#am i...being too impulsive?
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s5e8 - The Devil's Grip
#vbrosclips#vbros#venture bros#the venture brothers#billy quizboy#pete white#rose whalen#s5e8#season 5#i know this scene has been clipped to hell and back. i do not care.#i want it on my blog NEOW#also this was really funny to see considering the clip i saw earlier on twitter#of hammer and publick doing a panel and i guess questions from the audience#and one of them was 'when will billy and pete get girlfriends'#and hammers response. after alluding to the petebilly shipping scene at length. being verbatim#'billy's a virgin and pete white. look at him.'#that and 'why did you tell your mom im gay'. bitch i dont hear you denying it. thats not a denying tone to me#the way he says 'you said i was handsome? :<' jfdgkgkks its so good#at risk of talking too long i think my pete sexuality hc is#he doesnt think about it and doesnt have enough impulse control or self respect to turn anything down#billy is in that weird in-between area of 'am i bisexual or asexual'#unlike pete he thinks about it and just doesnt wanna deal with it so inwardly he considers himself heteroflexible
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u know what though... i don't think this facepalming is for the witnesses in the room, but i also don't think it's an "oh no, thor's so stupid" facepalm, i think it's a "why the fuck did i do that?" one. i don't think loki especially wants to invade jotunheim, he just thought it'd be a laugh to get thor to do it, but then oh shit thor is actually going to do that so now he needs to sabotage it somehow (telling the guard) but also:
"shit, i've fucked this up, haven't i?" it seemed like such a good idea two minutes ago. couldn't help himself. wouldn't it be funny if? but now they have to go to fucking jotunheim and he could so easily have just not done that. oops! facepalm time!
#thor (2011)#whoever called this movie the story of an accidental coup is right.#but it's not that loki's entirely innocent it's just that he hasn't planned ahead. each initial fucked up thing was unconnected#and he just took advantage in the moment to do what he thought would stir the most shit.#let frost giants in because that would be a laugh. now you can get thor to make a stupid decision! do that too!#now dad's in a coma and you can just tell bro he can't ever come home because he killed dad and mum hates him! LOL!#now you're regent and you could be normal about it... OR you could deliberately provoke people you don't like#which makes them stage a counter-accidental-coup oops!#each step is unplanned and *could not* have been planned ahead of time he's just fucking with people repeatedly for shits and giggles#because loki appears to assume odin will wake up and there's no way thor will be stuck on earth forever once that happens#so it can't be something he thinks is going to stick. he's not *actually* able to exile thor forever on his own authority.#but IN THE MOMENT it was funny to fuck with him :)#and to just straight up fucking lie to him :)#and to pretend he's lost the throne to you :)#because loki does not consider the consequences of his actions even though on the evidence of this film it doesn't work out well for him.#therefore this is the facepalm of 'why did i do this to myself?'#fandom thinks loki's a good king due to Being Smart which a) nice obvious classism you have there but also b) he's also dumb as rocks.#he is capable of smart but he can and will fuck things up anyway because he is less capable of being sensible.#so while thor is indeed impulsive i think loki was equally impulsive in his own desire to use thor's impulsiveness against him.#because it'd be funny! right up until the moment it turns out thor really is going to do the thing you just convinced him to do D:#oops lol what am i like!#there'd be an instagram selfie oh him doing a thumbs up gesture captioned 'just told thor he can't come home LOL!'#'me on the throne ha ha bet none of you saw that coming! ps dad is in a coma pls send your thoughts and prayers 🙏 mum is sad :('#'turn your tv on guys i'm invading migard lmao'#'that's me on the news!!!! thor's here too wasn't expecting that might stab him when we meet up lol i love him he's my fave avenger💚'#anyway that's why loki is my problematic fave in this movie
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hmmmm "i will" by mitski as a loumand song.... armand both pre- and post-SF trying to convince himself he's doing the right thing, he's doing this for louis, he's doing this for them......
armand who considers himself fundamentally unlovable outside of his utility to a partner...... for whom love and servitude and ownership and debt are all mixed up in ways informed by centuries of abuse
who is applying what little he has received in the way of love (both real and perceived) to his current relationships, but who has never felt loved without being owned, who has never once even considered that Respecting Boundaries is an important part of loving somebody, who is used to his lover being his owner being his maker being his god, and who applies all that to his relationship with louis because it's the first time he is suddenly in the dominant position in a relationship and he is Not equipped to handle that in any way even approaching a healthy relationship
