#THE HIGHEST LEVEL OF COMPLIMENT
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carlyraejepsans · 10 days ago
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Now that Deltarune chapters 3 & 4 are out, how much would you say Deltarune has gripped you compared to Undertale?
listen. undertale has several multipliers. it's something i played when i was a kid. it's how i taught myself english and why i became an artist. it's something that is completed and that i have absorbed into my bloodstream, so I'm a lot more comfortable navigating it in terms of fanwork/fanfiction etc. just by virtue of being a work in progress, i am limited in how much i let myself get caught up in the transformative side for deltarune. I'm the kind of fan that needs to know everything before i put my hands on the story.
but once the game is complete? easily matched. this is insane
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leupagus · 2 years ago
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You know I gotta say
that after watching that scene in the bar for the umpteenth time, I have nothing but respect for Gaiman because he really went "I could explain that, since Aziraphale lied to Michael et al that the big miracle was about Nina and Maggie, he'd have to use that much energy again to make them actually fall in love and Heaven would deffo ask even more questions if the alarm bells went off twice... oooooor I could just write 'AZIRAPHALE: Mheugh, miracles don't work like that' and go get coffee with Tori Amos" and decided on the latter.
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p4nishers · 2 years ago
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"doing good again, angel?" he's trying SO hard to be normal about his angel while he literally always looks like a victorian woman diagnosed with hysteria after seeing a bit of bare skin around aziraphale. if aziraphale ever rolled his sleeves up it would be OVER for him he would EXPLODE and never reform out of embarrassment.
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yorktaylor · 5 months ago
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guys my really cool friend who plays regular guitar and bass guitar and the drums and is a female tenor called me cool today
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comediakaidanovsky · 2 years ago
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wait did they actually force the crowd to surrender any punk shirts and signs??? is this the level of repeating history that we're at?
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maximura · 2 years ago
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Only a Leo would say this but Leos truly make the best artists. It's not factually true but our egos are so big we just fake it till we make it. Anyways, I did not expect Song Mingi to be the second coming of Tablo. That guy is truly the gift that keeps on giving. I love him so much.
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dreamerwriternstargazer · 4 months ago
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…..I think it needs to be said that my friend sent me this clip of Brennan from Make Some Noise saying:
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Between Brennan and Victoria I feel like I’m getting called out a bit too much XD
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todays-just-a-daydream · 25 days ago
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relavant reading: https://medium.com/@benorloff/pastiche-in-postmodernity-sampling-and-the-criminalization-of-creativity-a5c0a47d0996
relevant for d’you know what i mean specifically:
Theft is something of a recurring theme in Noel Gallagher's songwriting, a form of high camp beneath the sincere surface. "Step Out," a terrific B side, is credited to Noel, Stevie Wonder, and members of Thin Lizzy, who contributed unwittingly to the song's composition. On Oasis's new single, "D'You Know What I Mean," Noel manages to cram thefts from three separate songs into three lines: "The blood on the trax must be mine / The fool on the hill and I feel fine / Don't look back cos you know what you might see." "I used to pinch anything when I was younger," says Noel. "I once got caught pinching a frozen chicken. We were having the local disco, and I had a date, but I had no money, so I decided to pinch the most expensive thing on my mother's shopping list and keep the money, which was the chicken. But I ended up getting arrested for it, getting fined 75 pounds.... Shoplifting is a rebellion, isn't it? I suppose it's, uh, you get off on the danger. You progress to cars, and then you progress to serious alcohol and drug abuse. Then you start a band and pinch other people's songs. I'm a kind of artistic shoplifter."
This cover story originally appeared in the October 1997 issue of SPIN.
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dirtytransmasc · 2 years ago
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not mutuals I just follow you, but yellow
I am so flattered by this oh my lord.
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hyuckiefluff · 20 days ago
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the wicked game of love pt.2 | lee haechan
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pairing: slytherin! haechan x ravenclaw! fem. reader genre: rivals to lovers, smut, angst wc: 21k+ (full fic) summary: Lee Haechan was a pure-blood heir raised to hate everything you are. You, a half-blood girl who knew better than to let your guard down around someone like him. You were never supposed to want each other—until one disastrous kiss shatters everything you’ve worked to protect. cw: explicit sexual content, jealousy themes, toxic family dynamics, blood status discrimination, public sex, use of magic during sex, oral (m. receiving), marking, unprotected sex, mean lee haechan, miscommunication, emotional hurt/comfort, mutual pining, secret/forbidden relationship. a/n: soo i did pass out from exhaustion last night hence why this is being posted later than intended lol. while writing this fic, i had the realization that magic can make the smut much more interesting and i explored that here so enjoy akskdkd pls let me know what you guys think<33
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"You are the knife I turn inside myself; that is love. That, my dear, is love." — Franz Kafka, Letters to Milena
Your mother never summoned you to her office.
Conversations, when they happened, took place over tea in the sunroom, or in passing as she adjusted her hair by the mirror. But this time, a folded note slid under your bedroom door. Her unmistakable script read 'We need to talk. Office. Now.' The familiar knot in your stomach that came with anything regarding her tightened.
She was standing behind her polished desk when you walked in, every line of her posture sharp with restrained tension.
“I’ve just received the updated intern roster,” she said coolly. “Care to explain why you’re working with Lee Haechan?”
Your lips parted, caught completely off guard. “It’s not like I requested him. We were assigned.”
“I can fix that.”
“What?”
“There’s an opening in the Magical Transportation Division,” she replied, crisp as frost. “I’ll make the arrangements by tomorrow.”
“No.”
The word slipped out before you could temper it.
Her brow arched. “Excuse me?”
“You’re the one who forced me into this internship, mother. You wanted me to be useful, and now that I’m doing it, there's suddenly a problem?”
“I obviously didn’t expect them to pair you with that boy.” she scoffed.
You stepped forward. “I’ve already started the project and we’re making great progress. I’m not switching just because you don’t like that boy”
There was a second of silence. Her face didn’t change, but you felt the temperature in the room drop. It was rare for you to contradict your mother’s orders. The few times you did, she made sure you regretted it in some way.
“His father nearly cost me the election,” she said at last, her tone clipped, as if she was speaking to a political rival and not her daughter. “That family doesn’t make allies with people like us. You think working beside him is safe? Smart?”
“I don’t know,” you said, teeth clenched. “But it’s my decision.”
Her eyes narrowed. “Just be careful, Y/N. That boy was raised to play games at the highest level. Don’t think for a second you’re immune.”
You didn’t answer. You just turned and left, fists clenched so tight your nails bit into your palms. For the first time in your life, you walked away from your mother and her commands.
On the other side of the city, Haechan stood just inside the heavy oak door of his father’s study. Mr. Lee reclined in a leather armchair, firewhiskey swirling in his glass.
“You’re progressing nicely,” his father began, voice smooth and cool. “That Portkey proposal is attracting the right sort of attention.”
Haechan remained silent. Compliments from his father were never just compliments—they were lures, baited with hidden intent. Tonight, something about it set his nerves on edge.
“I hear you’ve been partnered with the Minister’s daughter.”
“Yes, father.” 
“That’s convenient. Even I must admit, she’s grown into quite the pretty little distraction.”
Haechan’s jaw tightened instantly, but he held still.
“Though, I suppose one can’t expect too much refinement from a girl of her… blood status,” his father continued with a faint curl of disdain at his mouth. “Still, sometimes mixing blood has its uses… if not for lineage, then at least for entertainment.”
A flare of anger shot through Haechan’s chest and he bit the inside of his cheeks to keep him from cursing at his own father but he still couldn’t stop a reply from spilling out. 
“Her blood status isn’t relevant.” 
His father gave a cold chuckle, eyeing him knowingly. “Of course it’s relevant. She’s half-Muggle, raised without any real sense of tradition. It shows. Though perhaps that’s part of her charm, there’s something compelling about a girl who doesn’t fully realize her own value yet. Makes her easier to handle.”
“She’s not a prop, father,” Haechan bit out sharply, his voice harder than intended. 
His father’s expression darkened instantly. Haechan exhaled slowly, trying to regain composure. “I meant she’s useful… professionally.”
Mr. Lee set his glass down with a soft click. “Spare me the schoolboy morals. Everything is leverage, even you.  The sooner you accept that, son, the smoother this will go.”
Haechan always felt like cold water was being poured down his spine whenever he talked to his father. Perhaps he should be used to dealing with the man by now, after all, he’d been groomed for these games since childhood.
But tonight, his venom felt stronger than usual.
“Understood,” Haechan said finally, voice flat but vibrating with barely checked anger.
His father gave a slow, satisfied nod and reached again for his brandy. That was his way of dismissing him without a word. Haechan’s fingers curled at his sides, but he turned and left before the mask cracked.
He didn’t go to his room. He went straight to the Floo. Because if his father saw you as a pawn, Haechan needed to remind himself you weren’t—and, if he was being honest, remind himself he wasn’t either. Tonight, he needed one choice that belonged to him alone.
He apparated silently in the shadowy alley across from your home, his robes instantly dampening in the evening drizzle. He drew his wand, scanning the formidable iron gates and the darkened windows of the imposing Ministerial residence.
He knew the security enchantments protecting your house weren't a joke. They were designed to deter intruders, and specifically enemies of the Minister, so they recognized magical signatures instantly. One wrong move and alarms would blaze, calling Ministry Aurors to appear.
But Haechan hadn’t come this far to turn back.
So he approached the gate carefully. He’d studied enough ward breaking magic to know that subtlety mattered far more than power. He drew a quiet breath and raised his wand, whispering the careful countercharms he'd memorized from watching his father’s dealings.
One by one, the protective enchantments yielded reluctantly under his gentle pressure. He felt sweat trickle down his neck despite the chill night air. His pulse hammered as the wards strained, uncertain, hovering on the brink of recognition.
Then the charms faded back into place, accepting his magic as familiar enough. He stepped carefully through, heart slamming wildly against his ribs.
He moved soundlessly across the manicured lawn toward the side of the house. Climbing ivy clung stubbornly to the aged stone of the manor, it felt slick under his fingertips as he located your window. There was a light inside from a small lamp, which told him you were awake. He took a quick, anxious breath before reaching up and knocking lightly against the glass.
You flinched, wand whipping toward the window reflexively before your eyes widened in shock at the sight of Haechan standing on the narrow ledge beneath your window. You hurriedly unlatched the lock and slid the window open just enough to whisper furiously, “What the hell are you doing?”
“Let me in,” he breathed, desperate and shaking slightly from adrenaline. “Please.”
You hesitated only a fraction of a second before pulling the window fully open, helping him awkwardly inside. He tumbled through onto your bedroom floor, landing softly in a half-crouch, rainwater dripping from his robes onto your plush rug.
“Are you insane?!” You hissed, closing the window quickly. “The wards—”
“I know, I almost didn’t get through.”
