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unsavory-melon · 7 months ago

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I'm stupid on so many levels that I'm actually kinda smart

#just made two mistakes in the same calculation that somehoe cancelled each other out and gave me the right result #and ive not even started the question #i was just converting the units #uggghhhh

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bacchuschucklefuck · 1 year ago

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okay unironically I love so much that porter is like this world SUCKS its BAD here and it HURTS you why do you care abt it!!! and literally every single bad kid is like ngl we just hate ur ass it does not matter what ur philosophy is

#dimension 20 #fantasy high junior year #not art #fhjy spoilers #its!!! gods I will Be My Ass in the tags rn. but thats so like. deliciously setting typical #like porter's desire is to transcend and his contempt for the world he's in feels. idk Real #like he plays the game bc he wants to win and be done with it. how do I word this #yknow. being a god would like. be his win state. when he gets that happening thats it his story is done he checks out #meanwhile the bad kids do actually just like playing the game lmao. like they love adventuring!#theyre so solidly Of This World. they carry the values that can only be born of it and they like having mastery over it #its a meta angle that I think is very fun specifically for d20 being in such a unique position in the zeitgeist when it first started #the rat grinders are from DnD Writ Large. porter wants to escape. but this is the bad kids' home its Their Actual Play Show #which makes it so fucking excellent to me that porter's question is somewhat of merit! its their show and it tries very hard to punish them #and they just straight up dont listen to him here lmao bc they hate him but! since the moment the academic track ended its been clear #that they save the world bc they Like Playing. With Each Others #thats what riz thinks the core of adventuring is! thats why fig stayed! and I also think thats why this hovers over elmville now and #a dead god is coming back in the school gym. porter is a shit evangelist but even if hes a good one I dont think it wouldve worked like he #wants it to. the only way he couldve escaped is if he'd not involved elmville at all. thats where the bad kids met dude #its a shitty place that fucks with them but they all come back here bc they wanna play with each others #and in that regard I think thats what the stress tokens ultimately means. Is This Game Still Fun To Play. ITS A RAGEQUIT LIMIT #Im literally running from one end to another of this conspiracy board Ive pulled out of nowhere #Ill draw after this I just wanna get this out. gods this episode has done nothing but furthering my delusion of grandeur actually #Im the hottest smartest manthing on earth Im king fucking midas over here. anyways uh! great ep!

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doomedclockworkdotmp3 · 9 months ago

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heeyyy gaaanggg

the pose and the background of the album version (left) are based on oingo boingos only a lad album art. not cause i think he has anything to do with it but just cause ive been wantin to draw that pose for like. weeks and i didnt know who to put there. so why not my latest bug man.

#my art #digital art #digital painting #fanart #resident evil 7 #ethan winters #goddd PLEAAASEEEE #i havent known if i was gonna post this or not multiple times in the process of drawin this. but ultimately i spent too much time on it to #NOT post it. embarrassment be damned #but at the same time what am i even doin yknow. what is this what is goin on pleaaseee PLEASEEEEE #I DONT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT RESIDENT EVIL!!! I DONT KNOW N O T H I NG I KNOW LESS THAN NOTHING #HOW?? HOW DID I GET HERE??? WHY DID THIS HAPPEN???? i know exactly the answer to all those questions but it still boggles me how fast this #happened. usually it takes WEEKS if not MONTHS for me to start makin fanart. this was faaasttttt TOO FAST and im like. genuinely constantly #thinkin about this game. im ALWAYS thinkin about this game. part of why this took me so long to do is cause i always wanna play re7 or thin #about re7 in a strange and deranged way. ive actually genuinely been SICK WHAT HAPPENEDDDDDD #im losing it!! anyways this took me a looonggg ass time and i redrew it soo many timmmessss #i did like. 3 lineart passes. the album version i did 3 shading passes. i really struggled!! and ultimately i dont know how i feel about it #like i kinda resent it. for takin so long and makin me suffer so much #never again. never again will i spend that much time on a drawing. i HATE when drawins take a long time. i HATE that. it makes me madddd #ive been insane. ive been so insane. and im not gettin better like i cant sleep sometimes cause im thinkin about this game and this guy and #that gal like i think about them!! so! so much!! oh my god!!#in the time it took me to finish this ive done like 10 sketches for other pieces like. and ive had like 3 ideas ive written down.#and like 50 that i havent written or sketched.#IVE WRITTEN POETRY!! P O E T R Y !!!#i write the occasional poem when im feelin some kinda profound emotion but i NEVER write poetry about media SOBBING #anyways thats the post i think this is the beginnin of the end so lets hold hands and pray. ugh sorry if i get sick. im shakin.

