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FUCK I HAVE A WRITING ASSIGNMENT DUE AT 1:30 INSTEAD OF MIDNIGHT BECAUSE MY PROFESSOR IS A MONSTER
#I literally had it half done#and decided to reqwrite#SO IM LOCKING TF I N#RAAHHHHH#Assume you cannot reach me today#if you do reach me?#TELL ME TO FUCK OFF P L E A S E#IT MEANS IM DOOM SCROLLING#UNTIL I CONFIRM IM DONE#ACT LIKE IM A DOG RAPIDLY APPROCHING THENKAGIVING DINNER#SHOO ME AWAY#sunny rambles#college life
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I canât believe I was so busy screaming for joy at my tv that I missed one last precious mention of my boy! The myth, the man, the legend, theâŚ. Soup? RANGER CAMPBELL who is covering for Carlos so he can go to the promotional ceremony and be there for his husband đ
He didnât go to prison!! OR get killed by a piece of stray asteroid! This season finale really is the gift that keeps on giving.
#I got one last soup mention!!#911 lone star#carlos reyes#sam campbell#ranger soup#tk strand#tarlos#I just keep winning folks!#I was pretty sure I heard carlos say something about Campbell being the one covering for him#but I had to wait until the episode dropped on Hulu to confirm#if you are asking yourself if I stayed up until 3AM just to rewatch that part and see if carlos mentioned soup#then you are correct#I did in fact do that#and yes. im aware I have problems#donât come at me#this is the most on brand thing Iâve ever done#except for skipping my own promotional ceremony in favor of watching tonightâs episode live#thatâs also right up there on the list of most on brand for me things that Iâve done
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đĄBILL SONAđĄ
CW: eyes, staring

wanted to hop on this trend(???itâs probably not a trend but Iâve just seen it a lot lately I guess??) so hereâs my take on a Bill-Ciphered sona~
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âŹď¸~no-noise vers. & wips of this-âŹď¸

#i donât think ive been able to start and FINISH a piece in a day in a WHILEE#i got in the zone and didnt leave until this was done it seems#i like this trend or whatever it could be considered#ive been loving seeing the resurgence of gravity falls with the Book of Bill#im not as into it as welcome home but its a nice break to take from our puppety neighbors#plus billford is confirmed(?) cannon and i get to see the tomfoolery that comes with that :D#haha anyway have a good night/morning/afternoon/evening :3#gravity falls#bill sona#bill cipher#wip#wip tag#finished wip#artists on tumblr#digital art#digital illustration
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The end of Quantum Foam Latte work!!!
The first slide is the first sketch I did coming back to this project, I kind of love how wacky they all look. The next slides have some of the first drawings ever of these characters when I began this project last year, for my final semester. I noodled around with the two girls alone at first, but Dr Allax found is way in as I tried to worldbuild. The silly draw-the-squad piece at the very end LITERALLY helped me create the story that I finally settled on HAHA. Never underestimate creating memes for the fandom population of 1 (yourself) when making OCs and stories.
#and with that we are done and i can stop remembering them LOL#get back in the back of my brain until i want to revisit you ~5-10 years from now#quantum foam latte#visdev#visual development#character design#original art#2024#i know these are ocs so nobody reallly cares about them? but i learned a ton from this project and the deadlines and constraints it set#and it confirmed that this is what I want to do with my life#AND ALSO im already I think sooo much better than these images show#obv especially these dumb sketches but even the polished pieces#maybe save for the cover i KNOW i can do better#ive been forcing myself to upload these so people can see them but i dont like them anymore#theyre just up to look at and to look back on#i am already leveled up from these BECAUSE of these. yeah#my art
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still not over me missing zayne the most,,,
#confirmed fave character in lads#i didnt realize until after i stopped playing tho which is funny gfdrsdf#stoic character done right...#he really warms up as u progress#and hes super cute#hes like so#....how do explain#hes like this super successful guy and hes not cocky about it#he doesnt think hes better than anyone#and he really could if he wanted to#considering his accomplishments#but hes just not that type of guy#AND he doesnt think hes above mcs hobbies and actively participates in them đ#which is bare minimum#but ud be shocked how this stuff is handled in other otome games#and like yea im not immune to an asshole character but i will say i only care for them in fiction...#lads does ACTUAL romance pretty well imo (and not just puppy love stuff)#and like id long term date these guys irl#or at least be way more inclined to than the average LI#love and deepspace#also irl doctors can be kinda...hmm#so that just adds to zaynes character that hes humble
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Ok yk what I think I need to run a poll I need to know what the pipeline is for ppl who like went to public school or didnât have many friends or smth & basically had zero exposure to what is & isnât socially acceptable until eventually branching out social circles and learning more
SO HERE IS THE QUESTION maybe this is actually a natural human experience maybe im just fucking autistic idfk. All I know is Iâm still incredibly fucked up from smth that happened a decade ago and Iâve never bothered asking if anyone else has gone thru smth like it
#fyi this goes for ANY inappropriate thing. like it does not just have to be like interrupting ppl or smth#in fact this is ESPECIALLY asking toward ppl who have said things like slurs and very harmful things w/o knowing/understanding the weightâ#âthose words carry. THATS what im looking for because I NEVER see it talked about#like. whenever I see this discussed the conversation just ends at âeveryone knows theyâre badâ but CLEARLY not everyone#I need to know how other people cope with the guilt of saying fucked up things and not knowing until the damage had been done#because SURELY Iâm not the only one who went through this#SURELY Iâm not the only one who struggles with believing I deserve any sort of kindness#Surely Iâm not the only one who developed severe morality related obsessions and compulsions over this right???????????#So yea anyway call this my desperate attempt to maybe possibly heal a teensy bit from a decade old wound#Bc it took this long apparently for me to realize I still struggle with the guilt & feel like a fraud knowing the ppl who care for me now#donât know about my past behaviour and Iâm deceiving them each time I laugh with them and smile with them#There has to be SOMEONE out there that understands right#anyway if this ends in ppl confirming that I do in fact not deserve love for this past behaviour like my thoughts tell me then idfk man lol#canât live with that whatever anyway#personal
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I can't believe my friend who promised not to abandon me and promised to communicate with me if there's a problem isn't communicating and is abandoning me đ it's not like I could ever predict this happening, yet again, for the 30th time in my life. đ
why do I choose all the wrong friends?! i'm cursed. the SAME EXACT PATTERNS KEEP REPEATING.
#we are fine and perfect and get along and communicate well. suddenly they start ignoring me. have excuses. i give them space#then they completely avoid me leaving to wonder if their excuses are real or fake. so i want. for months. a year. checking in#once a month or so. getting no response. losing hope. finally being done. calling them out on ignoring me. whil they talk to other people#they confirm they were ignoring me. aay i âhurtâ them but they refuse to say why or forgot or âdont wanna talk about it/move onâ#but i need us to talk out this problem i was unaware of and never told about! they refuse to speak.#then it either ends in me pushing them to talk it out until they scream they hate me and block me#or they completely ghost me until i give up. or i get tired of their shit and say im done and leave#THE PATTERNS REPEATS ITSELF THE SAME EVERY TIME AND I DONT GET IT! EVEN IF I CHANGE STUFF IT STILL HAPPENS#WHAT THE FUCK#lee rants
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srry i do nothing but complain these days but the pride event in my city is like, sometime this week. and i just. remember when i pulled the courage to go to a special open-to-everyone integration day at the local queer organisation. and it was supposed to be "boardgames and discussions" and whatnot so i thought it would be like. a chill introduction. so i went, and like two seconds after saying hi and sitting down at the table a girl offered to explain the basics to me, and we went to talk in a corner of the room, and she went on like. five hundred years long discussion about, not only the organisation, but also every detail of what trans people could do in the area, and asking abt my gender presentation, what i'd want, presentation-wise and medical transition-wise, etc. like an idiot i answered even though i was uncomfortable, and now i have a post-it w both sides covered in info like, the local trans students club (where she hangs out apparently), or various names of gender-affirming procedures. so uh. yeah. what not to do when a new trans person shows up to a queer organisation: start talking abt medical transition and asking info abt theirs and their gender presentation, unprompted. she's not even a staff member she just "likes to help" yeah sure stay back thx
#''i don't know what you've done so far-'' nothing thank you im closeted. shut the fuck up.#i don't want to know what kinds of surgery can be done i just wanted to play board games and maybe talk to people who'd use my pronouns#for fucking once#thank you for confirming i'm an intruder until i go through or actively pursue medical transition đ#it's really helping my very complicated feelings about both gender and the upsides and downsides of various medical actions#broadcasting my misery#vent
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includes: f! reader, aged up! characters, dom! maki / sub! yuuta, cunnilingus, bondage, overstim
maki using you to teach yuuta how to eat pussy !!ďźăâăďźďź
well, teach might not be the right word. it's kind of like when parents throw their kids into the pool and force them to learn how to swim.
her hand has a vice grip on the roots of his jet locks, shoving his pretty face between your legs â legs that are tied by the ankles to either side of the bedframe. yuuta clearly has barely any clue what he's doing, but, to his credit, he can barely breathe.
his tongue is lapping at your sopping cunny so so so desperately, no direction or technique in sight. it's not even close to enough to make you cum, it's barely even stimulation at all. ugh!!
maki can tell you're dissatisfied â it's written all over your face and clear in your lack of moans â and it brings a scowl onto her face. "yuuta," she hisses, dragging his face against your sex, "try harder."
yuuta tries to mumble some sort of apology from his useless mouth, though it comes out as just a weak whine.