“Why would you risk it?” you demanded, though your voice softened as you took in his shivering state. “My mother will have your head if she finds out you’re here.”
“I had to see you,” he admitted roughly. “I didn’t know where else to go. Everything’s so damn complicated… and the only one I trust right now is you.”
“I assume you also had a talk with your father.”
You reached toward him instinctively, fingers gently brushing the damp fabric of his robes.
“Yeah.” He sighed. The tiredness in his eyes and the tension in his jaw was enough to tell you that the conversation went as well as the one with your mother did.
“Let’s get you dry,” you said after a moment.
This wasn’t wise. It was barely safe. If your mother found out, Haechan would be in the kind of trouble you didn’t even want to imagine. But the quiet desperation in his eyes made it hard to think about any of that.
You waved your wand, murmuring a silent warming charm. Dry air spiraled from the tip making him shiver, eyes shuttering as the spell did its job.
“Thank you,” he murmurs.
“Your clothes are still a bit wet,” you scolded softly then faltered when you realized what you just implied.
He gave you a lopsided smile. “Permission to remove them?”
“Only because you’ll ruin my rug.” you looked away shyly.
He shrugged off the heavy coat and you levitated it away into the coat hanger in the corner.  When he started on the pants, your fingers moved first, unfastening the buttons faster than his shaky fingers. They fell down his legs, leaving him only in his boxers and a thin shirt that clung damply to his torso.
“Arms up,” you muttered. He obeyed without comment. 
You peeled the wet fabric over his head and your gaze stuck to the skin exposed—tanned, goose-pimpled, marked by a trail of tiny moles from collarbone to ribs.
“Enjoying the view?” he murmured, fond teasing curling the words.
“Just checking,” you said loftily. “There were rumors around Hogwarts that you had a nice form.”
Slowly, you pressed your mouth to a mole below his collarbone causing him to inhale sharply.
“And what was that for?” he whispered, amused.
“Experimental verification.”
You kissed the next mole, then the next, mapping them with your lips. He stood still, breath catching each time your mouth grazed his warm skin. By the time you kissed the last mole, over his throat, his hands moved to your hips.
He bowed his head, letting his forehead rest against yours. “I’m sorry for showing up out of nowhere. I just—-” He broke off, searching for something he couldn’t quite say. Whatever his father told him tonight, he locked it behind his teeth.
“You can stay the night if you want,” you whisper.
“Yes,” he breathed. “Please.”
You lead him toward the bed, shimmied out of your sweats and tugged him under the blanket. He curled behind you, one arm around your waist, fingertips tracing patterns over the slope of your ribs until your breathing slowed.
“Tomorrow’s going to be complicated,” you mumbled drowsily.
“It always is.” He brushed a kiss behind your ear. 
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Morning sunlight spilled across the duvet in stripes, warming your shoulders a moment before it reached the long line of Haechan’s body curled behind you. His palm rested open on your stomach, thumb stroking lazy half-circles under your night shirt. 
“Good morning to you too,” you muttered. 
“Good morning, princess,” he murmured, voice still rough with sleep. His lips found the shell of your ear. “Any chance Ms. Thatch will accept a late proposal?”
You smiled into the pillow. “Only if you can convincingly argue we were under hard circumstances.”
“Hard?” He noses aside your hair, pressing a soft kiss to the curve of your neck. “Well, something’s definitely hard.”
You didn’t realize what he was talking about until he shifted his hips closer and you felt it hard against the small of your back.
“Are you serious?” you said, turning your head. 
“It’s not exactly something I schedule.” He exhaled a slow laugh.
“And here I thought you came over just for some emotional stimulation.” 
He leaned down and kissed you slowly, morning-sweet, but at the same time his hips nudged you for more.
“I'll stimulate whatever you need, princess”
You choked on a laugh until his hand slid further under the hem of your shirt.
“Is this your idea of a morning greeting?” you asked breathlessly.
He leaned in, mouth brushing your collarbone. “This is my idea of relieving some tension.”
Your thighs parted to cradle his hips instinctively when he moved on top of you. His mouth traced the line of your collarbone, then lower, until he was kissing your perked nipples over the shirt. Your fingers slipped under the waistband of his boxers and squeezed boldly enough to make him curse softly into your chest. 
He palmed your other breast in response, thumb flicking your nipple until your back arched. You bit your lip to muffle a whimper, then pushed him onto his back with delicious authority.
“My turn.”
You shimmied down, lips dragging across the constellation of moles scattered across his chest and stomach. Every kiss made him sigh softly. You pulled his boxers down fully and when your mouth closed over his cock, he choked on a breath.
Haechan speared shaky fingers through your hair, muttering every filthy compliment he could remember. You licked the underside of his cock, then took him in almost fully, resisting the urge to gag when he hit the back of your throat.
You sucked as far as you could and stroked the rest of with your hand. Haechan’s head fell back, mouth open in delight. “Fuck… ah—fuck that feels… so good—“
His hips started shaking under you but suddenly he stopped you and flipped you over. “Need to be inside you.”
Heat flared when he settled between your thighs, the hard length of his cock pressing where you were already aching. One hand cradled the back of your knee, guiding your leg around his waist and the other cupped your cheek as he kissed you again.
“Tell me how you like it,” he whispered, rocking just enough to tease. You arched, heels digging into the backs of his thighs.
“Like this,” you answered, voice gone rough. “Just—please—”
He slid in, filling you in one smooth glide that knocked the breath from your lungs. A broken sound escaped his throat. “Fuck, baby—” The rest dissolved into a soft groan as he drew back and thrusted again, deeper.
Your hands roamed his back, nails grazing lightly down muscle and spine. Each slow stroke dragging delicious friction inside you.
“Eyes on me,” he whispered, pupils blown wide. Your eyes fluttered open and the contact stole your breath more than the thrust that followed. 
Pleasure starts to flow through you quickly when he slid his hand and started stroking your clit, your body tightening around him in response. He felt it and swore softly causing his pace to falter.
“Don’t stop,” you warned, looping both arms around his neck and pulling him close.
He kissed you hard, hips snapping a little faster, rhythm still controlled but hungrier now. Every glide set off sparks, every slide of his thumb over your clit pushing you closer.
“Hae…I—I’m gonna cum,” you gasped against his mouth.
“Me too, fuuck” he groaned.
He angled his hips deeper, and the change nearly sent you tumbling. Your walls clenched, pleasure hitting in a blinding rush. Your cry is muffled against his shoulder.
He followed with a hoarse groan, hips stuttering as the orgasm crashed through him. He kept moving in soft thrusts until the tremors faded and your limbs loosened.
He collapsed to his elbows, weight braced so he doesn’t crush you, brushing damp hair from your forehead with trembling fingers. 
“That,” you managed breathlessly, “was incredible.”
He laughed and kissed the tip of your nose. “I live to please.”
The mantle clock in the sitting room chimed eight-thirty. And you remembered the briefing you had in thirty minutes. You groaned while he grinned, entirely unrepentant.
“We can still make it,” he said, stroking a thumb along your cheek. “Five minutes to shower, two to dress. That leaves twenty three for breakfast and another round.”
“You’re ridiculous,” you sighed, but the fondness in your voice undermined any scold. You press a final kiss to the mole on his neck, then roll out of bed, summoning clean clothes with a flick of your wand.
“Shower,” you declare.
He pushed up, stretching like a satisfied cat. “Lead the way, Ravenclaw.”
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Haechan left your house first so as to not draw any suspicion in case your mother or any of her workers were around. You arrived at the Ministry with an armful of research notes, ready for the briefing. Haechan said he’d wait for you outside the lifts so you expected to see him leaning against the wall and making some sarcastic remark about your supposed “lateness”.
But he was nowhere to be seen.
Five minutes turned into ten, and frustration melted into annoyance as you glanced around. Eventually, irritation won out and you began to make your way to the briefing room.
It wasn't until you heard the soft click of footsteps behind you that you looked over your shoulder, and there was Haechan.
But he wasn’t alone.
Beside him was a girl you vaguely recognized from Ministry galas. She had impossibly long legs, hair so pale it seemed woven from moonlight, and appraising green eyes. The kind of ethereal beauty that belonged to Veela rather than witches, an almost unsettling allure that made you instinctively stand straighter.
"Sorry…" Haechan muttered as they approached. His eyes carefully avoided yours. "Lost track of time."
The girl turned smoothly toward you, offering a delicate hand adorned with expensive rings. "Cassia Selwyn. I'm an old friend of Haechan’s."
You forced your expression into neutral politeness, shaking her hand briefly. "Y/N. Nice to meet you."
Cassia tilted her head, silver-blonde hair slipping gracefully over one slender shoulder as her eyes slowly took you in. "Haechan’s told me all about you and your…little project. Sounds charming."
Your spine stiffened at her patronizing tone. "Yeah, well, it's important work."
"Oh, I’m sure," she purred indulgently, already dismissing you as she turned back toward Haechan. Her slender fingers reached out to adjust the knot of his tie, a gesture so familiar and easy it made your stomach twist. "Don't forget dinner tomorrow. My father's expecting you."
"I haven't agreed—"
Cassia leaned in, her voice dropping into a coaxing tone. "You know how disappointed he'll be if you don't show. Your father as well.”
Haechan’s jaw twitched—a subtle tell of annoyance you’d learned to read over the years—but he remained silent, clearly unwilling to argue further in front of you.
"I'll see you soon, Hae," she murmured sweetly, eyes sliding back to you briefly with faint amusement. And then she swept away, leaving a trace of expensive perfume in the air.
You stared after her for a tense second. "Cassia Selwyn," you said eventually. "That name sounds familiar."
Haechan let out a short breath, eyes glued stubbornly to your notes on the table. "Her father's head of International Magical Cooperation. He's also my father's closest political ally. She’s… uhm, she’s also interning here at a different department.”
Recognition clicked as soon as he said that. You remember reading about the Selwyns in Hogwarts' registry of notable pureblood families. Their ancient lineage was so prestigious, the closest thing you could relate it to was the British Royal family. Cassia’s effortless elegance suddenly made a lot of sense.
"Ah." Your voice felt strained, even to your own ears. "Well. Now I see why you needed to rearrange your whole schedule around her."
Haechan sighed, rubbing the back of his neck. "It's complicated."
"I bet," you muttered, jealousy slipping out despite your best efforts. "Maybe next time, give me some notice before you skip out on research to handle your personal affairs."
His eyes flashed defensively but he remained silent. Somehow, the quiet felt worse than any argument. At least when you were fighting, you knew where you stood. Now you felt lost in uneasy silence.
Before you could fully descend into that bitter feeling, a flying memo fluttered overhead, dropping onto your outstretched hand. You read it aloud, quite grateful for any distraction from the tense atmosphere.
"Ms. Thatch wants to see us before the briefing," you announced stiffly, walking away without waiting for him.
