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Hello hello! Could I get a “Inaction is wisdom. I left off being wise.” for Meave and Miloš? heheheheh >:)
I present to you on a silver platter some Maeve falling for Miloš, like a hopeless romantic she is tehehe <3 I am still rotating them in my mind, my sillys <3 <3 1.1k
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When she woke with a start she noticed her skin was clammy. The tendrils of her dream were still clinging onto her, like a fog over the ocean. Her heart raced in its panic as she took in her surroundings. Her things were strewn about with loose articles of clothing tossed over the furniture in haste. The moonlight lit it up in a soft silver glow, the surroundings becoming comfortable and familiar once more.
She sighed, rubbing her cheeks with her palms, trying to shake her achy feelings and ignore how her hands trembled as they touched cool skin. She could still smell seared flesh, see how it bubbled and remember how it felt under her touch. Hear the screams turning into bloody gurgles, the way the room burned.
A soft snore tore her out of her thoughts, and she was grateful for the distraction.
She’d almost forgotten about the man in her bed, curled around some of her pillows, sleeping with his lips parted ever so slightly.
Miloš looked so sweet like this, the crease between his brows all smoothed out. He looked so much…younger, when he was sleeping. He carried the weight of his world on his shoulders, she could only assume how heavy of a burden it was, especially knowing her own. But sleeping like this? Surrounded by her comforts and near luxury that she spent years cultivating because she had a soft spot for anything soft and plush?
He was so…normal. Soft.
She caressed his cheek with the backs of her fingers, shifting to rub the puckered skin and stretch marks with the pads of her fingers. His nose twitched at the touch, but he settled into it as much as a sleeping man could.
He was beautiful drenched in the soft moonlight, all dreamlike and soft.
It was so…human of him. Sleeping with his mouth open and snoring softly. Seeking out the warmth of her body from her place in the mattress, subconsciously. He cuddled into her legs, still snoring softly.
Sitting there, watching him sleep, she was suddenly overcome with this…strange intense sort of affection for him. She could stay like this with him all the time and she would be happy, she thought. It was a sweet thing, to be let into something so small yet so intimate like this.
His eyes fluttered under their lids. She pushed his hair away from his face, trying to memorize the way his cheeks sloped into the softness of his lips.
She wished they could stay in this little bubble of their own creation forever. She was finally starting to feel cold again, goosebumps erupting along her bare skin. His nose wrinkled. Her hair fell over her bare shoulder in knotted waves, still caressing his temple with her knuckles.
Yes, it would be lovely to stay here, tucked away from the horrors of the world and the weight on their shoulders.
Her hands moved to his hair now, scratching soft circles into his scalp. His nose smoothed out and he let out a tiny snort, humming a tad. He was a very vocal sleeper, she thought to herself with a small smile. It only aided the budding feeling in her chest.
She bent over to kiss his forehead, whispering something softly to his skin. She wormed her way back under the covers again, tucking one of her arms under his shoulder, warmth seeping into her veins at the way he instantly attached himself to her side. His face tucked itself into the crook of her neck, sighing softly into the clammy skin.
She pulled the covers up higher, staring at the gauzy fabric that shielded her bed from much of the world.
She thought she could love him, blushing at the thought. It was hard to say, their relationship being a…complicated one. From lingering looks at work, to stolen kisses in the back of the library, to stumbling trysts in her skeleton of a practice.
Would he want to feel that way about her if he knew what she had done to someone she had loved once? Was her love forever tainted by that moment? Would it happen again?
She thought of bubbling skin and burbly sobs. To curtains set ablaze and a broken vase by her feet. To the blood that had run down her face.
She didn’t want this love to be like that, she wanted something new, something different. He already felt different, shyer, sweeter. Less like the monsters from her past and more…human. A stumbling, bumbling human.
She knew he had something to hide as well and it was there in her bed, the light of a hazy dawn shining through her windows that she realized that she didn’t…care. She just knew she wanted him here, now, and mistakes of the past wouldn’t change that.
She kissed his exposed temple.
“I killed my past love,” she whispered to him. “I burnt his face after he threw a vase at me, and I set his house on fire. I murdered him and I liked it.” Her chest grew tight and the words kept spilling out of her mouth. “I would do it again if I had the chance. To watch the life drain out of his eyes.” A shuddering breath. “Would that change things for you?” For them?