"listen to me," she scolds. and, again, it's just a whine in response.
though, he seems to actually listen. you can almost hear the cogs of his brain turning as his tongue tentatively flattens on the underside of your throbbing clit. the moan the bubbles from your parted lips is enough confirmation that he's finally doing something close to right. so, he does it again. and again. and again. until your choked moans and the lewd, wet sounds of his tongue lapping at your weeping bud fill the room.
"that's better," maki grumbles, and you can feel yuuta's lips curve into a smile at her half-hearted praise.
it's not long before your strangled, pitchy moans grow louder and yuuta's slurping the cum you're despoting onto his eager tongue. maki smiles a little as your squirm and whine through your orgasm â though your writhing is heavily reduced by your restraints. she uses her free hand to gently rub up and down your trembling thigh in a stark contrast to how hard she's gripping yuuta's hair, forcing his mouth onto your twitchy, overstimulated cunt again.
"too much, maki! tell 'im i need a â ah! â break," you gasp out when yuuta's tongue doesn't let up, flicking your throbbing clit like it's all he's ever wanted.
she almost laughs in your face at that. too much? no. he won't be done until he's mastered the art of making a pretty girl cum. "not yet," she says with a small head shake , "put your tongue in 'er, yuu," she instructs the boy.
and, he is so obident to her every command â she has him on the shortest leash, you think â sinking his hot tongue into your hole. he moans against your pussy when it excitedly clenches around the pretty pink muscle. he fucks his tongue in and out of your spasmodic entrance, a small smile on his lips as another climax seems to crash over you.
and, true to maki's word, yuuta spends hours learning between your legs until he is an expert! though, unfortunately for you, you end up a shaking, sniffling mess after far too many orgasms (o^â˝^o)
#sigh i want both of them#jjk#jjk blurb#jjk drabble#jjk x reader#jjk fanfic#jjk smut#jjk x you#jjk brainrot#jujutsu kaisen#smut#maki zenin#maki zen'in x reader#maki zenin smut#maki smut#maki zen'in x you#maki zenin x reader#okkotsu yuta x you#yuuta okkotsu x reader#jujutsu kaisen yuta okkotsu#yuta okkotsu#yuuta smut#yuuta okkotsu smut#okkotsu yuuta#jjk yuta#yuta x reader#yuta smut#yuuta x y/n#jujutsu kaisen yuuta#yuuta x reader
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Supposed to start my new job tonight. It'd be cool if they could actually give me my schedule
#ive talked to them 3 times#and every time its 'oh we'll call back later today to confirm everything'#and then i dont hear from them until i go to the store and ask#the first time they didnt have the information they needed#the second time they did have it and they'd had it the whole time but they'd lost it#now they just need to get everything set it'll be done by the end of the day#the day ends in 3 hours and ive heard nothing#im supposed to have my first shift in 9 hours#if thats still accurate i need to go to sleep soon#but if i go to sleep now i might miss the call#but they also might not call at all#in which case i wont start tonight#why is this so difficult#op
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ryukishi saying he still doesnt intend on furthering ciconia bc of all the current world events is so... like it was already a weak justification during covid but like. just be honest abt the silent hill money speaking louder than wtc money we would all understand!
#i intend to watch the livestream where he says this myself later when im done raiding but otherwise this is info from r/visualnovels#so take it with a massive grain of salt until u confirm this urself#but like. we all know his non WTC works are dogshit and ciconia sold poorly#so if he simply said he was pursuing the more economical interest i think many ppl would understand#not to mention ppl already have high expectations since this is the first of his works with an end already in mind. so the longer he waits#the more that expectation grows....
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pediatrician!rafe coming to check in on reader after the baby is settled in the nicu for the night
gown blotched in small wet patches, puddles of tears that shed from the moment your daughter was lifted from your arms and rushed out of the room.
they didnât tell you where she was going.
it had been two hours.
the tears had mostly subsided, and now you just stared at the wall infront of you, unwilling to do the pending work you had waiting for you, or even write the email confirming your maternity leave.
with a gentle creak of the door, a man stepped into the room, causing you to glance his way. he was wearing light blue scrubs, a clipboard in his hand and a name tag you could make out to be âdr.cameronâ.
âhi, iâm dr.cameron, im the neonatologist taking care of your daughter,â he said softly, pulling up a seat beside your hospital bed.
you blink at him, unsure if itâs the post labour dizziness making you hear things or if heâs just said a really long word you donât quite understand. âi donât..i donât know what that is. do you know where my daughter is?â you sniffle, thinking that somewhere behind that small smile of his and muscles that are making the woman next to you lean her head over the curtain, he must have some brain.
âdo i know where- did they not tell you?â his brows furrow, smile dissipating and concern overtaking his features.
you shake your head, tugging the blanket of your bed further up.
muttering some curse under his breath, evidently annoyed, he apologises, âiâm sorry, they shouldâve told you. because sheâs premature they put her in nicu, itâs an intensive care unit for infants born with health difficulties, usually premature babies.â
relief emanated from you, even if some worry lingered on your chest.
intensive care sounded bad.
âso is she-is she okay?â
âyeah, sheâs doing just fine. weâre gonna need to run some tests though, keep her here for a bit, some problems donât reveal themselves until a few days. but so far, so good,â he says, giving you what you assume must be some programmed reassuring look. he must give it to everyone. how much of it is even the truth?
you nod anyways, wanting to believe she was okay. âdo i get to see her?â your voice is quiet, like itâs a right you have to earn, like youâre scared even seeing her will hurt her fragile little body.
âoh yeah, you can see her right now if you want. if you can walk that is, i can take you to where she is?â he offers, a teasing look on his face when he mentions your ability to walk, like he might have to wheelchair you out of here.
frowning at his little quip, you tell him, albeit in a sleepy voice, âi can walk.â
he grins, standing up, and helping you out of the bed even when you insist youâll be fine. his arm hooks around your waist, your hands around his bicep as he leads you to the nicu.
everything in the hospital is oddly quiet.
weirdly peaceful as you walk to the nicu.
after a few steps and beats of silence, he adds, âa neonatologist, is a paediatrician who specialises in premature infants, thatâs me, for your daughter.â
âoh..well, thank you..â
âmy pleasure,â he comes to a stop infront a large glass panel, rows of babies in little cots, fast asleep.
pointing to the cot closest to the window, on the right, rafe leans closer to speak in a hushed voice, âthatâs her, there. you can hold her tomorrow, iâll bring her to you, when weâve done our tests, for now sheâs sleeping.â
lip bitten raw, you manage a hum, staring at the little thing, asleep and wearing clothes slightly big for her. âsheâs so small,â you whisper.
âthey all are, sheâll get bigger, donât worry.â
along each cot, your eyes spot the labels, cursive handwriting with the babiesâ names on them. guilt hits you like a train, or maybe itâs the sadness washing over you as to how fast she was taken. how little time you got to spend with her.
âi havenât even named her..â you mumble, subconsciously hugging closer to rafeâs arm, not even noticing how he pulls you a bit closer too.
âdâyou wanna name her now?â he asks, tilting his head to look down at you. you purse your lips together, briefly glancing at him before nodding.
âi was thinking..aurora?â you admit almost timidly, like thereâs some league in names and yours might drop the very bottom.
âaurora? thatâs a nice name.â
âyeah well i watch maleficent,â you joke.
âoh yeah thatâs a perfect way to name your kid, through movies.â he chuckles, words entirely unconvincing in a way that makes you break into soft laughter as well.
âyou donât think that.â
âno i- okay, i think thereâs room for it to go wrong.â
âlike if i named her maleficent?â
âiâve seen it happen, get all kinds of weird names nowadays. well auroraâs cute.â he reassures you, squeezing your arm ever so slightly while you watch her amongst every other baby in the nicu.
the ward is peaceful, for once, you think. no crying babies, or screaming mothers, or midwives rushing around the place. finally you can be free from the pending stresses, and the world awaiting you outside, focusing purely on your daughter.
#rafe cameron#rafe imagine#rafe x reader#rafe fanfiction#rafe x female!mc#rafe fic#rafe obx#rafe outer banks#drew starkey#drew x reader#rafe x oc#rafe#rafe x you#rafe smut#outerbanks rafe#singlemom!reader#pediatrician!rafe#rafe cameron prompt#rafe cameron x yn#rafe cameron headcanons#rafe cameron fluff#rafe cameron blurb#rafe cameron fanfic#rafe cameron x reader#obx fanfiction#obx fic#writers on tumblr#writing#send anons#drew x you
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thinking about idol!skz making their cute little stay sign an NDA
wcÂť 4k (APPARENTLY???)
cwÂť fem & STAY!reader, orgy (9), multiple rounds for reader but all of skz goes once each, both mean & soft dom skz, fingering/finger fucking, recording with a phone, 1 protected & 2 unprotected p in v, oral (f briefly & m fully receiving), face fucking, facial, light cum play?
anÂť i reread this like 10 times but i still hate it idk why lol, but anyways pls note that im using their STAGE names, this is really unrealistic imo but im indulging for once in my writing career bc im a weak, weak woman
shes so excited and has the biggest smile on her face, despite the fact that she knows there's mostly dirty stuff in the agreement. their manager stands nearby in the conference room, watching over every move from everyone. 'just in case'
and little does she know that the second she's done signing, they agreed to show her just why they're known for being one of, if not THE rowdiest idol group ever.
and then that sweet little smile pops up again and she pushes the signed form towards their manager. they wait patiently for a confirmation before even making the tiniest move. once they witness a nod and a bow in farewell from their manager, they smile to themselves.
lee know is the first to pounce, not even giving their manager time to walk out of the room.