"i will see your body bare and still i will live here" considering that the highest form of devotion because surely only somebody who truly loves him could stomach to see him undone, to see him brought low, even if they were the one to undo him. is it not the most honest expression of his adoration for louis to see him brought low and rebuild him ?
"and all the quiet nights you bear, seal them up with care / no one needs to know they're there, for i will hold them for you" armand who is intimately familiar with the ways that memory can hurt you, who is desperately trying to pretend that forgetting is the same as moving on, who is taking on all the burden of this relationship and still louis is so ungrateful, how dare he accuse armand of doing this for his own benefit when it was all for louis, when armand has stayed awake a thousand days to soothe his nightmares, smooth over the edges of every hurtful recollection, when armand bears louis's traumas for him, how dare he—
"there's no need to be brave / while you sleep, i'll be scared / so by the time you wake, i'll be brave" armand who is building up an increasingly fragile house of cards, who is layering lies and adjustments and changes and more lies over each other, knowing that it's not sustainable, knowing that with every passing day it becomes harder to tell the truth, knowing that this will collapse eventually and the fallout is only growing. and then louis wakes up and everything is fine, darling, don't you even worry about it
(can you tell him that i'm so normal about him)
#lmaster37 posts#iwtv#interview with the vampire#iwtv spoilers#interview with the vampire spoilers#the vampire armand#obv this is like heavily filtered through armand's self-perception#for the record while i Do Not claim that this is ACCURATE to show!armand#i do think that it is at minimum more interesting to consider his actions through the lens of him genuinely caring for louis#if in a toxic and often self-serving way#(self-serving being. a very broad term here. consider that louis is a useful prop in armand's perfomance of elaborate self-destruction)#(as somebody with a tendency to romanticise their own mental illness that's an impulse i understand all too well)#(it's the constructing a situation so awful for everybody involved that surely at some point nobody could fault you for giving up. for me)#idk like i've seen people dismiss all of armand's more tender moments as part of The Scheme#and while i'm obv not gonna claim that that's a Wrong reading#i do think it's kinda. uninteresting. okay so everything he ever said was a lie. what's left of the character then ?#hmm still salty about 2x8 sorry. cool twist but like what does that actually mean for the character#idk i'm having a hard time reconciling 2x8 armand with the rest of iwtv armand#equal odds whether that's a weakness on the show's part or my unwillingness to reconsider a Character I Like in a negative light :shrug:#once again it appears i am incapable of not rambling in tags
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#being bi with a preference for a particular gender is really annoying bc if i'm being 100% real#i may never date or fuck a woman. i have a lot of baggage around Not Drawing Attention as a means of maintaining safety#and a general fear of intimacy as it is#and generally i do think i am more interested in men#none of that negates or delegitimizes my attraction to women but hoo fuckin boy is everyone tripping over themselves to say#that bi people like myself Don't Belong or are self-hating blablablabla#does it ever occur to these people that perhaps the impulse to stick to dating people of a different gender#IS ITSELF a function of biphobia??#like ''oh you can choose to pass'' shut the fuck up asshole it's CHOOSING TO HIDE#these are very different things#also the existence and general acceptance of this attitude in the queer community effectively shuts a lot of bi people out bc they recognize#that they'll face invalidating rhetoric and behavior THERE too#the place where they're supposed to be safe#so i think there are a LOT of people out there who just don't have community around their queerness#because it's never fucking enough
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the problem with having a hobby as stupid and expensive as collecting vocal synths is i'm old and dying so all my favorites are old and dying. so i don't have the option of thinking twice about it when i could literally wake up the next day and they'll be gone forever
#so sayeth the worthless god#ok but frreal#oliver got discontinued before i could buy him legally and i'm so.#torn up about it#i just impulse bought maika because i was afraid of the same thing#she's my favorite and when she's as old as she is#relatively unpopular#being in a language vocaloid hasn't supported since her release#and i don't think her company is doing too hot either so.... i feel like that fear was warranted#i only ever pirated vocaloid because i liked V4 and hated V5 and 6 and they discontinued it#but i bought miku V4X and piapro is just a better V4 so i don't need to anymore#that and i HATE SV2 and a lot of the SV1s are being discontinued but i have all the ones i want RN except una and eleanor so....#una SV1 i'm not worried about but with the discontinue scare we just had with ellie i really am ha ha#vocaloid
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joining another fandom is remembering how I fumbled the ball in the previous one and I gotta breathe so deeply through my nose like I won't fuck it up this time

