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Did everything for her- left everything, stripped all away of himself to take her sins upon his own name, no matter the cost- an endless holy war... And for what? To be forgotten. Abandoned. ...A scapegoat to protect her from her deepest fears...
why must the guard dog characters unquestioning devotion to their master be born from trust or some shit cant they be manipulated into it. raised into it. brainwashed even
#Messmer in a certain ways too.#and abandoned entirely...#he took all her sins upon himself to hear her name#but was left alone and abandoned for it#and all hints of his visage in the other lands became symbols of sin and traitors for all he did to protect her name...#mmm...#And no no I don't hate Marika. I find it very interesting her deepest of flaws usually come back to stem from her deep deep fears...#Even though the actions spread from said fears caused such pains.#But the nuance of these characters gives them depth that makes them so interesting.
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I'll rip in hands and teeth and take a bite
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#ryomen sukuna#yuuji#sukuna#sukuita#fanart#jjk fanart#gore tw/#body horror tw/#blood tw/#YUUJIIII BABY BOYYYY BABYYYYYY#hes hungry :/#sukuna seems 2 be having fun gdjhfgsdf . boys when theyre bored.#so happy i wrangled this pose in2 something im happy with i almost abandoned the idea entirely#sometimes front facing is the answer.....who knew :'>#also#can anyone tell me. how far up yuujis fun arms go i had no idea so i just stopped them at the elbow#if im wrong that will b not swaggy :(#listening 2 sena's cover of butchers vanity on repeat btw VIBES#cannibalism motifs my beloved uwu#in other news this is the least amount of shading ive done in a very long time#and its been even longer since i pulled out th white lineart#but overall i like this piece so much yuuji is so cute and it doesnt make sense 2 me at all#edit changed the colour to make it more obvious whats sukunas legs vs whats yuujis back
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old Obi-Wan is so funny to me because his sass and overall bitchiness is like the last thing he's got and I'm so proud it survived the great depression of his 40s.
#morgs rambles#star wars#obi wan kenobi#this post was originally about how sass and bitchiness are whats left of his charisma pts#and i was going to list all the docks to his stats#which i mean ill put them here because its funny#also eating warm uncooked broccoli as i type this#achievement unlocked! abandonment issues and lack of self worth#achievement unlocked! dead master/parental figure#achievement unlocked! war general ios version 2#achievement unlocked! your child hates you#achievement unlocked! first girlfriend/ first love dead#achievement unlocked! younger sister/ daughter firgure leaves (youll never learn her fate)#achievement unlocked! weird grandfather dead (killed by your child/little brother)#achievement unlocked! complete extended family killed#achievement unlocked! two murder attempts via husband and child#achievement unlocked! friend dies in childbirth#achievement unlocked! small child#achievement unlocked! entire allit persumed dead or hostile#achievement unlocked! friend and friend's planet explodes#achievement unlocked! ghost#anakin skywalker#codywan#ahsoka tano#commander cody#sw rots#rots#sw tcw#twc#new hope
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“Akechi!” Morgana screeches with such an intensity that it makes Akira flinch, jumping towards the body and swatting it with his paws, but the man laying face-down on the floor stays unmoving. God fucking damn it. Akira kneels down at Akechi’s side, turning him on his back — at the very least, there are no visible injuries.
Chapter 4 of TAOTDD is up!! What happened to Akechi amidst the Jazz Jin case investigation...? 👀
#i was very excited to post this chapter solely because of this art. so i entirely abandoned the schedule now#ITS OKAY WE VIBE!!!#persona 5#persona 5 royal#p5r#shuake#akeshu#akechi goro#goro akechi#akira kurusu#kurusu akira#ren amamiya#amamiya ren#persona 5 protagonist#joker persona 5#liz art#liz fics#TAOTDD
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happy together <3333
#ofmd#gentlebeard#our flag means death#ed teach#stede bonnet#this is an art tag#sorry for the unintentional hiatus#my life got very very busy and kinda turned into a soap opera in a bad way#and things are still a lil crazy and overwhelming#but maybe getting better idk we'll see#on the plus side I got to meet up w some v sweet pirate friends recently!!! shoutout to ida and ella who are absolutely lovely#also shoutout to my lover who in typical lesbian fashion is currently 4000 miles away but I am TRYING to get back to her#I rly went on a whole stede journey this past year...abandoned my entire comfortable life and ran off to another country#made so many friends and went on grand adventures and fell in love#then had to LEAVE :((((#anyway!!! if you're still here ily hope you enjoy the new tiny pirates xoxo
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Rewatching Adventure Time, I can't help but think so much Princess Bubblegum discourse would be non-existent if people actually watched the show to completion instead of randomly hyperfocusing on some of PB's bad deeds.