the manager throws a plastic bag onto the middle of the conference table and heads to the door with some comments to the boys, and she watches as something thumps as the bag falls over and she faintly sees the shiny, square wrapper of something peeking out
lee know gives her a sickeningly sweet smile and helps her to her feet. she's confused as to why but doesn't exactly question it. she just assumes they're going to another room. and, well, it's not like she has the chance to really question anything.
not when her whole world spins and her cheek aches from the way shes all but slammed onto the conference table. and sure as hell not when her short, thin sundress is pulled up and bunched around her waist. and he wastes no time either!! it's like he's been waiting for that stupid piece of paper to get signed.
he knows it's all for the group's safety and that it was necessary for a "situation like this" or whatever crap his manager said. but that won't stop him from making you pay for it.
he's ruthless as he finger fucks you into oblivion right off the bat, leaving little comments here and there as his free hand digs into your neck, holding you down against the flat surface.
he curls both fingers directly into your g-spot and your orgasm takes you by surprise. you had no chance to warn him- or any of them- before you moan loudly and gush around his fingers. your legs kick up behind you in overstimulation, but he still doesn't let up right away. only once he remembers his other members are still there, he finally slides them out of you.
he's quick to get a taste and shoves his fingers past his lips, licking them clean as you attempt to catch your breath. you manage to shake off some of the surprise just in time for the sound of a chair scraping against the floor meeting your ears.
then you feel hands on your hips and youre spinning again. this time though, you're folded into a chair. lee know holds you against him and pulls your legs up to your chest, letting you sink down just the slightest bit and causing your head to rest against his pecs.
you're not sure what to expect until you notice i.n hovering over you. he runs the back of his fingers against your folds and laughs at the way your legs twitch from sensitivity. then he uses his free hand to stroke up and down your thigh before settling by your ass and using his thumb to spread you open.
he sits there for a moment and just takes in the sight of you just barely glistening and makes a noise of delight, as if he were eating his favorite meal.
he runs his fingers through your folds again, this time with more pressure, and teasingly dips the first few centimeters of his fingers into your hole before popping it back out and tracing little circles around your clit
eventually, amidst your whines and little hole twitches, he indulges you and sinks two of those long fingers into your walls. your legs twitch against lee know's hold and the elder squeezes your legs tighter before making some crude comment in your ear that you can't completely pick up behind the squelching of your pussy </3
i.n smiles to himself and moves his fingers roughly right off the bat. his fingertips dig meanly into your g-spot and you cry out loudly. your eyes focus on the maknae above you, taking in the crazy look in his eyes as he coos down at you in mockery of your whines.
and thanks to that, you miss the way a phone gets set up right where you just signed your life away. it's almost comedic the way they use the same tripod they use in their lives. but, again, you completely miss it.
and nobody can really blame you because the first orgasm that gets caught on the camera, literally seconds after the recording started, was enough to make your legs snap out of lee know's grasp.
i.n laughs and slows his fingers, letting you ride out that high for a moment and waiting for your legs to unclasp to pull his fingers out completely.
you think you understand now, and maybe it's onto the next, but that's not happening. not when this spoiled little brat doesn't move away from you. a few people even stand to claim their turn but, much to their dismay, i.n only sits in the same spot. in fact, he runs his fingers through your folds again, ready for a round 2- or... 3, i guess you could say.
and who are they to deny their little brother! after all, they are the ones who made him so spoiled in the first place. if they let him walk all over them without any punishment, you can't imagine the things he has planned for you.
a cry is ripped through your throat as his fingers dive in again at the same time that lee know hooks your legs over his, spreading you nice and wide for the room. the fingers just as mean as before and you can see his arms flexing as he tries to find another, deeper angle. one that he finds rather easily thanks to the telltale shivers from your body.
though, he's not really given much time to play with it as you cum again suddenly. you gasp loudly and he can tell it caught you off guard too, so he laughs and helps lee know hold your legs down and apart as he finger fucks you through this orgasm. he pulled his fingers out at the perfect time, right before it had actually became too much.
buuut, like stated earlier, they are the rowdiest group around. so did you actually think you would get a second to breathe? lol. maybe with one of the others, yes. but seungmin? yeah.... no. he actually pushes i.n out of the way, to the point where the youngest almost falls on the floor.
he then lands a brisk slap to your folds and wastes no time in shoving his fingers in, 3 of them to be exact. your eyes roll into the back of your head and one of your hands desperately digs your nails into his arm. he responds by pushing it away and landing another slap to your folds.
lee know laughs from behind you and hooks his forearm under your knee, hugging that leg to your chest and using his other hand to grip your wrist tightly. seungmin takes the chance and uses his free hand to push your other leg away, spreading you open while also pinning it up and away from you. the action makes you fall back against lee knows chest again.
his fingers are somehow rougher than the other 2 before him. you thought i.n was bad, but seungmin shows you no mercy. he even puts on a show for the others and leans down, sinking his teeth into the fat of your thigh thats just under lee know's arm
the action makes you whimper and clench around his fingers, taking him by surprise. he tests the waters and bites again, but harder. you clench yet again and the boys watch as your eyes roll to the back of your head
your mind is becoming foggy as you are forced to take everything the second youngest gives. and when you finally come for the 4th time, he pushes it even further and lands a sudden smack to your ass.
he pulls away slightly, his fingers drawing sticky shapes into your folds as mumbled chatter is heard. lee know pushes you to your feet and helps you stand up as a set of steps are walking towards you.
felix takes lee know's seat on the chair and pulls you onto his lap. you feel his hands on your hips, dragging your cunt back and forth along his cock, before you notice the man in front of you. han smiles sweetly, but when you blink you catch on to the menacing message behind it. even more so when he drops to his knees, eyes never leaving yours, and licks a long, slow stripe up your thigh.
felix giggles to himself when you shiver at the feeling and digs his fingers into your hips. he lifts you just enough for han to slide his cock inside of you. then he drops you down suddenly and hugs you to his chest.
you cry out at the suddenness and the room erupts in husky chuckles, some of them pulling their cocks out to jerk off at the sight of you getting broken in by their sunshine.
you get manhandled a little further, specifically felix positioning you so that he can fuck into you while giving han some space to work with. once they find the position that works, the pair give you no time to think.
han latches onto your clit immediately, sucking harshly and running his tongue in messy shapes against it. felix groans into your ear from the way you clench around him, but he uses it as motivation to start fucking into you.
the two hover you slightly above felix and give him space to start lifting his hips slowly- trying to find a rhythm that works for the awkward position. once he finds it, he digs his hands into your waist and starts fucking you harder, his tip hitting an angle similar to the one i.n had found earlier
your moan gets caught in your throat and you feel han smile against your mound at the sound. felix reads you like a book and fucks his hips in the same position, making sure to roll his hips slowly once he was sure that he found the right spot.
han nips at your clit softly one final time before standing to his feet again. he backs up and unbuckles his belt, never breaking eye contact with you, and smirks when he pulls his cock out.
the two move almost in sync and you're helped back onto your feet only to get pushed forward and shoved towards han's length. they hastily spit roast you and fuck you like there's no tomorrow- han's hand fisting your hair while the other holds both your wrists up and out of the way for felix, who squeezes your ass firmly before landing a playful smack to your thigh.
they take turns pushing you back onto the other, seesawing you like it's some sort of game until felix slows suddenly and finishes inside the condom you hadnt even realized he put on. he pulls away with no warning once he's done and you drop to your knees at the loss of your main support system.
han laughs and slaps his tip along your lips, then against your tongue when you poke it out obediently.
somebody on your side whistles at the sight and you feel your cheeks burn, only for it to fade once two hands rest on either cheek and use that grip as leverage to start fucking your throat.
its so sloppy, but thankfully isnt as rough as you'd have expected. he still fucks your throat roughly, but it's just enough for you to be able to look up at him under your lashes and run your tongue along his underside.
he groans and bites his lip at the feeling, eyes rolling until theyre closed as a drunk smile breaks out on his face. 'dirty girl.'
once han has you swallow his release, he crouches down in front of you and gives you a sweet peck on your cheek alongside a soft massage to your hips. he throws in a comment about how good you've been so far, only to get interrupted by one of the older boys.
but he can't really blame hyunjin for being impatient for his turn. i.n got two turns against everybody else's will so he's a little cranky that they're behind schedule.
he stalks towards you, a smirk painting his face as he helps you to your feet. hyunjin giggles as he pulls you into him and you stumble from your shaky legs. his pillowy lips push against your neck and you melt at the feeling, closing your eyes momentarily and forgetting about the other men surrounding you.
its short-lived, though, and hyunjin quickly releases your neck to spin you around and help you jump onto the table. his hand sneaks into the base of your head, grabbing onto what hair he can manage in a few seconds, and tugs your neck backward.
while he does that, his other arm wraps around your waist and holds you against his chest, making sure that you dont go anywhere.
he holds your head in a way that forces you to keep eye contact, and for a moment youâre confused as to why. but then he empties your head the second the thought comes to mind thanks to the way his cock slides through your folds
it makes your jaw drop and he mocks your expression, smiling at the end of it when you whine in embarrassment. he's so long. cock tearing up your insides already and he's not even started fucking you yet.
he starts off strong, his balls smack against your ass and the hand in your hair tightens, using the hold as leverage to hold you still so he can fuck into you even harder.
the hand on your back moves to your thigh, pushing one of them up and out of the way to give him more space to fuck you deeper. between your tightness nearly suffocating his cock and watching so much build-up, hyunjin already feels like his orgasm is close by.
and heâd be completely right, especially when your cunt makes so much of those gooey goodness noises and you leak around him like a faucet.