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electricpurrs · 28 days ago

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GUESS WHO MIGHT BE GETTING HRT VERY SOOOOOOOON BABYYYYYYYY

#🧃.txt #today was incredibly nerve wrecking but everything went so much better than i could have expected #for context today i had a doctor's appointment where my goal was to ask the doctor to send me to an endocrinologist #because for some reason i cant go to an endocrinologist directly i need a doctor's note to schedule an appointment #and i was so anxious but as soon as i told the doctor+nurses i was there for transition purposes they immediately asked how i prefer to be #called #and started referring to me with masculine pronouns. i dont come even close to passing but they instantly did it #and then i got the doctor's note. no questions were asked no justifications needed nothing #i just told them i wanted to transition and they gave me the note. it was so much simpler than i ever thought it could be #so now i have an endocrinologist appointment scheduled. its not over yet ill have to talk to them about it and idk how the process works #but hrt might literally be so close to the horizon. so so close. o cant believe ive had times were thought i never would have it #im just. lightheaded now

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twilightakiishi · 3 months ago

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made that template for three :3 venchiya rundown!!! more in tags if u care

#i have lots of aus for us but this is the og venchiya au #where i have a studio and work downtown and they live downtown so i actually see them all the time #i would watch them from 3 stories up bc they intrigued me #always thought they were a cute couple but the red guy looked like he was being followed against his will even tho they did everything tgtr #heard a commotion one late night in the studio and saw the red guy beating the fuck out of someone in the alley across the street #locked eyes with black haired guy and he waved and smiled like a freak and i just kept drawing #started doing sketches of them when i was supposed to be working on bigger projects #passed by them one day on my way to work and black haired one said hello. i ignored him #one day i'm asked to give a private tour at the gallery and i come downstairs and it's them #red hair guy does not gaf #black haired guy asks thoughtful questions and seems to care about art but is a bit unsettling to me #i dont think much of it until he starts showing up more frequently and alone #the interactions are pleasant but i cant shake what i saw that one time so i tell security to be wary of him from then on #and i stop staying late in the studio for a few weeks #fast forward 8 months and we're not friends not dating but some secret third thing where i'm always at their apartment #we kiss cuddle and have sex but theres no labels but i refuse to see anyone else and i know neither of them are either #also to touch on takiishis sexuality he did not know that and doesnt gaf that is my conclusion after spending lots of time with him #his closet is in no way gendered he wears whatever he wants and if he gave af to label it he'd be nb #i think hes very cool and he intrigues me and i like going shopping with him and getting our nails done together #i stay at theirs a lot despite having my own place bc i like spending mornings with takiishi #and i assume if he didnt like to then he wouldnt sit at the table with me...or maybe hes just food motivated #i like his mystery #we are alone together in the mornings because endo goes to the gym in the morning and then he comes back all sweaty and sexy #ok ive exhausted everything i wanted to talk about thank u for ur time and for reading if u made it this far #mwah love u all #venchiya <3 #wait also to be clear endo is still using random women's cards in this au i'm def not giving that man my money #LOL

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clumsypuppy · 1 year ago

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i feel like im not making any sense but does anyone else feel like there are stories that let u run with them and ones that spell everything out for you

