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whirling-ghost · 11 months ago
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actually 10pm to midnight are perfect hours for working on a job application and sending urgent emails
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transparentalia · 1 month ago
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wait come back i need more transparent china
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ok ❤️
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1969chevycamaro · 3 months ago
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angelpuns · 4 months ago
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Me to myself: no more projects no more projects no more projects
Also me: I think I should organize a panel where I make all the room plans and also design and make all the puppets and also make sure everything is ready and its also only 4 months away :)
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vaguely-concerned · 1 month ago
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there's a self-help/mental health adjacent post that's going around and it seems to be really helpful for a lot of people which is very good. I also personally hate it with all my fucking heart
#it's the anhedonia one btw lmao#if i. have to be exposed to one more goddamn cbt-ass advice post in my life. I will start tearing throats out with my teeth#and I will have earned the right to because I've been through the fucking TRENCHES over the years man#I think it's the appeal to urgency at the end however ruefully humorously packaged that ohohoho. really grrrrinds my gears.#this is obviously not what the person is trying to do with that but the unavoidable implication that the reason you might still#be suffering is that you just haven't tried hard enough to change to like things to open your eyes... hey. respectfullly. fuck off#peak advice for mild to moderate symptoms of mental illness thoughtlessly presented as universally applicable#without any consideration for the deeper thing you're saying -- that if someone is in a real bad way and DOESN'T get better#it's their own responsibility and they just haven't tried hard enough. in trying to be kind you are being so desperately cruel#to the people who are struggling the most. bitch I am fucking GREAT at liking things! it's one of my best skills!! I'm generally curious!#my capacity for enthusiasm and intellectual joy over any old thing that strikes my fancy is legendary and often I suspect quite annoying!!!#so when anhedonia completely envelops me I know it's a sign of something else and bigger going on in the background#it's not a choice. the brain is not solely a cognitive machine!! you cannot fix everything that can go awry with it by Thinking Better!!!#cbt must be great for the people it's great for and I'm sincerely genuinely glad for it. less suffering in the world is great#but it is a way of thinking that is a hammer and you just have to hope like fuck your problem is a nail. because otherwise#you're bruised from being beaten with hammers and the additional shame of what's wrong with you that it's not helping#and again I recognize very keenly that this is not a space meant entirely for me. people sharing resources that amn are not about me#is not only fine it's good it's great! however. it'd also be nice to not get thrown under the fucking bus for once#because my presence fully expressed is an uncomfortable reminder of the things we *cannot* control about our own brains lmao#I'm lucky that I've been in the game long enough and have enough resources to start to smell the bullshit here but...#the pain 'losing years' induces in you when you don't have *a fucking choice* -- because it's not a matter of willpower#or positive thinking or changing your mindset. you're just sick. in a way medicine hasn't quite figured out how to help yet.#well. maybe. maybe don't put that on someone huh. maybe don't make their 'lost years' to depression and doomscrolling or whatever#'their own fault'. I kind of think that's possible to do without submitting to doomposting. is all.#(I feel the same about the 'resting vs. rotting' idea. well friend sometimes the best I can hope for is some gentle rotting#thanks for introducing this layer of disgust and condemnation to the general despair. it's added a patina)#this might actually be the first time I've managed to hold on to my own anger about this rather than it getting drowned out by shame tho#which as steps forward go. *sigh* it's not a moon landing is it. but a small step for man nevertheless I suppose
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ivan-fyodorovich-k · 4 months ago
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Sometimes you'll hear people talk about how God has guided them to wherever they're at through little nudges or providential serendipity or little nudges to do or say this or that
I'm having the opposite experience, wandering into bad career moves, silly errors, inadvertent oversharing, etc., unintentionally self-sabotaging in a futile quest that can lead only to ruin despite my best, even desperate efforts to the contrary
#one pair of footprints in the sand but it's me blindly wandering off alone begging for help completely out of earshot#now the Christianese answer to this is to stop trying so hard#and just put it in God's hands#except that God isn't going to fill out these applications#nor has God led anyone to offer me a job apropos of nothing#or friendship or intimacy or love for that matter#all these things I am on my own to chase down#ironically pushing them further away with every effort#forcing me to conclude that God's plan all along was actually just isolated misery#like that cartoon of the guy begging God for a sign of what he should do and God tells him to be an accountant#except that God is telling me to stay in my hometown#bounce from dead end job to dead end job#be lonely#and submit to my family whose presence I cannot tolerate#for years people have theorized that there are some people who are created with the nature of a slave#I was created to be ground into the dirt#'Ivan what prompted all this today?'#accidentally left a reference to another job application in a cover letter#applying for jobs is a full time job#you need to give every application your full undivided attention so that ChatGPT can filter you out#except I already have a full time job#and a family that I can only describe as ASTONISHINGLY needy#of course there is no other kind#so when and where do I find the time and the ENERGY to devote to each and every job the love and care it demands?#will any of this ever return to me?#after I have poured myself out so there is nothing left#will anyone or anything pour back into me?#will I ever reap anything worthwhile?#is it worth it to be alive
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helv-ete · 9 months ago
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Netherlands Rarepair Week day 1- Lies
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it's so awesome to meet a fellow keli fan :0 i love her soooo much. i just caught up with all of her GL '23 appearances and... man that girl can just never catch a break Ever. she deserves like. 5 millions hugs and writers who actually know what to do with her.