There's a very bizarre and commonly held belief that Princess Bubblegum did terrible things and got away with it, that nobody held her accountable. When the show makes a point, repeatedly, that Princess Bubblegum is well meaning but deeply flawed, and to some characters, straight up evil.
I see fans point to "The Cooler" a lot as proof that PB is an irredeemable character, and while it is her worst act in the entire show.... I think people forgot that that was the point. Near the end of the episode she stops spying on people in Ooo because it was an invasion of privacy. In another episode she's called out for exploiting some aliens and lets them go. She feels ashamed that her own people are terrified of her. She loses her entire kingdom, and realizes she needs to get her shit together.
I'm pretty critical of shows that are way too lenient on flawed female characters but Princess Bubblegum isn't one of them. She's awesome, and heavily misunderstood.
#txt#and i wouldnt even say this is a fandom problem because most fans who are actually dedicated to the series love her#its people who stopped watching after like season 5 and then watched a few eps and then the finale#its just a version of PB in their head that doesnt represent her entire character#like damn i rewatched rattleballs and this episode fans treat as proof that she's immoral was just the equivalent of doing a couple recalls#or how lemongrab was 'abandoned' when he is a grown ass man who physically and verbally abuses her people.#AND SHE STILL WENT OUT OF HER WAY TO PROVIDE HIM A KINGDOM AND SOME FOOD.#thats not even getting into the massive misunderstanding around her relationship with finn#how finn only survived the first fight with the lich because she gave him a sweater out of concern for his health#and then there's people complaining about her doing necromancy??? ARE YOU SERIOUS#FINN KILLS PEOPLE. LET THE GIRL DO SOME NECROMANCY
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Out of reach
#heheehee still coping can you tell#fun fact this is one of the first pieces I started of levihan but I abandoned it cause I was intimidated by the gear but I did it woo!!#also odm gear is the bane of my existence#like it is hands down one of the coolest anime gadgets but boy do I hate drawing it#like the belts are fine but all the mechanical stuff rrrrrraaaaaa#first time drawing the new uniform too and it took a long™ time and a million references even tho it's JUST THE PANTS HERE XD#and I feel like it's still not entirely correct but I don't care it looks cool and that's what's important lmao#it sounds like I hated drawing this which is not true cause I had fun with their faces and the colours and the fire#the gear was just a struggle and I can't imagine what the poor animators had to go through 😭#levihan#levihan fanart#attack on titan#attack on titan fanart#aot#hange zoe#hanji zoe#levi ackerman#shingeki no kyojin#artists on tumblr#violetscanfly
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Happy pride month specifically to caitlyn kiramman. To have a fandom in shambles because youre a multi-dimensional woman and because you had sex with two other women? Powerful. I love her so much and i appreciate her serving (ay) as a litmus test for this shithole of a fandom
#caitlyn kiramman#arcane#caitvi#‘b-but the crimes!!’#girl yall watched jayce and jinx murder children without saying a fuckin word#and jinx and silco both gassed the undercity multiple times#bull fuckin shit yall ‘care’ about morality. if you truly did then youd hate everyone in that goddamn show!!#‘but the se-‘ yall didnt say shit about jayce and mel when that was mutually manipulative!!#they rawdogged while jayces bestie was having an embolism in the next room over!#but yeah no my condolences that two characters that were horrifically abused by a person didnt weep when she abandoned them#forgot everyone else in the show owes jinx their entire life#jinx the child murderer terrorist mass shooter etc#and yes your reactions to different things do mean something. people are calling you biased#same fuckin way you test measurement bias lmao. but no one in this fandom knows fuck shit about. anything evidently
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Oh noooo!! Orion Optimus looking at the ghosts that are mentoring him fade away and thinking about D-16 Megatron and he must be thinking about how he keeps making pushing mechs away with his recklessness and loud mouth
god i love when people get things from my art i hadn't even thought about <3
but yes!! you are so right!!! i didn't call too much attention to it because i didn't think it was particular subtle but another reason OP lashed out at the Primes was because he was getting uncomfortably reminded of things Dee used to say to him Before
and honestly?? he's still grieving Dee! he's still hurt and upset at losing his best friend! and he still believes Dee losing it was partially because of him. if he hadn't been so reckless, if he hadn't dragged Dee everywhere, if he hadn't pushed him so much, if he had just "stayed on protocol" maybe he would still have his best friend.