#listen its just fucking stranger things#i dont like antis hiding in the cracks all stealthy until someone enables them to express open hate for my fave#so i called them out and said i fucking hated them but i never said any names i just said how i felt#it was an impulse but my whole feed was just a flood of this fucking elitism#where is the fucking variety with all these men who are never mentioned#well i only care about tommy and billy anyways#i mean i dont ever hold focus and i havent since i lost my best friend#and i love talking to myself the most because free will is great and everyone judges when we openly express our mind#i dont personally bother anyone like ever#this shit is always in my own space or my own solitude but ill do that shit in public broh#i dont need a fucking microchip in my ear and half the fucking time i do talk to someone#they cant process where the fuck i am in reality and ill provide them context and everything#and it all comes down to being treated like im a schizoid who makes this shit up that i share#i dont lie tho and yeah when i relay crazy fucking information that i notice around me#they never believe me and the one time i tried to report some fucked up shit#they trapped me in the system and my fucking detective never did shit because well#whos going to believe someone no one ever takes seriously just because theyre a mental case#no broh idgaf i am great at puzzles and when i verbalize it rather than letting silence control me out of fear from stigma#im intelligent and so real that people dont know how to handle someone who is too fucking good for psychic warfare#like im still battling grief from losing my best friend and the more that reality hits me like a wrecking ball#the more fucked up i get and low and behold im a fucking mirror reflection of someone i used to be#i mean i gotta be a real living nightmare because im pissed broh and when ppl think they can judge#and talk all this shit with their shit talking friends that validate their bitch ass who accepts praise from antis from being mean to my fav#you bet your sweet ass im going to drag them and expect the clique who flocked to me to hold them accountable for being a fake ass bitch#well they didnt and they all dropped me because they rather ignore their fake ass friend who wrote shit fucking fics that appeased the hater#whatever fuck them because i dont follow cliques anyways and they took over my otp AND ALWAYS POST STEDDIE#fuck off lol i hate them im always going to remember that fake ass shit and they never asked if i wanted to be included#im just supposed to sign a form ummm well fuck that. thats my given right and i fed those bitches FOR YEARS. the disrespect broh.#anyways im moving on to better things and idc about what others think anymore#my best friend killed my fear of other people and how others perceive me is never who i truly am but they can keep guessing
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Armand brought up Lestat in that fight so many times, I can feel his obsession.
What gets me is both Louis and Armand calling the other (and Claudia!) Lestat when they want a slam dunk in a fight because it's just honestly so funny. Like, come on, guys, you can be (and are) your own flavour of manipulative and insane, you don't need to keep making it about him.
#somewhere lestat just suddenly thinks 'now why am i in it?' without even knowing what it is he's just been brought into#the funny thing too is that i actually don't think lestat's THAT manipulative as a character#he's volatile for sure and suffocating and needy yes#but louis and armand both are a lot more manipulative than he is#it's like they think he's manipulating situations because they'd both be manipulating situations if they were in lestat's shoes#meanwhile lestat's got impulse control issues and three brain cells to rub together lol#which is also a part of why it's very funny that they latch onto lestat as an insult when they're accusing each other of being manipulative#iwtv asks#armand asks
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Evil Time is great :) (Patreon)
#Doodles#Just Desserts#Villainsona#Cringe attack#She's So close to being a Papyrus except for being like 1% more self-aware#And the self-awareness makes her evil lol#Would Papyrus be evil if 1% more self-aware? Is that how the transitive property works? No he's a good boy she's predisposed for evil lol#Gotta love those spiralling memory episodes :) Couldn't act right in the first place and then punished for all eternity thereafter what fun#Also hey! Two faces that haven't been around since they were first-ever-only drawn! It's Cinnamon Banana Bread and French Nougat!#They're both a bit off-model since I drew this before solidifying their designs in the headshot project - Banana Bread especially honestly#They have more of a pompadour going than featured here - cinnamon swirls y'know ♪#I am a big fan of their cinnamon/banana freckles tho :3#And then Nougat is mostly just missing his hair clips#Tangentially related but I'm very excited to make profile-rundowns with everyone's pronouns lol#Anyway haha#Charm is so good at talking to others :) She definitely doesn't have issues with impulsivity or volume control or anything like that#So excited to share! For all of two seconds before realizing hey! That was rude! The heck!!#Goes home and is Evil about it to herself for the next 6-12 hours lol#She /knows/ better - she hates it when other people talk over her or ignore what she's saying favour of Their Thing Being Said louder#So why does she do it to others? What's wrong with her??? - Charm @ Charm often lol#If someone does it to her first then sure she can justify it to herself of Fair's Fair - returning fire (no pun intended lol)#But if she starts it that means she's fair game too - if that's the game she sets the precedent for then that must be how she wants to play#But it isn't! She doesn't want that! She wants to say things in a way that's polite and respectful and will be well-received! Why!!!#I mean I know why ♪ But she doesn't haha#Poor lad - she'll get there! Coping skills and understanding friends ease the way forward
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chapter 256 fueling my ailette/hestio(/tes) delusions, thank you for the food!!!!!




