#and I don’t think it’s fair to ask me to delete it from my blog to protect your good vibes

[fawcetttweets]

Sorry if this sounds rude, I don't mean it that way, but now that you found the dsmp fic you were searching for could you perhaps take it of the Fawcett tweets blog?

I'm glad you found the fic and if you need to use the boog this way again please do, it's just that dsmp gives bad vibes to some and this is such a good vibe blog that it's sad?

I don't know how to explain it properly, I have anxiety, sorry :(

Ah, I was a bit worried this would happen.

Warning for bad vibes in this post. I’m not very happy in this one.

This ask was pretty upsetting to get for many reasons, but I won’t get too into it because I don’t want to be rude and I’m afraid I may not be able to say what I want to without it coming across that way.

Though I try to stay positive, this is my blog and I don’t owe you ‘good vibes’. If you aren’t happy with seeing posts about certain topics, there is a way to block those tags. Please do that.

I understand that this wasn’t meant to be rude, but that doesn’t mean it doesn’t hurt.

[cherrycrvsh]

biiiiiig sigh. ,,,, hi. this feels terribly awkward for me, so bare with me.

some of you might’ve known me as @/spcherryygirl or viridiana. i hadn’t quite intended to return so soon—or at least, not publicly—but it seems a few anons (plural? singular? lol i’m not sure) have been going around telling people that i'm back. i’m not angry,,,,, exactly, but i can’t pretend i’m not a little upset. not at anyone in particular. just this. it’s not that i don’t want to be moots again or that i’m hiding from people i genuinely care about. it’s just that i had hoped to keep things quiet for a bit.,, like baby steps( that's a horrible example, but pretend it isn't. ) but now that the 'asks' were sent, there is nothing i can do about it. oh, and to clear things up( bc i think it'll cause some confusion ): the reason i deactivated wasn’t because of my parents or because someone forced me to delete all of my socials. it was because of the anons. specifically, the ones who kept sending awful things to my inbox. i know others go through similar things, and my heart goes out to them. but that doesn’t mean i didn’t feel unsafe. i mean, would you feel okay when someone tells you that you should get ____ because that happened to a character with your name?

i’m sure some of you saw the post on my old blog about the asks. how the asks were so,,, yikes.( will show one ask under the cut. tw: ew-ie nonnies ) i don’t even like to name it. but god, it was disgusting. it started last month, it was kept going. three, five times a day. every single day( like, dude, how many accounts do you have? ). it got to the point where just opening tumblr made me feel sick. so i deactivated without goodbyes. which, i know, wasn’t fair to both my moots and followers. especially because i promised a 1k event. and i’m sorry for that. i had planned to return( publicly )when things felt okay again. i was always going to find my way back to my moots, just not like this. really, i was. especially because all of you are such sweethearts. patient and understanding enough even though i lied about my reason of leaving.

but i cannot undo what has been done. so, hi. bye.

tagging a few of my moots since i didn’t tell them about this post directly. i just want to say thank you for being understanding, for not being upset with me when i left,,, and for supporting my decision to step away. xoxo ♡.

@yeoniverseee , @bloodwrittenletters , @petalbcrnes , @rainforcsts , @jjsblueberry , @simpingmyassoff , @yintous , @xoxorory , @gibsluv , @laufeysgoddess

[lover-of-mine]

it’s so interesting that with previous love interests, it was normal and fine to not ship them and to still want buddie in the future, but now, we have to sit down and shut up and accept that it’s never happening and B/T are forever

oh no wait, it’s not interesting, it’s annoying and confusing and frankly just weird. misogynistic and borderline fetishistic

shipping non-canon couples, especially ones with 6 years of history and love and shared experiences, is the norm in literally every fandom, but now suddenly it’s wrong and how dare we

a fair few of the people saying this are also, conveniently, the ones implying that B’s bisexuality is tied to T and T alone and if we don’t ship them, we don’t support bi!B

how. very. interesting! /annoying/confusing/weird

So interesting. Dude, I got called homophobic because I didn't immediately look at them in 703 and decided they were true love. In 703. Because I didn't look at the shoulder touch and immediately started shipping them. Homophobic with all the letters. I got yelled at. After 703. Legit almost deleted this whole blog over some of the things that got sent. I was legitimately crying with friends who are not in the fandom if I was being unreasonable or insane or whatever else I got called for not jumping in instantly and to ask if I was actually doing something wrong. People were saying we were being weird about queer storylines. That we needed to shut the fuck up and enjoy the way Oliver Stark was gonna make out with a hot guy. That not being on board the ship meant that we had an unreasonable and ridiculous necessity of making sure Eddie was the only guy for Buck. Literally every single person in this fandom hc Buck 1.0 also hooked up with guys. Most people never acted as if Buck needs to be guided through his queerness by this hot older guy. Oh, wait, no, they did. With T. People automatically decided that Buck needed a queer Yoda. That he needed someone to hold his hand and be a guide. They added a fucked up power dynamic from the get go. With no information, Buck was already a baby that needed his hand held through his own sexuality. And let me tell you one thing, I know for a FACT that if it was Eddie, the automatic reaction wouldn't be putting T in this idealized experienced gay guide position when that would've made more sense (not that I think any of them needs a guide) because Eddie is the one with the body count you can count with one hand and a weird relationship with sex. But somehow I'm the one who's weird about Buck's sexuality. I don't want Buck to explore. I need Buck to only have loved Eddie. Sure. Look, I don't wanna multiship. The same way everyone is allowed to ship whatever the fuck they want, I'm allowed to not ship whatever the fuck I want. If it was a woman no one would've been in my inbox basically demanding I make the same level of analysis I make for buddie for them (let me tell you one thing too, if I made the level of analysis I do with buddie with bt, no one would like what I have to say ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯) but I'm still getting asked for it for some reason when I never indicated I ship the two.

