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Even tho I know that line in Down The Road Apiece is supposed to be about Charlie McCoy when I listen to the Stones' version I can't hear anything other than "a cat they call Charlie my boy" and for years before listening to Chuck Berry's one I was perfectly okay with Mick calling Charlie his boy
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One of my favorite manifestations of my autism is when I when I’d take care of black widow spiders with missing legs, shriveled abdomens, unusual lethargy, spiders who were close to death, etc. and I’d bring them to school in jars for emotional support. I’d just start pulling spiders out of my backpack and I’d line them up on my desk where you’d normally put a water bottle. Sometimes I’d let them come out and crawl around in my hands to calm down when I was stressed. Yeah, I was that kid.
#ven talks#spiders#entomology#medically significant spiders and I are kindred spirits I always felt they were so misunderstood and I was very protective over them#and I still am ofc
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just how long is forever? // not long enough, with you
pssst. check this out on inprnt :]
#pssst also. you should click/zoom on this. for better quality and to see all my silly little details :] hooty hoo#this is my totkversary thing im just too impatient to wait till the 12th LOL. big shoutout to this game tht has ruined my life. and zelink.#zelink#light dragon#link#zelda#loz#totk#princess zelda#totk spoilers#link totk#zelda totk#tears of the kingdom#loz fanart#i had soooo much fun drawing this i really did. i think this is a good capstone piece for how much ive improved so far this year#i still have a long ways to go ofc but. i am pleased ^_^ nd i am glad i can use zink like experiments to do so hehe#anyway. YURI FOREVERRRRR BITCH#my art
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trigunned the hades or hadesed the trigun (id in alt)
#trigun#trigun maximum#nicholas d wolfwood#vash the stampede#meryl stryfe#milly thompson#millions knives#ruporas art#type of shit ive been on lately bc ive been playing an obsessive amount of hades 2 lmfao… ofc imstead of drawing fansrt for hades#i channel that energy into trigun?😭 SEE.. the thing is. i am ALWAYS thinking about a trigun game… like an action story game#it is rotating in my brain 24/7 and now after 7billion years i finally pick up a video game#and the inspiration sparked. obviously this is just a mere mimic of an existing media... but im thinking about the plot of max now#executed differently between mediums… webbing a new retelling of the original story as game mechanics allows you - thinking of the#new roles the characters would take. like wolfwood here is not Constantly by vash’s side but he will show up once a run to clear out an#encounter. shows up seldomly at home base to make gifting difficult... an existing companion and still journeys on his own. for more#relations options merylmilly will also have occasions where they separate so vash can speak to them individually - the gungho are not bosse#most of them get the roles of giving “boons” i think.. BUT ANYWAY thats me reimagining trigun into hades. now imagining trigun into an#ORIGINAL video game.... ough... ohhh....guhh... I WANT IT SO BAD!!!!!!!!#this was just a fun exercise... im thinking about doing more but i think i shouldactually draw some hades 2 fanart first
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my sources tell me it’s what the people want,, happy june ig
#the raven cycle#maggie stiefvater#pynch#ronan lynch#adam parrish#my sources are the 1k+ notes on my first ever post???#i had actually really wanted to start with a blue post but i wasn’t finished the one i had chosen#so i was like aight i have this pynch one and it came out v sweet let’s just go#and it seems i accidentally capitalized on the gays like a corporation during pride month#the truth is that i have so so many pynch sketches#but most don’t reflect my current skill level or vision of the characters#when i first read trc pynch swept me away and they were like the only thing i drew#them and blue. blue was everywhere. i fucking love her and always have#but time has passed and my appreciation for the others has grown too#so presently i’ve been focusing on drawing each of the characters and really working to get their likenesses down#and ofc i would much rather post current art than old stuff#but i WILL be going through the old stuff in order to post some#bc i am still quite fond of a lot of them <3
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hello sally face fandom. today i bring you: losers and a guy who's committed countless murders I Guess