#im reading that post that says artists are directors of audience reaction and not its dictator:#'you cannot guarantee that everyone viewing your work will react as you are trying t make them react. a good artist knows that this is what #allows work to breath. by definition you cannot have art where the viewer brings nothing to the table ... this is why you have to let go of #the urge to plainly state in text exactly how you think the work should be interpreted ... its better to be misinterpreted sometimes than #to talk down to your audience. you wont even gain any control that way; people will still develop their opinions no matter what you do #im thinking abt this again cuz i was thinking maybe the thing that lets adventure time work so well the way it does is cuz it doesnt #take itself too seriously that it gives the audience enough room to fuck with subtext and then fuck with them back yknow. i think it was #mentioned somewhere that they werent even planning to run with the postapocalyptic elements that are hinted in the show but changed their #mind after the one off with the frozen businessmen and dominoed into marcy and simons backstory. on the other side there are stories that #explain too much to let the story speak for itself and i think it ends up having to do more with the crew trying to lead ppl in a certain #direction than expand on what they have and i see a lot of this with miraculous. like when interviews and tweets are used as word of god in #arguments and it becomes a little stifling to play around with it knowing the creator can just interject. u can say its the crews effort to #engage with its audience but it feels more like micromanaging. and none of this is to say there ISNT room for stories that spell things out #theyre just suited for different things. if sesame street tried abstract approaches to themes and nuance itd be counterproductive #a lot of things fly over my head so i need help picking things apart to get it- but it doesnt have to be from the story itself. ive picked #picked up or built on my own interpretations listening to other ppl share their thoughts which creates conversation around the same thing #sometimes stories will spell things out for you without being so obvious abt it that it feels like its woven into the text. my fav example #for this might be ATLA using younger characters as its main cast but instead of feeling like its dumbed down for kids to understand why war #is bad its framed from a childs point of view so younger audiences can pick up on it by relating to the characters. maybe an 8 year old #wont get how geopolitics works but at least they get 'hey the world is a little more complicated than everyone vs. fire nation'. same for #steven universe bc its like theyre trying to describe and put feelings into words that kids might not have so they have smth to start with #especially with the metaphors around relationships bc even if it looks unfamiliar as a kid now maybe the hope is for it to be smth you can #look back to. thats why it feels like these shows grew up with me.. instead of saving difficult topics for 'when im ready for it'#as if its preparing me for high school it gave me smth to turn in my hands and revisit again and again as i grow. stories that never #treated u as dumb all along. just someone who could learn and come back to it as many times as u need to. i loved SU for the longest time #but i felt guilty for enjoying it hearing the way ppl bash it. bc i was a kid and thought other ppl understood it better than me and made #feel bad for leaning into the message of paying forward kindness and not questioning why steven didnt punish the diamonds or hold them #accountable. but im rewatching it now and going oh. i still love this show and what it was trying to teach me #yapping #diary

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bcbryar · 1 month ago

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Talking to a psych the other day about a situation where me and my friend were getting harassed and I couldn't stop them from harassing my friend cuz they were harassing me as much as they were her, and I was talking about how I wasn't coping well with not being able to protect her and the psych just couldn't understand why it was bothering me so much and why I would want to protect her that bad, and asking if I had romantic feelings for her "because if you were more than friends I'd understand" and asking how much younger my friend was "because if she was like thirteen it would make sense", and now I'm just wondering; do other people not feel that way? Do you not want to protect your friends? I've been so confused...

#vent #genuine question in this post btw i really wanna hear other peoples perspectives #i was getting tears in my eyes talking about the situation and i started wishing i hadnt brought it up when it was clear they -#- just didnt understand #btw this is still not the psych ive been referred to for my anxiety and autism. this is just someone im talking to in the meantime #but i just #every time i talk about any of my issues i just feel more and more like im wrong. no one understands me and nothing ever helps and just.#am i really not even remotely a human being?

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doodlecat19 · 5 months ago

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Beast Wars Starscream ibis paint drawing bc I saw him in a starscream comp video and now I love him

Also speedpaint bc I can and this took too long (3 hrs) for me NOT to show. Also I want to.

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lesbiansforlucio · 7 months ago

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I'm so happy for them

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3416 · 1 year ago

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the tINY HAPPY SMILES.. when he's asked about his parents.... and then when he's asked about mitch....... please........

