#They've been a butt to a few blogs

[belit0]

holaaaaaaaa 🥳 espero que este teniendo una bonita semana ❣️

I have a little request, how the Uchihas would react if they're at the beach with their s/o and she says she wants to do the deed and can't wait until they get back to the house?

Hola amoraaaa, bonita semana indeed (o intentando!) Vos como estas? :) Espero que bien!

Indra

- It depends entirely on his mood. Indra, per se, doesn't like the beach, so from the start, they would go to an area with no people or as few as possible. If for some reason he feels indulgent (seeing (Y/N) with little clothing certainly helps the cause) and a little daring, he would fuck her without hiding, no towel to cover them or tent to crawl into, as anyone afraid of dying (or being reported to the police), can leave this blog right now. Sand in complicated areas is solved later, and a quickie is not denied to anyone.

Madara

- Inside the sea. Like the previous man, Madara does not enjoy the beach either, he prefers other types of landscapes. The calm of a lake, the natural perfume of a mountain, the charm of a forest. If he is there, it is only to fulfill (Y/N)'s wishes, and if he has already been dragged to the beach, what does one more line do to the tiger? He pulls her into the water to a suitable depth, covering their hips, wraps her legs around his waist, and the rest is history.

Izuna

- Ideally, nude beach. Izuna, on the other hand, loves it. There's something about the warmth of the sand and the coolness of the water that always gives him delight, and if he can get a few good hours of sun, he feels like a king. If they're on a regular beach, Izuna is prepared for anything. He has those waterproof igloos that you can use as small tents to shelter from the sun, and a good hiding place for other things. If visiting a nudist beach, he fucks (Y/N) in front of everyone, because it never hurts to put on a good show.

Obito

- Too shy for this kind of things, but with such a hunger to satisfy his wife that makes him move mountains. Obito has no preferences when it comes to vacations and free time, any place where he doesn't have to think about responsibilities is good for him, but he's not a fan of outdoor or public sex. How much she wants to do it clears up any doubts he might have, but he prefers to do it with much dissimulation, move the whole camp to a clear area and have no one see them.

Shisui

- His cup of tea. Shisui misses no opportunity to show off and modestly display the attributes that life gave him, be it the physical state of his body or other things. (Y/N)'s proposal fits him like a glove, hell, he was going to ask for it himself before, and nothing embarrasses him. He's got her riding him ( still wearing clothes) and pretending sweet little affections while in a crowded area, hand on the butt and kisses here and there. People start to move away willingly because they know what's coming, and Shisui regrets not having an audience.

Itachi

- No. Plain and simple, no. Itachi also has a compelling need to please his (Y/N), but he also has boundaries of his own that he's not willing to break or transgress. He doesn't mind the place itself, they've had sex in different landscapes and left marks on more bodies of water than he can count, it's the exposure factor and the lack of cover, having people around, the possibility of someone showing up and seeing his girlfriend in a vulnerable position. He just doesn't like it.

[intheholler]

I'm finding myself having less and less patience with people who make fun of Southerners and Appalachians (and rural people in general, though I do find it interesting how they always use our accents to mock all rural Americans...)

I follow a few Appalachian creators on tiktok who post recipes and the comments on their videos are always full of people making fun of their accents. "Um, where can I find 'oll'? I went to the store and all they had was oil 😂" or "'Worsh' must be some new technique I've never heard of!" Or even just basic insinuation that the creator isn't smart and that the food looks gross. It's annoying. I always wanna shake these people and make them remember that making fun of someone's culture is shitty! Just because they've been taught not to respect our culture doesn't mean it's not one.

I do also see lots of comments from the other side, though! Things like "You sound like my mamaw! 🥰" or "As soon as I heard you say 'cast iron' like that I knew the recipe was gonna be good' or "Ooh, nobody can make cabbage taste good like someone from the holler!"

I love seeing the kind of pride that comes from leftists like me who grew up there. I love living outside of Appalachia and making the people around me hear my accent and eating my recipes. I love thinking about the gifts that our home has given to people all over the world: foods, technology, music, inventions.

Basically, thanks for your blog. I love the perspective you bring to Tumblr

"as soon as i heard you say 'cast iron' like that i knew the recipe was gonna be good" YES that's what we wanna see when it comes to comments on our accent 🤩

speaking of, i maintain that the best way to change minds is doin exactly what you yourself are doin--sharing the food, culture & the overall beauty of appalachia complete with its inherently leftist ideals... in a thick ol fuckin accent.

dizzy em with cognitive dissonance until they have no choice but to accept they may actually be wrong! back when my accent was virtually undetectable, i used to love dropping the "oh btw, im from the south" bomb on em after they got to know me and respect me

but unfortunately, yeah, it's too easy for those kinds to just keep being ugly. takes far less effort to crack stale jokes, speak ill of us and call us stupid at every opportunity than, idk, confronting bias and growing as a person. i wonder if we'll ever stop being the butt of their jokes. probably not. fuck em.

anyway, amen to all you said. i have exactly zero patience for it now honestly, especially after getting to know yall and having this little community that has cropped up around my humble lil blog. i feel more protective of our home than ever before and i been gettin loud about it

thanks for sharing your thoughts and for being here <33

[hidefdoritos]

So, for Christmas break, I've been staying with a very considerate older couple. When I got here, I found out that they're also...comfortably wealthy. I wish I could have been live-blogging my stay here, but this summary post will have to suffice.

MOSS'S MUSINGS: HOUSEGUEST EDITION.

-Ask which dishes you are allowed to use. I didn't know this would even be a question--I grew up with one set of dishes--but it matters. The dishes we've been using are red with snowmen on them. Tonight I put my soup in a red bowl with Christmas trees around the edge. That was wrong and bad. I have been told that they "prefer I not use that" because it is "for special occasions," and was told to "set it aside so I can hand-wash it." Side note, rich people also own things that can't go in the dishwasher. Thankfully they told me about this ahead of time.

-In general, they make requests when they mean to give you instructions. "I'm having some ladies over tonight, so if you'd like to clean the bathroom, that would be fine." = I, Moss, need to clean the bathroom before I leave for work this morning. They're secret instructions--instructions in a suggestion-shaped suit. I like to think of it as a secret code that I'm very smart for solving. It helps me to not tear my hair out.

-House thing that shook me to the core: They have heat vents on the floors under the sinks! So you can wash your hands or wash dishes and your feets don't get cold!

-Speaking of heat: heated mattress pads exist! It's like a heating pad for your whole body. High settings are nice for muscle aches; low settings are so cozy to sleep on.

-Speaking of mattresses: The guest room has a Sleep Number mattress. I think it's a scam. It's a balloon under your mattress to adjust the firmness/softness. I am 240 lbs. If it isn't over half inflated, my butt's on the bedframe.

-They are weird about trash. All food waste is handled separately and taken straight to the bin in the garage so it doesn't smell. The kitchen trash can lid has a motion sensor. It's automatic. Scared the daylights out of me when I first walked past it to get water at night.

-Speaking of water, ask what water you should use. Tap is not acceptable to some! My hosts have a fridge dispenser. Unfortunately it dispenses cold water. I have worked around this by getting water in advance of my needs and letting it change toward room temp. Also, you can't put drinks on the furniture! Wood is different from the plastic-coated OSB furniture that I grew up with. I must remember now to use coasters because any spills or drips can leave white marks.

-When they start discussing money, try not to let your mouth drop open at the amount of zeroes. One host bought a new car and was bragging to me about how he only paid $28,000, and that was actually $5,000 off for having a certain type of credit card. I just worked the mental math for the discount percentage to keep my brain from exploding. $5k is more than I paid for my entire car. My family motto is "Buy used and drive it 'til the wheels fall off." I did not say so.

-Most importantly, they've been extremely kind and generous to me. They dropped my rent for the month down to almost nothing. They bought any groceries I expressed interest in. I'm going back to campus with some of the best homemade soup of my life, and a coupon for an oil change, and a new appreciation for dark chocolate almonds. When I got here, my hostess had set up a desk for my sewing machine in her sewing room (!! a whole room for sewing!!) and taught me to use a rotary cutter and an iron that's entirely too complex.

tl;dr rich-ish people are super weird about some things you wouldn't expect, and your head will explode a few times, but they're still people and my overall experience has been great.



[scoundrellyfeline]

great homestuck rereading discussion T+19 (Mar 1)

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SF 16:26 > i got a fun neʬ role for being too silly... so ill probably start li⩔eblogging here instead

SF 16:29 > (i also hit my tumblr limit for today because it is my sacred duty as a homestuck to celebrate march eridan... so i might blog here before being able to post the pre⩔ious one, ʬhich, ʬhile technically only three pages, looked at some stuff like the homestuck beta, the ʬayʬard ⩔agabond, going o⩔er the insane flash, and dinocomic)

SF 16:29 > tldr: i got wayyyyy too silly for my oʬn good :,<<

SF 16:34 > noʬ if i quirk ʬith ʬ or ⩔, its definitely on purpose

SF 16:36 > tho i dont r3ally -av33 th33 tim33 or pati3nc33 to us33 my full quirk ʬh3n liv3bloggin, so this ʬill probably b33 th33 only tim33 (or on33 of th33 only tim3s) that i fully us33 it to talk in this thr3ad

SF 16:37 > also my full quirk is a butt-ton harder for people to read ʬhen compared to my reduced ⩔ersion

SF 16:38 > it just makes me feel so happy ʬhene⩔er i use the cool characters as a replacement!!! it probably makes next to no sense to the a⩔erage person reading this, but i simply adore usin those characters!!!