He didn’t respond, unsurprisingly. Just shifted closer, mumbling something from his dream into the slope of her neck. Her smile was soft, just lifting her lips at their corners.
“I want to love you,” she murmured after another moment, pressing another kiss to his head. “Would you like that if I did? Would you love me in return?” She didn’t know if she wanted to hear his answer, grateful that he was a deeper sleeper. “I don’t know why I am asking you this like you can hold a conversation,” she said with a light laugh. “It’s all rather silly, isn’t it? I should try to go back to sleep.”
She pursed her lips. “I see him in my dreams. It makes me wonder if I killed him after all. I don’t know what would happen to me if I didn’t.” Anxiety made home in her ribs. “I hope he’s dead.”
He had to leave in the morning and she didn’t want to watch him go. She pressed a kiss to his hair again, still scratching at the base of his scalp. She was being foolish, and silly. She was a stupid silly girl, murmuring sweet nothings to a sleeping man. Confessing her sins to him like he was a Shrouded Priest and she was a lowly sinner.
He looked holy in the light of the incoming sunrise.
She settled onto her pillows, eyes fluttering closed. She swore she dreamt soft kisses to her neck and the softness of words, too lost in a drowsy haze.
She almost hoped he heard what she had to say.
#my writing#oc x oc#maeve x miloš#asks#answered#this is her music switching to something melancholy <3#I listened to the passion of lovers the whole time lmao#I really enjoyed writing something soft n bittersweet!#hope you enjoy and THANK YOU FOR THIS#I need them injected into my BLOODSTREAM#it took me forever because I read through the poem trying to figure out what it means and what it means for me#so I took it as inaction can be wisdom but so can action#and either can be foolish#but why not try#so sleepy confessions >:3
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For the ask prompt game...
Spirk #17 to distract
"Report," Kirk ordered. The word buzzed low against Spock's ear, quiet and audibly tense.
"Less than two minutes until they reach our location, Captain," Spock replied promptly. "Commander Scott will need at least another eight before the transporter is operable again." His voice was equally hush, despite their perceived solitude. He had seen carelessness take far too many lives during his time in Starfleet; he would not allow it to take his captain as well - and, illogically, Spock could not quite dispense of the phantom sensation of eyes on the back of his neck.
"We'll need to bluff it," Kirk decided, looking grim.
His gaze was strangely intense against Spock, full of rioting emotion, and, almost, Spock wished to look away. He did not. Instead, he nodded, holding steady eye contact.
The odds, Spock knew, that Kirk's gambit - whatever it may be - would succeed were... poor. The guards had, after all, seen their faces. But Kirk would keep fighting right until the bitter end, and Spock, of course, would be right beside him.
Solemn, he vowed, "I shall follow your lead," though he knew Kirk would not have doubted it. Still, the unnecessary words were well worth the way the tension around Kirk's eyes melted away, the somber set of his mouth slipping instead into a golden-edged smile.
Almost wonderingly, a soft chuckle fell from those lips, incongruous in their surroundings and entirely treasured. "What would I do without you?" Kirk asked, reaching up to exert gentle pressure on Spock's bicep.
I pray you never need find out, Spock made to say, getting only so far as drawing in breath before the sound of distant footsteps drew them both from their quiet moment, snuffing the words before they could take shape. "Eighteen seconds," he said instead, after rapidly adjusting his calculations. Faster than anticipated.
Kirk nodded, some unreadable emotion hiding in the soft crease between his brows.
"Forgive me, Mr. Spock," Kirk said softly, and Spock did not have time to question what he meant before Kirk was pulling him down by his shirt, dragging their lips together with great urgency.
Quite suddenly, Spock found that his mind was entirely blank. Strange heat flickered through his whole form, and his universe narrowed to only Kirk, all soft and human-warm, who was pressed flush to his chest and kissing him.
One, then two seconds stuttered by in which Spock thought no thoughts at all, struck utterly motionless in the face of such unexpected attentions. He only felt, swept away by the sensation of pliant lips against his own and warm fingers stroking through his hair, gently mussing.
The very first thought to break to the surface was simply, Jim. A wave of emotion flooded in with it, astonishment and affection sweeping over him in such quantities that he felt nearly lightheaded.
The second was, We will be caught, and Spock jolted as something near to panic rose up inside his gullet, urging him to take Jim into his arms and run.
