#THATS ME HIIIIIIII

[vervielle]

hi verb B)

haaiiiiiiii virus!!

waves my hand frantically and jumps up and down for joy

[everymeloneveryday]

chapter 163 page 1

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

hi!!!! kicks my feet id like to see ur wiwi first death thoughts pls

- @suckinitup

MY BELOVED MUTUAL SUCKINITUP HOW ARE YOU. HEAD IN HANDS. I LOVE WILLIAM WISP. FUCK. i think abt him constantly but i almost never write down my thoughts because if i think abt him for too long i make myself sick. like fr. i love him too much. ouuguhghhg going to just straight copy paste this under a cut because it is SO LONG sorry for any typos or sentences that sound weird out of context bc these were originally discord messages:

ohhhhhhh wiwi first death. god . i have so many fucking emotions about wiwi first death. before i get into this im going to say fork found in kitchen to myself because so much of how i view wiwi comes from a VERY SPECIFIC type of dp fanon that it would take me 12 years to actually explain in detail so im gonna say just trust me and understand that william wisp is literally just a fuckign. walmart rebrand of a type of danny characterization i really wish people would just oc-ify (thank you charlie slimecicle for doing this for me)

okayyyyyy okay okay okay. i love there being like. a STARK fucking difference between william before the fall and william after the fall. william before the fall was so much... brighter. in every sense of the word. he looks ALIVE because he is! hes just a . regular fuckign 16 yr old boy. that weird kid in your math class. and yeah he has . suuuuper undiagnosed untreated depression but like its a small rural town thats normal i think. hes got his little group of friends to spend hours with going on cool hikes and reading about the paranormal at the library and sitting in circles talking about conspiracy theories and things. i think UPP is. awesome. i hesitate to get too attached to them in headcanon world just because i dont want bizly to then introduce us to them in s3 and i have to reframe my whole mindset . whatever. i have vague ideas of who they are but the important bit is like. i just think theyre really good friends. and they spend a lot of time together. and william is kind of their defacto leader because... he is the only one of them who actually has truesight. they all believe in ghosts and monsters and stuff but william is the only one who can actually SEE THEM. like. constantly. and thats a lot. and even though they believe him they dont really like.... understand. which kind of makes william feel disconnected from basically everyone around him at all times. i dont think truesight is probably a well-known thing?? so when he was little and started crying to his parents about monsters they thought he just had bad night terrors and then he just................. hes 16 now and still talks about it (less so now, hes learned the horrors of middle- and hihg-school Shame and not to be Super Weird All The Time) so its more like. hmm theres something Wrong here but we dont know what and we dont know how to help. other people (you included ros) have said this better than me but goddddd you knowww the dynamic btwn william and his parents is rough. they love him! so much! and they want to support him! and william loves them too! but they dont GET IT they dont UNDERSTAND and its like. you know what i mean. when you get a mental health diagnosis and suddently everyone is treating you like youre made of glass and nobody really knows what to say around you anymore or whatever. you know what i mean. that.

ANYWAY ALL THIS IS FUCKING. PREAMBLE. GOD. the fall. man. i think there is a STRICT UPP rule of "dont go into the whispering woods alone" and thats the case for the ENTIRETY of their friendship. DONT go into the woods alone. william knows exactly what kind of shit lives in the woods and he knows hes the only one that can reliably see them and he doesnt want anyone to get hurt. MINIMUM of two members for whispering woods investigations. (this is not a town rule or anything. i think the adults of deadwood are aware that its a weird place but it all gets brushed off like . aha everywhere has quirks! and the UPP are like. the conspiracy kids that know the Real Stuff going on. very..... house of anubis is the closest Real Media vibe i can think of rn. UPP pre-fall is like the closest u will get to . scooby doo style monster of the week shenanigans that arent really super serious because theyre safe as they can be about it! bunch of kids doing a ouija board. you know how it is)

uhhhhhhh and then william starts acting weird! i think all of them are on a whispering woods investigation together and theyre all walking together and then william starts lagging behind, staring out at something none of them can see, kind of like. zoned out. tranfixed. and when theyre like "will what do you see?" he shakes his head and snaps out of it like. huh? what? nothing lets keep walking. (it was a wisp btw. obviously) and there are a couple more incidents of him doing this same thing on that one hike until eventually they decide to call it because theyre not finding anything else and tbh william youre kind of freaking us out here. will you be okay? and hes like yeah of course i will guys its nothing i swear. and then they all go home.