SF 16:39 > :33

SF 17:57 > also a survey:

SF 19:09 > ok im going to start posting stuff here i think

SF 19:11 > ok the seisure clown is splitting and going up and down?

SF 19:11 > and now there are sphirographs above johns house?

SF 19:11 > wait the commands look different

SF 19:12 > [> BOY.]

SF 19:12 > yeah no thanks can we not listen to this bossy fella?

SF 19:13 > at least the seisure clown isnt inducing seisures anymore?

SF 19:14 > [For a moment you thought you heard someone say "BOY", as if whispered in the periphery of your awareness. It was probably just your imagination though.] ...is he becoming self aware? no? ok must be a fluke then. also whos talking then? is it the clown?

SF 19:14 > wait another S page.

SF 19:14 > hmmmmm

SF 19:43 >

SF 19:45 > blinking vacantly

SF 19:45 > more news!

SF 19:45 > also were finally getting back to rose

SF 19:46 > [TT: I've been watching you scramble through the house like a lunatic.] watching? i dont know if i should feel embarassed or creeped out

SF 19:47 > [TT: I've been reading reports in the news. Over the last few days, there have been many smaller meteor collisions with people's homes around the world. TT: And they seem to be getting bigger. Yours was the biggest they've identified so far.] well i suppose that answers about the meteors from earlier

SF 19:48 > [EB: wait, rose! one thing... TT: What? EB: you never even wished me a happy birthday! EB: um... hello? TT: I was working on something to send you, but I was running late with it. TT: I didn't want you to think I believed meager well wishes alone would suffice for the occasion. TT: That said, happy birthday, John. EB: haha, oh jeez, that is silly! EB: anyway, thanks!] :B <== johns face

SF 19:48 > that was nice of her to explain i think

SF 19:49 > wonder what it is

SF 19:49 > i really dont like the bossiness of this new narrator thingy guy

SF 19:50 > well were here now i suppose

SF 19:50 > wait newspost

SF 19:50 > let me read that rq

SF 19:50 >

SF 19:50 > amazing. supurb. who wouldve thunk it

SF 19:51 > i worry about how full the sylladex is

SF 19:52 > scrungly creatchure

SF 19:53 > at least it was a 1 to 1 grist ratio?

SF 19:54: id call him a wuss because of roses house, but of course, this kid doesnt have to routinely scramble across infantesimally small surface areas every time he wants to get around the house. and, at least for roses place, she doesnt have a blank void below her

SF 19:55 > cut him some slack! hes trying his best im fairly sure :<<

SF 19:55 > [BOY I SAID MAKE HASTE ON THE NARROW CATWALK!] i do not like this voice

SF 19:56 > [John is very nervous about the idea, and the strident tone of your commands is starting to make him a little upset!] uh, yeah. of course they are! if anything, im upset!

SF 19:57 > just looking at this makes me nervous

SF 19:57 > o7 harlequin figure, we barely knew ye

SF 19:58 > [==>==>][Just one ==> command will suffice. Thanks.] lol

SF 20:00 > ...yikes. so was fedorafreak nearby when it all went down? is this house a copy of johns old house and the real one is burning up from the meteorite??? idk anymore, yall. my brain hurts

SF 20:00 > [THESE BORING MEN ARE UNINTERESTING.]

SF 20:01 > he looks like hes pushing a button or something

SF 20:01 > [EB: since i got here i feel compelled to do these weird things i don't really want to do. EB: by some kind of voice that i can't really even hear. i don't know, it is hard to explain. TT: Perhaps the early symptoms of an anxiety disorder, like post-traumatic stress? EB: yeah, maybe. who knows!] quite the shrink we have on us

SF 20:02 > so will he do it???

SF 20:03 > [Now you're just being a pest.] this is true

SF 20:03 > shaking creature

SF 20:03 > quick! someone bring john inside before he catches a cold or something!

SF 20:04 > well im tired so thats all im going to do tonight

SF 23:42 > wait i just noticed that the time for all these statements is ??:??

SF 23:42 > thats a little odd

SF 23:42 > ill need to double check that pesterlog

[kittyandco]

Bloody Gary, Corpse Reviver, Heat Death of the Universe Iced Coffee, and Death and Taxes for any F/O! (@proton-selfships)

@proton-selfships aah yayayyay thank you!!!

Bloody Gary: What “incorrect quotes”-type conversation best describes you and your F/O? (Here’s a generator if you need some inspiration)

the generator gave me this one and yeah. Us before we officially 100% get together

Kitty: Are you ready to commit? Hans: Like, a crime or a relationship?

Corpse Reviver: Do you notice any specific categories, types, or trends with your F/Os? What are they?

ohhh god where to begin. here's just a few off the top of my head (YES I HAVE A TYPE. ALWAYS HAVE.)

typically the evil underdog (second in command/thirsts for power and will do anything to get it)

severe daddy and/or mommy issues, OR BOTH, but it's usually the former (and i'm not saying that to be dismissive, it's one reason i relate to them so heavily)

not very well-liked in their circles, seen as pathetic/subservient/some other quality that revokes the respect they deserve

loners and outcasts

self-sabotages because of their humongous egos (often developed because they've been made to feel unimportant all their lives)

ambitious and persistent to a fault

acutely observant and curious

creative in many ways, but often used unproductively

highly intelligent and often more powerful than they let on

wasted/denied potential

intimidating but usually the butt of the joke

always well-dressed/puts a lot of care into their appearance

VERY funny in the right contexts

ICE/SNOW/WINTER MOTIFS ???

never had a relationship before me

... there's probably more qualities I could name. But I REALLY have a type. all of my f/os relate to at least half or all of these things

Heat Death of the Universe Iced Coffee: What’s a small quirk or behavior your F/O has that you go absolutely hog wild over every time?

WHEN STARSCREAM DOES THE THING WITH HIS FINGERS... the fluttering. same with his wings... he has a TON of quirks in Prime that make me crazy since he's so expressive. But I keep thinking of the fingers... the claws...

Death and Taxes: Describe the moment when you became absolutely certain that you were going to F/O this character.

I was actually thinking about this the other day, about how certain f/os took a while to really sink in for me and how others were just love at first sight, and Anakin was DEFINITELY a love at first sight for me. I was like, 10 minutes into AOTC and it was OVER. The nail in the coffin though was when he jumped off the speeder into oncoming 100 mph space traffic like it was nothing, with FULL confidence!!! And he still made it out okay. Great, even. I was like, oh yeah. He can be sweet and kind and is pretty and has a nice voice seriously how does anyone sound like that? but is also insane. Cool and perfect!!!

but earlier that day, the SAME DAY, I am not kidding, I woke up from a dream that I started liking him. the post is on my old blog. i DID NOT REALIZE THE REPERCUSSIONS OF THIS

and by the end of the movie i just sat there wondering what i'd just done to myself

💀 Self Ship Ask Meme: The Cerberus’s Den Drink Menu! 💀

[rcguish]

☀ Does the mun have other muses beside you? What is your opinion on them?

🙏 Do you think the mun would be able to survive in your world? 

⭐ Is there any genres the mun enjoys writing but you don’t enjoy being part of? 

mun vs muse.

☀ Does the mun have other muses beside you? What is your opinion on them?

it's at this that silver smiles almost to himself, a small and tender notion that could be almost unnoticeable. " they do. multiple others, though a lot of them aren't as active lately. i, as well as eraserhead and present mic, seem to be the ones occupying the headspace for the last few weeks. "

kai and neptune have been coming around lately.

a grunt in response. brief moments of contemplation. " i don't have much of a problem with anyone. i've been known to butt heads with kai a few times here and there, but i do hold a deep respect for the both of them. they've done a lot for you, for us. i'm still feeling out the concept and area of eraser and mic, but i think we all know how i feel about the former. " that smile grows a little bigger, a little warmer. he fiddles with the hem of his glove.

you're neutral towards mine, but heavily biased towards da's.

silver hums. " you know me so well. his eraser definitely means more to me than i could express. and mic, well. he reminds me of gold. take that as you will. "

🙏 Do you think the mun would be able to survive in your world?

his eyes glaze over for just the briefest of milliseconds, a yearning so strong that he doesn't know what to do with the feeling. " they definitely could. they've always dreamed of it, in fact - i'm sure that's why i've existed for so long now. and i'm aware that there used to be others, others that've come and gone with special interests and times. "

do you miss them? you're my only pokemon muse, and it used to be that we had so many pkmn blogs to run.

silver crosses his arms and falls back into his seat. " i do. i miss gold and green more than anything. and i know you fantasize about being in the pokemon world almost weekly, during the worst times is when it would ache you wanted it so bad. i guess i'm just glad to be able to alleviate some of that ache. "

i adore you, silver. you'll always be a little slice of heaven to me.

a scoff. warmth in cool grey eyes, slightly squinted in the beginnings of a toothy grin. just almost. " i'm glad to be in reality and escapism. "

⭐ Is there any genres the mun enjoys writing but you don’t enjoy being part of?

his gaze falls to the floor as eyebrows knit together in all his concentration. focus on retrieving memories and putting thoughts together like basket-weaving. " i don't think so. i like to fight, and i know they haven't had much of a chance to write a battle - pokemon or melee - but it's on the wishlist.