The third, however, was not his own; it was pressed into his katra from the outside by Jim's careful fingers, his clever mind slipping easily past Spock's shields. Play along, he said, projecting deliberate calm through their connection. Still, Jim was unpracticed in telepathic arts, and beneath that false serenity Spock could feel a tangle of guilt and determination, bitter and writhing.
The truth came to Spock in one fell swoop.
Jim's gambit... was this.
His lips and his hands, which pressed themselves so tenderly to Spock's skin, were not for him.
It was not love which had drawn his captain into his arms, but mere utility. Jim had realized what Spock had not: though they could not hide themselves, they could, perhaps, distract from themselves.
Two men attempting to look inconspicuous would only draw suspicion. Two men locked in a romantic embrace, however, may be overlooked - or even deliberately ignored. Few were comfortable with looking closely at the private passions of strangers, and fewer still would see reason to. Those searching for them, Spock hoped, would not. There would be no logic in halting an escape attempt solely for a kiss, after all.
Therefore, in order to escape unnoticed, they must be convincing.
They must seem, to any observers, to be completely and entirely immersed in one another, with no care for anything going on in their surroundings, and no fear of discovery.
Two lives, purchased with a kiss.
It was entirely logical, then, for Spock to part his lips, inviting Jim's tongue to dip inside of the wet cave of his mouth and meeting it with his own. If a groan rumbled deep within his chest, it could surely only help their cause; there was no need to swallow it down.
This disguise would, Spock observed as Jim's tongue flicked gently at his mouth, be far easier to maintain than it had any right to be.
It was a terribly simple matter for a man in love to behave as though he were a man in love.
The difficult part, then, would be remembering that it was a ruse. Already, heat bubbled deep within Spock, aching want suffusing his every neuron. Every faint brush of flesh sent golden tendrils of telepathic energy sparking across his skin, and it was all Spock could manage to hold himself back from pressing hungry fingers to Jim's meldpoints and sinking into that wonderfully enticing mind.
Instead, Spock slipped a hand beneath the hem of Jim's shirt, rucking up the cloth until he was tracing patterns across a smooth expanse of golden skin. He flexed his hand, allowing his nails to scratch carefully along Jim's spine, and did not permit himself to consider reaching upwards, to Jim's face - or worse: downwards, beyond the waistband of his pants.
He wondered if Jim would have chosen this, had he known how very much Spock wanted.
Perhaps it was selfish of Spock to allow it.
Still, he could not force himself away - not when Jim's life was at stake. The kiss was his lifeline, and so the kiss must remain.
The touch of their minds, however, did nothing to aid Jim. It was solely for Spock's benefit, taken from Jim without his knowledge or intent.
That, Spock could end.
If Jim was to unknowingly place himself into the hands of someone who wanted more than he would wish to give, then Spock would take it upon himself to be his protector - even if the one he must protect against was himself.
And so, Spock opened himself to every offered touch, and girded his mind against every stray thought, until not a single wisp of golden energy could find its way past his defenses.
When Jim's thigh nudged its way between Spock's legs, Spock spread his stance wider, allowing him to press closer, and did not let himself feel. His hands grasped and squeezed at the soft flesh beneath them, drawing quiet gasps from a pink-flushed throat, and no pleasant hum buzzed against his fingertips, carrying with it the flavor of human emotion. Jim nipped at his lips and pet at his hair, and Spock pressed every scrap of yearning deep down within himself to where they couldn't emerge.
Eyes closed and spirit aching, Spock kissed him.
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from this ask game
#WOW i have been slow about writing these again! um. sorry? it has been More Than A Month. (barely)#i also went waaaaay overboard again. someday i will learn how to be chill about things but today is evidently not that day.#this is perhaps not the INTENDED direction of the prompt (sorry) but it is in fact a distraction. just. not for either of them!#well. one Could argue that spock is getting quite distracted indeed. but that was somewhat incidental. Not Kirk's Intent.#star trek#star trek tos#tos#spirk#james t kirk#spock#k/s#ficlet#ask game#btw kirk is totally sitting there like 'i know spock can feel how in love with him i am. i hope i didn't destroy our friendship by saving#him but even at that cost it would be worth it. he can hate me as long as he's *alive* but also i don't want him to hate me :( .'#mutual idiocy as always!#i have two others to finish and (forgive me) i will try to be more normal about them and NOT make them anywhere near this long haha oops#because yeah this was. a bit unintentional length-wise. i got a little scrap of an idea and then it fucking BIT me and ran off#and i ever foolish decided to chase it#i... might? put this up on ao3 at some point? i DO think i'm more satisfied with it than i am with colorblind but.#i am shrimply a bit sad that i haven't actually finished any of my longer wips first. too slow and too distractable!#it's saurrr sad that my longest complete fic is less than 8000 words when i have MORE THAN ONE in-progress wip w/ more words than that.
