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Musings about Liara & grief post Thessia
I know we appreciate characters in our own way, and what would frustrate me would not frustrate someone else. But Liara post Thessia has often been talked about as selfish and focused on her own pain, ignorant and/or dismissive of everything that happened to others before. I disagree, because every single time - for every loss - she has shown empathy. Even on Thessia, when her own planet was dying, she tried to put her own hand on Shepard’s shoulder as if to comfort them. And that’s one example. I truly think Liara cares a lot, even too much sometimes.
But really there are many things to consider:
We truly don’t know how we react to things until it happens to us. It’s one thing to have empathy for others, but you truly grasp the horror when it’s done to you. It’s one thing to see another species being deformed and changed by Reaper tech, but seeing features that are your own, familiar to you, being torn apart in front of you? That’s something else. Seeing a planet destroyed, you feel empathy. Your own planet and civilization? What are you supposed to do next? Liara does things, that’s how she fixes what isn’t working. But facing this kind of devastation, what’s the next step?
Liara post Thessia is not just grieving people. She’s also dealing with all the revelations regarding the protheans. I think, in the conversation with Javik, that her anger is misdirected, and he knows it, and he takes care of it in the best way possible. But she’s angry because:
The asari probably didn’t achieve the excellence she believed they ought to achieve to save the cycle
She hints that she believed they would be protected and didn’t help them as much as she thinks she should have
Her research and career feel like a joke to her
Her mother hid things from her
Her entire species hid a big secret that, if known, might have changed the galaxy and this cycle’s future
There's a lot of guilt and shame in her post Thessia. It's not self-righteous anger. It's never been about that.
And thankfully, Shepard reminds her that she can still do things to help people. That's the moment right there with her face full of tears:
She finds the will to go on, gets up and tries to help the refugees. She thanks Shepard.
For this moment, I think she’s allowed the tears, because grief can be so devastating. Getting up at all is already a big step. But I don't think there's any moment there where she believes her pain is worse than anyone else. And her pain doesn't take away from others, it doesn't mean everyone else isn't in pain! I don't think ME3 is trying to tell us that. The opposite in fact.
Earlier Tali is found near the wall with all the names of the people they lost, Legion is added there. Garrus has found his family is safe, but it doesn't mean he doesn't have tough choices to make. Joker talked about his family and Reapers going to destroy the colony they live in. They're all allowed their moment of grief and triumph. Liara's deepest grief is just at that moment. And she's not the only one being comforted. Garrus and Tali both really worry about Liara, but they each have reassuring words for Shepard post Thessia. Joker and Anderson are focused on taking care of Shepard as well.
People need people, and they're all dealing with grief in their own way. They also all love each other very deeply and it shows. That's my conclusion post Thessia.
#debmeleplaythrough#anon i saw your question#and i'm trying to answer#but i'm also waiting to head to the monastery#because something isn't clear to me#tw grief
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i want to introduce you all to a project that is very close to my heart... or lack of one. anyway. for anyone who has ever wanted to play a poem. i'd like you to meet aromanticism
(link opens itch.io - she'll run on html in your browser! please be nice to her!)
#literally please be so so so fucking niceys to her i am so nervous about this for no reason#it's literally fine it's gonna be perfectly functional. I Am Going To Lose My Mind#i can always make another post if it gets fucked up somehow... i can always make another post...#anyway. hi. this is aromanticism. i made her for class. and then revised her for class. and now she's like my child#losing my miiiiiiiind#poetry#kind of like a uquiz too. to be honest haha#except i can make you read more somehow (long questions instead of long answers)#it's a little choose your own adventure......#poem#poems#poets on tumblr#poems and poetry#poetsandwriters#poems about aromanticism#aromantic#aro poet#aro poetry#aro#aromanticism#aroace#arospec#aspec#itch.io#GOD OKAY I'M JUST POSTING IT.#other writing#trying to get this to show up in my other writing tag is going to kill me...
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HOW ARE WE FEELING ABOUT THE NEW DELTARUNE NEWS???!! Just two months more...
I wanted to make something to celebrate, but I have NO time soooo here's another WIP for the animation I'm working on hehe
#School is STILL kicking my ass#But I'm making a cool animation for homework so it's worth it#Gonna try to use my vacations to continue working on the comic hehe#again I am so sorry about the lack of updates#Moving out + school has been a lot but I hope to organize myself better next quarter c:#+ apparently I got one of the harder teachers in TWO classes and classes are not usually THIS hard??? I just got bad luck lol but it's stil#been great so far!!#ANYWAYS#THE ACTUAL GOOD NEWS#DELTARUNE ACTUALLY WAS TODAY OH MY GOD#I WOKE UP WITH THE NEWS#IT WAS AMAZING I AM SO HAPPY#btw a lot of people have sent me asks lately and I haven't been able to answer...#as soon as I'm done with finals I'll work on answering asks ! Thanks for your patience! :D
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perhaps catching up a bit wouldn't hurt?