#s-class heroine spoilers#webnovel reaction#hestio ligenel#screaming shrieking and exploding hestio is soooo cute !!!!!#hestio trying his very best not to worry even though hes worrying sooo very much#hestio having to take in a big gulp of air because hes just way too worried#hestio going 'haha of course theres nothing to worry about!' and then just snapping and going of course we're worried!!#wah.... who let him be this cute#hestio rushing to ailette's defence. 😔#i am dead on the ground. deceased.#hestio insulting a prince because how dare he suggest that ailette would spare any effort in protecting tesilid#and dont forget ephael having to jump in to shut him up because he's hestio's impulse control and survival instincts actually#i feel so vindicated that i got that part of their dynamic right#literally so cute that we get introduced to hesphael as ephael being the one who doesnt seem to take things too seriously#and whom prob needs to hv a leash on him at all times lest he get himself in trouble#no.... its hestio who needs a minder. and its in the form of ephael the very guy whom we thought hestio was minding#🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 i love their dynamic#anw hestio's literally so cute. the 'hestio didnt even flinch' to hestio taking a huge gulp of air to 'of course we're worried!!!'#the way you see him spiral with worry and fall apart within like 10 seconds GRRRRRRRRRR#i am very normal about him. the normalest#ailettehestio
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I wonder if they think of me
#the way i think of them#every time i can't sleep theyre the only people i want to message or call or just.. hear from#every time something awful happens lately they're some of the only people i can think of that just... thinking about them cheers me up.#whenever something good or silly or fun or important or really pleasant or weird happens.. i want to tell them first and hear their#excited or happy or sweet or dumbfounded responses#when its late and im alone... i want to listen to their snoring... or feel my head against his chest but for longer than a hug this time#ive begun to be scared that im so full of love it physically repells my partners. i want to be good for them so bad that im rancid in#some way.#i want to be there beside each of them so badly that they pull back... and when i give them space? they dont seem to reach out to me first#i feel like im.. so far down the list. maybe just because they know ill be there so they dont idk. care to check in?#they've told me before that if im doing badly they trust/assume that i would tell them#i cant even get a paying-attention response to the positive news i give sometimes... let alone. what i feel like is. my constant bad news#i want to be good. i want to be positive and hopeful and trusting and optemistic and patient#i feel like such a “maybe” or an “eventually”. i feel replacable and every way theyve tried to explain that im not its just...#them describing me as something sooo special im either too much. or that they think im too fragile or too explosive. or that they want#to meet someone else or more people who make them feel like i do. like im just a collectable trinket they can catch more of when they#dont want me specifically around but someone who does as much for them as i might. or can make them feel as loved as i honestly do love them#and they deserve that.#they deserve more than just me#they both do#i am disabled and im dramatic and im terrified of living this way and i feel so lonely whenever im in any company but theirs#because i either dont know how to interact well wifh others. or when i do get along with someone... it ends up gettin really scary for me#really quickly.#met nice friends? turns out they were mid-drug-relapse and want my help getting sober#met people i had stuff in common with in adult only spaces?? turns out they were lying about half of the details about themselves to fit in#reconnected wifh kind old friends? one of them is belligerent and mean almost daily and they others arent comfortable being near that#open up to my family about my struggles? get told i should leave#ive vented before on this blog and others that tbh most of the time my main reason for not doing really impulsive bad things to/for myself#is my fiancé. he's my best friend and my motivation and my love and my family... and now i have a seocnd partner as well and I#feel similarly and really strongly about them as well
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the way that some ppl thrive off of drama and conflict is wild to me…..like i cannot imagine. some ppl live their lives trying to get other ppl to argue w them and it’s like why are u doing that…..and then they’re like why does everyone dislike me 🥺 and ppl like that never look inward either they’re like it must be other ppl that are the problem as if there is not one common factor in every conflict they have had. truly i just don’t get it. like try being personable for five mins and maybe u will have some joy in life. on god.