and thennnn without telling anyone a couple days later, william goes on a walk in the woods alone. he broke his OWN rule . on that hike he saw wisps and they were just too far away to see clearly off in the distance between the trees but he just Kept Seeing Them and the curiosity was just nagging and nagging away in his brain so much he had to know what they were (thats wisp magic babyyyy you know the mythology around them i dont need to explain that to you) . (and also there is a fair amount of. lack of self preservation because of the previously mentioned untreated unmanaged depression but if i start talking about that in detail i will overshare and also be soooooo emo forreal. know that that is an EXTREMELY important part of this decision but im also going with a little more of the teen mystery angle with this rn. bloody gory mental illness is for after he falls) so he packed his monster investigation backpack and he just. left. didnt even tell his parents he was going he just walked out of the house after school and went into the woods. and he saw the wisps again, but now that he was alone they were Closer and Brighter and they would move whenever he got close and then there was a trail of them ! like they were Leading him somewhere

and i think with some of the monsters he sees he can feel whetehr or not theyre out to hurt him . and the wisps dont feel like that. they feel... well. cold,becaue theyre ghosts, but also warm at the same time? inviting. they dont want to hurt him (they do) they just want to show him something and william "too curious for his own good" wisp wants to know what that thing is! i think he knows the woods really really well because he spends a lot of time out there. so somewhere far away in the back of his mind he kind of knows what theyre leading him toward. but he still jsut Has To Know, so he keeps jogging, keeps hopping over fallen logs and around low branches and theres always a little blue flame juuuuust out of reach so he keeps going . and then he gets to the cliff. its like a full on. burst out of the trees there is a wisp juuuust on the edge where the ground falls away. i think he trips on a root and falls flat on his stomach before he can completely just run off. it gives him a second to catch his breath, to look out and See where he is. for things to kind of come crashing down on him. if he hadnt tripped he wouldve run right off the edge and fallen and it was close enough of a near death experience for it to scare him. but the wisp is still there, and its the biggest brightest one hes seen yet and if he looks around he would see it looks like the entire forest behind him is glowing with tiny blue fires like theyre all watching him. i dont think hes really. thinking coherent thoughts at this point he just kind of. realizes now that hes out here he doesnt really want to go home. he doesnt want to go back to school, doesnt want to eat lunch in the bathroom and think about his brothers empty bedroom across the hall and have his parents look at him with such a weird mix of love and awkward pity and he knows his friends say they believe him but he can see it in their eyes sometimes that the things he says scares them and he really just has been a freak his whole life.... and he realizes as hes thinking all of this he's gotten to his feet and walked toward the wisp on the edge of the cliff. and hes just standing there feet on the very edge staring at it. its floated away now, hanging over the drop at eye level with him but its probably still close enough he could just... reach out.... and try to grab it...... and his feet slip on the rocks and JUST as he closes his hand around the wisp it almost feels like something pushes him (probably just the wind.. right?) and he falls.