#KILL MEEE IVE BEEN THINKIN ABT THIS ALL DAYYY #thats all family to him and u know it #im still thinkin abt the interview when he and mitch got split up...#flkdsjfk he was so TIRED and they asked him abt willy on his hot streak again and auston was like.#feel like ive been asked this question 489324829 times. all pissed.. did not say anything good glkfdsj lKFJDKSL #vs.... they HAVE asked him the same questions abt mitch like 30 times in the past 2 weeks and hes still going :> like oh yeah #when ur success is intrinsically linked to another persons.. even ur individual success n not jus t team...#thast special.. thats love... THEYRE FAMILY #CHEMISTRY STARTS W THEIR RELATIONSHIP OFF THE ICE IKTR THANK YOU FOR ALL THESE QUOTES AUSTON #auston matthews #anyway

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funkle420 · 8 months ago

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some of the things I've learned in the Adventurer's Bible are so chilling... really drives home the fact that this is a completely different world with medieval-like stuff going on. I'm especially chilled by what Laios and Falin said about the "mountain people"...

#country folk who move to the big city and start talking abt horrific things like it's normal #i see why they wanted to leave so bad #but like neither of them in that comic seems to question whether or not it's ethical to kill the mountain people...#dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #adventurers bible #also otta being a human trafficker jesus christ #the only canonically gay character was arrested for himan trafficking...#ive seen some ppl argue that the charge was generalized or misplaced and that what she actually did might not've been that bad #but there's no way of knowing #the canaries are all very violent and elf culture seems to encourage numbness to the suffering of other humans #also i keep thinking abt how her half-foot partners must feel #for them it's an extremely long relationship that feels like their life's true love #but for her this is like a fling or at best the elf equivalent of a 2 yr relationship #and then they don't even get to grow old with her cause she's too afraid to watch them die #i feel similarly abt marcilles parents #like apparently her mom remarried to a gnome pretty quickly after Donato died #also i swear i thought he had a different first name but no his name is just Donato lmao #but dude for him she was his life's true love whom he spent his entire life with #literally he met her was he was so young and died married to her #i just really really get marcilles deaire to make everyone have equal lifespans

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sweetest-honeybee · 3 months ago

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How long do commissions usually take? I’ve ordered from an artist before and they said nothing for like 3 months

I try to do them within 60 days but life gets in the way more than I’d like to sometimes 😅 if the artist hasn’t said anything you can always check in on progress and worst case scenario, you can always ask for a refund if you paid upfront

#I’m gonna call myself out because I know I can take forever on them #especially lately so sorry for any of those January commissions #time flies faster when I’m not the one waiting on it but I always appreciate check-ins in case the client just stops responding altogether #I had that happen a couple times and went to refund and literally couldn’t find them anymore #ive also been dealing with health issues since the start of February so the symptoms take up energy to deal with #and I’m a manager at my full time job and I hafta dedicate a lot of time to it #so yeah stuff happens and all that’s not super relevant to your question #but I’d highly recommend checking in with your artist #and if you have and they still haven’t responded #then that’s…..not good and they hafta be reported if you already paid #I at the very least even if I have no progress to show will come back and say hi 😂#make sure y’all know I’m at least still alive

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lordgeneralsix · 10 months ago

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is it just me or is bioware spoiling way too much about the game . talking about gameplay improvements is one thing but revealing story and companion arcs seems very insecure to me bc now the mystery is gone when people play for the first time . seems like they're trying too hard to prove that their game isn't garbage after that first trailer but this is not how you do that

#show gameplay #show how side quests work #show how the levels work if it isn't 'open world'#show crafting systems show transmog and a quick demo of how companion approval looks #show us the goddamn character creator already #even just show how the lighthouse works but dont?? start companion quests??#like it makes sense now why the writers were adamant that taashs pronouns were she/her idk why they had to reveal that point of their arc #bc youre NOT supposed to know what theyre going through yet . i liked the mystery surrounding them but ok thats gone #ive never seen this happen b4 i would never promote my game or writing through spoilers youre just sabotaging yourself #luckily for most people their brains are small so they might forget anyway #but still this is a weird marketing strategy #how did larian manage to pull in so many people through a stupid bear stunt and no story spoilers #and bioware has to cry and scream about how☝️🤓solas is good actually and our companions are soso complex trust us please please please plea #and also don't get me started on the character and enemy designs . a downgrade for sure #um lol also its a bit weird that taash is the only nb one but this isnt the post to talk about that .#bioware making their trans rep weird yet again . all we need is for rook to ask taash invasive questions and welcome back krem dragon age #six speaks #bioware critical

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clumsypuppy · 1 year ago

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Do you think you’ll ever do art commissions?