But I'm not allowed to have any critical thoughts about anything involving bt or else I'm being weird and that's the mild term that's being used. I can't point out the fact that T left Buck in a curb and failed to communicate shit properly even though it happened in canon. I can't say that I think it felt kinda callous for him to say "they had henleys in the 80s" to Buck being upset T didn't dress on theme (also, the job requires them to change into a uniform by nature, he could've put a colorful shirt and indulged Buck a little bit there without it interfering with the way he was on standby but I can't say that or else I'm a hater). There is no criticism allowed in the ship but somehow I'm the one being weird. I don't think Buck should be in a relationship. I think Buck is still exhibiting the same patterns when it comes to love interests. And yes, I would feel the same way if it was Eddie. Buck doesn't know how to be happy alone and he will never be happy in a relationship until he learns that. I was saying that when it was Natalia and getting praised for my understanding of Buck's character. Now I'm locking Buck onto Eddie. Buck's bisexuality is only valid if he's actively kissing a guy for some people but I'm the one being weird. BT have so many visual parallels to bucktaylor, but if I say that's a bad sign I'm being a hater. I need to sit my ass down, ignore six seasons of buildup, accept that it's over, and that now making Eddie queer and getting buddie together would suck because it would destroy the friendship they built so bt are endgame and gonna get married and somehow I'm the one who's being weird about queer relationships and attaching Buck bisexuality to a person. The fandom lost its fucking mind when they saw Oliver kiss a guy and, yeah, it does feel misogynistic and borderline fetishizing. But somehow I'm the one getting blocked by half the fandom when I'm not even pointing everything I want out. I lose at least one mutual every time I even suggest maybe we should look at things a bit more critically. I have to sit here and justify things to an insane degree while people's reaction to any of the criticism is "uH BuT T Is hOt aNd hE Is a gUy sO It iS DiFfErEnT oKaY?" Critical thinking skills went out the window because now there's a guy involved and that's fucking weird. People are straight up erasing Eddie, the actual main character of the show, Buck's established partner of years, Buck's best friend, the only person in canon who never left Buck in any capacity, because some guy kissed Buck and, he, uh *check notes* treats Buck as an actual human being? so that means he's perfect. It's nuts. The bar is hell.

Yes, I know this is not everyone in the fandom and I know this is not everyone who ships them but if what I'm saying feels like a personal attack to you maybe you should do some thinking. Anyone can ship anything, you want to ship them go off, power to you, the weird part here is the way some people are demanding other people ship it too. We could all be coexisting if people didn't get weirdly comfortable demanding shit from other people in the fandom and deciding their opinion is the only one that matters so they need to call out anyone who thinks differently, but alas, that's too much to ask.

[beytrash]

Dystopian Beyblade AU

“I don’t want to lose you.” “You won’t.”

I won’t delete the account, but I won’t be updating or keeping up with it anymore. Think of this as a cute graveyard ♥ To the people who really liked my art and took their time to comment and share I’m infinitely grateful 🫶🏻 I hope we can meet in other places, but tumblr is a no no.

TW: Senseless vent and rant

This is my last scheduled post at the moment I finally made my mind to close this account (July 10th), I counted more than 60 drawings I made for this blog ^^ yay me! I won’t stop drawing, it’s part of my life, but petty fandom or ship wars are not something I asked for.

Some users made me feel uncomfortable and unworthy, it’s not fair for me to keep this senseless comparison to somebody I don’t even make in this world ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I didn’t know that sharing something so special to me could trigger such a toxic part of a fandom. I’ll keep drawing my characters because they make me happy, not to prove some stupid point.

It got so bad to the point I got anxious with every notification I got. I even blocked these people but others kept pointing it… and it wasn’t worth my peace and love for drawing.

But when I started getting panic attacks or feeling nauseous because of the stuff going here, I started drawing out of spite and with some sense of “revenge” and I don’t want to taint my only real coping mechanism.