he does Not remember hitting the bottom thank god. he remembers falling, and falling, and in the fall he realized he was still holding the wisp he grabbed in his hand and so he pulled it close to his chest as he fell and it almost felt like it was burning him but it was *cold* and .. then he woke up! he woke up in a misty foggy field in what looked to be the middle of the night but if he looks at the sky too long it looks *weird* its just black and empty and there are weird bluish swirls in it that could be clouds but look different, and there are trees in the distance but whenever he tries to walk toward them it feels like theyre moving the same distance away so it never really feels like hes getting anywhere.. and he trips over what he thinks is a rock and lands in the foggy grass and looks behind him and realizes *oh my god thats a gravestone-* and then he wakes up again, for real this time !!! (<< that scene is like. thats His Island. thats his lair or whatever. remember when mal first took him to the spirit world and they were in the graveyard and mal told him that was his. im going with dp style spirit world lairs and this one is williams. hear me out)

aaand. when he wakes up for real. he is at. the bottom of the cliff. EVERYTHING hurts. everything hurts so fucking badly but also everything is like... weirdly numb? and he doesnt really remember that weird dream with the fog and the trees and the grave its all kind of fading as he wakes up more and more and ... his hands are empty hes not holding the wisp anymore. he doesnt know how much time has passed. was any of that even real or did he just have some kind of nervous breakdown and jump off a fuckign cliff? i think he fucking sits there and cries about it for a loooooong time. and everythihng hurts but its gonna start getting dark soon he NEEDS to go home before it gets dark, his parents will start to worry about him and he doesnt want to do that to them. also he might need to get to a hospital or something but hey! he can move! he can stand up and walk! so he must not have any broken bones or anything he just. is bruised and sore probably. and so he. sooooo slowly. so slowly. makes his way back up the cliff (theres. a path. he doesnt have to climb i promise) and back home. alone. no wisps or anything, just william alone with his thoughts. which is . goddd its bad. thats why it takes him so long. ohhh my god what am i even gonna fucking say when i get there. hi mom and dad sorry i needed to clear my head and follow some weird ghosts and in the process i tried to kill myself and it didnt work? fuck?

so by the time he gets home... huh. the door is locked thats weird. its not fully dark yet and his parents know he stays out late with his friends a lot of the time so they usually leave the door unlocked for him. so he knocks. and his mom answers the door and takes one look at him and just fucking breaks down into tears. and so his dad comes in from around the corner to see whats going on and he starts crying too. and william is so. freaked out by this. guys whats wrong what happened. turns out he has been missing for. two weeks. nobody knew where he was or what happened and the woods are alive and weird and anyone who went out in a search part just ended up getting lost themselves and came back like an hour later with nothing. they thought he was dead. (which. i mean. he was. but like. not in the way they thought). so theres this big huge emotional family group hug or whatever with william all dirty with leaves and twigs in his hair and torn clothes and mud on his hands and feet and his mom and dad are just like oh thank god youre alive thank god youre home what happened to you and... man. euguhhhhahghhhh. emo. sorry. god. head in hands .

i thiiink. he kind of ends up telling them what happened. he leaves out the wisps though. his watered down version is.. i just needed to clear my head, i went out into the woods, i got lost, i tripped and fell. (remember how william downplays it for dakota when he asks. i tripped and fell) he doesnt tell them about the wisps but like. that almost makes it worse becuase they KNOW about his bad mental health even if they dont fully understand it and.... this version makes it sound suspiciously way more like it was just a direct suicide attempt. which. william IMMEDIATELY regrets as soon as it leaves his mouth. but thats his story now. so everything kind of... goes back to normal? normal ish??? as nrmal as they can i fucking guess?? for a couple days and he has to go back to school and. god it fucking sucks. gossip . you know how it is. hey that kid tried to kill himself and got lost in the woods for two weeks what a weirdo he freaks everyone out . that kind of stuff. so hes more isolated than EVER and even his friends wont really talk to him although theyre more... sad. than anything else. they just dont really know what to say. theyre teenagers. idk. uhhhhhh then one day he reallyreallly REALLY doesnt want to be somewhere so he hides in the bathroom and.. doesnt realize it at first but he goes invisible. and its not until a couple other kids come in and leave and dont acknowledge him at all that he notices something is weird (he feels bone chillignly cold but like. its a shitty old school building in the very beginnings of winter of course its gonna be cold) and he looks in the mirror and realizes he cant see himself. and after that more and more of his powers kind of. slowly manifest? and he is VERY bad at controlling them and he plans not to tell anyone at first (hes already enough of a freak) until one day his dad finds him like. halfway through the floor in his bedroom and its this . kind of funny ridicuous but also really scary moment. and william has a realization at some point like. oh. i think i *died*. and auughhghg. i think thats all i ahve for now. but . man. when i tell you i think about this soo fucking much man.

