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Autism brothers
#Ferb is giving nonverbal#Phineas is giving 'if I stop talking the earth will explode'#they're both autistic because I said so#pnf#phineas and ferb#phineas flynn#ferb fletcher#art#traditional art#fanart#one day I'll consider looking up a reference when I'm drawing them#but honestly I've wanted that show so much over the years these characters are inprinted in my brain#so shaped. literally. great character designs
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There's so many good cuntimaru moments from the novels that would translate to your art style so well imo

A lot of people hated what Orochimaru became after Naruto but to me it's so fucking funny. They just became a mother of 2, they do as they please despite Yamato following them everywhere and they just..... be like that, they just fucking act like that bc they are that bored and got nothing better to do and everyone just pretends it's okay (they don't but what else are they gonna do??? this mf became immortal).
Weirdo Orochimama for the win bc they got nothing better to do.
#And they just stay put because they want to see what the fuck happens to sasuke#mitsuki and log are the pet projects#ask#naruto#orochimaru the sannin that you are#happy pride to orochimaru and whatever the fuck they got going on#will i draw more orochimaru being a total freak???#yes#in the future#otogakure times fr#thank u op for showing me these bc i truly appreciate it#for now obito and obkk is rotating in my brain like it's a microwave and am waiting for them to explode
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montresor is such a fascinating villain to me I need to study him in a lab. he is deep seated fear, coated in self loathing and insecurity, coated in rage and bravado, and he's a monster and he doesn't know how to be anything else. he was told he was worthless and despicable his whole life and he decided if he would never be good enough he may as well be the devil they told him he was. he needs to pick fights he needs to be hated he hates being ignored he needs to control people but hates being genuinely loved he can't show weakness he is deeply insecure in his masculinity he took his religious trauma and started dressing as a preacher to fleece people at cards and seduce random women he killed a man on instinct to protect a dog he often laughs uncontrollably and I am blowing him up 1 million billion times with my mind
WHAT'S THE BLACKMAIL ANNABEL. I NEED TO KNOW WHAT HE TOLD YOU I NEED TO KNOW WHAT SECRET COULD DESTROY HIM
#montresor nevermore#sorry i never thought I'd be the kind of person to make posts like this about characters#but I'm like two weeks deep in the nevermore hyperfixation and growing more insane by the day#had to get the words out#nevermore#nevermore webtoon#nevermore webcomic#i hate his fucking guts. can't stop thinking about him#need to see more of his religious trauma. hope he has a really intense sexuality crisis. fuck him up worse and more#AAAUHGRFHTHGFRGSGF#mine#it is 3 am#exploding#REALLY DON'T WANT TO BE THE MONTESORPOSTING PERSON BUT HE'S IN MY BRAIN RN#i hate him i hate him i hate him#posts that are NOT about cask of amontillado sorry people who follow me who don't read nevermore (you've suffered greatly these past weeks)#haha read nevermore tho#anyway why do y'all think he doesn't have a gun in nevermore. you'd think he would have his revolver in his luggage#just keep that with him at all times#but no gun in sight. only lenore gets gun privileges#maybe the deans just don't want anyone to have anything as easy as a loaded gun#too boring for them#sorry this is way too many tags i for real cannot sleep
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Touch Burns
A gentle touch, given without fear, without hesitation, can burn through the fiercest of armors.
It's in the little touches. The way Grif taps their knuckles together for a fist bump.The way Tucker nudges his wrist to adjust the position of his arm wielding the sword. The way Simmons grasps his gauntlet to steady him as he climbs onto the back of the Warthog. The way Caboose's arms curl around his waist and nearly lift him off the ground. The way Donut bumps his hip with his own in passing. The way Agents Washington and Carolina will place their hands on his shoulders, strong steady grips that ground him. The way Sarge slaps a hand against his back with the red colonel laughs.
The little touches that make him feel human again.
