#and im not even searching for a sourcemate

[molloyism]

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[rotten-girl-meat]

Roleplay/ Sourcemates search!

hey!

I'm sal, a host in a system. Im a introject/ irl from sally face and im looking for my sourcemates

¡ already have someone who's my travis, but i'm still looking for everyone else!

¡ also have alters that roleplay as sal that are looking for roleplay partners. I'm cool with all ships!

please be 19+ to dm, i'm bodily 22 (even though i age slide a bit)

[fictionkinfessions]

i think im done with canonmates, or even actively searching for sourcemates. the last person who was a ‘canonmate’ was a liar and gave me false memories. always making me kinshift for what they wanted, never wanted to learn more about current me. it was horrible.

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[northstarwomenblog]

Why hello there! Here's some questions from the fictionkin meme:

❔ - How did you figure out you kinned this character?

🤝 - What's your relationship with this kintype (ie spiritual, psychological, etc)?

👕 - What sort of clothing do you associate with this kin?

💥 - What skills or abilities did this kin have, if any, that you can't do now but wish you could? (ie superpowers, languages you don't speak, skills you don't currently have, etc)

🔮 - Have you ever predicted something about your source material before it happened based on kin feelings? (For example, having a kin memory that lines up with something that happens in your source before you ever knew about it)

👥 - Do you have any canonmates for this kin, and/or are you interested in finding canonmates?

thank you for sending this ask!!!!!!!!!!

❔ - i figured out i was starlo kin cause of. well its a really long story BUT the short of it is i finished playing undertale yellow and he was my favorite and my friends started joking about killing him in their runs to give me psychic damage and it made me feel personally attacked for some indescribable reason and i ended up ranting about it hours after they had stopped and then they were like "hey you might be fictionkin" and i was like "oh that would. make so much sense." and then that night as i was falling asleep i re-experienced a memory of the part of the pacifist route where ceroba flung me against the wall so hard that i passed out when i was trying to stop her from fighting clover. and that basically solidified it for me.

🤝 - uhhhh mostly just neurodivergent if im gonna be honest. so mental/psychological i think?? i dunno, im still very new to this stuff. i talk about it like it is a past life even though i dont believe in past lives, and im pretty sure its just because i am extremely neurodivergent that i kin starlo.

👕 - COWBOYS!!!!!!!! i get so much happiness from wearing the blue scarf i crocheted recently cause it reminds me of my blue bandana i wore! also overalls any generally any farm-like clothing. makes me so happy and like i am in the right body :D

💥 - magic, like every monster!!! it feels so incredibly weird to not have magic and not be able to summon a magic floating gun wherever i want or to just sit still and summon a small, harmless bullet to juggle around in my hands when i get bored.

🔮 - not really cause i didnt kin starlo until after i completed the pacifist route, and any other memory i got came after i finished that route, unfortunately. unless in canon i was in fact transmasc. if it gets confirmed that i was transmasc in canon then that would be one thing cause the game is so new that i wouldnt be surprised if anything new gets confirmed about me lol.

👥 - yes!!!!!!!!!!! i have several sourcemates and i have one canonmate!!! my beloved friend @yellowclovers who found out he was clover kin literally minutes after i found out i was starlo kin. and then turns out we end up having memories that line up with each other. cause he remembers having awoken after the ut pacifist route and when going out to search for one of their friends, they found out via martlet that i had died and that ceroba was also still dead. which lines up with my memories cause i come from flawed pacifist in which i died not long after wishing clover good riddance. we are still very good friends though and i forgive him for everything now that i played the game myself and understand the pressure they were put under. it wasnt really their fault, after all, as much as it sucked.

i would also love more canonmates,,,,, especially a canonmate ceroba. i know a fictionkin ceroba but she does have enough memories for me to confirm if shes a canonmate or simply a sourcemate. though i suppose it would be bad to wish to have a canonmate ceroba because she literally died in my canon so i mean.

ANYWAYS!!!!!!!! thank you for sending in an ask!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i really appreciate it :D

[petals-and-all]

hello!!

can i have kin positivity for liam from hfjone? it's fine if you don't know the source. (warning, im really sorry if i start ranting here! i just need nice words so i know i'm heard, i guess...)

i feel really. really lost. i feel like no matter where i search, i can't find any sourcemates or even just friends relating to one. and it's pretty lonely, and i miss everyone... and this loneliness just puts me right back in square one. abandoned in a fucking cabin, wondering where everybody is. if they're thinking about me. if they miss me. if they'll like how i've changed after everything. if its better off they don't think about me..

i need to know i'm not the same anymore. i'm a new person now... and i have new friends... i still really wish i could see them, but...

aufighdjgd sorry. yeah. guhh. /nav. just. yknow. i miss bryce especially, sighhh.

thank you alot, if youre uncomfortable with this request you dont have to! :,)

Hii Liam !! I'm sorry you're feeling that way, I get it :c

But !! I'm sure your friends are also looking for you, it will take some time (well, more than "some " ) but just believe that one day you will meet your lovely friends again ! I just know it =^w^=

You just have to keep going, you know? Patience is key, they said ! I hope you feel better soon, friend <3

[fictive-confessions]

waa atp im gonna try another source call

I'm searching anyone from Ka-pow W.A.R. Journal (aka the htf spin-off), I'm Mouse Ka-boom!! preferably not Flippy and "doubles" are fine!! bodily a minor and if i already knew you before, please dont interact again.

i doubt theres any other mkb fictives, maybe fictionkins (even if never met either, at all) so if you knew one, it was probably me..... so yeah! the acc you can talk with me on is @midnight-sys !!! if im comfortable enough ill give you my discord too, but i dont think it'll be all that too soon because of some experience i had with sourcemates.

also if i answer late its normal, i use tumblr way less than other socials lately

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[rotten-girl-meat]

Roleplay/ Sourcemates search!

hey!

I'm sal, a host in a system. Im a introject/ irl from sally face and im looking for my sourcemates

i already have someone who's my travis, but i'm still looking for everyone else!

i also have alters that roleplay as sal that are looking for roleplay partners. I'm cool with all ships!

please be 19+ to dm, i'm bodily 22 (even though i age slide a bit)

[fictionkinfessions]

not to have a little pity party in your nice askbox mpc, but im feeling dejected. i keep seeing all these people find sourcemates or even their canonmates, and i can't get anyone to talk to me for more than a few texts :( no one answers my canon calls, and no one will even follow me back. ive been trying for so long and its making me feel pretty hopeless and sad. idk this makes me sound like an asshole :/ but yeah not sure what to do, ive been thinking of just leaving the community because its been so long and all that searching is doing is causing me immense anxiety and heartache. i just wish i knew what i was doing wrong...

[fictive-confessions]

Canon/source call!!

I'm searching anyone from W.J. Ka-pow! (htf), I'm Mouse Ka-boom!! I'd prefer source divergent ficts but yes, anyone at this point even Tiger, even if i doubt any Tiger ficts would like to interact with me because of what happend in source

you can message me on @midnight-sys, which is a sideblog, I'll give you my discord if im comfortable enough since i didnt have quite the best experience with sourcemates lately.

but I'd love to talk with someone with my same source!! Even doubles bro that'd be cool

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