#im talking abt travis' dad but like yk.#OKAY WHOS COMITTED COUNTLESS MURDERS BY THEIR OWN WILL#anyways hiiii im cringe#btw i am also a salash enjoyer#i am a proud sf characters x happiness enjoyer#so like idc just make them happy. within reason ofc#can u guys tell whos my favourite im sure its not obvious /j#SHORT KING!!!!! WHAT 15 YR OLD IS 157CMS#let me have this he's like 3 cms taller than me in his adult design and i havent recovered#salvis#still not immune#travis phelps#sally face#sal fisher#cw blood
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Here are some Season 2 Arcane GIF comparisons before and after I color and sharpen them! | Season 1 Comparison GIFs
#arcane#arcaneedit#gifmaking#reminder that if ur not a fan of the coloring and sharpening then i dont need to hear ur opinion so fuck off and make your own gifs :)#sooo yeah!!! just sharing this very old coloring comparison i use from time to time to make sure i follow a certain peg for my gifs#but i dont really follow it to the T of course#and now i will use the tags to rant/comment about my coloring process lmao#ok so.... arcane s2 is SOOOOO much brighter than s1 i am so so so thankful we have such bright scenes instead of all the dark ones in s1#because it makes my life so much easier#that being said my coloring isnt really perfect i still cant handle more complex tones like the mel gif......#i used to have a more stylized coloring wayyy back in s1 (esp when u look at my old gifs) but i kinda realized i had to change it#so i scrapped all my old psds and now coloredit EVERYTHING MANUALLY#hence why sometimes i gif the same scene but theyre colored different since i never use a preset PSD now#however it became way more tedious to make gifs... so yeah.... lmao#but in the end i like it more!!! i like that my new coloring just basically matches the show more but is just brighter and more saturated#unless ofc i dont like the tones of the original show i.e. the vi gif you see there where its super green gray???? idk i dont like it so#i recolored the entire thing#anyways thats really it coloring will always be something i continue to try to improve on but recently ive just been v busy so i just#speed color and edit everything and dont rlly take all adjustments into account so no more complex tones and#i just stick to basic things#oh right sharpening! so for sharpening i use a very basic setting: just 500 px and 0.4 radius which is what i use for almost everything#i also dont add noise bc the landscape photographer in me does NOT like it LMFAOOOOOOOOOO#but yeah thats really it for sharpening oh i also use 4k sources as much as possible bc it gives the best quality and if#i cant find any source i just upscale everything by myself then crop stuff again back to 540 px and imo it really just does look better#personal tag
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part 3 to my modern AU 💞🍺 (part 1 / part 2)

#u just know seb ended up carrying her home in the end anyway BAHHA if u read my fic u already know im weak for bridal carries#fun fact the blurred party backgrounds i used are screenshots from diary of a wimpy kid rodrick rules. aka the pinnacle of cinema#and its only fitting since i base my modern seb very largely on rodrick bc I STILL HAVE A CRUSH ON RODRICK...rodrick heffley my beloved#yall also already know i love guard dog seb (especially combined with drunk clora BAHAH) so ofc i had to do the modern au ver#i just make clora the type of drunk i am... aka drunk after 2 and sometimes even 1 drink and then i get super affectionate with everyone#which would make seb seethe if it were clora BAHAHAH omg i love imagining his suffering😇😍😍#hogwarts legacy#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x oc#sebastian sallow x mc#sebastian x mc#clora clemons#also wahhh i can feel my HL brainrot fading a bit...🥲probs bc my fic is now complete... might make a post abt it soon#im not ready to let go😭😤#choccyart
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Viktor's (subverted) Aristotelian Tragedy
A common sentiment I’m seeing throughout post-finale Viktor discourse is an understandable concern or distaste for the element of choice lost throughout his story. I know a lot of us – myself included – expected more time spent on his transformation, along with emphasis on the anger/rage/betrayal fueling it. But seeing him allow Singed to “begin the process” in episode 8 reminded me of Arcane’s origins – tragedy. Bear with me for another long analysis :)
Aristotle wrote the following on the tragedy: “A tragedy is the imitation of an action that is serious and also, as having magnitude, complete in itself…with incidents arousing pity and fear, wherewith to accomplish a catharsis of these emotions.” He also emphasized that the true tragic hero couldn’t be perfect, and his downfall into such catharsis-inducing circumstances was reliant on a fatal flaw, oftentimes pride.