"Oh, there you are!" Ms. Thatch beamed as you entered. Her eyes flickered briefly behind you. "Where's Haechan?"
"Right here," he said flatly, stepping in a second behind you.
"Good!” she chirped, either not noticing or purposely ignoring your frosty demeanors. "You’ve both heard about our summer charity event, I presume. Since your project is the most promising out of all the interns, I have volunteered you to present at the event. It’s the perfect opportunity for you to find sponsors. The Minister herself will be there, as will your father, Mr. Lee."
Your eyes darted toward Haechan, who was stubbornly silent, making no effort to voice his usual objections.
"Actually, Ms. Thatch," you said quickly, "we haven't fully finalized the proposal yet. It might be too early to—"
"We'll do it." Haechan interrupted calmly, catching you completely off-guard.
Your gaze snapped toward him, incredulous and suddenly furious. He carefully avoided meeting your eyes.
"Wonderful!" Ms. Thatch clapped her hands enthusiastically, lipstick-stained teeth on full display. "I'm certain you'll manage beautifully! As I said, you're the strongest interns we've had this term. I’m not just saying that because of your parents."
A stiff smile was all you could muster in response, leaving the office after she finished explaining all the details.
You were hot on Haechan’s heels, ready to confront him about exactly what the hell he thought he was doing. But before you could even open your mouth, a deep, familiar voice stopped you cold.
"Son," Mr. Lee’s smooth, cold tone sliced through the air behind you.
You both turned slowly. Haechan’s expression hardened instantly, tension sharpening the lines of his face.
His father’s eyes flickered briefly over you, before settling firmly on his son again. "A word. Alone."
Haechan glanced at you for a second before nodding stiffly at his father and walking away, leaving you alone in the echoing corridor, with nothing but dread twisting tight in your stomach.
The next morning you found a fresh stack of parchment waiting on your usual table in the Archives with Haechan’s handwriting. A terse note sat on top.
Finished cross-referencing 1908–1911 tariff updates.See margin for flagged conflicts.—L.H.
When he finally appeared, he offered only a curt nod before sliding into the seat opposite you. For two hours he spoke in clipped sentences—“Need the ledger from shelf three-C,” “Double-check the French translation,” “Sign here so Thatch can log the revision.” Every time your questions strayed toward anything personal like Cassia, the meeting with his father, or even how he’d slept he deflected with a pointed glance at the parchment and a quiet, “Focus, Y/N.”
By the end of the week the chill had crystalized into routine: he arrived early, buried himself in research, left the moment your tasks ended. No playful shoulder-bumps in the corridor, no midnight trips for coffee, no sly grins when you corrected his footnotes. Only efficient partnership, as if the night he’d fallen asleep in your bed belonged to someone else’s life.
You told yourself it didn’t matter—you had a proposal to polish and sponsors to impress—but the hollowness followed you everywhere, rattling like a loose Snitch inside your chest.
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The Ministry gardens glittered beneath strings of floating lanterns; orchestral music drifted over rows of donation tables. You arrived with a stack of project summaries tucked under your arm, determined to network, to prove Ms Thatch’s faith wasn’t misplaced.
You were halfway through charming a prospective backer when the crowd started murmuring., everyone’s attention sliding toward the main archway.
Haechan walked in at his father’s side, looking immaculate in midnight-green robes. Cassia Selwyn glided beside him, her hand nestled in the crook of his arm. Her pale hair swept over one shoulder, her expensive gown shimmering frost-silver under the lights. Together they looked carved from an old pure-blood portrait.
Your throat tightened. Haechan’s expression was cool, polite, but you saw the moment he spotted you.  A flicker ofregret? Apology? But it vanished as Cassia leaned in to whisper, her crimson lips close to his ear. He nodded once, mask settling back into place, and let himself be steered toward the VIP tables.
“So,” your potential sponsor prompted, oblivious to the scene, “does the phased tariff model begin year one, or do you anticipate a six-month grace period?”
You swallowed, forcing your voice steady. “Six months,” you replied, though your eyes kept drifting to the far end of the lawn where Cassia laughed lightly at something Mr Lee said, her fingers still resting on Haechan’s sleeve.
For the rest of the evening you played your role but every glance across the crowd found him beside her, shoulders squared, distance in his eyes. And each time, the hollow flutter in your chest grew a little sharper.
When the orchestra launched into a waltz, sponsors swept onto the dance floor. Cassia turned, hand outstretched in silent invitation. Haechan hesitated before taking it.
They moved flawlessly together, was she all poised grace, and he the  perfect partner. Applause rippled as they passed, Ministry officials nodding approval. You stood at the edge of the lawn clutching your untouched glass of elf-made wine, wondering how something that had never officially started could sting so much.
Your mother appeared suddenly at your elbow, startling you so badly you nearly spilled your drink.
“Are you romantically involved with the Lee boy?” she asked coolly.
Your gaze snapped up, shock widening your eyes. “What? No! Why—why would you even think that?”
She raised an eyebrow slowly. “You know I’m not one to entertain gossip, darling. But whispers at the Ministry tend to travel fast.”
You swallowed, heart rising to your throat. “What whispers?”
“The Head of the Department of Magical Games and Sports approached me the other day about something he overheard.” She paused to sip her wine, calm and unbothered. “A rather heated conversation between Mr. Lee and his son... apparently about you.”
Your stomach tightened uncomfortably. “About me?”
“Yes. It seems that Mr. Lee explicitly instructed his son to stay away from you. I dismissed it as ridiculous at the time. How involved could you possibly be with that boy to warrant all that fuss?” Her sharp eyes turned toward the far end of the garden, landing pointedly on Haechan. “But tonight, seeing the way he’s been parading around with the Selwyn girl, smiling only for the photographs yet repeatedly throwing you those longing glances… I suspect perhaps Mr. Lee was right to worry.”
You felt your face flush deeply, skin prickling under your mother’s scrutiny. She'd always read you far too easily.
“Mother, I—”
She shook her head slightly, cutting you off. “Don’t lie to me, Y/N. It’s written all over your face.”
You lowered your eyes, lips pressed tight to avoid betraying anything further.
“Let me give you a piece of advice,” she continued impassively. “Don’t let yourself get more tangled with him than absolutely necessary. I’d hate for you to find out the hard way exactly why I'm warning you about this.”
She touched your arm briefly before walking away from your frozen form. The only sound your brain could register after that was the anxious pounding of your heart and the echo of her words.
You were still reeling when a familiar shadow fell across the refreshment table.
“There you are,” Haechan said softly. Up close, his formal robes looked stiff and constricting, as though he’d rather be wearing else.
“Got bored of your date so soon?” you muttered, trying to sound disinterested.
“She’s not—” His jaw worked. “Forget it. I actually came to review our talking points. Thatch expects us to pitch before dessert, and this” he lifted his champagne “isn’t helping me focus.”
“You’ve memorized those points twice over.”
“Just humor me, please?” His eyes flicked toward the hedge-lined maze beyond the garden. “Let’s go somewhere quieter.”
“Fine,” you sighed reluctantly after a minute of glowering.
The both of you slipped through the open arch between garden walls, careful to make sure no one was watching. Not that it mattered. Even if your intentions were innocent—and you weren’t entirely convinced they were—people would talk. They always did.
The deeper into the maze you walked, the more muffled the party became. Only the sound of your heels against cobblestone and Haechan’s steps behind you remained. You reached a quiet alcove surrounded by ivy and waited with arms crossed, pretending not to notice the way his eyes dragged across your bare shoulders.
“Okay,” you said, grabbing it from him. “What point of the presentation were you so desperate to—?”
“Your dress,” he murmured instead. “It’s distracting.”
You blinked. “That’s not a point in the presentation.”
“No,” he agreed, stepping closer, “but it’s why I couldn’t focus back there.”
“Try a little harder then, we need to present this soon”
“Mm,” he hummed, pulling out the folded parchment with your notes from his jacket pocket. “Start reading then.”
You took the parchment and started reading, brows furrowed as you scanned it. “The primary concern is the—”
Suddenly he was behind you, his hand reaching for your waist. You paused. “Haechan…”
“Keep going,” he said quietly. “I’m listening.”
You swallowed hard and stared at the words, trying to focus. “The primary concern is the inconsistency between—”
His hand slid higher.
“Are you seriously—?”
“This helps me focus,” he said, leaning in so close you could feel the heat of his breath at your neck. “Don’t stop now. You’re doing so well.”
The rasp in his voice and the way his hands kept feeling you over your clothes was making it very difficult to even breathe let alone read the stupidly messy words on the parchment. Why was his handwriting so bad?
“Keep reading,” he murmured again, lips grazing your ear.
You tried. “Um—the projected savings…and… and the reallocation of private funding—”
His thumbs skimmed small circles through the thin fabric of your gown, sliding higher to the tense line of your ribs. The parchment fluttered in your fingers.
“…and, uh, incentives for small-scale producers…” You hated the tremor in your voice, he clearly loved it. You could practically hear him smirk.
“You missed the compliance clause,” he whispered, letting one hand slide under the fall of your hair, settling against the back of your neck. 
You licked your lips, found the line, forced the words out. “Clause sixteen… sets non-compliance penalties at.. at seven percent—”
His other hand traced the curve of your waist, sliding lower, drawing you back until you felt the press of his chest. The parchment crinkled. The pulse point in your neck pulsed wildly against his mouth.
“Seven percent is too lenient,” he murmured. “We should make them beg to meet the standard.”
You swallowed hard. “We should… probably get back.”
“In a minute.” He nudged your hair aside and pressed an unhurried kiss below your ear that made your knees wobble slightly.
“Is this really the time?” you gasped.
“Shh.” His hand at your neck slipped forward, guiding your chin to tilt slightly. “Eyes on the notes, princess.”
You tried, and failed, to focus on the words. Every line blurred as his lips traced slow paths from your jaw to your shoulder. The maze felt impossibly still, as though even the garden itself was holding its breath.
“Haechan, if someone finds us—”
“They won’t.” A gentle nip at your earlobe. “Read the next bullet.”
You forced your gaze down. “Improved… audit protocol… mandatory quarterly—” Your voice broke when his hands slid to your hips, drawing you back against him fully. You felt the unmistakable evidence of how little “reviewing” mattered to him just now.
“Quarterly audits,” he echoed, his tone husky. “Brilliant idea.”. Soft lips drifted to your collarbone.
“This is— spectacularly stupid,” you whispered, though your body melted under his hands.
“Stupid,” he agreed, skating calloused fingers up the slit of your gown until night air kissed your thighs. “Let’s be quick, then. Prove we’re brilliant later.”
The parchment crinkled in your grip, words dissolving into texture. Somewhere beyond the maze someone laughed too loudly, and you discovered recklessness had the flavor of champagne and something breathtakingly alive.