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GUESS WHO I'M DRAWING NOOOOWWWWW~!!!!
#the angle is SO. WEIRD for the clothes lmao#it's actually fucking me up lol#i love this silly little guy#he's full of whimsy and murderous intent! /silly#i love how he IMMEDIATELY went to brag about his INSANE grinding for the enchanting skill to tubbo???? great. 10/10 no notes#you can HEAR he was having THE TIME of HIS LIFE with tub tub's reactions lmfaooo#also the fact he's planning to make everyone compete on like. saw type shit /silly to get RIDICULOUSLY OP gear is SO him...#i automatically thought “oh so he REALLY liked the idea of The Peace Trials huh?” lmaoo#currently laying down bc my back hurts/is bothering me like a 5 year old asking if u have games on ur phone :((((#(I've been sitting on my pc drawing for most of the day lol)#anyway#demon shares wips™#clownpierce#the realm smp#the realm fanart#clownpierce fanart#trsmp#trsmp fanart#i have SUCH ideas for the other ppl btw....#idk if I'll make them like. permanent designs???? (besides clown ofc) but i WILL try them out bc it'll be fun!#they're my barbie dolls and I'm dressing them up for my tea party aight?#ALL of the trsmp design I'll make WILL be based off wadanohara and the great blue sea btw#bc i can#and it's fun#im thinking#foolish as mikotsuhime. pangi as regular wadda. bad as either totsusahime or chlomaki. hannah as tatsumiya. tubbo as uomihime#phil as laurentia. sneeg as adauchi. whoever tf else was in their initial trio as ver million#MMmMmMmMmmMmmMMmMmMmnMMmMMMm idk where i can fit roscumber as clown's apprentice. might shuffle things around for that.......#hm.#honestly i can make tommy as chlomaki and charlie as lobco ngl. that could work.......
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When someone else’s art is so good you physically can’t look at it because of artistic jealousy
#Y’all do this to me on a daily basis I swear#I literally can’t follow some people because their stuff is so good it breaks my heart#I think the art world has a lot of envy and competitiveness that no one really talks about#Sure we’re all for self expression but so many of us are so used to being “the art kid” that anyone else taking or sharing that spot feels#like losing a peice of your identity.#I’ve had some artist friends who dealt with their jealousy by tearing others down or justifying their art by going#”Well you’re bad at ____ but I’m better at ____”#Or they would give unsolicited critique that was more like gently worded criticism than friendly advice to help someone reach their goals#And because of those experiences… I never want to become that person#I definitely get the surges of jealousy… But I very much try to remind myself that fellow artists are my friends-not my rivals#The people I feel the most envy for are often the people I hype up the most#And beyond that- nobody in the art community is trying to gatekeep information from you.#If you want to learn skills from other people- don’t hesitate to ask them. Most artists happily spill their brains for you in a conversatio#(Foolish artist… they don’t even know how many brain juices of theirs I’m absorbing-MWAHAHAHA)#(I’m gonna come come back stronger as an artist… And then I can learn and grow EVEN MORE BWAHAHAHA)#So anyway… Jealousy is a valid and very real thing… but what you choose to do about it can either hinder or help you.#That’s all folks#art meme#art
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I'm gonna be honest with you guys - I rly don't care for the people both side'ing the angry Robin discourse in the name of nuance.
Cause it's not nuance. It's revisionist history.