I really, REALLY wanted to keep hanging out here, I’ve always loved to share my drawings and make connections from it… but this time it felt so different. The days I was off I drew my heart out, almost daily. These schedule posts are products of those peaceful days, and I still have a lot of them.

Drawing for me is so special, I’ve been doing it for more than a decade and I made some of my best friendships because of it. I just do what I want to draw without much thinking about explaining why I made it, it mostly comes from my heart and that’s what hurt me the most. To be asked to explain why? To “justify” my art? This is not the best place for me rn.

And don’t ask me for names or to point out people, I’m leaving because I need peace, I don’t want to be part of this anymore.

[ask-penny-elmira-lamb]

hi-a !

i’m penny elmira lamb - one of six resident weirdos of uranium city, saskatchewan :)

i found this weird little app online so here ! we ! are !! gonna have lotsa fun with it :3

(and ezra thinks i need more than five friends)

i’ll post occasionally about the choir and (sigh) school, but if you have any questions for me please interrogate away ! i do lead an interesting life, and if ya ask nicely than ezra’ll come on here too (when he isn’t dealing drugs)

if ya want some ideas for topics, ask about:

animals (i know lots)

my life of crime ;)

the choir ! i got lotsa fun stories about them, just ask whatcha wanna know (and they might show up as well :D

ezra (again, he might answer them himself)

death (spoooooky)

EC-E-TER-A

any-who, bye for now !!

and don’t forget to come to the st. cassian chamber choir annual concert at the uranium city fall fair this year !!! (we won’t be doing the kiwanis comp though - ocean finally gave up tryna to win that)

penny e. lamb, aspiring animal conservationist, signing out 🧸

[OOC]

hey! this is an ask blog centered around post-cyclone penny, in a universe where they all lived.

ive seen WAYYY too many ask an rtc character blogs on here lately so i thought i too should give it a try.

ask whatever you want through my question box, and if you want to ask something privately then my messages are always open. HOWEVER, any inappropriate asks will be deleted and depending on the content the user may be blocked. also basic dni is applied. no homophobes, transphobes, xenophobes, rascists, sexists, trump supporters, pro-shippers, pedos, you get the drill.

i will answer questions and posts in general from other rp/ask blogs, but not if they go outside of what is canon in my penny’s universe (or if they’re from an ezra blog, as my version of him pops on here occasionally)

for context, canon is as follows:

it’s a post-cyclone au where they all survived

penny has does not have a crush on tammy

they're all in grade 12 (except for ezra ofc)

legoland is canon, and will be frequently mentioned

i just want to have fun with this, do a little acting, put my headcanons into play, talk to you guys, and have some fun!

lots of love, the blog moderator (she/he)

[genericemobitch]

blah blah blah (intro to me)

i am a minor!(under 17) 18+ people are allowed (if you’re not weird of course) but consider that before interacting :) terfs, bigots, pro self harm/ed blogs etc not allowed, and i am unable to make donations and stuff so please don’t ask.

hi. im a generic, white, suburb dwelling, depressed, trans, emo teen so i figured id start by sharing my interests and things about me!

i usually use they/them, but today i'm feeling neopronouns so i'm gonna go ey/em/eirs.

i would consider myself a queer punk, but i'm still pretty new to the scene. some of my favorite bands/artists are...

Future Palace (metal / rock from berlin)

Ennaria (hyperpop metal fusion)

Honey Revenge (pop punk)

RedHook (rock)

Bad Static (punk)

VIAL (punk)

Destructo Disk (punk)

Bratmobile (Riot Grrl / punk)

i am indeed american (so sad, i know) and was born on our independence day (july 4) but i assure you i am not in line with current american politics (as you could probably tell by the fact that i'm trans). feel free to harass me for being american, i completely understand, i would hate me too.

i'm mostly a chubby/fat out of shape emo kid, but i do also play rugby (not very well tho) and so does my bestie! they're amazing and i love them

i would say that i'm an artist, i paint a lot. maybe someday i'll put one of my paintings up here one day, but for now... no. i also do a fair amount of poetry (like any good emo). i also do some fiber arts! (sewing, knitting, embroidery).

i like gothic fashion but don't have enough time/money to dress that way. i also really love punk culture but cant participate in it so much because of my parents ways of life.

i think thats a good intro to me as a person... so bye!

i don't do tag games and i delete posts often cuz i like to keep my blog clean and easy to read for everyone.

secondary blogs:

@dumpy-art - poetry, art dumps!

@more-emo-stuff - sh + depression stuff/vent-blr

@even-more-emo - outfits and looks!

some pics of me!

diagnoses/trauma dumping under the cut!

my diagnoses are OCD, generalized depressive disorder, major depressive disorder, social anxiety disorder, generalized anxiety disorder, ADHD, dermatillomania (skin picking), and ARFID (avoidant/restrictive food intake disorder)

ive been hospitalized twice for suicidal ideation and self harm, and i was bullied pretty bad in middle school (i mean who wasnt).

