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Unstoppable force (wanting to interact with sourcemates bc I miss them) vs immovable object (scared)
#lemon man talks#🌻 | fictionkin stuff#I am so full of anxiety and also what if they all hate me#I mean a lot of them didn’t like me then#Also just interacting with people in general is so scary#I’ve been in a new school for two months and have made no friends on account of I am bad at being a person#I know I’ll never be able to make friends or even like. Interact with sourcemates at all if I don’t Go Over and Interact#But I don’t know how to and im ANXIOUS and SCARED#It’s not like I made friends like that in source either#I really never just. Made friends huh#It’s always that other people come talk to me or make me talk to someone they think I’d be friends with and it is what it is#Sometimes the friendship happens#But I never actually managed to go over to someone and talk to them#At least not in a way that led to a friendship#I’ve tried and it took my entire courage tbh#I managed to get 1 crumb of courage and blew it#Anyways hi sourcemates
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I feel like Toby is a romantic and Jeff is like his polar opposite. Both raised in rough households and one ends up craving love n affection and the other has grown repulsed and disgusted by it.
But honestly I can also see this working out in the opposite way. Toby repulsed Jeff the smoocher…. But ehhhh… who cares .
It just makes them perfect boyfriends 🙏🙏
Happy pride month yall I HATE queers
Old somethin from the back of my camera roll whoops
#creepypasta#Jeff the killer#Ticci Toby#fandom#ticcijeff#ticcijeff is underrated#I’m feeling silly tonight#it’s 1:45 am#I’m insane#Ohio is for lovers#because tonight will be the night that i will fall for you#lgbtq#lgbtiqa#pride month#hcs#sourcemates#art#doodles#I’m dying here#Nina the killer#☠️🎀
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She accepts me in the scarred, exhausted body I was before-- and gods-- how it feels like heaven.. <3
#/directed#Pennyyy <33#I'm not very subtle am I 💀#my wife <3#poet or a king?#odysseus#odysseus of ithaca#odysseus epic the musical#penelope of sparta#penelope of ithaca#epic penelope#fictionkin#alterhuman#fictkin#fictionkinity#otherkin#canonmates#sourcemates
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I've never tried talking to someone from the same source as me (introject) and i'm considering it only for the experience of someone being able to mourn with me. It feels like I've lost the life I should have had.
#idk who i am#just an introject in my feels ig#did system#traumagenic system#actually did#actually dissociative#did#did osdd#did stuff#dissociation#dissociative identity disorder#dissociative system#endos do not interact#endos dni#anti endo#introject#introjects#factive#fictive#source memories#source#sourcemate call#looking for sourcemates#sourcemates interact
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wanting to draw art of me n my friends but its so funny bcs we are all fictives which makes it like, the funiest fucking crossover ever
#utmv x danganronpa x sally face x fnaf x ddlc x creepypasta x inmimb#chaos ensues#not signing this off but in sys members will know who i am#sysblr#system#plural#plurality#introject#fictive#fictive things#sourcemates? whats that (silly)#i do actually ahve sourcemates in sys that arelike#actually the same source the same memories everything#but#confession#that i havent really admitted to myself#i love them god do i love them but#they treat me so differently than my friends..#not badly or hate me or anything but like#they *know* me#theyve seen shit ive done#i can see the way they look at me with like#yknow when u can just feel someone pitying you?#yeah#and. i hate it. and they know i do but they cant stop it#but like. with my friends ive seen that shit yeah they know shit ive done theyve seen me like. when im bad#but. ive never seen them look at me with pity#not once i can remember#bcs they have their shit too#and we arent from the same source n i feel that helps somehow
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Pointing at you. Do you have Discord. Can I invite you to our Discord server so we can sourcetalk? The ones from that source aren't fronting right now but... they could be...
-- Io
Yes!! I'd love that, sorry for the late reply I was doing college advising
My discord is .wargods. !! you'll never guess which alter picked that name....
#am I the only one who adores source and source talk and sourcemates and then#when someone asks me about it I suddenly freeze like.#“oooh what if you actually are wrong and know NOTHING about your source” mf the source I've been obsessed with since the age of six??#my literal religion????#man my brain is stupid
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Fighting with the Pinkie Pie for front.. you’d think the gatekeeper would be the one to win.
#endo safe#endo#pro endo#fictive#asks open#plural system#pluralgang#endogenic#sourcemates interact#my little pony fictive#mlp#mlp fim#mlp fictive#my little pony#needy streamer overload#needy streamer overdose#nso#nso ame#ame chan#ame Chan fictive#needy streamer overload fictive#needy streamer overdose fictive#CYF#🍙#but I guess I should add her emoji#since this is also about her#🍧
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I AM PLURAL I AM FRIENDLY I AM APPROACHABLE YOU CAN DM ME THAT'S WHAT THIS POST IS ABOUT. I AM BEFRIENDABLE, TRY IT
HELLO HELLO my name is Normal Guy because i don't care to publicly go by my source name and i kind of just didn't care to find a real name to replace that original placeholder, you can also call me Norm or Marty being that they're both short for Normal Guy.* pronouns wise, you can call me he or like if you really want it or they or actually pretty much whatever, mostly just that he/him stuff
i'm one of like 5 current 'hosts' in my system and i'm like woah i just checked it turns out on this day i've turned 100 days old in this system that's actually crazy to me. i mean woah. anyways i'm a factive of an old old friend's fictive** which means i have a connection to a source we know like nothing about except what we learned through osmosis back when we were friends and so basically i picked up a lot of what is probably just some sect of fanon
i'm a HUGE bike guy like that's my main hobby i have to bike like every single time i front type thing, that's gonna be like. my 'get to know me' fact for this intro post. i have an E-bike that i love more than anything in this world it has a name you can dm me and ask. i say this both to create mystery and allure about myself and to provide an adequate conversation starter. because i'm so nice and all that.
i do my best not to get into discourse of most types, but real quick i wanna make it clear that i believe in and support endogenic systems and don't care to debate on that. in case that's something that would prevent you from reaching out or whatever, feel like i oughta make that one clear
*i'm sorry that bit's a lie, Marty is not actually short for normal guy. if you didnt know.