#Jace Says#Jason Todd#I don't rly care that people over emphasize his positive traits because its in response to WAY MORE PEOPLE over emphasizing his...#...negative traits#Everytime there is a Jaybin flashback comic it's some variation of#He was a dark seed#He was always going to end up the Red Hood#He was foolish and reckless#And it's just#You know what?!#I fucking get it#This shit does not happen in a vacuum people#It's like the “Jason is female coded” rhetoric being rly popular#Instead of people examinig where it comes#There's all these think pieces about how STUPID and IDIOTIC people are to say that#Just so fucking DUMB#And it's like#Can you fucking chill?!#Idk friends#It's definitely true that he wasn't all sunshine and rainbows as a kid#But he wasn't especially angry or reckless either#Because that's another thing#ALL kids are reckless#ALL kids have mokents where they don't listen or think they knoe better#In fact#There are literal fucking moments where other Robins are praised for telling Bruce to fuck off#And running off to do what they want#The only reason why Jason got the short end of the stick is because that's the story the author wanted to tell#Trying to assign something specifically wrong or malicious to Jason doesn't work because it opens up too many doors#I'm not sure if I'm explaining this well but he was a kid
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Go play pretend on your own (Patreon)
#Doodles#Helix#Dexter Favin#Coraline#The Beldam#The other side of this coin <3 Call him out but this time make it unfriendly hehe#I talked last time about the daring rescue!! I do love the daring rescue in Coraline AUs ah same thing with the Camp Camp Coraline AU haha#Burst in through the door! Those poor hinges!#It is a bit funny imagining him crawling through the tunnel in a hurry and kicking the doors open all winded haha <3#It's all very serious of course Max needs help! Stuck behind the mirror from disobeying perhaps?#I was pretty hard on him last time that he'd just Immediately give up his soul for cheap tricks but like - would he?#Yes he's reckless and foolish but he's also stubborn and prideful and hates being told what to do so there's that lol#Which does he want more! The high or his freedom to refuse? I could see it going either way#And for Dex's sake I would hope he'd refuse! As if he hasn't suffered enough eye trauma (eventually)#Ough the thought of him starting to say yes and getting one button eye in and then rescinding his yes ouch#Doomed to have one eye no matter where he goes ah 💔#Anyway - Dex!!! Watch I'll make another one with the ideas mentioned here and then talk about more ideas in those tags pft#Since agreeing with him didn't work how about shaming? ''Go away you're no better''#She really is going hard on him like ''What's your angle? You get him back and then what? Will that actually fix anything?''#Very much pulling from Dexter's meetings with Max at the Institute there hhhhhh as if I needed more feelings about it#Eco_Mono did such a beautiful job playing Dex - so much to consider hehe - but there was one question that I can't stop thinking about#''Why would you want him back?'' and Dexter didn't really have much of an answer - he was barely more than a concept at the time!#Having had the opportunity to see his character grow into himself has given me Such brainworms about that question ♥♪♫#Very want to explore it <3#In the meanwhile it's fun to pit these two against each other haha what an odd matchup ♪#I've only barely drawn the Beldam before now that I think of it! And I think only in her final metal-spidery form never in her mid form here#She's fun :D And so tall! Dexter finally feeling small for a change haha#Her having to fight adult selfishness would be quite interesting I think - something tinged with but not quite the same as loyalty#She can relate to the possessiveness at least hehe I'm sure he'd appreciate the comparison
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so I heard you wanna talk religion in ttpd! let’s talk I Can Fix Him (No Really I Can).
“they shake their heads saying ‘God help her’ when I tell ‘em he’s my man.” this isn’t the outright controlling judgment of the saboteurs in But Daddy I Love Him. nobody is trying to tell her what to do or force her to break up. this is a simple admission that the situation she’s in is difficult, that she’s chosen a hard path and needs help. and what is her response? “your good Lord doesn’t need to lift a finger, I can fix him, no really I can.” she admits salvation is needed. but Taylor is casting herself as the savior. she doesn’t need any help, any grace, any divine assistance. in fact, she doubles down: “only I can”. she and she alone has the power to reform this man, because of the love between them. it’s reminiscent of False God, except now the idol isn’t their love, it’s just her. she’s going to save him.
what’s interesting to me is we don’t know how the themes of salvation would have been recapitulated in light of the reversal at the end of the song, “whoa maybe I can’t”, because the song ends there. maybe she can’t fix him because he is ultimately unfixable, irredeemable, worthless. or maybe she can’t fix him because she’s not God. and honestly, I think the song is meant to leave us wondering. she’s waking up to reality, but is the reality his smallness of soul or her power trip?
so what is the blatant Christian language in this song for? is it telling us that Christianity is evil for implanting the idea of redemption into our minds when it doesn’t really exist? or is it a hint that trying to become our own gods, even with the best of intentions, is a pathway that leads only to death?