“This... this is too risky,” you breathed, head tilting back as his fingers ghosted over your skin.
“I’ll be quick,” he promised, mouth dragging along your jaw.
Of all the things you’d done with Haechan, this was easily the most idiotic. More reckless than letting him go down on you in the Archives. More dangerous than that kiss behind the velvet curtain at the gala. Especially after the warning from your mother—you knew better. You should have walked away.
But Haechan always knew how to get what he wanted and he knew exactly how to make you want it too.
The thought that he was here, fingers sliding past your underwear, while your mother, his father, and Cassia Selwyn were probably sipping champagne and wondering where you’d slipped off to... gave you a guilty rush that made your legs open slowly.
“Okay,” you whispered at last.
His hand slid under your panties in response, fingers cupping you firmly and spreading you open. You were already, shamefully, soaked.
“Always so eager for me,” he muttered, rubbing teasing circles over your clit. “For someone who whines so much.”
“We… don’t have time for your mouth,” you snapped breathlessly, shoving him back against the ivy-covered wall and yanking at his belt.
“I love it when you boss me around,” he groaned, eyes half-lidded as you worked his trousers down. “Makes me feel like a very bad boy.”
“You are,” you hissed. “A fucking disgrace.”
“Fuck” His boxers hit the ground, cock slapping up hard against his stomach—red, slick at the tip, and twitching. 
You grinned. “Someone’s happy to see me.”
“You have no fucking idea,” he rasped, grabbing your hips and dragging you closer. His hands slid down, squeezing your ass. “Every time we’re in the same room, all I can think about is this.”
“If only you weren’t so busy playing daddy’s little puppet…” you purred, kissing along his jaw.
His breath hitched, but the smirk didn’t fade. “Don’t talk about my father while your hand’s around my cock.”
“Oh?” You tightened your grip enough to make him hiss between his teeth. “Does it kill the mood?”
“No,” he groaned, rolling his head back against the ivy. “Makes me want to fuck that little attitude out of you.”
That was all the warning he gave before grabbing your waist and hoisting you up easily. Your back hit the ivy wall as his hips jerked forward, cock grinding hard between your thighs. Not inside yet but pressed right where it hurt most, dragging against soaked lace.
“Haechan—fuck—”
“You wore this for me, didn’t you?” he whispered fingering your lacey panties, lips at your throat. “This little slit that barely covers anything. You wanted me to rip them off you tonight.”
“Shut up and do it,” you snarled, grinding against him.
He growled something unintelligible, biting down on your shoulder hard enough to leave a mark, then reached between you to yank your panties so hard they ripped easily. The head of his cock slipped through your slick folds and you both gasped.
“You’re so wet,” he rasped, voice breaking as he dragged the tip over your clit once. “Fuck, you were ready for this before I even touched you.”
He slid in with one hard thrust that knocked the air out of your lungs. You gasped, eyes fluttering shut, nails digging into his shoulders.
“Eyes on me.” He growled, snapping his hips forward again, deeper this time.
You looked at him and whatever was in your expression made him moan. “There she is,” he whispered. “Fucking beautiful when you give in.”
His thrusts turned punishing, dragging against everything inside you that made your spine arch and your thighs clamp tight around his waist.
“This—” he panted, “—this is mine. This body. These sounds. You can pretend otherwise but—” he slammed into you, hard enough to make you cry out, “—this belongs to me.”
You didn’t answer, couldn’t answer. Your breath was caught in your throat, stars flashing behind your eyes as the heat coiled lower and lower.
“You gonna cum for me?” he whispered, biting at your earlobe. “Right here where anyone could walk by? Your mother. My father. Cassia.”
“Don’t stop,” you begged, voice shaking. “Please, don’t fucking stop—”
“Say it,” he demanded, hand sliding between your bodies to rub tight circles over your clit. “Say who’s making you cum.”
“You,” you gasped. “You. Fuck, Haechan—please—”
You cried out when your orgasm hit, nails scoring red lines into his back as your walls clenched around him. He groaned low and rough, fucking you through it. Seconds later, he spilled into you with a strangled moan, forehead pressed to yours.
Only the sound of your panting, the distant music from the gala, and the rustle of ivy around you could be heard.
“That was a good review.” He whispered against your lips.
His cum was still dripping down your thighs when he kissed you again, but only for a breath. Then he pulled back, and looked down at his wrist watch. 
“We still have about ten more minutes before the presentation” he said, voice wrecked.
“So…?” you asked, still trying to catch your breath.
“I wanted to try something”
Before you could ask what, he flicked his wand and your dress vanished in a puff of smoke.
You gasped. “Are you serious?”
“Very,” he murmured, tapping your sternum next. “Desino gravitatem.”
Your body lifted off the ground like a marionette cut from strings, floating weightless as the ivy trembled behind you.
“What the—”
But his hands were already back on you, guiding your hips forward in midair. You were suspended, spread and hovering high enough for him to slot between your thighs again. He flipped you with a wrist flick, your back now to him, ass lifted, legs dangling.
“Perfect,” he muttered, gripping your waist like he was trying to memorize the feel. “Jaemin once bragged about using this spell on a girl. complete bollocks, by the way—he can barely do a simple leviosa half the time. but i’ve been dying to try it ever since.”
“And it didn’t occur to you to maybe ask first?” You snapped, flailing slightly.
“Do you want me to stop?”
“… I mean, I hardly have a choice now, do i?”
he chuckled, the sound warm and low against your back. “I promise you’re gonna love it. Prefect’s honor.”
“You were never a prefect.”
“Yeah, but I’m very committed to pleasing you.”
He pushed back inside you with a groan, the new angle making you curse violently as your body trembled in midair. His hand wrapped around your throat with enough pressure to steady you as he thrust upward into you.
Every time his hips slammed into you, your body jerked forward. The lack of gravity and the angle made it feel like every thrust reached your head.
“You like this?” he growled. “Being my little floating fucktoy?”
“I hate you.” You moaned.
He smacked your ass. “Try again.”
“Fuck— s’good… don’t stop—” you whimpered.
“Better.”
Your moans were getting louder, echoing through the enchanted ivy, the charm he’d placed keeping you perfectly in place even as you writhed midair.
And then he did something insane.
He cast Gemino, the duplication charm.
Instantly, a spectral copy of himself shimmered into view in front of you. The second Haechan—transparent and golden at the edges—grabbed your hair and kissed your mouth while the real one kept fucking you from behind.
Your brain nearly short-circuited, too overwhelmed.
“This is crazy,” you moaned into the phantom’s mouth, barely coherent.
“So’s half the shit we’ve already done,” the real one panted.
And when his fingers slid between your legs again, teasing your swollen clit as the illusion bit down gently on your lower lip, you came so hard you screamed his name loud enough that it had to echo into the party.
The hovering charm flickered, and Haechan caught you against him before you could drop, still inside you, panting.
“You’re deranged,” you whispered, clinging to him.
His mouth was at your ear. “I know you loved it.”
“Please bring my dress back.” you said, shivering slightly. 
He quickly made your dress appear again.
“What even were those spells?” 
“Why? You wanna try them on me?” he smirked.
You shoved him and summoned a hand mirror to fix your appearance. Every bit of your makeup was smudged and your hair was a mess. You sighed and fixed it. Haechan simply brushed his hand through his hair. You reached up and wiped off some lipstick that was smudged on his lips. Also, put a glamour charm to cover the bruises that were starting to bloom where your lips had been on his neck.
“Ready to kill this presentation then?” He asked.
“Let’s go” you replied.
And kill the presentation, you most certainly did.
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The Ministry atrium felt almost gentle the day after the fundraiser. Probably because you were still riding the high of a perfect presentation, the fact that many donors had signed, Ms. Thatch had all but done a cartwheel, and the Portkey Tariff proposal just needed a last polish before being sent up to the Department heads. Life, for once, was cooperating.
You arrived early, as usual, so you stopped by the breakfast nook near level five to enjoy a quiet moment before the day started. You even let yourself order the overpriced chamomile from the enchanted dispenser.
The peace lasted precisely three and a half sips, until you noticed two witches at a nearby table. One pretending to stir her tea for the tenth time, the other tilting the Prophet so conspicuously towards you it might as well have had your name printed on the cover.
You checked your face in the reflection of your spoon but nothing was off. No food in your teeth, your lipstick wasn’t smudged, no eye buggers. Nothing on your face explained the sudden interest.
A weird feeling twisted in your guts. Your first thought was, no way. Your second thought was, check anyway. So you walked to the newspaper stand and picked up a copy.
The front page was an article about the Turkish Minister’s retirement, nothing crazy. You scanned further, flipping pages of Quidditch standing, goblin policies, and other uneventful news. Until you finally found an article about the fundraiser on page six. 
You scanned the article quickly. It was mostly praise for the decor, attendance from international guests, and a nod to the interns’ presentations. And then, just beneath the column, in a faint gray box labeled Social Notes & Curiosities:
"Not all moments at this year’s gala were on the official itinerary. Several sharp-eyed partygoers noted that two unnamed interns vanished into the hedge maze for “several curious minutes” during the height of the festivities, returning just before the closing presentation looking flushed and disheveled. Sources declined to identify the pair, but wondered aloud whether young ambition sometimes… overgrows the path.”
Blood drained from your face so fast you felt light-headed. No names…but anyone with half a brain could add them. You folded the paper with shaky hands, and left the nook on autopilot, hunting for Haechan.
Before rounding the corner toward the Archives hall you heard voices whispering in a heated argument. 
“I just wonder if you’re serious about your future, Haechan.” you recognized Cassia Selwyn’s silk-smooth voice.
“So you planted that story?!” Haechan sounded pissed.
“Don’t look at me like I'm the villain. You and I were promised to each other before we could even read. You wandering off with her—”
“Is none of your business.” He spat.
Cassia's tone sharpened. “It is when it jeopardizes the alliances our parents built. I won’t let a half-blood charity case ruin everything just because you’re in your rebellious phase.”
You pressed flatter against the wall, pulse roaring.
Haechan’s reply was almost a growl. “If you ever bring her into this again—”
“You’re the one who brought her into this,” she cut in. “But soon enough you’ll remember why duty always wins over puppy love.”
Something, maybe his fist, hit the wall. You flinched though it was a few meters away.
“I’m warning you, Cassia. Stop your little games.”
He stormed off in the opposite direction; Cassia’s heels clicked leisurely the other way. Only then did you realize you hadn’t breathed for a full thirty seconds.
You were already seated when Haechan walked into the briefing room.
He pulled out the chair next to you like he always did. Your fingers kept moving over the edge of your parchment, smoothing the crease you'd created while standing outside that hallway, listening to Cassia carve pieces of you apart.
"You okay?" He asked under his breath.
"I'm fine." Too fast. 
You didn’t need to look to know he was frowning.
"You sure? You kind of—"
“—We're starting,” you cut in, straightening as Ms. Thatch entered the room with her usual whirlwind energy.