the hand in your hair tugs and angles you to the side. once heâs happy with the skin he can see, he leans forward and bites down on your collarbone. he leaves a few marks there before his hand releases your neck in favor of yanking your sundress over your tits. he would have half the mind to just take it off, but with his orgasm so close, he has something else on his mind.
he kisses your boob once and then kisses your nipple, he stays there just a moment before biting down on it softly and sucking harshly. your nipples were so sensitive from not being touched at all and it triggers your next orgasm. he rides it out by continuing to eagerly fuck into you and chase his own orgasm.
he finds it after leaving a few bite marks against your collarbone and groans into your ear as he fucks you through it, his hips stuttering each time you feel a warmth filling you.
he pulls away after some time passes and pulls out slowly, eyes glued to the sight of your cunt leaking his cum. he smiles and continues to stare at it for a moment, even going as far as to tease his tip through your folds and draw shapes into your clit with his messy tip. he dips it back in your hole one last time to get a reaction out of you before heâs pulled away by a hand on his shoulder.
your pussy is behind puffy at this point, but what do they care? this is what you agreed to, after all. and as much as changbin wants to feel bad for you, his cock aches so badly from something that only you and that pretty pussy of yours could fix.
he drags you off the table by your hips and flips you around, pushing you down against the table forcefully exactly like lee know did earlier. the only difference is this time, changbin shoves his cock in you all at once.
the sheer thickness of it makes you choke on your spit and dig your nails into the table. you push up to try and get a second to breathe, but he wraps his hand around your neck from behind and pulls you flat against his chest.
he mumbles something into your ear about how you need to stop running away from him, and how you need to take it or else heâll give it to you 10 times harder.
and at first you listen perfectly! your body shakes and moves a little too much for his liking, but you obey rather nicely as he fucks you thoroughly.
you listen just fine until he lifts your hips just the slightest bit and a second pair of hands slides a folded-up sweater under your stomach, giving him a new, much better angle to ram into.
thats when you start to push back against him and disobey him.
he rolls his eyes and slams his hand against your ass, making you twitch farther away from him. he huffs under his breath and pulls you all the way onto his cock by your shoulders.
it makes him bottom out and your legs shake when he sits still, making you feel every last inch of him and every last throbbing vein along his length.
you clench around him unintentionally and it makes him loosen his hold on you, giving you some leeway to try wiggling away again. but heâs not gonna have any of that!! youâre supposed to be good.
so he drags his hands down your shoulders and down your arms until he gets to your wrists. once he wraps his hands around them, he pulls you up and forcefully arches your back as he holds your arms back near his stomach.
the new position gives him enough leverage to fuck you deeply while simultaneously preventing you from getting away from him, and with his rough eagerness, it's not a surprise that the both of you cum in the next few minutes.
he bottoms out one last time as he releases into you, emptying what feels like actual buckets into you and taking well over 15 seconds until his balls are done draining into you.
the feeling of being overfilled from multiple loads, one of which felt like gallons worth, and being bullied by his thick cock made your legs finally give out. changbin pulls out of you all of a sudden and neither of you has much time to react before your legs wobble and you fall to your knees.
he catches you as your knees hit the floor and he laughs to himself when you try to use the table to stand up, only to stumble again.
instead of helping you up, he grins smugly and watches as your legs tremble from your spot on the floor. even once heâs done, he still doesnât help you up. he just backs away and leaves you to screw your head back on.
you really felt like you were finished, your brain was so fogged that you genuinely lost count of how many of them had brought you to an orgasm. not to mention you had no idea how many orgasms you even had.
but thankfully, it technically was the last- at least for your cunt (for now).
bang chan clears his throat to catch your attention and smiles sweetly at you from across the room when your eyes meet. he doesnât move more than an inch, only tilting his head slightly and raising his eyebrow at you in a way that makes you ache with need.
his eyes glance to his feet before returning to your face and you take a moment to process what he wants, your brain still foggy from the onslaught of orgasms you had to suddenly endure, but it clicks fast enough for him to smile even wider when you begin crawling over to him.
your face burns in embarrassment from the others watching, but chanâs thumb stroking your cheek once you settle between his thighs makes it worth every second.
âiâll be the nice one and give you a break.â a few sounds of disapproval come from behind you, but inevitably die down when he glances towards them. he teases his thumb along your bottom lip and continues.
âthat being saidâŚâ the thumb on his other hand pushes down on his cock through his pants before dipping under his hem. âi still deserve a turn, donât ya think?â he pulls his pants and boxers down before you can say anything and you find yourself drooling at the sight of him. âi had to sit here and watch my boys break you in. itâs only fairâ
he slaps his tip against your cheek a few times, laughing to himself at the action, then pushes himself past your lips. he groans quietly with a smile painting his face as you take him deeper on your own- all the way until you feel him in the back of your throat.
his hand pushes down against your head, making you deepthroat him. he revels in the feeling for a moment before loosening the pressure and helping you pull off.
he easily falls into a rhythm like this, lifting and pushing your head onto himself. his groans were enough to get you to push your legs together, the ache between your legs somehow coming back as you pleasure the âhead of the house.â between his praises and pet names, you only felt more eager to suck him harder and cause his orgasm.
you completely forget everything around you until i.n. walks into your peripheral vision with a phone on a small tripod in his hand. your eyes snap to him, staring at the smile that's partially hidden behind the phone, before staring directly into the camera lens.
you can tell it affects him from the way his smile falters and he takes his lips between his teeth.
âeyes on me.â
your eyes immediately snap back to chan and you circle your tongue around his tip in apology. he smirks and furrows his eyebrows when your tongue traces the most prominent vein on him, a more sensitive spot for him.
he already felt close enough from that, but when you pull off him momentarily and stroke him so that you can run your tongue between his base and his balls, he completely loses it.
ropes of cum paint your face and you have to close your eyes to prevent any injury, and chan only groans louder at the sight, seemingly cumming even more from unintentionally painting your face.
once heâs finished and only your eyes are cleaned off, i.n walks up to you and grabs a handful of your hair, forcing your neck back to present your dirty face to the phone that was still recording.
somebody reaches from behind you and gathers some of chan's release on their finger only to shove it past your lips. you hum and the taste and shut your eyes in satisfaction.
all 3 men laugh and hyunjin speaks up as the mystery man, squeezing your cheeks together: "say cheese~"
they know they found the perfect toy when you smile drunkly into the lens <3
ânow that that's out of our system... letâs go to a different room and talk more specific details through. this room reeks of cum-â
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MEOW MEOW MEOW SE-MI SMUT X F!READER PLL,ZZPLZLZZ IM ON MY KNEES PLZ
ft. han se-mi x f! reader â squid game
â°ââ§ an examination of piercings turns into something moreâ0.8k words
contains: smut!! dom se-mi & sub readerâtongue piercing, receiving oral, one mention of needles, innocent reader, se-mi is older & called âunnieâ
⤠author's note: glad to see the girls getting just as much love as the boys in my inbox
âdid they hurt?â you asked, gently holding your friendâs face in your hands and admiring her like a newly discovered painting from the renaissance era. it was mesmerizing how the light shone off the metal, and you couldnât stop staring, even going as far as to run your finger over the little star of her nose piercing in awe without thinking. it was so damn cute how fascinated you seemed to be by these decisions she made nearly a decade ago in her teenage years.
normally, se-mi wouldnât have let anyone put their hands on her and would probably punch them if they went anywhere near her face. yet here she sat in her bed allowing herself to be adored by you. she wondered if this was how cats felt when being coddled by their owners, the spoiled white persian kinds you see in movies with diamond collars and more toys than what they know to do with. âno, it was just like a pinch.â
âi couldnât imagine thatâ having a needle pierce my skin, i mean,â you shivered. âmy ears were pierced when i was a baby, but even then, theyâre a little crooked because i wouldnât stop crying.â
she giggled at the thought of it. âitâs not the needle thatâs painful, itâs the healing process. the days after i got my tongue pierced were the worst, i couldnât eat for days.â
âyou have a tongue piercing?â
humming to confirm, she cheekily stuck out her tongue to show off the metal pierced through the muscle, even flexing it to flaunt the jewelry. it was extremely amusing to see how flustered you were becoming even though you tried not to show it.
âwhy did you get it pierced when itâs not even visible all the time?â
âcause it feels good forâŚâ
âfeels good for what?â you asked innocently, tilting your head in a way that made her want to eat you alive.
âwell⌠itâs kinda hard to explain, but i could show you if you likeâŚâ
you didnât have the foggiest idea what she was talking about at first until you found yourself flipped on your back with your shorts dragged to your ankles along with your panties and her head in between your shaking thighs, sliding her hot tongue between your folds and savoring the taste collecting on her palette. this wasnât something best friends did, but you made no attempt to push her away and allowed her to do as she pleased.
âs-se-mi unnieâŚâ you whined out, fingers finding and tangling with her dark locks yet also doing the contradictory action of wiggling your hips away. youâve never felt this way before, knots twisting in your stomach and fire spreading under your skin as you try to wiggle away from the foreign sensation that felt too good to be real.
âah, ah, ah, donât run from me, you taste so fucking sweet.â her grip on your legs tightened as she pulled you closer to her, swirling the cold pierced metal across your throbbing clit and enjoying your moans like music. âi wish we had done this sooner, donât you? god, i donât think i could ever get enough now that iâm here.â
you couldnât even verbalize a proper answer with nothing but pathetic whimpers falling from your mouth, eyes flickering between her and the ceiling as they rolled back with tears threatening to drip down the waterline. did things like this always feel so good, or was se-mi simply an expert who knew your body better than you did yourself with age and experience? silly little questions you would ponder if you werenât getting your brains fucked out by just her tongue, making her wonder in return how you would handle taking her strap when you were already going crazy like this. (you have no idea how long sheâs been fantasizing about having you like this, sitting in this very bed thinking about your soft skin and lips against hers with her hand crammed in her pants.)