[frownyalfred]

This is the fanfictionforthewin person who argued about the use of the tags. And idk if you saw it or blocked me before you did. So I’ll say it here. I said it in a reblog of it that day so I’ll just copy and paste it here

“I’m sorry. Even tho I completely disagree with you. I should not have said anything. It’s your post and you are allowed your views on the topic just as I’m allowed mine. Since I’ve had a chance to cool down I realized it wasn’t fair to push my view onto your post.

If I wanted to say something about the topic I should have made my own post and not jump on yours about it, was not cool to borderline hijack it

I’m sorry, my deepest apologies, if you wish I am willing to delete my reblogs about it”

I have since deleted all posts regarding the topic except the one where I apologize, if you wish me to delete that to send me a anon ask and I will

Again. I am sorry, I don’t know why I acted like I did. I was being a self righteous jerk and projecting my own experiences and should not have been commented especially the way I did. It wasn’t cool of me to do so, and I swear I’m usually not like that. I’m not saying this or apologizing to get you to unblock me. Or even for you to respond, I’ll be respecting your wish to have me blocked and won’t interact with your blog past this point on any of my accounts. I just wanted to say I’m sorry, I was a jerk

Anon, honestly I'm not mad about you hopping on my post and pushing your own view. That happens to me a lot on here. It's not fun, but tons of people do it.

I read a few of your asks before you deleted them. I think you have some serious issues with projecting your own experiences/triggers onto other people. Your asks (before they were deleted) were not kind or fair to authors. You called them names. You gave them total responsibility for a lot of things most reasonable people agree are the individual reader's.

I'm sorry you got spammed by asks, that was absolutely not my intention at all and I have asked people to stop harassing you. Clearly you have a strong opinion about this. It is objectively wrong (according to ao3 TOS), but you are allowed to have it. You don't need to delete anything.

What I will ask, gently, is that you reconsider how you interact with fandom content moving on. A lot of really understanding and kind authors and readers chimed in on your original thread(s). It sounds like ao3 is not the site for you. I hope you find the site that is, or take a step back from fandom content entirely until you're ready to engage again.

[judesmoonbeauty]

Jude Jazza Bond 18

This is a repost. Due to the original being deleted, CGs will not be uploaded per my announcement. This is a fan translation only, so please expect grammatical errors and lack of nuance. While I appreciate your support and welcome re-blogs, please do not repost my translations elsewhere. Thank you for you support! ☾.

Jude: What’s this? ……Chocolate fudge? For me?

Jude: “Slice of peach?” Ah, that. Damn, I was gonna give ya a tall order…….butcha beat me to it.

Jude: Yeah, but ain’t the repayment method different?

Jude: Ya ate off my fork. I went out of my way to feed ya, ‘n ya just hand this to me?

Options:

Yes, ahhh. Jude: Bein’ so obedient. Thought ya were gonna bite my fingers off, but that’s too hard for ya.

Can’t you just ask me honestly? Jude: I wanna see the pain on your face when I bite your finger, so please let me eat it? …….What, I asked for it like ya said.

I’m afraid I don’t have a fork. Jude: ..…..I suppose that forks ‘n fingers ain’t a fair trade. Then, I guess I owe ya one this time?

After Each Response:

Jude: Mmm om…..Wow, that’s sweet. Didja even taste it before ya buyin’ it? Ain’t worth a slice of peach.

Jude: Mmm…smack smack…. Ah, that’s too easy. Doesn’t count as repayment, so try again.

Jude: Yeah, next time’s fine. We’ll be together from now on anyway. Wouldn’t be great if ya pass the test before I die?

Jude: Whatta surprised look ……Didja think ya could leave? Sorry, but it’s too late for that.

Jude: I’m gonna curse ya ‘til the day I die. Ya know I’m vindictive, right?

Jude: Ha…….such a busy princess, gettin’ surprised ‘n grinnin’ at the same time.

Dividers: @.natimiles [Master List]

[carrrrino]

HELLO I am very excited for this project! I wanted to express a concern though…it’s rather hard to find the any info on the project aside from what’s on the blog (which isn’t…very much information wise) I’m not sure if that’s an intentional decision…

I know when I first found the info I….kind of didn’t believe this?? That sounds odd. I suppose what I mean is, it didn’t seem the most legit. I did digging through the blog, read all the links, searched for a Twitter and YouTube accounts and had a hard time doing that as well…Simply because there is very little information on it. Which there’s nothing wrong with…I was wanting to suggest (as an outsider) that you and your team put more announcements/ marketing into this…?

I REALLY hope to see this project grow, it’s absolutely deserved, and very few people seem to know about it. I’d hate that to be something people miss out on. I don’t really expect an answer on this but I thought I should share the concern as an outside perspective. 💛

I really hope this project is going well for you and that it gets the deserved recognition as it’s coming out!!! So excited!!!

I'm so happy that people share the same excitement and concern for the series. Also, the fact that you guys think it's worthy of success Is truly inspiring! I think it's time I SAY something though about my current situation.

