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[pigeonriot]

spotify wrapped 11, 22, 44 pls

angel numbers<333

11 is "Inside Out" by 999 (such a good song, more people should know it

22 is "Everything Went Numb" by Streetlight Manifesto (ALSO SUCHA GOOD SONG)

and 44 is "Soup is Good Food" by Dead Kennedys (dfhgdhf a punk classic)

ask me abt my top 100 spotify wrapped!

[apple-onigiri]

Do you think that Siffrin and Loop have an inside joke about "not seeing eye to eye" since when they're face to face they're looking a the other's blind spot

THEY ABSOLUTELY WOULD I HATE THEM

after all the post-canon angst runs its course, they're going to be insufferable together. those two would know each other's thought processes perhaps too well

just from the Eye repertoire, loop jokingly sneering that siffrin is "really the apple of my eye, aren't you, stardust?" whenever he does something mildly irritating, or siffrin calling loop's light "an eyesore" when they're being a bitch. "someone has to keep an eye on you" is used frequently, so is "turning a blind eye". the fight, once they're ready to joke about it too, being called "a vague attempt at an eye for an eye"

it would probably permeate into their regular, non-ironic conversations too, purely out of sheer habit, goddammit. one trying to pry a conversation without deflections out of the other and demanding they "look them in the eye", or them getting separated and one exhaling the other is "a sight for sore eyes" when they meet up again. eye. close enough

i need them dead. someone deal with them

[npdkondraki]

Can I hear the 4 paraghraph essay abt why kondraki is the most repressed woman alive im genuily very interested

ok starting off strong; her entire personality hinges on her overperformance of masculinity. she is violent, overprotective, and incredibly arrogant, all traits that she has picked up from both the men around her and the men she saw on tv. her entire worldview is centered around the idea that if she is not uncaring, aggressive, self-centered, and spiteful, then she isn't just less of a man, but less of a person, less of an individual. despite being self-centered, she despises everything about herself. she hates how violent she is, she hates how cruel she is, she hates how she doesn't even care about anyone around her.

she perpetuates a cycle of hating everything "being a man" stands for by traumatizing herself, and the traumatization only makes her more violent, more "man-like" in her eyes. she uses her perceived masculinity as a shield to hide behind any sort of self-reflection, she's tricked herself into believing that she IS a man and she IS better for it. she believes that if she outperforms every man around her, then nobody can question her manhood, meaning she doesn't have to question her manhood. she doesn't even refuse to think about it, she just is so deeply caught up in her own narrative that she doesn't realize she's repressing everything.

she views womanhood in a deeply misogynistic way, purposefully. she views anyone that she deems a "non-man" as weak, perceptible to violence, perceptible to being hurt, perceptible to emotion. it's both a product of the way that she was raised, and a way for her to cope and deny any feelings of being a woman. she is arrogant, she is violent, she is overly masculine, and she is not weak. she desperately makes both herself and everyone around her see herself as anything but a traditional woman, going out of her way to get into fights and arguments as a form of dominance.

kondraki views the very act of being feminine as a joke, something to be laughed at, to be made fun of, because it is so utterly ridiculous in her own eyes that anyone would want to be weak. she is incapable of separating "vulnerability" and "being a woman" from eachother, firmly believing them to go hand-in-hand. during her recounting of the 113 incident, she talks of it extremely fondly, almost dream-like, calling herself a "pretty princess" and saying how gorgeous she felt. this is played for laughs, even by herself. she plays it off like a joke, all while obviously being deeply fond of the experience. throughout the entire post, she speaks wistfully of being a woman, like it's some faint dream that she woke up from and could never hope to achieve. she clarifies towards the end that, after the effects had worn off, she was deeply depressed again. it's a deeply vulnerable post on her own part, whether she plays it for jokes or not.

one of the only times she allows herself to be vulnerable, to express interest in anything besides her over masculine persona that she has adapted over the years, is when she is talking about being a woman. it is overwhelmingly obvious that it has deeply effected her. it was, quite literally, the "prettiest she's ever felt". and that's the thing, it Was. past-tense. this is not something she has kept up. it is a deep secret she has hidden away. she allowed herself to be feminine, to be vulnerable and weak and every other word she has told herself women are, and it haunts her. again, she speaks of it so fondly, but it still haunts her. it's a nagging thought in the back of her head that she is not a man, that she is not safe, that she is vulnerable, that she is weak. and so she hides it, locks it away in a deep part of her that she refuses to look at, and she laughs at it, laughs at herself, implies she is ridiculous to even be thinking like this, allowing herself to be vulnerable and give away some part of herself that she has vowed to never release. she is arrogant, and she is mean, and she is cruel, and all of these things wind back into her own self-perception.

tldr kondraki hates herself and the 113 post is a deeply vulnerable thing for her to ever admit and she hates herself sooo deeply for it

[pronouns-d-ace]

I don’t know much about Viridescent Pure Vanilla and the search bar isn’t helping me, so would you mind telling me a bit about him and the dynamic between him and Shadow Milk? Your drawing made me curious — Which was beautiful, by the way!