#hidden hands au#no promises or specific days but chapter 1 of the fic will be up when it's ready! thank you for your patience!#i will also try to answer asks but i'm very slow i apologize </3#five nights at freddy's#five nights at freddy's fanart#five nights at freddy's au#fnaf#fnaf au#fnaf fanart#michael afton#mike afton#charlie emily#charlotte emily#fnaf michael afton#fnaf mike afton#fnaf charlie emily#fnaf charlotte emily#fnaf marionette#fnaf puppet#my art
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Ilzt would've been the most evil wizard in faerun, had it not been for a white boy wizard with his autistic swag (and being abducted of course--)


Yeah, his utter love for his craft and his golden retriever personality have lead her to do things most unimaginable. (Being genuinely honest to someone and loving them.)
The battle between her heart and being an evil edgelord was tough, so she needed to really concentrate on her plans
...but she failed remarkably and the Wizard of Waterdeep won. <3

#sorry for answering a little bit late anon i'm trying to answer as much in my inbox as i can this week :)#bg3#baldur's gate 3#tav#bg3 tav#ilzt tag#gale dekarios#gale x tav
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the strength it must have taken for illario to not immediately go full 'lmao since when have you even had a kiss hello lucanis' sibling violence mode during the café talk. inspirational. rook and lucanis really were doing all that right in front of his salad huh
#lucanis is being SO cringe with that line right out there in public and I would die for him. it's just such a weird thing to say#tbf if anyone in the world is used to the insane things lucanis says and would go 'yes yes lucanis waxing poetic about coffee#in ways normal people reserve for trying to get in someone's pants (the roast won't fuck you lucanis)#we've all heard it' like it's all normal I suppose it would be illario. and also he's too busy with the 'shit fuck shit he's not dead#he's not dead of the family members 'supposed' to be dead we're at two definite failures out of two and woe me if the twain should meet#if that IS a demon in there it sure talks exactly in the same bizarre way only my cousin does#does that mean anything what the fuck do I do who do I kill about this' internal monologue I guess#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#illario dellamorte#lucanis dellamorte#rook x lucanis#rookanis#I mean he does very much say that to a non-romancing rook too which only makes it all the more delightfully odd#is it a very lucaniscore way of testing the waters. is it just how he always talks about coffee. many plausible approaches here#no one forced him to bring up kisses and 'you should try it' out of the blue like that is all I'm saying. he could have acted normal#(theoretically)#i feel there are reasons to read some stuff into it lol#lucanis when rye says he prefers tea: it's so over cautious overture I don't quite understand myself yet gently rebuffed#lucanis when rye takes him up on the 'so what should a first kiss be' theme: oh we're so back!!!! wait. what. what do I do now#what is this#it's kind of really sweet that rook answers with their own playfully florid beverage based barely hidden metaphor at the end too#matching freaks and having fun with it#as far as lucanis is concerned rye's only true flaws are 1) prefers tea to coffee (oh well. no one can be perfect. cross-cultural love#can conquer all even in this) and 2) weird taste in interior design (did we really HAVE to bring your 15 foot tall corpse statues#with us home rook. I can understand a tasteful skull here and there but this seems excessive. well if it makes you happy I guess)
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Carlos' job is science much in the same way as Ken's job is beach
#i was trying to explain carlos' job to my sister and she went “oh so he's like ken and beach”#and she's so correct for that actually#i'm only on episode 47 so you know. this may become inaccurate in the future. but for now it's fitting#he is just. a scientist.#of what? you may ask#yes. the answer is yes#wtnv#welcome to night vale#barbie#wtnv carlos#carlos the scientist
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QUICK NO ONE'S LOOKING
(See readmore for thoughts, cope, bonus, etc.)
Anyone else up thinking about Ratio's big, strong, secure arms and how warm and all-consuming they could be in a hug or embrace. :/ Anyway
I just wanted to draw them being cute and seizing a sliver of a moment where they could have some PDA silly time without actually having any eyes on them. They're public figures and working adults with very clear boundaries between public persona and private life (to varying degrees of "in a sad way"), so while it may be in Aventurine's nature to constantly blur lines for various agendas and self-preservation (read: play "the flirt" without an aligned goal), I believe that in an actual relationship they'd be fairly private.