#I think a lot of women do have resentment toward their Christian upbringing precisely because they absorbed this idea of saving a fallen man#but what we have to recognize is#Christianity does not teach that women are supposed to save men!!#Christianity teaches that we are all saved by Christ!!#and so the answer is actually to go deeper into Christianity not to flee from it#and it’s interesting to me that this song doesn’t outright contradict that!!#the song is not about the psychology of trying to fix someone#it’s about the theology of it#Taylor explicitly paints herself as Savior and not psychiatrist#she would have died for his sins!!!!!#and so we can talk all day long about the foolishness of trying to fix someone#but Taylor paints a picture of an even more hubristic foolishness#and the answer could be either ‘he wasn’t worth fixing in the first place. you shouldn’t have tried.’#OR it could be ‘you should’ve had some humility. you should’ve relied on the Lord and not your own strength’#this is me admitting I need a music tag#is it a little dickish of me to post this? yes. I am an imperfect person
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you know what i'll say it MIKE AND ROIER ARE THE ONLY ONES I RESPECT these fuckers will rock up and say FUCK english all my homies HATE english they are the only ones i trust and respect these fuckers are like you will hear me speak my language and you will LEARN IT OR DIE and i respect the HELL OUT OF IT dude THANK YOU FOR BEING ENGLISH HATERS brothers THANK YOU FOR NOT SPEAKING ONLY ENGLISH WHEN AMONG ANYONE NOT OF YOUR LANGUAGE GROUP!!!!!!!!
#qsmp#if there are others who also refuse to speak english that i didn't notice i will add them#this excludes the koreans bc they aren't strong in english so it's only half an option for them#(allegedly aren't strong i didn't see them around long enough to come to any real conclusions but i'm told they aren't strong in it)#and also hugo bc he didn't have much time on the server and some people who start out relying on the translations#will swap over to using their english however strong that might be idk his relative strength either bc like korea he wasn't online long 😔#which i also respect because i'm glad they get to practice their nonnative tongue that's cool#but the first multilingual smp with live translation becoming the 'english in a group' server gives me fits#anyway for legal reasons much of this post is hyperbole and exaggeration#but i do love how mike and roier can be consistently relied on to just Not Speak English#block game brainrot#shut up vic#bonus shoutout to foolish who often insists spanish speakers only speak spanish to him#and tries to only speak spanish in return. he's not got broad vocab just yet but for only learning via this and duolingo he's doing amazing#and i have a lot of respect for him for it#(yes i respect everyone for reasons but this post is about the ones who can and do speak Not English on purpose)#(regrettably people like bbh and phil don't count although i still respect their efforts)#ANYWAY SLASH END TAG RANT THIS POST KNOWS WHAT IT'S ABOUT DON'T FIGHT ME
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brief lil fic i wrote bc i was having too many thoughts about landduo hurt/comfort
obvious warnings for mentions of missing eggs and general angst
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foolish walks out of his tower, having just finished organizing his loot from the dungeons he did today, and pointedly not dwelling for too long on anything other than the chests in that room. he still has a bit of time left today, and he's certainly not looking forward to trying to go to sleep and being left alone with his thoughts, so maybe he can finally squeeze some work in on the titan, or he'll go to spawn and run into someone else to goof around with and distract himself.
foolish gets halfway across the path to his warpstone when he finally notices bad on the shore. he's sitting on the ground outside his and dapper's first house, with his arms wrapped around his legs, knees tucked up to his chin, staring off blankly into the water as it waves and ripples against the land.
foolish pauses for a brief moment, and then turns to walk along the shore over to him.