TL;DR - Our team basically went inactive after the summer; everyone returned to their lives and I'm the only one who can keep up with the project unconditionally. I didn't mean to dishearten you guys! It's a pain in the ass to work alone - excluding voice actors and SFX producers. The OUTBREAK blog will change entirely, it will be used for info and marketing. This blog will just be general art created by me (&no-namestuff). I will continue to work on the series independently, but I'll definitely give out more info as requested and make things more legit whenever I can!

Over the summer, a group of us began working on the project together, but as most of my friends returned to school and their regular lives, it became almost impossible to keep going. Currently, only a few are available to help, but they're too busy.

I didn't want to worry anyone by saying that it's basically just me working on the project; it's tough to balance animating, scripting, marketing, planning, publishing, AND funding by myself. Over time it (advertising and insightful communication) just became indifferent to me, I even considered going silent for a while until I had a mother-load of progress, but that's really not fair.

The project was a bit of a mess when we started. We didn't plan on making it a big deal, my animations were half-assed and incomprehensible; I barely knew how to work Adobe and could barely even pay it off, the sound was going to be recorded via iPhone, the script wasn't even halfway done, and voice actors weren't thought of until the Prologue. After more than six months of work, Verse 1-4 (or 6?) was deleted because of issues with the file.. this really drew the line for everyone.

So here I am, despite everything; I revised the script, which is barely halfway done, redesigned the characters, read more into the multiversal conundrums of AUs and UNDERTALE, built a portfolio, studied poses for the action scenes — and there’s still a lot that I have to learn. I'm working on Q&As, asks, and the teaser / test / project animations. I don't want people to be confused or hesitant, so I appreciate you a lot for reminding me of this. As requested, I will provide additional details about the project too :) !

No-Name's theme is in progress (thanks to Synth Mints), I've invested heavily in software for good quality animations, talented voice actors from this fandom (some you might even know) have agreed to voice for me - I'm extremely grateful for their help. Even if it takes years to release an episode or pilot, I'm still excited about the outcome. Who knows, I might even have a genuine team by then! :D

aw geez sorry for the whole bit-life story, I'm just trying to shed some light on the situation for you all. I do care, I want everyone to know that, it's just hard work.

Until the next teaser animation, please have these lil' pieces of teasers / lore as an apology!

SD by @/galacii ERROR by @/loverofpiggies / CrayonQueen

LASTLY today is my birthday yayyy 🥳🎂

[insufferablewhore]

Well, thank you for answering that all the same. I’m not one of your moots (I just found your blog interesting) and I think I will move on now that I understand your views on the matter.

Gender isn’t a concept created by humans, it is what God has created and everything he makes is holy. I can understand why you would think this, tho.

The kind of love that you are talking about isn’t true love. It isn’t the love of Jesus. When ppl say “love is love”, Im sorry to say that it isn’t.

Now, I can see why you would be upset with me ‘talking like I know God’, so to speak, and I don’t know everything, but I do have a very personal relationship with God. In the end, I only know what he has told me, what I have learned from the bible and by studying the amazing things He has created. Saying that he has ‘wars and climate’ to worry about is actually kind of what I thought originally. Maybe you think “God doesn’t have time for a singular person like me?” Because maybe you think he has bigger things to worry about. But, the truth is that he is omnipresent and he does care about all of us. This version of “love” that people have created is completely different from the love of Jesus, real love. The love we as humans created is so that we have ‘loop holes’ to allow for sin to enter.

Anyway, like I said before, you can delete these asks if you want. I will be moving on and won’t bother you again. Thanks for your time <3

-Sad Anon

kay you seem really sweet but RAHHH

“isnt true love” my ass 💀💀 who are you to say what we feel isn’t true?? that’s just plain stupid. how dare you hide your bigotry behind your false idea of love? he would be ashamed tbh

and i also do my fair share of connecting with god (and other deities) and he’s told me that gay and trans people are cool so i guess we’ll never know

maybe we should stop letting and ancient book dictate people’s lives 🤷‍♀️

[lay-z]

what that girl did was very wrong but don’t u think it’s a stretch to delete the story because of one minor. you blocked her no? she’s not an issue anymore. and whoever is liking her shit, then they are no better i guess. i saw that you might post the story on ao3 but whats the difference? people can still copying from there too. ofc ur entitled to ur own opinions but i dont think u should let someone, esp a minor, take you away from writing cus tbh its the internet. u cant stop plagiarism no matter how much work u put in and yes its not fair but thats how life is.

Hey, thanks for this very helpful and uplifting ask! 😀

It's about the fact that I don't feel comfortable in the CoD fandom anymore. It's the fact that adults (who claimed to not want to interact with minors) supported a minor who blatantly stated that she uses AI in her works and stole my story. It's the fact that I witnessed a lot of hypocrisy in this fandom in a very short amount of time. I feel like I've blocked like half the fandom at this point, because most blogs are blank and/or minors and they are disrespectful as hell, too. And. So. On.

