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dc x DP familial hanahaki idea
Tim gets familial hanahaki, for the batfam, but no one notices since he lives alone and it starts off v mild.
Then he runs into Danny who catches him puking petals in costume after patrol and offers support, since he had the same issue, but with his parents… and it didn’t turn out well- he had to get ghostly intervention (Frostbite) to save his life. So he offers Tim a fall back- he comes clean to his family about the situation and if it doesn’t go well, Danny now knows how to remove the flowers without surgery- though the feelings/memories will still be gone. Tim doesnt know why he trusts Danny, but he does, so he spends the night at manor, packs up the last of his things ( just in case ) and goes on patrol with them for the last time before telling them and coming clean. Except they don’t react to the news. Stunned/shocked they stare at Tim as he shares his predicament ( in horror) uncaring. So Tim flees, promises he will get it fixed and runs off to meet with Danny, who gives him a small smile and knows. The bats are unable to cat ch up to Tim before Danny takes him to the Realms to make sure he got everything, leaving only a bouquet covered in blood for his frantic family to find.
#fanfiction#batfamily#danny phantom#dc#tim drake#batman#dcxdp#danny phantom fandom#dp x dc prompt#dc x dp#tim drake wayne#timothy drake#hanahaki#Familial hanahaki#writing prompt#writing ideas#fic ideas#Bats cannot do emotions to save lives#Same with proper communication#Each of the bats come to regret that#They only have themselves to blame#They really need sessions with Jazz#So much trauma#this is great#would someone write this for me please?
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Downfall has only just started, but already I'm deeply curious what Bells Hells reaction will be to seeing it play out. I've mentioned before that I suspect the dislike or outright disdain some of the party feels for the gods - most notably Ashton and Laudna, but also Imogen at times - is in part a product of the gods being so distant as to not feel like real people to them, and therefore being easy scapegoats.
It’s easy to see the mortal victims of Ludinus and the Vanguard as just that: victims. The Hells have met them, have been them. They have not seen or felt the gods suffer in the same way. Laudna even went so far as to blame the gods for mortal deaths and suffering after the solstice, even as the gods are the ones under attack. They feel uniquely abandoned by the world, and it's easy to blame these distant, powerful figures for their hardship. Certainly much easier than to see the mortal systems that enabled their harm, or to actively seek improvement on their own.
But to see the gods now, not just as people but as mortals, with all the flaws and vulnerabilities and fears of any of the Hells, with loved ones of their own and the same desperate sense of self-preservation as any living thing, will they be able to hold onto the disdain that they’ve clung to for so long?
#critical role#cr3 spoilers#downfall#i feel like laudnas reaction especially will be interesting#while imogen and ashton haven’t really changed their views on the gods they have changed the way they view themselves#they recognized their own self destructive tendencies and started to put in work to grow and change#rather than continiously blame circumstances beyond their control (aka the gods)#meanwhile laudna has only dug in deeper#I used to think that meeting the gods and realizing they're people unconnected to her trauma would help her#move beyond and start to process and come to terms with it#but now she’s so far gone that rationality no longer works#I'm really curious to seeing how she’ll handle all this#and deeply hope there will be more divine presence in the campaign post this#let bells hells visit the gods the way vox machina did! genuinely i think it would help them get over their reoccurring god dilemmas#nella talks cr#cr spoilers
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honestly the thinly veiled sexism coming from some (some!!!) parts of of the kidnap fam side of the silm side of the tolkien fandom, specifically in regards to elwing, is really uncomfortable. like no, actually, i do not believe that elwing was some reprehensible selfish bitch and horrible mother for, um... not giving the mass murderers who destroyed her city and killed her family and people (twice) whatever they wanted. and in fact i think you're weird for thinking that!
i obviously don't believe this is a conscious hatred of women, and it's obviously not everyone, but you cannot deny that there is an undercurrent of misogyny in the way many talk about elwing. "this woman should have capitulated to the demands of violent men, and any violent actions they took because of her refusal to follow their orders is her fault; she could have prevented all this suffering if she just gave them what they wanted!" isn't exactly the most feminist sentiment of all time lmao.