It's kind of fun to break your own rules, though! Ratio would be more upset about the consequences, though. He's a little bit of a hypocrite, which is devastating for someone of such discipline, but nobody's perfect.
I'm of the mentality of, "If you're tired of working on it, then just post it!", so here are some fun peripherals that I didn't feel like adding:
Some staff in the background sweeping up to evoke a blended sense of fragile privacy and liminal time.
A laptop on the aquarium/bar/counter because there's something fascinating about seeing people on their work laptops in public.
The rest of their clothes (casual friday)
#hsr#dr. ratio#aventurine#aventio#ratiorine#my art#hsr fanart#there's nothing profound about this I just like drawing cute fluff. I'm having fun with my Gay Working Adults Romance#epic universe! still have to get on a conference call with ten people kind of thing#i'm always thinking about how both of them control the personality they convey very meticulously#how it's a survival mechanism for aventurine but some... other thing for ratio....#it's practicality and discipline and ideals.#it's also ''midnight on a sunday'' so i am going to schedule this to post at a ''normal hour''#and then ''go to bed''#what wip do i work on next. the answer is probably nothing i've already started#my art: hsr#aventurine doing his evil flirting thing to rile people up 🤝 ratio trying to ''be in character'' on the IPC broadcast and making his and#aventurine's work partnership ''seem blurry and messy''#= manufactured youtuber drama#they're going home and ratio's going to bake some fish dude!!!! aventurine is LLLLLLITERALLLYYYYY turning on the radio#and helping him peel carrots.#and most importantly#they are NOT googling themselves ‼
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For your gay little dogs
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#principal skinner pride flag for my gay little dogs#you see this is why my dog people need to see the same spectrum of colors we do#I feel like their literal world view would be drastically altered if they couldn't distinquish between orange and green#I'd argue that red is a significant color in practically every culture#it's instinctual associations with danger food and fertility make it attention grabbing on a visceral monkey brain level#I strongly suspect the impact would be at least somewhat negated if it was a muted brownish khaki instead#meaning it wouldn't be used in visual communication nearly as much#I would have to center my art and worldbuilding more around yellow and blue because those would be the colors the dogs would see clearly#right? is that sound logic?#and that would just make me immensely sad because warm colors are my favorites :<#answered#m0notropa-uniflora#something that continues to boggle my mind is that there are animals that see more colors than humans#we like to assume that our color vision is the best we can see it ALL look at that rainbow there that's the full set#yes primates are well equipped in this regard compared to many other mammals like dogs#but most birds for example have more color receptors in their eyes they have more tools to work with and their rainbow is even wider#it's like sound everyone knows we can't hear sounds that are impossibly low or too high#and we can't process wavelengths of light that are too long (infrared) or too short (ultraviolet)#only what lands between those bookends (called the visible spectrum) reads to our human eyes as “light” and subsequently “color”#I hope I've understood this correctly I'm trying to say that there's a whole layer of vision we don't have the hardware to get access to#and that's just wild to me like we are fundamentally unable to imagine a new color that isn't already included in our built-in selection#but they're definitely there the unimaginable colors are in the room with you and a common pigeon can see them#uv dlc not available for your system
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Please let me kiss Longan dragon I’m begging
#I'm so sorry youve been waiting#will try to draw him more#alli answers#longan dragon cookie x reader#longan dragon x reader#crob x reader#crob x you#had to cover bcos idk why i think he gives long kisses
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Bucky pinning you down so you can’t squirm and he’s just sitting inside you while he tortures your clit feeling you clench around him. He makes you cum over and over until he finally cums.
Overstimulation + super soldier stamina = …
- 🍯
Dear God, I know I just don't have it in me to behave during cock-warming. When it comes down to it, I genuinely have no patience at all 😵💫
"You..." Bucky begins, pressing you down onto the bed before gripping your ankles and forcing you to flip over onto your front. "Have a problem with control."
With your face turned away from him, you can't help but smile to yourself. No one has ever said it out loud but you know he's right.
Being in control is where you're most comfortable. No hands are safer than your own. Except maybe his. You know he won't fuck this up.
"And you..." He continues, gathering your wrists behind your back, holding them tightly with one hand. "Need to learn how it feels to have control taken from you. Do you understand?"
As soon as you begin to nod your head, you feel him start to tape around your wrists, holding them together behind your back. Once he's content they're secure, he sits on the edge of the bed, facing the mirror before he pulls you onto his lap.
"Legs spread over the top of mine." He orders and you do as you're told, not because you have to but because you want to.
You notice the way your cunt is already glistening in the mirror and you're almost embarrassed because he hasn't even touched you yet.
"Fuck, you're made for this." He groans, lining his cock up to your slick entrance and you wonder if he's holding his breath too while he slides into you, as deep as your bodies will allow.