Wip?? I dont think im gonna actually paint this out the way i want to honestly but i'll call it a wip. just in case i do :}
#rvb#red vs blue#rvb locus#samuel ‘locus’ ortez#my art#batsy art#im fucking. LOSING IT.#half assed visuals to get this out of my goddamn head be upon thee#this painting is in my brain. but my brain is fucking busted to HELL rn so i cant. actually. paint it. vibrates until i explode i guess idf#if someone wants to take this and run. have fucking at it#im fucking gnawing on him#also enjoy the subtle but not actually subtle at all locpez w lopez's hand on his helmet <3 im not tagging it for them but to me. its there#anyways-- screams into the void about this#ok im done. for now. :]#oh wow ive not been posting much lately whoopsies. guess i should clean up some stuff to throw out again.#like rendering some of the fake screens for the chorus dating/farming sim again bc that one is.. understandably popular
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"new friend?"
Another day in neighborhood, another troublemaker in Howdy's bugdega
Explaining that he has a whole stack, stash and a box of things to do, "uncle Howdy" tells Lilly to go find someone else to play with, giving a couple of beloved by her tangerines, to sweeten the situation at least a bit.
Throwing out the peels Lilly finds something bizarre- more like someone??
They went to visit frogs later :]
That frog ribbited something too personal 😔😔

Tiger cubs tend to bite others while playing, so does Lilly! (Nobody can escape the lil ankle biter!! Muhaha!!)

Her clown nose honks if you press on it! :]

so silly!!!! Gahhhh!!!! He better watch out for the claws though-

Being silly whole day is a hard job to do so they're taking a nap😔😔

Goofy doodle of "the mandatory older sibling report in the end of the day" lmao (Sunny would think Robbie is just one of the countless itty bitty bugs Lilly befriends)
Robbie belongs to @clownsuu ! >:^]
#they'd play roblox together 😔😔#Lilly finds another green uncle real not clickbait#those two live rent free in my brain so I just HAD to make them interact HUEHSHGH#welcome home#welcome home puppet show#welcome home fanart#welcome home oc#the silly siblings wh#lilly silly wh#welcome home howdy#howdy pillar#robbie robs#actually there's a reason behind Lilly seeing all bugs as friends#and why she longs for constant company#like obviously cuz she's a child and all that#but the other reason she doesn't realize or can't remember#and probably won't ever will#gotta befriend who you can when you live in the woods for long right??#anyways EXPLODES THEM W MY MIND /affectionately#wanted to do more doodles but I'm too burned out guhhhh
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um. here he is . my guy . obsessed with him
#sorry it kind of looks like shiiiit im still trying to figure out how his face . works . and j wanted to get it done so i could post it#sooner . because thats what my brain told me#ASGEHFJJG . MY GUYYY . i like him . just a little bit#ALSO . I HATE TUMBLR I HATE TUMBLR WHY DID IT DO THAT TO THE IMAGE QUALITY . EXPLODES FOREVER . I HATE IT HERE#also . the clothes fucking . killed me . they were so hard to draw . so please admire them . but not so hard that you notice the flaws#okay i am rambling so bad but . hmm hm someone pleagse tell me . did j like . Get . what he looks like . like is he recognizable . in this#ooooof just realizing the hair is like . flat as hell should have added more detail . WHATEVRR WHATEVRR WHATEVER . WHAT EVER#olive says things#too lazy to make an art specific tag . whag ever#remus lupin#marauders#marauders era#marauders fandom#hp marauders#the marauders#uh . ? any other tags#uh . ?? nahh#I FORGOT TO DRAW HIS TIE . FUUUUUUCK . ugh . whageverrf .. WHATEVRR#sorry for all this fucking rambling i need to shut up for real#marauders art#marauders fanart#remus lupin art#remus lupin fanart#prisoner of azkaban#<- i think thats where i got the ref ? i forgor
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im trying to write fanfic and by writing fanfic i mean i’ve been busy poking Frosty with a stick to see how long it takes til he explodes
#also its mostly grimbek i think. grimmorbek eventually but its tons of grimbek until it gets to the grimmorbek#idk if that ruffles yalls feathers#ive personally hced that grimbek happens before grimmorbek :)#i have many reasons why i think this. and they will be explained in fic#i told myself that i could write a fic once i’ve caught up with the entire campaign#and i have. and i have ideas. many of them. theyre sloshing around in my rat brain and i must put them to wooooords#in this one#frosty is stressed!! :)#and then he gets stressed out emotionally over the grimbek!! :)#and he will eventually explode. i am fighting the Demons that want me to name the fic “boom-boom”#bc like… someone as calm and collected as Frost will still reach their breaking point some day. and thats what im doing#lovingly pushing my dear tiger wife over the cliff#ouaw frost#ouaw fanfic#once upon a witchlight#morning frost
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I know I’m a chronic overthinker but I’ve been in the same fandom for three years or so now and I was reflecting that writing seemed so much easier when I first started out. Just looking at my output since 2021 shows a clear trend: I’ve been writing much less and it’s been taking me way longer.