It's a PV legendary costume! In the game it has a bond with White Lily's Moonflower Queen costume (which is beautiful too, tbh White Lily is always beautiful I love her sm). In a very butchered summary, in the in game story, he is the King of fairies, and they pull a trick on him giving him a drop of love potion, which makes him fall in White Lily.

He and SMilk don't have a real dynamic going on in the game (⌒_⌒;)ゞ but I love them both (and I really like the concept of a character being under a love potion spell) so I grabbed them like dolls and made them smooch

[intestinesauce]

heyyy so i really want to make splatoon friends because. im in some servers but everyone is ignoring me. i just want friends to draw our splat ocs with, orrr play some turf or salmon run. im a fairly new player so im not the best but i just want to have fun pls.

my discord is intestinesauce pls send a friend req if u play/enjoy splatoon. i just desperately need friends who enjoy this media and indulge. thank uu. also heres a marina drawing i did a bit ago.

[mogs-mailbox]

Ah- um- I- eh hem. So. Um. Sausage: Your my favorite person- ever. You’ve made me a better and healthier person by just supporting me and being by my side, you’ve helped me become more social and just take care of my own mental and physical health over all by just being yourself, you’ve given me the sweetest little kid through Hermes, you’ve made my life ten thousands times happier and brother by existing in it. Sausage, you are the person I love the most in the world, I am so lucky and grateful to call you my partner, Mythical J Sausage: Will you marry me? <he just nervously stuttered through his whole mini speech and fumbled pulling out the ring but doing the whole get down on one knee thing and being bright red while doing so>

<Mog just sends a random text being totally casual and very cool and totally not sweating like crying and shaking out of nervousness levels of stress over this just asking for sausage to come over for a date>

— @mogs-mailbox

(evil proposal arc time)

[Sausage smiles widely when he sees the text]

On my way! <3

[sparklingchim]

spending the last day of 2024 drinking wine & writing fanfiction 😋

[aphroditelovesu]

Can i request a love letter from Sauron (lotr)?! Love your blog!

Dear (Y/N),

From the moment I laid eyes on you, my precious one, my heart burned with a fiery passion that consumed my soul. I am Sauron, the Dark Lord, and it is you who dominate my thoughts, my desires, my entire life.

Every time I see your shining eyes, I am reminded of the fire that burns in my single eye, a fire that can only be compared to the heat of my love for you. Your smile is more radiant than the glow of the One Ring, and your voice is sweeter than any honey I've ever tasted.

I would do anything for you, my beloved. I would destroy entire kingdoms, subdue nations, and even face the Valar in your name. There are no limits to what I am willing to do to protect and possess you, my precious one.

I know that maybe my love is dangerous, that my devotion is dark and dangerous, but it's sincere. There is no one else in my heart but you. And even if you try to walk away from me, remember that my eye never stops watching, and I will always be waiting for you, ready to take you into my arms, no matter what.

Accept my love, (Y/N), and you'll never need to fear anything again. Together we can reign over all the kingdoms of Middle-Earth, and none will ever dare to separate us.

Yours sincerely,

Sauron.

[tearwolfe]

keep drawing your rui

i like him :3 the way you draw him is so cool!

I'LL KEEP DRAWING HIM!!! i love my rui too.. he means everything to me

[pigeonriot]

16, 48, 94 <3

fun numbers!!

16: "Fall Back Down" by Rancid (i fucking love rancid)

48: "Kill Yr. Idols" by Sonic Youth (KILL YOUR IDOLS INDEED)

94: "Pas de Futur" by Tagada Jones (aaand there is the french punk lmao, but seriously such a good song, the whole album slaps!)

ask me abt my top 100 spotify wrapped!