#making it clear that i know it isn't everyone who does this thats why i italicized 'some' but like#ALSO to be clear i'm not talking about when people write *m&m* as having this attitude toward elwing#in fact i think that kind of horrible victim blaming for their own actions is perfectly in character for them lmao esp at this point#i'm talking about when people express this attitude themselves#its so weird????#the fact that i've seen meta posts talk about the suffering elwing endured having her home and people destroyed twice#only to see someone in the replies going 'that's what you get for stealing! 😂' or something to that effect#it's um. strange? offputting? deeply unpleasant?#i speak#tolkien tag#elwing#the silmarillion#anti feanorians
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call me if you have a breakdown
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#the imagined familial relationship napsta and mtt have in my mind that is b&g is very importante to me#mtt 'abandons' napsta in that house to go make it somewhere else and like goes full cold contact#napsta knows mtt is in the area but they stop talking and calling each other and all that as mtt figures himself out#and whatever happened in those 2 years where napsta was left at home by themselves is unknown cause theyll never say#maddie blames that mtt shouldve stayed home and just took it for napstas sake but instead jeopardized their plans entirely#to which mtt has thoughts lol cause maddie moved out first technically#but regardless. they dont reconnect until years later when mtt is like. 21 and has a freakout on his birthday at work#and locks himself in the Underground bathroom and for the first time in years rings the home phone#and when napsta picks up he begs them to come get him#and its sort of a big thing because naptsa is a shut-in and very well known to be one. hence why maddie wanted mtt to tough it out#and stay a little longer#cause napsta only really lives within the parameters of their house and goes no further. hasnt gone outside alone since they were kids#very devout socially anxious shut-in does not mix with loud crowded underground bar. but napsta does come#and picks up their cousin cause like in canon napsta still cares about their cousin#this is all pre-b&g stuff but twas listening to this song and thought about them. i like the reality ive created in my mind#napsta being a very religious muslim who struggles to live in society but will make the scary trek to pick up their cousin#from a hysterical breakdown because they care and they know mtt still cares about them too and how its just#really hard to exist sometimes so they gotta be there for each other#i think this is how mtt finds out the house is empty and that everyones gone so hes able to come home now#napsta tries walking him there and hes scared to go until napsta says its empty and filled with dust now#and that theyve been gardening to feed themself but havent been able to call anybody to fix a busted light#and mtt covered in makeup smears and drool and tears just walks in and quietly fixes it himself while napsta watches#i could go on for hoursbut i have to go to the ocean rn#boys & girls#fanart#Youtube
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as a joker out fan watching the slow descent of joker out into obscurity in addition to the alienation of the fandom is my favourite thing to do at the moment
I love these guys. what the fresh f#ck are they doing.
#it's so interesting how since about the start of 2024 these guys have been inching more and more away from what everyone expected of them/#what they said they were gonna do or seemed like they were gonna do#and then it just nosedived after ruisrock#they are slowly; mitosis style; creating a rift in the jooskerijä (and extended) fandom#they are slowly being replaced by everyone else around them#retreated more into the balkan/specifically slovenian music scene; yet still overshadowed in part by other bands#(surprisingly the only ones they have collabed with in the past few months)#anyway I really hope they crash and burn; or better yet; fail that#because guys what the HELL#☹️☹️☹️#why are they doing this to themselves???#is it the fame being too overwhelming or what#the way they're going they're not gonna have a fandom anymore#and yes I basically blame bojan for most of this#anyway I hope they're doing okay but jesus.#joker out#jooskerijä#bojan cvjetićanin#bojan cvjeticanin#joker out fandom
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luke’s “stop telling her that!” to bonnie before he dies will always be important to me
#not to say he didn’t have his moments but it’s always been a comfort to me seeing him be someone who wouldn’t allow clem to risk her own#life for him#i think the fact that no matter whether or not clem goes to him bonnie blames her for his death just further solidifies that most of if not#all of the adults only really saw her as a child when it was convenient#even when clem doesn’t go to luke she still ends up risking her own life to save him which bonnie completely ignores#i won’t say that none of the adults truly cared about clementine#but i will say that they’re all a bit responsible for using her as a punching bag for their grief even as they all put her life on the line#to save other ppl they care about more than her - when they give her these hard decisions that she nor any other child should have to make#and luke’s one of the only people in this season who sees that#i think they all also forget that clementine is losing people too - that these are people she also cares about and has to watch die right#in front of her#and all she can do is lock away her own grief while she takes on everyone else’s#she also has to carry the weight of that blame and accountability that the adults have a hard time taking on themselves#rrrrhhhhggggggg i hate what this stupid game is doing to me#anyway.#t#g#twdg
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Everytime I look at Tumblr and see the tl I remember why I hate endgame with a passion you couldn't understand.