Like, call me crazy but I actually check who reads my stuff and who follows me to keep other people safe, to avoid drama, and to keep this little corner I have created for myself safe, too.

Perhaps I've acted very impulsively on the matter, but I am a very sensitive and emotional person and sometimes I loose control over said emotions as I am only a human being, too. I'm not hurting anyone, I didn't bully her or anything, I'd blocked her immediately when this whole thing started, etc. etc. I deleted the story, because I don't feel comfortable keeping it up on here since the whole thing kind of feels tainted now.

Anyway

You're right. Might as well delete my Ao3 accoint too and stop writing altogether to avoid shit like this happening ever again.

[wordstome]

Thanks for everything, but it’s time to close up shop.

Hello, everybody. Sorry for this post being a portent of doom, but I feel like you all deserve better than radio silence. Originally, I went on hiatus because I got busy with school and work. This is still true—real life is getting in the way of me being able to write creatively, which I haven’t done in a while.

However, I think it would only be fair for me to admit that I’m just not as into COD anymore. Don’t get me wrong, I’ve never been into the games and always have been a fan of the little fandom of writers here, but I have to admit that part of my difficulty writing is just not being as into the content anymore. Most of it is just naturally moving on from something you used to like, but I also feel uninspired and weird about the idea of writing fanfiction about the military nowadays.

TO BE CLEAR: I don’t suddenly think that all my fellow writers are doing something problematic and amoral, and I vehemently do not want my departure from creating fan works to be used as some sort of gotcha to attack other writers. I don’t think any of us respect the military or US imperialism (I hope not) and I think the tumblr subsection of fandom is especially aware that COD is military propaganda. What we do here is writing about characters, not the institution they operate in. A lot of cod fanfiction doesn’t even take place in the military. I also haven’t drifted away because some writers make heavier/darker content, so I’m squashing that discourse before it has a chance to start.

It would also be disingenuous to say that I drifted away solely because of fandom discourse, but it certainly didn’t help. Thankfully, I only caught the tail end of a recent…controversy? Discourse? Involving other creators. It’s exhausting and disheartening to see this sort of thing happen, but I also realize it’s kind of inevitable that feathers will be ruffled when subjects like racism against Gaz are addressed, and that doesn’t mean we should just stop talking about those subjects. I don’t have a good solution to this and I don’t mean to complain about something that’s just a part of human nature. I just can’t pretend that it isn’t really demoralizing to see people acting poorly and the internet slapfights that result from it. I hope those involved in the recent incident are taking care of themselves. ❤️

Anyway, if you’ve gotten this far, thanks for reading. I have a lot of love left for this fandom, and especially my fellow creators who I have come to consider genuine friends. I feel a deep obligation to everyone who reads and interacts with my work, and I can’t continue to leave people waiting when I know it is, most likely, over. So, to be clear: this is the end of my COD writing journey. I won’t be writing any more or continuing any of my fics.

All of my works, both here and on AO3, will remain up, so you don’t have to worry about anything being deleted. I’m still grateful to cod for bringing my zest for writing back, even if it was only for a handful of months. And if you guys want to see unpublished drafts (like for kingdom come), have questions, or simply want to know my plans for fics that won’t be finished/want to know how they end, please send me asks or reach out! I would love to talk about it. Mutuals are, as always, extremely welcome in my DMs, and it means the world to me that people have been checking in on me during my hiatus.

TLDR:

I’m leaving for good. None of my fics will be deleted, but they won’t be updated anymore. I won’t be active on this blog, but I’ll still check in once in a while to answer any asks or questions about my fics.

I don’t think this will happen, but it’s worth saying: please don’t use my departure to make sweeping generalizations about the fandom or start more discourse. I just drifted away and lost interest. Take care of yourselves.

[dazai-anon-archive-taketwo]

Your answer is complete bullshit. What the dazai anon did is nowhere as serious as what you are doing. You want her personal life basically sabotaged, and all she did was send you a couple of cruel messages that made you have a bad day, guess what? That’s everyday for the dazai anon. She’s just fucking tired of the treatment her favorite character faces form this shitty fandom, even his own “stans” join in the hate against him but there seems to be some hypocrisy against chuuya or even the fucking pedophile mori.

All she did was send mean things out of frustration and anger, she deserves to feel that way. I don’t agree with death threats, but nothing about her behavior is “harassment” or “grooming minors” you’re all dumb fucking idiotic children and it shows seeing how you label petty internet fights as “crimes”, at the end of the day, did you lose your degree? did you lose your job? are you in constant fear and suicidal ideations because you’re scared you’re going to jail over THE FICTIONAL CHARACTER CHUUYA NAKAHARA of all things???? No! You are completely fine and living your life with no fears or anxieties as she is. Your blog is also completely useless btw! No one is gonna make a case on this, your parents didn’t which is why they asked u to delete the previous blog. Follow their advice again and leave the Dazai anon the FUCK alone and have the balls to actually face her without holding legal threats over her head. You pieces of shits.