[luvseisagi]

omgg is this the universe telling me im living in spidersagi's timeline 111??

no now seriously, thank you very very very much for following me and liking my works!! it makes me soo happy seeing every comment and reblog, you really have given me back my enthusiasm for writing and i'm so glad and thankful you can't even imagine <3

so there will be a 100 special series :) i might post the introduction soon but it's a series of drabbles/songfics i will start writing in a few weeks once im definitely free from college ((ive come back to my 2021 swiftie roots with this one + got inspo from the eras tour hope u like it)).

i love u all thank u so so so much again <3

[angellurgy2]

[urautismdiagnosis-wistie]

1. Which episode of Octonauts is your favorite and why? Or is there a specific scene that makes your day whenever you watch it?

2. Is there a character that you’d like to share headcanons about? Perhaps someone you haven’t talk about (at all/in a while)?

💙 The A.S.A. ;3

oh my goodness, I have alot of favorite episodes- whether it be certain episodes in above and beyond (like the mystery of the baby eels) or the caves of sac actun or the amazon adventure- but my top favorite-

It has to be The Cone Snail!

Its always been my favorite ever since I first saw it when I was younger!

I think its because its the episode where I really fell in love with the octonauts. There's alot of great parts of that episode, but I'm gonna be honest? My absolutely favorite part was just kwazii getting stung by the cone snail and then found by tweak 😭 I'm so weak for character gets injured

and then the lil guy who didn't know that they could HAS to try!! The silliness, mixed with the high stakes and adrenaline> and trust and care and found family support especially shown between barnaxles and peso? Its just kinds the epitome of why I love octonauts i think ^v^

I've got like... the entire episode memorized XD it was a huge comfort for me during a really hard time

2. Omg I gotta talk about dashi!!!! She's been sitting in my wips for a while actually-

still working out the colors and etc for my girlie 🙏🙏🙏

but I just truly adore her she's such a go getter and is so cool! I love her character development so much-

I watch the American dub (for latino peso, the Supreme peso) but I still think dashi is absolutely Australian like the UK dub has her accent. It esp makes sense with all the Australian episodes she's in and the fact her old friend ryla is a wombat- yk, from Australia?

It also fits what I imagine her childhood like lol

I feel like because she's always been a daring go getter and etc that she mightve had to deal with pushback on it from her folks, at least I head canon it anyways

Because surfing and wildlife photography and even cave diving are all one thing. But when she joined the octonauts it was such a new new organization, barely any gups under its name.

The octonauts were such a revolutionary yet experimental organization yk?

If her folks had the money and etc to support all those interests and all those "out there hobbies" idk if they'd want her to really be an octonaut if that makes sense?

I mean she was hired as a computer specialist, that sounds more like a "real job" to alot of older folks, it makes me wonder if they didn't actually understand her passion for her work on a serious level.

And if u mix that with how dangerous and risky joining the octonauts must've been at the time-well she absolutely wouldn't be the type to ever back down, and because of that she's just become even more incredible- but yeah it does make u wonder 👀

I'm sure her folks aren't like directly condescending about it or whatever, but I'm sure there were plenty of concerns about leaving her old life to join an experimental group that shed live with for months and months on end in the middle of the ocean with wild storms and sea creatures and so on...

Thanks for asking btw ^v^

[ruporas]

hi i love your trigun stuff so so so so so much your art makes my day 100x better and i love your takes on vw and just. you portray how fucked up but in love they are and your expressions and how you draw them is so. AAAA. i love it and i also (somewhat) apologize for spam reblogging literally all of your trigun art. i couldnt help myself, i had to show the world.

WAHHH THANK YOU SO SO MUCH... i'm glad my art can make you happy and i'm glad you're enjoying my portrayal of vw!! i don't think i'm ever going to get over their specific dynamic and the way they might love in an universe where the line drawn between them is specified as romance... very dear to me, it makes me happy to know other people enjoy how i draw them in that way T_T <3 and no apologies!! i don't mind spam like/reblogs, i'm happy to know my old stuff is worth looking at! thank you!

here is them being not particularly fucked up but certainly in love

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

If you’re confused why people are liking your old fic is because retiredteabag mentioned it. Also it’s good, don’t be so hard on yourself

NO DW ANON I DID GET THE TAG and it was super sweet of them ….. but the fic IS so bad compared to my newer works pdjdkdjd 😭😭 i’m happy people still like it !!! don’t get me wrong !!!! it just irks me that people will read it and see that as my standard of writing ,,,,, i think i’ve improved a lot TvT

[gayeddieagenda]

Any director’s cut comments on cool dry place? Of all your fics that’s one that’s really stuck with me!