They fucked up Steve and Bucky so bad (yes, Bucky too bc suddenly he doesn't matter/isn't even a secondary character that deserves to be near Steve)
It's so funny to me (not) bc they talked about gay characters being in the movie at panels and interviews and even talked about Stucky at some point (basically queerbaiting) for then... Steve not even acknowledging Bucky. An awkward and impersonal hug doesn't cut it.
And Steve suddenly yearning and talking about Peggy? When he didn't even mourned her that bad and already had let her go ages ago? They knew they fucked up in CATWS with Steve and Buckys relationship, so they tried to distance them and then inserted Peggy bc ofc
(they possibly didn't have the time for a new character and they already had fucked up pairing Nat and Bruce and Wanda and Vision). Steve didn't have anyone else he cared about so they couldn't give him a new girlfriend. So they used Peggy AGAIN.
I'm not mad bc "Stucky not canon grr"
No.
I'm fucking pissed off because they did the worst character assassination and friendship assassination possible. Every movie of Cap America revolved around Steve saving Bucky at some point and him caring about him above all else, and you want me to believe that Steven Grant Rogers didn't care about him when Bucky died in front of his eyes? AGAIN? That Peggy's death was more important and impactful for him? If that was the case then why the fuck did he crash the plane then? If he cared so much about Peggy since forever?
No, that was just lazy writing and a way to reinforce Steve's sexuality "He can't be gay and you can't say that bc he LOVES PEGGY"(even tho he only kissed her once, even tho he crashed the plane and didn’t give her the coordinates, he didn't really care that much after all) they could have paired him with Nat in later movies, but they didn't.
That's why I only raise my eyebrows a lil when people say that x character will be gay canonically in a marvel movie/series. Is more than possible they won't. And if they are they're Deadpool, a secondary character no one cares about (obscure in lore too, so they can cut them off) or is plain queerbaiting again (because yes, even if you don’t see Steve and Bucky’s relationship as romantic, they DID QUEERBAIT IT)
Steve and Buckys relationship wasn't even written in a romantic way (you can ship them or not), but they tried so hard to rectify Steve's heterosexuality in endgame, that they fucked up their character arcs on purpose. And now they will always feel hollow and inconclusive. A bad taste in the mouth, a painful reminder of what it was and a what? 11 year long? characterization.
Idk man, I know I've talked about this more than three times, but omfg Tumblr reminds me why I hate that fucking movie!!! It's not my fault!!!
I know I'm going to end up writing something out of spite bc I can't take it shdkdjjcif
"It's been more than 4 years get over it" NEVER
Also the bit with Johnny Storm in Deadpool and Wolverine was also a dig (a fuck you if you will) to the fans bc Deadpool explicitly calls him Cap. And it implies that Steve as a character (not that old Steve nonsense) won't be back.
It's funny they've remade over and over again some movies (Fantastic 4, Spiderman) changed actors for characters (James/war machine, Bruce) and they include them in the multiverse/plot, but they won't do the same to some movies and some characters when they fuck up their stories, because they know if they do, they will have to acknowledge WHY they did it. Like with James/war machine changing actors.
So yeah, that's one of the reasons I don't care about Marvel anymore.
**I mean remake the movies ((Also they Can't remake Cap America bc that would mean they need to remake every important movie. And they don't have the time, the money nor the need. So that's why they decided to fuck their character arcs))
or include some characters in multiverse (they're going to do that with Tony/RDJ/Dr Doom after all, no?) and they also won't remake Cap bc the movies are amazing.