[tchaikovskym]

Going to my cognition science lectures, and every time I'm more and more convinced that the professor might be in my tumblr bubble. The coincidences are getting a bit scary at this point.

[bericas]

i think i always will.

[karnalesbian]

whenever my mutuals rb a post that I'm in and tag it with 'hi soren' or 'soren spotted' or suchlike. literally this exact emotion

[punkcherries]

everyone whittled me down and i watched arcane. it was alright

[z0mbiefrank]

Oh shit you're the wrought iron gate guy

love that ive made it to tumblrpost guy status

[carnalcrows]

HIIIIIIII THEREEEE!!! Im back and I have an okay request idea.

SO hear me out right? Min-su (Bottom) x (top) male reader and min-su tries to be all dominant at first and literally completely fails as soon as they start. And yeah thats all I thought of really my brain has been frying this idea for the past five hours and I can’t think of anything else…💔💔

-🥛

ANON YOU ARE SO RIGHTT KSJSKJSSJ

he thinks he can do it at first, he really does. gently laying you on your back before pressing kisses down the side of your jaw.

dirty talking is NOT his thing, you just lay there giggling as his face flushes red with embarrassment.

his eyes widen when he puts it in you, it's almost comical, his grip on your waist tightens as his breath falters.

he comes in like 5 seconds, i'm sorry- it's true. his expression gets you hard though, so you let him pull out and then push him back onto the bed.

maybe it's time to take your control back.

[valkyriexo]

Send this to a stay! Have them describe themselves and see who their followers would “Ship” them with in the group! <3 (no pressure baby)

hiiiiiiii <3 heres a little about me :

I call my self Val.

I'm 24 years old (born in 2000)

She/Her

5'0"

I love animals (and at one point almost became a vet)

My favorite colors are rose gold and black

I am Dominican, but I live in the United States

I speak English, Spanish, A little Italian, and very little Korean (I'm learning, but I need people to practice with)

I'm a professional dancer and Theater, film/TV Actress I have a degree in acting and theology. ( and a diploma in manufacturing )

I love directing and all things writing, film, and TV

I'm a Entj-a

I like playing sports and ive played soccer, track and field, and cheer

I'm a hugeeeeee gamer! I mostly play on pc but I also play on ps4, wii, ds, and vr My most played games are Overwatch, Stardew, Spiderman, and GTAV In the same vein I also have a growing board game collection with 72 games (currently) and I recently opened a board game club with 15+ members

... and thats a little about me :)

tagging my moots because I'm making this into one of those tumblr games... no pressure tho :)

@kirbyscreeper @intrikatie @escapetheshark @2mins-world @miueo

@misadrawss @bodybahng @torialefay @calypsohan @linoalwaysknows

@stayinlimbo @xxkhxndlelitexx @dandelions-143 @ssickmagnolia8 @seungminindabuilding

@httpdwaekki @lookitsjess @neverendingstay @seungfl0wer @gnabnahc143

@hwangism143 @linoyes @cutieleeknow @miss-daisy04 @kisskissbanggang

@palindrome969 @rylea08 @beautyandmentalbreakdown @boyfiechan @dwaekkicidal

@leeknowsallyoursecrets

[st4rgir1swrld]

~intro~

hiiiiiiii everyoneee

im 18, bi, and a girl :3

sfw interests/hobbies: anime, hello kitty, napping, volleyball, reading, studying, doomscrolling, music

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nsfw interests/k!nks🤐: incelssssss, i like nerdy losers too and creepsss, humiliation, degrading, r4pe play, bdsm, cumplay/eating, spanking, slapping, hair pulling, choking, cnc, js everything roughhh plss

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yea thats all i can think of rn :333

plsss feel free to send me r4pe threats (or js anything degrading or anything at all really) 😘

minors dni!!! obvi

and pls dont ask for pics of me!!!