so the Primes unknowingly echoing the very same things he feels are the reason he lost Dee plus the ever growing fear he's going to feel miserably at the task he was given make him lash out in anger and say things he never would've otherwise. it's pain and fear disguised as anger that make him snap like that, not him truly being resentful of their input.
but i hadn't even thought about him being afraid of also pushing the Primes away like he did to Dee! but it makes so much sense now that you've said it!
and in a way, now he's probably afraid he's being even more unfair with the Primes that he was with Dee. at least Dee had the option to leave. at least Dee made it clear he could always cut ties with orion if pushed far enough. but the Primes are bound to him.
their options are to be with him or go back to the Allspark and be cut off from the world. and even then, their sense of duty would probably not allow them to stop trying to help him, if not for him then for their people who they already failed once.
and it's as relieving as it is horrifying to him.
because on one hand he can't help but find some guilty comfort in that at least he can never lose them. everyone else may come and go but at least they will always be with him.
but on the other he's terrified they'll grow to resent him for it. that they'll start seeing it (him) as a burden, a duty they're all but shackled to. that they'll want to leave but unlike Dee they won't be able to. that he'll push them away too but they'll choke on the leash connecting them to him.
he's sooo fine and normal about it i prommy :)
haunted au
#hey i got an ask#Anonymous#transformers#tf one#optimus prime#haunted au#finally putting the 'haunted' in this haunted au!#anyway i don't think this is a controversial opinion but i believe dee leaving left OP with crippling abandonment issues#the person he trusted the most and thought would always be there left (killed) him. i don't think anyone would be normal after that.#also the fact that Dee leaving also coincided with his entire world changing drastically probably scrambled with his brain a little#like. last time someone he loved left him the world was never the same again both personally and literally.#if i were him i would be terrified next time someone i love even hints at being annoyed with me#i'll fix it. maybe :)
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Thinking about this. A lot.
protector jay is so underrated
#Jay doing anything from abandoning a mission or erasing an entire timeline to save his circle of loved ones#destiny did not choose him as a green ninja bc where Lloyd has to face a big dilemma between the greater good and his earthly ties#Jay easily chooses the second option#this is from the book Jay: Ninja of Lightning btw#jay walker#jay ninjago
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i'm exactly as normal about him as I thought I'd be
#my art#trigun stampede#vash the stampede#trigun#trigun vash#vash#tristamp#trigun stampede fanart#trigun fanart#idk the tags fr this fandom sorry its babys first trigun#im not abandoning jjk but expect more other stuff sprinkled in!! including trigun <333 including him <3#ANYWAY IM SOOOOO NORMAL ABTHIM IM SO NORMAL I PROMISE#im lying im sorry im feral about him i want unspeakable things done 2 him it was over the moment i heard his voice#but [redacted] thoughts aside#hes so fun to draw oh my god how did they make a character Exactly For Me how did they make one that ticks all my boxes#hes blond but like i can work with it i will get good at rendering blond hair for him <333 hes worth it <333333#i was cruisin along mindin my business having fun learning how 2 draw him and then i get 2 the arm . +24hrs to total drawtime#all my cheats ...my safety net of being able 2 use flesh to disguise th fact that u dont reeeeally know where tendons or joints go...#out th window. this prosthetic is practically an anatomically correct model. u can see EVERYTHINg#put my entire me into trying to figure it out h i think it is ok i think i like it#god i rly cant get over how he's just a combination of all the fun parts of drawing yuuji megumi AND gojo#he is the center of their triple venn diagram and i am EATING HIM ALIVE#sorry ill calm down .... fr now.... smile :)
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"You promised!" Shang Qinghua, despite his efforts, couldn't stop the gasping sobs. "You said you wouldn't leave me behind again! And then you died then and you're dying now and you promised!"