But the point stands. Steve couldn't be in DaW bc that would imply he's an alternative one or that Old!Steve was an alternative one or wasn't even Steve to begin with. But they couldn't do that ofc, no, bc that would give the fans hope in seeing Steve and Bucky together once again. So they did a dig at the fans bc "haha you thought it was Steve, but it's Johnny!"
Idk if I'm making sense at this point I'm tired af, need to sleep.
The thing is that they fucked up Steve Rogers's arc on purpose (Bucky's too, and others charas too tbh) and now they expect the fans to accept everything they give us with open arms. And imho I won't accept shit.
"Deadpool saved the MCU" how? If the other og characters are DEAD or they fucked them up too? Or are the butt of the joke now? Don't make me laugh. Most people don't gaf bout the new charas bc they only are presented in series not everyone watches (only available in one place) or are presented with characters that are dead now or as a replacement for the og characters. They aren't interesting on their own (not really, at least in mcu) and that's why most of the new stuff isn't liked as much. If they wanted to present more characters the opportunity passed already.
Also now if you want to watch and really understand 1 movie (if you don't read the comics too) you need to watch like 20 other movies and 5 shows. it's fucking exhausting.
#oh boy here we go again#im once again SCREAMING INTO THE VOID#anti endgame#anti marvel#i wrote this on twt originally#im really pissed off still#and so so tired#steve rogers#I don’t count X men bc the fucking timeline is more complicated than my brain can process rn#also weren’t they dead too?#idk I can’t remember atm#and I haven’t watched the movies in ages#the thing is I feel cheated bc they fucked up Steve and Buckys relationship specifically#and I can’t accept that and I really cant see Sam and Bucky suddenly being buddy buddy with each other either so TFAWS is a NO for me#also a notp noe bc people LOVE to hate on Steve and shit on him while they write stuff#also why I don’t believe anything Marvel says about having gay characters#if they really cared about representation or shit they would have assumed Steve was gay or at least bisexual or Buckysexual#but they queerbaited the shit out of the promos to give us that big fuck you in the end#and THEY KNEW they fucked up with CATWS because they went from theyre best friends to theyre kinda codependent in like an unhealthy amount#I mean assume in the other tag in a shit we fucked up ok well he’s this now kinda way#if you think about it Steve and Bucky are the almostonly characters that could be canonically gay or bi in the MCU (deadpool doesn’t count)#because they don’t have significant relationships with other people and even less with women#maybe Natasha? but they paired her with Bruce… when he has a relationship with Betty#THEY SHOT THEMSELVES IN THE FOOT AND BLAMED US#basically they got mad at us and broke their own toy bc they had a tantrum#so fuck you russo brothers#fuck you mcu#To the Tony isn’t straight crowd… they paired him with women only in MCU if I remember correctly#and yes I cant see Sam and Bucky as a couple#not sorry and if you ship them great! But i wont interact and not going to follow you bc i really can’t tolerate thst ship
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It's infinitely humorous to me how, in 2025, we're still having conversations and discussions - discoursing, as the children say - about why Jason's on screen death matters more than any of the other on screen deaths within the Bat comics.
A Death in the Family was the end of the road for Jason. He was meant to die and stay dead. This is rare for comic book characters because the medium is serialization taken to its (il)logical extreme. Removing a character from the chess board is a waste. There's always something Deeper^TM.
Not with Jason.
That bitch was dead and he was supposed to stay dead.
The only other Robin who died and was meant to stay dead was Stephanie. And let's be fucking real here - most of you do not care about that girl. You're not thinking about her, you're thinking of your favorite Batboy. And that's fine!! But let's not kid ourselves here.
There's a million reasons why Jason's death is a cut above most other deaths in the Batfam that we can discourse endlessly about but the main one - the one that truly matters, imo - is that he died was supposed to stay that way.
A Death in the Family was supposed to be his curtain call. It is not cruel or callous to say that that was not the case for your Blorbo.