âfucckk, âm gonna- ngh!!â god, you didnât know the word to match your oncoming orgasm, you just knew a peak was about to be reached thanks to her talented tongue.
âyouâre gonna cum baby,â she chuckled. âdonât be scared, just let yourself go for me.â
suddenly her plush lips wrapped around your delicate pearl and sucked hard, and like activating a button, you cried out in pleasure and unraveled all over her face, back arched and hands tugging on her hair. she gladly licked up the messy remnants with a smirk, proud to have made you climax in less than five minutes.
âyou did soooo good for me baby,â she drawled and pressed a few sloppy kisses on your twitching cunt as a reward, âthink you can give me one more?â

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Nurse He's Out Again
⥠masterlist - request
⥠pairing - lando norris x fem!reader (fc - brooke shields :)
⥠summary - just lando thirsting on the main and giving being a pr nightmare, also him fighting for his life in the comments
⥠warnings - horny/simp lando, crack, some fluff, some cursing, one kms mention
⥠w/c & a/n - smau | wanted to do a social media one cause i love reading them so much so here we are! i really love this actually so i hope you enjoy xoxo
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Hi!! I love your poly fics/smau so much! If youâre up to could you maybe write a mick schumacher x reader x jack doohan one? With the reader being toto wolff daughter. No problem if you canât or donât want to đ¤
Btw sorry for my english, itâs not my first language lol
unconventional â mick schumacher + jack doohan
smau/blurbs
mick schumacher x!wolff reader x jack doohan
toto wolff x !daughter reader
YN Wolff and Mick Schumacher have always been a quiet constant in the chaos of the paddock. Theyâd never confirmed their relationshipâbut they didnât need to. From secret glances across the garage to late-night flight selfies and matching bracelets seen on opposite wrists, people put the pieces together years ago. They were the paddockâs soft-spoken power couple. The pair whoâd grown up under the weight of legendary last names, who never needed the spotlight to know what they meant to each other. And in 2025, as a new wave of rookies crashes onto the F1 grid, YN and Mick have found themselves in a new roleâmentors. Friends. A safe space. Theyâre the calm in the storm for drivers trying to find their footing. But when Jack Doohan gets shockingly dropped from Alpineâs future plans, everything shifts. Heâs not just fast and fiercely competitive. Heâs charming. Unfiltered. And completely uninterested in following the rules when it comes to the tightly-bound duo everyone assumed was untouchable. Now, under the glossy calm of race weekends and press releases, somethingâs brewing. Something electric. Something no one saw coming. After all, love doesnât always follow formation.
fc : leah halton
(a/n) : your english was perfect my love, i got yađŤśđť also mick is still a mercedes reserve driver in this story bc it just worked better for my plot line. love youuuuu
hope you love it!
also guys i am going to be posting a lot in the next 24 hours- i am working my way through all these requests! yayayaya
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yn_wolff : dad said I wasnât allowed back at the track until i pass my bar exam â so I enlisted micky to help me study. (i am the reincarnation of elle woods) #manifestipass
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The living room is quiet except for the soft scratch of my pen and Mickâs voice, low and steady as he reads from the flashcards balanced on his palm. Heâs sitting cross-legged at the end of the couch, hoodie sleeves pushed up to his elbows, a legal pad on the coffee table in front of him like heâs the one studying for the bar exam. Iâm curled against the opposite end, blanket around my shoulders, hair a mess, and caffeine slowly replacing the blood in my veins.
âAlright,â Mick says gently, eyes flicking over the card.
âWhat are the four elements of a legally binding contract?â
I groan and bury my face in the throw pillow. âPlease. Mercy.â
He chuckles. âYou said one more.â
âThat was three cards ago.â
He waits. Patient, as always. And somehow, annoyingly kind even when I want to scream.
I peek at him through tired eyes. âOffer, acceptance, consideration, and mutual intent to be bound,â I mumble.
Mick beams, flipping the card and tossing it on top of the growing stack. âSee? Youâre brilliant.â
âBrilliant and dying.â
âDramatic and brilliant.â
I smile despite myself, letting the blanket fall a bit as I shift closer, nudging his knee with my foot. He rests his hand on my ankle without thinking about it, thumb brushing slow circles over the fabric of my sweatpants. Itâs soothing. Weâve done this dance so many nights beforeâme panicked and pushing myself too hard, Mick grounding me with nothing more than soft words and quiet presence. He never makes me feel like Iâm falling apart. Only that Iâm building something.
âI shouldâve deferred,â I murmur. âWho studies for the bar while working trackside for half the season?â
âYou,â Mick says, matter-of-fact. âBecause you donât quit. And because youâre going to pass.â
âYou sound awfully sure.â
âIâve been sure of you since we were seventeen.â
That earns him a look. âYou mean when you watched me trip over air and fall on my face?â
He laughs, eyes crinkling. âYes. That was the moment.â
I press my lips together to keep from smiling too hard. âGod, youâre lucky youâre pretty.â
He leans over and kisses my forehead. âAnd youâre lucky I love you so much.â
I close my eyes, the weight of his hand warm against my leg, the faint scent of his cologne mixing with the worn comfort of our flat. Tomorrow we fly out. The start of another race weekend, another whirlwind. But for now, itâs just us. Law books and flashcards and the boy who never let me forget I could do this. And even though Iâm exhausted, nerves fraying at the edges, I feel it againâthat quiet certainty he always brings with him. I donât say anything more. Just let myself sink into the couch and trust that, somehow, with Mick beside me, Iâm going to be okay.
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Mick and I stroll into the Mercedes garage hand in hand, fresh coffees in the other, pretending we havenât done this exact routine a dozen times before. Same arrival, same subtle smiles, same people pretending not to stare. Weâre not flashyânever have been. But apparently, walking in with your boyfriend of several years and holding his hand still counts as news in this paddock. The second we step past the threshold, I hear it.
âMust we hold hands in the workplace?â
Totoâs voice cuts through the soft hum of team chatter and tire guns like a judge entering court. I donât even look up from my coffee.
âMorning to you too, Papa.â
Heâs standing by the pit wall, arms crossed, headset around his neck, giving us the lookâsomewhere between annoyed principal and long-suffering father.
Mick just smiles, completely unbothered. âGood to see you too, Toto.â
Toto grumbles something about professionalism under his breath and waves us off like heâs allergic to affection. I let go of Mickâs hand just to be petty and blow my father a kiss. He pretends not to see it. Weâre barely two steps deeper into the garage when a blur of movement crashes into us.
âYNâI need you. Itâs an emergency.â
I turn to see Kimi Antonelli skidding to a stop beside me, tablet in hand, hair sticking up like heâs been electrocuted.
âPlease tell me this isnât another laundry crisis,â I say, sipping my coffee.
âNo, worse. Math.â
He shoves the tablet into my hands, eyes wide. âI have to submit this calculus quiz in an hour and I donât know what Iâm doing and I already used up my free trial on that homework app thing andââ
âKimi,â I interrupt gently, scrolling through the page, âyou used the cosine function on a linear problem.â
âI panicked!â
Mick peers over my shoulder, trying not to laugh. âIs that⌠is that a meme in the middle of your solution?â
âItâs context,â Kimi says defensively. âVisual learning.â
I glance back at Toto. He sighs and mutters something that Iâm 80% sure translates to âI need a raise.â
Kimiâs bouncing nervously beside me. âYou can fix it, right? You went to actual university. You know things. Youâre terrifyingly smart.â
âIâll help,â I promise, smiling. âBut youâre buying me a cupcake later.â
âDone. Two cupcakes. Iâll name my firstborn after you. Please just donât let me fail.â
I sit down on a spare stool, coffee in one hand, tablet in the other, while Kimi settles in beside me and I begin to explain the cosine function to him. Mick sits across from us and offers emotional support for Kimi.
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Kimiâs halfway through solving for xâwith the dramatic flair of someone diffusing a bomb and not just doing high school mathâwhen he suddenly perks up, eyes flicking toward the entrance.
âOh! I told the guys to swing by,â he announces, like heâs summoned a group of puppies instead of three more chaotic rookies. âThey need your legal help. Also, Jack still owes me food.â
I open my mouth to protestâmostly because this is my workspace and not a study hallâbut Iâm too late. Isack, Ollie, and Jack stroll into the garage like theyâve done it a million times. Which, to be fair, they pretty much have. Isackâs already deep in conversation with George. Ollieâs sipping on his latte. And JackâŚ
Jackâs the last one through the door. His hands are shoved in his pockets, his Alpine gear jacket half-zipped, and that familiar, cocky grin is already tugging at his face. His hairâs a little wind-tossed, eyes sharp as they scan the garageâuntil they land on me.
And thatâs when something changes. Itâs small. Subtle. But I feel it. Weâve known each other for years. Iâve seen him after races, through interviews, in group chats roasting each other to death. I know his stats, his bad habits, and the fact that he secretly loves corny dad jokes. But when he looks at me this time⌠itâs different.
âHey, counselor,â Jack says, his voice smooth, familiar, but the way he says it has weight. Like itâs not just a joke anymore.
I raise an eyebrow. âHey, future client.â
Kimi chimes in, snorting. âDonât flirt with her, Jack. Sheâll make you do math.â
Jackâs gaze doesnât leave mine. âMaybe I should. Might actually learn something.â
The comment lands softly but solidlyâenough to make something flicker in my chest. I feel Mick shift beside me, subtle but definitely there. A small tightening of his hand on the back of my stool. A reminder. A presence.