"hey," foolish greets softly. bad turns his head to look up at foolish, but doesn't say a word. foolish notices the bags under his eyes. bad turns back to staring out at the water.
it's not an outright 'go away,' so foolish takes that as invitation enough to sit down next to him on the ground, curled up similarly to bad with his hands resting on his knees. for what feels like the first time all day, foolish lets out a deep breath, the full weight of his thoughts washing over him like the sound of the waves.
he thinks of leo. he thinks about how in the days leading up to the eggs' disappearance he didn't even get to see her, missing her by mere minutes. he thinks of the note she left in the chest in her room, he thinks about the totems left there and how wherever she is now, she doesn't have them. he thinks of vegetta, how he's probably going to come back and find out their daughter is missing. he thinks of all the other eggs. surely they'll all come back, right? the last time they went missing they came back. they have to come back, it's not fair for them to just be taken without any warning, without any explanation, without any closure.
foolish feels tears start to prick at the corners of his eyes, and tries to push the feeling away. bad is still sitting next to him, after all, and foolish can only think however he's feeling, bad must be feeling it worse, he practically took care of all the eggs. he doesn't need to add foolish having a breakdown in front of him on top of all of that.
foolish takes another few deep breaths, listening to the sound of the waves, letting his thoughts wash away with them, and he thinks he might be somewhere close to feeling normal again. and then he feels bad lean his head against his shoulder.
he looks down to find bad already looking up at him, and they share a brief glance before foolish wraps an arm around bad's back, pulling him in closer, and bad moves to fully wrap his arms around foolish's chest, and then foolish moves his other arm and they're hugging each other so tight foolish worries he might crush him.
and then foolish notices bad is crying- shaking, silent sobs with cold tears landing where bad has tucked his head near foolish's shoulder- and then foolish's carefully put up wall cracks, every last thought and emotion foolish had been bottling in rushing out in the form of tears that trail down his cheeks and fall against bad's back.
they stay hugging even after they've both stopped crying, until finally foolish feels bad push back against his hold and he releases him. bad pulls away, wiping at his face with one hand, still saying nothing. foolish has the impulse to poke fun at him just to regain a sense of normalcy, but quickly pushes it down. he has the feeling bad needed that just as much as he did.
they sit in silence again for a little while longer, staring out at the water and the now mostly set sun just barely dipping below the horizon, before bad stands up.
"uh, i should go… i have stuff i need to work on."
foolish stands up with him, feeling that whatever moment they were having before has now passed.
"yeah, yeah. me too," foolish says. bad turns to leave, and foolish puts out a hand to stop him. "uh. thanks, though."
it's doesn't feel exactly like what foolish really means, but it's close enough.
"oh. thank you too," bad says.
they go their separate ways, and they don't mention it again, aside from the knowing glance they share when they see each other the next morning.
#idk if this is worth putting on ao3 and either way i cant b bothered to fix it up enough for that rn so its just a post#qsmp#qsmp fanfiction#qsmp fanfic#foolish gamers#qsmp foolish#badboyhalo#qsmp badboyhalo#landduo#land duo#foolhalo#vaguely. you can interpret it however u want#i just have many thoughts about them being constants in each others lives and relying on each other for stability#but also never really actually saying or addressing it or even really thinking about it#also i am posting this at 2am if its shit thats my excuse lmao
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You know Foolish starting and leading a gang in prison actually helps him blend in a lot as they think they’re working together, and he gets to play dumb while influencing some of the information spread.
But then we have Bagi... Who is immediately is going to be suspicious of him because of the info she got with Mouse and Tina. Albeit the information is kinda weird because he was with Tina and arrested an eye soldier not Luffy. So who knows what will happen?

#like this is literally a tom and jerry chase between bagi and foolish to see who can figure out who first#like bagi is trying to figure out luffy with foolish in the background as a silly goofy guy who has info but really wasnt involved#(so bagi is trying to figure out foolish place in all of this)#then foolish is trying to figure out the cucurucho 'murder' that bagi staged while also just being undercover for the fed in prison...#but also who really knows what info foolish has bc even his chat doesnt really know either lol#qsmp#qsmp foolish#qsmp prison
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girl who has so many thoughts and opinions about the new randy bullshit but is definitely not politically or socially read enough to make them
#my main thoughts are: in terms of capitalism yeah yku should be paying 80usd for games now#capitalism invites inflation and we are also coming into a recession. it makes sense for luxury or recrestional goods and services to go up#your anger should be directed at the capitalist system as opposed to the games industry this time.#adjusting for inflation AAA games should be around 80usd#(this is not bringing up how games cost more in non westerm countries and how the complaints of an 80usd price tag come from that of extreme#priviledge itself)#however this is all operating under the assumption that profits directly correllate to salary for the workers#(which is a foolish one)#generally the anger should be directed towards capitalism (if you would like to get more specific maybe xbox game studios as those profits#fund genocide anyway) and we should all be mad at randy for imying people are fake fans if they don't buy the games#asshole move randy! i understand the person was being a dick themselves but my god#benny yaps#<- sorry for saying all of it anyway. people are welcome to come correct me#i also would like to bring up the fact that the games industry is more than AAA games#AAA games are not indicative of the games industry as a whole and are a very narrow pool of them actually#there are still plenty of 5-30usd games out there! lots! more than ever before actually!#and plenty of them are still fun! and steam's refund policy is pretty forgiving!!!!!#you can try them for a couple hours and see if you like them!#and frankly if they hold you for more than two hours i'd say the game is worth it! frankly!#and i don't want anyone to make a case that AA or indie devs shouldn't charge 50+usd for their games either because frankly#they deserve it more than the company dedicated to churning out games
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Landduo save me.........save me..........