Shen Yuan reached for the other, fighting through the darkness and blurriness encroaching his vision. He managed to grasp his best friend's cheek, weak fingers brushing away the falling tears. "I'm sorry--"
"No! You don't get to be sorry," Shang Qinghua tried to sneer but his face crumpled instead. He didn't shake off Shen Yuan's hand. "This is the second time you're leaving. That's all you know how to do, isn't it? All you do is run away!"
"Qinghua--" Shen Yuan tried to say, but began to cough, hand falling away. The pain was unbearable and it was making it difficult to take in air. Shang Qinghua immediately reached out to steady him as Shen Yuan hacked out his lungs. In between each new flare of pain that swam along with every cough, Shen Yuan could make out the mumbles of his best friend.
"I didn't mean it, please, I didn't mean it, please not now, I didn't mean to say that, I'm sorry, please, please..."
This was familiar. The pain, the loss of breath, even his best friend beside him, keeping him upright. All that was missing was the hospital bed and the frantic beeping of machines. No nurses coming to save his ass now in this forest.
Shen Yuan briefly lost consciousness and when he came back to himself, vision clearing a little, he found Shang Qinghua holding his wrist, pouring more qi into him. As if they hadn't already discovered that qi transfers didn't work when the thing taking all of his was the poison of a Soul-Sucking Bewildered-beest. Shang Qinghua could've tried to get him back to the sect but Shen Qingqiu would have been long drained of qi and, most importantly, dead by then. He couldn't fly and transfer qi at the same time.
It only prolonged the inevitable.
"S-stop," he said, weakly pushing at Shang Qinghua's hand. The other ignored him. "You're gonna d-drain yourself. And then you won't be able to get back at all."
"I don't care," Shang Qinghua said. Shen Yuan wondered how long he had lost consciousness for, as the tear tracks on Shang Qinghua's face were now mostly dry. "You promised."
"I know," Shen Yuan didn't apologize again. "But you know it's not gonna work. And I'd rather you return, at least." He could feel his eyelids getting heavy.
Shang Qinghua let go of him only to throw up his hands in anger. Fresh tears were starting to spill down his cheeks again. "So what? I just leave you here to die without even trying?" He balled up his fists. "Typical. You always think that your actions won't affect other people."
Shen Yuan got the sense that Shang Qinghua was referring to something else, but his mind was starting to get too muddy to think of what. Breathing was getting a little harder. A lot harder.
"Qinghua. A-Hua, please listen to me. C-could you come kneel down next to me? Right here." He waited until Shang Qinghua lowered himself a bit, still frowning, before gently placing his forehead against the other peak lord's. "Listen to me, okay? I know I broke my promise again. But you've found me before and I trust you'll find me again." He said between gasps of air.
"A-Yuan--"
"We've met again and again... and we'll keep meeting. I k-know it." Gasp. Cough. "Beyond all ideas of... right and wrong, there's a field." Vision dimming. Grasp slackening. "I'll be... waiting for you... there."
"A-Yuan?"
"..."
"A-Yuan!?"
"..."
A wail broke through the serenity of the forest.