praying to anyone who's listening that DC will take a chance and give her a solo series that actually does something with her half-assed origin story from YJ and Jessica's mind-reading from Thorne's run
Like, who created her gauntlet? I seriously doubt it was Iorl (the dying alien who Keli took it from) bc he clearly didn't know how to use it to defend himself. Presumably he was trying to impersonate an officer of the Green Lantern Corps but why?
And oh my god can we please get an actually cohesive backstory for Keli? DC did her no favors by marketing her as some genius who hacked into the Central Power Battery to get her powers and then turning around and making it the complete opposite. She was an orphan with no family barely surviving by scavenging machine parts from junkyards! She could have used that gauntlet for selfish gain like Iorl seemed to be telling her to but instead her first instinct was to seek out other heroes to learn from them and become one herself aauughhh
ahem-
High key, DC could easily do a limited 12-issue miniseries where Keli goes back and investigates who Iorl was and where the gauntlet came from. Make it a character-driven story that actually gets into the nitty gritty of who Keli is and why she's a hero that is worthy of the Green Lantern legacy. Probably with actual Green Lanterns to bounce off of.
I think Simon would make the most sense, since he's already friendly with Keli and is good with kids. Plus, he's a gearhead like her and DC doesn't really seem to have anything better for him to do. Only issue I can see is that he's not exactly the detective type, so maybe include Jo as well?
Tho if we're being honest, this hypothetical story would have the maximum chance of success if it was Hal. Y'know, since he is the most recognizable GL? Honestly I think it could work, Hal excels at being an uncle and I'd like to see him actually have a conversation with Keli.
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dont-open-dead-inside-net · 10 months ago
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Submitted my first big-boy job application!!!!! 🎉🎉
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neechees · 11 months ago
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We're thinking if nothing else she can get reimbursed for the $100 boots, but we're still not sure they'd pay her for the four hours she did (bc they said they'd get fined if they hired ppl without a license, so we're thinking they'll refuse to pay her to avoid the fine bc she doesn't have a license🙄), but we're also unsure who to go to for the blame bc there's like at least 3 different people involved in the miscommunication and hiring.
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sorryiwasasleep · 1 year ago
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i shouldnt have to beg you to hire me i shouldnt have to beg you to hire me i shouldnt have to beg you to hire me i shouldnt have to beg you to hire me i shouldnt have to beg you to hire me i shouldnt have to beg you to hire me i am fucking losing my mind cover letters are so fucking annoying and time consuming and a waste of my energy to create a self sales pitch wherein i pretend to want to suck a companies dick more than Ive ever wanted anything in the world when all i actually want is to just be able to live my life without worrying that im always a purchase away from maybe overdrawing my account and i want to help make this world a better place and it should not be this hard to do that but most jobs are antithetical to the second goal and yet still not a guarantee of avoiding the first but alas we are all still expected to beg them to be hired and i shouldnt have to beg you to hire me i shouldnt have to beg you to hire me i shouldnt have to beg you to hire me i shouldnt have to beg you to hire me i hate it here i hate it here i hate it here
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fxnfiction · 2 years ago
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Buddie Fic Recs! (pt 1)
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A few months ago I shared my FirstPrince fic rec list- today it's time for Buddie fics! (part one- 2023 fic edition!)
happy reading!
All My Shattered Oaths by letmetellyouaboutmyfeels | 107k | E
Eddie wants to stay away from his family’s legacy and give his son a normal life. Buck’s desperate to find a way to get over the love he lost.
Fate has other plans for both of them.
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still by brewrosemilk | 9k | T
For the first time, Buck longs for a bullet wound to treat. Dirt to dig at. A door to break through. Something. There’s nothing.
“Your guess was correct, Diaz,” the bomb technician tells them, as he gestures to the orange circle. “You’re standing on a large sensor plate, wired to a detonator. It’s incredibly important that you don’t move. Don’t shift. When you put your weight down, it was like cocking a gun - you take your weight off, this thing is powerful enough to take the entire house with it."
Inspired by Castle, S05E22: Still
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come close, let me be home by Daffi_990_ao3 | 4k | Not Rated
“Looking good out there, Buckley” Eddie says as he hands him a beer.