" as far as other genres, we're relatively on the same wavelength on what they like and don't like to write, and what situations i can find myself being in. i don't think i'd be in a lot of ... sex scenes, and to my fortune, they don't particularly like writing sex either. "

that's up kai's alley.

" there's a reason why we've rubbed each other the wrong way before. "

[paramorearchived]

March 8, 2013

Transcript:

Hard decisions

It's so tough trying to pick what lyrics from what song to share with you guys next. I can't tell if it's more of a tease for you or for me. It might seem like a well though-out plan, all these "strategically" posted blog updates... but seriously... I'm sitting around in my sweatpants, a little bit bored (and thankful for it!), with a face mask on (God forbid my skin NOT freak out after all those plane rides!), trying to make the time between now and April 9th (4th album!) magically disappear. I'm thinking about doing jump rope for 20 minutes when I'm done with this post just to make myself feel like I was a little bit productive today. Needless to say, these blogs have served as a nice placeholder for me. They've quelled my anxiety, or at least kept it at bay. Look, I just really want you guys to hear the album!!

Here's the thing, life at home with all this comfort and time to spare is really not what I consider to be "normal life". For me, normal is a day sheet being shoved under a hotel room door with a detailed outline of how the following 24 hours is going to play out. Normal is waking up in a different bed, a different city, peeing in a toilet on a plane at an altitude of 30,000 ft in the sky... over all of you... think about that. Don't think about that. All I'm saying is, for the three of us, life is usually moving so fast that when we stop for a few moments it's like the worst case of whiplash you've ever experienced.

My first real dose of reality came when the guys and I were moving out the Los Angeles to make the album. I flew out a few weeks earlier just to feel some kind of movement and get my head in a new space. Then after getting exactly what I wanted, I spent the next few weeks throwing silent tantrums... just wishing for a little familiarity or comfort that reminded me of home. Isn't that how it always goes?! The grass is just always greener, I suppose. We're wanting summer when it's winter, winter when it's not... but sometimes what we really need is just to struggle and strain and feel the growing pains.

And somehow, through all this rambling, I've decided to share some lyrics from the new album that have to do with this very subject matter. "Ain't It Fun" has everything to do with accepting at some point in your life that the world is not your very own Truman Show. The people who walk passed you on the street aren't extras in your movie. This is the real world. This is where everyone's looking out for him or herself... and just trying to get through each day and say they did alright! To make it clear, this song is a letter to myself! We all need a kick in the ass sometimes. Since, I had no one around me to tell me to stop feeling sorry for myself, I had to figure out a way to do it on my own. If you haven't figured out how to do that quite yet then maybe you'll get the butt-kicking you need from "Ain't It Fun".

Ps, this is one of the songs that I'm most excited for everyone to hear Taylor and Jeremy's parts for. The music is completely nuts. So many parts and layers and melodies. For anyone who's every been interested in hearing mine and Jeremy's old funk covers band, this isn't too far off.

"So what are you gonna do when the world don't orbit around you?

Ain't it fun living in the real world? Ain't it good being all alone? Ain't it good to be on your own, ain't it fun you can't count on no one... Ain't it fun? Living in the real world."

[iamyourdoubt]

Doubts tell me; how long could i stay happy and motivated if i was an askblog everyone hates for no other reason that "being a dik" while all i do is trying to make them aware of their potentials mistakes and trying to help them through their Tumblr experience ? Because you see Doubts, sometimes i feel, really deep inside me, that all i do is vain, that the people im trying to help dont listen, and hate me for that. I even feel sometimes that it does affect me. Im not sure if i want to continue.

We’ll start from the top then. If it is validation you came seeking, you likely won’t find it here, just take that as my disclaimer. I’ll also say many people in the communities I take part in do their blogs for fun and aren’t really too concerned with having a perfect art, story, or building the largest following. They might not be seeking critique on these factors. They’re just here for fun and relaxation

Something you may want to consider in the future, as well, is to ask if the artist or content creator is accepting criticism right now before providing it. Not everyone is advertising this. But it helps avoid problems and it’s a simple question to ask.

That said, let’s move to something in the field of interacting with others and why your interactions with these creators may have soured. Something I’ve found from my own experiences, both myself and others, is that if we are the only one that doesn’t think we’re being a dick, we’re probably being a dick. Even if it is just one person, stop and listen, take a moment to consider why someone just said that, what you had just said, and even how you said it. Evaluate yourself. Is that how you would have wanted someone to tell you something? Especially if they are telling you that you are doing something ‘wrong’ or ‘you shouldn’t be doing that.’ Also, try and keep in mind your own biases and beliefs, they might not apply to all situations and some people just have different audiences they appeal to.

If you want an example of how not to go about giving ‘advice,’ an anon recently sent a returning community member an ask that told them that the ask community had been forgetting this member while they were gone dealing with real life and that they should post stuff to get attention again. This could seem well-intentioned to the sender, but that’s not how it reads off. It reads off as callous. Even if not the intent of the sender, it’s still cold and feels more like ‘The only reason people remember you is because you do the thing.’ At best, it was just poorly worded. The well-intentioned, without mindfulness, can come across and crass and heartless. At worst, it was a cold statement to guilt someone into focusing more on their blog then their real life because some anon wanted more updates. 

But ultimately, this is just general advice and thoughts. I can’t provide you with advice specific to your situation or problem, Anon, because I don’t know the details of your communications with others. Hopefully, this helps despite that. If you want anything more specific, you’ll have to come off anon.

Remember everyone, your words resonate with others. They hold weight and impact with them. Try to have empathy and understanding in yours. Try to find the warm ones that build a person up. I’m not saying ‘don’t say something is wrong or off,’ I’m saying ‘don’t be mean about it’ and ask before providing unless they communicate on their blogs they are seeking that advice.

Be excellent to each other.

[unstablerk800]

Pets to play with

Word count: 3,158

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: kidnapping, abuse, rape/non-con, orgasm control, denial, non-con drug use, edging

Summary: Nines is evil. That's it. That's the plot. You've been warned.

So when I posted about being ill and writing this, I mentioned I'd tag people who commented on it, and I always keep my word. 💙 I'll also tag those who gave a like to that post, because I'm not sure if they wanted to be tagged or they just... liked... that I'm writing? I couldn't tag two blogs because tumblr didn't find them. What a mystery. Anyway, story under the cut. (Ao3 version is here.)

@go-flow-bro

@a-patchofmoss

@pomeranianmasovian

@heretoboogie

Nines enjoyed having toys waiting for him after the long hours of work.

It wasn't like she could complain, or his little brother. After all, they were very well kept, at least in his opinion.

After the state powered up the new RK900 model, all 200,000 of them, they ran all over the country in a collected attack. Humans and androids had absolutely no chance against them.

The first that had been activated and met his predecessor though, had thought that he would enjoy some company in his lavish, vast home. And he did. Rescued little brother Connor from CyberLife, and even got him company in the form of a girl RK800 seemed to like.

A budding romance at the station between the deviant and the human. How quickly it escalated into something else.

They resisted first, of course. Talking about freedom and how keeping them there was a horrible act. They tried to persuade him, talk sense into him, to no avail. There were also threats and insults - all of those comments were emotionlessly but cruelly, punished. Nines could care less about their opinion; he'd found stimulating them at his leisure at the end of the day to be... relaxing.

She had been molded to perfection over the past few weeks. Denial - coupled with aphrodisiacs - could do wonders to a girl's spirits. He had a medical android safely remove the hood from her little bud to expose it even more to his fingers and tongue. Of course, she wasn't allowed to touch it without permission. She wasn't allowed to cum without permission. Every meal was full of drugs that kept her extremely horny, but her cunt was stuffed with a dildo and secured with a chastity belt only Nines could remove. Very clever device. That was one of his favourites. The other was the dildo itself that kept buzzing to bring her to the edge during the day but stopped as soon as it sensed she would cum. The chastity belt was made of metal, which constantly applied pressure to her exposed clit, but never enough pressure to throw her over the edge. During the night, her cunt was allowed to rest - after Nines used it as he saw fit -, but her ass got stuffed with a large sized butt plug instead.

This went on for days and days without an end until she broke down. One evening when Nines arrived home, she threw herself in front of him and begged, sobbing, to let her cum. He had successfully destroyed the last of her dignity and then he fucked her for hours, ripping orgasm after orgasm out of her body before he let her rest - but the sequence still continued. Nines showed no mercy. He put the toy inside her and locked the belt before he left for work. Sometimes, she could keep herself from begging, but he always knew when she would reach her limit, and he was always looking forward to that.

Connor didn't have the luxury of ever having a release. Being her only companion during the day, she stayed with him for long, long hours, talking to him, touching him, comforting him. He was permanently locked to a metal framed bed with handcuffs. They've tried to open them, but of course, Nines was clever. The handcuffs, just as the chastity belt, only responded to his touch. There was no escape, only endless torture.

They've been cut off from the world, their only means of entertainment were each other. In the beginning, she'd hug him and cry, he'd comfort her, wishing he could hold her gently to his chest. He didn't even mind anymore that he was bare naked. He didn't feel embarrassed about the cock ring locked tight around the base of his cock and balls. He noticed her state of arousal every time she visited him, knowing how frustrated she was, and he couldn't do anything about it.

Or so he thought.

"Pet", Nines sighed when she slightly jerked her legs closer to each other one morning when he was gently slipping the toy inside of her. She knew better than to openly resist, but she really wanted some extra friction. "You know better than this."

