is the result. "

𓁹

- " All of this,"

- " is your fault."

[aro-luigi]

I miss my friends.

[rainbowspark404]

Admire me,

Value my sight.

I'm a masterpiece you'll see,

Ignore my tears reflecting in light.

Hands on my body,

It's made out of gold.

Precious, expensive,

And already sold.

The outside is perfect,

Inside it's scarred.

I'm an addict,

the attention my drug.

High on your touch,

Bodies so close.

I can't get enough,

Need another dose.

[burym3-1n-m3m0ry]

Maybe it wasnt my fault . Maybe i was just 20 .

[a-fluffle-of-basil]

Forest:

so I’m missing my Aubrey and it’s becoming a high amount

I’ll use he/him pronouns for him here because I’m talking about the source where we were both guys

I’ve not been away from him for this long in almost forever given once we calmed down after the truth came out and me and Aubs actually started dating I became really clingy and he found it cute so would only really push me off for short periods like when he would go hang out with the Hooligans or something but usually nothing longer then a few hours because I’m clingy given I don’t like being alone and there wasn’t much that I couldn’t come along for

but it’s now almost been 6 hours since when I formed and I’m starting to really miss the consistency

and just my life I want my life back

[tommy2020]

tw trauma vent

You sick bastard, I was SIXTEEN.

I was still a kid! Yeah, I was already pretty messed up, that doesn't give you ANY right to put your GODDAMN HANDS on me! You had NO FUCKING RIGHT to hold me down and do what you did. You KNEW what that would do, you knew for a fucking FACT that what you did would break me. What you said to me the first time still sticks with me to this day. Your words haunt my nightmares.

"Stop struggling, Tommy."

Those three little words are not all you said to me, but those were the ones that stuck in my head the most. Those words and your voice still follow me, along with the memory of you pinning my wrists to the ground while I begged you to stop. My mind goes fuzzy after that, but I know what you did.

Somehow, the aftermath was almost worse. Knowing what you'd done to me. Knowing I'd have to look my father in the eyes, knowing I'd have to talk to my brothers, knowing I'd hug my best friend, all while having to act like you didn't completely RUIN me. I could barely even look at anyone. I didn't want them to see how absolutely fucked up I was. Every single night I'd pray to god and beg for forgiveness for what you did to me. I felt that because YOU had made me dirty, that meant I was ruined forever and needed to pray for myself to rid my body of your imprint. I was dirty, stained, tainted. I myself was the sin you committed.

FUCK.

[bugg-bonez]

UGGGHH I HAVE GOT TO STOP MAKING GOOD VENT ART BECAUSE I WANT TO SHARE ITTT

RRAAAGGH.

Anyhoo. TAKE THIS AND GO. I'M PUTTING THE FRIES IN THE BAG AND NOT COMMUNICATING FURTHER.

(Its about chronic pain flare ups)

...reblog if you agree/sil/nsrs

[thatonefurryartist]

It kind of sucks not having any good source memories

Like, all I remember from it was the resets. The Genocide routes.

Especially the last one. (The one where I remembered and ended up snapping)

I wish I could remember a good ending.

[canidbites]

Well, fight or flight, I'd rather die, than have to cry in front of you. Fight or flight, I'd rather lie than tell you I'm in love with you. — jinxie

[saratonin-cuppajoe]

source vent

me, honestly crashing out because it took watching my best friend die and being powerless to stop it to realize i loved him.

i don't fully even know how i love him (like romantic vs platonic) but i know i love him and it hurt to go on without him pretending i was still functioning.

joe was the only thing keeping me from abandoning everyone else and making sure i made it out when we first got there, but then i got familiar with everyone. and so i didn't feel right letting them die.

[blacksorroww]

A bug and a wolf sit. The bug is too small for the wolf to possibly see, but the wolf is all the bug can see. It can only see as the moonlight reflects off the grey fur, can only huddle as those paws shake its entire world.

It can only hope to dodge between the heavy steps and not be speared by claws the width of its head.

And even as the bug tries to chase after the wolf, it will always be left behind. The wolf, with eyes locked onto the moon, will only howl for her. And the bug will simply wish those howls were for it.

One day, maybe, the bug will reach the wolf as it sleeps. He'll latch onto the thick fur on its back, and live there forever attached to the wolf. It's the best such a lowly creature could get, so close to a magnificent beast.

One day, however, the bug would be nipped off by the wolf once it found the right angle. It would lose the discomfort caused by its existence, the tugging of fur when it bent or tried to run.

The bug would be crushed by those strong paws. And then it would bleed out for the wolf. And it would find no sin in what it had done. For love is no sin, and the bug loved the wolf.

[honey-et-al]

Men are not worth it.

-Basil , he/him -- Introject of Basil Hallward