fic director's commentary ask

ahhh thank u for asking, i lovee cool dry place!! sorry in advance bc i have a lot to say about it... to get super high-level with it, i think that my personal preference in fic is always going to be toward fic that is messy. there is obviously something very sweet about fic where they realize or admit their feelings and it's like a flip of a switch. they're together and everything is kinda solved. and there's a place for that type of story - i've certainly written those stories!! - but in general, i gravitate more toward fic where it isn't that easy. where there is not a straight or instant line between knowing the love is there and having a happily ever after. no hate to the whole 'friends to fiances' tag or whatever it is that's super popular w/ buddie but i am just a teeny tiny bit of hater about it. bc i always ending being like But Is That Realistic. But Would That Happen.

and i think it takes some of the tension out of the thing! isn't it more interesting when them getting together brings with it all the same old challenges and troubles that already exist in their relationship?? which is just my personal preference, obvi, and shit does not have to be realistic to be sweet or interesting or so on and so forth, but i think it's often more interesting to mee when buddie getting together is a little hard, and not bc of any lack of love between the two of them. so cool dry place was one of my tries at exploring that. i think eddie after chris comes home is in a super interesting headspace - in the imagined moment of this fic where chris comes home much earlier, obviously, but i think it's pretty true to where eddie is/could be in the show too - bc eddie is still so scared! he's trying very hard to be the person he wants to be to both christopher and buck in this moment, but the fear of messing things up with chris again is overwhelming him.

i think it kind of had to be buck's perspective for a lot of reasons - i don't think i ever considered making it eddie's - but mainly bc i think you need buck completely understanding why eddie is reacting like this - why he's soo hesitant and careful, why fear keeps getting the better of him with christopher - and being hurt by it anyway. it was originally supposed to be even a little more of a fight, but it never really got there, bc buck really does get it. he knows eddie so well. he understands basically all of why he feels this way, even if he doesn't agree with him.

i loveee the difference between eddie's confidence in the get-together / admission scene vs the main scene of the fic. his love for buck is something he feels so sure of, so it's so easy for him to say that to buck:

“We’re talking about the same thing,” Buck said. “Right?” “Yeah,” Eddie said, easy as anything. Like he didn’t have any doubt.

vs later in the fic when he's all doubt. he's all second-guessing. it's so, so easy when it's just him and buck. there's just no question - even when there is for buck! even when this is brand-new to buck and he can barely believe it! but for eddie, it's when the whole rest of the world starts creeping in that he gets scared.

the fic doesn't get deep into this - in part bc it is buck's perspective - but i really liked having a chance to write a little about how eddie is feeling in this moment vis a vis being gay. i am an eddie gay truther (obviously.... lmao) and i have an endless well of thoughts and feelings on how eddie would be navigating his relationship to being gay. i like that in this fic, buck is only one who actually says 'gay'! eddie keeps talking around it a little, as much as it becomes clear that he's talked to buck about it before, and it's easier rn for buck to be the one to name it directly. i think sometimes i have a bit of hesitance about writing super directly about eddie and his identity and i think that's partly bc i think eddie's pretty hesitant, too, lmao - one day i'm going to actually tackle writing a coming out scene with eddie's parents, but i think it's going to be a real challenge. that's one of the things that i really love about eddie: as a character, he's striking a really, really interesting balance between keeping everything he feels hidden and being able to so clearly articulate the things that are important to him or that he's come to be sure of (will scene et al). it's fun to try to figure out how he talks about things like buck, like being gay, like being in love, when he knows what he feels but may not quite have figured out how to turn it into something he can talk about. u know what i mean??

i don't have a million things that i cut from this! along with the original concept being more a fight, they were also originally actually together, had kissed, etc etc, before this fight, but i figured out w/ consultation from the groupchat that it hit harder if they hadn't yet. if it was still all anticipation. it ratcheted up the drama and also made it a lot clearer how the anxiety between them was just building and building, bc they hadn't had any real outlet for it yet.

it's messy and it's hard and it's (hopefully) somewhat realistic. and they figure it out together!! i love buddie!!!!

FINAL NOTE: i may have said this here at one point, but i published this and stand there and get hit in the same week. i came up with the title of stand there and get hit like four months before i finished it (from spent gladiator 2 by the mountain goats! a banger!); for cool dry place, i was casting around for a title for like hours after the fic was finally done before i landed on cool dry place (from cool dry place, by katy kirby). i picked stand there and get hit knowing that i had just seen the mountain goats performing and they played spent gladiator 2, the same weekend that i started working on that fic. i did not even realize until after i published them both that katy kirby was the opener for that same show and played cool dry place!! it was so funny and delightful when i realized that. stream stand there and get hit by signetsealed.