#michelle speaks#watching hrs long youtube videos on toxic ppl really opens my eyes to so much 😭#literally all of my toxic friendships have been w ppl like that. and they ONLY did it w me too. like i am NOT the type of person who really#gets mad at ppl other than my family lol & truly w friends i had healthy relationships w i never had a REAL argument w them#esp bc getting older i have valued honest communication soooo much but when i was younger too we would just like not talk for a few hrs#& then it would be fine w my GOOD friends. whereas the not good friends would purposefully start conflicts w me to rile me up and then act#like i was evil for getting annoyed w them and it’s soooo frustrating to deal w ppl like that bc u cannot win no matter what#but like i am free from those ppl at this point bc i was apparently too wicked for them i guess! 🙄#or genuinely i would not do anything and they would decide i did smth to be mad at#it is crazy what ppl will do to u when u try to be a good friend to them. like i am not perfect in any way but as someone who has lived w#someone w anger issues my whole life & has suffered from what it’s like to deal w that i have put in the work to not be that person#and it honestly upsets me that despite all the fact that i KNOW i am not that person at all like i rarely get mad at ppl fr#ppl that i have loved or cared abt have purposefully tried to idk. act as if i am??? and for what????#and it’s soooo frustrating too bc when u talk abt urself ppl are like well you just don’t know who u are or whatever tf#meanwhile i have been emotionally honest w myself since i was a teenager in the pursuit of developing a healthy mental state to prevent#being unable to control myself so like. i KNOW the type of person i am lol. and i have had ppl be like no u dont etc blah blah ok well what#if i do. what if i dont lie to myself & i am honest abt my emotions & allow myself to process them & figure out the healthiest way to deal#w them. AND i did so bc i care abt how my emotions impact other ppl & it is important that i make rational rather than emotional decisions#ESP when i have emotional dysregulation (which some ppl have heavily used against me) from my adhd which has forced me to learn the skills#to prevent myself from acting impulsively based on extreme emotions as i did when i was younger 😑 what then!!!!!!!!!#anyway i’m yelling at the wall for no reason idk what i got all annoyed abt at this point. genuinely no idea.#genuinely this was abt no one in particular just ranting and raving in a fashion that would win me a lobotomy in the 60s#just reflecting on many things i have felt since like 2011 tbh lmfao. however i use my repressed anger to write an insane rant on tumblr#dot com rather than idk. riling up someone i care abt until i can take my anger out on them. crazy concept!
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hiii! i just wanted to reach out n let you know that i just spent the last few days speed reading all your ao3 work bc i literally couldn't put it down. the way you write dick really just scratches my brain in the best way possible. he's a little (read: very) neurotic and it just. his motivations are so clear in your work, not in the sense that there isn't tension and anxiety but in that his core personality, his drive to help and the anger and trauma that has built him, his need to always be performing and catering to those around him, it comes across sososososos SO well. he was the first character that got me into comics and since then i've kinda stopped reading him bc i have lots of issues w tom taylors run (not the point so i digress) but you have really inspired me to go back and read more of his old stuff so thank you! you have such a clear grasp on his character and its something i admire very much! ur very very talented! and i really appreciate you sharing ur art! hope ur doin well :)
HI THIS IS SUCH A NICE COMPLIMENT???? <3333 This is so nice & sweet & it made my whole day!!! THANK YOU I AM HUGGING YOU ACROSS THE INTERNET AHHHHHH
he's a little (read: very) neurotic and it just. his motivations are so clear in your work, not in the sense that there isn't tension and anxiety but in that his core personality, his drive to help and the anger and trauma that has built him, his need to always be performing and catering to those around him
YEAH IT's HIMMMM i love this description <333
THANK YOU YOU ARE LOVELY & KIND PLS ACCEPT THIS DOG PICTURE AS TOKEN OF MY GRATITUDE
#YEAH he's fascinating to me because he can do casual cheeriness sometimes and mmm like. it's not like it's FAKE#it's real!! when he's relaxed & joking around he is relaxed. he's not deliberately disingenuous#and he gets a huge kick out of performing a lot of the time!! like. nobody is holding a gun to his head making him tell stupid puns#tim takes every opportunity to put his version of robin in the shadows whereas dick's impulse is to be center stage#AND YET!! AND YET!!! also he is also so so so sooooo neurotic#and he's SO PRIVATE and every time he's upset he compulsively keeps other people at a distance#and yeahhhh the performing!!!#it's interesting to me mmm okay look obviously all these characters are Very Very Different From Me in a lot of ways#but with performance specifically i have done things where performance is a major part of the job#and it's something i enjoy a lot! but it's something i enjoy paradoxically because i am myself pretty private#and part of what's fun about performing at least for me is that it's so mediated & so there's an escapist element#nobody is expecting your true self. like. it's not like lying exactly so much as being someone else for a while#and it can be a real relief to be someone else for a while & to help people when your own life is going badly#...but also the habit of instinctively keeping other people at a distance can be like. bad for you if you let it get out of control#and the way that both dick & tim relate to performance-as-escape is a big part of why those two characters click for me so hard#it's part of why i like superhero stories in basically all their forms?? that metaphor of the masks you wear etc etc etc#anyway he is delightful i am glad you like him too and i am very glad you like the stories <333#click this tag in case of sadness
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Sabaody time.... I am so fucking scared