Buck accepts the bottle and takes a seat beside him, popping the cap off to take a drink. “Any chance we’ll see you bust some moves on the dance floor, Diaz?”
“Maybe, if I have the right partner”.
Eddie’s looking right and him and Buck can feel a blush creeping its way across his cheeks. It’s shit like this that has him thinking maybe this thing between them isn’t just one sided. Buck takes another pull of beer, keeping eye contact with Eddie and watching how the other man tracks the bob of his adams apple as he swallows.
“The night is still young and full of possibilities.” Buck replies, and he swears he sees Eddie’s eyes sparkle
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Buck and Eddie slow dance at Maddie and Chim’s wedding
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if i'm honest (it felt like love by sparegarbage | 2k | G
“You have a good partner, Eddie.”
Eddie flushes, because he knows that her partner isn’t the same as work partner. It’s an assumption they had never bothered to correct at Christopher’s school, mostly because it made it easier for people to understand why Buck was around so often, versus best friend or colleague or legal guardian in case I die.
“Yeah,” Eddie responds, his voice thicker than he expected. “He’s the best partner I could ask for.”
Or: Christopher hosts a sleepover, Buck helps, and Eddie realizes he hasn’t been a single dad in years.
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i’ll bandage up your body and your bones and your bad days too by oklahoma | 6k | T
Eddie’s day is going pretty well until he’s held hostage at gunpoint in the Dollar Store five minutes from his house.
Okay, that’s a lie. Not the being held hostage at gunpoint bit—that’s very much real, if the gun in his face is anything to go by—but the good day part.
Because it’s been a bad day. A shit day. A stupid day. A horrible, no good, very bad, awful, ugly day, and it all started when he woke up this morning.
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You, all the way down by justhockey | 8k | Not Rated
Suddenly, between one moment and the next, there are hands on him. Hands that Buck would know anywhere; hands that Buck knows maybe even better than he knows his own. The touch is exquisitely gentle - tender to the point of devastation, even though the calloused palms scratch against the soft skin of his cheeks.
It’s Eddie, because of course it is. Because who else would it be.
“Breathe for me,” he says, loud enough that everyone can hear, but meant only for them. Only for Buck.
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It’s Not the Roaring Dream, It’s the Silent Lightning by giselleslash | 15k | M
Buck gets struck by lightning and wakes up in another life where he has everything he’s ever wanted, but soon that life starts to crumble around him and the painful pull back into reality nearly breaks his heart.
(or the one where Buck is married to Eddie in a coma dream and he doesn’t want to let the dream go.)
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feels like I'm closer to a revelation every night by wafflesofdoom | 2k | G
She sees me.
Like Eddie didn’t? Like Eddie didn't know Buck better than anyone - better than he knew himself, sometimes? Eddie sees him for exactly who he is – kind, and caring, and wonderful, and fundamentally changed by those three minutes and seventeen seconds he was dead.
or, a look inside of Eddie's head during their conversation at the cemetary.
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I’m Not Breathing Unless I’m Giving You CPR by letmetellyouaboutmyfeels | 51k | E
Evan Buckley fascinates Eddie. And when Eddie's fascinated by something, he wants to play with it. Especially when the thing in question hates him so much.
But then something odd happens - Buck sees past Eddie's mask for what he really is. And it turns out, Buck's the same way. And he's not something to play with. He's something to keep.
Now the real game begins: the game of being who they are, what they are, together, without their well-meaning friends and family finding out. Because now that they've found each other, they're not going to let anyone separate them. Buck is keeping Eddie, and Eddie is keeping Buck.
By any means necessary.
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The one where Buck can’t leave by buddiefication | 1k | G
At the end of movie night, Buck usually goes home. This time, he can’t seem to force himself to leave.
OR: Buck and Eddie curl up on the couch together, and somehow don’t know they’re in love.
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wishing to be the friction by ipretendtobesane | 97k | E
Buck and Eddie are straight best friends who start having no strings attached sex. Eddie has a hard time having sex with someone he doesn't trust, and Buck's tired of hookups after being with Abby. Besides, they're both comfortable with their sexuality, and there's nothing wrong with giving your friend a hand. What's surprising is how long it took them to fall into bed together, really.
What's entirely unsurprising is how quickly strings start getting attached.
or; the straight eddie friends with benefits fic
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heart in hands, hands in pockets by soyxunxperdedor | 5k | G
In which Eddie tries to move on.