"I'm sorry Master", she said quickly, tears gathering in her eyes. "But please could you... could you..."

"Could I what?"

His icy eyes locked with hers and she was at a loss. She couldn't take it anymore.

"Please fuck me", face flushed, she gripped the sheets under herself.

Nines analyzed her, his LED whirring in amber for a few seconds before he laughed at her. He was mocking, teasing, humiliating her at every step.

"So desperate for my cock, are you?"

She whimpered as her fingers tentatively gripped his coat's white edges at his middle. Nines was superior in every aspect, it was no surprise they've been equipped with an incredible size. A seven inch monster. Two inches thick. When he first wanted to fuck her, it couldn't fit, so he impatiently shoved it inside of her with brutal force, and she came immediately before she passed out. He didn't really care, he said she'd get used to it, and he was right. She really did. She could take him without any problems now, and he still could enjoy her tightness around him.

"Yes Master", she whispered.

Nines's hand slapped down on her cunt. His hand was hard and cold, and she yelped but didn't move. He really trained her well. She kept her position even when she was punished.

"Ask me in a full sentence, pet", he ordered coolly, his LED blinking in blue.

Her face twisted in distaste, but just for a second before she braced herself for the inevitable.

"Please Master fuck me before you leave, I'm so needy, I need your hard cock inside of me, I need it now, please-"

Nines gripped her jaw and kept her head still. He actually smiled. It was insane how handsome he was, even if his icy blue eyes were calculating and piercing. He gently kissed her lips. Slow, sensual. Cruel.

"After you've sucked Connor's cock for an hour today, pet", he decided, moving his hands now to lock her in her chastity belt, "I'll show you a good time."

She sobbed softly as Nines got up from the bed and walked out, locking the one and only entrance of his home, leaving her with the toy buzzing buried in her wet warmth.

The breakfast waited for her on the kitchen counter as always. She ate it without feeling the taste; it had been so long since she could enjoy anything unrelated to sex. She knew her every move had been followed through the countless cameras by Nines; lying would be useless, he would know whether she did what he told her to do or not.

She visited Connor in the empty room. His sensory deprivation was even worse than hers. During the weekends, Nines was at home, and he didn't let her visit Connor. His room was completely empty, save for the bed. White walls, white floor, white ceiling, just the cameras in every corner above. He flinched when the door opened, relaxing only when he saw it was her.

"Good morning", he greeted her gently.

His mere voice could do wonders to her mood. Nines sounded cold and monotone, more machine-like, even if his voice resembled Connor's. Whenever he spoke, her stress levels were rising because no good could come out of anything he said. Like that morning, for instance. Even though Connor's tone calmed her nerves a bit, she quickly spiraled back to what Nines said, and she was biting her lower lip as she made a beeline to his bed to climb on it.

"What's wrong?" He asked softly, quietly. There had been so many things Nines could do to her, and he had no idea what he had come up with now. Connor was truly concerned. "Love, what did he do to you?"

Perhaps that was the worst. That they've been in this together, like this, slaves to a powerful machine, and Connor still showed affection in every way he could. Mostly with words, since he couldn't move. He wanted to do everything in his power to make her feel at least a little better. Nines could've taken his memories of the past to render him even more helpless, but he did not. And he remembered every second when he had made her smile or laugh with a comment or wink. He remembered all the times she blushed when he approached her at the station; he was oblivious to why it happened for a long time until he deviated.

And then, it was too late.

Perhaps if the RK900 wasn't activated after he'd succeeded with his mission, it all would've ended differently. He wasted countless hours wondering about different scenarios and what ifs; from letting Markus win or become a deviant himself. The latter happened either way. He knew it did. When they were captured and taken here and Nines touched her the first time, and she screamed for help, Connor's software couldn't handle it.

And Nines knew that. He took great joys in opening his door when he arrived home before he went back to her to dish out both pain and pleasure. Despite the fact that she was always on her best behavior, Nines enjoyed leaving welts on her body. Just as a reminder, just to make her more obedient.

Now, Connor had scanned her, but came up with nothing except the heightened arousal and abnormal stress levels. Both became the norm lately.

"Nothing", she said, sniffling, as she climbed up on the bed beside him. She stroked his cheek, and his eyes slid closed as he enjoyed her warmth and company. It had been so long again. Every night was a struggle. Every weekend was horror. He missed her terribly. "He did nothing."

"Then what did he say?" Connor murmured with furrowed brows but with still closed eyes, knowing something was up.

She leaned down to kiss him, and he reciprocated. It didn't feel like he was mimicking the kiss anymore; it was genuine and gentle, careful and loving, human like. Nines kissed her coldly, without emotion. Connor kissed her like there was no tomorrow, as if she was the sunrise on his horizon. The only thing worth existing for.

They were in no hurry now. Nobody would distract them, and they'd be able to muster some courage and power from the love they've felt for each other. Despite everything that happened in the past few weeks, he knew she still loved him. Connor often wondered why, but he never questioned it.

Kissing him always brought her comfort. She often wondered why Nines allowed her to feel thus, but she often came to the conclusion he wanted Connor and her to suffer. There couldn't be any other explanation. He basked in their helplessness, their uselessness, their inability to escape.

Her thumbs ever so gently rubbed his cheeks and Connor shifted up with her when she started to pull away, but the handcuffs held him down. She changed her mind and leaned down again, pecking his lips over and over, letting him rub his tongue against hers. He had detected the aphrodisiacs lingering on her tongue, but he said nothing of it, as they both knew by now that Nines manipulated the situation as he saw fit. He wanted her desperate, and through her, he wanted Connor to be desperate, too.

"I love you", she whispered softly in his mouth, and Connor rubbed his bare feet against the covers under him.

"I love you, too", he whispered back. "Now tell me... what does he want?"

She pulled away, sitting on her ankles carefully. Connor swallowed at the sight of her bare body. If the thought even crossed his mind that she'd be naked with him, he definitely did not think it'd happen the way it did.

His thoughts of her were so innocent back at the station. He had imagined her lips against his own whenever she looked shyly back up at him as he approached her. He toyed with the idea of gently touching her small hips, bringing her closer to his firm body when he finally built up the courage to kiss her. He would've been so gentle with her... he would've made sure she was alright, that she suffered no harm, he would've paid attention to the signs she was giving him and he would've stopped if he ever noticed that she felt uncomfortable.

They never had that. Nines captured them and made her his right here in this room he was imprisoned in. He'd never forgive himself for how that happened. She still had plenty of spirits left; she resisted, she fought back, she kicked and punched and bit and screamed - which, of course, made Nines angry. He had slapped her, bruised her body until she learned to stay down, under him where she belonged, made her cry and sore. And there was nothing he could do. He just had to watch and listen.

"It doesn't matter if it's bad for me", he tried to reassure her quietly. "I want it all to be easier for you. You can do whatever you need to do."

She was exhausted. He saw it in the circles under her eyes, he saw it in the way she looked back at him. She had no spark left. She was slipping into apathy and would've ended her misery herself if Nines gave her the smallest opportunity. Connor knew all that. He could taste it on her lips. In her kisses. In the way she looked back at him.

She moved her hand tentatively on his left inner thigh. She nibbled on her lower lip, on the verge of tears. Connor reassured her again, as soft and gentle as he could, and she leaned a little forward.

"Could you set a timer?" She asked, utterly defeated, "for an hour?"

Connor did not ask anything. He just nodded. And when he did, she leaned down, wrapping her pretty lips around his half hard cock. His body worked as any other body, it reacted to teasing, it reacted to her closeness, but he wouldn't finish. Reaching an orgasm was just as impossible as escaping this Hell he'd been thrown into with her, and Connor whimpered with need as he let his head fall back and closed his eyes.

"No, no, don't stop", he whispered when he felt her freeze. He didn't dare to look at her, he kept his eyes closed. His LED was blinking in gold. "Do what you need to do. I'll be fine. I promise."

She silently complied, working on his length until it was fully erect, pressing little kisses on the top of it before she wrapped her lips around the head and sucked, drawing desperate noises from the imprisoned android. It was unbelievable how close she could push him, and only a few minutes went down from the one hour.

She needed to pause several times; her lips got tired, her jaw had to relax, but whenever she hesitated, he urged her to continue. If this was the only way he could make her feel better, then so be it. He carefully adjusted the counter every time she stopped, making sure that Nines would get exactly what he wanted, ignoring all the error messages flashing in his vision from being edged over and over again. His thirium pump worked twice as hard as usual, his synthetic heart rate was dangerously high, and he honestly had his doubts he had been built for these sort of games for the long term.

He just wanted to finish… he just wanted, just once, so bad…

"It's ov-over-"

He panted when the counter hit zero, and he felt tears prickling his eyes. His LED had been crimson for the past fifteen minutes at least. He didn't even realise how tense his body was until she finally pulled away and up. Connor relaxed his legs and curled up toes, his cock twitching with the ring around it with a desperate attempt to cum. But it would never come.

"I'm so sorry", she whispered, and he just realised now she was crying. He looked up at her as he was trying to get his body to return to it's normal state. Her lips were swollen and red from working so hard, and so were her eyes as she had been crying for quite a while by now. "I didn't- I didn't want to make you feel so bad…"

"It wasn't bad", he shook his head a little. He shouldn't say this out loud because he knew Nines would use it to his advantage, but at the same time, he wanted her to know that she didn't do anything wrong. "I mean, you're doing this… flawlessly. Really. You're so amazing." He smiled up at her to make her feel a bit better. "You're never doing anything wrong. I'm glad you're here with me. Come on, let's rest."