“Brilliant work last night, everyone!” She said, stacking folders with a flick of her wand. “Now, just a few corrections and then the proposals will officially be on their way to senior review. And”—she paused, smiling brightly—“We’ve got a new addition to the team for the rest of the internship.”
The door creaked open behind you.
“This is Emil Chartier,” Ms. Thatch announced. “Our international liaison from Beauxbatons. Top of his class in Diplomatic Transmutation, fluent in six languages, and here to help polish our draft for European compatibility.”
You turned just as he stepped forward. He was tall, with a willowy frame, and wearing robes in a midnight-blue cut so precise the velvet seemed poured onto his shoulders. He had sun-touched blond curls, one errant lock deliberately tucked behind a narrow ear. High cheekbones, a mouth that hinted at a permanent half-smile even when perfectly neutral, and eyes that looked grey at first glance, but slightly amber at the edges when the light caught.
He stepped forward on soft-soled dragonhide shoes and stopped at a conversational distance from the table.
“Bonjour,” he said, voice smooth as warm honey. “I’m very excited to join you all. I’ve read your project outlines, they were brilliant.”
“I’m thrilled to be here. Your project outlines were brilliant.”
The words floated over the entire table, but his gaze never wavered from you.
Haechan scoffed next to you. It was barely a breath but you felt it. Then his quill bent as he pressed down just a shade too hard, blotting ink across his notes.
Emil continued obliviously. “I’m especially interested in the tariff-equalisation clause. The logic is elegant, I’d love to discuss it in more detail.”
His smile was soft, earnest. Yours flickered back before you could help it.
Ms. Thatch clapped her hands. “Very well! Then Y/N and Haechan can work closely with Emil for this final stage.”
“Magnifique!” Emil chirped, pulling the chair beside you. He gave Haechan a polite nod, then turned back to you. “I was especially impressed by your cross-referencing in the North Sea tariff section.”
Haechan made another annoyed sound but you didn’t look at him.
“That was all her,” he said, voice casual but tight around the edges.
“Then she deserves the praise,” Emil replied easily, eyes sliding toward you with warmth. “I admit, I was curious to see if the one behind the proposal was as impressive in person.”
You managed a quiet laugh. It was almost disorienting, being noticed in the way Cassia had said you never would be. As if your worth was obvious, not conditional.
You reached for the inkpot, intending to refill it. Emil caught the movement and reached over first. “Allow me,” he said, voice low. “Can’t have ink stains ruining those clever hands.”
Haechan’s quill snapped with a quiet crack. No one else seemed to notice—Ms Thatch was already launching into the agenda—but you caught the tiny muscle that jumped in his jaw, the way his eyes narrowed a fraction before he repaired the quill with a flick of his wand.
Emil blinked at him, then whispered to you. “Should I be worried I've offended someone?”
“Not at all,” you murmured, returning the smile, even as your heart twisted in your chest.
You didn’t wait around after the meeting ended. You gathered your notes and slipped out before the room even cleared. The air in there felt too suffocating. You needed quiet and space.
But of course, you didn’t get that.
“Y/N—wait.”
Haechan’s voice chased you halfway down the northeast spiral before you finally stopped, turning sharply just outside the records annex.
“What?” you snapped.
He blinked. “...You’re upset.”
“Wow, nothing gets past you.”
Haechan stepped closer, one hand gripping the railing. “Okay. sarcasm noted. Can you just…tell me what’s going on?”
You gave a breathy, incredulous laugh. “What’s going on is I just found out you’re playing with me while you pretend you’re not already betrothed to.”
His eyes darkened. “You heard that conversation.”
“All of it.”
“Then you know she’s full of shit.”
“Doesn’t really matter, does it? Because she still has a claim to your future.”
He moved to speak, but you weren’t finished.
“And you know what the worst part is? I already expected it. I should’ve known that someone like you would end up with someone like her”
“Is that what you think?” he said finally, voice too soft.
You crossed your arms. “I spent the morning reading about us in the prophet and then i had to sit next to you like nothing happened. while that new intern—who doesn’t even know me—managed to actually say something nice about my work the way you never have.”
Your voice broke a little on the last word, but you pushed through.
“And it just made me realize... maybe it wouldn’t be this hard with someone else. Maybe I wouldn't feel like I have to prove myself every second just to be taken seriously.”
Haechan's jaw clenched. “Why are you even bringing him into this?”
“Why not?” you snapped. “He’s not the one being yanked between his family’s expectations and his own guilty conscience.”
“You don’t think I'm trying?” he said, louder now. “I'm walking a tightrope every damn day trying to keep my father from pulling me out of this internship entirely. If he knew what happened in the maze—if he knew how far this has gone—”
“He’d what?” you challenged. “Marry you off faster?”
The silence was confirmation was enough.
You sucked in a breath. “So that's it. Cassia was right.”
“No,” he said immediately, stepping forward. “She’s not. She doesn’t know how I really feel about you. She doesn’t get to decide that. Not her, or my father, or anyone.”
His eyes were shining with rage and desperation.
You stared at him for a long second, heart racing, unsure if you wanted to slap him or kiss him or cry.
“…I can’t do this if i’m just a rebellion phase for you,” you whispered.
His expression shattered.
“You’re not.”
The words hung limp between you, nothing to cling to, nothing to soften the fall. You turned and walked away, fingers curling into fists at your sides. Not because you didn’t believe him.
Because you did.
And that made everything worse.
You found yourself in one of the small auxiliary lounges on level seven—mostly unused, with a cracked fireplace charm and mismatched armchairs that smelled dusty. You curled into one near the window, letting the sun slant across your skirt as you stared down at the proposal draft without reading a single word.
You didn’t cry. You were past that. You were just angry and hurt. And tired in a way that had nothing to do with spellwork or policy corrections.
A soft knock broke your silence.
“May I?” Emil asked gently, gesturing to the seat across from you. “I noticed you left in a hurry.”
You hesitated, then nodded.
“I wanted to apologize,” he said after sitting down.
“For what?”
“For… Perhaps inserting myself too comfortably this morning. I didn't realize things were so tense.”
You exhaled, shaking your head. “You didn’t do anything wrong. Actually, you were the only person who treated me like… just a person today.”
He offered a small smile. “Well. You are quite an impressive person.”
You gave a tired laugh, but it came from your chest this time. “You barely know me.”
“True. But I saw how your colleagues looked at you when you spoke in the meeting. Especially him.” Emil's tone stayed neutral, but his eyes were kind. “Whatever else is happening… I don't think you’re as alone as you feel.”
You looked down at your hands. “I don't know what I am to him. And I'm scared to ask.”
“Then don’t,” he said gently. “Not yet. Let him decide if he’s brave enough to make it clear.”
You sat with that for a long moment. He didn’t press just reached into his satchel, pulled out a little wrapped croissant from the café cart, and placed it on the table between you without a word.
“Is this for me?”
“Consider it strategic morale support.”
You smiled despite yourself.
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Haechan stared at the shredded parchment in his hands. His third failed attempt at rewriting the trade summary. Ink had smudged from his fingers to his temple sometime during the last hour, but he hadn’t noticed. Or cared.
Your voice still echoed in his head. “Maybe it wouldn’t be this hard with someone else.”
He scrubbed a hand down his face and stood abruptly. The movement knocked over a stack of annotated notes and sent one sliding under the archive cabinet. He let it stay there.
He didn’t know why he always did this—why he always ruined the one thing that felt like it mattered the second it got real.
His father’s voice drifted in his memory: “Sentiment makes you weak. Attachments make you vulnerable.”
But you didn’t make him feel weak. You made him want to be braver.
His eyes flicked to the small framed article pinned to the wall. A piece from last year’s Ministry Gala, featuring his father’s speech about legacy and honor and discipline. Haechan wondered if anyone would ever write something about him without including the word Lee in the headline.
He couldn’t fix this with you. Not until he figured out how to stop being a coward.
So he kept quiet. Let his father go on assuming he’d ended things. Let him believe the engagement to Cassia was back on track. It bought him enough time to work out how to unravel the noose his father had spent years looping around his neck.
In reality, this wasn’t just about you. It was also about being looked at like a pawn, about being maneuvered like his only use was to cement power through maintaining the bloodline.
Cassia was the first knot he had to cut.
He knew it had to be public. Loud enough that no one—especially his father—could twist it into a temporary setback or a lover’s quarrel. It had to be permanent.
The perfect opportunity was already on the calendar.
Cassia’s father’s birthday dinner which was set to be held at The Gilded Laurel, an old wizarding restaurant perched on the Cornish cliffs. Known for its fairy- enchanted chandeliers and tables that float slightly above the floor, it was a staple for the pureblood elite. Every detail of the evening would be noted, photographed, whispered about. If he broke it off there, in front of her family, in front of his father, in front of the Prophet’s most loyal leeches… there would be no going back.
He wasn’t nervous about facing everyone. He was only terrified of what you’d think by then. Of whether you’d already decided you were done waiting.
Because every hour that passed without him telling you the truth… It was another hour you might spend believing that you didn’t matter. That he’d chosen her. That you’d just been a mistake in between his family’s expectations.
But you weren’t. And he’d prove it, even if he had to burn everything else down to do it.
The night of the dinner party came faster than expected. Haechan arrived with his father’s hand resting on his shoulder. Cassia greeted them at the entrance in a blue satin dress and a smile as perfect as porcelain.
“Try to look happy,” she murmured while the photographer adjusted his focus.
“Working on it.” Haechan replied noncommittally, eyes already scanning the room for the biggest audience.
The crystal goblets chimed and soup bowls floated down onto their table. Conversation swelled about trade numbers, Ministry gossip, Quidditch brackets. Haechan nodded in all the right places while cataloguing where the reporters were.
After the plates were cleared and dessert was served, Mr. Selwyn rose with his glass aloft.
“To family, old alliances, and future unions.” His gaze lingered on Cassia and Haechan. Polite applause followed.
Haechan stood before it died away.
“I’d like to add something,” he started.
“I know this dinner is meant to celebrate Mr. Selwyn, as well as our families and legacy.” He looked at Cassia, who was staring at him with a frozen, perfect smile. “But it would be dishonest of me to sit here and pretend like this engagement is moving forward.”
A cold silence flattened the whole room, nothing but the sound of a few utensils falling onto plates could be heard. 
Mr. Lee’s smile held, but his eyes flared sharp. “Haechan, sit down.”
“No, father.” Haechan answered, louder. “I need everyone here to hear me say it clearly. I’m not marrying for Cassia Selwyn.”
Cassia’s chair scraped back. For a second she looked sixteen again—hurt, furious, the mask of perfect grace gone. “You’re being ridiculous. We’ll discuss this in private.”
“No,” Haechan said, softer. “We won’t.”