I tilt my head at Jack, keeping my voice light. âOnly if you show your work.â
Jack smirks, like thatâs exactly the answer he was hoping for.
Ollie slides into the chair across from me. âKimi, if this is about your math quiz again, Iâm begging youâstop sending me panic texts at 2 AM.â
âYou said you were awake!â
âI was busy!â
âAt 2 am?â I questioned with a smirk.
Isack leans in over my shoulder and holds out his phone. âCan you read this brand deal for me and see if I should say yes?â
The moment disperses in rookie noiseâcomplaints, questions, bickering about everything under the sun âbut even as I scroll through Isackâs email, I catch Jack watching me again.
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three month time skip
The ocean is quiet today. Waves roll in soft and slow, like theyâre trying not to interrupt anyoneâs peace. The sun is warmânot too harsh, not too dull. Just enough to feel like summer without sweating through my sanity. Itâs rare for a day to feel still during the season, but somehow, this one does. I stretch out on the oversized towel, my legs tangled with the pages of my study guide, a half-highlighted section on constructive trusts fluttering in the breeze. I should be focused. I need to be focused. The bar exam is a monster creeping closer by the day, and my outlines are starting to blur together like one long fever dream.
But instead of thinking about fiduciary duties, Iâm watching Mick and Jack attempt to skim a frisbee across the sand like itâs an Olympic event.
Jack dives dramatically after itâmisses by a mileâand flops onto his back, arms out like heâs been shot.
Mick laughs, all golden and easy, brushing sand off his chest and tossing the frisbee back with a smirk. âThatâs six in a row. Are you okay? Do you need medical?â
âPretty sure the sand is actively sabotaging me,â Jack calls back.
âYouâre actively sabotaging you,â I mutter, mostly to myself.
Jack hears it. He sits up and shoots me a grin. âYou wound me, counselor.â
I roll my eyes and go back to underlining the statute thatâs been haunting my dreams all week. Weâve spent a lot of time together this seasonâmore than I expected. It started with paddock run-ins, dinners, legal meetings with my rookies. Then it turned into post-session coffees, long hotel conversations, quiet dinners in Mickâs apartment where Jack somehow always showed up with wine and a dumb story.
Itâs not that I donât love it. I do. I love the rhythm weâve fallen into. Mickâs calm presence beside me when my brainâs overloaded. Jackâs ridiculous one-liners that make me laugh even when I want to scream. The way they both know not to talk when Iâm flipping flashcards like a machineâbut also the way they do talk when they know Iâm spiraling. Mick comes over now, sweat-slick and sun-kissed, flopping down beside me. He leans over to kiss my temple, his hand ghosting over my back before settling at my waist.
âStill memorizing?â he murmurs, peeking at the page.
âTrying,â I say, voice soft. âJackâs dramatic death scenes arenât helping.â
âI love chaos,â Jack says from his new position, halfway buried in sand. âItâs what I bring to this group.â
Mick grins, then gently takes my pen out of my hand and sets it on the towel. âJust ten minutes. Close your eyes. Breathe.â
âIââ
âNo arguing,â he says.
I huff but oblige, stretching back onto the towel, letting the sun soak into my skin. Jack wanders over and collapses beside me with a groan, head landing near my shoulder.
âTell me again why law school doesnât give you beach credits,â he says. âYouâd be top of your class.â
âBecause justice isnât served on a towel,â I mumble.
âMaybe it should be.â
Mick chuckles quietly beside me. I can feel his fingers trace absent patterns over my ribs. Jackâs hand brushes mine in the sand, just barelyânot on purpose, but he doesnât move it either. And for a moment, I forget about everything else. The exam. The season. The rules I usually live by. Because between the two of them, the world feels quieter. Easier.
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Mickâs POV
The sunâs starting to sink into the horizon, brushing everything in that soft, golden haze that makes the world feel suspendedâjust for a little while. The three of us are still stretched out on the beach, tangled in towels, sand, and half-finished thoughts. YNâs curled on her side next to me, finally napping, her study guide open but forgotten under her arm. Her face is relaxed in a way it rarely is latelyâno bar stress, no logistics spreadsheets, no weight of being Toto Wolffâs daughter or the girl who holds half the paddock together like duct tape.
Just YN. Just this moment. And then thereâs Jack.
Heâs quiet now, legs stretched out in the sand, arms propped behind him as he watches the sun drop lower over the water. But every so often, his eyes shift. Not toward the sky, or the waves, or anything else. Toward her.
Itâs subtle. If I didnât already know him, I mightâve missed it. But I do know him.
I see the way his expression softens when he thinks no oneâs watching. The way his eyes linger on the curve of her cheek, the loose strands of hair brushing against her lips in the wind. The way his fingers twitch slightly, like maybe they want to reach out but know better. Itâs not the kind of look you give a friend.
Itâs the kind of look you give someone youâre trying really hard not to fall forâeven though it might already be too late.
I donât feel jealousy. Not exactly. Itâs something more complicated than that. Iâve loved her for years. And sheâs loved me back. Steady. Quiet. Unshakable. We built something strongâsomething real. But lately, with Jack⌠things have shifted. I can feel it. The way she laughs around him. The way her eyes sparkle a little brighter when he walks in. The way she listens when he talks, like she already knows what heâs going to say, and wants to hear it anyway. And the thing isâŚI donât hate it.
Jackâs become part of us, whether we planned for it or not. Heâs stayed late after races to help clean up her flashcards. Heâs waited in hotel lobbies with bags of snacks when sheâs come back from mock trials too drained to function. He teases her in a way I never couldâsharp-edged but safe. Challenging, but kind.
And now, on this beach, under this sky, watching him watch herâŚI wonder if maybe this thing weâve builtâYN and Iâwas never meant to have walls. Maybe thereâs room for something more. Maybe thereâs room for him.
She stirs beside me, eyelashes fluttering as she stretches and yawns. I reach over, brushing a bit of sand from her cheek.
âYou okay?â she mumbles, eyes still half-closed.
âYeah,â I say, soft. âJust thinking.â
Jack glances away quickly, like he wasnât caught. But I saw. And I donât think I mind. Not yet. Maybe not at all.
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Thereâs a low buzz under my skin thatâs been there since 5AM, a combination of adrenaline, dread, and the overwhelming urge to sprint in the opposite direction. Today is bar exam day, and I havenât decided whether Iâm ready or just completely numb. Jack is riding shotgun, legs kicked up on the dash, spinning a pen between his fingers like heâs the one about to sit this thing. Mickâs driving with the kind of focused calm thatâs the only thing keeping me from absolutely losing it. Weâre about ten minutes from the testing center when my phone rings in my lap.
Papa is calling...
I blink at the name for a second before answering. âHi.â
âYN,â comes Totoâs voiceâcalm, steady, and warm in a way he rarely gets to be when the whole world is watching him. âJust checking in. Are you feeling okay?â
I swallow the lump in my throat. âAs okay as someone facing seven hours of legal hazing can be.â
Mick chuckles.
âI wish I could be there,â Toto says. âBut I know you. Youâve worked for this. Youâve done everything right. Today is just⌠the final step.â
âI know,â I say, voice smaller than I intended.
Thereâs a pause, then his voice softens. âYouâre going to be brilliant. No matter what happens, Iâm proud of you. Call me when youâre doneâyour mother is already pacing.â
âOf course she is,â I laugh, blinking fast. âThanks, Papa. I love you.â
âI love you too, meine Kleine. Now go show them what a Wolff can do.â
When I hang up, thereâs a beat of silence. Jackâs looking out the window like he didnât hear the whole thing. Mick reaches back and sets a hand on my knee.
âI like supportive Toto,â Jack says, mock-wiping a tear from his eye. âCharacter development.â
Mick just squeezes my hand. âYou okay?â
I nod, the nerves still there but⌠less crushing now. âYeah. That helped.â
âGood,â Jack says, grinning as we pull into the drop-off. âBecause youâre about to argue with the ghost of every law professor youâve ever had.â
âI swear to God,â I mutter as I step out of the car.
Jack hops out and jogs around, already adjusting my bag on my shoulders like some chaotic assistant-slash-bodyguard. Mick joins us a second later and smooths the collar of my blazer.
âYou look terrifyingly competent,â Jack declares.
âTerrifying in general,â Mick adds with a soft smile.
Before I can roll my eyes at them, I get two forehead kissesâone from each of them. Like clockwork. Like itâs normal.
âGo make the justice system your bitch,â Jack whispers.
âAnd call us the second youâre done,â Mick says. âWeâll be right here.â
I take one breath. Then another. And walk inside without looking back. But I know theyâre both standing there, waitingâmy boyfriend and my maybe-something-more, and my dad just a phone call away.
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Itâs done. Seven hours. Multiple essays. Hundreds of bubbles filled in so aggressively that I snapped my second pencil during Contracts. My brain feels like mashed potatoes and my hands are trembling, whether from adrenaline, exhaustion, or caffeine withdrawalâI genuinely donât know. The fluorescent lights of the testing center feel like a personal attack. The air is stale. Everyone looks like they just returned from war. My legs are moving toward the exit before I fully process that itâs over. My mouth is dry. My heartâs still racing. And Iâm this close to crying, but not the good kind. The kind where youâre not even sure what youâre crying aboutâjust that your body needs to release something. The second I step outside into the late afternoon sun, I see them. Mick and Jack, leaning against the car.
âCONGRATS TO OUR FAVORITE LAWYERâ
(with an asterisk below that reads: *weâre still not sure what tort law is but we believe in you.)
Mickâs holding an iced coffee and the softest smile Iâve ever seen.