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not all of us are heroes (not all of us are brave) by withmeornotatall | 6k | G
Buck shakes his head and grimaces apologetically at Marisol. "I'm so sorry for interrupting your night," he tells her. "I'm gonna leave you guys to it, but it was nice to see you again." "Nice to see you too," Marisol replies with a smile. "Sorry again," he addresses this one to Eddie. "I didn't think. I just—" "You thought Chris needed you," Eddie says softly, eyes so warm Buck wants to stay here forever. "Don't apologise for that." "Right, well." Buck takes a deep breath to calm his still pounding heart before saluting at Christopher. "Forever at your service, Superman." He backs out of the kitchen in an exaggerated bow, ducking to hide his smile when Christopher's laugh follows him out.
(OR: buck and natalia break up, eddie decides to introduce his girlfriend to his son, christopher knows way too much, and the 118's wine night has never been quite so eventful)
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translate the magic (show me) by extasiswings | 8k | E
“I think I might be bad in bed.”
Eddie rolls that thought around in his head, trying to decide the best way to respond, weighing the options of what Buck needs to hear versus how to say it. It’s not a conversation he wants to be having, is part of the problem. Thinking about Buck desperately seeking connection through fleeting sexual encounters with strangers already makes him swallow back a wave of petty jealousy and possessiveness. But there’s an added level of insult to injury to the idea that Buck wasn’t even having good sex. Which maybe explains why despite his initial commitment to delicacy and tact, what comes out of Eddie’s mouth is—
“You probably were. Bad at it.”
Buck’s eyes widen, a strangled noise sounding from his throat.
“Don’t pull any punches,” he shoots back as he hunches in the chair and drains the last dregs of his beer.
“I didn’t mean it like that.”
[Or: the one where Buck has a crisis and Eddie teaches him what good sex really is]
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Enjoy! Find part 2 here x
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agender-vampling · 3 months ago
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Kinda wanna do one of thos..... like partner applications... friend applications... I saw one for CG Applications....
Not cause I would act on any of them mn not brave enough for that, but cus I wan the data... for who'd answer somthin like that..... I think it'd be cool......
what if I harvested your data you gave me willingly in a google doc and used it to make OCs I then selfship with in various ways... ha ha...
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garlique · 4 months ago
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me when i actually think i have a shot at a job that would work well for me 😭 i hate job hunting so much my dumb ass gets so invested into every single job and it never works out and logically i know i only have a 1/100 chance of getting this particular one but i know that's still better odds than most jobs and it already feels like things are aligning for it a little bit?? and i don't want to get my hopes up again and them get crushed because it feels like every time it happens it's like. genuinely devastating for me but i also really want to manifest this shit i feel like i'm being stretched by my arms between two giant rocks lol
#im sure some of you other transgender bitches were aware of the trans lifeline operator position#and at first i was like oh okay i will apply! and then my fiance was like haha rmr i do school from home on wednesdays and i was like oh! o#and was just planning to apply during his lunch break at noon#which would NOT have worked as they closed the window within FIVE MINUTES OF IT BEING OPEN#because they got so many applications#so thats step one of how it is all coming up milhouse#because like if his class had not been canceled i would not have been able to apply#and also i went to their instagram to see what their social media presence was like after i applied bc i was curious#AND APPARENTLY THE WHOLE WEBSITE CRASHED#and a bunch of people had their applications spin into eternity#and i THOUGHT mine had crashed because it ALSO hung for forever#BUT i got the confirmation email saying thank you for applying WHILE IT WAS STILL HUNG so i was like okay thank god its in#and THEN the page told me it submitted#idk like these feels like a whole string of luck so far and i really really really really want it to work out#bc i mean 63k a years for only 32 hours a week FROM HOME#and a paid lunch break#and i would actually be doing work that would make me feel good and be ACTIVELY helping my community#like idk i just fucking want it so bad and i'm trying to manifest the job and also prepare myself for when i won't get it#i'm walking a horrid little tightrope right now and i dont know how to cope#ok rant over everyone keep your fingers crossed for me that i get it
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judithbutlersdealer · 27 days ago
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ok i am back from vacation and it’s been a bit rough. we got in late on saturday and then sunday we just stayed in and unpacked, i did some life admin stuff, and my gf ordered us a big chinese takeaway that was really lovely. we also both separately cried about different stuff and had great sex lol and i was pretty anxious and sad about being back and needing to go back to work but i figured it was okay. and it WAS okay, but also, i woke up at 4AM sneezing and coughing and with a runny nose and stayed up until 5AM then had to get up and go to work at 6AM :( and i have been tired and had an itchy nose/cough all day and i’ve also been emotionally overwhelmed at work and i was already going to have a busy week (WITH A ROOT CANAL TOMORROW???) and i found out i have to do an additional, unpleasant and also unnecessary task, and i might not be able to take wednesday off work to recover like i had planned to because we have so much work and because my team had to do so much when i was away last week. and lowkey the most annoying part is that out of everyone i am definitely not paid enough to worry about not taking medical leave when i need to lol
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fruitjellyforbugs · 2 years ago
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