She half smiled at him, then grabbed the blanket on his side and pulled it closer to both of them. She covered them both with it, then she snuggled to his chest to listen to the noises and whirring sounds his body was making as it worked. It didn't take her long to fall asleep, as the toy buried in her stopped vibrating altogether.

Most of the day passed by with her resting on his chest. When she woke up, they've spent the time in silence. There was nothing left to say anyway. Plans of escaping were out the window long ago, and other than doing whatever Nines told them to do, they just wanted each other's quiet company.

She almost fell back asleep when the door opened. Startled, her hand gripped the blanket on Connor's chest when she saw Nines. She knew what she begged for that morning, and she remembered what he'd promised if she did what he ordered her to.

But right now, she just wanted to stay there with Connor and never get up again.

"You're not even greeting me?" Nines's voice was cold as he approached the bed, and her pulse elevated already. "I think some punishment is in order, pet."

"I'm sorry, Master", she hurried to get up now, but it was too late.

Nines reached under the blanket, grabbed her ankle and pulled her to himself. She was crying already.

"Don't hurt her", Connor snapped, and Nines regarded him with a pitiful look.

"I'll be back to gag you", Nines arched a brow, "after I'm done with her."

Without furter ado, he started to walk out - with her ankle still in his hand, pulling her off the bed and through the room as she was sobbing for help before he shut the door.

[share-the-damn-bed]

Hi there! Love your blog and appreciation for the Byers and Jancy. :) What's your opinion on how they've handled Joyce for the past few seasons? What do you think of her writing? Personally I am disappointed in her not getting hardly any scenes with her boys, especially as they're going through so much.

Aw thank you!!! <3 Like many other characters in Stranger Things, it's sad to see that Joyce's character has been reduced to a love interest and that everything surrounding her character relates to her romantic interest. In seasons 4 and 3 especially, Joyce feels like she is playing a supportive role to Hopper (and honestly even Murray), all while she lacks any real arc for herself. Which is so sad to see based on what her character was originally like and all she represented as mother. I also think they smoothed Joyce out a bit too much over the course of the show. Joyce is now almost too comfortable and confident in ways that don't make sense narratively.

In season 4 I want her to be present for her children. I think she can lend great support. But I also want her to butt heads with Jonathan a bit. I think their dynamic is so interesting and full of love but they're at their best when the passionately disagree over a mutual loved interest (i.e. Will). Idk, I kinda want to see them fight.

[gay-impressionist]

hey miss impressionist! hope you're having a great day! it has come to my attention that you are french and i'd love to ask you what are your favorite "secret" places to go to in your country/city hahaha i ask this bc i'll be spending a few months in france (somewhere near paris) for an exchange program and i want to visit the tourist-y spots of course but also i'd love to know what the locals think is a good place to visit. if you don't want to answer that's totally fine just thought i'd ask since you're one of the few french blogs i follow! merci et bonne journée ☺️

Hey ! No problem, I'm always happy to help 😄 But all of France is a lot so today I'll start with my city : Paris (I'll try to think of places in France as a whole and I'll make a post this weekend or next week).

It's a well-known spot but I highly recommend the docks btw Hôtel de Ville and Bastille & Le port de l'Arsenal. They've been renovated a few years ago and now they're fully pedestrian, there's patches of grass, stuff for kids, some bars... It's one of my favorite places to walk or sit down with friends.

If you like modern buldings, I recommend going to Avenue de France. There's lots of brand new buildings, all different and it creates a cool aesthetic in my opinion. There's not much to do there as it's mainly office buildings so it might be too out of your way though.

But the 13th arrondissement as a whole is really great, it's a mix of completely different atmospheres and architectures : brand new office buildings (Avenue de France-Bibliothèque François Mitterand), chinatown (Porte d'Ivry-Olympiades), old narrow streets with tiny houses scattered around, la Butte aux Cailles (on a hill, as charming and full of life as Montmartre but less well-known and artsy), there's lot of street art (around Nationale-Quai de la gare), especially huge colorful pieces paid by the local administration, etc.

And just across Avenue de France there's Le Parc de Bercy, which is beautiful if the weather is good ! I really recommend taking several hours and walking around the arrondissement if you can

If you want big green spaces you can access with the subway, you can go to le Bois de Boulogne or Le Bois de Vincennes. I'm more familiar with the latter, which has lots of beautiful spots ! My favorites being the Daumnesil lake (you can rent a boat and row around it if the weather is warm enough! + lots of swans, peacocks, bright green parakeets etc) and Le Parc floral, which has lots of plants and flowers and is perfect for a walk or if you need a picnic space to lazy for hours. It's stunning in spring ! But be careful because sometimes you have to pay to enter on weekends. Fun fact : at the Daumnesil lake, you can see two African buildings ! They were constructed as the Togo and the Cameroon pavilions for a colonial exposition (😶) in 1931 and it's now a Buddhist temple which hosts the highest Buddha statue in Europe.

In a different vibe, the petite ceinture is also great. It's an old railway that went around Paris, now it's reconverted either as parks or as a walk along the old rails which are full of wild vegetation. The reconversion isn't complete so it's in several chunks in different neighborhoods, some better done than others. But I really like the one between Villa du Bel-Air and Bastille (this chunk is also called Coulée verte for the most part)

Just outside of Paris, I highly recommend going to Montreuil, to a place called Les Murs à pêches. It's a place where peaches used to grow but now it's a huge park where lots of tiny organizations doing their own thing. Every summer there's a land art festival and last year I went on a guided tour with the organization TIGE (tige_landart on insta), it was awesome !

An interesting thing to visit, and maybe not that well-known, is la Cité universitaire internationale. It's a campus where international students live and there's practically a building for every country. The funny thing is that lots of them are designed based on that country's architecture !

If you're into plays, my favorite theater is Le Théâtre de Poche at Montparnasse. There's only two tiny stages and I love the atmosphere ! It's low-budget productions but of high quality, and they're recognized as such. I've seen several plays there and I've never been disappointed.

If you want a funny experience, go see a show at La Nouvelle Seine. It's on a narrow boat ! You're in the belly of the boat (can't remember the word lmao) and you can feel the tiny waves ahah. I know it's not the only venue on a narrow boat though.

About museums that don't get enough recognition, I really like le Musée d'art et d'histoire du judaïsme !

If you want food recommendations in specific neighborhoods, don't hesitate to ask, I've got lots ! My favorite restaurant (Le Picotin) isn't in an interesting neighborhood to visit unfortunately but my go-to bar/café is near Hôtel de Ville ! It's called Le Gribouille, they have great cocktails and mocktails that aren't too pricey (for Paris at least) ! @saecookie can confirm hehe

That's all I can think of rn but if you have more questions about specific neighborhoods, museums or activities etc, feel free ! My ask and my DMs are always open :)

[intimidating-fettuccine]

Hello, I hope I'm not troubling you but I'd like to request a scenario if you're up for it.

Could you perhaps do a scenario for Jeff who has an s/o with selective mutism? Maybe something like where they've been together for so long Jeff is used to the lack of verbal communication but one day his s/o finally speaks to him.

I hope that you enjoy this, and I’m sorry it took so long. I’m just not always the best at writing these kinds of things, but I hope I did okay.

Jeff had never judged you for your selective mutism. After all, BEN (on my blog at least), his best friend, has selective mutism. Jeff adapted to the ways that you wanted to communicate with little issues, and he always respected you not feeling comfortable enough to talk. When you were ready enough to talk to him, then you would. If that day never came, then it never came. He wasn't dating you for your communication abilities, he was dating you for you.

Jeff was very used to your lack of vocal communication, so when it came to the point that you were going to speak to him for the first time, you knew he'd be shocked about it. You had spent a long time building up to this moment, the first moment that you'd speak to him, and you almost felt yourself growing more stressed about it. What if he didn't like your voice? What if he didn't care? But, as you looked over at him, your thoughts were immediately erased, knowing that Jeff loved you, and he'd never judge you for something like your voice.

You were snuggled up near him on the couch, Jeff sat on the ground tinkering with one of his weapons, attaching a new handle to it as the last one had broken off. He was currently rambling along about his day, his voice being the only thing to fill up the silence in the room, and you listened attentively as you always did.

You wanted to speak to him- you wanted to respond to the points he was making, tease him over something stupid he said, laughing right along with him at a joke he had made. But, after all this time, you didn't know just what to say to him- where should you butt in? At what comment should you offer your vocal advice? You weren't sure, and as he continued to ramble on you found yourself shifting nervously, trying to figure out just what to actually say to him. It wasn't until he stood to leave that you finally decided on it.

"Alright, I've gotta head off and run an errand for Slender. I'll come back here when I'm done." He leaned down to press a kiss to your lips, before turning and walking away. "I love you." He called over his shoulder with a wave.

"I love you too!" You had all but blurted it out, the nerves coming through, and Jeff froze at your words. You both stood there for a few moments, and eventually, Jeff turned around, a wide smile on his face, and a few tears going down his face.

"I know, Doll. I know you do." You nodded at his words, a smile breaking out on your own face as he continued out towards the door, and just as you were about to walk away, he called your name, halting you and gaining your attention.