âHey,â he says gently, pushing off the car. âYou made it.â
My bottom lip wobbles. âBarely.â
Jack lowers the sign and jogs the last few steps toward me. âWhatâs the verdict, Counselor?â
I shake my head. âI donât even remember what I wrote. I think I may have argued with myself in one of the essays.â
âSo⌠standard Tuesday?â he teases, grinning, and I let out a strangled laugh. He steps forward and wraps his arms around me, warm and solid and completely distracting from the lump still sitting in my throat. âIâm proud of you,â he murmurs. âSo proud.â
Mick joins us a moment later, wrapping his arms around both of us, letting me sink between them like Iâm allowed to collapse for just a second. Like I donât have to be composed or capable right now.
âI brought coffee,â he says, pulling back just enough to press it into my hand. âAnd we have snacks in the car. And I promise youâre not allowed to think about any legal principle until at least⌠tomorrow.â
I rest my forehead against his chest. âI donât even know how to function right now.â
âYou donât have to,â Jack says softly. âThatâs what weâre here for.â
I blink up at themâmy boyfriend and my⌠well, Jackâand suddenly I am crying. But this time itâs the good kind. The messy, exhausted, grateful kind.
They donât freak out. They just hold me. Let me fall apart a little. Let me be human.
âYou did it,â Mick says into my hair. âItâs over.â
The two got me in the car and I finally started to calm down. I donât know where weâre going until the car slows in front of a restaurant I definitely recognizeâbut only because itâs impossibly nice and I once spilled tomato soup in the entryway during a Wolff family brunch when I was twelve.
âGuys,â I say warily, adjusting my hoodie and messy bun. âI look like Iâve been in a bunker. We canât go in here.â
âYou look perfect,â Mick says, already out of the car.
Jack grins, holding the door open for me. âAlso, too late. We made a reservation.â
I give them both suspicious glares as they usher me inside, but my mouth is too full of caffeine and exhaustion to argue.
We step through the doorway, and Iâm met with the unmistakable sound ofâ
âThere she is!â
I stop dead.
At the corner table, Toto and Susie are standing upâstandingâwith huge grins on their faces and a bottle of champagne already being uncorked by a very confused waiter.
âNo. No way,â I whisper, turning back toward the boys, who are now both beaming like the smug little traitors they are.
âYouâre not the only one who can pull off a surprise,â Jack says.
âI didnât agree to this emotionally,â I say, but my voice is already trembling.
Toto steps forward first, wrapping me in a big, warm hug before I even have time to breathe. âYou did it, meine Liebe. I donât care what your score isâyou showed up, and thatâs more than most people will ever do.â
âPapa,â I mumble, melting against him.
He pulls back and cups my cheek like Iâm still six years old. âIâm so proud of you I could explode.â
Susie hugs me next, pressing a kiss to my temple. âI told him we should have met you at the test center, but he wanted the lighting in here to be better for photos.â
Toto scoffs. âI did not say that.â
Mick and Jack are already sliding into seats beside me, practically glowing with pride as the waiter pours the champagne.
âYou thought we were just taking you to dinner,â Jack says, nudging my shoulder.
âI thought I was going to cry in a drive-thru parking lot and then fall asleep,â I admit.
âWell, now you get pasta, champagne, and people who love you instead,â Mick says.
I glance around the tableâat Toto, beaming like I just won the constructorsâ championship; at Susie, already pulling out a small gift bag from under the table; and at the two idiots beside me who spent the last six months making sure I never gave up.
And for the first time all day, my brain stops spinning. I smile. Itâs small and soft, but itâs real.
âOkay,â I say. âNow it feels real.â
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I almost didnât check. Not because I didnât careâbut because I cared too much. Because part of me still doesnât believe Iâm the kind of person who gets good news after months of surviving on nerves and flashcards and microwave ramen. But now Iâm staring at the screen, hands over my mouth, tears welling up so fast I donât even register the moment I start crying. I passed. I. Passed. A second later, my laptop is yanked awayâgentlyâand Mickâs arms are around me, lifting me up and spinning me once before setting me back on the couch.
âYou did it,â he whispers, kissing my forehead, my cheeks, the tip of my nose. âI knew you would.â
I canât breathe. Iâm sobbing into his chest and laughing at the same time, and when Jack bursts into the roomâbarefoot, holding a half-eaten banana âhe freezes, wide-eyed.
âWait. Is this a happy cry?â
I lift my head and nod. Jack lets out a whoop so loud it makes the dog next door start barking. âShe passed?! She passed!â He ditches the banana and practically tackles me onto the couch, both of them hugging me like Iâve just been knighted and crowned in one motion.
Susie bursts in next, phone in hand. âToto and I were tracking the portal. You passed?â
Mick beams. âShe passed.â
Toto appears a heartbeat later with two bottles of champagne. âWeâre celebrating. Tonight. No excuses.â
I laugh, wiping tears from my cheeks. âWhat if I wanted a quiet night in?â
âNo,â he says firmly. âYou are my daughter. You passed the bar. And we are going out.â
Susie kisses the top of my head. âAlready called the restaurant. Private room. Best desserts in the city.â
But when weâre about to leave, Jack slips into his shoes and pulls me aside in the hallway.
âHey,â he says softly, eyes flicking toward the front door. âIâm not coming tonight.â
I blink. âWhat? Why not?â
He rubs the back of his neck, not quite meeting my gaze. âJustâsomething I need to handle. Nothing bad, I swear. I just⌠need the night.â
I frown. âJackâŚâ
He smiles, but it doesnât reach his eyes. âGo. You deserve the celebration. You earned every second of it.â
Mick joins us at the door, tilting his head. âEverything okay?â
âYeah,â Jack says quickly. âTake her out. Have a drink for me, Counselor.â
And before I can press him any further, he leans in, kisses the side of my head, and gives me a quick squeeze. Heâs gone a second later, disappearing into his car and driving off before I can even think of calling his name. I glance up at Mick, who looks just as confused.
âWeird?â I ask.
âWeird,â he agrees.
Still, thereâs champagne waiting. A proud father with a reservation. A night Iâll never forget. But as we drive away, as Toto tells me how proud he is and Susie starts planning a Europe trip in my honor, my mind drifts. To Jack. To the way he looked at me right before he left. Like maybe something inside him is shifting, too.
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The music in the private room is soft and jazzy, the kind Toto insists creates the perfect dinner ambiance. Thereâs champagne in my glass, a slice of pistachio cake in front of me, and Susieâs in the middle of telling a story about how I used to cross-examine my kindergarten teacher over snack time distribution. Everyoneâs laughing. I should be laughing. But then my phone buzzes on the table beside my plateâonce, twice, a third time. Group chats. Twitter notifications. F1 alerts.
I glance down lazily, expecting another George Russell meme. But then my eyes catch on the headline at the top of my screen.
BREAKING: Jack Doohan Dropped From Alpine and to be replaced by Franco Colapinto for the remainder of the season.
The room spins. My chair scrapes against the floor before I even know Iâm standing.
âYN?â Mickâs voice is soft but confused. âWhatâs wrong?â
I stare down at my phone, my thumb shaking as I scroll. Itâs confirmed. Official. Just posted. His name is everywhereââunexpected,â âinternal restructuring,â âdevelopment priorities.â All corporate bullshit masking the fact that they just⌠let him go.
Totoâs already leaning forward. âWhat happened?â
âJack,â I breathe. âJack got dropped from Alpine.â
Mickâs face falls. âWait, what?â
My heart is pounding now, the air around me too tight. Too loud.
âIâI need to find him,â I say, already grabbing my bag. âI need to go.â
Susie stands up. âYN, slow downâhe might need spaceââ
âNo,â I cut her off, eyes already burning. âHe was off all night. He knew. He didnât want to ruin today for me. And I let him leave withoutâwithout saying anything.â
Toto gently reaches for my wrist. âDo you know where he is?â
âHe wouldnât go home,â I say quickly, mind racing. âHe probably went to the marina. Somewhere quiet. Somewhere he could fall apart without anyone watching.â
Mick is already sliding into his jacket, calm and steady. âIâll drive.â
Toto gives me one long, thoughtful lookâthen nods. âGo. Weâll wrap everything up here.â
âCall me if he doesnât pick up,â Susie adds. âAnd tell him weâre proud of him no matter what.â
I nod, lips pressed tightly together. My chest aches. My eyes sting. Jack is my friend. One of my best friends. My my mock trial partner, my grounding force these past few months. The one who sat next to me on the floor while I cried over contracts law and made stupid jokes about torts until I stopped shaking.
And now heâs hurting. Alone. And I donât care that this is my night. I donât care that I passed the bar. None of it means anything if heâs out there falling apart by himself. Because somewhere between all those late nights and long drives and inside jokesâI stopped thinking of Jack as just a friend. And Iâm not going to let him go through this without me.
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The streets blur past outside the car window, neon lights streaking across the windshield like weâre racing time itself. Mick doesnât say muchâhe doesnât need to. His hand rests on my thigh the whole drive, grounding me as my mind spirals.
âHe knew,â I whisper, barely audible over the hum of the engine. âHe knew and he still showed up for me.â
Mick squeezes gently. âThatâs who Jack is.â
I nod, wiping at my eyes. âThatâs why we have to find him.â
It doesnât take long. Jackâs a creature of habit, always retreating to the water when things get too loud. We pull into the empty marina just after sunset, the sky streaked with indigo and gold, boats gently rocking in their slips. Itâs quiet. Peaceful. Too peaceful for the kind of grief I know he must be carrying.
We walk together in silence, scanning the docks untilâ
âThere,â I breathe, pointing.