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im not really sure. art commissions would let me work at my own pace and make money on the side, but im worried of things thatll get in the way

firstly im more used to drawing for myself. ive drawn other ppls characters and fanart, but those are on my own whims and pace and i dont have to negotiate things with anyone. drawing for someone else can be helpful since i work best with instructions, but im not very keen on doing things im not interested in and i might be hard to work with

i also avoid using online payments when i can, so im apprehensive around making online transactions. etransfer policies arent very kind to artists and theres also the risk of disclosing my personal information

given the industry im going into, im aware that im gonna have to figure out how to tackle these sooner or later, and maybe then ill be confident enough to manage commissions. but right now its fuzzy

#this isnt even scratching the surface but these are my main concerns. the other thing is adhd so i have shit work ethic #and a whole slew of negative personality traits that i wont get into but for now its kinda in the air unless smth forces me #im grateful to chipper and bow who've been kind and patient enough to help me by answering my questions and walking me thru #their own processes so i do feel like i can go into it knowing something. there are also some resources online ive found that #give me somewhere to start but the personal risks right now arent smth i can overlook #last summer i was super pumped and committed to trying to get something started but the more i learned the more worried i got #yapping #txt #doodles #sona #puppysona #new sona(???) tentative... im dogy #ask

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theend1shere · 3 months ago

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I have a chemistry test today T-T

#nix's random posts #i dont think i'll do well in this one T-T #it's not my fault that i cant focus on the teacher when he explains everything while yelling #i have a problem with loud noises and need to sit close to the front of the room #so that's an absolutely *delightful* combination /sarc #and he also explains everything so badly- he doesnt even answer questions properly #this is the worst chem teacher ive had since ive started learning chemistry #i mean #i was never GOOD at it #but I was passable. now I'm not even that T-T

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megumi-fm · 1 year ago

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#okay random story time i don't know why im narrating this or how i even stumbled upon this memory rn #but i generally do sad vents in the tags and for a change this is a funny one #so back in highschool (i say highschool but i mean junior college) i used to visit this park near my house a lot #i was an sg kid back then and the thing about parks there is that they're kinda beach-parks and they have the best cycling/running tracks #they're also really massive parks so i used to go often. sometimes bicycling. other times walking. yeah. the park was like my sanctuary #anyway. there are quite a few bike rental areas in the park and there was a cute lil shop next to this one particular rental place #and they sold like biscuits and water and icecreams and stuff and i went there a lot #and on one particular day i went there and there was this guy around my age part timing at that shop #now again this might be culture specific bc i dont see it in india but part timing in uni/pre-uni is pretty common is sg #a lot of shops and restaurants employ teenagers to twenty something ppl for part time jobs... anyway im just adding context #point is that i had walked to the park with my mum that day and she told me to go buy a couple icecreams so i went to the shop #and i saw this guy around my age and like. not to be a simp but this dude was so pretty?#like he saw someone had come to the counter so he looked up and shot a smile and i thought i got slapped by sunlight #i could spend the next several lines going on about his pretty tan skin and his glowing raven eyes but this is pathetic enough so ill stop #anyway he saw me and smiled really wide (customer service smile- i thought to myself) and i smiled back and asked for icecreams or whatever #and then this guy started getting chatty right. so he was all 'you come here (to the park) often right? ive seen you with your bike a lot'#see now. the problem with me is that i always think im bothering people. this poor dude was attempting to make conversation #and i was replying with one word answers #and i wasn't even realizing that he didnt want that. bc he kept asking more questions and i. kept. shutting them down.#then when he gave me the icecream he was all 'are you here alone? icecream alone is no fun... i could keep you company if you want..?'#which. he was being really cute about right. but because im so fucking dense i was all 'oh no i came with my mom actually'#and he went 'aw man' in this really cute but faux sad way which i didnt understand at the time and i left and then #after three full fucking days. i realized this man was tryna hit on me?#and then i went to the park like a week later and he was gone. poof. i even thought of asking the uncle in charge of that place #then i got too embarrassed and chickened out #yeah so turns out my neurodivergence neutralizes any sort of rizz that comes my way #i could've been chilling with a cute boyf rn but no😩 this is my destiny #megumi in the tags

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