I can imagine that some JT stans are being cruel and callous when they say that, but then again, a lot of Batstans are being cruel and callous when they say Jason's death wasn't that big a deal and he needs to get over it. They're being cruel and callous when they compare their faves' on screen death to his, as if they werent gonna get their fave character back within six months to a year, tops. That their fave wasn't gonna slot their way back into their spot in the narrative, as if they never left.
And, if I may,.it's honestly fucked up to high heavens that some of y'all are okay with the writers killing off your fave for cheap character drama just so you can lord it over JT stans. I know most of y'all don't think of it that way, but how else am I supposed to see that?! You talk about a potentially traumatizing event as if it's just some kind of Gotcha you can use to shut up people you don't like.
Friend, that's fucked.
Anyway, I've said what I needed to say. I don't expect y'all to care for my Blorbo the way I do cause that's not how that works. But can we exercise the baring hints of critical thinking?!
I'm begging.
#Jason Todd#Batsalt#Today's rant brought to you by someone typing an essay about how cruel it is for JT stans to minimize the impact of the other Bats...#...on screen deaths for their specialest goodest boy#Not realizing that they themselves are being a apecial kind of cruel and callous by acting as is a character being dead for less than a...#...a yeah is the same as one being dead for almost twenty#Y'all hate to admit it but 90% of on screen deaths are done with the intent of being reversed#It's as I said in the post - cheap character drama#Jason dying was not cheap character drama#He was not meant to leave that grave#DC spent almost 20 years making sure we knew that he deserved to be there#Shit#Tim Fucking Drake as a character was created to double down on Jason's death being permanent#Is it any fucking wonder that a wtiter got the genius - gag - idea to have them do the vigilante/super hero version of...#...a Denny's parking lot fight to the death?!#Idk#Once again I am preaching to the choir#I only expect my fellow JT kinnies to get this#Cause the other side of this is that DC turned Jason into a character that easy to hate#They greenlit stories of being callous and cruel to not only the Bats#But to other heroes within the community#Post UtRH they literally went I can make him worse#AND PROCEEDED TO DO JUST THAT#Is it any wonder that other Batstans don't hold any empathy for him?!#The narrative spent 20 years victim blaming him for his death#And then spent another 5 to 10 post res doubling down on it#It's fucking diabolical when you think about it#So like#I'm gonna stop now#Jace says
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EDOLISSE AND VARRICK
These Hands, If Not Gods by Natalie Diaz | Still from When A Man Loves (1927) | Snippet from Richard Siken's "Crush" | Still From The Lodger: A Story of the London Fog (1927) | Poem from Margaret Atwood's "You are Happy"
#a lot of references to religion though that's probably mostly on Edolisse's part#I imagine Edolisse and Varrick's attraction to each other is a little superficial in the beginning#she's clearly a very pretty twenty something and Varrick doesn't want to hold her back#Rabbitt themselves said that Varrick is worried about getting involved with the LDB due to not wanting to burden them#On Edolisse's end she's only really hung up on her past relationships#Her late husband and the nature of his death is still a fresh wound that takes a long time to heal#So they really start to relate to each other when they talk about their pasts and their previous partners#Both their previous partners had been killed and they both sort of blame themselves for it#Though most of Edolisse's partners have died so she's terrified something will take Varrick away from her too#It takes awhile but she starts to see his strength#both physical and mental strength#she starts to get comfortable with the idea of being with him then falls hopelessly in love with him#While they don't have an extremely long life ahead of them (Varrick is an older man after all) Edolisse is determined to make it last#web weaving#The credits to the other quotes are in the images themselves and I am LAZY#WickVeil#Edolisse Wickham#Varrick Veil#tes v skyrim#tesblr#At this point I feel a little bad for clogging up the Varrick's tag with my bullshit :(((#I JUST THINK OF THEM A LOT OKAY?
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thinking about the robins all relating to “the moon will sing” by the crane wives. i will never recover from this.