Jackâs sitting near the end of one of the docks, legs hanging over the edge, a hoodie pulled over his head and headphones around his neck. Heâs staring out at the water like it might offer him some kind of answer. Like if he stares hard enough, the waves will make the reality go away. I donât wait. I jog the last few steps, the wooden boards echoing under my feet until Iâm dropping to my knees behind him.
âJack,â I say softly.
He flinches slightly, but doesnât turn.
âYou should be at your party,â he murmurs, voice rough and low.
âYou shouldâve called me,â I reply.
Silence.
âI didnât want to ruin your moment,â he finally says. âYou deserved to have that without⌠this.â
I crawl closer until Iâm sitting beside him, shoulder pressed gently against his. âYouâre part of that moment, Jack. Every late night, every meltdownâyou carried me through it. Donât you get that?â
He swallows hard, still staring ahead. âDoesnât matter now.â
Mick walks up behind us and crouches on Jackâs other side, his presence solid and warm. âThatâs not true. Youâre still you, Jack. Youâre still damn good.â
Jack lets out a bitter little laugh. âGood doesnât keep you in a seat.â
âNo,â I say quietly. âBut being loved does.â
That gets him to turn. His eyes are red-rimmed, like heâs been holding it together for hours. Like if anyone says the wrong thing, heâll fall apart. So I say nothing else. Just lean in and wrap my arms around him. He stiffens at first, then melts, pressing his forehead to my shoulder like heâs been holding his breath all day and only just now exhaled.
Mick wraps one arm around us both, his hand settling on the back of Jackâs neck.
âIâm sorry,â Jack whispers. âI didnât want you to see me like this.â
âWeâre not going anywhere,â I whisper back. âNot now. Not ever.â
The three of us sit there for a long time, no words needed. Just the sound of the water lapping against the docks, the breeze rustling the sails, and our hearts slowly settling back into rhythm beside each other. Because this isnât the end. Not for Jack. Not for us.
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Jackâs POV
I wake up slowly. Itâs warmâtoo warm. Not the kind of heat from the sun, but the kind that comes from being wrapped in a blanket you donât remember getting into, on a couch that doesnât quite belong to you, with the faint scent of vanilla and clean laundry all around. For a second, I donât move. I just listen. Soft footsteps in the kitchen. A kettle clicking on. Someone humming faintlyâYN. Iâd know her voice anywhere, even when itâs just a tune under her breath.
I blink open my eyes and realize Iâm at their placeâMick and YNâs. Their living room is full of soft light, the curtains cracked open just enough to let the sun in. A hoodie has been draped over me. Not mine. Mickâs, I think. I shift slightly, and thatâs when I see himâMick, on the other armchair, feet propped up, flipping through some sports section and sipping tea like this is the most normal morning in the world.
He glances up. Smiles. âMorning.â
I clear my throat. âHey.â
âCoffeeâs on,â he says casually. âYNâs making those protein muffins she claims are good. No promises.â
I try to smile. I fail.
âYou didnât have to stay,â I murmur.
Mick shrugs. âYou didnât have to either. But here we are.â
He says it like itâs simple. Like thereâs no weight behind it. But I can still feel it in my chestâthat ache that started when the Alpine email hit, the one that only got worse when I imagined YN out celebrating without knowing the ground was collapsing under me.
And then she came. And Mick. And they stayed.
âDo I look like a disaster?â I ask, rubbing a hand down my face.
âYou look like someone who got blindsided by bad news and didnât deserve it,â YN says, stepping in from the kitchen with a mug in her hand.
She walks over and hands it to meâhot, just the way I like it, the way she knows I like itâand I donât think Iâve ever felt more seen.
âYou didnât ruin anything,â she adds softly. âJust so you know.â
I stare at her, throat tight. âI didnât want to be a burden.â
âYouâre not,â she says immediately. âYouâre family.â
I canât speak. I can barely breathe past the lump forming in my chest. So I nod. Once. Twice. And then she leans down and presses a kiss to the top of my head, her hand cupping the back of my neck for just a second too long. Itâs comfort. Itâs home. Itâs⌠something else. Something I donât dare name. Yet. Mick watches us with that unreadable expression of hisâcalm, patient, knowing far more than he lets on. Then he tilts his head, eyes back on me.
âYouâre staying here for a few days.â
Itâs not a question.
âIââ
âNo arguing,â YN says, sitting on the arm of the couch. âYouâre not going to be alone right now.â
I swallow hard and let the warmth of the coffee settle into my hands. Theyâre not going to let me fall. Even if part of me already has.
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your pov
The apartment is quiet. Jackâs asleep in the guest room, finally. He tried to insist he didnât need it, but Mick gave him that look, the one that doesnât leave any room for argument, and now heâs tucked in under fresh sheets, breathing even and soft behind a closed door.
I sit on the couch in one of Mickâs t-shirts, legs pulled up under me, half a cup of tea cooling in my hands.
Mick joins me a minute later, dropping beside me with a low sigh, his hair still damp from the shower, his expression unreadableâbut tired. Not from the day. From the weight of it all.
âHe finally fell asleep?â I murmur.
Mick nods. âOut like a light.â
I rest my head against his shoulder, letting the silence settle between us like a blanket. We sit like that for a while. Until I say it.
âHe means a lot to me.â
Mick doesnât flinch. Doesnât even shift. He just exhales slowly, like heâs been waiting for me to say it.
âI know,â he says quietly. âHe means a lot to me, too.â
I close my eyes. âI didnât expect it. Not like this. Not so quickly.â
He hums. âI did.â
I glance up. âYou did?â
Mick shrugs, a small smile tugging at the corner of his lips. âI saw it before you did. The way you light up when he texts. How you always wait to see if heâs going to sit next to you. You never said it, but Iâve always known.â
My stomach twistsânot with guilt, but something gentler. Deeper. More real.
âYouâre not upset?â
He turns to look at me fully now, his gaze soft but steady. âNo. Because Iâve seen how much love you have to give. And Iâve seen how Jack looks at you when youâre not watching.â
I swallow hard, emotion catching in my throat. âMickâŚâ
He cups my cheek with one hand. âLoving you doesnât mean I have less to give. If anything⌠I think thereâs more room now.â
I blink at him, tears suddenly stinging behind my eyes.
âYou thinkâŚ?â I whisper.
Mick nods. âI think he fits.â
Itâs so simple. So honest. And it breaks me open in the best way.
I lean forward, pressing my forehead to his, trying to steady myself. âI donât know where this goes. Or what it becomes.â
âNeither do I,â he says softly. âBut I trust us. And I trust him.â
I pull back just enough to look him in the eyes. âYou really saw it before I did?â
He grins. âBaby⌠I saw it the first time you made him coffee without asking how he takes it.â
I laugh, tears slipping free down my cheeks as I pull him into a hug, burying my face in his shoulder. âHow are you always so good to me?â
He wraps his arms around me, warm and sure. âBecause youâre the best thing thatâs ever happened to me. And if Jack becomes part of that too, then⌠maybe heâs one of the best things thatâs ever happened to us.â
And somewhere, deep in my chest, something finally settles. Something clicks into place. Because Mickâs right. Jack fits.
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Itâs late, and the apartment feels quieter than usual.
The TVâs still glowing softly with the Netflix menu, long past the point where it asked if we were still watching. The takeout containers are scattered across the coffee table, half-eaten spring rolls abandoned in favor of something heavier thatâs been hanging in the air all evening.
Jack sits on the floor across from us, legs stretched out, hair a little messy from the ocean wind earlier. Mickâs beside me, his shoulder brushing mine, his thumb tracing slow, steady circles against the back of my hand.
Itâs time.
I glance at Mick. He gives the smallest nod.
I swallow and look at Jack.
âJack,â I say softly.
His eyes lift to mine immediately. So open. So guarded. My heart squeezes.
âWe wanted to talk to you.â
He doesnât flinch. Doesnât stiffen. Just nods. âOkay.â
Mick shifts slightly, his voice low but certain. âWeâve been talking a lot⌠about how things have changed. How they feel now. With you.â
Jack stays quiet, listening the way he always doesâwith his whole heart, even if he doesnât realize it. I take a breath. A real one.
âYouâve become really important to us,â I say gently. âI love Mick. I always will. That hasnât changed. But somewhere along the way⌠I started loving you too.â
I see it land in his eyes like thunder.
And then Mick speaks, calm and grounded. âI care about you more than I expected to, Jack. Not as someone crashing on our couch. Not as a friend we needed to help. But as someone I want here. With us.â
Itâs terrifying to say it out loud. Even with Mickâs hand still in mine. Even with the way Jackâs gaze softens like heâs seeing sunlight for the first time in days.
âYouâre allowed to say no,â I add quickly, heart pounding. âWeâll still love you. Weâll still want you in our lives. This isnât some pressure thing. We justââ
âIâm in.â
He says it like heâs been holding it in for months.
âIâm in,â he repeats, quieter. âGod, Iâve been in for months.â
Tears burn behind my eyes before I can stop them. My breath catches in my throat.
Mick tilts his head, steady as ever. âYou sure?â
Jack nods, eyes on mine. âIâve never been more sure of anything. I just⌠didnât think I was allowed to want this.â
Thatâs all it takes. I move across the floor before I even think, my arms sliding around him, pressing my cheek to his shoulder. He wraps his arms around me immediately, tight and desperate and familiar. And then Mick is there tooâhis arms around both of us, grounding us, completing something I didnât even realize had been unfinished until this very moment. Because this isnât messy. It isnât complicated. Itâs love. Real, deep, terrifying love. And for the first time, it doesnât feel like too much. It feels like exactly enough.
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