Around them, guests exchanged delighted whispers. Without waiting for permission, without offering another explanation or bowing out gracefully, he turned his back on the table and walked straight out the gilded doors.
The last thing he heard before exiting was his father yelling his full name, followed by the distinct clatter of a wine glass hitting the floor.
He didn’t look back.
He only hoped it wasn’t too late to go find you.
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The Floo spat him out inside the Ministry's atrium, ash on his robes and adrenaline still curling in his throat.
He hadn’t even stopped to breathe a second. Just left the restaurant, ignored the growing swarm of reporters trying to get a quote, and apparated straight to the only place he knew you'd be this late.
Because you never missed work. Not even when you were heartbroken.
The records floor was humming with cataloguing charms, but mostly empty. He moved through the aisles, scanning each reading nook, until he saw the sliver of warm light at the far end.
And you half-asleep on a bench with a file open in your lap, hair pulled into a messy knot, as if you'd given up on keeping it tidy hours ago. Peeking out from the edge of your notes, was a crumpled copy of The Daily Prophet.
The headline was impossible to miss. “Selwyns Host Private Dinner Amidst Engagement Rumors” A charmed photo of Cassia smiling beside him at the Summer Fundraiser. The article’s subheading speculated—rather confidently—that an official announcement was imminent.
Haechan swallowed, guilt tangling hot in his chest. The paper looked crumpled, proof you’d read every word and probably re-read it.
He approached quietly.
You didn’t look up when he got close, but your spine straightened defensively.
“I thought I’d find you here.” He said softly.
You didn’t answer.
“I ended it.”
That made you turn.
He looked a little wild. Hair windswept, face flushed, pupils still blown from whatever reckless high he'd just walked out of. But his voice was calm and clear.
“What?”
“I broke it off at her father’s birthday dinner. In front of the whole Selwyn clan. My father. The press.”
“Really?” was all you managed to breathe out.
He nodded once. “I said I wouldn’t marry her. That I never planned to. And then I left.”
“Just like that.”
“Just like that.”
You stared at him.
For weeks he’d let the world believe what it wanted. Let it write another name next to his. Let you become a mistake he’d made. And now, here he was, standing in front of you after the storm finally broke.
Haechan stepped closer as if he’d been reborn in the fallout. Shoulders squared, back unbowed, silk tie loosened like he could breathe for the first time in years. The usual tension around his mouth was gone, replaced by a flicker of something almost boyish. Relief, or maybe exhilaration at finally choosing his own future.
He looked lighter, taller, as if someone had cut the invisible strings that kept him posed for family portraits. And when his gaze found yours, it wasn’t apologetic but certain.
For the first time, he was standing in front of you looking sure of what he wanted.
“I know I don’t deserve your forgiveness,” he said. “And I’m not expecting it. But I needed you to hear this from me first.”
You couldn’t find any words to reply, all your thoughts were a mess. You almost thought he was a figment of your tired mind for a second.
He continued. “You said something the other day that stuck with me. That it felt like you had to try harder to be liked around me.”
“I hated that,” he said. “Because you’re the only person I’ve ever liked without trying at all. The only person I actually wanted to be seen with, not hidden. And I’ve been an idiot… No, worse than that. I’ve been a coward.”
You looked away, eyes burning.
“I don’t know what’s going to happen with my family after tonight,” he continued, voice quiet now. “But none of it matters if I lose you.”
“You could’ve told me,” you whispered after a few seconds.
“I know.”
“You let me believe I was just…” You swallowed hard. “nothing.”
“You’re everything to me, Y/N.”
He took another step and kneeled down, your eyes finally met his.
“Tell me what to do,” he said. “And I’ll do it. I don’t care if I have to claw my way back. Just give me a place to start.”
You were quiet for a long time, heart beating so hard it would surely bruise your ribs. “Why should I?”
“Because I’m in love with you.”
The words hit you harder than that rogue Bludger had in your third year. No wind-up or grand speech. Just the truth, raw and terrifying, dropped between you like a vial of undiluted Veritaserum.
You stared at him, eyes growing shinier with unshed tears. “You waited until now to say that?”
“I waited until I could mean it with every ounce of my soul,” he said. “I was a fool. I kept thinking I could keep you close while trying to satisfy the expectations placed on me. I thought maybe if I stayed quiet long enough, I’d find a way where no one got hurt.”
“Well,” you said, laughing without humor. “That didn’t work out so well, did it?”
“No,” he admitted. “It didn’t.”
“I don’t know what to say…”
“That’s okay.”
“And I still don’t know if I’m just something you want because your father told you not to.”
“Y/N, I promise—”
You cut him off. “But I missed you.”
His mouth parted, eyes flickering with shock and relief. As if he’d been waiting to hear those words, and didn’t think he deserved them.
“May I?” he asked, voice tight, almost broken.
You nodded.
He stepped into your space, slowly, reverently, afraid you might vanish. His forehead touched yours first. Then his lips.
This kiss wasn’t like the ones before, hurried or frantic or reckless. It was slow, as if he was building a home in the shape of your mouth.
You gripped the front of his shirt and pulled him closer, kissing him back with all the ache of the weeks you’d spent apart. Your tears slipped between his lashes, and his hands shook slightly as they cupped your cheeks.
“I missed you,” you breathed, pressing your forehead to his. “You fucking idiot.”
“I missed you more,” he said, smiling softly. “You brilliant, beautiful girl.”
His arms wrapped around your waist, holding you so tightly that for the first time in weeks, your ribs didn’t feel hollow anymore.
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this was going to be longer, but i felt like the scenes i cut out did not match the vibes i wanted in the end… soooo there’s a bonus scene here if you’d like to support my writing
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pansexualdisasterrr · 4 months ago
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delusional mean spirited narcissist whackjobs? the ULTIMATE compliment 😍😍🥰🥰
MLM shippers stop being delusional, mean spirited, narcissist whackjobs challenge: impossible.
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puma-riki · 28 days ago
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You're My Romeo! (Everybody Laughs When I Tell Them So)
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I just changed your name, now its Romeo! ── . dork! maknae line x fem! reader
[ - skinship kissing est. relationship loser enha ] Hyung line maknae line
! tw. small mention of drugs
⟡ I need a dork boyfriend before I end it all guys I'm so fr, hyung line coming soon mwahaha
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Sunoo
There's a lot of people Sunoo holds dear to his heart. You and his sister being two of them. He absolutely adores how the two most important girls in his life get along so well and even consider each other close friends.
But right now, the both of you together is irritating his soul.
He was absolutely thrilled for all three of you to go out for dinner tonight. It was supposed to be amazing, there'd be good food, a chance to sit down and catch up after so long, a nice ambience in the background as the night settled over the city, his sister wouldn't be stealing his girlfriend, and you wouldn't let her.
But of course, the universe is cruel.
"Ugh! [Name] you're literally so cute!" His sister's overly cheery voice from across the restaurant booth makes him roll his eyes for the nth time while he sips his drink.
He resists the urge to bang his head against the table.
And then you- his girlfriend, mind you- giggle at her dumb compliment and poke at your food all shy.
This has been happening all night. You and his sister linked arms when you met up at the train station, haven't shut up since, and are now sitting across from each other like you're on a date.
You've been laughing at each other's dumb jokes, sharing bites of your food, and at one point you tucked her hair behind her ear.
What's worse is you're flirting with each other. Shamelessly.
Which, he gets. It's just what girls do with their friends, he guesses. He knows you guys are just messing around with each other and having fun.
He knows it doesn't mean anything
Doesn't mean it doesn't piss him off though.
He can't complain too much though, because all the passes his sister is making on you are true. You are very cute. And very sweet, you have been making an effort to bring him into your jokes and conversations. You remind him every now and then that you still know he's there through giddy smiles and soft touches to his arm or thigh.
You being exceptionally sweet and cute would've made up for every ill fantasy he had of jumping across the table at his sister if it weren't for... that one particular moment of utter betrayal and heart break.
His sister goes to grab a perilla leaf, but as always, its stubborn. The edge tears slightly, folding weird, and holds on to the other leaves below it for dear life. Sunoo watches, eyes narrowing, when she lets out a frustrated "Ah..."
And then you swoop in.
Silently, you reach over with your chopsticks, perfectly poised, and separate a new leaf with practiced ease. You place it on her bowl of rice like you've done this a million times before, so smooth and gentle it might as well be a love confession.
Sunoo freezes. Mid-bite. Spoon hovering in front of his mouth.
In his mind, a record scratches, the light bulbs burst, glass shatters.
Not the perilla leaf. Literally anything but the damn perilla leaf.
He watches you, expression blank but soul spiraling. You don't notice. Instead, your preoccupied with finding the perfect piece of beef on the grill in front of you, and when you do you place it in his bowl.
They always say the one who helps you separate a perilla leaf is The One.
His sister gets the highest level of sought after romantic encounters right in front of his face with the love of his life. And what does he get?
A piece of damn beef!
This is sick. Sunoo's going to be sick.
"Sunoo close your damn mouth. Gosh, absolutely no decorum at all."
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Later, when the three of you step out of the restaurant into the warm buzz of the night, Sunoo gives his sister a half-hearted hug and a fake smile, still stewing.
You hug her tighter than you hugged him, by the way.
And then she waves, disappears down the block, and the second she's out of sight- you're back.
You loop your arms around Sunoo's, lean your head on his shoulder, and snuggle into his side like nothing ever happened.
He doesn't say anything for a beat.
Then "Oh, nowww you wanna be all cute with me."
You glance up at him. "What?"
"Nothing." He shrugs and keeps walking. "Just thought I was the side piece. Didn't realize I'd be sharing my girlfriend tonight."
You bite back a laugh. "You're so dramatic."
"You helped her with the perilla leaf. And you put it in her bowl." He scoffs, "I mean you might as well have signed the marriage papers with her right in front of me."
You lean closer and rest your head against his shoulder again. "Hey, I fed you too. And I help you with your food all the time."
"Yeah, because I'm your boyfriend. Or was, apparently."
You stop walking, grab his wrist, and tug him gently to face you. With a fond look, you cradle his cheeks in your hands, thumbs brushing the pink tint rising under his skin.
"You are my boyfriend," you say sweetly, pecking his lips once. "And you're my favorite. Always."
He tries to stay mad. He really does. But his cheeks are burning, and your hands are so warm and soft, and when you kiss him again- this time on the tip of his nose- he's a puddle.
"Hmph." He loops his arms around your waist and buries his face in your shoulder. Your body shakes slightly with laughter as your arms move to wrap around his neck. "Still should've been across from you. I would've flirted better."
You giggle, hugging him tighter. "You were sitting right next to me, you dork."
He mumbles against your shoulder, "Didn't feel like it."
Jungwon
Jungwon is acting weird.
I mean- he's always weird, but he's being weird.
