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wooahaeruby · 4 months ago

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Okay, my crash out for chapter 45; so if you haven’t read it, scroll away, you really don’t want to read this.

I swear, this chapter had me IN TEARS I CANNOT EVEN JOKE ABOUT THIS ANYMORE FUCKKKK.

First of all, I am glad that mouse is slowly and steadily getting healed because no one can imagine the stuffs she had went through plus going outside even if it was with someone was a huge step, I got sentiment or how do I say this, uh... almost tearful of happiness? because FINALLY MY GIRLLL 😭😭😭😭 YOU DID IT, and I was like “wow, is this how parents feel when their baby takes a very first step or does anything great” I am so so sOOOOOO MUCH PROUD OF HERRRR EVEN NOT A SINGLE WORD FROM ENGLISH DICTIONARY WILL BE ENOUGH FUCK, MOUSE MY SHAYLALALA 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

And I know for the fact, that wonwoo really did not wanted mouse to see that footage either, but that footage gave us the idea about what happened from their pov and the intensity of the situation; this wasn’t just stealing resources, no, this was truly inhumane and I am a born BSH MX HATER FOR LIFEEEEE ( disclaimer : please separate fiction from reality, I really love them irl please people do not twist my words 🙏🏻🙂 )

I really want to see mouse happy, FUCKK I think I have already said this once as well, but the way contrasti-cally she was so awfully calm reminded me of calmness before storm, and for now I can only assume much. It will be a truly a very hard time getting used to the ruby bar, and a part of me wishes that they will have their end in that same place where it all began. FUCKKKKKK, EFF YOUUU EMMMMEXXXXXX 😾😾😾😾😾

And oh god, seungcheol, fuck this guy is soo UGSHAGAGUSHAHAHAH i got cuteness aggression from that action alone that a part of me wanted to desperate whine out and cry FUCKKKKK but yes, mouse needed that and I am glad that cheol caught it earlier on and did that :(((((( my babies :(((((((((

And this is it.

The moment that I had been waiting for.

Praying for every ethical entity out there, to fulfill my wish, my stubborn will, my everything.

SPOILER AHEAD!!!

And....

You tossed the pillow against him, closer to his side that rested against the back of the couch than the free edge, and grabbed the second blanket, curling it around yourself.

FUCKKKK WHAT IF I TELL YOU. THIS IS MY 13TH REASON BAGSJAHAJA I TRIED SO BAD, I PROMISED I TRIED, BUT I COULD NOT STOP MYSELF FROM CRYING FOR REAL. FUCKING HELLLLLLLL 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I AM STILL TEARY EYED AS I TYPE THIS CAUSE LIKE WHAT THE FUCKKKKKKK AAAAAAAAAAA😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 MY JEONGSE FUCKKKKKK MY OG LALALALA ARGHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAA I WANTED TO SCREAM BUT OH MY FUCKING GODDDDD

Okay, I am calm, I am calm I am calm I am calm I am calm I am calm I am calm I am calm I am calm I am calm I am calm I am calm I am calm I am calm I am calm I am calm I am calm I am calm

WHEEEWWWWWWWW! but yes, that scene single-handedly increased my life span. I was truly waiting for that, and I am SO SOO PROUD OF MOUSE IN THIS CHAPTER!!!!! And oh bro, this is truly steps ahead and a very huge one, and even sleeping together with boundaries, and I am so fucking proud of mouse for getting there. My girl, you just pulled my heart strings so bad you got me crying 6 in the morning.

And fuck, the last scene oh my god, even though I have read those chapters for the thousands times and maybe maybe maybe maybe maybe ended up having nightmares about it going in different scenarios or even worst, I still feel chills whenever she narrated throughout the chapter, and oh god, I know someone is going to cry a lot in the next chapter which is just a guess but oh boy.... 🙁🙁🙁🙁🙁

I loved this chapter, and how it went, it was perfect and sorry for not coming here often, I am a bit swamped with studies and procrastination is hitting me a lot 😭😭😭 I hope you and editor has been doing amazing and someone need to bonk you in the head for traumatising me /j AGAIN joking because I knew what I was getting into when I had began reading your AU, I had been re-reading TO YOU that airport part and no matter how many times I re-read, that one is my most favourite part and the ring one is very very chaotic.

Always be happy, and prioritize yourself and take as much time as you want, I am also proud of you sm, you are doing amazing and I wish you nothing but opportunities filled with happiness and may your trials bloom. 💗 Thank you for writing this!

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I usually back-read everything before sending, but FUCK I AM TEARY-EYED AND I CANNOT DO THIS RN SO PLS IGNORE IF THERES ANY CONFUSION 😭😭😭😭😭

Girl jesus christ lmao

Also hi, I've missed you.

A lot happens in chapter 45 that I had to go back and read a few things with my editor lmao.

I'll start off with the simple stuff. Editor and I are doing well! Their birthday was on the 24th so our friend group got together last weekend to celebrate! It was nice and we all hung out while I tortured them with BSH jokes. We are both in the process of 1) looking for a new job (editor's stuff) and 2) waiting on a start date for a new job (me). So we are chilling.

Now, only this monster you have written lmao.

Mouse's healing journey was an important thing I couldn't just brush over, there was layers to it that needed to be done. I really wanted to show a progress she was going to go through. In the back of my mind, I always wanted Mouse to see the Ruby tapes to be able to understand what they went through because she wasn't the only one hurting, you know? I didn't want to be such a self-centered type of reflection on Mouse's part. Wonwoo truly didn't want her to see them, but also didn't want to rewatch them himself.

As for MX, I love them so much, there is an agreement in a new story I have planned that MX will be the good guys and SVT will be the bag guys, but there is a long time until that story happens haha. I have so much to write before then.

Cheol's whole part will be a big thing later on~ Don't worry!

As I said, Mouse's healing is a really big thing. You are going to see the ups and downs, but also see strength and love going forward, there is going to be a big shift soon in mentality and things she does for a reason. I am excited for all the plans I have for this story.

There has always been a joke that Mouse was going to wake up from the coma instead of everything happening but when I said that to Editor, they threatened my life so :D I reminded them of that when I was writing this and they are so stressed.

"For my sanity, I'm begging you, do NOT-" "that made me mad, that made be genuinely mad." "Tristen, Tristen...*gets close to mic* If you even fucking try. I'm going to hunt you for sport, this isn't a fucking joke. I would skin you while you were still alive. The things I would do if you did that. This ain't a joke no more."

^ that is just a little I deal with :D

A few minutes later: "I don't know what just came over me, I'm sorry." A Demon, a demon, came over you @pinkskiddo

I hope you know that I'm proud of you for not drinking!! But yeah, I know haha. When I wrote this i went "I need comedic relief for the shit I'm putting down here."

I'm so excited for the Ruby - Spider love child they were going to sing.

I hope your studies have been going well despite the procrastination! I've been handling some writers block but I'm finally getting back into the grove of things!! I hope you've been okay either way!

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