"Thank you." The words were completely genuine, and the smile on his face had your own eyes watering. Maybe you shouldn't have been so stressed over what to say after all.

[nightswithkookmin]

JIKOOK: ARE CONGRATULATIONS IN ORDER?

Disclaimer:

Everything expressed in here is my opinion. It is not intended to be malicious or disrespectful to any of the parties mentioned in here. Please do not hate on or send hate anyone mentioned in her expressly or by inference.

In my previous posts, I pointed out how this past year, from August 2019 to June 2020 has been a rollercoaster ride for Jikook. Their relationship has been all over the place with some even concluding they have broken up for good- you wish!

My inbox has been flooded with questions such as: Are they still broken up, are they good, are they married...

Y'all think I'd be here blogging at 1 AM for Tumblr if Jikook were married married?- Ok, I would. Lol

But No, Sis. Jikook aren't married. Not that I know of. But don't be sad though because THEY ARE BACK! Fully back to function. By that I mean Jimin mostly. Jk never left. Lol- I'll explain in a bit. But yes, I'm happy to report that they are Jikooking again!

I refrained from posting about their new moments especially this July moments because even though they've been back together after a long period of on and off again relationship during ON comeback through to festa season, and then May when JM finally asked for space in their relationship(see previous posts for details)

I've being unsure about Jimin. I've been anxious to know what the outcome of his asking for space to think things through would be.

Jikook have a push and pull relationship dynamic. We been known. Mostly when one steps back from their relationship for whatever reason, the other leans in to pull them back in.

Same thing has been happening from January where Jimin would be pulling one minute, the next he would be like meh and JK would be push to pull him back in.

That was the case in this (June-July) Japan comeback interviews. Jk was front center with expressing interest in JM pulling him whereas JM was like meh, I'm down for this baby but let's keep it professional for the group's sakes.

Just look at them here... (Photo of them at 2020 Japan interview where Jk said he was looking at JM)

See what I mean? Now you may not notice at first but look at JM's demeanor and compare it to moments in past interviews whenever JK is talking about him or their relationship.

Jk was on his flirting game which he usually is when he wants to break the ice with Jimin if there's been tension between them or when someone around is making a pass at JM and he wants them to know what's up- he ain't slick. Lol

At times too he takes the initiative to flirt when he is feeling super confident and cocky and hella bold and just wants to. Trust me, when he flirts with Jimin, IT IS NOT FOR FANSERVICE. He means that shit.

Now compare JM's body language in that Japan interview moment this one right here: (photo of JM and Jk at the interview where JK said from now on together)

Jimin usually acts very coy, giddy and whipped even around JK when JK flirts with him but most importantly he seems to egg JK on in such moments. He enjoys being claimed openly by JK just as much as JK loves being claimed by JM publicly- which is why as nervous as that makes him he keeps going back for more.

Now this is gonna sound controversial but I have seen JM tell Suga off at times when Suga has tried to initiate skinship with him. I won't show you the picture but you can watch it for yourself during the On Come back where they wore Purple and black. It happened right at the moment Suga touched JMs back. JM mouthed 'Hajima' to Suga to stop touching him. That's all I'm gonna say y'all. Lmho. Don't want trouble.

My point is, these boys have a filter. If they don't want something done to them they won't hesitate to say it or show it. Much like when JK pushed Tae's hand away during a VLive- and he's pushed JM off sometimes too. He is assertive more so than all the members. If he doesn't want something he won't do it or allowed it.

Suga asked him not to get the tattoos when he first expressed interest in them way back in American Hustle life. But he told them if army loves him they would love everything he does and not try to limit him. Jk does as JK pleases.

So yea, if JK didn't like what Jimin has been doing with him he wouldn't be around him much less reciprocate those feelings and actions and initiating them on his own at times. Their interactions are MUTUAL.

And yes, that was shade.

Jimin understands the guts it takes JK to take such initiatives with him and so he kinds of encourages Jk to go on with it or acts in a way that boosts JK's ego. Like when JK shouted 'arrest me' in the middle of an interview. Jk... SMH.

So it was a bit unsettling to watch JM not even try to flirt back with JK in moments like this like he usually would. Dude wasn't even initiating their shtick during this period first of all nor was he responding to them in a way he usually would.

Not sure the aesthetics he was going for here but it screamed let's keep this professional on camera and get naughty when we get home. Or much like, dude I asked for space and I'm realizing I like you just as much but stop coming on too strong.

Which frankly, is what the members have been asking them to do since October last year when the hashtag to cancel Jikook in S.K trended. So JM wouldn't be wrong to take such a stand....

Given that the crux of their issue has been that Jikook is developing into a brand almost independent of BTS' brand and this in a way is affecting the dynamics of the group, a little discretion wouldn't hurt.

The cheers for Jikook moments are getting louder and louder each year even at events such as awards and not just on stage. Jikook is taking a lifeform of it's own. Its becoming a brand almost as powerful as BTS' brand. They are a power couple or becoming one. Like or not. Their fans are becoming loud and large too. So often, lately, it seems they tend to steal the show and direct attention away from the band. It's crazy.

Tae literally had the floor, delivering his speech at the MMA 2019 but people weren't even paying attention to that at all. They were more interested in Jikook and whatever they were doing and they went nuts the moment JK held Jimin and even wilder when he placed his head on Jimin which is what lead to infamous standoff with RM.

JM had literally bumped his butt against Hobi's crotch region moments before the Jikook moment but the crowd didn't lose it as much. Please go back and listen to the deafening sounds of the crowd for yourself.

As much as we love Jikook, there are some that don't and they can be very loud. I'll leave it there. Please support Jikook. Thank you.

BTS had a whole concert end of October 2019 and the hashtag that trended was 'cancel Jikook.' That took away from the hardwork of the band and reduced it to a few seconds of two boys fanboying over eachother. That's.... sigh.

When you see it this way, the RM separating them at Jingle bell red carpet, on stage or even BigHit trying to regulate their Vlives make sense.

Moving on. So yea I wasn't sure about JM all this past few months especially as I believe he had asked for space in their relationship. You might not think much of it but given as JM had said in the past how if he had a lover he would want to be with them all the time and Jikook do spend a lot of time around each other but suddenly hear them talk about spending time apart and enjoying it and what not....

But I think I can stop worrying now because HE IS BACK! There is a new Jimin in town and he is taking names! Good for him!

And I don't mean his new hairdo this August. I mean the new attitude. This attitude:

In this interview he says he would take JK to an island which smart decision. I would take JK too cos dude can do anything, cant he?! Bless him.

But thats beside the point. What I think is happening here is, Jimin finally took a stand. He made up his mind and he is not getting pushed around anymore. Because this Jimin hasn't showed up in a while now. Now he seems quite defiant most times if you've been paying attention to him, so rebellious, so sure of himself. Good for him. Spending time to himself has done him some good. It's given him room to reflect and sort out his priorities.

He loves his work, his band and he loves JK and it's hard when all of those start rubbing against eachother. But Fuck professionalism. He is in love with JK and that is professionalism too. Add loving JK till the end of time to his profession bishes!! :p

Sorry. I got carried away.

But seriously, he seems like his old self but it's also a new self because he hasn't been that self for a hot minute. This is JK's sweat tastes like holy water Jimin. This is I promised Jk I will go to the moon with him Jimin, this is I wanna go on a trip alone with JK Jimin- but badder. If you are a hardcore JM stand like I am you'd understand what I'm talking about.

HE IS BACK BABY! Our daddy is back!

The point of this post is to say, I believe JM finally figured out what he wants. So now hopefully the up and down should die down because quite frankly it's hard to keep up with those two I swear! We need a smooth sail Jikook. Make it happen!

I love it. I love where this is going and I can't wait to see more of their interactions so cheers to Jikookers and congratulations to Jimin for putting his shit together. We wanted rain. We about to be hit with a tsunami of Jikook moments.

Stay blessed. Stay beautiful. Jikook forever.

Signed,

Goldy

[myhearts-sherlocked]

The sign of three was basically a declaration of Sherlock's Love for John

Okay so, the title says it all.

This is my first blog post I'm writing I'm really excited, I hope not to get lost in my train of thought.

Okay so... Let's start easy.

The morning of the wedding Sherlock's up early, mrs. H brings him tea, and she starts talking about the Marriage ( calling it: THE BIG DAY) and how it changes people. Sherlock doesn't understand why this is a Big deal, and starts to avoid talking about it.

When the photographer is taking pictures after the ceremony; Sherlock doesn't budge at first when the photographer said "just the bride and groom, please" which I found really cute and sad at the same time. As at that point Sherlock helped both of them organize a lot of things, so they've been a team in the whole process, and when it was time for the actual thing, he had to step aside.

When Sholto arrives at the reception, John obv greets him, while Sherlock and Mary talk about him, and Sherlock shows obvious signs of jealousy knowing that John "never shuts up about Sholto and not him".

Also, it turns out that apparently he's not "the most unsociable man that John has ever met" anymore, which was one of the many things that made him different from everyone else around them, and now there's suddenly someone else taking that place from him?

*MARY: "neither of us were the first, you know? "

At this point Sherlock is done, and tells Mary to stop smiling, luckily Mary doesn't take it to heart as she 'knows' Sherlock and just shakes it off.