You had invited him over after a very long week filled with crammed schedules and work. You're both lounging on your bed watching TV. The room is a bit chilly due to the AC running and the only light in the room is from your bedside lamp and the TV. Theres a comfortable silence laid across the both of you as you lay next to him, knees tucked in and just barely brushing his thigh as he sits up against the headboard of the bed.
It's supposed to be a chill night in after not seeing each other all week.
And it would be if Jungwon wasn't so damn restless.
He's been trying to watch the movie, he really has. But all he can think about is how you've barely touched him since he got here. Sure, you gave him a hug and kissed him when he first arrived.
But that was it and it wasn't enough.
After countless photo shoots, interviews, promotional activities, and many many hours without you by his side, He can't think of anything else but being wrapped up in your embrace. For you to run your fingers through his hair and kiss his cheeks. He's practically vibrating with need next to you and you don't even notice.
You're curled up next to him, all cute and sleepy, and completely content with letting your boyfriend wither away next to you.
You hear him sigh next to you and shift to sit up. You glance over to see him fluffing the pillow he's been laying against.
"Everything okay?"
"Yeah. Just trying to get comfortable, you know." He tries to sound casual as he moves his pillow closer to yours and turns back around. Moving closer to you now that his pillow is moved.
You hum in response, turning back to the TV. Your knees are now laid on his thigh. But it still isn't enough. At this point, He doesn't even think crawling under your skin would be close enough.
You're so close yet so far.
He could just... ask you to move closer to him and coddle him like he desperately wants you to. He is your boyfriend after all, it's not like you haven't been affectionate like that before.
Jungwon is just incredibly bad at showing and receiving affection, even if he is fiending for it. Like he is now. He always tries to pass off affection as a casual thing, like something he's doing only because it's convenient.
Except it's not. And he knows that and hopes you don't pick up on it. But sucks for him, because you do. Every time. Even now.
You clocked his attempt at nonchalance the minute he walked in the door. When you kissed his cheek upon greeting and he followed your lips on instinct when you pulled away. You can practically feel the tension radiating off him as he sits next to you on the bed now. You definitely can feel him glancing at you from the corner of your eye every 5 seconds and see his hands twitching and how he awkwardly fidgets with them like he doesn't know what to do with them.
You could say something, or just initiate cuddling with him and save him from his painfully awkward and you deprived state.
But where's the fun in that.
"It's really cold in here..." Jungwon suddenly announces, lifting the blanket you have draped over your lap and moving under it; even closer to you and closing any gap that there was between you.
"Really? I'll turn off the AC then." You move to get up and Jungwon nearly launches himself off the bed with how fast he sits up.
"No!" You turn to look at his wide eyes. Jungwon, upon seeing your furrowed brows at his sudden outburst, clears his throat. He rubs the back of his neck as he sinks slightly into the pillows.
"I mean- it's not that cold. Just... cozy. Right now. With the blanket. So, like. Don't move."
You blink at him.
He refuses to meet your eyes.
"Right," You say, lips twitching. You shift the blanket off your legs and sit up again. "It's okay. I'll just turn off the AC real quick-"
"No!" Jungwon shoots up again, so quickly you almost thought he would shoot through the ceiling. His hands fly to your wrist as if stopping you physically is somehow more subtle that just admitting he wants to stay tangled up in warmth- and you.
You break out into a smile. "You literally just said you were cold."
"I changed my mind," he says way too quickly. Then he clears his throat and adds with a shrug, "Like I said, it's not that cold. Kinda refreshing actually."
You give him a look.
He avoids your gaze.
With a grin tugging at your lips, you start to get up again anyway, just to mess with him. "Mmm, no. Now that you mention it, it is cold in here. So, I'll be right ba-"
You don't get to finish that sentence because before your feet can even touch the floor, you're yanked backwards onto the bed.
"Hey!" you squeal as your back hits the mattress and Jungwon puts his entire body over yours. He makes quick work of turning his head away into your chest to hide the pink blooming on his cheeks.
"You can't leave!" he says, but it comes out muffled because his cheek is mushed against your chest. His arms tighten around you like a vice and his body weight draped over yours anchors you to the bed. "Please, I missed you all week so just stay here and let me melt into your skin." He says it so fast and quietly you have to take a second to process what he just said.
You smile, affection blooming in your chest. "Why didn't you just say so, silly"
"I don't know... I'm bad with words... and actions." He mumbles.
You snort, reaching up to card your fingers through his hair, and he melts instantly. Pressing closer, tucking his face in like he's burrowing for warmth. "You're such a baby."
To be honest, now that Jungwon is finally and completely wrapped up in you, he has no idea what you just said. He can smell your perfume and laundry detergent radiating off you and your nails lightly scratch his scalp. He is gone.
He sighs and closes his eyes. "Sure."
Ni-ki
Ni-ki likes to think he's cool. Calm, collected, unbothered, an untouchable aura with just enough energy to make people double-take. And honestly? He most definitely is. He's tall, walks like he's got theme music playing behind him, and somehow always ends up in the most expensive yet effortlessly "I didn't try that hard" outfits.
He knows his angles, never fumbles his words on camera, and gives off that effortlessly aloof energy like he doesn't even need to try.
But all of that?
Yeah, it goes straight out the window the second he's with you.
Because around you, Ni-ki becomes... himself. Less "cool guy on stage," more "dorky, lowkey clingy boyfriend who trips over his own feet trying to impress you"
And if you so much as laugh at one of his jokes or randomly compliment him? He malfunctions.
You walk down the street, hand in hand with your supposedly aloof boyfriend. You don't say anything as you notice, yet another pair of girls nudge each other and glance his way. You could tell them that Ni-ki, for all his sleek appearances, has been squeezing your hand three times every block just because "it's our secret signal" Or that he keeps brushing his pinky against yours when you're not holding hands, pretending it's an accident.
Or that earlier, when you stopped to look at some jewelry in a window display, he absentmindedly leaned his entire body weight on you like a sleepy dog.
But hey let them, and him, think he's cool.
As your walking a sudden chill breeze blows through and makes you scrunch your nose and shiver slightly. "You cold?" he asks, voice low in your ear. But before you can answer, he's already tugging you into his side, unzipping his jacket so you can fit under his arm. You huff a laugh into his shoulder.
"Was that for warmth or because you missed me?"
He gives you a nonchalant shrug that's completely ruined by the way his hand over your shoulder reaches down for yours and intertwines your fingers. "...Both."
The two of you pass a bakery. Then a claw machine arcade. Then a bookstore. He doesn't say much- letting you do most of the talking (aka letting you yap your life away to him) but every time you stop to look at something, he watches you, not the display. Like he's trying to memorize the way your face lights up when something excites you.
"You wanna go in?" you ask when you catch him eyeing a shop window.
"No," he says quickly. Then,"...Unless you do. Then yes."
You tilt your head. "You're not very decisive, huh."
"I'm very decisive." He deadpans. "I've decisively decided to do whatever you want."
You laugh. Ni-ki beams.
"Whatever I want?" You ask, looking up at him with stars in your eyes. The way you look at him makes his brain melt in real time and all he can reply is with an affirmative hum.
"Ah, you really have no backbone. I could humiliate you and you would just stand there and take it." You let out a faux sigh and shake your head. Turning to face the street ahead and resuming your walk with Ni-ki right beside you.
"Yeah." He agrees, making you side eye him with a raised brow. He laughs and takes hold of your hand again. "You can do whatever you want to me. You're pretty."
Oh.
Now you look uncool, muttering a 'whatever' as you turn your head, pretending to look at a store across the street to hide your flustered expression. Ni-ki smiles but doesn't say anything. He starts playing with your hands as you walk, this time comparing them to his.
"Why are your hands so small?" he mumbles, mostly to himself. "Mine could eat yours."
He presses your palm to his, and then- because apparently because this is his thing now- starts swaying your joined hands back and forth as you walk, like two kids on a playground. It might be the least cool thing he's done all day.
Key word might.
Ni-ki doesn't know what it is about you that makes him act like an absolute idiot with no senses at all. It's crazy, really, like who needs drugs when you can just have an insanely gorgeous girlfriend who looks like she descended down on earth with wings and a halo.
Still, he tries to play it off like he's smooth, walking down the street like a cover model with his girlfriend beside him. It would be convincing too- if he weren't so busy watching you instead of the sidewalk.
"Ni-ki-"
Clunk.
He walks straight into a pole. A metal one. Full-on, loud, direct hit to the forehead.
You gasp. "Oh my god!"
He winces, holding his head. "I didn't see that."
Well no duh.
"Are you okay??" You quickly step in front of him as he steps back from the pole, reaching up to brush his bangs out of the way and check the damage.
"Yeah," he mutters, completely mortified, eyes darting left and right as if witnesses are the worst possible outcome. "Yes. Totally. I just- was checking the, uh, skyline."
"Uh huh." You gently take his face in your hands, turning it from side to side to inspect him like a mom inspecting a scraped-up kid. "That skyline must've looked so good right in front of your face."
He groans. "You're actually so mean."
"You're the one in love with me."
"...Unfortunate."
Still, he doesn't pull away. He stands there obediently while you kiss his lips once, then rub the reddening spot on his forehead with your thumb.
"You're lucky it didn't leave a bump," you say, trying not to smile, concealing it with a pout.
He closes his eyes. "Please stop fussing. You're making it worse."
You cup his cheeks and continue pouting. "What if I kissed it better?"
He almost melts. "You'd do that in public?"
"You already embarrassed yourself in public. I'm just finishing the scene."
You kiss his forehead- gently, so gently- and he just stares at you like you're the most unfair person alive.
"...I'm gonna walk into more poles if you keep looking at me like that."
"Try not to." You loop your arm around his waist, guiding him away from the pole and continuing your stroll. "I like your face. Would be a shame if it got ruined."
Ni-ki rolls his eyes, but his cheeks are pink, and he wraps his arm around your shoulder, tucking you in close beside him. "So, you should watch where you're going, you dork."
So yeah, he looks cool to everyone else. But only you get this side of him: clumsy, smitten, and so totally gone for you it hurts. literally.
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munsonsmixtapes · 10 months ago
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Taste Me
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virgin!Eddie x fem!reader
summary: Eddie gets a tongue piercing and you give him the opportunity to do something he has never done before
cw: MDNI (18+) oral (f recieving)
This is part two to Touch Me part three
"That's really fucking cool," you told Eddie as you stared at his tongue piercing that he had been excited to show you since he had gotten it done. He had been wanting to get one for a while and your nipple piercings had encouraged him so he went for it.
He was still trying to get used to it but had a newfound confidence because of it. The thing made him feel hot, the shyness he had, the awkwardness, slowly melting away as you stared at him, your eyes darkening.
The two of you had made out a few times since the first time, you always stopping when it got a bit too heated. You were always so kind to him even though they contradicted your kisses. Those were always rough and sloppy, and lazy but that was the way you both liked it.