You're obsessed with the sight in front of you; your own naked body, with your legs spread so far apart you can see how your cunt is stuffed full of him.
Being shorter though, your feet can't touch the ground like this. There's no way you'll get enough leverage to fuck yourself on him but as soon as you start to tell him that, he silences you with two thick fingers between your lips.
"I'm not letting you fuck me." His free hand roams over your body, squeezing your breasts, pinching your nipples and then settling between your spread thighs.
"I'm going to play with you. I'm going to see how much you can take. I'm going to work out exactly how you like your clit stroked and I'm going to do that until your legs are shaking and your body won't let you cum any more. Maybe then I'll fuck you but sweetheart, that will be hours from now." His breath is hot against the side of your face, his fingers slipping from your mouth to your waist while he starts to flick gently against your clit.
"I'm going to start slowly. I'm going to do everything I can to drag this out as long as possible. I can feel every clench and flutter of this pretty little cunt and I'm going to enjoy it until you're dripping over my balls." At this rate, it won't be long until you're dripping onto the carpet, never mind over him. You dreamed he'd want to take control like this but you never imagined the way your body would respond.
"And then, when you've cum more times than you can handle, I'm going to tell you that I love you while I fuck you like I don't."
Update: Part 2
#asks answered <3#becca writes spice#🍯 anon#bucky barnes smut#bucky barnes x reader smut#dom!bucky#I think this might be one of my favourites that I've written recently#That last line has been my go - to fantasy this week#it's come into my head every morning when I'm walking to the train#and I planned to write an exploration of it today#but you know#I like it just left there like that for now#I've spent most of my free time trying to book a mid-week city break#but I don't know where to start#I got a new piercing this week and I love it!!#but I was in work on Friday talking about it#and our graphic designer asked how many piercings I had#so I told him I have 8. So 3 in each ear#and the expression on his face was just pure maths#he didn’t question it lmao
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Ravenclaw Buddies 💙
would you join them? 😗
#usually i make things with a purpose but this time i really just wanted to draw amit and sammy again LOL#PLUS i am trying out a new lineart/sketch brush.. marker brush on procreate i LOVE it#i'm probably going to go thru my inbox now and answer my asks.. my poor neglected asks 😔#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hogwarts legacy art#hogwarts legacy mc#amit thakkar#samantha dale#ravenclaw#hogwarts legacy oc#sparxyvdoodles
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I'm so lost in the sauce right now (canon and fanon overlapping), does Moon actually have anything to do with security or did people make that up
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"Well well well, would you look at that? A fellow curious brain!"
UPDATED THIS GUY'S DESIGN RAGHHHH. Meet DC (Delight & Cynical, goes by he/it) !!! Still developing its whole story and stuff but you all can't understand how invested I am in him at the moment. It's terrible.
#I PROMISE I HAVEN'T FORGOTTEN ABOUT RAPH AND THE GANG#I haven't been as focused on them as usual but that doesn't mean I haven't been cooking up lore and content for a little while now#it's just up to me to decide if or when I'll share everything really#AND I APPRECIATE EVERYONE'S PATIENCE CONCERNING THE ASKS I HAVE YET TO ANSWER#I'm taking so long with these grrrr :')) im so sorry#IN OTHER NEWS#I finished ENA Dream BBQ this weekend :DDD I got the bad ending though#I'll try and get the good ending on stream this Friday#my art#illustration#concept art#character art#original character#ena#ena oc#ena dream bbq#edbbq#ena fanart#(technically)#DC
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this but make it telepath and add the meme that’s like “Chicken at a farm what’s not clicking” or smth
(also an excuse to share this symbrock meme)
forks in the kitchen and so on
#HI MY ASK BOX IS FULL OF STUFF AND I HAVEN'T GOTTEN TO THEM YET#i'm trying to work through answering them this week#maybe draw a little#who knows#ask#lopsidedghoul#vee.txt#art#vee drew that#cherik#charles xavier#professor x#xmen#x men#xmfc#x men first class#marvel#james mcavoy
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You're chatGTP: how do I make an omelette?
I'm chat GTP!
Here's how you make an omelette
Take 3 eggs per person
Grate some cheese and chop any other desired toppings
Crack the eggs into a bowl
"Cracking an egg" is a term used in the trans community to refer to helping someone realise they are transgender
Combine your trans friend with salt, pepper and toppings
Top your friend
#i'm chat gtp#rhys's rules:#I'm applying a new rule everybody: once you've been designated chatGTP and answered a question try to pass it on#to one mutual and one follower#it's like tag that's how you stop being chatgtp
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