FIRST OFF I KNOW THATS NOT WHAT HE SAID!!!!

Another one for the sanji faces hall of fame

Luffy should have stuck with the fritters.... I know the end of this........

More for the hall of faces (? Got confused)

OH FUCK HERE WE GO!!!!!!!!

AJDKAJSK TELL HIM USOPP!!!

AJDHAKSBIASNAOAJ!!!!!! COLD!!!!

Califa wearing jabra's shirt bc nami ripped all her clothes 💀💀 wild
Franky and usopp team up with the sunny

Usopp once again just telling the truth

Look at him... 🧍🏻���♂️


Conqueror's haki tease..... yeah

This just..... yeah.......

GET A JOB!!! LEAVE THEM ALONE!!!

Is he clocking that sanji had to cross the red line so he sure as hell didn't do it with pirates bc he doesn't know how...... or am I reaching (yeah)

Incredible use of the gag here btw

Shakky.... my queen... why does rayleigh have a former amazon lily empress and kuja pirate hidden away in a nasty bar in sabaody.... how can he do that... girl.... that love sickness really got her bad... and the man is gay for a dead man. Damn. WAIT A FUCKING SECOND
SHAKKY WHAT IS GOING ON!!! WDYM HE HAS A GIRL!!! RAYLEIGH WHAT ARE YOU DOING???? open relationship???? What is their deal. I am so curious now ajdhajnsns
Luffy is looking at the camera (?) Like he is wondering what their deal is too... he gets me


Also am I crazy to think that killer would uave been related to the shandians just by the way he looks.... the pants like wiper wears and the long hair like kalgara... also introduced fighting urouge who is a skypiean.... do you see my vision.... maybe oda went naaah with this and that's why his design changed after the timeskip but here??? Idk

Look at this fucking loser..... AHDJAHSKA

I so want to know what is going to happen to kid because he has been doing terrible things to people but we never get into that... maybe shanks was the consequences.... but anyways he is right here lmao... "aren't we kinda cute killer??"

They want each other so bad.... "and he's got bad manners 😏😈"

AN OLD MAN WHO WHAT also haki introduction hello 👋🏻 so I was right about luffy and the bull ALSO CHAPTER 500!! CRAZY!!! ONLY 630 MORE TO GO

Sanji smoking three cigarettes akdjsisjl he is STRESSED

Nami once again not having enough money to save someone she cares about we should all kill ourselves

Hachi blaming himself for being a pirate when even nami is worried about him right now.... we need to kill the celestial dragons

The fucking cover for this volume..... do they know....