Eddie would have been lying, though, if he said he didn't want more. He felt like he was finally ready to kick it up a notch. To take things to the next level even though he was scared to. He didn't want to make you uncomfortable and to be honest, he would have even known how to ask.
"You look hot," you told him pulling him out of his thoughts. Really? You thought so? Coming from you, that had to be the highest compliment he had ever received.
"I do?" He asked, suddenly feeling nervous about having your hot gaze on him.
"Of course you do, baby." That nickname always made his heart swell. "Want me to show you how hot I think you are?" You asked, batting your eyelashes and Eddie could already feel his dick getting hard.
"Please." The word came out like a whine and Eddie tried his hardest not to sound desperate but he was. You grabbed onto the back of his neck then pressed your lips to his in a sloppy manner.
You took no time to slip your tongue into his mouth, letting out a moan as you felt the piercing against it. It was cold, but you liked the feeling, immediately imagining what it would have felt like against your hot, wet, cunt. But you knew he had never done anything like that before you so you wanted to treat lightly.
"Do you want to try something new?" You asked and even though Eddie had no idea what you were talking about, he still nodded enthusiastically. Like always, he was down for whatever.
"Something new?" He asked, his eyebrows furrowing. "Like what?" You had done pretty much anything besides penetrative sex so he was wondering what else there could have possibly been.
"Well," you responded, grabbing on to a piece of his hair, twirling it around your finger as you put in a flirty expression. "I was wondering if you wanted to eat me out. I bet your piercing would feel really good against my cunt."
Eddie's eyes went wide as his cheeks turned pink. He had been wanting to do exactly that for weeks, but couldn't get the confidence to ask.
"I'd love to, but I don't know how."
"Just do whatever feels natural and if you're struggling, I'll help."
"Okay," he nodded and followed you to the bed where you went to lie back, making sure that your legs were hanging off the edge, your feet planted on the floor.
Eddie got down on his knees in front of you, spreading your legs wide then putting one over each shoulder just like he had read about so many times. He then turned his head and pressed kisses up your leg, sweet and gentle just like him. He took his time to warm you up even though he was eager to get to it. And so were you, apparently, with the way you were squirming on the bed.
He repeated the same action on your other leg then came face to face with your cunt, still covered by your underwear, but it was clear how wet you were by the very damp spot. He pushed up your skirt to give him so more room then dove in, pressing kiss after kiss to your clothed cunt then introduced his tongue, making sure to apply a good amount of pressure so you would have been able to feel it underneath your underwear.
"Eddie, please," you whined and he was quick to pull the underwear off and toss it across the room before going on again, his lips colliding with your clit, licking and sucking on it as your hands found their way into his hair like they always did.
He didn't really know what he was doing, just trying to figure out what you liked and what you didn't. By the way you were grabbing at his hair, he concluded that he was doing a good job.
His tongue flattened against your slit and you let out a gasp as foreign feeling of the piercing against the sensitive spot. He licked across it slowly so you could feel it and a moan escaped your lips in response.
"So good," you moaned and Eddie just chuckled, feeling more confident in himself.
"Yeah?" He asked, pulling away slightly. "You like that?"
He licked one more time before sucking on the spot, even harder this time to see your reaction. Your heels were digging into his back as you pushed yourself closer to him to the point where his face was fully buried in you. He continued to suck on and kiss the spot, making sure to mix in his tongue every once in a while as your heels dug even further into his back.
He then shoved his tongue inside you, swirling it around and that seemed to cause you to come completely undone as your thighs pressing into the sides of his head as you clenched around him, his tongue hitting that one spot that made you see stars.
Eddie kept going as you reached your orgasm, trying to see how many you could hit as he worked on you, wanting you to be absolutely wrecked once he was done with you.
He removed his tongue then went back to your clit, swirling his tongue around it, wanting you to feel his piercing as much a possible. You were gripping the sheets now, wanting to give his hair a break, feeling for back arch the time.
"Taste so good," he said. "And look at you," he pulled away to get a look at you. "Taking me so well. Got any more left in you, hon?"
You weren't entirely sure where all of this confidence had come from, but it was hot. He was hot. As long as he wanted to keep going, you'd have the energy for it.
"So much," you told him between labored breaths and that seemed like an invitation so Eddie dove in for more, not wanting to taste every inch of you, wondering if it all tasted as good as your cunt.
You both stayed like that for hours, him buried between your thighs while you let him do whatever he wanted to you, orgasm after orgasm rolling through you. You decided that you would have let him do that for as long as he liked, loving the way he was able to know exactly what you wanted without even asking. And you supposed now that you were going to have to return the favor sooner or later.
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whateveriwant · 7 days ago
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I don’t know if I’ve ever really mentioned it before, but one of my favorite AUs to see Simon in is a butcher AU – especially one where he completely forgoes the military route and instead stays with his butcher’s apprenticeship until he has his own shop one day.
At the same time, one of my favorite ways to see Simon depicted is when he’s really really awkward (which, let’s be real, is basically canon lol). Like where he’s super embarrassing, totally incapable of reading social cues, borderline “Is this your first day interacting with another human being?” levels of awkward.
And so when I mash those two ideas together, it creates this whole new beast that I can’t get enough of.
Just the thought of Simon running his little neighborhood butcher shop like any other day, simply minding his business, when in walks one of the prettiest things he’s ever had the honor of laying eyes on. Instantly, there’s a voice in Simon’s head screaming, ‘Them! That one! Where’s the nearest jewelers so I can put a ring on it ASAP?!’, but the second he opens his mouth to try to lock it down, he’s making the interaction painful.
Like Reader will be asking him what product he has in stock, and in response Simon will say something like, “Got some fresh lamb in the back. It sort of… reminds me of you 😏.” This, of course, will immediately set off alarm bells in the reader’s head like, ‘Does this guy want to disembowel me and hang me from a hook in his freezer?!?!’ Meanwhile, Simon meant it in a ‘you have soft, gentle eyes’ kind of way.
Or maybe something happens where Simon gets close enough to the reader that he’s able to smell the fragrance they’re wearing. Completely unprompted, he would smile and go, “You smell like my mum,” which to him is just about the highest compliment he can pay someone, saying they remind him of his late mother, but to the reader it’s like okay can you relax, Norman Bates? At least ask for my name first before going all Oedipal on me 😭
But imagine if somehow, by some miracle, Simon is able to charm the reader to the point that they start developing a little crush on him. Any attempts to flirt back would be met with an ice cold reception because Simon wouldn’t know the signs of a reciprocated attraction if they slapped him across the face.
Like maybe one day something breaks or gets spilled all over the floor of the shop and Simon has to swoop in and lift the reader off their feet (swoon!) before dropping them somewhere safer. Reader would try to gas him up by saying how impressive it was the way he lifted them, how he must work out a lot since he’s so strong, etc etc. In response, Simon would just shrug and go, “‘S nothin’. ‘M used to handlin’ big carcasses,” like he didn’t just unintentionally deliver the insult to end all insults.
Or maybe the reader comes in one day with a plate of homemade muffins or something as a thank you for all the great cuts of meat Simon’s been giving them lately. Simon would take one look at the thoughtful gift, go, “Mmm, don’t really like walnuts,” and hand the plate back without an ounce of hesitation or realization of what he’s just done.
Yeahhh awkward!butcher!Simon who is totally clueless about the art of seduction has been living rent-free in my head, and now I’m making him your problem too 😌
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melshifting · 4 months ago
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'The ultimate idol' ~ extras for your DR!
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↳ #01 ❛You don't 'shine' in your group: you distort reality around you, distorting the meaning of attention itself. Even in perfect harmony or in a group of superstars, there is one irrefutable truth: you were always destined to be seen.❜
↳ #02 ❛Cameras were invented to capture beauty, but even the highest definition lenses can't capture what you are - your images always have a strangely ethereal look; people swear you seem even more unreal…❜
↳ #03 ❛The statement 'there will never be another like you' is not a compliment, it's a fact. The industry will try, history will repeat itself, but the exact equation that created you was a one-time thing. A perfect accident.❜
↳ #04 ❛You have the kind of face that artists dream of painting, the kind of presence that writers try and fail to put into words. You are the muse they didn't know they were looking for.❜
↳ #05 ❛People who have never had a celebrity crush before find themselves rethinking everything after seeing you just once. It's not even about how you look, but how you move and act.❜
↳ #06 ❛The world has witnessed icons, legends, and names carved in history. But for the first time, there are no words for what it's seeing now. Because whatever you are, whoever you are, there is no precedent. There is no frame of reference. No past version to compare to.❜
↳ #07 ❛They’ve seen talent before. They’ve seen beauty, charisma, stage presence. But they’ve never seen you. And that difference is enough to rewrite the definition of an idol itself.❜
↳ #08 ❛Perfection is an illusion, but whatever you are? It’s something beyond that. Perfection can be replicated, rehearsed, and manufactured. You, however, are an anomaly, a beautiful mistake the universe made once and never dared to repeat.❜
↳ #09 ❛People don't compare you to other idols; they compare other idols to you. You are the new reference, the impossible standard, the name they hear when they ask 'How can we make history?'❜
↳ #10 ❛Eyes meet yours and glitch. For a second—just a fraction of time—faces go blank, words stutter, as if their brains need to recalibrate before comprehending the level of beauty in front of them.❜
↳ #11 ❛Fans swear they feel different after watching you live. As if something within them has shifted, something small but irreversible. A realignment, a recalibration. Like touching greatness changes something in the soul.❜
↳ #12 ❛Crowds murmur your name the way prayers are whispered. Not with despair, not with need, but with reverence. A name that is worth mentioning.
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honeytonedhottie · 1 year ago
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thewizardliz's mindset⋆.ೃ࿔*:・⭐️
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her conception of self ; she has high standards for herself because she knows her worth. because of that she won't settle and she doesn't let herself get walked all over.
something that liz has said in her videos before was to be okay with people misunderstanding you. dont go out of ur way to get worked up just bcuz someone sees something in a different way then u do.
her conception of self continued ; in another video she says to "make a list of tough situations that you've handled in the past and what skills you used to handle them". she has a lot of trust and belief in herself and her abilities
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she often stresses the importance of prioritizing urself, ur boundaries and ur healing above all else. but you know what she doesn't stress? the opinions of others.
going about business ; liz is all about standing on business and taking ACTION for ur goals. in one of her videos she talks about "if u dont like urself, simply create a new version of urself". she says that through action, you can create the life of ur dreams.
connection with self ; liz says to not crave the compliments of others but instead, to compliment yourself. everything that u need is within you. shes a big advocate for shadow work and therapy to help understand yourself and heal on a deeper level.
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she not only connects with the present self, she also connects with who she wants to be. a saying of hers is "what would the highest version of myself do". she detaches herself to things or people because they are temporary, but her relationship with self is forever.
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