[keirawantstocry]

hiiiiiiii im baaaackkkkk 💋anon. school was kicking my ass there for a bit, but now im freeeeeee (for a little bit, ignore the tests i have in 2 weeks-)

soooo, as backgroud this is a req I just Found in my notes, its a little older? like, in and around when he stole etoiles identity- I was (and still am-) very much a shapeshifter tubbo truther so uh, enjoy? idk [:

sooooóoooooo shapeshifter tubbo hangs around fit and pac as like, just random animals or like, a handful of animals that fit and pac just get used to having around so he'll just be chillin on like, their head or shoulders or backpacks or following them around. Though neither fit nor pac actually Know tubbo can do this. At some point someone points it out (maybe one of the demons or someone who just Know that stuff) (or keeping in mind current stuff, maybe when hes possessed someone lets it slip) and then tubbo like, runs away and tries to hide but they Find Him because they Know Him and ahhh i want cute misunderstandings, thats my whole agenda.

Hope youre having a good day, many kisses for you <3

heyyyy. i hope that if you already had your test it went well <3 kissing you mwah mwah

Pac loved animals. It wasn't strange to have some hanging around his house. It wasn't strange for him to wake up in the morning and find birds on his windowsill. It wasn't strange to fall asleep with nighttime creatures gathered around, croaking their song to him. 

When Sunny had first seen the animals gathering around, their eyes had lit up. 

“You're like a Disney Princess!” she signed in excitement. 

Pac laughed lightly and grinned at her, rubbing her head gently. “I am! Just like you too.” 

They had stared up at him with wide eyes. “Me?” 

Pac had nodded. “You're a princess.” 

“I'M A PRINCESS! PAI PAI PAI! Where is he?” she asked, blinking her large brown eyes. “I need to tell him I'm a princess!” 

Back then Pac would have never said he had a favorite of the animals that hung around. But now he had to admit he had a certain affinity for one in particular which had begun to hang around both him and Fit. It was strange at first to see a mooshroom of all animals hanging out but they got used to it. Pac enjoyed staring into its big eyes while stroking its soft nose. It was easily one of the most gentle creatures Pac had ever met, the biggest blue green eyes with such long lashes. 

“It won't bite,” Pac cooed as he grabbed Fit by the hand and gently laid it on the mooshroom's nose. 

Fit gasped in surprise, bringing his other hand up to stroke the animal's nose. “It's so soft!” 

Pac grinned. “I know. He's grown attached to me I think. He's always around.” 

“Don't you have your own family?” Fit asked in the voice he used to talk to the children on the island. Pac couldn't help but smile lovingly at him as the mooshroom butted its head a bit aggressively against Fit's hands. 

They both laughed, Pac collapsing against the animal's side, threading his fingers in its fur. “Don't be silly, Fitchie. I'm his family. And now you are too.” 

Fit paused. “I wouldn't have said it's possible but I swear that thing just gave me a smug look.” 

Pac burst out laughing. “Don't be ridiculous. It's an animal Fit. It can't understand us.”

Fit squinted at the animal at question, a strange sort of staring contest going on between them. “Okay,” Fit finally sighed. “You're probably right.” 

“Of course I am,” Pac teased. “Always am.” 

Pac didn’t think strangely of it. Not until Sunny posed a strange question. 

“Why does my Pai follow you around everywhere?” they asked, a quizzical expression on her tiny face. 

Pac froze and tilted his head at her in confusion. “What do you mean, anjinho?” 

She blinked up at him with wide brown eyes. “My Pai follows you around.” 

Pac laughed lightly, in the back of his throat. “I haven’t seen him doing that.” 

“Oh!” Sunny’s eyes lit up like stars. “Because he’s in disguise!” She dropped her hands quickly and shoved them behind her back like other children would throw a hand over their mouth. “I wasn’t supposed to tell you that,” they signed nervously. 