#just basically all of them eventually having a point in their career where they feel like they’ve lost themselves to the mission#and blaming it all on bruce#“i shine only with the light you gave me#HELLO IM CRYING#specifically dick with the “i wanna feel the fire that you get from me#anyways i will be sobbing if you need me#batfam angst?#i think?#robins#dick grayson#jason todd#tim drake#stephanie brown#damian al ghul#has he gotten to that point?#i am severely behind on comics pls forgive me#i’m adding him anyways bc if he hasn’t he will eventually#OH MY GOD CANT BELIEVE I FORGOT ONE PF THE MAIN LINES THAT MADE ME THINK ABT THIS#“bore the shadows that you made with no light of my own#ecspecially with how tim became robin bro
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You know why I love Interview with the Vampire?
It's all about letting your freak flag fly. And finding someone who matches your freak. And being freaks together. That's why I love it.
BUT
Louis' problem is that he doesn't really want to let his freak flag fly and he definitely doesn't want to admit that Lestat matches his freak. Mostly due to trauma and fear of the religious, familial and societal repercussions. He's also a control freak attached to a partner he can't control.
Lestat's problem is that he's insecure and a hothead. Mostly due to trauma and fear of abandonment/loss. But with his level of power that can be dangerous even to those he loves, mainly Louis, if and when Lestat decides to use that power against him or loses control of it and Louis does not or is not able to match him in raw vampiric power (either due to his younger age or diet or both). He's also a control freak attached to a partner he can't control.
#this more broadly includes something I hate admitting because in the end it's not the point#which is that if Louis was an older vampire on a all human diet 1x05 would probably have ended in intense consensual hate sex on the floor#or against a wall#or the ceiling#but then from a human standpoint and a younger and underfed vampire standpoint you get into the whole victim blaming of it all#and the glaring nature of the power imbalance#and the discussion of victims are more likely to become abusers and perpetuate the abuse they themselves endured#and that between humans 1x05 would have ended with one of the humans dead and murdered by the other with no bringing them back which is bad#and you can't escape considering the human standpoint because human eyeballs watch this show#but then the letting your freak flag fly#and finding someone who matches your freak is also so very human#as is enjoying dominating each other#and then there's the fact that the but in this post only makes this relationship more interesting not less#iwtv#louis#lestat#loustat
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One of the best things about making your pov character secretly an unreliable narrator is when the readers slowly start to realize that wait. Wait. Is it possible... there's more going on here than we thought??
And then just coming into the comments all innocent-like and whaaat??? What are you talking about?? There's nothing here that hasn't been here from the start! O.O
#every time I see a post about unreliable narrators I think of this and chortle to myself#returning readers have only themselves to blame when they fall for this with my stuff#considering how much I insist that selective fact relation isn't lying#not currently writing anything with an unreliable narrator; was just reminded of Pathfinding again#and how much I'm looking forward to (hopefully) revisiting it soon#(not writing a sequel; I started slowly reworking it as originalfic and am hoping to have time to focus on that more)#(currently cogitating on worldbuilding; really want to do more with the greensward)
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Via Solo Sikoa's Instagram Stories
#wrestling#wwe#solo sikoa#roman reigns#jimmy uso#the bloodline#these are included just for his little added commentaries#solo: becomes increasingly insane#me off to the side: no hes right actually#BUT IVE BEEN SAYING!!#they set this up and now the consequences for their actions have arrived and they have only themselves to blame#(themselves being roman and the usos and heyman)#(and whoever decided to toss solo out the house to street fight for food OF COURSE HE HAS ANGER ISSUES NOW JESUS)#also roman: naming solo as heir bc jey ditched#solo: this was fate that was always meant to happen....im the chosen
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Folks…is it normal to constantly feel like you’re walking on eggshells around a parent even if it’s not because they lash out/hurt you in any way but instead start spiralling into a monologue of how stressed they are and how they “just don’t have any time nowadays” and how they are suffering so so much.