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seriously debating going to a tattoo flash day tomorrow...
#it is Nawt what I had planned for the day but.... its skeleton themed 🥺#how can I resist!! with my skeleton themed arm!!!#idk how much they'll be tho thats the deciding factor... I could swing like 250 but anything beyond that would be foolish of me#hate that they don't put the prices or at least a range... girl I don't want to waste either of our time 😭#ghost posts#text
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I really hope Ros doesn’t leave the kingdom because Sneeg, Clown, and Foolish do so much for her and care so much about her😭. Sneeg and Clown wanted Pili dead only because of Ros. Foolish told her Tango was wrong when he insulted her. Plus Clown has hated Owen for SO long, I don’t know why Owen should represent the whole kingdom 😭
i think, genuinely, she is just blinded by her grief over aimsey's death and she needs to talk with her teammates to really be able to understand how important she is to the kingdom. i mean she quite literally is the most integral part and is why half of those people are sticking around. talking to clown, sneeg, or foolish would probably clear some things up for her, i can't imagine her leaving silently because those people are her Family essentially? if anything owen should be punished for saying that shit to ros like oh my fucking god
#asks#if only FOOLISH WASNT ON VACATION!!!!!!!!!#clownpierce viewer here so i support anti-owen propaganda#but this isnt the first time she's thought this way either i think she's just being rash because she's trying to cope with aimseys death#hopefully foolish comes back soon and she can talk to him about it... or clown but he's a busy guy so
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the sooner badboyhalo viewers realize he’s an unreliable narrator the sooner I’ll be able to sleep at night
#qbbh is unreliable he’s a little bit of an asshole he’s the worlds biggest hypocrite he’s self centered and in it for his own interests#he lies for fun he dishes out ‘pranks’ and ‘memes’ but cannot handle it when the role is reversed he needs things to go his way or he’ll#lose his muffins like#and I love it for him! his character can be frustrating sure but it’s fun he plays a good role!!#but bbh chat you are the bug under my shoe. be normal. learn what rp means for the love of god#media literacy! critical thinking! reading anything other than Twitter posts and hot takes please!#I’m once again seeing weird takes and it’s like man. qBad is so misunderstood. not for all the reasons you think though#he’s not misunderstood because he’s really in the right or good or whatever. he’s misunderstood because nobody understands his characters#views or intentions. i don’t think his character fully does either! unreliable narrator! please for the love of god!#I know I’ve made a whole other in the tags rant about this before but like it’s never been more applicable again#bad’s twitch chat be normal challenge level IMPOSSIBLE#and I don’t get why man. take example from the doozers w foolish. from jorge w bagi. Cellbit’s chat (for the most part) even#idk anyways#mcyt#qsmp#bbh#z speaks
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please talk to me about the lore
Imagine if the date in which ccs were added to the server actually had impacts on the story itself post like... the batch of people including ranboo
#thanks for the ask!#the wren calls#c!hannah and c!foolish were the last people added to the server before c!dream was imprisoned#we can infer that while people can wander onto the smp by accident#they can also be invited themselves by others#since dream is pretty much the 'ruler' of the smp and implied to have some control over its mechanics#... do you get where im going with this#everyone who joined post hannie and foosh arguably were not invited by cdream himself#which doesn't seem like that much of a big deal until you realize its presented as an anomaly that cranboo hacked his way to the server#and cpuffy also crashlanded#it implies a. a world outside the physical manifestation of the server#and b. there's some sort of procedure? custom? either way being invited to a server itself should have been more integrated into the lore
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