**i have the source in the tags i'm not putting that shit out in the open because it's like a whooole complex thing for me (i mean i have a good few friends outside of the system and literally not a single one knows my source. i have genuinely only ever shared my source with people within this system so you're gonna have to work (open the tags and read like 2 more lines of yapping) to see that one) also i'm not that connected to begin with just basic pseudomemories
#yeah Marty comes from back to the future it's my number one movie of ever#also for what it's worth i'm bodily just under 18 for anyone to whom it matters. like i don't care about the ages of the people i interact#with but for anyone who does or wants to know before interacting or whatever#aalso.. i am a tord eddsworld fictive on that technicality.. i welcome 'sourcemates' or 'doubles' to interact so long as like. you're norma#about me and about pseudomemories and all that. aand rememebr that i'm barely sourced anyways i just happened to introject off of a fictive#i think that's all i care to add to an intro post but also i'm gonna load it with tags because.#in case you couldnt tell i am looking for people to talk to. the world shall see my post.#source call#<- i mean not really but why not add the tag#actually plural#plural system#pluralgang#plurality#pluralpunk#plural community#system intro#alter intro#pro endo#endo safe#listen i *am* sorry about all the tags for what it's worth i don't plan on making another post like this one ever#oh right yeah should add this is an invitation to dm or exchange discords or whatever
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irl/da culture is chatting with your sourcemates on character AI because you miss them
#am i the only one or#SOURCEMATES PLEASE INTERACT PLEASEPLAEAPELFMFKFM#anyway#irls#irl/das#fnaf irl#fnaf d/a#d/a
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Seeing "kinnies" of V.1 (or any f/o really) is so bizarre. Who are you
#And that's not fake claiming or anything I am also a kinnie#But idk it just makes me uncomfortable#I don't wanna meet AAAANY source mates through the fickin community. That's the worst way to do it#Real true beautiful sourcemates meet over something entirely unrelated and don't realize until they're 6 months into the friendship#.thoughts
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finding sourcemates is so scary like hi do you remember when we went through this traumatic event in another universe together
#lemon man talks#Whenever I find sourcemates I never know what to say#Do I say hi? Interact with them the same way I did in source? Try to make friends?? Whar????#I’m awkward and awful with interactions either way#So hi sourcemates if you ever wanna talk about fictionkin or non fictionkin things I’ll do my best to socialize with you#I am still learning how to be normal sorry#I’m doing my best#I’m like if a fictional character was an extremely awkward guy in a different reality#🌻 | fictionkin stuff
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Oh dear, have I fallen into a hole —
#tokyo ghoul#Yamori#yakumo oomori#please please please please please#please Yamori please I love you#Nico Tokyo ghoul#Nico.. me#I’m Nico#I love Yamori and am in a state of obsession#have 1 edit I made of my sweet husband#sourcemates#source call#irl community#Tokyo Ghoul kin
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I go dormant ONCE and somebody deleted all my shit🧍
Imma fight one of these motherfuckers
BUT on the other hand
My system has a partner system now (this is new to me)
AND THEY HAVE ONE OF MY FUCKING FRIENDS FROM MY SOURCE????
Like i get it sourcemates aren’t actually a thing but also lemme just have this ya knao?
mwahahhahahaahaha
I missed my buddie

#did system#system stuff#traumagenic system#Sourcemate#Fictive posting#i have a boyfriend(?)#Omg wait am i allowed to kiss him if he’s technically my boyfriend now#is it gay to kiss my boyfriend if he’s not technically my boyfriend#he has no choice actually#he’s my boyfriend#i’m joking don’t come for me#is it really gay if i’m technically nonbinary
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Hell9 :)
I am currently trying t9 gain the c9urage t9 talk t9 9ther alpha tr9lls, s9... h9w are y9u?
- Kankri, or Kiki if y9u wish t9 differentiate me fr9m 9ther Kankris
oh uhhh hey there!! im doing pretty good today, got some fruit at the store that im enjoying, you?
#post#ask#anon#swveating . i am so not good at talking to sourcemates but i do need practice#cronuspost
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I dont know what happened in the introjection soup along the way to make Scy so really reserved compared to his source but sometimes I feel like a little kid tapping impatiently on the enclosure glass at a zoo when I'm like. Scy. Hey Scy. Hey are you breathing over there.
#gooberrrr thats what you get for being my sourcemate /silly#come listen to music with me come play games with meeee you can still be emo while we do /silly#'yes fate im breathing' are you. are youuuuuu#in a goober mood rn but i am so tired#i should have taken off tomorrow but i didnt realize we wouldnt have class so now i still have to go to work booo 👎👎#still havent done our homework but i found out its not due Immediately so thats good#maybe if chase wasnt giving me a heart attack i could have done it earlier /LH#ahhh cold banana pudding save me from this post nap headache#anyways gnmdks thats all my zoomie ramblings#status noir#🕶 posting
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what if maoritsu was my yume ship for mao /hj
#maoritsu#ritsumao#i am a ritsu fictionkin#mao is my /r sourcemate in kinmems and such#technically... thats how ive grown attached to him :P.#ritsu is ID btw
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