#like dawg#i just asked IF you wanted to watch tv together and IF so when#and its because they then blame themselves for not spending time with you even though like#i literally dont say anything that could be even vaguely misunderstood as guilttrippy#i literally pull out all the stops of#only if you have time#only if you can#only if you want to#its okay if you dont want to or just cant#but it feels like somehow my very existence is a source of guilt trip for them#i just dont know what to do but profusely start repeating i know and im sorry#like wtf else am I supposed to do hearing a whole vent monologue when I just asked a simple question#i have to stress this happens almost EVERY damn time#i just dont know what to do#folks is it normal#is it normal#is this normal#advice pls#asher's ramblings
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Thinking about Jam again and how angsty I can make the next fic after My Girl
Found this on a discord server I'm on lol and immediately went "me and the urge to make angst as angsty as possible"
#i could make it mildly angsty but overall fine#OR i could rip tim to shreds and force him to put himself back together only to kill jay and rip tim to shreds again because “its his fault#that post about the dangers of choking has me THINKING#like. ive already set up jays consent issues. i can go HAM with them if i want. i can make tim thunk hes getting the basics of consent#through Jays thick skull and then force him to realise that no. no jays still incredibly fucked in the head and does not understand his own#ability to say no or anyone elses. i can make him need several days to come to terms with what happened. i can make his system go crazy#trying to protect themselves from the emotional fallout of what happened and split a whole new person just to handle it because jesus#fucking christ literally no one they already have can properly handle dealing with Jay. and then i can make it so that they HAVE to go to#benedict hall together. and I can make entry 80 happen. i can make Jay die because Tim insisted they split up because he still cant handle#being around Jay again yet (which. fair im not gonna blame him i dont think anyone would wanna be near Jay after that lmfao. Alex certainly#didnt did he?)#just AAA i have so many thoughts!!!!!!!#how many of these thoughts will i actually write into SIL canon in the end? god only knows :D#marble hornets#mh sorry its locked#fic/series rated e on ao3#in case anyone would prefer not to read that#mh jam
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I just can’t fathom how untrustworthy chaol is about aelin. They’ve became friends to lovers to bitter exes than to friends again been through thick and thin together grown to know each other yet he still thinks that she can do all these terrible acts in tower of dawn which she can but doesn’t want too and that’s the whole point she doesn’t want to she has a whole list of reasons why she could do all that but she won’t because it’s just not who she is even after all this time he still doesn’t believe that she wouldn’t do all these things and it’s just so disheartening because like he says in chapter 36
“But he knew that there were no restraints, no inner ones, on how far Aelin would go to protect those she loved. Protect her kingdom.
And if someone stood in her way, barred her from protecting them ... No lines existed to cross within Aelin in regard to that. No lines at all” she would do anything to protect the people she loves no matter what and the funny thing is is that he would do the exact same things for the people he loves he treats her so bad even in his own mind like yes aelin can and would do anything for the people she loves and cares for even if it would lead to her own demise which she does do for elide in empire of storms, I don’t know I just find it so fucking funny that he can criticize and judge her and reprimand her all the way across the fucking sea when he would do the exact same shit aelin would do for the people he’s loves and cares for.
I don’t know if this made any sense the point is is that chaol just doesn’t know aelin at all
Could she conquer the fucking world yes would she? No, that’s just not who she is
#just had to get this off my chest#I just find him so insufferable#he treats aelin bad he treats nesryn bad the only people he treats good are dorian and yrene#i just have no words#I will never like him sorry not sorry#I just hate it how he blames her for fucking everything even when it’s out of her power#like yeah she was a fucking assassin #yeah she killed gutted people#move the fuck on#she literally did that for survival#if aelin had kept herself in check my ass#that’s a direct quote from chaol himself#perhaps aelin had cost them this war this one shot at a future#bitch be so fucking for real#you’re dumb you’re literally dumb#no amount of anything will ever make me like chaol#SHES LITERALLY A FUCKING GOD#SHE WAS CHOSEN BY THE GODS THEMSELVES BITCH#SHES ONE OF THE ONLY PEOPLE TO END THIS WAR#YOU FUCKWAD YOU BALL OF FUCKING TURD#PUT RESPECT ON HER FUCKING NAME#you say you’re her friend but you’re literally not#tower of dawn#nesryn faliq#yrene towers#nesryn x sartaq#aelin ashryver galathynius#dorian havilliard#chaol westfall#chaol x yrene
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