Viktor fits this mold, as do many Arcane characters, and it stands to reason that this was intentional since the writing team has reiterated that the show is a tragedy, at its core.
Regarding Viktor’s fatal flaw, I’d argue it’s pride, but it manifests very uniquely. He never makes any grand declarations about his success and doesn’t draw attention to himself in any clear way throughout season one (“Progress Day” comes to mind). Instead, his pride manifests as staunch independence and self-reliance that lead to his downfall; his unwillingness to break his stoic mold arguably led to his use of the Hexcore…so it goes.

Fascinating caveat: Viktor’s pride is a defense mechanism, a necessary tool he built in order to survive and succeed in a hostile environment to people of his station. His self-reliance is increasingly desperate as his illness worsens. He’s cornered by fate but banks on the sanctity of choice at every turn – in season one, Viktor is bound by the conviction that we all have a choice. It’s why he’s so distressed when Jayce makes the wrong one regarding weaponizing Hextech.
“There is always a choice.”
Viktor’s choice to fuse with the Hexcore is the classic Aristotelian fatal flaw moment, the singular incident that opens the flood gates for eventual catharsis. We watch Viktor make an irreparable choice, one that we know to be bad, and endure the repercussions. He then makes the choice to abandon the Hexcore, and end his life, but audiences can’t shake the feeling that those consequences aren’t leaving anytime soon.

So why is Viktor so anti-choice in his final season 2, act 3 form?
Choice is Viktor’s weapon. Pride is what leads him to abusing it. Despite how uncomfortable and depressing it is to watch, Viktor’s slow descent into the Herald is a perfect twist of fate. The Arcane is even so insidious that it meshes with his original intent, to help those suffering in the undercity, while convincing him that their subservience is healing. He becomes responsible for their choices. He knows what’s best because he’s relieving the Gloriously Evolved of their suffering, right? The utopia is for the greater good, yes?
Admittedly, it was really hard watching act 3 Viktor descend fully into his choiceless ethos. But we can still relate it to his tragic flaw – his pride has mushroomed into coldhearted omniscience; not only does he know what’s best for everyone, evolution, but he also has the sense to make the choice for them to supersede their “baser instincts.” The grief we feel upon seeing this perverted, violent version of himself, as far removed from Viktor as possible, is the culmination of Aristotle’s treatise on tragedy. The catharsis is the rock-bottom Machine Herald.
"Choice is false."
But then Arcane decided to basically make Jayvik canon (get out of here, Christian Linke) and destroyed the early drafts of this post. I’m going to rapid-fire this next bit:
Jayce forces Viktor back to life. Viktor has no agency in his season 2 inciting incident. Again, it’s distressing when we mourn his agency, but it remains in accordance with Aristotelian tragedy.
Viktor clings to humanity as long as he possibly can. When Jayce calls out Viktor’s trajectory, alleging that his old partner had died in the Council chamber, whatever is left of Viktor gives way to the Arcane because his last tether has been snapped.

Jayce knows the game – Old Man Jenkins Mage Viktor told him so. Jayce becomes the linchpin in subverting Viktor’s tragedy. He knows what must happen. He understands now.

Machine Herald Viktor is given the chance to undo his fatal flaw, to reverse the catharsis, when he sees Old Man Jenkins Mage Viktor. With Jayce’s help, he takes it.

Given that it’s a version of Viktor who ultimately frees him from himself by empowering Jayce, we can gather that Viktor has liberated himself from his tragedy.

Aristotle’s catharsis is rapidly transformed from something based in release to something healing – Viktor’s tether to humanity returns. He grasps it. The walls of his pride and self-reliance collapse. He accepts Jayce’s help, finally being seen as the full individual he is. Catharsis ensues, for sure, but I don’t think it’s based in the typical tragedy genre.
All this to say, I think Viktor’s arc was, in fact, carefully constructed. He represents the Aristotelian descent into a fatal flaw and that’s very distressing to see unfold, especially since he embodied the tragic hero archetype so well from day one. However, Jayce undoes this narrative and we’re given an incredibly subversive ending that I, personally, never saw coming.