What she does is tell people to kill themselves and say that she hopes they die, that their pets die, that they fail their finals, that their mental health/life gets worse. All over fictional characters, and we are just documenting it. At most she might get a fine, or have her Tumblr/Twitter privileges removed. I'm not sure how that second one would play out but I know people have been banned from sites.

As for the. having a bad day bit. I've mentioned this to her before but I have several disorders that make everyday hard for me too, most notably that I've been either passively or actively suicidal for the last 6 years. How do you think her damn near constant hate and harassment of me and my friends affects my mental state? I say it doesn't get to me because it doesn't incapacitate me and I don't want my friends to worry. The shit builds up. I have blocked her, I have reported her, I have ignored her, I have asked her to leave me alone. None of that has worked.

I understand the frustration she goes through, that's the whole reason I don't interact with the pjo fandom anymore. I was taking everything personally, I couldn't play nice with others and I realized that I was problem so I stopped interacting with it. That is my oldest special interest that has kept me alive multiple times. I do not post about it. Because it is unreasonable for me to ask everyone else in the fandom to only see it my way.

She has become the problem here and needs to deal with that. It is not fair to everyone else here for her to decide that her way is the only right way and everyone who disagrees is against her specifically. She absolutely has every right to feel angry or frustrated but she does not have the right to take that out on everyone else, if she doesn't want to block people and respect people blocking her she needs to leave until she can play nice.

As for the legal action, she can stop harassing people right now and case will likely go nowhere. And I have tried to talk to her about the things she does without "threatening legal action" and she called me a cunt and stupid and jobless and a dickrider and a doormat. She isn't willing to talk things out and treat others with respect, so we have this blog. And we have gotten a few asks regarding legal action, we haven't answered them publicly because Kavya tends to harass anyone mentioned here.

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[skitchune]

Yes, I deleted my last post

Anyway, after getting a comment on the ask regarding if I know that Lithuanians are being murdered by Russia in the Russia-Ukraine conflict and MANY asks, all I was hoping would be for more art, telling me to f*ck off, the piece was too much trouble to keep up here in the blog. A couple of likes, one comment, and a reblog to an anti-Russian blog, I think?

I don’t want any part of it.

I’ll be closing asks because I don’t want anymore of the same threats coming my way. I don’t want another hit at my already abysmal tumblr art career. Because it has been abysmal. Can’t seem to really know what I’m doing wrong. Engagement isn’t a metric for talent and hard work. And I’ve worked my ass off to be able to draw what I draw now and I keep getting back on the saddle to get better. I know that, but it’s been frustrating me again to say the least. And now what engagement a post had brought is all pretty negative in the grand scheme of things.

To the people who might want me to answer for the piece and are possibly looming over to see what I do. I deleted it. I’m not going to explain myself more than that I do not support a genocide. But I’m also not using THIS blog just to make my stand clear when I have my actual public social media to show support and to pay gofundme’s when I can.

This blog is just for my art, which happens to be a lot of naked muscly men in love in a very obviously fictional and optimistic setting because I don’t want to effing come home from the hospital after a 24-hour duty with death and accidents and migraine-inducing superiors just for me to talk about about the tragedy of my country’s healthcare and the Nth time I nearly got socked by a patient after trying to help them or how our local government has, again, crippled the people of my beloved country so shamelessly when I can walk out and vote and campaign.

This is not in any way to say your activism online is not as valid as mine. I just want to say that I use my blog and this anonymous identity because I want respite from my actual life and nothing else. I do not want trouble on my digital door, so I’m surrendering. You are right.

More power to you all, I know what you are fighting for truly matters. I support your ambitions and I hope that Russia and Israel, THE ACTUAL POLITICAL ENTITIES, get what they deserve. I’ll try to do what I can, but again, NOT in this anonymous blog.

What now?

1) I’ll finish up some of the asks. That’s only fair. They were sent with intentions for me to finish.

2) Not gonna push through with comic ideas or expanding my universe, because 1) I don’t want to have to face and address people with valid sociopolitical concerns SINCE MY ART HAS NEVER BEEN MEANT AS PROPAGANDA, 2) it’s not worth the crumbs, because I seriously think this blog has one foot in the grave and IDK what else I gotta do to turn it around (Rebel Wilson and Anna Camp are over my shoulder).

3) I’m not quitting Hetalia, because even if I did say that, I know it’s a lie HAHAHAHAHAHA. It’s not like any other fandom is gonna take notice of my work so, I’m rotting here HAHAHAHAHA. But I think I don’t always want to be in a fandom that is on edge all the time because, even if I wanted to simply draw the characters as I intend them (being completely removed from their country’s politics), the nature of the source material is contrary to that. So, come hell of high water, I’m drawing other things for real this time.

4) Still begging for commissions

Love you all.