I figured that I’d gotten a little burned out and that three years is a long time to focus solely on the same two guys making out and that there’s a limit to the number of situations I can put them in before I start to get bored. But I don’t think that’s quite my problem because even now, a million years later, I have ideas for dozens of fics and AUs that would be interesting to explore or funny to write.
No, it’s that I’ve let the larger fandom overwhelm me and it’s left me constantly second-guessing my writing. And I don’t mean that I’ve gotten nasty comments or asks, because I haven’t! All the other fans have been consistently wonderful and fun people with really valuable insights. And it’s not that I’ve been obsessing over stats or comments or worrying about going against popular headcanons. I mean, I’m just as excited as anyone else to see an AO3 email in my inbox but I’m also perfectly happy posting niche fics for an audience of me and my three weirdest friends.
It’s more that after so long engaging with other fans and other fics and the general meta, I’ve ended up writing too self-consciously. I’ve read so many interpretations of canon events, analyses of characterization and comparisons between fiction and real-world politics over the years, and I’ve enjoyed them because I genuinely care about these stories and these characters! I like seeing what everyone else thinks and then considering their points of view, no matter how bewildering they might seem at first.
But now it feels like I’m writing almost defensively, like I have to justify every choice I’m making based on this enormous and contradictory body of information. Three years ago I’d have written a scene in a few thousand words and moved on to the next plot point with my momentum intact. Now I’m constantly wringing my hands over things like physical details (I guess he’s not exactly a redhead) or broader social implications (is this trope misogynistic?) or finicky logistics (these locations are too far apart for this scene to make sense) or controversial character nuance (does writing this guy as a kind, doting husband make me an abuse apologist???) and the result is that I’m paralyzed with indecision and a ridiculous need to support everything I write with a lot of context that isn’t especially fun to write or, I suspect, especially fun to read.
I’m aware that this problem is entirely in my own head and that no one has asked me for any of this. And it’s not that all those questions aren’t interesting and important things to contemplate. But I miss the days of sitting down at my laptop and going “wouldn’t it be funny if these dorks played a video game together?” and then writing exactly that.
I don’t know. Were my fics better three years ago? I kind of doubt it. I’ve looked back at some of them and if nothing else I now have a better grasp of what tense I’m supposed to be using. But I definitely had more fun writing those older stories, which maybe feels more important.
#personal#rambling#and it's not that i want the fandom to change or anything#i think i need to reboot my brain back to obikin factory settings#where i saw two handsome co-dependent space wizards and imagined them having weirdly intense sex#idk i always assume that other people are rational#and that there's some validity to their interpretation of canon or characterization#but if you try to write a fic with all these ideas in your head at once you will literally explode#anyway i might delete this later#i am just staying true to form and ruminating pointlessly instead of writing something i might enjoy
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poll time ¯\_( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)_/¯
#ganondoodles talks#poll time ;)#it will either help me decide since i cant get myself to focus on ONE but want to do all of them and freeze bc i cant at the same time#or .... posting this will suddenly somehow make my brain decide what i actually want to focus on (if anything .. :^) )#rarely have i ever had migraines as bad as yesterday and today#straight up head exploding mode kind of migraine
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Knocking them over and watching them scramble to get up with those big ass heads