I’m sure that Mage Viktor has a much larger bearing on this analysis than I’m accounting for. But for now, suffice to say that he is Viktor’s way out of the tragedy. TALK ABOUT CHOICE!
This doesn’t erase anyone’s discomfort for Viktor having less and less agency, but I’d like to emphasize the logic and literary precedent behind the story decisions.
PS: here's a quick source I looked at about Aristotelian tragedies. I hope to re-up on Greek tragedies so I can get more specific about the parallels Arcane draws from them.
#wow! big one! thanks for reading if you stuck thru to the end#if you couldn't tell...i am a fan of viktor's entire story#it still doesn't feel fully real to me#and OFC they could have - and should have - spent way more time showing rather than telling#but that's a problem unfortunately endemic to the entire season so i see no point in dwelling too much#i just. i love him#and i will never stop talking about him for as long as i live ok ok#viktor arcane#arcane viktor#jayce talis#jayvik#arcane meta#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane s2#arcane spoilers#also i fucking love old man jenkins mage viktor and nobody will silence me on that front#viktor propaganda
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to care for an alley cat :3c
#akeshu#p5r#art tag#uehehehhe#lowkey im just reusing the scenario for how two of my ocs met#but they were more stupid#anywayyyyy here is this with no context#*just puts them in situations*#ofc goro takes responsibility and now takes care of his new kitty and they meet often :>#i hope the pics are consistent i was doing some of this at 1am LOL#i am old now and i do not function past like 10#rips the glasses from akiren's face#YOU WILL SHOW YOUR PRETTY EYES TO THE WORLD#i started this like MONTHS ago#im so slow at getting things done man#lmao also years of being a kagepro fan... yet i still cant draw hoodies... fake fan im sorry
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9th annual nick valentines day (ft. soup again) + doodle i made last year that i forgot about, from when bethesda gave us that free update
#fallout 4#nick valentine#valentines day#fallout soup#art#doodles#fo4#fallout fanart#once again do not tag ship or soul survivor she is not the protag <3 thats just his dumass kid#i finished this just in time to get dragged into a 5 player game of Pressure with my brother and i have forgotten my tags. uh#i wanted to do something more interesting but it wasnt working out so all i have are a bunch of doodles djbhsdfjhb#lil more somber than silly. had to have at least one somber. its very hard to be sillie right now#i was very close to breaking my 9 year streak im not even gonna lie. but im making it to at least ten. I'm Gonna.#im always like. 'waa i dont wanna get invested in a fan comic longer than a few pages bc i could be making an original comic'#i need to embrace the ideas i have while i have them 😭 i should just be making shit. ofc writing is still hard but writing a few pages#is much easier than building an entire comic from scratch. so#anyway i say that cuz i wanna make a few FO4 comics i just always am occupied with other shit because adhd go brrt#hey chat do u think if i tell a doctor 'drinking gamersupps brings me the closest to normal ive ever been' it'll expedite the process#of figuring out what is wrong with me#mmmmmmmmm Mango Meta
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Now.. I'm not doubting Johnny somewhat (?) loved Alt in his own convoluted and severely misguided ways but uh.. to call them soulmates? Did we uh.. did we not play the same game? Watch the same scenes? Because it's crazy y'all r saying that when we literally play as his actual soulmate
#actually blowing up every cishet guy in tiktok comment sections who say this shit#like ofc yall would#guys im not super sure that was like soulmate type love up there on that screen thats more like#man i love this chick for what she represents to me than like.. man i love this woman for who she is as a person...........#i actually am so curious how they think they're soulmates and im mean this with genuine curiosity what r they seeing that im not#bc all i can think is like... theyre just defaulting? to a het relationship? esp if they play as male v#and god forbid they see two men as each others soulmate#and even for fem v and johnny like.. its no different?#so why alt and johnny and not v and johnny?#AND THEN THEYRE FIGHTING ABT if he loved rogue or alt more girl 💀#like tf u mean johnny loved alt because 'u never kno what u have till its gone' thats it? thats yr reason? honestly actually really?#oh lord all im finding out is there are a lot more people who hate alt than i thought......