But Sherlock never told John to stop smiling cuz he basically did everything so that John's presumably "Most important day of his life" would go smoothly, and he knows how much John has hurt for the past years (he takes responsibility for it, and is trying to redeem himself by helping him find 'happiness') and probably understands that for John , the wedding day is actually a big deal, he might not understand why, as  he tells Mrs. H earlier:

* SHERLOCK: Two people who currently live together are about to attend church, have a party, go on a short holiday and then carry on living together. What's big about that?

One thing I really liked about Sherlock's Best man's speech is that even though he's the Cleverest person in the room , (and he knows it) and the whole mind palace thing ;

He prepares flashcards to remember, just in case something goes wrong and forgets, which would be unlikely, cuz yeah, hes Sherlock Holmes but he's still a human, and he does it so that he doesn't ruin the most important day in his Best Friend's life. Although he doesn't understand why, Sherlock does it anyways, for John. That's why he gets a bit agitated when he sees everyone crying, and wonders if he did something wrong.

Plus, Sherlock doesn't show-off as much during his speech, he made sure that the spotlight for his speech would always fall on John Watson.

Let's quote some of the nice things Sherlock said about John, during his speech:

*SHERLOCK: today you sit between the woman you have made your wife and the man you have saved - in short,  the two people who love you most in all this world. And I know I speak for Mary as well when I say we will never let you down, and we have a lifetime ahead to prove that.

* SHERLOCK: I never expected to be anybody's best friend. Certainly not the best friend of the bravest and kindest and wisest human being I have ever had the good fortune of knowing.

* SHERLOCK: The best and bravest man I know and on top of that he actually knows how to do stuff.

[Flashback to John asking Sherlock to be his best man]

*John: I want to be up there with the two people i love and care about most in the world

So, we already know that John's talking about his wife to-be and Sherlock. Now if you'll excuse me let's just go back a bit, when John hasn't met Mary yet. I think the statement would still stand; but with only one subject/individual (In this case Sherlock). Idk where I'm going with this. But basically what I'm saying is that before John met Mary, Sherlock was the only person he loved and cared about the most in the world. Let that sink in.

Now. Let's talk about the flashbacks of the stag night.

Before actually going to the Pubs, Sherlock asks Molly to help him 'calculate' their ideal alcohol intake.

And he says :

* SHERLOCK: Don't want to get ill. That would ruin it - spoil the mood.

Let's remember what John told Sherlock when he  was appointed as Best man:

*JOHN: Look, Sherlock, this is the biggest and most important day of my life.

And we see that Sherlock's a bit skeptical about it at first but we've seen that already.

[back to the stag night]

Sherlock really wants it to go well for John, but it doesn't really go as planned and they go home early. NOW, my favorite part of the stag night: The Rizla game.

When Sherlock's trying to guess who he's supposed to be... These are the answers that John has already given him:

He is human; not as tall as people think; nice-ish; clever, important to some people, ppl don't like him and he tends to rub them up the wrong way.

SO! With these informations on hand, Sherlock's first guess is: KING OF ENGLAND, ofc John tells him that they don't have a king, So Sherlock had to guess again. His second guess was 🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁. JAWN. Yep, so I found this interesting somehow, basically what I came up with is : for Sherlock, Jawn has the same qualities a king would have. Think about it. I'll let you work it out by yourself, cuz I'm tired sksk. Just comment below any thoughts about this.

Ok so at this point Hudders interrupts the game, bringing in a client. Nothing in this part particularly interests this blog.

But a few honorable mentions :

> John touching Sherlock's knee

> Sherlock's arm around John while sitting on the couch

> Sherlock's butt up while "clueing for looks"

After this, there's the whole case-solving part. We'll skip it, and go to the last bit.

Sherlock's playing his newly composed waltz for the Watsons and then they talk about Mary being pregnant, everyone's happy, and there's the really long, awkward eye contact between the two men, while the bride is the one supposed to have all the attention, out of the 3 of them... Okay afterwards, the newlyweds dance together, and then Sherlock leaves early. As he sees that everything's going smoothly again, ( Sherlock saw, being the best man, a responsibility) at that point he probably thought that his job was done, and his presence was not needed anymore. That's heartbreaking.

So basically Sherlock also composed a Waltz for them (as I already mentioned earlier), and taught John how to dance along with it. So practically Sherlock did hell of a LOT for the Watsons, and John specifically. Cuz yeah it's the topic of this Blog post. But I enjoyed Sherlock and Mary's friendship during this.

But here's the thing, everything Sherlock has done throughout the whole episode; he did it exclusively for John's happiness. Because that's true love. Now count me as cheesy, but even if you don't ship Johnlock, and only see them as friends, you have to admit that what Sherlock did, showed his love for John. Because even if he knows that after this wedding John wouldn't spend as much time with him as he did in the past. He prefers to see John happy than being Petty about it. ( for me, that's love, as long as the other half is happy, I'm good)

Now let's remember what Sherlock did for the Watson's during this episode:

> greatest best man speech

> compose a Waltz

> teach John how to dance

> organize an intricate stag night with a personal touch

> prevent a murder at his Best friend's wedding

> got in good terms with Archie

> scared off Mary's ex, so he'd stay put.

> Made sure they still had beautiful wedding pics before arresting the photographer

Helps organizing :

> the sitting setting at the reception

> the time Schedule

> the tissues

* = quoted from https://arianedevere.livejournal.com/66078.html

That was all I had for you guys~ ✨I really hope you liked it, I enjoyed writing this, comment your thoughts, I'd appreciate feedback :')

[kayspiracy]

Eh, gay non-Swifties who hear rumors about the shitty Glee thing that Dianna did to Taylor & they turn out to be really into the thought of Taylor dating women who treat her like dogshit instead of her usual boring, ugly gay men. Like gay non-Swifties don't want Taylor to date women to be happy or to be Sapphic representation, they only want humiliating, dramatic content they can laugh at Taylor over. Like these non-fans hear that there's rumors that the "inside source at Glee" bullshit devasted Taylor psychologically & they clap voraciously because the thought of Taylor Swift being humiliated so badly by a woman is the most entertaining thing they've ever heard about her.

Sadly, gay non-Swifties asking about Taylor's gayness is not very deep, making jokes about Taylor being treated like shit by ex-girlfriends instead of her "ex-boyfriends" & how she's still probably the problem is simply the new craze surrounding Taylor. Taylor's merely become a very popular butt of jokes again, except gay jokes this time. These people have literally said they don't care about Kaylor after they learn about it because "it's boring because she treated Taylor well". It's about as deep as a puddle of drool on a school desk, it's all merely insanely beneficial free promo for Dianna & Taylor gets to "enjoy" being considered a pathetic but extremely humorous joke in the gay community. Poor Taylor, that's all she'll ever really be to the LGBT+ community until her tragic, depressing gay posthumous autobiography is published, the same joke to laugh at that she's always been.

jesus. This is so aggressive lmao. Have you actually read anything that people post about Taylor being gay outside of the tumblr-kaylor bubble?? People don’t laugh at her lmao, I don’t know where you’re getting this pov from. I think everyone needs to take a breath and stop acting like anyone Taylor has dated is like the spawn of satan or something. They were 20yos dating... Everyone loves to play up how “toxic” Dianna was as if a) we know anything about the relationship and b) anything we know about it wasn’t anything but normal 20yo fare haha. People joke about them being messy simply because of it being more public in some ways (Wonderland, a few tweets, etc) but I don’t think anyone (except you I guess) is under the impression that it was some abusive relationship or anything??? When I talk about people being “non-swifties”, I mean people who like Taylor but aren’t obsessive fans, not people who actively hate her???

This kind of point of view is why I left the whole kaylor scene in the first place, because a lot of ppl on here take things wayyyyyyy too seriously. I just want to have a jovial time talking about Taylor being wlw is that too much to ask? I don’t hate Dianna, I don’t hate Karlie, I don’t hate any of her ex bfs, I certainly don’t hate taylor. I think the fact of the matter is, people maybe just like Dianna more? Most likely because Karlie is married into a very icky family and Dianna just isn’t which makes her a lot more palatable. (I think the recent Glee resurgence may also be part of it too). Anyways, this probably isn’t the blog for you lol.  

[terrablaze514]

Being Black + R. Kelly, Living With Secrets, and Writing Catatonic Fanfics

Hey everyone.

I'm up extra early, because this is bugging my mind and heart right now. The words might leave if I don't voice (write) it.

In a few hours, I'll be going to church again. Christian, yes. Predominantly Black, you've guessed it. Both of these cancel each other out. Why?

Despite my suspicions growing up, the vast majority of Black people I knew (family, friends, acquaintances, etc.) were still jamming to R. Kelly's music. It makes all the more sense why he's known as, "The Pied Piper", and that's scary as buck if you stop to think about it.

I've never understood why he was permitted to keep making music. Why the buck does Wendy Williams still have an audience? Why did 2Pac and Michael Jackson get destroyed by false allegations (until their sunset), while R. Kelly is still a free man in the music industry with proof of sexual deviance in multiple court cases?

I was 7 when I was molested by a grown woman. I couldn't approach my parents about it, because she became a close friend to my mother, got closer to other notable family friends, and I was already misunderstood at school and church (Grade 2 was a horrible year). My parents were also coming to terms with their breakup, so it didn't help (because what if they had another physical altercation?). Top that with the ongoing belief that men were innately predators...

October 2018, I've had a nightmare of her stalking me while visiting my hometown (the 514) - woke up in a sweat, purchased Black Panther on Google Play Movies, and watched the movie until my eyes shut again... Because mentally, I needed to feel safe. I wanted Wakanda's protection. And I ended up getting it in my dreams (occasionally). M'Baku and The Jabari Tribe are the best!