“Oh?” Pac asked curiously as the puzzle pieces began to fall together in his mind. “Sunny, sweetie, is Tubbo the mooshroom that's been following me around for the past few weeks?” 

Sunny stared up at him silently. They raised one hand to her lips and dragged her pinched fingers along them in a mimicry of a zipper. They dropped the imaginary key and smiled at him. 

Pac patted her on the head before pulling out his communicator to message Fit. “Okay, Sunny, I won't tell him that you told me.” 

-

Fit was strangely furious. 

“Tubbo!” he called in that booming voice across the land of Fobo. “You wanna fucking explain this?” 

Tubbo peeked out from behind the door, his eyebrows pressed down hard against each other. “What are you yelling about bro?” 

Fit stared him down as he stormed up to the door, sticking his foot in between the door and frame to stop Tubbo from being able to close it. “Wanna tell me why you've been following Pac around?” 

Tubbo stared at him. “What are you talking about?” 

“The mooshroom,” Fit said flatly. 

Tubbo stared for a moment longer before bolting. 

“Hey!” Fit shouted, shoving the door open to chase him down. Pac followed on his heels, still trying to process what exactly Fit was upset about. 

Before Pac knew it, Fit had Tubbo by the shirt, both hands curled tight into the fabric as he shoved him up against the wall. 

“Hey!” Pac tried to shove in between them, his own hands trying to pry Fit's off of Tubbo. “Calma! Calma!” 

Fit relented, releasing Tubbo while they both scowled at each other. 

“Deep breaths,” Pac said. “Talk this out like civil adults.” 

“Yeah, asshole,” Tubbo spat, rubbing his collarbone. 

Fit let out a deep sigh, relaxing ever so slightly. “Okay. I'm sorry for freaking out on you Tubbo.” 

Tubbo stared at him until Pac cleared his throat. 

“Oh! Um, I'm sorry for stalking Pac. But I mean technically I wasn't stalking him, he just didn't know it was me.” 

“Why have you been doing that?” Pac asked curiously. 

Tubbo's expression shifted to one of nervous energy as he squirmed in place. “Can't a guy just do a little shape shifting?” 

“We didn't even know you could shape shift,” Fit butted in. 

Tubbo crossed his arms unceremoniously. “What? So I have to tell you about every true fact about me?” 

Fit rolled his eyes. “Okay, sure, whatever. You don’t have to tell us everything but you THINK that it would be beneficial for us to know that you’re a fucking shapeshifter?”

Tubbo groaned, clearly frustrated. “Well, sorry if I don’t understand why that’s a fucking issue.” 

“Calma,” Pac said again before Fit could snap. Fit shut his mouth firmly, curling his lips into his mouth. “Tubbo…” Pac said slowly. “Can you just try and explain why you’ve been doing this?” 

Tubbo sighed. Pac’s voice always seemed to soothe him which sent a warm zing through Pac’s body. He brushed away that thought, focusing on what Tubbo was saying. 

“I just… just wanted to spend time with you.” 

“With me?” Pac asked. The warmth in his gut spread, it felt like something safe and good. 

Tubbo nodded. 

Fit scoffed. “Tubbo, listen. You can just say that! I know you’re emotionally stunted and have got some fucking abandonment issues of some sort but I’m telling you right now, you can talk to us. We want to hang out with you. We want to fucking…” he trailed off and reached out to gently put his hands on where he had grabbed Tubbo earlier. Tubbo’s body visibly relaxed and Pac couldn’t help but smile. 

“We are,” Pac said softly. “We love hanging out with you!” 

Tubbo twisted his mouth in frustration. 

“I know, I know,” Fit said before Tubbo could protest. “You don’t believe us or you don’t want to believe us or something. But listen to me. Right now. Can you do that?” 

Tubbo nodded. “Yes,” he said softly. 

“We love you.” Fit laughed. “So can you get that in your thick skull? Please?” 