Your Young Neighborhood Gay Uncle with the nice candies

[liquidkey]

Hey, just a quick note! I received some questions earlier today. I saw the notification on my phone while I was out and quickly skimmed through it (planning to respond properly from my laptop once I got home). But I must have pressed something and accidentally deleted it, because when I came back to answer, I couldn’t find it anymore.

Sorry, I didn’t mean to. I used to be on Tumblr years ago, but a lot has changed since then and I’m still getting the hang of it again, so please bear with me. I would tag the person who asked in this post, but I can’t remember the username.

I do still vaguely remember the questions they asked though, so I’m going to try to answer them here because it gives me the chance to clarify a few things. I already figured that the content of this blog might raise questions from certain parts of the fandom, trust me, and that’s totally okay. I get it. (Feel free to ask me anything by the way).

As far as I can remember, the questions were about whether or not I respect Rhett and Link’s wives, whether I like Rhett and Link, and whether I judge them as immoral, cheaters, dishonest and so on. Which I guess are valid concerns, given the contents of the theory.

So here’s my answer: I absolutely respect their wives. I might have my own thoughts about their marriages, but I’d never be intentionally disrespectful toward Jessie or Christy, obviously. They’re also in a complicated situation. And it’s clear that no matter where their marriages are at (as in how good they are or how in love with them they are), Rhett and Link genuinely care about them and want the best for them either way. No doubt about that.

As for Rhett and Link, I do indeed like them, both as people and as content creators. And no, I don’t consider them immoral. First of all, even if the theory were 100% correct, it’s still not a given that they cheated. They might have told their wives and been given approval, that’s not really something I can know. So far, there’s nothing that clearly points one way or another, so I don’t think we can cast judgment on that. (If you want my honest opinion, I think they were in a very tricky situation, and the complexity of it would wash away the blame, regardless. But that’s just how I personally see it. I know a lot of people feel very differently depending on whether or not they believe the wives were okay with it. Which is totally fair.)

I wouldn’t consider them dishonest either. I think you can’t really blame someone for not telling the full truth in a situation like this. Anyone who’s ever been in the closet has, at some point, either lied or omitted things, it just comes with the territory. And in their case, it’s especially understandable.

So In short: You guys don’t need to feel threatened. I like these guys and what they’re doing. And I like Mythical Beasts too. Not gonna lie, I really don’t know how some of you don't see what’s going on, but aside from that, I really do think you’re one of the nicest fandoms out there and I hope we can coexist peacefully. Let me know if you want my posts out of certain tags and feel free to drop an ask or a DM if you want to know anything else.

[basics-and-deterioration]

Hi! Welcome to the basics and deterioration Ask blog!!

My name is Mel, The current and only mod. I’ve currently been working on this for the better part of 7-ish months, Making the master document for B.A.D around March of 2025.

B.A.D focuses more on the cartoon-ish world of Baldi’s basics along with a certain Principal, specifically on the Planet of Tatin! It works mostly by Cartoon logic and Usually doesn’t take things seriously.. Unless you know, they are! Also, there are a LOT! Of multifandoms in this, Roblox, Picos School, Madness Combat, Bendy, many many a’ different media, mostly with glowed up designs to match the aesthetic of BAD.

Feel free to ask ANYONE! Anything! As long as they are 1. Canon to BBiEaL, or 2. In the document/have been talked about!

Also fair warning, this blog contains:

Self harm, Suicide, homicidal/Sadistic/Masochistic tendencies, mental disorders (Many), Family abuse and trauma, religious Trauma, Sex work, and mentions of Racism in the story itself (I don’t support it)

RULEZ!:

- Please don’t make any Transphobic, Homophobic, Racist, or any overly Offensive joke! These will be removed and ignored if I deem them too problematic!

- Do not send hate, To anyone for that matter! Fights in the replies or reblogs, or hell! even asks! Will be ignored or deleted.

- Don’t be TOO sexual towards the characters, especially kids (this does not apply to swears, just don’t say any racial slurs). You can make your nasty jokes, some replies from certain characters will have profanity, but please nothing overly described or sexual! (If you’re weird to the kids you will be blocked 🤮)

- PLEASE read the Document before making an ask! Or just skim it! I personally dislike when me or my characters (Counting for au characters) are mischaracterized.

- “Oh! B-but the normal XYZ wouldn’t do that in the original game-“ SHUT THE FUCK UP!!! This is an au, Not the original game, if you have a problem, erm, leave. 🥱

- No WEIRDDDD Magical Anons, “What do you think of my oc?” or any of that jazz (This includes just posting you oc with no real ask), you can still Magical Anon to do whatever, but I can decide to end it or continue with it at any time.

- And lastly, expect change! Redesigns! This Blog isn’t JUST for asks either! It’s for me to also talk about the lore and my thoughts in general!

And So, I give you.. Basics and Deterioration.

Also you can search these tags for the different things of the blog (Asks, Rambles, Lore, Art, etc!)