#im just saying.. johnny didnt really kno how to love beyond the image of himself#until v literally uncontrollably not just tore those walls down but literally melded them into something new#v had no choice but to see the johnny under the omage and johnny had no choice but to show v that image#and v still cared for johnny in spite of#johnny couldnt posses the love he has for v with rogue or alt simply bc that involved getting close and#he literally had to be attached to some guys brain lile a fucking parasite for that to ever happen.....#how can u say he they were soulmates if they never really knew each other#he didnt even know alt was a fucking netrunner for fucks sake and she apparently never thought it was like something worth telling him#how is that soulmate shit fr? girl she doesnt even like his ass on the basis of his character 😭 none of them do 😭😭#he literally says so 😭😭😭 and he dont even need to tell us that to see 😭😭😭😭#hes actually despicable until v makes him slightly more tolerable bc hes leeching off emotional self awareness he mever had b4 😭😭😭😭😭#im scared of tik tok comment sections ngl so really im just raving here under the false security of tumblr tags#silverv#cyberpunk 2077#ult speaking
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due to some demand, i have made the do i wanna know but hozier nikprice edit (i am still learning ngl look away)
edit: i also have another nikprice edit
@callsign-selkie @gomzdrawfr hi 😳👉👈
#this took me a while bc i got busy#but i also had to get this out because i am still building the nikprice bricks in xiaohongshu to this day#i saw a few more clips of them being together in a frame so ofc i had to add it#the og and the cover got the fwb vibes and i LOVE it#i am but a starved mf#hope you like it guys i kinda burnt the kitchen w this one lol#nikprice#pricenik#prikolai#pryanik#cod#call of duty#call of duty edit#captain john price#nikolai cod#cod nikolai#watusi-yap
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I'm alive, istg, and trying to love drawing again so I had to draw my BOY! My son, even. I think it's neat if there's some Viltrumite weirdness, so obligatory sharper teeth + the weird glow affect you can see some animals' eyes. I think Debbie should be vibing downstairs only to get jumpscared by the new set of glowing eyes coming down the stairs for some water. Bonus points if Mark starts floating around, and thus has no footsteps.
#the brainrotsreal's art tag ✧˖°:*♡#make viltrumites a lil werid#humans got some werid genetic stuff going on anyway#viltrumites are still omnivores obliviously but maybe they've got some sharper/hook-like teeth down the line#and ofc all the viltrumites willing to bite a mf + has hook/sharper teeth prob pass that down after that whole purge thing#not pretending i know genetics precisely but i am saying i think it's neat!#i keep trying to draw kate in a new fun way and then i dont draw for a week lol it's hard to make her fit my style explorations ..#while still looking like herself? i hate her haircut sm istg#invincible mark grayson#fanart#invincible fanart
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something about a breathless "sorry-" uttered right between the last sneeze they've barely finished, and the next they're already starting to hitch for~
#melts me. i heard it once in a way that literally hasn't left my head and just heard it again and it. melts me. utterly.#has this post been made? almost definitely. but im once again basing it off actual things#not just a general concept so~ hopefully it's at least partially my own but also???#i feel like snzblr as a whole kinda tosses around the same set of posts (with new ones ofc added into rotation) since we're all just#enjoying these same things~ anyways!!! the point is this is a hot as all hell concept#and im literally. melting so much. i felt chills go down my spine when i heard it and#even just writing it again i am shivering a bit bc that's just. such a hot concept that you get shivers#like a fever or something idk it's wild but it's what happens so there you go#still busy for a few more days but have one free morning while here and what am i using it for? snz things? ofc.#snz#snzkink#snzblr#snz kink#snz thoughts#snzthoughts#waterfalltalks#waterfall snzarios
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Piltover’s finest, on the case. #Arcane
#testing out my new upscaled 4k footage... looks good but not as good as the 4k s1 copy i have but decent enough#arcane#arcaneedit#caitvi#piltover's finest#arcane league of legends#league of legends arcane#league of legends#vi#caitlyn kiramman#caitlyn#type: gif#media: arcane#mmmm i am a caitvi simp first and foremost ofc#this is just a test ngl im still playing with a bunch of options rn
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