Back on topic... So, while I'm happy that justice is happening, I'm also disappointed. Deeply disappointed in The Black Community for sweeping this issue under the rug.👏🏾Every.👏🏾 Single.👏🏾Time.👏🏾 I understand firsthand why it's hard to come forward. Allow me to explain (and these are some of the reasons why going to church is a farce in my book).

I've shared with a few Gundam Wing fans (via Discord) that I've sung in three choirs (four if school curriculum counts). To this day, I still jam to my favourite songs and sing as a secret means to calm down when times are too stressful (and if I have no access to a pen and notebook). So why bring this up? Simply put, during my tenure in the third choir, I was spanked and grabbed on the buttocks for holding the door open for an elderly man. [This isn't funny, so if you're laughing, check yourself or leave my blog ASAP]. Not only did this trigger my fear and cripple my confidence as a young adult, but I wasn't able to focus. I've felt scared... Moreso when I've relayed the incident to a few choir members. They've laughed it off, because it sounded funny to them.

It didn't help that this also happened a week after one of my closest friends had died from cancer (and I couldn't make it to his funeral). So being forced to laugh it off, take it with a grain of salt, and keeping it moving wasn't easy. Also, being Black means you don't cry. "Stay strong," is all people would ever say.

I've also been approached and stalked by some strange men, around my age (no older than 27). I'd be waiting at the bus stop so I can commute to work. Strange man shows up, and requests (to the point of begging) that I take the taxi with him. One week later, he begs me to skip work and come over to his place. For what, only God knows. I didn't go, but I've sent text messages to friends. The majority of them found it funny - except one, who also called to check up on me. If it were up to him, he'd drive across town and set the stalker straight.

That was then.

There was a fellow co-worker (cisgender woman) who used to touch, or feel up my inner thighs and buttocks without my consent, and in the presence of customers. How many times have I reported her, yet supervisors promoted her, and would say, "That's her way of giving people props."

What the heck?

Then, by the time I was 25, I've reached my breaking point despite graduating from college and acquiring two careers to call my own. My physical appearance (gaining weight), marital status ("let's find a boyfriend for you on WhatsApp Messenger"), and popularity were the only things that mattered. Damn it all to the grave.

Dating prospects were more like, groomers. And they were all Christian Churchians.💯 I've never given up the V-card, but I've tried to fit in to the point of mental starvation and social exhaustion. In the worst case scenario, I've heard adults (including a parent) poke rape jokes. What's so funny about that?

We sure as hell did not deserve Aaliyah, because the ignorance is real.

I've ended up writing a fanfic project that deals with the music industry, and emphasizes deep comparisons between a good rep team versus an evil rep team, by pulling bits and pieces of experiences by real artists, as well as my "inability to be more transparent/speak up/get out of my shell", and conceptions of what could go wrong if there was no access to a healthy outlet... Combined them into the realities of the characters I'm borrowing. It's still in progress; I'm a perfectionist, yet, the story needs to be told.

There's a second project where two cousins grow up together in the kingdom, get separated after the death of a family member, and the elder cousin searches for his bestie in America. Friendships are formed, but there's also a rampant rape culture against girls in the community where his cousin took residence... Pedophiles will get killed after witnessing the dismissal of reports by police. Go figure.

Writing these types of things, is an outlet. I don't condone abuse, murder, things of that dark nature, but honestly. I grew up in a rape culture. I need a healthy way to deal with (process) that.

Talking about it to people is only safe enough in therapy sessions. Outside of that, get laughed at. Mocked. Told that You deserve it (or did something to deserve it).

I've contemplated suicide last month. Resurfaced memories do more harm than good... And even if I followed through on December 29th (I'm glad I didn't), everything in this post, especially the woman predator who was a babysitter, is the secret I would've taken to my grave. Who could I talk to without feeling unsafe or unwelcome? Without laughing it off in a dismissive manner? Without assuming that I've done something to deserve it, like forgetting to pull on my panties first?

No one.

I've been taught that my big butt, juicy thighs, bust... Yet fat belly, rolls on my back, and somewhat bouncy arms, are something to be ashamed of. From 14 to 23, I used to sport Beyoncé's figure (used to be slimmer)... Yet I still had to feel guilty for embracing that, because if I didn't cover up... If I walked out late... If I didn't keep up with trends... if I didn't turn up for what... If I didn't drop it like it's hot, turn around and bump bump bump, my body too bootylicious for 'em, 'cause if it's worth it lemme work it... And whenever I did these things...

I am guilty.

Now that I'm older, and I don't do these things as often...

I am still guilty.

Because I grew up in a community and a society that hates rapists and pedophiles while making excuses for rapists and pedophiles if I spoke up. If other girls and women spoke up. If boys and men came forward with their true accounts without receiving homophobic comments, or the overused, "You became a real man, congratulations!" Canada's Supreme Court will not keep a sex predator behind bars for more than ten years. That's all the additional proof you need.

The hypocrisy was real, and it still is.

There was an incident where a little girl complained about a church elder touching her... No one believed her.

Later on in my teens, a teenage boy was falsely accused of sexual harassment, and everyone believed the lie (except his closest friends, whom told her to stop following them around).

Another church elder (and a Bible thumper), fondled my breasts out of spite - and my mother blamed me! The next time I've seen that elder, I've set her straight, but who the hell am I for talking? She's still the most respected because she knows every scripture passage, from Genesis to Revelation, and also knows every volume, word for word, from The Spirit of Prophecy. So she has no sin...

THE LIES!

I was nervous shaky the entire time.

So growing up Black, in a church community, as a girl (now a woman) had many catastrophes. I'm not crazy for putting this out there, just keeping it real. I'll be in church in approximately less than three hours from now, and if anyone cracks jokes or makes demeaning comments about R. Kelly's current and former victims, talking about how they're fast, and how they should've come forward... Nah, Hollywood gets away with sexual deviance against minors. A large percentage of them have bought R. Kelly's music, at music stores and on iTunes/Google Play Music. No surprise, huh? As much as I love my church family, I cannot accommodate the ignorance that's gone on for my whole life so far. *Sigh* This has blackened my heart, I just... I am at a loss, not only for R. Kelly's victims, but every child and youth who will be targeted by men and women who cannot be trusted.

I will always support Black Empowerment, Black Lives Matter and Black History... But I have zero tolerance for the enabling of pedophiles and rapists. Even the jokes. It's distasteful.

If you are a supporter/apologist of R. Kelly, Sparkle, Marques Houston, and any other person who'd used/subjected minors to assault and/or grooming, get off my page. And stop pretending to be a huge Aaliyah fan... We've lost her because the adults in her life had failed in exchange for her fame. We also owe Michael Jackson's family an apology for destroying his character and career under false allegations, while R. Kelly was still a free man, preying on girls and grooming boys to become like him... And all the evidence of his crimes were readily available on the archives while I was in Junior High. While we're at it, Kitti Jones and Drea Kelly need to take several seats. They've had every opportunity to approach the police. They've known what R. Kelly did to all those girls and how it's destroyed their youth. They are the poorest examples of how to put sex offenders in their place, just so they can get money now that #MeToo (who never gave a damn about half of your experiences, unless you were penetrated by a man)... Nuh-uh! The lives that were destroyed by rape, molestation, grooming and exploitation matter more than the money anyone might make from a case that should've been dealt with decades ago! My heart is very heavy throughout this post. I know it's Sabbath hours, but I'm currently listening to "Don't Stay" by Linkin Park, because it truly reflects my thoughts and memories, in the wake of #SurvivingRKelly.

Everyone (especially Black people) who put on R. Kelly during weddings and birthday celebrations, I've taken notes. You will not be trusted around my future children (if it's meant to be). I've never healed, yet. The community does not offer a safe space to heal from the damage that's been done. So when I hear about Chester Bennington (Linkin Park -I hope I spelled his name right), AJ and Nick (Backstreet Boys - their parents stood up for their sons), B2K (especially Raz-B), IMx, Sammy, O'Ryan, the victim of Brock Turner, a few victims of Bill Cosby and that actor from 7th Heaven, the young girl who was sexually assaulted and exploited by that loser who was granted a chance to finish up his studies at UofC (University of Calgary), Natasha McKenna who was stripped, dehumanized and tasered in her last moments by eight men, the former victims of Eddie Long who were forcibly silenced, the girl who was raped, hospitalized and raped again in the hospital by her father and brother... This is real ish. I have no more words. Leave my page if you support R. Kelly... Special shoutout to John Legend for keeping it real. Another special shoutout to Terry Crews who spoke up. To the victims of Harvey Weinstein and Kevin Spacey, you also need to get your voices heard, because you also matter. To the victims of Ryan Seacrest, the same also applies. May Corey Haim Rest in Power, because Charlie Sheen is getting his just reward for what he did decades ago. Although I'm glad B2K is reuniting for tour, I've been conflicted with how R. Kelly wrote your popular hits. That wasn't your fault, though. Your former manager (Chris Stokes - another pedophile) had that set up for your grooming - good thing y'all left TUG behind when you did. Other artists and notable faces in the entertainment industry - you don't have to comment, but I beseech you to STOP collaborating with R. Kelly. What he did to those girls is beyond me. If you keep enabling him, you're now guilty for proving that rape is okay.

It is not.💯