Tubbo seemed frozen in place, completely stunned. He opened his mouth before closing it again, glancing between Fit and Pac, reading the emotions in their eyes, in every line of their face. 

“Yeah.” He gulped. “I can do that.” 

[localkittycat]

hiiiiiiii [HE/IT]

ok i can't believe it but atp I'm pretty satisfied with the way I'm able to portray myself in art. solid decade of self expression and experimentation of my true self, the way i see my body and sense of self. i can look at this and think "that's me". thats alot for me. UwU

[zoieru]

I’m back lol

Could you do P (sfw) + K and R (nsfw) for Jiaoqiu from HSR? I’m working on a piece for him so he’s on my mind….although, he’s kind of always on my mind so that’s not new

- @written-and-readen

hiiiiiiii >//< a beautiful foxian man in my inbox is a delight~

i did this based on the fact he cant see, i hope thats okay !!

ask game~

P - PLAYFUL (what are their favourite ways to mess with you when they're feeling playful?)

I think predominantly his words ~ he speaks intentionally and with a gentle lilt of playfulness often so I think he'd probably just enjoy a sort of cleaver soft teasing :3 Otherwise I think maybe he gets some cheeky satisfaction out of intentionally surprising you with an action that you wouldn't expect him to do because of his lack of sight, like guessing exactly where you are, or where your nose is to poke it, and things like that. I can picture his little smile as he tilts his head when you react with surprise > <

Also food? it's a rather obvious one but being a little playful by adding things you don't expect or telling you the opposite of how something tastes, in good natured amusement, is a fun way too.

Lastly, I think touching is probably a lot more important now that he's lost his sight. He wants to touch you more often, feel you're there, see you through his fingers. So little tickles and brushes of fingers in sensitive spots are probably a go to~

Oh to have jiaoqiu run his fingers across you >///< *sighs wistfully*

K - KINKS (what are their kinks?)

this one i had to think about !! i was actually casually considering jiaoqiu kinks while doing my washing, it was very amusing when I took a step back heh~ as if i dont do this all day

would it be too on the nose to say food play?? Dhsjsj

but hear me out !! his other senses have obviously gained higher importance, now, and I think he was probably quite a sensory - inclined person anyway, so this only enhances that !! I think both food and temperature play could be good.

Food like...I dont know, he makes a certain ointment or oil that tingles, or even gets hot, things like that. Or things where you can eat it and it gives you more pleasure, or aphrodisiac stuff. Maybeeee he'd be into like eating off you vice versa but I'm not convinced, it's more about the effect I feel.

Temperature both hot and cold, ice and like I said above ^ maybe even wax stuff? but like a special and non harmful one of course~ and I bet he'd always be so good with making the room and you both smell incredible > <

Another thought I had was... he's essentially blindfolded now, but I tend to lean towards the idea he doesn't like to take advantage of that in a sexual setting e.g. you doing things making the most of the fact he cant see. I think he'd want to be touching you like all the time. Grounding, safe. I think sex is probably usually quite intimate and special for him, so he'd want to be close and feel secure.

Lastly, I think he maybe might be could be, if you wanted to of course, into being topped i.e. pegging. Not in the dommy mommy way, again its special, but more like a sensual soft sort of way yknow? Just...gives me the feels.

Mostly I think he'd enjoy just being with you. Romantic but also a little cheeky :3 hes so sjddsjksd i lov him

ppsps i think he'd like it and get so blushy and messy and pretty if you edged him just a lil (*/ω＼*)

R - RISK (exploration, trying new things? public?)

yes !! but there is a limit !! I think he might tend to get quite excitable actually, at different points during the day, especially if you tease him. But he obviously has duties and things usually to deal with, and I don't think he'd be too into the idea of actually getting caught for both of your sakes. But stolen kisses, little cute gropes and touches, teasing you so you're all flustered to the edge and then going to do something else ?? yeah he has a little frustrating beautiful smirk on his face as his ears twitch smugly shjdjs

I also think he'd be up for trying stuff out with you !! especially if you suggest it. He's cute like that.