#shen qingqiu#svsss#shang qinghua#shen yuan#mxtx svsss#peerless cucumber#airplane shooting towards the sky#platonic soulmates#soulmates#queerplatonic cumplane#platonic cumplane#schrödinger cumplane#cumplane#I stole the last line from a song called human sadness by the voidz#I just wanted them to suffer#do I know any of the context behind it? nah#Shang Qinghua didn't mean it#he's just grief-stricken that his best friend is dying AGAin#he's leaving AGAIN!!!!#SQH has abandonment issues in this and is projecting but he's not entirely wrong about SQQ running from problems#This might be sooooo OOC but idc#they knew each other in their old lives so thats what sqh means about him leaving twice#because he thinks sqq gave up on him and allowed himself to die which is SOOOOO not what happened#but he died soon after and grew up without a therapist so his mind warped it#I dunno how therapy works#anyways!!#reincarnation? 👀#start of legend of two soulmates with one always being forced to die young#dooming the other to always be left behind to grieve and follow soon after to find them#AHAHAHAA
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Maybe exy is a little boring to him — but andrew doesn’t just not care about exy, neil notes in the beginning of tfc that he seems to outright resent it. boredom doesn’t bring about resentment. but do you know what does? the idea that a sport you barely give a shit about is the only reason anyone gives a shit about you
#this is so messy but I’m having so many andrew thoughts#like imagine your entire life no one seems to really care for you all that much#and then they find out you’re like. really fucking good at a sport and suddenly you’re wanted#but they don’t want YOU — that much is clear#they’d throw your ass out the moment you refuse to pick up a raquet ever again#they don’t care about YOU — they care about how many goals you can block#shit I’d be bitter too#(for the record I do think people care about andrew ie nicky wymack betsy etc but from andrew’s pov… baby has abandonment issues)#andrew minyard#aftg#all for the game#tfc
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while the stables scene is a great example of percabeth's growth as a couple, particularly regarding their switch of roles in who plans for their future. an even better example is when they first told the other they loved them. annabeth, who is a well-respected strategist due to how well she can plan for the future, tells him as quickly as possible before something or someone could take him away from her again. she seized the first opportunity she had free of plan. percy, on the other hand, who is known for his impulsiveness and reckless planning, tells her two books later. not because he wasn't head over heels the entire hoo series. but because he was planning for the right moment. he wanted to wait until he could give her permanence and stability on a silver platter because he knows how much it means to her.
#and it make so much sense that annabeth would be the first to say 'i love you'#all of her decisions are deeply rooted in her fear of abandonment#so of course she would tell him as soon as she was sure since she spent the entire last series on the brink of losing him#and it makes so much sense that percy would wait for the right moment#not the moment they reunited#not the moment they were in the stables#not the moment annabeth returned from her quest to retrieve the parthenos#not the moment they were dangling above the pits of hell#and not the trek through the depth of tartarus#but at a place that symbolize the rilvary of athena and poseidon#he ends their rilvalry and seals their future with a kiss so great that it renders the annabeth chase speechless#these two are going to be the death of me#i love these two with all my heart#percy jackon and the olympians#pjo text post#pjo#percy jackson#annabeth chase#percabeth#percabeth textpost#percabeth textposts#percabeth fluff#percabeth being the cutest couple to ever not exist
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I feel like the only difference between the FNAF timeline and the LoZ timeline is that FNAF fans have gaslit themselves into thinking Scott Cawthon is some genius cryptic storyteller. Zelda fans I think at least have the self-awareness to understand the timeline / cohesiveness is an afterthought to Nintendo
#fires posts#ramblings#Also I can't really describe it well but both franchises seem cryptic and vague on purpose#but where LoZ does it to fit in with the idea of “The Legend” aspect#FNAF does it because the impossible puzzle of the lore is almost the entire draw of the franchise rn#Like if Zelda abandoned the timeline (which one may argue it has) most of us would still enjoy the games#but if Scott revealed his definitive version of events how many FNAF fans would be left. U feel me?#Sorry I'm thinking about EoW and [redacted] and how fucking bizarre the LoZ lore has become lol#I feel like being a young fnaf fan defo drew me to this series w the timeline insanity lmao
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returning to my roots and posting incomprehensible scribbles
#hes sooo fun to mspaintify#born to be drawn with a mouse#i cant abandon ut entirely who else is gonna give him an emo bang and wings#asriel dreemurr#undertale
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