Look at these fucking freaks

Usopp landed butt first into the tenryuubito 💀💀💀 Here we fucking go...
#its so funny how they discover its hatchi and they just turn around to leave akdhakbsks yeah.... and how they all wait for nami....#ooooh the cover stories its about the cp9..... inch resting... the destroyed island is enies lobby... serves you right#the bubbles... the sound of the bubbles im the anime HAUNTED me.... they wont be here so i wonder if there is something alike#celestial dragons jhave appeared here we fucking go.... also 20 kingdoms formed the government etc etc ✍️✍️#kid has long black nails here.... slay and he should have killed appoo right here i hate that man jesus christ....#also kids nickname being captain.... ahdkahdka whyyyyyyy.... also the kid pirates and the bonney pirates are so.... uninspired#bonney saving zoro.... did he remember her in egghead island???#sanji so serious after camie gets kidnapped and he says hes gonna call the fish riders akdjssjslsl...#but honestly the thrill of not knowing what is going on until here.... yeah yeah yeah.... and they don't even show us the exact moment...#franky calling namo little girl.... thats his sister for real for real......#seeing doffys symbol on the slave auction and law wearing his is making me so insane akdbaksnsl#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH ACEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE THEY ANNOUNCED THE EXECUTION NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO#and luffy has so much going on that he doesmt notice until he reaches amazon lily... what could have been....#It's so lucky hachi didnt die out of luffy's impulsiveness.... what happens later is a kind of punishment for this i am so sure#not just for this but for the kind of danger he would put his crew in the future if he kept going on like this... kuma and rayleigh saved e#kid being so important in sabaody but then law stealing the show after the timeskip.... thats so funny#luffy was so into bepo when he first saw him akdjaksn “whats that bear is he a pirate too?” he would have asked him to join the crew#shakky: he's probably with another woman..... rayleigh: im going to sell myself as a slave and rob my buyer BLIND to fund my gambling#reading one piece#talking tag
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someone casually talking about you as if you're an object or animal while you're in the same room like
#i would actually die#i mean there's a little bit of hubris and curiosity there in wanting to hear how someone would describe me#that would be really nice#what parts would you emphasise? am I meek? am I still too prideful? am I obedient? jumpy? too needy? too restrained? not restrained enough#explosive? impulsive? maladjusted? easy to manage? difficult to manage?#like i'll truly go for both being second hand praised and second hand insulted both#now i just got myself even more worked up wanting to know#what is this
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(spoilers from season 2 of tgcf, rip all of us)
Yeah, yeah, I know.
But what if, instead of capturing and immobilizing Lang Qianqiu that time in the forest, Rouye decided to tickle him? What if there wasn't so much ressentment and lies and fear in that scene and was instead a cute, silly moment between the young crown prince and his old mentor? What if Xie Lian scolded him about being impulsive and thoughtless and how he could've died for this while Lang Qianqiu is giggling and laughing on the floor? What if he starts quizzing him about clever and safer ways that he could've go on about his threat and suddenly Lang Qianqiu feels like he is 15 again, doing his best to impress his teacher and he tries to actually think about his questions but immediately falls back to squealing and kicking, trying to squirm away but being unable to escape the soft silk wrapped around him that kept poking and pordding and vibrating and tickling at his sides and neck and ribs and absolutely everywhere?