[loveution]

hi i saw your tags in one of your rbs and it was very silly and made me smile (you said you were obsessed w/ me). good to see you again! how've you been, homeslice?

HIIIIIIII U WLD NOT BELIEVEEEEEE THE GRIN ON MY FACE WHEN I SAW U IN MY INBOX :3

ive been well!!!! started sooo many documents and wrote like 2 but thats the way it goes always. school is kind of coming for my head but im coping. seeing u active rlly sent me into sokeefitz mood and im currently rereading lodestar so now every other scene im thinking 'oh my god just kiss' but also thats lowkey normal so.

what about you!!! how have you been?

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If an ask already came through, sorry it was a glitch!

My new NEW blog is here (previously justalilgoofball and lovelymoonmagic)

Also care to share with the class about your current fandoms? I maybe see some DCU stuff? 🎤 care to share and yap

Oh my gosh hiiiiiiii Lovely!!! It's great to see you again :))) I'll follow your new account immediately!!

Oh boy don't even get me started on DC rn. My past fandoms I always picked a few favorites and obsessed over them and DC is no different lol. Im a basic girl, and I loveee Batman. Specifically his family. Specifically, the first (there's been so many!) Robin, Richard (Dick) Grayson!! He's not Robin anymore obviously and he goes by Nightwing. Ughhhh I love him. So much. He was born in the circus to a family of trapeze artists. When he was 8 (or 12 depending on the continuity), they performed in Gotham and a mobster sabotoged their ropes so his parents fell to their deaths in front of him. This child decides that actually, thats not ok, and sets out in revenge in the hopes that he can KILL THE GUY! (He's insane lol but like, he almost did it!) Anyways, batman was in the audience and was like, my parents died in front of me as a child too! You're just like me fr. He wants to adopt him. He meets him as Batman while Dick is trying to find and murder a man and is like, Oh boy. He adopts him and after he can't stop him from continuously sneaking out, makes him his partner. So baby Dick is now a superhero and stays that way for years until he's 16-18 ish and either quits or is fired (depending on the continuity again) and becomes Nightwing and moves to the neighboring city Bludhaven! He has a ton of ugly costumes but his more current ones are super cute. He was also Batman a few times, most notably when Bruce was presumed dead.

His siblings consist of Jason Todd (second Robin who was murdered by Joker, came back to life and went out for revenge dubbed as Red Hood because Batman didnt kill Joker and got another Robin), Tim (timothy) Drake (third Robin, then Red Robin, went by Drake at on point [idk when lol], who stalked the batfam and found out their identities because Dick did a recognizable flip, and blackmailed Batman until he became robin after Jason's death), Cass (Cassandra) Cain (was raised by her assassin father who didn't teach her to speak so she learned to fight and read body language until she ran away, known as Black Bat, Orphan, and Batgirl), and Damian Wayne Al Ghul ( either Wayne or Al ghul depending or both. Idk how that works tbh.) (Son of Batman and assassin cult leader's daughter Talia. Was raised ther for years before being dropped on Batman's doorstep. Known as Robin (but i think he's gonna quit and become a doctor in the Comics soon!). There's also Stephanie Brown (Spoiler, 4th Robin, and Batgirl), Barbara Gordon (Batgirl (the original) and Oracle), and Duke Thomas (Signal). Stephanie and Duke are often considered batsiblings as well (Steph is honorary, Duke is a foster kid later on). Barbara is her own thing (first Batgirl, literally grew up as friends with Bruce and Dick, also Dick's on and off again girlfriend (they're currently engaged)).

There's also Alfred (he's so iconic 😌) who's the butler and basically raised Bruce. He's great.

Thats the cast!! There's a ton of them which is why the rundown is sooo longggg but they're a lot of fun (and tragically angsty. Ive cried over them too many times. Also, going back to me saying I love Batman? I low-key don't lol. I have beef with him <3