#kelperambles#captainshipping#tw eyestrain#eye strain#the captainshipping brainrot is so bad right now oh my god it’s like something wormed into my brain and started destroying everything#to constantly think about them but not have enough time to draw them. torture.#Nintendo yaoi is what could save me.#the last time I tried to draw Captainshipping I drew ONE (1!!!!) line on Falcon’s chin and went ‘ok that’s pretty good. I should lay down’#AND THEN I FELL ASLEEP FOR 5 HOURS#wiping a tear from my eyes as I look at captainshipping photo album on my phone before bed#life is beautiful#I love drawing them and just looking back at my art months later and thinking ‘dude I actually killed it. this is everything I ever wanted’#because it’s true!!! It’s exactly what I want to see because it came from ME?!? CRAZY IDEA.#I imagine their dynamic as something genuinely so sweet. hopefully I can articulate it well enough here#Like from subspace emissary you can already see how Falcon (quite literally) pushes Olimar to try new things and be more adventurous#(even if Olimar doesn’t need it after his time on PNF-404 LMAOO)#and Olimar encourages Falcon to slow down and live in the moment#plus. between the two Olimar definitely talks the most about nearly anything and everything#EXCEPT for his true feelings because if there’s one thing he’s good at. it’s bottling his emotions until he explodes in the worst crash out#But falcon is observant and provides Olimar the space he needs to vent any issues#even if Olimar thinks they’re probably insignificant in the face of CAPTAIN FALCON of all people#like dude…the infamous bounty hunter and rich award winning F-Zero racer? CRAZY.#Falcon doesn’t mind though. He cares about Olimar and genuinely wants to listen.#if its about financial issues he could definitely help but olimar adamantly refuses#Olimar doesn’t want to ‘take advantage’ of his relationship with Falcon and he’s always been super self-reliant so it’s hard to adjust#and guess what. Falcon could care less. he has too much money to count and would probably spend it on another custom racetrack#istg he’s so obsessed with racing I wouldn’t be surprised if he LIVED in the blue falcon instead of getting a place to stay#Olimar and Falcon are opposites attract taken to the extreme dude I love it so much#and consider the tropes????? LIKE DUDE FALCON IS LITERALLY GETTING HUNTED DOWN BY VILLAINS IMAGINE IF THEY FOUND OUT ABT OLIMAR#AND THE HELMET. THEYLL NEVER BE ABLE TO KISS AND ITS SO GOOD I EAT IT UP!!! FOREVER YEARNING LONGING REALNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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o wait before i start posting any pics.. i was thinking that maybe.. you guys could help me liquify this gender some more by switching up what you call me.... DON'T GET ME WRONG I LOVE . LOVE LOVE LOVE WHEN YOU USE HE/HIM AND JUST OVERALL LIKE MORE MASC STUFF THAT'S SOOO MMMMMMMMMSO FUCKING GOOD like i don't get to feel that irl at all so it really does make me so happy but i've just been thinking abt TRYING to switch it up more yk? does this even make sense...... . hhhh anyway i might won't even like it and i'll want to just go back to hehim but i wanna try... JUST TO SWITCH IT UP.
#i think the only term that is incredibly questionable is “queen” lmao#idk i have some personal beef with that one#MAN I REALLY MIGHT JUST DELETE THIS IN LIKE FIVE MINUTES#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#WHY DON'T I KNOW WHAT I WANT#i'm not asking you to fully drop the he him but just maybe.. use she her every once in a while..#I'M GONNA EXPLODE WHY IS THIS THE WEIRDEST POST EVER TO MAKE WHAT IS GENDER CAN SOMEBODY TELL ME#btw if anybody happens to be wondering why i don't just use they/them#iii just don't feel anything towards those#personally#like they don't make me feel like anything while he him and she her are more like yes:3333#does.. does that even make sense#oh my god#there are question marks flying around my head#i read this fic the other day#which is in my drafts i need to add tags to it#but the op just.. like made my brain grow two sizes#bc they made the reader genderfluid and then proceeded to use both “girlfriend” and “boyfriend” throughout the fic and i just#HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#how do i .. get that#asghdhsaghdasghdshagdhgas#GUYS LOOK I'M GONNA SPIRAL I'M JUST GONNA HIT POST#ENOUGH#mayor of loserville#mickey vs gender#10 - 17#I'M LOSING AGAIN OHHH FUCK OFF
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people just hate fun ig
#cats the musical#every so often broadway fans start shitting on cats#and i want to explode them with my brain#cats fans i'm kissing you in the forehead#i hope your pillow is cold on both sides#and you get tickets to see the show <3
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5!