What if - since this is now a CUTE AND SILLY moment with no ressentment - Hua Cheng decided to tease and provoke him since it's the second time he acts like that and ends up losing and being captured by them and, come on, it's really that your best? It's almost as if you like this. And LQQ squeaks in absolute protest and feels like his face is going to melt?
What if he had discovered the truth long time ago and had time to grief and come to terms with it, and now, when he discovers that Xie Lian is his old mentor, wants to challenge him to a fight so he can show him just how much better he got since the last time they saw each other and how he definitely can win a spar against him now. And now in the end it's all just a very cute tickle story huh? What then?
Anyway you can blame the very own Ruoye for this hc because how can a piece of fabric be SO SMUG about capturing somone like COME ON IT LITERALLY STOPPED, LOOKED AT LANG QIANQIU WITH A :] FACE AND THEN CAPTURED HIM, PLEASE!!!!!! P L E A S E. AND XIE LIAN BEING ALL SO :]c AFTERWARDS TOO LIKE !!!! SHAKING THEM BY THEIR SHOULDERS!!!!
I 100% headcanon Lang Qianqiu having a super squeaky and loud laughter, even if he is not actually that ticklish, and just BABBLING the most utter nonsense while being tickled. Xie Lian discovered about it because he caught the prince and his friend (the boy w no name <3) in he middle of a tickle fight once and, even though he never actually tickled him besides one or two sneaky pokes to wake him up during lessons, Rouye never forgot and now rip him.
Also since I am already here, in this reality Xie Lian was not punished and so Hua Cheng only think that boy as the Annoying Kid that Xie Lian once teached and now that appeared centuries later to cause an unecessary ruckus in his city so he is Getting Revenge.
#tgcf tickle headcanons#I am sick with want fr fr#ticklish!Lang Qianqiu#you can pry him laughing and being happy from my dead cold hands#I am torn between he trying to get revenge on xl w no plan or preparation bc he is still v impulsive <3 and being TICKLED AGAIN#But now for both Xie Lian and Ruoye since as it seems he haven't learned the lesson yet#Or he respecting Xie Lian too much still to be just so Silly with him.... but he is all about justice. maybe the first option could happen?#tgcf tickles#tgcf tickling#writing a fic about them ( not w this idea) and it's been DAYS an I only recently realized I wrote their names wrong in the whole story AUG#shaking non stop PLEASE I JUST NEED THEM TO BE SILLY I JUST NEED THEIR STORY TO HAVE A HAPPY ENDING#spoilers tgcf
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guy who hasnt taken his meds in a week: oh so theres no point? were all doomed? im doomed? im going to die? theres no point in trying? its all hopeless?
#talking#i have taken my meds im just irregular and eating things im allergic to so that i can get blood work in a week and a half to PROVE#that i am allergic to it#might be starting my period too idk. i cant tell if its period cramps or bowl cramps. well see!!!#either way and all together my emotional processing rn is fried#PLUS i just got back from an AWESOME trip and im like. why am i back. why didnt i just stay there. whats the point.#I WISH I WAS LESS STABLE FOR REAL#I FUCKING HATE BEING SELF AWARE ARE YOU KIDDING I DONT GET TO TO ANYTHING#I DONT GET TO BE IMPULSIVE OR MANIC I JUST SIT HERE THINKING ABOUT HOW INSTEAD I SHOULD DO NOTHING EVER#AHHHHHHHHH
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