“Dead female character you need to save”
LYANNA LISTEN TO MEEEEE YOU NEED TO RUN YOU WANT TO BE FREE BUT ALL THAT PEDOPHILES GROOMING TACTICS ARE GOING TO DO ARE GOING TO TRAP YOU AGAIN YOURE JUST IN A DIFFERENT CAGE
She is so personal to me I need to remove Lyanna from the narrative I could write essays on not how only the men in the story idolize her corpse but how the fandom does too “she had agency she chose to be with Rhaegar it’s so romantic the way he literally trapped her in a tower and she bled out giving birth to a child at 16 years old it’s what she wanted :))” I AM KILLING YOU PEOPLE WITH HAMMERS
#I’m not giving George too much credit and saying his writing of Lyanna was a commentary on fridged women#and female characters idolized in death and whose memory revolves around men#but personally that’s how I view her character and every time I see some brain dead booktok stan start gushing over their situation#and literally play into the trope I want to explode them with my mind
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just some Normal Kids who happened to run across each other on the train one day -
#kite draws#kite watches bsd#bungou stray dogs#kunikida doppo#dazai osamu#knkdz#kunikidazai#kunizai#KFJHFKJ YEA IM REALLY PROUD OF THIS ONE ACTUALLY :)#this was the piece I was vaguing the other day where I am so much happier with it cuz of the thinner lineart mmm#the idea of them running across each other once as teenagers and then both forgetting it is So Great To me#ALSO Kunikida definitely had piercing you cannot convince me otherwise#hmmm lets see is there any other lore to this piece#not that I can think of thats fcool#wanna try and draw more knkdz scenes like this I love them so much they cannot be contained just to my brain DKJFKJ#art#fanart#digital art#YIPEEEEE *explodes*#THIS IS WHAT I WANTED THE AQUARIUM PIECE TO LOOK LIKE IN MY HEAD BTW#MIGHR REDRAW THAT ACTUALLY HMMMMMDMEMMM *STARES AT U AND EXPLODES AGAIN*
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[hey guys! Sorry for not posting in a few days, I got better but I've been swamped with school work all week so yeah. I'll be free on Saturday though so I'll probably be ready to continue then!]
#not a part of the game#oh p.s I went back and edited a few of the previous responses to asks#none of them are major changes#everything is basically the same#i just realized that it felt a bit off#probably because i was writing all of those when I was sick and it felt like my brain was going to explode#so yeah! just wanted everyone to know that#see you guys on Saturday :)
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ok but im rly into the idea of till having a new era that brings the light back to his eyes and drives him forward if he gets to escape the arena. idk where he'd go from there but i want to see ivans sacrifice both haunt him and drive him to actually live his damn life after being the captured bird refusing freedom cause of mizi. once he knows she's alive with the resistance he might be able to actually experience other things and widen his world and if that happens and he puts his personal sense of rebellion towards the human cause OR settles into finding some other way to feel fulfilment that isn't a single person that could be deeply fascinating to me i think
#alien stage#ramble#idk#till alien stage#as an xxxholic fan i want to see caged birds fly and all the fear and loss and grit and progress that comes with it#till era would be so fucking fun#especially when characters r built arnd one person or one goal or something you want to see them find new things to suffer or thrive abt (?)#random inconsequential thought imagine till hooking up with hyunas besties and they become a resistance throuple#idk i just want till to experience the wider world as the one that was the most restrained by his heart AND literally#cause even compared to the other anakt kids he suffered so much in those damn buildings and labs#i wanna see him freed and what that means for ivans legacy as the person who was unseen but someone who both contributed to and desperately#tried to stop his pain and confinement no matter what#honestly the thing i wanna see most rn off the top of my head is#till coming to terms with what he knows and sees about ivan now#no matter how he feels about it i think ivan wont be forgotten that easily#i want to know whats going thru tills head rn immediately in this moment#cause this snapped him in some way and he is acutely aware of things he didnt even notice before#while handling the mizi desth thing#that he assumed was happening#if he is assumedly saved i want to see the explosion that is knowung mizi is alive#knowing ivan is dead and how ivan felt#and knowing he has a way out of the cage#because its a triple whammy#i want to see his brain exploding in real time thinking abt all these things#and what sort of person the revelations will make him become#also i want to see mizi and till have like an actual conversation cause itd be a wildcard especially right now
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